My story of multiple miscarriages

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@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

This is a lonely road and people don't want to talk about it because it seems taboo. However, I have found immense healing from sharing my story with others and many people have told me my story has encouraged them. If you have a story of loss I'd love for you to share. I'd love to pray for you.

@lelaakin6373 11 ай бұрын

Are you singing the song? It's beautiful.

@PamelaHughes-t5p 10 ай бұрын

Thank for your story….two sweet babies are waiting for me on the other side! What a glorious day when I get to hold them..:i am so blessed with my two sons but always feel my heart is not whole.

@GridIronHillFarm 10 ай бұрын

@@lelaakin6373no, it’s not me. However, I DO sing a lot 😊

@GridIronHillFarm 10 ай бұрын

@@PamelaHughes-t5pit will be a GLORIOUS reunion ❤️❤️

@missymoo1979 11 ай бұрын

You have such a beautiful smile, a beautiful home, beautiful children, a beautiful heart. You are so very blessed, Mama-this video definitely tugs at my heartstrings as it reminds me of all my blessings. My beautiful family, my beautiful life, and all of my beautiful pain; for without that, who would I be? Thank you for opening your heart and sharing your story. "For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us" Romans 8:18

@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

Thank you 🥰 He has blessed me FAR greater than I could have imagined. Amen!

@alyssawesselmann2554 11 ай бұрын

My story’s different, approaching 3 years of infertility here without a single pregnancy, so no real loss, just the loss of the dreams I had for my family, but you talking about all the emotions and asking God why, is so relatable, and seeing the family God has given you despite all the suffering reminds me there’s still hope for me too.

@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

Oh my goodness, that is SO difficult. I went through a small time of about a year where I could not get pregnant and it’s excruciating. Each month hoping… Yes, it IS a loss of a dream. I’m so sorry. There is still always hope ❤

@Commonmomhomeschooler 3 ай бұрын

Much love and hugs!! My husband and I were married for 14 years with unexplained infertility. Then one day I found out I was 14 weeks pregnant. I was in massive disbelief, and had so much anxiety around the pregnancy that the baby wasn’t going to ever be born. He is now 5 years old! After having him we had 3 back to back miscarriages. That was so so so hard. I was convinced that the one child was all god was going to bless us with. Then 27 months after the first I gave birth to our now 3 yo. Then we have a 19 month old. And I’m due any moment with our fourth blessing. Looking back as I reflect on the season of no children thinking we would be forever childless I actually see that gods perfect timing and plan was so much better then our own. Now I sit and love on my baby’s and am so thankful for them and hope to have a large family even tho we are 37/38 already!

@GridIronHillFarm 3 ай бұрын

Oh my goodness this is beautiful! Yes, I fully remember that feeling of defeat that we thought would never be able to have more children. It’s SO difficult when you are in the middle of it. I don’t know about you but I learned a very valuable lesson in surrender during that time. But what a relief to actually fully be able to surrender your life to Him and know He has you right where He needs you. I am SO very happy and excited for you. What a blessing and a beautiful testimony of His love for us ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for sharing your story with me.

@danadowney6024 11 ай бұрын

What a beautiful and heartfelt video. I felt your pain. I felt your joy. You brought me to tears. God bless you. ♥️♥️♥️

@tiffanytownley3666 Ай бұрын

I am in awe of your strength and honesty. I just had my 2nd miscarriage and I am so afraid to get pregnant again. You give me so much hope that I can keep living. Even if I lose another baby. Even if I never have any biological children on this side of heaven. The Lord brought me to your channel when my baby was still alive and I think God was preparing my heart and giving me a soft place to land among women who understand what I'm going through. Thank you for sharing ❤️

@GridIronHillFarm Ай бұрын

Oh my goodness my heart breaks for you 😭 Don’t give up, don’t lose faith. God is so good and will bless you far more than you could have ever hoped or dreamed. I don’t know what heaven will be like but I do believe He knows best and I know He’s got so many surprises for us there. I am thankful we have the ability to be a part of creating new life, and what a blessing those children have to only know love and goodness and the arms of Jesus. I will be praying for healing for you ❤️❤️

@Mirjam-van-vliet 7 ай бұрын

So beautiful.. thank you so much for sharing and being so vulnerable. I just commented on a short you made about this. But i just had to come back and tell you that your faith encourages me to hold on to my dream in having another baby from my womb.. no miscarriages here but a womb ruined after the csection of my first and only born son. GOD also said be patient to me, but that was more than 10 years ago. We added a son through adoption and a daughter through foster care. But oh the longing to carry my baby, to nurse it. i keep asking and believing in His promises.

@GridIronHillFarm 7 ай бұрын

Oh my goodness this brings back so many emotions 😭 People don’t understand that longing. Foster and adoption are absolutely amazing in their own ways but nothing satisfies that desire to carry and nurse your own baby. My only advice I can give is to continually give it up to God. “Lord, you know this is such a deep desire, but please help me to be at peace and content.” God gave us these desires and I don’t think they are to be ignored, it’s just difficult to not be consumed by the pain if we don’t surrender it over. I’m praying for you ❤️❤️

@Mirjam-van-vliet 7 ай бұрын

@@GridIronHillFarm thank you so much for really understanding❤️ We gave it to God, only He knows what to do.. But you know what, two Sundays ago in church at worship I asked the Lord if I was crazy to ask Him for a baby bc I am so overwhelmed. I really felt Him saying : this baby will be a present, not a burden. ( not that my other children are a burden, i hope you know what I mean ) Thank you for your prayers, they are really appreciated. Blessings to you, your sweet unborn baby and to the rest of your lovely family💜

@HeatherLedford-s3p 2 ай бұрын

IAM so very sorry about your miscarriages. As a friend I feel your pain. My arms and shoulders are extended to you for moral support. I had a still born in the year of 1989. It was a boy. I was was full determined. What happened was I had morning sickness at night and come to find out my placenta had bursted and caused me to vaginal bleed and there was a blood clot in the after birth. That's how I lost my son but at the same time I almost died because I bled so much that they had to give me a blood transfusion. That was the worst day of my life but I know that God has my son and I will see him real soon because that is his promise to me and you. Thank you so very much for everything you do on your channel. Just remember that God loves you unconditionally and he knows your heart 💖

@GridIronHillFarm 2 ай бұрын

I cannot even imagine 😭😭😭❤️ Thank you for sharing this with me.

@lelaakin6373 11 ай бұрын

I felt your heart break. I do thank you for sharing your story. Much love and God's blessings to you and your family. ❤

@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

Thank you ❤️

@lyndaclements3511 11 ай бұрын

I just found your channel recently. What a beautiful story. So much sadness but so much joy. Thank you for sharing. I know that God will continue to bless you and your precious family. I am writing from Ontario, Canada. ♥

@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

Thank you ❤️

@glendabyford8074 11 ай бұрын

Oh dear sister my heart is breaking and yet rejoicing at the same time. I to have babies in heaven waiting for me.. six to be exact. God allowed me to raise five here on earth. There were times like you I just couldn't understand why... I always dreamed of this large family... Now I am a grandma to six beautiful grandchildren.. and with the grace of God more to come..

@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

What a beautiful story. I genuinely believe God is just saying to us “it’s ok, just wait until you get to Heaven and see the surprises I have waiting for you.”

@ellevictory1339 11 ай бұрын

Misinformation Jesus husband like everything here lol 😂😂😂😂😂😂 I'm god what are these fake stories lies fr lessons we aren't sharing to children who don't exist yet lol 😂😂😂😂😂 we can't build my word on lies so we will discuss everything in person 😂😂😂😂🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤ ur so silly 😜

@marychristensen4254 11 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing your personal story. So very beautiful and real. I know your sharing will help other women. We don’t know each other but I feel like you are a friend. Sending love and blessings to you and yours.

@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

Aw, this is beautiful, thank you ❤

@garwett86 2 ай бұрын

Such a heartbreaking video. I‘ve cried all the time…i can feel all your thoughts ❤😭 we‘re waiting for our Little wonder more then 8 yrs so far. We‘ve made it through 6 early misscarriages. No reason could be find…and now we‘re out of money and strength and hope. I still won‘t believe that we‘re never will be parents…but my husband does…😢

@GridIronHillFarm 2 ай бұрын

Don’t give up!! Just press into God and know that He has an AMAZING plan and story for your lives. Without our losses we would never had adopted our precious daughter nor would we have fostered a dozen children. There is nothing that compares to bringing your own biological child into this world but know that God knows the desires of your heart. Surrender, be still, and wait on Him. He is faithful ❤️❤️

@barbarawhite3217 2 ай бұрын

Your witness is strong and powerful. I was touched by your babies with your grandparents in heaven.

@GridIronHillFarm 2 ай бұрын

I’m so glad ❤️

@Missy-Vanarsdale 11 ай бұрын

Absolutely beautiful! Tear jerker for sure- I was crying right along side you during this video!!!

@barbarawhite3217 2 ай бұрын

Is this you singing? Beautiful!

@GridIronHillFarm 2 ай бұрын

No, but I do love singing and playing piano. 😁

@sharonsysol899 11 ай бұрын

This is just beautiful ❤️❤️ thank you for sharing ❤

@shellypontz4155 11 ай бұрын

What a touching and beautiful video.

@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

Thank you❤

@ashleywitzman289 11 ай бұрын

What a beautiful testimony to your life 🙂Sometimes we don’t know the plan God has in store for us!But he knows our strengths and never gives us more than we can bare❤️I have been through trials in my life and have felt God wasn’t listening but realized he was with me every step of the way🙏I lean on him in the good times and also the bad times knowing he’s my biggest cheerleader🙏❤️My Mother was a Great Woman of God she taught us everything about God🙏❤️People ask me what’s the best things your parents did raising you and I say showing and telling me who our Wonder God is❤️💕My Mother got Alzheimer’s my sisters and I took care of her we weep many days and wondered how this could happen to her😔God showed me to look for the things she still knew and embrace the new Mother🙂Don’t get me wrong it was hard but it helped me through the journey❤️She did forget us for the most part but we never forgot her❤️💕She did have windows of knowing us and I felt like a kid at Christmas when she did❤️God is always good and I will be forever grateful she spoke his word to us❤️🙏God bless and I am a new subscriber love everything about your channel and your voice is so soothing❤️I think I told you on one of your other videos🙂

@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

Oooo, this makes me cry. What wonderful words ❤️

@renata-s5b 10 ай бұрын

Very true very touching ❤ Thank you

@mattiewilliams1138 11 ай бұрын

Lady why do you have me crying at my desk at work……I broke when you mentioned the kids in heaven waving. God is our rock and I have surrendered it all to God myself. I pray for people that don’t that joy of being his child. Doesn’t matter the color,race or anything; if we cry out to him and give him obedience he is our FATHER….

@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

😭😭 amen!!!! And what a joyous life once we surrender. It’s difficult to do but once we have, there is so much peace.

@TheSwissChalet 11 ай бұрын

Beautiful video. What a strong, Godly woman you are. He has blessed you, for sure. You will be reunited with your babies one day.

@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

Thank you ❤️

@flowers497 11 ай бұрын

We don’t know God’s plan for us but we do know God is good. God is good all the time. Thank you for sharing your stories with us. Love you and your beautiful family.

@GridIronHillFarm 11 ай бұрын

Yes and amen!! 🙌🏼