My Testimony To Finding Christ ❤️

[@Mellaconnell]

you got demonic oppression from the enemy once he saw you were turning to Christ and he was trying his best to pull you away from God.... its what he does ... but God is greater in you that he who is in the world! Praise God!

[@amberkeoho3049]

Jackie, this is a beautiful story especially when it came to finding Christ. I, being raised a Christian and going to church practically my whole life, this inspired me to try and get closer to our Lord. It's a struggle for me and watching/listening to your story, it made me realize that He gives us situations He knows we can get through it by praying. I've basically struggled with my faith but one thing was I never stopped believing in Him! At a time in my life, I even stopped going to church. I had watched this at 4:00 in the morning (why I was up that early? I don't know) and tears streamed down my face hearing you talk about what you've been through, especially with your depression. I remember that year. I'm so glad you found Jesus because He is our Rock & forgave us for our sins. You are a beautiful soul & I know you will continue to bring the word of God & your faith within this channel. I know this channel never started out with faith, mainly beauty, and fashion but you keep doing what you are doing. In 2014, it was a tough year for me and I was feeling down. But during that summer, I came across your channel and absolutely fell in love with how positive you were. I believe God showed me your channel to show me to stay positive. Honestly, I don't regret checking out your channel. You're the best and thank you for sharing your journey with us. Love you xx

[@siempremireya]

Jackie, I've been following you for years. I don't comment much, but I remember all the videos you mentioned. The proposal, the break in. Like you said God works in ways we don't understand at first but everything is for reason. I myself am going through something myself. I been doing videos since 2010 I have a Spanish and English channel. These last year's I've been distant from KZbin but have found our loving father God. Once I'm feeling better I'll be giving my testimony. God bless you

[@anit6370]

Thanks you for sharing your testimony! Did you know that the name Zoe means “Life” ❤️. Jesus is the way the truth and the life. He knows exactly what we need. Praise God!! 👆🏼

[@godgracetheword8040]

Tee D Amen!!

[@lindarockower6028]

Hi! A beautiful testimony. Once I heard a Native American woman say "Animals are our teachers." I see the parallels between Zoey's experience and yours. Jesus never gave up on you, and when you were lost and under spiritual attack and hurting, he looked for you to heal just as you looked for the injured Zoey. And the song you had heard at the church was "Your love never gives up"...Jesus shows us through experience such powerful love. The pain just makes the lesson louder. He'll never stop loving you. Thank you for your story.

[@Lalaaloves]

The devil knew you were gods child and he was trying to bring you down .🙏🏽💕

[@Amber-iq4bu]

Lalaloves *Gods

[@Mellaconnell]

exactly what i said!! yess! truth!!

[@erikhenry689]

(This is Tonia, Erik's wife) Jackie, good for you for sharing this and I am SO excited for you! I'll never forget the day I came back to Jesus after walking away for several years as a teen... it changed my life and I never would've thought that I could be so abundantly blessed. There will be some who try to steal your joy but hold onto it and keep sharing, girl

[@lovely-voicesv4216]

So glad your still here with us! And that you found your way to the light again Oh Jackie I love you so !!!! Praise Jesus !!!

[@laurasmith4162]

It’s weird how animals can help us through things, isn’t it? I was heavily depressed as well, contemplating suicide, and just in the darkest place I’ve ever been. I adopted my BonBon 🐱 and my parents tell me they noticed the change instantly. I’ve had some episodes since, but it’s like she just knows and is always there to comfort me. I don’t know what I would do without her.

[@ChriseyMaria]

I came from the vlog. I normally watch these videos first, but today was different. I am sure Jonny didn’t mean it was uncomfortable because of what you’re talking about. For a long time I have always had this call to try and get closer to you as a friend. Mama.... I sat everyday watching your videos and I knew something was wrong. I just felt it in my soul. I wanted to reach in the screen and give you a hug. I have felt your pain and confusion, and I will forever be here for you. My soul sister - God has placed you in these situations for reasons only He understands. With every situation....you have come out stronger! You may have days where it may all come back down, but I want you to pray without ceasing!!! Regardless of what it may be!!! I pray every night for you, your relationship with Jonny, and your family! I will continue to support your channels. I will watch every faith inspired video! I will NOT GIVE UP ON YOU!! I love you Jackie 💕 you are such an amazing, strong, intelligent young woman!! I hope that eventually we can meet and be friends!

[@nancymillan2447]

Thank you for sharing your testimony with us!!! What you needed was to find your home church and get plugged in. I felt your pain. I started to cry. I am 58 and have been living alone since my divorce in 2001. I am now in a season of loneliness. I have also thought about the same things as you did but although I cry everyday I still pray every morning and before bed and I love and believe in God and I know he is with me. What makes it difficult is I no longer have a car and my children are all adults. I have disabilities and now that my car is gone because it was totaled in Jan I can’t even get to church. I have to look online. It helped me so much to watch your videos about bible study. I have been a believer for many years and raised my kids in church. It’s hard not easy but I keep hope and faith that things will get better. I have two fur babies that I thank God are also in my life!!! You inspire me so much. Your so beautiful and I love you personality. You are so real!!!! You talk from your heart!!! God bless you and I so look forward to your faith based videos as well. ❤️🙏🏼🤓

[@Amber-iq4bu]

I don’t know if your going to see this,but I’ve been praying for James!!! When you said Tati and James went to church I got soo happy. Even though he’s not a Christian as I am aware of. At least there was a seed planted. And I’m glad that you came to God. This is the first video I’m watching your videos!

[@renababyy93]

Once we, too, were foolish and disobedient. We were misled and became slaves to many lusts and pleasures. Our lives were full of evil and envy, and we hated each other. But, When God our Savior revealed his kindness and love, he saved us, not because of the righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. He washed away our sins, giving us a new birth and new life through the Holy Spirit. He generously poured out the Spirit upon us through Jesus Christ our Savior. Because of his grace he made us right in his sight and gave us confidence that we will inherit eternal life. Titus 3:3-7 I cried so much when the self harm part came up. Jackie you are so strong for sharing your story with us. I know it must of been hard for you to do that because of it being such a personal story. I know how vulnerable you must of felt because it's never easy sharing such personal things to not only the little flower family but to millions here on KZbin. I may not understand what you went through but I do know that because of what you went through it has made you stronger as a person but also stronger in your walk with God. Let your past be your testimony and strength, don't ever be ashamed of what you've been through or who you were because God will use your story for his glory. Your past has not defined you, destroyed you, deterred you or defeated you... It has only strengthened you. AMEN! 🙏🏼❤️😊

[@SuperCandyjunkie]

It hurts to hear you talk about this. I have watched you for years and you have made me smile so many times. The feelings you had are what I feel every day. It is a horrible feeling. I keep fighting hoping that someday I will feel loved and important in my home.

[@heatherfisher6536]

SuperCandyjunkie God loves you! John 3:16

[@wasabiimenace]

The crazy thing is this whole time I watched you adopt, well, essentially rescue Zoey. However after so many years I learned that Zoey actually rescued you

[@mrhallonmousse]

Wow, thank you for sharing! So brave of you to upload this! It’s amazing to hear how God has worked in your life! You are truly an inspiration🌸❤️

[@Amilik2005]

Jackie You are a really brave person! The fact that you didn't gave up on life and found your way out of the darkness proves that. Life is not a walk on a park and I believe that every person has dark moments in her life but what is makes us so different is the way we deal with them. Zoey is your soul mate and I truly believe that she is the light your soul needs. Thanks for sharing your story with us and for letting us know that we are not alone in this! ❤💛💚💙💜💜💝💖💞

[@r.owemis2481]

Hiii I'm new! But I just want to say god called me to your channel because I felt just like you! And I know that God loves me I just needed to hear your testimony!! I've been threw so much in life.but I feel it has all happend for a good reason I have siblings and I'm the oldest so I feel like I'm the example child I can be that role model!! I hope anyone reading this knows God loves u always and he will definitely work in your favor 💙

[@Penelope1958]

Thanks for sharing your story. Most importantly thank you for sharing the love in your heart. I am so happy you found your way out of the dark.

[@avabrown789]

I could so relate to your story, and thank you for sharing so honestly, a rarity even amongst many believers, only in truth can we help each other, not in appearing to have it all together which if we’re struggling ourselves, can make us feel inadequate and isolated. I am now in my 70’s knowing and believing Jesus as my Saviour for over 40 years, with many awesome God experiences to testify, but for many years of my life I have suffered deep depression, mainly brought on through a childhood trauma and from choices I’ve made. I have prayed for many years to belong in a loving church community, staying at one church for eight years, but always feeling on the outside, but kept going because I thought I should! I cry to God to send something, someone, into my life, and as you say, God know what means we need to be reached, to lift me into His light and ignite His Holy Spirit in me again. Your story is a real inspirational for many, and know God is close and will never leave me nor forsake me, and through my relationships with Him, I will overcome again. God bless you Jackie, you are a beautiful child of God, keep shining 🔥☀️❤️

[@Paralyzer]

Jesus is all over the place, i met a Jesus down in Mexico last time he was having a good time. I met a Jesus in peru who was smoking weed he was enjoying him self. Jesus is everywhere, My last cab driver was Jesus . God bless them all ❤️

[@TheSmookumz]

Amazing testimony. Oh how I see God using you and changing you to be more like HIM. Thanks for sharing. Blessings Raindown!!

[@awesomeskylineally]

Love your honesty and so down to earth. Keep being you.

[@queenb.193]

Just witnessing how God has saved yet another soul is so touching it brought tears to my eyes. Those who were once far off are now made near by the blood of Christ once again. Beautiful story❣️

[@glitterncoffee9824]

I tried many churches before too. I never felt I fit.i quit going for years & felt like I left God. I dove in to depression due to personal things & being in an abuse marriage. I have scars on my face from being punched. A girl at a store says those are not scars of shame but scars of survival. I contemplated suicide daily. Does it still cross my mind yes.I look in the mirror and say " what's wrong with me"? God says you're ok. But I couldn't see it. I just have to believe in ME!! I have a rescue cat, My cat saves me every day. Who rescued who. 🐾🐅!. I'm not pathetic. I'm just emotionally struggling. I'm proud to struggle, cause I made it!!!!! It's still hard but I try every day.🙏 Jackie! I am so proud of you for opening up sooo much, I was crying cause I can relate. I've never done physical harm to myself but emotional self destruction. Jackie-Yes, there's someone out there in the same arena.you are helping!!! You are not alone & I'm not alone.. anymore. God will never let you get your back against a wall. ( My aquaintence at my medical group told me that.) Let me say this to The Flower Family. Even if you don't understand or feel you can't relate to the person struggling. you can help more than you think you can by just bring in their life, -DONT ABANDONE them, just because you can't relate or understand. It's hard for them too!! Keep being their friend.

[@jazmine.faith.]

I remember watching your videos years ago and just stumbled upon your channel again when I found your Bible study on Matthew 25. Praise GOD for the work He is doing in you. Amazing. God bless you ❤️

[@deannah6684]

This resonates hard with me, I recently found the lord and I’ve never been happier. Our stories sound similar in some parts. My dog saved me many times, the lord knows what we need. Bless you in your journey Jackie.

[@punkin_planz]

Don’t ever be fearful of your testimony! Your story is what will help someone. I’m glad that you found Christ. I pray that God will continue to bless you! 🙏🏽

[@leticiatrujillo982]

You are beautiful and this is a beautiful testimony. I first started watching you today regarding how to grow your hair long when your hair was orange. Then I noticed you had short hair. I saw your video on why and when you shaved your hair. After that I saw your video in your new apartment taking care of Zoey. You are an amazing person. Then you were reading the bible before you went to sleep. That lead me to this video. God Bless you, Zoey and Johnny. Please continue to share about Jesus and your faith. Thank you.

[@danielfaithmade]

I remember the feeling after getting baptized too! It felt awesome, like I had a clean slate in my soul. I went through spiritual attacks i.e. sleeplessness and discouragement. The devil tried so hard to stop me from getting baptized…but God! 🙌🕊✝️ Thanks for sharing your testimony Jackie! God bless you!

[@hubbabubba2007]

Wow, thank you so much for sharing your journey! I just checked, and I've been following you for at least 5 years. I've been watching you grow and struggle while I myself was struggling with a lot of the same (or similar) things. We're also about the same age, so your journey was very relatable. That, and seeing your strength has helped me so much through the years, and I just wanted to say thank you for that. I'm also so happy that you found your church family and to see that you've come home spiritually. Absolutely inspiring, and I hope to follow your journey for many more years!

[@sweetbrunettexoxo960]

Oh dear sweet Jackie, I’m in tears. My heart goes out to you. I know it’s old news but I’m so sorry you went through that. When I watched those vlogs and it’s like I kinda knew. I was sad I didn’t discover your channel sooner. But I’m so glad I found you and your channel and I’m happy you found Christ. That’s just how good God is and he loves all of his children. It’s so frustrating when I see people claiming to love Christ just for attention but not you. I see that it’s genuine love. Your story is so inspiring. I’m glad I have you as a role model to look up to. Thank you for inspiring others and me included and for sharing your story

[@alanarobinson24]

Thank you for sharing your testimony with us. Praise the Lord that he found you right where you were and gave you exactly what you needed when you needed it. God is so good. 💗

[@kmckinney6179]

Jackie!! its such a blessing that you are here with us and im so glad to have found you..your testimony is so powerful and touching!! never stop what you are currently doing seeking christ and leaning on Christ and the word!! you are such an inspiration

[@JennieTomagan]

Christ led you through all these because he knew you'd be a perfect testament of His love and care for us. Thank you for sharing 💛

[@ablazingrace]

Thank you for sharing your testimony!! Praying that God will continue to use you to be a blessing and share His love with those are you. You are truly an inspiration 🤗💜💯

[@jesusiscomingsoon5273]

God works in mysterious ways. We do not deserve His grace but He seeks us because He wants a relationship with us. Amazing LOVE!

[@LarissaDawn]

I've been raised in a Christian household, but since I've decided to be a Christian because _I_ want to has been SO hard. I'm struggling with doubt a little lately and I HATE IT. I KNOW that God is real, and there and that he sent Jesus to die for me. ... I would appreciate any and all prayer.

[@harveydavis18]

YOU ARE SO HUMBLE! INSPIRING!

[@mzbelliee]

You got me tearing up throughout this video. So glad you found Jesus.❤️

[@betty.thepennysaver872]

Recently found your channel as I started to read the bible a few months ago, love your spirit. Been binging you lol and love hearing your story and been enjoying your bible studies. Many times I would go to Christian churches, I always felt an overwhelming feeling of crying too. Now with my son, I want to have a stronger connection with God.

[@betty.thepennysaver872]

Will you be sharing your baptism story? I just looked it up and I don't think i saw it. Looking forward to listening to it.

[@feliciahines8074]

You are such a wonderful person. Thank you for sharing this. I'm so glad I came across this video.

[@annagrimberg]

Wow. Thank you Jackie for sharing your journey to Christ! I have been following you on and off for many years but I never really realized what Zoe had actually done for you. This was very inspiring and made me want to open up by bible asap 😊 The love of God shines through you! ☀️

[@LinC429]

Thank you for sharing your testimony. I love watching your videos about your faith. They are really inspiring. God bless!

[@ashleyshawxo]

THANK U FOR OPENING UP SOO MUCH !! I feel like u deserve so much & im so happy that my sister in Christ came to know the Lord. Welcome to the fanilyy ❤️ i love uu

[@betyourbottomdollar7]

God Bless you Jackie, I'm So Happy you found God!! I've been in dark places too, but have known God for a lifetime. He brought me out over and over. I will Never lose my faith, because I Know he's Always there!!

[@stephaniesaldana787]

Such a Beautiful testimony Jackie 🙏 Thank you for sharing. May God keep blessing you

[@PeopleFindingPeaceWithGod]

Thank you, sister, for putting this out on the Net for God to use to touch OTHERS!

[@slytherlily]

This is so beautiful

[@jlee972010]

Wow, so I subscribed to you several years ago probably for just your makeup/lifestyle videos and have since stopped watching KZbin videos (in general not just yours haha) for the last few years. But for *some* reason I came back on KZbin this morning and while scrolling, I saw this video. And wow. I'm so beyond impressed with the honesty and heart behind this testimony video and how you took the time to not only open up about your struggles but to also EDIT it and rewatch it probably multiple times to get it right! You so bravely used your platform to talk to others and for that I just want to thank you. Thank you for making this kind of God experience real for some that may have never heard! You're a light in this KZbin world that can be oftentimes filled with vanity and greed. I can see how God's transformed your life and is using it now for so much more! 💕

[@mayaramirez7328]

Thankyou for sharing this. I have felt that feeling that you described and it’s the best feeling ever to me his love is incredible. God is so real♥️

[@jaquelinehernandez5691]

Your testimony is so good God is probably like “it’s okay your where super broken.. but I am fixing you”.. I love you Jackie your faith keeps me inspired to continue my journey with Christ.. You are strong you over came the darkness of the enemy and God helped by giving you a great gift with Zoey.. Such an inspiration ❤️😊💕

[@tinyjennyl2002]

Your very inspirational and THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR TESTIMONIAL TO CHRIST. I was brought up Catholic as well but fell out of going to church, it brought a certain situation to happen to me. I found Christ again and started going to a similar church as you. I felt like I was missing something in my life and it was Jesus Christ. I was baptized as well and have accepted Christ as my Savior. Your story hopefully will inspire others as well to find Christ!!!! Thank you again and God Bless:) You have also gained a new subscriber:) ❤️🙏🤗

[@ThatFish_GirlJen]

Thanks for sharing this story!! You are an amazing person! God Bless You! 💜

[@arianawhitmer3516]

you are so strong

[@evelynwimbledore2034]

Thank you so much for sharing your journey 💛 Of course, it must be so, so hard to talk about those difficult parts of your life, and you've been very brave to share it with us, thank you 😊

[@chaka3084]

Praise Jesus! May He continue to shine upon your face and be glorified through you!

[@camdenreyes5668]

wow!! God bless

[@M1mla]

I'm not a believer myself but I loved your testimony and your story. I loved that you shared all those painfull things, made my cry. It's so amazing and beautiful that you have overcame all of those hurdles in your life. I have also had darker times in my life and it's so reliefing to hear that someone else has been in that situation too and look at where they are now :) I'm so happy that you are in a better place now, even though life gets rough sometimes still (mine too lol :D) but we are still here and we have many reasons to life for :) Love you Jackie

[@52roxygirl]

Proud of you for sharing your story! It’s not easy to speak about faith so publicly especially with the hostile world we are living in today so anti religion. You’re an inspiration 😊

[@MeyliciousG]

Your story is so inspiring to find happiness and peace. I heard God will come back to earth physically and build his home with all of people who truly believe in God's love. What do you think? God bless you 💖

[@Swagmasteryolo44]

Thank you so much for sharing. This is truly inspiring. God loves us all and really does work in mysterious ways. Thank you opening us to us!!!

[@mrmikepreacher]

This is so inspiring to me, brought tears to my eyes. I actually saw a youtube suggestion on How to study the bible, because I had earlier watched one that looked like yours, so I wanted to see if it was different from yours, then when you said the video was different from what you normally do, I decided to check your videos to see what kind of videos you make normally, then saw this one and decided to watch it, best decision ever! will share it with my wife as well, she also suffered depression at some point in her life. God's ways are past finding out, He uses any means to show His love, and to send help, I believe Zoey was how He decided to show His love for you and bring help your way, keep shining sister, God bless you.

[@diylifewithashleymcdole5727]

Speaking your TRUTH is very important. It's healing for your soul and inspirational for others.

[@desireeclary7890]

Thank you for sharing your testimony and praise God for His saving grace! I am so glad I came across your channel! Such a blessing! You and Zoey are just precious! I also love Charisma!! Keep fighting that good fight! Love in Christ always girl! God bless you! ♥️♥️♥️

[@juliedevice2329]

God bless you. Thank you for making this beautiful video

[@victoriaray8056]

Thank you for sharing your story of coming to Jesus. Please pray for my family's salvation. Thank you.

[@lindakim9172]

Thank you for sharing your testimony! Praise God!

[@xochixoch1]

I’m so happy and proud of you Jackie. Not gonna lie you made me cry with your testimony lol. I completely agree with you that God works in mysterious ways to make sure that we get to be where we belong on this earth. May he continue to bless you ❤️✨.

[@elisamarl]

So happy for you.

[@ashley_rrivera]

Jackie! I will thank Jesus forever for saving you, you inspire me so much and I said this a gazillion times - I feel in my heart that I have a best friend in you ♥️ Thank you thank you for sharing your testimony. God is good. God loves us. 🙏 I love you 😘 Keep inspiring people 😊

[@kittymixed9297]

I never knew what a testimony was until I saw this video and I'm like wow . I want to love to do this one and share my story

[@shelbykempf1680]

I am happy you're still here. I thank God that you found strength within yourself to stay. You're a strong person, and I love that you are here to help spread the word of God and to share your story with us. I lost a friend to suicide in 2017 so hearing your story is so inspiring. Thank you Jackie ❤

[@chellelee8586]

Thank you for being so brave to share with us ❤️♥️💗

[@synlee84]

Amazing testimony, thank you for sharing and staying so strong and brave. God is truly the author and finisher of our faith! God Bless and Jesus Love you 💕🙌

[@SuperChicChick]

Absolutely right, as believers nothing is coincidental...thank you for you testimonial.

[@godgracetheword8040]

Wow Jackie, your story is just so inspiring. I am new to your channel and the more I learn about you, the more I am so thankful that God revealed himself to you and showed how special and wonderful you are and how much the world needs you!! I am so glad you found a church home at New Hope! I would love to hear you speak about your Baptism and what it meant to you

[@cherylthomae-barnes7852]

Glad you found healing. Yes, religion unlike faith, being a Christ follower is like night & day. Prayers 💜💐 Keep on sharing!

[@baby25453]

Your truly an inspiration Jackie ❤️ Such a beautiful testimony💞. I hope I get the chance to met you one day. Much love 💕

[@richardjones5936]

Jackie thanks for sharing that with all of us. What a powerfull testinony! I love you girl. God bless and keep you.

[@seatedwithchrist8268]

So excited to hear this! God is so good! Beautiful! Thank you for sharing ❤️

[@dwbaker2004]

What a beautiful testimony! Thank you for sharing 💜

[@zuzannac1003]

You are so inspirational and brave for sharing this whole journey 🤗

[@RosemaryMarroquin]

Incredible testimony Jackie and thank you so much for sharing it. God is good!

[@BarbieGirl1630]

AMEN!!! What a beautiful testimony. I am so happy that you found Christ

[@Shizuma974]

Sorry I can't properly express myself because I relate too much about some of the stuff you talked about. Anyway, Thank you for opening up and sharing your story with us. I send you a big big big internet hug because you deserve it!

[@Sonicsadventuress]

You are so brave to share your testimony . Thank you so much.. you surely have been a great part of my new found faith in God . love you sis ❤️

[@taliw7736]

Thanks for being so honest and open. 💕🥰 new subscriber.

[@emilygignac5980]

Jackie thank you so much for sharing your personal witness, the good and bad. I've been watching you for so long and had no idea you went through any of that. Praise God for His work in your life! I will continue to pray for you and your family! I would love to see more Christian videos from you, it inspires me to see how on fire you are to learn about God!

[@luvsmymusic1]

Beautiful testimony 💙

[@Whitt_Ana]

I know how you feel this is how I'm starting to feel especially since I've been starting to believe in Christ. Since i've gotten sober i lost a lot of friends. I decided to let these friends go because I am trying to gain a closer relationship with God and also they still drink. I feel very numb inside.

[@aleishahurt2001]

This is an awesome testimony. Thank you for sharing your heart with us. So glad God brought you out of the dark into His light. I really needed to hear this today. It gives me so much hope to keep going in my faith. Love you so much, thanks again for sharing. You are a blessing.

[@beckycarter3875]

Jackie, thank you for this raw and emotional journey. You're such a strong and inspiring women. ❤️ Keep your light shining bright ❤️

[@Sunshinecrochetcreations]

Oh wow thanks for your testimony. I really needed to hear this thank you

[@anubellajose9275]

Wow what a lovely testimony Sis.....Hallelujah to JESUS CHRIST KING OF KINGS LORD OF LORDS ALMIGHTY GOD

[@patstewart9296]

Praise God for your testimony!

[@SheWalksinVictory_est.1992]

So beautiful I’m so grateful for your testimony thank you for sharing and being a light 💡 🌎 ❤️

[@starnp8637]

Thank you for sharing your testimony. You are amazing Jackie, God bless you! 😊✌🖤

[@viionny]

When u said God is going to speak to you in a way you’re going to understand I looked into your eyes and starting crying idk why

[@jasminekelly2974]

Praise the Lord for seeking you and calling you by name! I’m happy I found your channel sister 😁