My Story and my Struggles

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[@NeevesKnives]

You and your Wife are very strong and I feel the pain in your voices, I can some what understand because my father was hit by a backhoe and paralyzed from the nipples down, I took care of him for the next 13 years until he passed, and I know a 20 min video doesn't do justice for everything you could say and I can only imagine, I know where depression can take a person, if you ever need to talk brother im hear man il give you my number or we can talk this way, and I know your doing as well as you can right now, but even if its just to talk knives, and I know it takes a lot of strength to make that call. This story definitely hit me and im praying for you and your family. You have a tough great woman next to you, stay strong brother! 🤝🙏

[@ianhornbeck]

You’re a class act, Jared. 👌🏼 Both of y’all are solid individuals and this community is a better place with you two in it. You guys rock!

[@NeevesKnives]

@@ianhornbeck thank you

[@ianhornbeck]

Also, my uncle fell out of a car while on leave from the military when he was 19. Paralyzed from just above his bellybutton down. Wasn’t supposed to live past the age of 35, and he survived until almost 70 years old. He came to live with my family when I was 14 (I’m 42 now); me, my mom (his sister), my dad, and my brother. One big happy family lol. We all helped with his care over the years, so I know what that’s like, brother. At times, it wasn’t easy, but we all step-up to the plate for our families during difficult times. Stay strong, you badasses!

[@NeevesKnives]

@@ianhornbeck that's why family is so important 🙏

[@ItsAnAddiction]

I think i can speak for everyone here and say that we're ALL glad you decided to fight and stay with us, your courage and will to live is an inspiration to everyone as well as me, i also was hurt at work 2 years ago and wasn't able to walk for 7months, bunch of surgeries and STILL got a limp, lol, started watching you cause i couldn't do anything else......ok ok and cause of the knives to, lol but no your a good dude man, keep up the good work, love the videos!! Thanks for everything.

[@ItsAnAddiction]

@Maximo Omari who are you and NO, I dont need to do shit like that, I got a girl that I don't need to worry about and that's stood by me for 7 years and TRUST is the most important thing. So I hope some day you can find a chick that doesn't make you think like this. ✌✌

[@sempertexas5456]

Just found this video this morning. Thank y’all for sharing and I’ve watched your videos before and still enjoy them. My wife was diagnosed with mental illness 4 years ago and 6 hospital commitments later we are still hanging in there. I got into knives about a year ago but always been into edc since my military and current job as a police officer. Again, god bless and thanks for sharing.

[@doofy28]

I was born with a disability. I would not choose to be born otherwise. Having hardship made me appreciative and resilient.

[@pinoyedcknives]

I lost my father last 2017. then after 2 years, lost my mother as well due to cancer last January 25, 2019. I felt so depressed to the point that I can't even work properly. I resigned on March 15, 2019 and just sulked in my room. your early videos just popped up in my YT feed, I think it was the BM Anthem as well as some BladeHQ ones. I was never really a knife guy but you guys got me hooked up, appreciating how these simple tools be so intricate in design and the time it took for them to be made. And for that, I thank you so much.

[@Stassa23]

pinoy EDC knives thanks for sharing and I’m really happy to have you

[@sxc5rhcp]

I hope you are now doing better. I also struggle with depression, got to a very dark place in early 2020 with the death of my father and the pandemic. Thanks to my family I seeked help got therapy and also antidepressants and that helped me immensely from the start. I'm someone who thought will never seek help or take antidepressants but I'm so glad I did. I'm saying this to encourage you to seek help even if it's just therapy it may help. Hopefully you are doing better

[@ZPositive]

It was a whole year before your skin healed? That's incomprehensible. You are one tough dude. I'm so glad you're still with us, and sharing your story. There's no doubt in my mind that your strength and your story have changed a lot of lives.

[@richardvirchow3390]

Nick, I wish you well. I’ve watched your knife-related videos for probably 2-3 years now and enjoy them very much, especially the video-shorts. I’m 70 and have diabetes and cancer and my knife hobby keeps me sane. Please take care and please keep posting knife videos - I’m subscribed to your channel and anxiously look forward to your videos.

[@halcooper6059]

Tragedy, pain, depression, struggles, Faith, Hope, hard work, Patience (even though you didn't feel you were), good people working through the unexpected and coming out Victorious.

[@lyndylou1686]

Brought tears to my eyes, love this honesty. You've been through it and you guys came out on the other side and that's not an easy thing to do, but the bond that was formed because of it is unlike any other. You have such a beautiful family and this video was so heartwarming. Sometimes the problems life gives you are God-sized and the hardest part is knowing when to let go and let God do his work. Much love

[@bothompson4911]

Mine too Lyndy. Wow

[@BLACKOPS6391]

I was injured and I didn't think I was gonna walk again, I didn't have all the support you had (from what you've said) never been sentimental or soft but doesn't mean it wasn't hard, this was 4 years ago. I've always respected the hell outta small channels and knife channels and wanted to make videos but was nervous and didn't want to ever talk. I've been watching knife vids on here since I was 11 (2008) and finally filmed a vid and there was a nice relief, it feels good, like I'm somewhat worth a grain of something.

[@bryanwise5517]

Appreciate you sharing, takes a lot of courage to be vulnerable.

[@stevesweeney7892]

I finally brought myself to watch this. I started watching you some time ago. I knew emmediatly you had been through some serious "Pain". Our Brother Jesus saved us. You were lucky you have a true Wife,in sickness and health. You are learning Can't is just a word. God Bless You my Friend. You make a difference to alot of Folks!

[@boogiemanedc910]

I just saw this video. Can’t imagine how hard it was to do. Damn inspirational.

[@joekelly4]

This was amazing for us as your audience/subscribers to see this side of you. I don’t know you personally but based on what I have seen from you, YOU ARE ONE OF THE STRONGEST PERSONS I KNOW. Prayers and blessings to you and your family. Take care.

[@sharpwhits0167]

I'm someone who has struggled with depression and anxiety for the better part of 25 years. I really respect the fact that you are sharing your story. Until we erase the stigma around mental health, we can't truly begin the healing process. Much love to you, brother. I know that I am just a subscriber, but if you ever need someone to talk to brother, reach out. My daughter suffered 2nd and 3rd degree burns on over 55% of her body when she was three. The scrubbing of the burns, the medicated adaptic, the pressure garments and repeat everything after subsequent surgeries. She's 12 now and she is one tough kid. I got ❤ for you brother.

[@christiancardenas2543]

Thank you for still being here. (thank you to your family, friends and to you.)

[@DiamondEDC]

I've honestly been going through it for years. The knife hobby definitely is one of my only bright spots. Thanks for this video Stassa23

[@lavenderpants8695]

I don't think I could ever make a video like that. That takes a lot of guts. I'm certain this will help a lot of your viewers, and hopefully make a big impact on at least one person. You have my number if you ever need me! Don't hesitate.

[@maxxandlouie]

"There were worst things than dying..." I'm late to comment and I don't know if you'll see this. But thank you for being around for so many people after going trough that dark, morbid phase of life. I've been watching your channel for a while now and it helps me get through the day, knowing I can take a break from life and chill with your videos.

[@Stassa23]

Glad you enjoy the content and I appreciate your support 🍻🍻

[@rbs1889]

I don’t know what to say but I want to say something. You are two beautiful souls. I think you brought tears to a lot of eyes with this story. Thank you for sharing ❤️👍🏻

[@kevinwilliams563]

Nick I had no idea what you and your family had been through. You are fortunate to have a strong wife that cares deeply about you. The struggle with depression is real for many. I enjoy your videos immensely because it is so obvious that you care about what you are talking about. Stay in the fight brother things will improve.

[@bothompson4911]

Thank you first for caring enough to share your story. God bless you an yours, I can see how hard this is on you an your lovely wife. You are blessed sir! Stay strong brother, no one knows the struggles a person goes through trapped in their own vessel!

[@Dnd-wz9yn]

I work in a refinery. I can only imagine what took place. I am grateful for the two of you sharing this with the world! Ive been watching you for quite a while. Please keep doing what you're doing! God bless and keep you, your Super Wife and your family!

[@daviddawson3236]

I don't comment often, but I just wanted to say I'm so glad you shared this. I think a lot of men need to hear this. It's so easy for men to let pride keep them from sharing. I know because I've been there, too. Thank you for sharing your story

[@MrBowser2012]

Thanks for sharing this. I crushed a nerve in my back 8 years ago, and have limited function in my leg. It's nothing like you went through, but I have been to that dark place. Without my wife and daughter, i am not sure I would have made it. I am so glad you decided to start this channel. I really enjoy it!

[@PT.mr2it]

Thank you for being vulnerable. Your sharing will be an encouragement to others going through struggles.

[@chrisjohnson9542]

I have chronic illness and am too sick to work. I totally understand your struggle at least in the regard to not feeling like a man. I'm 36 years old and my parents have to take me grocery shopping and to doctors appointments and my mom helps me with my money management which I get my income from an SSI check. I am so very grateful for all the blessings I have I don't deserve any of it. But it is hard to not be able to take care of yourself and humbling for sure. As a Christian man, I am really grateful for the clean content that you make. I truly appreciate that you don't swear of use God's name in vain. Thank you for that. And thank you for sharing your story. I've been wrestling with the idea of starting a KZbin channel for the last year. Definitely wouldn't be knives though but would focus more on bible study and theology if it were to happen. God bless you and your family.

[@jimshort9266]

@ Chris… don’t think for a second that your not deserving of the blessings you receive. Just because many don’t require extra help or that it doesn’t appear to be the norm doesn’t mean your not deserving. We all need different things at different times in our life. The “pay it forward” and “do unto others as you would have them do unto you” are two of the best philosophies there are. Just be great-full when you get the help you need and pass it on in whatever form you can, when you can, to whoever you can. Best Wishes

[@derekmatthews3714]

Local Louisiana boy here. I’m glad you decided to fight man! Thanks for sharing! I met you in Jim’s Firearms a while back. Keep on keeping on bud!

[@P_Rodd]

Just started getting into knives and found your content. Can't imagine how it's been for you and your family. One day at a time and keep doing your best brother.

[@markjg2275]

I really enjoy your knife videos I too have health issues and a KZbin channel on knives , knife collectors are some of the nicest people in this great hobby. You are great keep up the knife videos when you can Thanks for sharing your personal struggles that alone shows courage and how nice and down to earth you are as a person. Best wishes from this 62-year-old man.

[@bparker3054]

Stay strong my brother, God kept you here for a reason. I will keep you in my prayers 🙏. Don't let anything break your Family bond, it will make you stronger!

[@markprentice1961]

I've always carried a knife but only recently got into knives as a hobby. Your videos were some of the first knife videos I viewed and are part of the reason I became more interested. I work in a chemical plant in the pharmaceutical industry. You are an inspiration. Mr. Stassa23 stay strong and keep up the great work!

[@nathenwallis5664]

You're both super strong to make it though all of that. I'm so glad you did. I struggle with anxiety and depression on a daily basis. I actually live in the Pensacola area, we got hit pretty hard today, and we have some more rough times ahead for a little bit, but we will make it, just like we have in the past ( I will say the past couple of days have been really hard. It's my first "big storm" as an adult with a wife and kid, which makes things harder.....so this video came at the perfect time for me ). Thank you so much for doing this video, I know it must have been hard on you

[@Stassa23]

Nathen Wallis I’m really glad it helped that makes it all worth while. I’m glad y’all made it through the storm.

[@GBall_Vision]

Damn brother Stassa, I'm glad you found God's will for you, and that you had your family. You could've taken many roads down the wrong path after all of that and you chose the right thing to do, the right way. Keep doing what you do brother man

[@SteveKluver]

Thanks you two. It's important to talk about this, and look for signs in others, as they often times are not willing to reach out for help. We are so glad you are with us in this World, and in our community! : - )

[@Stassa23]

Steve Kluver thanks Steve

[@BingsBuddery]

Thank you for having the courage to share such a deeply traumatic portion of your lives... your story is inspiring and uplifting. Keep fighting the good fight!

[@S.R.Backwoods1]

Thanks for sharing your story. I am with you on the importance of faith. I’ve had 16 spine surgeries and have lived in pain for over 25 years. It’s been very tough at times but the Lord has been with me every day. I also have had a supportive wife for the past 8 back and neck surgeries which has been a big difference and who I am very thankful for. Keep the faith, brother!

[@johnhuey9912]

Watched this morning, and thought about this all day. Hope you know your purpose is WAY bigger than you think, and you have just begun exploring the possibilities of how much impact you (are having) and will bring to others with this. Thanks again for sharing.

[@shanpasha12]

God bless you my friend. I am happy you have this great community and hobby as an outlet. You're own work speaks volumes to your passion and drive. You are extraordinary and also have an amazing family! Should you need anything, please let me know. 🤙

[@AustinTexas8084]

Brother, the little girl you have and your wife only need you for your hugs and kisses. As a husband and father you mean more to your family than just a pay check. Don't under estimate what just your presence means to family and friends. The world is much more rich with you in it. Love from another knife nut.

[@kingsnakejake6205]

Wow…thanks Stassa for sharing this very personal battle of yours with us. You are such a great content creator, if I’m wanting the no nonsense breakdown of a certain knife, your channel is where I head to. I’ve had my own severe battles with depression, and unless someone has been there, they can’t comprehend what a dark, scary place a persons own mind can take them to. So thanks again, and thank you, Mrs. Stassa, for fighting this battle. Much love and respect….Kingsnake Jake

[@tchocopower5721]

Dutch dad of about the same age as you here. Found your channel through Reddit's knife community. Thank you for sharing your story. I hope each following day lightens your burden a little more. Like you said; friends, family, community, hope and faith, man. Support and be supported. That'll get us through it all eventually. Best wishes for you and your family. Have fun at Blade Show! Gonna go hug my kid now.

[@jamesalbin6194]

Absolutely awesome and I am very proud to hear you talk about this. God is a awesome God and he is so good to us. My wife survived stage 4 cancer staring in 03 and is totally cancer free when she was given two months to live and for myself I was told I contacted COVID in October 12 of 2021 and finally got to come home December 8 and almost died but through a loving wife that stayed by my side and never stopped praying God brought me through it. I thank God

[@jumpkeys]

with you. depression, vet, recovery, grief, returned to the true king, ptsd, other medical issues, found some trusted men... it really means a lot that you chose to speak. I understand the power in speaking the truth and exposing your truth. I'm always here anytime for both you and others - my email is jumpkeys at the g mail so please reach out. I offer my time to listen to anyone. peace and love to all. Jump

[@tomdowser]

That is one amazing story. Not as uncommon as those that haven't experienced it. For myself I came to realize a lot of people and Angels made a lot of effort to keep me here and I'd best do something with that gift. Of course it was a few years till I had that understanding. Your wife is a rock and I'm glad you had family to get through this. I'm new to knife collecting and such but your knowledge and insight has helped me a lot. I knew there was more to your story and am glad to hear your courageous story. May your lives be blessed. Thank You.

[@KWDproductions]

Thank you for the courage to share this video. I have struggled with severe depression in my past for many many years, and the torment has felt unbearable at times. I lost my best friend to suicide in 2019. It's hard not to feel alone sometimes. You have to have faith that God loves you no matter what, otherwise there is no hope. I started watching knife videos to help during the darkest days of the pandemic mandates, and I found your videos very interesting (I especially admired your amazing anno work). In the back of my mind I wondered why your hands had been burned... now I know, and I'm so sorry to hear what you went through (very few people can comprehend the extent of your suffering). Thank you for your channel. It has helped me. Stay strong... there will be days of joy ahead, even if we can't see them right now! God bless.

[@2873lonewolf]

Thank you for sharing your struggles, many people suffer and never tell anyone. I've learned from my own demons, never judge anyone, you have no idea what they are going through. You're doing just fine, your channel is good and is very refreshing for me personally when you post. I look forward to your video drops.

[@dansatermo3185]

Been watching you for a while and never knew the complete story. You both seem like very genuine and amazing people. I’ve felt near extinction when my younger brother was killed. I don’t have the physical pain like you have but the wounds were definitely deep. God bless you and your family.

[@dionflorio9249]

Thanks Stassa for Sharing your story. Last June I lost my 21 year old son . He was born with a weak heart and most of his life was spent in hospitals and not like a normal kid. Me and ny wife felt like it was our fault it happened and were really depressed. I think watching your video has given me ideas to get through my depression. Thank you. By the way also into the hobby for about 7 years and it has helped by watching alot of KZbinrs in this community who are also great people and don't judge.❤

[@rightclick55]

Thanks for telling your story. It must have been a very difficult thing to do. Hopefully this video will help some. I grew up on the west side, and know plenty of people that work(ed) in the plants. I also know a few that suffered negative consequenses. It's both a blessing and a curse. They provide a great source of income for many. They also cause many health and environmental problems. We probably know a lot of the same folks. I hope you continue to heal.

[@mattoakley2246]

Thank you for sharing. My personal struggles come from a neck injury due to a car wreck. You're a stronger man than me. Other than brief stuff like this i avoid talking about it because it's too hard to deal with. Thanks again.

[@Stassa23]

Matt Oakley I appreciate you sharing and glad to have you 👍🏻

[@mstuehler]

I have really enjoyed your videos since I started following you a few months back - you're a really knowledgeable, thoughtful reviewer who adds a great deal to this knife community. But, I had no idea about your story. After watching this video, I am in awe of your strength, your bravery, and your resilience. Thank you for sharing this - it is an inspiration. Much love to you and your family - you deserve it.

[@bohonea1602]

Sir I really appreciate you and your wife sharing this. I went through 6 heart attacks between the ages of 35 and my early 40s. I lost a marriage, a house , and my vehicles became my dr. put me on disability. I wanted to die and almost attempted to take my life but God stopped me. I held on to my faith and God restored my life. I went through about 5 years of counseling . Now I have an Angel for a wife , she is awesome! And God really did restore everything I lost !! Praise God! So I do greatly appreciate yall sharing this! Yall will be in my prayers.

[@ryanvest7061]

I just saw this video 3 years later. I'm so glad you decided to share. I was injured recently and was out of work for a long while. Your story helps me deal with my own depression and anxiety.

[@SkunkPunch73]

Thank you very kindly 🙏🙏 for giving us all that need it that extra power to fight on, no matter how hard the fight is.. much love my man to you and the wife,and take it day by day.

[@neilzberry]

Thanks for sharing, it's not easy to open yourself up to public scrutiny. Stay strong!

[@josephdavidmt]

Thank you for taking the time and courage to share your story with us. This means more than you know to a lot of people including me. Appreciate your wife being on camera and continually supporting you. Glad to know you sir. We still need to get together now that things are calming down!

[@Stassa23]

Joe Jutsu thanks Joe and yes we definitely need to try to have the get together 👌🏻

[@99blackbirdxx]

Sorry I missed this when you released this I was probably busy at work during this time and now that I have watched this I empathize with your struggles and physical pain and suffering . As a care provider for my aging mother and working to keep the bills paid was under tremendous pressure that I put on myself to try and keep it together. Unable to sleep even with Ambien and other meds. I started to become a anxious and overwhelmed person and I have never experienced this ever I had been though some pretty crazy stuff throughout my life. But finally I was able to climb out of the rut I was stuck in. Luckily for me a former coworker that is now like a big sister to me kept an eye on me as she knows first-hand what the warning signs of trouble are. That was back in 2017 and thankfully haven't been back to that place.

[@jamesbarisitz4794]

Your story was uplifting and encouraging. I'm just a viewer and recent subscriber who went back in your channel and found this episode. (It's October 29 2022 as I'm typing ) You aren't a friend or neighbor, but I feel proud of you. You guys have had a mountain of trouble to deal with. The good seems to be entering your lives. Thank you for the openess and supportive words for others facing their mountains. I'm going back to the future now to watch my favorite reviewer. ✌

[@Stassa23]

Thanks and I really appreciate your support 🍻🍻

[@Nordraw]

Thanks to both of you for your courage. It will help more then one no doubt. Be grateful for everyday.

[@mikelikesknives428]

It is very hard to imagine what you have been through. The knife community is a better place and very lucky to have you. Thank you for being so brave!👊

[@jimhontz7313]

Just viewing this today. And I wanted to just say that I greatly admire your courage. I can't imagine what you have gone thru. Both of you are very strong people and have proven it by staying together thru all the adversity. The knife community is very lucky to have you as a loyal member. I wish you all good things going forward and hope both your physical and mental health continue to improve each day. God bless!

[@egbluesuede1220]

I've been watching your channel a lot because I love knives and you do a great job presenting them and testing them. I heard you mention "your accident" so I searched the catalog and found this video and want to thank you for it. I know that wasn't easy. I too am struggling and have for a while. Recently, life really piled on some heavy challenges and I am finally reaching out for help. I just scheduled my first appointment with a therapist and am really looking forward to talking about it. Keep up the great work and continue to fight your personal battles. I promise I will try to do the same.

[@NRiggiKnives]

Nick, thanks for sharing this part of you and glad to see you in a good place and love to see you have a great support system. You Tube and the knife community are lucky to have you.

[@BootsWalken]

Sincerely appreciate a video like this man. I suffered a traumatic brain injury in a car crash 17 years ago which I still suffer the repercussions from to this day, and I can relate to many of the things you touched on. I just want to say that what you do with this channel does make a positive difference. After a tough day it's always a relief to sit down and immerse myself in the hobby through these types of videos. Keep pushing forward brother, one foot in front of the other.

[@Stassa23]

Knives&Lint thank you for your support and thanks for sharing

[@quickcuts3000]

god bless you man. thank you for this channel. i watch every single video.

[@Stassa23]

dwfgshdtjfyugh thank you for your support 👍🏻

[@dombond6515]

Brotha stass wow what an incredible journey! I'm not experiencing the feelings your describing but I have when I was a youngster. Never lasted but it was something that was there and couldn't be ignored. Anyway this brought me to tears. It made me think of how grateful I am for my family for my blessings. So thats how u just helped me. Love u brotha God bless, and the reason this community is so incredible is people like you. Your faith ypur courage your story. Again blessing my friend I hope you continue to find your path to the lord!

[@nevv8581]

Just watched this video for the first time after seeing and appreciating your videos for years. God has blessed you and your wife, and family. You are both inspirational for anyone who sees this. Wishing you all best for 2024. Keep up your faith and the great work.

[@KnivesFAST]

Somewhere along the way I miss this video brother. Very amazing that you guys were willing to share the story and your struggles. Love how you want to help others. That's awesome. We'll definitely keep you guys in our prayers. Thanks brother

[@llamokk]

I am following for i think a year now and this just popped up. And This is Great. You are Great. Both of You. And you are reaching out i think more than you and maybe also your viewers know with each post or video. Love from Switzerland.

[@CSGraves]

I always appreciate seeing someone in the knife community address mental/emotional health with understanding and sympathy. I appreciate all the more that you've shared some of your own story with us. That takes no small amount of fortitude.

[@Stassa23]

CSGraves thanks and I appreciate your support

[@timbo4374]

Very inspiring story! I can identify with much of it myself. I thank you for doing this video with your lovely wife. It did move me. I'm disabled myself, had to give up a job I actually enjoyed, and have suffered from bouts of depression, so I get it. Much respect. God bless you, and may you always walk with him by your side.

[@Sanderson2Orr]

I know I am late to the party on this video but I wanted you to know what a great job you both did and how important the message is. A lot of people talk about helping people, few actually do. Rest assured both of you have. Nick, you take care of that woman of yours, she is a gift. Good luck and fight on brother!

[@jimmyhamilton534]

Thank you for sharing your story. I was also burned in a work related injury in 2017. I can relate to a lot of what you are saying. Thank you for the encouragement. God Bless!

[@Stassa23]

Jimmy Hamilton I am glad you are alive 👍🏻

[@gregb.7564]

I want to just thank you and your wife for sharing your story. It's a real tribute to love and faith. I enjoy your videos and how much I have learned. I have PTSD and depression myself. I still can't imagine the pain and suffering that you and your family have gone through. I really look forward to your new video's. They help me get my mind off the black dog for awhile. Letting me realize that there are still things that I can enjoy. Thank you so much! God Bless You!

[@ratiounkn3210]

When I was kid, my stepfather was the toughest man I knew and then in the mid 80s he got hit by a drunk driver while cutting concrete on a bridge. Destroyed his left leg between the knee and ankle. He spent 8 months in the hospital and went thru 2 surgeries, bc the first one didn’t take. They cut the lats out of his back to rebuild his leg, with bone harvested from his other leg and skin graphs from his thighs. He tried to describe the cleaning of those open wounds and I can’t imagine. Only took him 6 months after leaving the hospital to walk again. To this day he still takes care of my mother and he is still the strongest man I know. What you went thru sounds even worse and it seems like you made it thru better. I’m so great full I found your channel and got to hear your story. Thank you for all you do brother. It takes a real man to put yourself out there like this. You and your family will be in my prayers.

[@estevangarcia9499]

wow God bless y'all! glad I found your channel. keep it going!

[@DavidJTooley]

Master & Mrs. @Stassa23 Knife Therapy , thank you for sharing your story. I can’t imagine the pain, but am so glad that you not only survived, but that you’re now thriving. Your story matters. Your faith matters. I’m a better man for hearing it. I’m going to save this video so I can share it when I feel prompted. ✌🏼

[@nateand3]

And i thought I've been through a lot in life. Keep pushing forward brother

[@Bushcraftandknives]

Food for thought. ❤️ Thank you for sharing!

[@JS-ji5bl]

Glad you are doing better, prayers for you and your family you have good wife that was there for you and is still there for you God bless yall take care Bro...

[@03_austindrake88]

Thank you for sharing this with everyone. I've always knew your accident was bad but this really put it into perspective. Thank you for trusting us enough to be vulnerable. Just know Nick, every single one of us are here for you if you ever need to talk. Have a great day brother.

[@DickinsonR]

15:42 Hello Nick - I too experienced a medical tragedy that left me severely limited. Unable to be the man, husband, and father that I once was, I have felt broken, defective, and worthless. Severe depression. Thoughts of suicide. I needed to watch this video more than I can express. Thank you. Rob

[@Cameron_OKG]

Thanks for sharing . It takes a lot of courage to come on here and talk about your pain . I truly hope it helps people that think they can't move forward .

[@menglov4083]

Thank you so much for sharing your struggle. You are truly blessed with a wonderful and courageous wife. I always enjoy watching your knife reviews because you are extremely knowledgeable and honest.

[@dredogin]

Praying for you Man! I am proud of you for pushing forward and keeping your head up! God bless you and your family!

[@Stassa23]

Thanks I appreciate it and your support 👍🍻🍻

[@shaggy071]

When I first started watching your videos I thought "knife therapy" referred to therapy for us junkies (your viewers the knife junkies). It was only after a while that I realised it was also therapy for you. Really glad you found this outlet and at the same time you bring so much joy to us all in the knife community. Thanks for sharing. To all those who suffer from depression I say talk to somebody. Keeping it all bottled up doesn't help anyone. Asking for help doesn't make you a lesser man. Opening up to others about my depression was the best thing i ever did. To all others I say lend an ear. Be prepared to listen without judging. Stassa thanks for everything. I wish you and your family all the best. Peace.

[@nickkazarian3334]

Blessings to you and your family.

[@Didier090765]

Had no idea of the ordeal you and your family went through but thanks for sharing, nothing but respect and admiration for the way you pulled through together, don't know if I could have! If I wore one I'd surely raise my hat to you every day of the week!

[@154cm00]

Thanks .ive had 10 maj surgries so i relate and love love knives too listen 2 u alot bro thx! Thank u for the talk and the channel bro real.

[@cjenkins212]

Beautiful video by some beautiful souls. God bless you both and your family. Glad I came across this video! It's super awesome for you guys to open up and share things that touch and effect you Soo deep. It shows that everyone are human

[@MrCaissed]

I truly understand the struggle of living with pain. 6 months into 2 new careers EMT and a firefighter when a staircase I was standing on 30’ up collapsed and I went with it. Put on total disability and I lost who I was. I’m 61 now and my legs are failing. Damage to my back is insane it’s twisted in 2 different places and curved plus a bunch of arthritis, damaged nerves, discs etc… I’ve been in septic shock twice which had me circulating the drain. Depression and anxiety set in and I didn’t want to live anymore. I’m still here with 3 granddaughters. I’m still struggling daily with pain and emotions. My wife has been my biggest supporter and fights for me when I don’t want too anymore. I’m facing surgeries that are risky and I’m still up in the air about trying to process what those surgeries mean. Pain really messes with one’s mind. The drugs have side effects and things become more painful but they don’t increase pain meds anymore so it’s suffer or…….

[@jamesmcnitt6860]

Stassa23, WE LOVE YOU and appreciate you sharing your struggles!! Keep up the good fight....GOD BLESS

[@DuCuirDesLames]

A great testimony, of your pain, your struggles, and all you pass through make you stronger, better, as I discover you through your videos, I've seen your wounds on your hands, then I knew you're burned, myself be burned when I was 10, and all you say talk to me in my flesh, so I understand very well what you could feel, and I want you to know that I'm totally with you in my mind, my feelings, I could share (for a little part) the understanding of you have lived.... Be strong bro, you're a good man and we are a lot to care about you :)

[@dsknives310]

Thanks for sharing your struggles💪🏼 with us & great advice. Much love & respect. God Bless your whole family🙏🏻.

[@butchsmith5214]

You story was a Blessing to me, Thanks God Bless you and your family

[@zebulunstadler9902]

Great stuff, Thank you. Love is many things my man!!

[@timnewmyer780]

We love you Stassa23. You have a wonderful wife and I am so sorry you had to go through such pain and heartache. Your message will help so many who suffer from depression. God has a plan for all of us. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

[@blk99xtreme]

Hey man, I always wondered what happened to your hands, I figured you were in an accident of some kind and I finally came across your story. Wow man, I'm so glad I found your channel, and im so glad you're here to share all of your knowledge with us as a KZbin creator, as a knife enthusiast, and as someone with first hand experience going thru something tragic like that. I cannot even begin to imagine the pain both mental and physical you endured, but boy, im sure it made you stronger!! 💪 You are an inspiration to us all! Keep posting the amazing knife videos, and the awareness Vids ❤️ 👏 Thank you ! 😃

[@davidbidwell8288]

Thank you Brother. Going through what you did and then having the courage and caring spirit to share your story with your youtube fans in hopes that it may touch someone in real need is going beyond the call. You're as much or more of a man than anyone I know, including myself.

[@carlosjuarez7936]

THANK YOU BOTH FOR DISPLAYING TRUE COURAGE!