My R | english cover (by KurageP) 【covered by Anna ft. Rachie + Bao】

[@annapantsu]

To offset the very intense nature of this video, I have two questions for you! 1) What is the kindest act you have witnessed? 2) What brings you the most joy?

[@blackroserevan6939]

Well the kindest act was some random stranger paid our electric bills and it was a lot. My parents knew that we would barely have Christmas presents that year. But someone paid it for us and left a note saying “Merry Christmas! Hope this helps”. And stayed random. It was a wonderful Christmas that year. As for what brings me joy, books, D&D, anime, video games, friends, and my boyfriend.

[@bowserjr.]

1. My dad taking his time to stay with me on a fishing ship while I was seasick the entire time 2. Playing Pokémon and/or listening to your covers

[@krisbikreme]

kindest act: someone trying to extinguish the fire in my car lol brings me most joy: seeing people smile and making them smile :)

[@Fish_Not_Found]

Listening to babies laugh makes me just so happy :’)

[@idk-tq5wc]

The kindes act i've witnessed? Maybe my english teacher comforting me after a nervous breackdown Music bring me joy

[@soulkibaart]

Just a reminder that the Girl the song is about actually is implied to be saved! "My R" is part of an Album/Series of Songs by Kurage-P called "Diary of Underage Observation". My R is the first song on the Tracklist and every song is about a Teenage girl struggling with some kind of problem. One of the last songs is named "Diary of Underage Observation" and it is about a Girl observing her Classmates, which are all the girls in the other songs including the My R girl, writing about them in her Diary. The My R girl is the only one noted multiple times by her, and she also sees her in her final line of My R, where she is about to jump from the roof. The girl actually steps in for the first time during her observations, running up to the My R girl and repeating the line "Hey, don't do it please.", implying that she saves the My R girl from jumping. I highly recommend checking out "Diary of Underage Observation" and the other songs in the series, they are all worth listening to!

[@Melodiio]

im glad someone saved her it really broke my heart the fact she’d acknowledged others wouldnt do this for her thank you for sharing 🙏🏾❤️

[@willieoelkers5568]

That... just helps so much. Thank you.

[@mohammadrashya9418]

Are you the real soulkiba?

[@soulkibaart]

@@mohammadrashya9418 Well uh... yeah, in case you know me from Twitter or such

[@tahraethestoryteller6079]

Thank god that actually gives me hope Everyone like and reply to this comment so others can see it

[@hazelruibal3138]

I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THIS BOP! (but also everyone please be safe.)

[@michaelterrell5061]

Thank you, and you as well.

[@debbied0wn3r]

Same

[@valbea9958]

This is one of those songs that shouldn't be a bop but really is

[@Trixie_lol]

Same

[@debbied0wn3r]

@@valbea9958 Ikr like fr

[@pomegranateknowsyoursecret2522]

I've witnessed a murder case and one of the reporters interviewed me, They asked me if I was okay because I was crying insanely. And I replied with "I'm alright, I'm just sad" So they gave me a chocolate bar and that was the kindest act in my life.

[@runefaustblack]

_hugs_

[@yurinotkagarin]

“You just witnessed a murder case, are you ok?” “Yea, just sad.” *Hands chocolate bar* :)

[@saturn6563]

Oh hell no, I’m in America, so they probably give me Hersheys 💀

[@tokofukawa3633]

I'm sorry this happened to you

[@WorldWalker128]

If true, you sure are surrounded by people that suck, bro. You should move when you can. There ARE nice neighborhoods out there.

[@the_artsydog]

Fun fact(maybe not that fun): in the original song, she is just hallucinating other people with her problems (in this version its more obvious because of the last few lines)

[@sora_in_the_sky]

And those people is herself, that's why this song is called My R

[@birdontheinternet]

Tbh that’s the same tactic I used to get out of a bad head space at a time where I hated myself. I thought of what I’d do or say to strangers when the worse thing they’d done was the same as mine and I realized I could never treat others that way. It did kinda make me think of myself in a weird disconnected way but at least now I can see I’m not special in a good or bad way which takes a lot of pressure off my expectations for myself

[@brianh5878]

@@birdontheinternet The whole “treat others as your self” thing go’s both ways because it doesn’t work if you aren’t kind to yourself. “Treat your self as you treat others”

[@izzyash775]

Wait I thought she was just talking to herself trying to convince herself not to jump and there is not meant to be several voices in the song

[@connerwills6802]

@@brianh5878 ....No

[@bubblybobabubbles]

If I may point this out,, the lyrics given as reasons to live are, in the next verse, given as reasons to jump. "You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything," then the next verse, "everyone steals." "But even so, you're still loved by everyone at home," then after, "I just want to stop the scars that grow, every time that I go home." Then, the singer can't find a reason anymore, besides to just... not jump. It's just not her day. And in the last verse, she can longer argue with herself, because she's fought that reason, too. Just interesting to me.

[@Xazyv]

I picture someone on a rooftop, so done with life and the world, standing on the edge terrified. She talks to herself, keeps pushing and pushing until she decides she can't because of the relatively flimsy reason. Then all through the next day she keeps repeating that same reason over and over again in her mind, until she starts to poke holes in that very reason and it twists itself into one more problem. One more thing she can't handle. And she's back on the roof, staring off the edge, terrified, and arguing with herself until she finds another reason not to. Day after day, one reason after another that falls apart as she attacks and dissects it throughout the next day. Until one day she stands up there, tired of the mental argument as much as anything else. She looks off the edge, still scared but she can't find any more reasons. She's just tired. "one more day" she decides. Maybe she still hopes it'll be better. Maybe someone else will finally come. But they don't. Not in this song.

[@Resters52_official]

@@Xazyv There's also the bit between the second and third verses where it says there was a person everyday, they went through so many reasons every day not to jump before finally running out.

[@rocketracer4482]

And her responses change with that, too. 'I'm feeling better thank you for listening' 'I'm hungry' 'I guess today is just not my day' The first one is sort of positive; she feels better. The middle one... more like she's distracted from the pain than actually feeling better. And the last one doesn't even do that; it's not her day, but she'll be back tomorrow, just like the last time, and the time before that.

[@canadadry5449]

@@Xazyv they do stop her. Watch underage observation version (as weird of a title as that is).

[@Un_prønøunceable]

The art in Annapantsu’s videos are criminally underrated

[@Kalani_Saiko]

ikr

[@yzap0ng]

amen

[@GINSHOTGUN]

IKRRRR

[@cinnamoony3996]

THIS EXACTLY

[@minimood9947]

Yeßssss

[@kappa_studios]

The girl short as could be is told "Your still loved my everyone at home" And the girl in the yellow cardigan says "I just wanna stop the scars that grow, everytime that I go home.." And we all know they're all the same person...

[@sourpatchkids351]

it's sad how the singer, imagining herself helping others as a way to cope with her own feelings, slowly runs out of reasons to keep living until all she can say is that she's tired and just wants to end her pain. i love this song so much but man I hate how much I relate to it

[@Playlist-ru5cw]

Also, the girl told the girl with braids "You've never been robbed of anything" and the next short girl said "Everyone robs" :(

[@kappa_studios]

@@Playlist-ru5cw Everyone steals* But ya I like the point you made ^^

[@michaelflores9220]

And the girl is told she has dinner and says "I"m hungry".

[@lightcpkhfm2305]

@@michaelflores9220 she says "I'm hungry" because now that she is reminded about the dinner, she wants to eat

[@hololiveenmanager999]

Why does every dark song I've heard throughout my life was such a freaking BANGER..?

[@_Jasey_Crisp_]

FR

[@katsukibakugo8044]

always. but now we know its well su!cidal and stuff i cant see it the same. btw i mean the japanese version of my r

[@sailormoon1019]

i know have you seen help by pink guy

[@jem_jaqovich]

listen to bullet by hollywood undead - thats a dark af bop similar to this

[@sailormoon1019]

​@@jem_jaqovich listened to it hits deep btw have you seen Hethers the moive or musical hits kind of like bullet

[@unknowngay9493]

My phase is literally haunting me at this point

[@fayth1537]

Same …. Same

[@zoeyiguess]

I feel ya

[@ShadowsOfTheSky]

If anyone reading this is contemplating suicide, just know, no matter how hopeless it seems, there is somebody who cares for you, and if there isn’t right now, there is somebody who will. It gets better, and you won’t be alone forever.

[@meepbeep7770]

@@ShadowsOfTheSky that comment made me cry. I needed to hear that. Thank you

[@heyitzme0731]

I feel you

[@thebasementweeb4909]

I know this song is dark, but it fucking slaps.

[@Goodnightmr]

@Andrea De Luca NOOOO

[@runefaustblack]

​@Kylie Hua It was a lone song first, but it evolved into a concept album called Diary of Underage Observation. Check it out! About the parental abuse, though, that's just what's implied in the line "I just wanna stop the scars that grow every time that I go home".

[@babybearcubbs]

IKR🤣🤣🤣✨💕

[@sonic_chu4157]

Nope, it yeets xD

[@dannysangree6304]

Agreed

[@VampyBlood17]

Idk why but this is kind of one of my therapy songs. Every time when it gets to the end - “taking off my yellow cardigan, watching my braids all come undone, this petite girl short as can be is going to jump now and be free” I whisper “hey don’t do it please”. It’s almost this little reminder that there’s always another day to live for. This is all we have

[@blazelightshine2311]

Which is what happens in the sequel song in the album, that's touching too though.

[@Kuraiinu]

BLESSED TRIO 3 QUEENS WHO SLAY

[@joAnnblackwood666]

The king kuraiinu just arrived

[@adorablepandaring1975]

We are blessed with your presence

[@beachychu3020]

Yes

[@studioweilandbustreal9859]

the legend says that if they fuse all the madness in this world will diseappeared within an instant by a single note

[@wonjaeyi9013]

If you were in a band Anna, what would it be called?

[@IndieDoodlesSometimes]

Anna and the Pantsus /j

[@bowserjr.]

The Anna-maniacs

[@Hxnkxi]

The Pantsu’s

[@bjp1101]

Anna's Pantsu

[@cocoaplayzgacha1577]

Your very first comment :0

[@jazzychew]

Lyrics (from Google, by Rachie!): Just as I was about to take my shoes Off of the rooftop there I see A girl with braided hair here before me Despite myself, I go and scream "Hey, don't do it please!" Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way To be honest, I was somewhat pissed This was an opportunity missed The girl with braided hair told me her woes You've probably heard it all before "I really thought that he might be the one But then he told me he was done" For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything "I'm feeling better, thank you for listening" The girl with braided hair then disappeared Alright, today's the day, or so I thought Just as I took both of my shoes off There was but a girl short as can be Despite myself, I go and scream The petite girl told me her woes You've probably heard it all before "Everyone ignores me, everyone steals I don't fit in with anyone here" For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me 'Cause even so you're still loved by everyone at home There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know "I'm hungry", said the girl as she shed a tear The girl short as can be then disappeared And like that, there was someone every day I listened to their tale, I made them turn away And yet there was no one who would do this for me No way I could let out all this pain For the very first time there I see Someone with the same pains as me Having done this time and time again She wore a yellow cardigan "I just wanna stop the scars that grow Every time that I go home That's why I came up here instead" That's what the girl in the cardigan said Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way But in the moment I just screamed Something that I could not believe "Hey, don't do it please!" Ah, what to do? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew But even so, please just go away so I can't see Your pitiful expression is just too much for me "I guess today is just not my day" She looked away from me and then she disappeared There's no one here today, I guess it's time It's just me myself and I There is no one who can interfere No one to get in my way here Taking off my yellow cardigan Watching my braids all come undone This petite girl, short as can be Is gonna jump now and be free

[@rhianneleafthatguy]

extra canon line: "Hey! Dont do it, please"

[@thetrashman3994]

She should TOTALLY sing "You're gonna go far, kid" by The Offspring.

[@superstellarhere]

Oh yes

[@Beth-td6vj]

i would cry if she did

[@hunterhello5210]

Yeah!!! It would be so cool!

[@acquatico4242]

Oh my lord yes!!

[@boomingbob1579]

Oh for sure

[@MarioAdNoman]

This song resonates with me, but rather than going to jump I sit by that place, guarding it to prevent anyone from going deeper down the hole Everyone has a reason to not do it Mine is to not let others do it

[@sleepdeprived8555]

Ok this is sweet right here-

[@kdjsphone5194]

I may not ever meet you, but I just have to say thank you.

[@heyitskaiden4178]

Same for me. I’ve saved over 100 people from suicide. All online friends of mine at a time or another.

[@luciandelle]

Thank you, kind stranger.

[@sp4397]

Bless you man I hope you'll convince them :)

[@meganlewis2424]

For a song with such dark themes it has probably the most catchiest beats ever.

[@lightyeargaming901]

That's what all dark Vocaloid songs do

[@50shadesofmidnight]

It's the kind of song you can hum, but if you sing it, people will start questioning your mental health

[@gale3158]

so true

[@kiihole]

fr tho another good catchy dark song is coin locker baby

[@Deadpool4president]

Bullet by Hollywood Undead sounds disturbingly cheerful

[@user-vz5el2ex6l]

I was literally just thinking this song would fit your voice how- ANNA GET OUT OF MY BRAIN :0

[@TheBeaniestBean8675]

SAME I WAS THINKING ABOUT THAT YESTERDAY

[@GINSHOTGUN]

SAMEEE ANNA IS ALWAYS READING OUR THOUGHTS

[@anonymousg9153]

i searched it up and bam!! just uploaded

[@YN_LN.]

This is kinda like how another youtuber read my mind,but like THEY ARE MIND READERS but tbh this is amazing anna!!!!

[@maxinewhoo]

Anna never leaves our brain, she’s always stalking us. 😂😂

[@darkanti427]

I completely forgot about this song- I saw your other video in it yesterday and fell in love. 10/10 cover as always to you, Bao and Rachie :)

[@KellyTheReiss]

OMG! I love your videos!!!

[@rainwhal]

LETS GOOOOOOO ANTI IVE BEEN WATCHING YOU FROM 30 SUBS

[@A_yellowline]

I forgot which song it was, something like "diary of an underage observer". It shows the POV of a girl who observes her classmates. My R girl is one of then. At the end the observer calls out to her and stops my r girl from jumping. It also references from many other songs.

[@ilikedairy8539]

Whoa that's cool! Imma go check out the song rn

[@OmniverousLawnClippings]

Diary of underage observation is SO good. I keep hoping the rest of the series will get the My R treatment

[@A_yellowline]

@@OmniverousLawnClippings I'm waiting for the day that VR gets a good cover! Or trash!

[@Elijahgen]

Thanks!!!!! I FORGOT ABOUT ITTTTTT!!!

[@jellybloom9258]

The actual song IS called diary of underage observation!

[@darlingmelancholy]

oh so we're bringing back our middle school depression? cool cool. stay safe y'all and talk to someone if you need too ❤

[@ACastillo_]

bringing it back? It never l e f t.

[@chamomile6108]

[@alexvoices...8052]

@@ACastillo_ every gen Z:

[@shannonmcelroy8454]

It seems to happen everywhere doesn't it? If it happened at my Private Christian school, then I guess so.

[@deathlight4210]

@@shannonmcelroy8454 Yes :(

[@dip4558]

This song is just her trying to convince herself not to do it. There was the girl with braided hair, who lost her boyfriend, the petite girl, who everyone hates, and the girl in the yellow cardigan who is abused. It’s not anyone actually. It’s just hallucinations of the girl trying to convince herself to not commit suicide. If you pay attention, at the end she says, “Taking off my yellow cardigan, watching my braids all come undone, this petite girl short as can be, is gonna jump now and be free.” Even so, she didn’t end up convincing herself. Please share this with others because a lot of people misunderstand this song

[@katorkatieidk]

Wow. I never knew that. I knew the "Taking off my yellow cardigan, watching my braids all come undone, this petite girl short as can be, is gonna jump now and be free," lyrics but I always thought that it meant that she had the same problems as the other girls, just that the last straw was her abusive family.

[@eclipseii8439]

6 not-so-fun facts that can add some context ------- 1. people in Japan take off their shoes before suicide to indicate that it wasn't a murder, this is symbolic of entering the afterlife, as people there take off shoes when entering a building 2.The Japanese version has two different ways of saying "Dont do it please" The one used for the first two people more specifically means, dont do it for others. For the last person it means, dont do it for me. They both translate to "dont do it" I was just going into the specifics 3. The problems relate to eachother. The response to the first person was that there are more people there (roughly) The next problem was regarding people. The response to that was that there are people at home. The third person said that there are problems at home. 4. Many believe that My R means My Reflection. The singer went there every day, thinking of their problems, and coming up with solutions. On the last day, they couldn't think of a solution. 5. Another theory is that My R stands for 'My Reason'. The girl sees all the reasons that she wanted to commit suicide in the past. She belives the reasons are stupid and is mad at them. She thinks that she needs to sort out the past reasons before she jumps 6. the hand that reached out for her at the end is usually depicted as a person who cares about her that she didn't consider, but it could also be her will to live coming in too late ------- my connection This is all coming from a young teen studying Japan, Japanese Culture, Japanese History, and also learning the language. ~ my best online friend committed suicide last year, and my current best friend is considering it. Please be aware that this can be a touchy subject ~ !! I got most of these from comments on the original Japanese version of the song !! ------- help 🌸If you or someone you know is feeling suicidal, get in contact with your Country's hotline. Tell people, talk about it, we will understand. You're not alone, we won't judge. There is always someone out there that knows your struggles and would be more than happy to help you Going through with it will hurt more people than you think, you might not think you are important. 💮 You will be happy one day, no matter what is happening. It won't be today, it won't be tomorrow, it might not even be there for years, but it will come. You just need to trust that it will come and work towards it. 💮 There is always someone out there that is still alive because you simply exist Stay safe and make sure you have a support system for these kinds of situations

[@alexandermayro7145]

I think the creator said that "R" stands for "Reason." Like, her reason for going up there.

[@eclipseii8439]

@@alexandermayro7145 Oo! That might be why, tell me if you can find it (if you are already looking for it)

[@Francesca-bo3ou]

@@eclipseii8439 I read in a comment in the original video that says the original title was My reasons to live in this cruel world but It was too long so she just named the song My R, i dunno if is true, but i think It is, may you should give It a check .

[@callmelonorange91837]

they put me on wait (wtfff???) imma lose ittt

[@shrutiroy2044]

Thanks for the insight

[@jbezoarjr5269]

Just to be clear, for anyone worried, in the end she gets saved. There’s a part two to this song, and it’s all about the girl who saved her from jumping. So no, she does not commit suicide in the end. :)

[@claudiaw4342]

I needed to know that thank you!! Do you know what the second part is called? 💕

[@rocketstone9911]

@@claudiaw4342 i think it's called "diary of an unaged observer" by KurageP ^^

[@claudiaw4342]

@@rocketstone9911 okay thanks I will have a look :)

[@ThatsCalledTreeson]

it’s part of a series of songs, and talks about all of them in the last one (diary of an underage observer) which includes my r!

[@averagetectonicplateenjoyer]

@@rocketstone9911is there an English version because I for the life of me can’t find it

[@Nothing-id8br]

Y’know being the therapist friend, this song gives a whole different vibe- Warning this’ll be long Long Edit: o boi my comment got some TRACTION- anyways yes, hello therapist friends, uhh *y’all got some people pleasing issues?* Anyways jokes aside, I’m happy my comment got so popular but also sad that so many people are struggling with this issue. As someone who’s been on BOTH ends of being the therapist friend and the venter, uh *it doesn’t work out.* I bet we all know that by now though, but here’s some actual advice, *know your boundaries, set them straight, and tell them to your friends (or literally anyone who breaks them)* it’s not mean to not have energy 24/7 to give advice, we’re human, that’s just how we are, and boundaries are sooo important for relationships, no boundaries = toxic relationship (this goes for every type of relationship, friendship, family, lover, etc) OH and you are NOT responsible for anybody else’s happiness. I’ll repeat that for the people in the back, *YOU ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYBODY ELSE’S HAPPINESS!* And if ANYBODY tries to gaslight you into thinking so THEN GET OUTTTT of that relationship. That is very toxic and that person would need an ACTUAL LICENSED THERAPIST for that. One more thing, all of those therapist friends out there, please take your own advice *or* see a therapist who can help you take your own advice, if you can’t get out of that toxic lifestyle it will just get worse I guarantee it, and no, your problems are not more or less than anybody else’s do not try and compare, we all have our own issues that are equally valid. Just for reference, I’m hopefully soon going to therapy myself, even though there’s people who has had a worse time than me, even though I seem to have it all together, I’m still going, because it will help me on my journey to be able to live a happier life. I could go on more but this is already long.. I’m surprised you got this far tbh- proud of you ✨ Anyways, it’s your choice whether you want to take this advice or not, I’m not a licensed therapist after all, therefore I might not be correct about everything/know everything about the topic, I’m just going off of experience. Plus it is your life after all, you get to choose what you want to do. But anyways, I wish you all well, remember, your life has SO much value, don’t let anybody tell you otherwise. Though I guess this is goodbye(for now?) Thx for coming to my Ted talk✨

[@Dewdear]

A fellow therapist friend

[@Nothing-id8br]

@@Dewdear how are you feeling today?

[@Dewdear]

@@Nothing-id8br I am great hope you are too 😊 if you're not it'll get better

[@Nothing-id8br]

@@Dewdear Glad to hear your doing good! And yes I’m doing good thank you for caring!

[@yourlocalbacon5746]

Therapist friend squad! : )

[@Emma-fp3nu]

Oml I am BAWLING my eyes out at the moment. I found this song when I was going through a really dark time in my life, and it just brings back so much emotion. This song means the world to me, and I can't thank Anna enough for making it so beautiful

[@dennysdonuts4918]

Oh fuck, not the song I had a public breakdown to in middle school. I love your voice too much to resist

[@ultimatenintendoninja5450]

Damn that sucks. How are you doing now if you don't mind me asking?

[@kuurusuaki]

Hey, how are you?

[@ilikedairy8539]

I think we've all had mental breakdowns at school or almost had before I had two breakdowns in second grade before. And when school starts imma be in 5th grade and at the end of the day it's fine because we're all human and it happens

[@julialovesgfriend]

hope you’re doing okay now !!

[@silly.oc.time.]

How are you now? Hope you’re doing well ❤️

[@sceetherthenadder]

I always add an extra line to this song “Is gonna jump now and be free. Wait, don’t do it please.”

[@riley530]

This is actually cannon copied from @SoulKiba 's comment: "My R" is part of an Album/Series of Songs by Kurage-P called "Diary of Underage Observation". My R is the first song on the Tracklist and every song is about a Teenage girl struggling with some kind of problem. One of the last songs is named "Diary of Underage Observation" and it is about a Girl observing her Classmates, which are all the girls in the other songs including the My R girl, writing about them in her Diary. The My R girl is the only one noted multiple times by her, and she also sees her in her final line of My R, where she is about to jump from the roof. The girl actually steps in for the first time during her observations, running up to the My R girl and repeating the line "Hey, don't do it please.", implying that she saves the My R girl from jumping

[@jedimasterrayne1784]

Damn….😳 I’m gonna use that now

[@maxie2518]

wow this makes the song have a happy ending..

[@Anonymous-Artist2]

It does have a happy ending in the original album ​@@maxie2518

[@lostinacatsmouth8389]

ANNA AND RACHIE LET'S GO NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE THE DAY

[@lynn_studios9327]

SAME TWO OF MY FAVORITE SINGERS

[@thedusterbin.819]

@@lynn_studios9327 ME TOO!

[@BubbleLolli]

YUHHHH

[@faro2095]

Same here. Hoped for them to be in a song and it happend :D

[@meteoritewolf]

I didn't even know I had this dream until it became reality

[@stonedslytherin8587]

Me singing this song happily: 😍🥰😭 My mom who's more focused on the words: 👁️👄👁️

[@SNOWFL4K3_333]

Lol same

[@justkaeden5959]

@@SNOWFL4K3_333 AAAAH! Oh no!

[@Artist_chan101]

Lol same

[@Artist_chan101]

Lol same

[@S4ND55]

Basically me rocking out to this then suddenly my mom opens the door and I just start singing badly so it could cover up the lyrics

[@moonfleurs]

to all the people who used to listen to this, had a breakdown, struggling in life or are depressed: you are not alone in this world. you may feel like no one understands you but there are millions of people who share the same pain. you may think “no one will miss me, right?” wrong. many people will miss you. i will miss you, even though i’m a complete stranger in the comments. i would listen to this song and relate to this song so much. make sure to take care of yourself, drink water and get exercise. ^^ (feel free to vent in the comments) - Parker/P. (pronouns He/Him/They/Them) thank you anna for posting a cover of this, it’s one of my favorite songs ^^

[@ShadowsOfTheSky]

And even if you think that there’s nobody who really cares about you, there is, and even more importantly, there’s more people out there who will, you just haven’t met them yet. Those people you haven’t met yet care for you more than you can imagine, and even if they’re a long ways away, you’ll be glad you stayed to meet them, and can look back on this moment and know that you are happy.

[@-millie-6748]

Please don't make me cry again, but thankyou so much for that, I really needed to hear it. I hope you're living a good life, you deserve to

[@moonfleurs]

@@-millie-6748 you are very welcome. i hope you’re doing well in life too! :)

[@Chibi_Corbie]

change the was depressed to *am depressed and had a breakdown to *has breakdowns I've been through alot of things- I still struggle to this day

[@-millie-6748]

@@Chibi_Corbie are you ok? Don't worry, I'm struggling too, if you want to rant to me then you can

[@tarronwallace759]

Wait, is this all the same girl? Like, is she fighting off her demons one by one as she convinces herself it's not worth dying for, until one day she can't even do that any more. Are they all the singer, just like, different aspects of her mind?

[@sincere9222]

Yep

[@michaelflores9220]

Yep

[@lunalovegood3678]

yep

[@zryptex_7041]

The sadder thing is she killed herself in the end from what i got. Edit, scratch that she got saved.

[@AegbGo]

She is trying to convice herself to not do it, but she fails at the end However, it has a happy end! This is from a album with a lot of good songs called "diary of underaged observation" and in the last song (called just like the album) she saves the girl from My R before she does it

[@JensMorrison]

I was never suicidal, but this song speaks to me, because I was the one everyone turned to for a long time, but I had nobody to turn to myself.

[@Hxnkxi]

Just a message for you guys. For those who need to hear it. And I doubt anyone will see it, but that’s okay :) If you are thinking about doing what this song says, it is not worth it. You have so much to live for, think about the small moments in your life that make it worth living. You are worth it. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Much love -Your local Makoto Naegi

[@thedusterbin.819]

Thank you so much.

[@Gabe-wg9vu]

I just had these thoughts a bit ago and then this music found me. I'm trans and pretty sure my parents want me dead bc of it, they make me uncomfortable and overthink the small moments of happiness, so they're not as happy in my mind as I remember, be it by building plastic models with my brother or just going to the beach, they always stain it. I'm not really sure if things will get better, but I'll try to stay here. Hope you're safe, mate.

[@adenielle2331]

For now, I don’t really find the strength and motivation to believe your words. While it may be true, I’m just getting more and more exhausted, I… kinda want to give up haha.

[@Hxnkxi]

@Tiger And Friends You’re welcome ^^

[@Hxnkxi]

@@Gabe-wg9vu I’m sorry to hear about your parents not accepting you. I truly hope things get better for you soon. You’re just as valid as anyone else in this world ^^

[@blackroserevan6939]

Whoever you are, you are not alone. Your feelings are valid. You are cared for, you are loved, and you are a friend here. Please take care of yourselves. Suicide is never the answer. There are many hotlines that can help you and will lend an ear. I love you all everybody. ^^❤️

[@sammylyan1290]

I sang this song with my friends at a lecture at my school about suicide and how to help a friend. As this song speaks very explicitly about that, we picked it and sang it together to see if it had more impact on the performance, and it ended up working :) I was the lead vocal. I LOVE YOUR WORK ANNA!!

[@jahniyahbullard5983]

I love your pfp

[@augustbreeze1665]

This song hits different, I used to listen to this non-stop a few years back when I was in a really dark place because I kinda related to it. When I saw this cover I hesitated to listen because I was scared it would bring back the bad memories but I clicked anyways out of curiosity. It surprisingly made me feel free, like listening to it again in a happier place released the chains that held me down before. It feels so nice to get this off my chest, so thanks Anna! If you guys are ever feeling down in the dumps then just know it gets better, I promise. The longer you wait the better it'll get and one day you'll be thankful for every little thing that happens, someone holding a door or receiving a hug instead of cursing when a bug appears or when you get a tickle in your throat. Keep pushing through

[@ptatocollen]

3:04 you can really hear her emotions in the "please just" part

[@ajinx5699]

I know this song is about a girl hallucinating other people with the same problems as she stalls her self from committing suicide but DAMN THIS SONG IS AN ABSOLUTE BANGER!

[@thejohnhopkinscompany9599]

Alright the fact that it sounds like she's holding back tears at certain parts of the song just makes this hit ridiculously hard. Also the line "I can't stop this girl, oh this is new" just destroys me every time.

[@notsoda08]

This song is like sorrow in disguise. The song has such cheery keys, but everything about the song screams sad, and not ok. I love this song so much, but gosh it’s has such dark undertones. Also here’s an interesting fact. It contains indirect references to d*ath though so be cautious In the song it references taking their shoes off before they attempted to jump, the reason is because when you are at the gates of heaven doesn’t want dirt all on the floors of heaven (or the judging place)

[@vampyr5887]

1) The kindest act I have witnessed was how so much people helped a stranded child who was crying. There was this old woman who took the kid on her arms and was calming him trying to make him spit out his mother's phone number. As much as I wanted to help, I just could stay there, watching, until the poor child's parents appeared. I smiled and went away. I think anytime we witness someone helping any other person we just can't help it but smile and consider it the best thing of the world. There also was this other time when it was raining so bad and the wind was blowing as if the world was gonna end, and all the motorbikes fell, so many neighbours and I started lifting them up, so they wouldn't break. 2) The most joy for me? When my beloved ones are happy. I feel pretty relaxed and also happy myself when there's no need to help anyone because they're all happy. (sorry if I had any mistake on my grammar or vocabulary, not a native english speaker here ^^'')

[@junkoenoshima2756]

That's a really nice thing to witness I didn't really witness but when I was 5 I was drowning in a long my family was a bit far away (I ran off) and a stranger saved I don't remember their face but I am thankful to them

[@AshyAtmosphere]

Throughout the whole song: "Im okay, im okay, don't cry, don't cry." Last lines: *Crys intensely and clicks replay"

[@maxinewhoo]

That’s so damn relatable, like it hurts.

[@forestfairy114]

Relatable.

[@snowyinferno24]

I acted as the person that listened to everyone's problems. My friends, my parents, my brother, my sister, everyone. I tried to help them all the best I could. I lost many people and pets in my lifetime before listening to this song, and even made an attempt on my life once because I had no one to talk to myself. I am currently 18, turning 19 this Saturday, and I am still going strong. There is nothing you can truly say to someone that could get them to stop doing what they are doing, but you can be there to listen to their problems and be a shoulder for them to cry on. Not many people are going to remember what you said, but they are going to remember what you did, and how you made them feel. Be that ear that they need, be that shoulder to cry on, and for those that need to hear this....never stop trying....voice your problems, do not hide it all....it just makes your situation so much worse.... thank you for reading this, and god bless all of you

[@runefaustblack]

Thank you for all the good you've done for so many people. You too, when you're down and in need of help, if you're ever too hurt from listening to everyone's problems, I hope you'll have someone to listen to you and help you. Stay strong ^^

[@ricardomarin459]

You know I may not be good in anything but youre not alone in that boat my problems I don't know what they are i just know I want to stop existing but if there's a thing almost everyone had said about me and it's good that thing is I always hearing them no matter what

[@polarstorm1424]

❤️❤️❤️

[@innodationproduction]

Hey. You too.

[@brianj439]

"You've probably heard it all before" is a really clever line in this particular cover considering the two other people featured in this video have two of the most popular covers of this song on KZbin.

[@chrisdesmon779]

Whenever I see anyone I know listening to this song I ask, "are you okay?"... You doing okay Anna?

[@annapantsu]

I am doing very okay, thank you for checking in on me! It’s very kind of you.

[@chrisdesmon779]

@@annapantsu Asking is basically the most I can do from my phone when making a YT comment lol 😅 Also just in case anyone here needs this, your body releases: Endorphins: when you eat dark chocolate Oxytocin: when you play with a dog, or make 10+ seconds of physical contact with someone. Dopamine: when you complete a task and Serotonin: when you go outside in the sunshine or exercise

[@ZhaSheri]

kindness is a gift that not many are able to express, be pround of yourself for being able to

[@Rose-yx6jq]

@@annapantsu Thank the Gods. I was getting worried.

[@averysmolbrownie3856]

Is it worrying I listen to this on repeat religiously more that three times a day?

[@trianna_phoenix9013]

Can we just all agree that those who grew up singing this, we all need therapy now :)

[@ChaiLatte666]

I never related to it But yeah, yeah we do.

[@legobatmanfr]

I loved this song in elementary school 😩

[@stardust2841]

YES.

[@Sophie-kk8tx]

Yeah probably lol

[@sourpatchkids351]

grew up listening to it, fell back in love with it last year, totally need therapy

[@Haruko101Ritsume]

When I first heard this song and didn't know the people the singer was talking to was all herself, I thought 'that's a really insensitive thing to say to somebody struggling'. After, I found out and felt oh, that would be exactly the kind of thing I'd say to myself ("at least you have ___!") and though I was really sad about the ending, I hadn't felt offended anymore. But now I'm thinking, that doesn't make sense. If it's a horrible thing to say to other people, why wouldn't it be a horrible thing to say to yourself. God, it's so hard to be kind to yourself. Thank you for the great cover :) Your voice hit me hard here.

[@Resters52_official]

I think it's easier to be mean to ourselves because there's less reason to be nice, if you're talking to someone else you don't want to hurt them, make something you don't know about worse, or you just don't want to spoil the mood, but there is no incentive to be nice to yourself. I remember reading part of a theory recently that we're self critical because of a survival tactic, you're brain brings it up so you can fix it, so from an objective point of view it's more beneficial to be nice to other people (strength in numbers and the need to socialize) and it's beneficial for us to self-criticize and improve in order to survive better, but when you add subjectivity to it then everything gets gummed up. I don't know if that makes sense at all, sorry if it doesn't.

[@tahraethestoryteller6079]

@@Resters52_official Thai actually hits the nail on the head, thank you

[@magusnight5989]

I mean, everyone in my family always says these sorts of things when I bring up my problems. I have no friends really because of them.

[@runefaustblack]

I completely agree. She has no support system and she treats herself horribly... Is it any wonder that she couldn't take it anymore?

[@malaksafa4074]

@@tahraethestoryteller6079 I hope you do now, it will in the future. Need to chat?

[@Hxnkxi]

I saw this on Apple Music the other day and listened to it already, so I can confirm that this is absolute ART!!

[@Cedarwoodbiome]

same here but with spotify :3

[@irachan3978]

I saw this on KZbin already

[@Cedarwoodbiome]

@@irachan3978 same

[@darkanti427]

@@irachan3978 same

[@Peter-lw4ew]

I was OBSESSED with rachie's cover a couple years back im so glad you did this it sounds AMAIZING

[@alexvoices...8052]

My R is my comfort song because I have suicidal thoughts and this song actually convinced me not to jump. So this is amazing to me!

[@PDragonBabyUO]

That's great!!

[@carmel8177]

Same tbh

[@isacanoli4444]

I just finished singing this song and crying now I have to cry again :,(

[@karaigrayson8198]

* hugs you*

[@isacanoli4444]

@@karaigrayson8198 thank you :)

[@mirko353]

Yooo my childhood came rushing back hearing this song :’>

[@ffi4356]

Same. POV: We were exposed to the internet really early

[@xznikiii]

same here

[@reina_harhar7815]

I really want someone to cover the part 2 of this song which is Diary of An Undercover Observer. The song revolves around a person who kept on observing the girl here in this song everyday, she noticed how the girl's mental health kept going worse so the observer had to save her before she jumped.

[@ookyspookyspider9957]

I love this song! Your voice matches it perfectly. thank you for covering it♡♡

[@Icebuerger4016]

Me seeing a song post by Anna: “PRAISE THE SUN!!! She grace’s us mortals once more!!!”

[@mypreviousnamewasreallycri3670]

Songs like these have a very special meaning to those going through what they are talking about. I remember a few years ago, I was in a very deep depression, and listened to Dear Evan Hansen for the first time. Just the clear message that you are not alone in going through something like this is invaluable to someone who feels invisible to the world. Every time I see a song like My R or Lifeboat or Waving Through a Window, I smile a little because I know that someone will listen to it and know that they are not alone. So thanks, ms Pantsu, if that is your real name. You’ve done some real good here.

[@bowserjr.]

“My R” This is more like a W (in terms of singing ability)

[@noonespecial2859]

I don't get it...why a w

[@softyi]

@@noonespecial2859 Its means a win

[@Spectorwing]

@@softyi what does r stand for?

[@dragonlordmusic4607]

@@Spectorwing I think I read in another comment section that the r means "my reason(s)".

[@Spectorwing]

@@dragonlordmusic4607 oh ok ty I was just confused

[@lindsaythemorallygay4586]

Not me sobbing on a bus full of people. Can’t believe I just got caught slipping. I’ve been going through a lot lately so thank you for putting this out before I did something stupid.

[@sarahorme9415]

You are loved, there are always people who are glad you are alive, even if you have a hard time seeing them

[@ellayoo9238]

What brings me the most joy when someone comments something positive on my art or my appearence. On my 13 years of my life, I've been bodyshamed for being "fat." Im still insecure about my body, but someone saying that I look good today or someone actually starts a conversation with me instead of commenting on my body bring me so much fucking joy. Also, someone just saying that my art is so fucking good just makes me break down in tears. On my 13 years of my life, I felt that everyone was so much better than me and that I was the worst artist ever, but someone saying that it looks good just slaps so hard. The kindest act I've witnessed is probally someone saying that my art was so fucking good and that they wish I had my abilities as an artist. I teared up by hearing that. It felt like I was on the top of my game and just because of that one singular comment, I continued to do art and learned to love it. :)

[@zgal88]

This song always makes me tear up a little bit; the way I interpret it, she's dealing with each problem individually per day, and beating it, but eventually just the combination of all of it once, just cannot be overcome. I like to think the cover Emirichu did is onto something though, with someone coming when all seems lost, and catching her at the end.

[@jh-animatics4957]

As a person who tried to hurt them self. It really does get better guys! I have so many amazing people in my life and I'm enjoying every minute of it! What really got me through it was drawing. It brings me the most joy in life! Sending hugs to everyone who needs one till it does get better 🥰🫂🤗

[@theeye8276]

"I couldn't careless either way". I really feel that. I do nice things all the time yet feel like that I don't really care. I feel like I do it because I think thats what is expected of me or that I'd be bad if I didn't. Sometimes I feel like I care about people but other times I feel like I am going through the motions and that I am just pretending. I second guess my motives a lot too and think to myself "Am I doing this to be nice or because I want something?" Like if it involves a girl I'm attracted to I try to do a similar nice thing for a dude just to justify to myself that I wasn't just trying to get her to like me.- It's nice to write things down and get them off my chest, thanks if you read my ted talk lol.

[@kuriositykilledthekat]

whether or not we care, i think at the very least we somewhat care enough to still do it. i think you're a good person if you're questioning your own motives, so dont downplay yourself

[@theeye8276]

@@kuriositykilledthekat Thanks. You seem like a good person too based on your comment.

[@theeye8276]

@@kuriositykilledthekat This is kinda heavy so don't read if you don't want to deal with that.... My friend recently committed suicide this november and I felt fake the two times I cried about him.They both started because hearing people that seemed more genuinely sad made me sad and was more uncontrollable crying then anything. Like I tried to make myself stop crying but I couldn't. It felt like I was lying to them that I was just as hurt that he died as they were. At the end of the day it seemed like it made them feel better, like people said that the speech I forced myself to do at his wake's open mic encouraged everyone else to step up and speak too, but it felt fake. I tried my hardest to stop crying during it but I couldnt control my body... I was actually upset that I apparently encouraged so many other people to speak during his open mic because i wanted to leave early and do home work.... but the speeches took up the full wake time after me.....Idk

[@kuriositykilledthekat]

@@theeye8276 grief is hard, and its difficult and different for people. you dont have to cry to show how much someone's death affects you, everyone's grief process is different. and i want you to know you're strong for having to put on a mask for everyone else. take care of yourself and take all the time you need to process it, im sure you were a very good friend to him in his life

[@Celticcatlover]

YESSSS my favourite singer covering my favourite song, I don’t think this day can get any better!

[@kingmerlin287]

SAMEE

[@skyvrruniverse5771]

0:17 "AAAAAHHH" *Falls*

[@funnytube0416zzt]

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[@rosielloll]

​@@funnytube0416zztfr

[@Teega-v2h]

@@funnytube0416zzt in logical sense if you went up to someone planning to jump, and scream “hey don’t do it!” At them, they’ll probably get spooked and fall off anyways

[@Therianfriend4life]

I feel like this is me in a way I stop all my friends from killing/hurting them selfs but no one helps me

[@the_gibbyfication6147]

I never would've anticipated an Anna cover of My R, I've been blessed

[@xxfraustierexx]

This song really hits me. Just like this girl, I considered ending it all, but the odd thing is every time I consider ending it all,something or someone stops me. Just earlier, my friend with the same dilemma reminded me not to give up. I hope anyone out there who is considering to end it all also find their reason to continue and never give up ☺️

[@johnwade7842]

I know I am a complete stranger to you, but I really hope you don't do it, I would feel really sad knowing you got hurt. While I do not know what your is like I can say at least two people to my knowledge care about you including your friend. Hope things get better for you and if like to send a message or anything do so, if you want that is. Bye then.

[@Artur89G]

Yes, most of us have somebody who will be sad if we disappear. The reaper can wait.

[@thesavagekitty1593]

I know someone wh9 struggles with Suicide and i can say with certainty the would be much less bright without you in it

[@shotanextdoor]

EXCUSE ME???? THREE LEGENDS IN THE SAME GODDAMN COVER??? No cus we do not deserve 🛐😩

[@somratkhan8688]

Plot twist: She landed on a bouncy castle that was a surprise gift for her birthday by her family.

[@cruentusmagus]

@@Hi-wp4gm She actually got saved by someone at the end. There's part 2 of this song but it's about the person who saved her

[@claymoura2484]

@@cruentusmagus pardon me? Where is this part two?

[@cruentusmagus]

@@claymoura2484 I believe the name of the song is Diary of Underaged Observation. The girl from this vid was saved by the observer girl

[@magicfight5878]

I hope

[@_Jasey_Crisp_]

This is such a cute twist on such a dark(but good) song

[@cammm360]

“A blessing from the lord!”

[@cinnamoony3996]

royannalty

[@shroomagica2148]

I listened to this wearing a yellow cardigan. Let's just say I'm shooketh

[@Skypie24283]

I love this song it sometimes let me cry when no one isn’t around I even listen to this during school you’re voice is amazing

[@gh0ul_tears]

As someone who struggles with su!c1da! intentions, this song makes me cry every time I hear it. Thank you for singing this and giving me some hope for the future, Anna.

[@robylopezvi]

I for real was hoping you’d cover this the last time I heard it, you’re so talentedd (Also stay safe everyone!)

[@alixxoxo9853]

it's basically two sides of the one girl singing, one is trying to live and the other is trying to end it. the one who wants to jump is the one she sees at the roof each day. the one trying to live is the one convincing the other to not do it. the girl going up is neutral, seeing as she doesnt jump after convincing the "other" girl to not do it but still goes up each day. each time the su!cidal one, i'll call r, is explaining her reasons to go, the one wanting to live, i'll call m, gives a reason to stay. but every day, r comes up with a reason that contradicts m's previous point. ("you're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything!" "everyone ignores me, everyone steals.") but the last day, the day before the girl jumps, she says "i just wanna stop the scars that grow every time that i go home." with some guessing, you can say each day before, r was using a reason that included others. but the last reason she used, she doesnt want to hurt herself anymore (some people think that the girl is being abused, but i feel like this is more likely). m cant find a reason to counter it, and in the japanese she says "dont do it, for me." while the other verses she says "dont do it for others." the next day, r is nowhere to be found, but not really. r isnt at the roof for m to convince anymore, because m is no longer there. m is not in the girl anymore. the girl is no longer neutral. the girl is r. r has won, and now she is the one to jump. dont let r win loves, everything will be ok. people will miss you, because there is only one of you. we cant afford to lose such a special person from this world

[@clarehidalgo]

Little did she know there had been a girl watching her argue with herself on top of the doorway to the roof, who decided that that day she'd finally talk to this song's protag. "Diary of Underage observation" ends with the observer saying "hey, don't do it please" to her. The observer had been recording the events of the other songs in the same album in her people watching diary

[@XxxFelix318]

Can you say the yellow cardigan part again

[@Un_prønøunceable]

I’m suuuper happy this was covered by the queen herself. I’ve been revisiting all of these types of songs and I was listening to one of the original ones when this got recommended to me and I just smiled SO big lol

[@xxashleyxx7236]

This literally brings me memories, but honestly this reminded me that I’m no longer in a toxic and traumatic situation, thank you Anna

[@waxmelted_crayonbox]

the part where she sings "are you upset cus you can't have what you wanted?" just scratches my brain

[@hottopic3622]

Okay BUT LOOK AT THE ART- *I hope everyone is doing well!*

[@kristopherenglehart8704]

Your amazing cover aside, I'm happy this song is still popular. I never found it in me to see it as unsettling. It just gives me the vibe of a necessary rough help, like the good shake we all need once in a while to get back on feet. I love that song and you made it even better ^^

[@wolffeman9758]

I have a depressed friend who although her family loves her, her parents are divorced, her mom gets drunk alot and she is sexually harassed at her school. I showed her this and she said that she relates to this alot, and I just want to say thank you. She is suicidal and I hope that this song helps in my efforts to help her so thank you very much for making this.

[@orbunn5595]

I hope that you're friend and yourself are ok

[@StarShiningSirius]

Thank you for putting the warning for those who might be affected! I enjoyed hearing the song in all of your voices!

[@roriblaze8294]

I know this is not the true meaning of the song, and that all the girls are actually the same person. But having the different voices for the different girls makes it seem as if the death of the person who saved them caused the previous girls to kill themselves. Showing that suicide greatly affects other people who are considering it, and increased their chances of also committing suicide. An interesting way to look at it.

[@tiringsarcasm]

Very interesting way to look at it indeed.

[@phoenixstar3919]

I don't think I've seen anyone else say this, but I absolutely love that Anna chose to do this cover with two people that have made incredibly popular covers of it in the past. It really feels like its paying tribute to the covers that came before it, personally I never listened to Bao's cover but I adore Rachie's cover as well as this cover, keep up the hard work

[@bungeegum194]

The song brings back 2018 gacha memories lol

[@bluequeen2968]

Same lol

[@ignoreeverythingonthischan3147]

@@mayabean237 same

[@thedusterbin.819]

@@mayabean237 My gacha phase was cringey and also full of this song and miss wanna (unalive), damn I think I was one of those gacha kids (why past me why)

[@thedusterbin.819]

@@mayabean237 PLEASE I CAN RELATEEE GACHA JUST *HAD* TO BE THERE LIKE DID IT HAVE TO I want forget that phaseee

[@tinnedteaenthusiast]

oh great another person who had a gacha phase in 2018

[@erix100100]

Probably one of the best My R covers I've heard in a while! Really love the way you sung this. The amount of power and emotion you put into this (Just like with musical songs I guess?) is simply amazing.

[@kirstinorpilla8566]

Just as I was about to take my shoes Off of the rooftop, there I see A girl with braided hair here before me Despite myself, I go and scream "Hey, don't do it, please!" Whoa, wait a minute, what did I just say? I couldn't care less, either way To be honest, I was somewhat pissed This was an opportunity missed The girl with braided hair told me her woes You've probably heard it all before I really thought that he might be the one But then he told me he was done For God's sake, please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason, you got here before me Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything I'm feeling better, thank you for listening The girl with braided hair then disappeared Alright, today's the day, or so I thought Just as I took both of my shoes off There was but a girl, short as can be Despite myself, I go and scream The petite girl told me her woes You've probably heard it all before Everyone ignores me, everyone steals I don't fit in with anyone here For God's sake, please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me 'Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know "I'm hungry", said the girl as she shed a tear The girl short as can be then disappeared And like that, there was someone every day I listened to their tale, I made them turn away And yet there was no one who would do this for me No way I could let out all this pain For the very first time, there I see Someone with the same pains as me Having done this time and time again She wore a yellow cardigan "I just wanna stop the scars that grow Every time that I go home That's why I came up here instead" That's what the girl in the cardigan said Whoa, wait a minute, what did I just say? I couldn't care less, either way But in the moment I just screamed Something that I could not believe "Hey, don't do it, please!" Ah, what to do? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new For once, I think I've bitten off more than I can chew But even so, please just go away, so I can't see Your pitiful expression is just too much for me I guess today is just not my day She looked away from me and then she disappeared There's no one here today, I guess it's time It's just me, myself and I There is no one who can interfere No one to get in my way here Taking off my yellow cardigan Watching my braids all come undone This petite girl, short as can be Is gonna jump now and be free

[@mind0fash806]

Anna covering this song makes me so happy because this was the song i listened to when i was having breakdowns, it really calmed me down

[@alysia8214]

Damn! This song hits hard and fierce, uncontrollable sobbing near the end.

[@del7143]

ANNA YOUR COVERS BRING ME SO MUCH JOY I GOT INSPIRED, BOUGHT A PIANO, AND IM GOING TO MAKE COVERS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR INSPIRING ME TO MAKE COVERS!!

[@mayaa7256]

I know this is outside the norm of what you usually cover but you SMASHED it lovely! It's one of my favourite songs and you and your friends preformed it perfectly! 🥺💫

[@taterchip4927]

Anna, I just wann say you guys did amazing on this song. And as someone who struggled with this issue 3 months ago, in a weird way this song, your voices entrance me to continue to fight those thoughts. It hits in the soul. But in a good way. Empowering to remember, we can overcome our own demons. Thank you~

[@feroseecamina6037]

You really bring an old song I always used to hear come back annapantsu, thank you qwq

[@Nadielumi]

It took anna years to cover this but its worth the wait!!!

[@trangthunguyen9342]

The last sentence was such a plot twist to me and it left so much impact on me.

[@letsalllovelean478]

I love the detail of Anna singing "I just want to stop the scars I grow" line since the song is about a girl trying to convince herself to jump. That line is the unchangeable obstacle in your life. You can get over a crush, you can deal with bullies, but you can't change the nature of your home, especially not as a child. That's what pushes her over the edge and she is thankfully saved by the observer before she could go through with it.

[@Nekrubbobby]

Me on first listen: "hey this is a bop." Me on second listen, actually listening to the lyrics: "...oh..."

[@biaj.8864]

Still a bop

[@xXCherriBxbaXx]

@@biaj.8864 a sad bop but a bop nonetheless

[@Ruby7070]

@@xXCherriBxbaXx what is a bop?

[@xXCherriBxbaXx]

@@Ruby7070 the song just sounds good. It just means it's uhhhhhh how do I explain it???

[@silverwolf610]

@@Ruby7070 basically a bop is a song that sounds really great and you love to listen to it like a personal theme song in a way