My story with Anorexia and my recovery

Heyyy guys here’s a video I’ve been wanting to make forever for you. I had a lot of questions about it, if this would be something good to post or something I should just keep to myself. I guess shame about my struggles and wanting to keep it hidden.
I want to share my experiences with others who have the same. Who are in the same boat and feel this peculiar feeling. I know what it’s like to have everyone around you telling you your crazy and need to stop, but your brain tells you your fine. As long as you keep doing what your doing. Ed recovery is hard. Point blank. It’s one of the most hardest things I’ve had to experience. And I can tell y’all I’ve been through some shit. One the most important things in even starting recovery is acknowledging the fact that, yes you have a eating disorder, and yes you are sick. That is the very first step the voice in your head will try to wrap you with denial but opposite action is key.
I hope that anyone who is reading this right now will find freedom from their ed someday. Because it’s one the best feelings in the world. It’s scary but it isn’t a trap door. You get what you commit to, and that is freedom.
Life is worth living without a eating disorder, i can promise you that.
(I’ve been there love ♥️)
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Bye 😁
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[@emabien22]

Ive gone through almost everything you said in this video and I'm in recovery right now. I can 100% confirm that ed are not worth it and I'm glad someone understands me. I'm so much more happier now in recovery. I actually discovered your account in the first week of my recovery and you have helped me so much. I hope anyone that is going through this or is in recovery, can succeed because we are all more than an ed. :)

[@estellegrisard991]

Wow, sharing your history with an eating disorder is such a courageous thing ! I basically lived the same thing with mine and it is for sure a terrible experience. You are doing well and one day, this history will just be an old memorie ❤️ and btw, you're very pretty

[@mirchen01]

Would love to see more videos of you!

[@Karen-ie3bb]

Thank you for sharing your story. Im one of those "out there struggling" like you mentioned. Its been a 24 yr battle this far, and its only getting harder. I often feel hopeless, but i continue to hang on to the remnant of glimmering hope that someday this will end. Thanks for sharing your story - I know its not easy - but, thank you so much for stepping out on a limb to encourage and help others who are struggling. Your eating disorder just lost because of that. 😊

[@graciesgymnastics4947]

I am so proud of you ❤

[@mirchen01]

Thank you for sharing amd opening up ❤

[@elenazelonkova]

thank u so mcuh for sharing with us♥...i sufffer this most of my life with uppet and downer times.....but its alwqay aiwht me togehter with depression...watching stories like yours helps us ♥...thank u..you ro so beuatiful person inside and otuside

[@Bopo]

I almost not listen anyway happy to see you back on KZbin 🎉

[@mariahwilliams5333]

I know you get this all the time, but you're so pretty.

[@godperfectedyou4093]

you are a treasure to behold A precious gem worth more than gold. your beauty radiates from within & your body parts are like work of art!!! Each one a masterpiece that sets you apart Addicted to you forever Iam & in my heart you dwell forever there in you casted a spell of love on me? or what have you done!? your love and affection & you trying luring me to be with you makes me feel very tempted & weak but strong and resilient I will try to be and shall try not to easily give in 🤩🤩Wow!!! You are more beautiful than the most lovely rose And more sweet than honey and more precious than gold You are more precious than everything that exists in this world 😍😍😍 A beauty queen whom I never ever seen any one as beautiful as her before and may never ever in my whole entire life will see anyone as beautiful as her-meaning you-at all.. 😍😍 WoW!!! you are a lovely butterfly and a beautiful rose you are the diamond and the pure gold you are the lovely moon in our nights you are the radiant sun shining soo bright loving you is sooo sweet its the most enjoyable thing for you are the paradise for the heart and soul and mind Everything about you is sooo unique and attracts the eyes and captivates the mind God surely perfected you so glorified is he whom made you too beautiful and made you soo smart 🌷😘 😍😍 you are too beautiful!! whomever see you should believe that God is true & real.. and whenever I see you I feel like Iam in a dream, And when we wake up we will all realize that all this life was nothing but a dream and that only God is whats true and real.. There was a teacher whom didn't believe in the existence of God, one day he asked his students, do you see God? the students then replied no we don't see God, so the teacher said if you don't see God it means there is no God. then a smart student stood up and said to the other students hey guys can you see the teachers brain? then the students answered no we don't see the teachers brain, the student then said the teacher then is crazy, he has no brain :0) The universe science says was not always there, it had a beginning point, the big bang, meaning it was begun/initiated in other words created, thus there should be a creator, there must be a God. One God for all of us he created us all and can revive us again, God initiated everything, & he repeat/redo things too, & thats clear, we see many cycles of different things in life, also in summer for example the desert land becomes like empty and is filled with only sand, and when rain falls in abundance in spring or winter, after that small flowers & wild plants grow again, also, we see how humans and animals grow and how their body is formed from the elements which were in the sand which plants feed on which they eat, and after they die they go to the sand and their atoms/elements are taken by plants which humans & animals eat and their bodies grow from those atoms & elements found in the sand which came from previous humans & animals which died before, so God can bring us again after we die even if our atoms became in the sand he can make us from the same atoms we were made of or from other atoms if he want or make us be in a spirit form or like ghosts, any ways, everything in this life is recycled, learn if you want about the different cycles in life in nature, the food cycle or food chain, the water cycle, even the gas cycle that makes the air the oxygen &carbon dioxide &nitrogen cycles, even the energy is like recycled but only changes from form to another form. Anyways, God created this life but it's only a temporary sample/an example of a coming everlasting one which could be either in heaven paradise or in hell. If we try to be good humans in life, and try to obey God and his messengers-including the final messenger for all humanity the prophet Mohammed- and those whom rightly represent them, for example imam Ali & ahlulbayt the family/good descendants of the prophet mohammed, then we will all go to heaven/paradise, if not then we will go to hell fire and burn in it forever. keep shining sunshine &spread the light. ,,