My Truth: The DRAMA That RUINED My Life... 💔

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

YIKES 😬 One of the craziest Videos that I have easily, EVERRRR Made! 😭 LMK what you thought though! 😘 &!! JUSTTT Wait for Tomorrow's 'Madonna Monday', Babes!! 😘 I love you SO Much!! ❤️‍🩹

[@reginasnowdon7004]

❇❇ I am able to read all of this, and find it so heartbreaking. I am Canadian, please don't hate me for that. Jeffery, I am a 70 year old woman and I love your content. I am never going to be able to support you because I am a senior. My pension is 746 dollars a month. I wish I could help you but can't. I hope it is still ok for me to check out your music. ❇ ❇

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

You're a BEAUTIFUL Woman, Regina!! ❤️‍🩹🫂 Don't forget that! And also, I hope you know just how much I appreciate you even watching my Videos!! 😘 Let alone your comments! ❤️ & I hope you are having a fantastic night, too! Haha

[@VengeanceMine]

You don't need those old "friends" back in your life. When someone turns their back on someone like that it would just be awful to have them back.

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

@@VengeanceMine 😭💔 It's just so damn difficult accepting that, ya know! ❤️‍🩹😓 Like, I DON'T Understand how TF ALLLL My "Friends" just ignored everything that was happening to ME!! 🤦‍♀️😅 Like, LITERAL Messages talking about trying to get me to Catfish me & trick me into "Sexting" (Ew 🤮🤣) this Psycho!! ANDDD Then him literally connecting to my WiFi Router!! 💀 It's just absolutely terrifying, Babe... 💔 But! I really do think you're right! As sad as it is to say...

[@JulieR73]

Hang in there! Also, be proud of who you are! You’re loved!

[@christianceltics]

So sorry you had to go through this. :(

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

Thank you so much, @@christianceltics ... ❤️‍🩹🫂💔 Sadly... This will certainly be something that I'll have to deal with for *MANYY* Years... 💔🤦‍♀️ But! I'm NOTTT Ever going to let obsessive hatred get me down! ✊ It's scary, it's terrifying... But! It's also, just Life! 🤷‍♀️ Ya know? But! Thank you, seriously! So much, Babe! ❤️‍🩹 I know that the best days *are* ahead!! ✊ Haha & I'm not ever gonna stop saying it! ❤️ Haha

[@christianceltics]

Love yah! 💕

[@SoundMedia.0]

Be is back with a new fun video 📸 you're awesome 😎

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

@@SoundMedia.0 HAHA I tried to make a pretty terrifying & depressing Topic/Update, as "fun" and enjoyable as possible! 😅 Glad you enjoyed it though, Babe! ❤️‍🩹 & Genuinely, thank you so much!!

[@Emilio-p3g]

Wow dude u are so strong and I really do look up too u man Keep living ur life and being true to yourself ❤❤❤❤

[@Emilio-p3g]

Listen to Kylie’s song no more rain from the X album that song helps me and up lifts me in life I think the song fits where you are in your life

[@physicslady1678]

Sounds like this guy was/is an expert groomer, dont let yourself feel bad for doing what you needed to protect yourself. Love you! ❤

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

You will *NEVERRR* Be able to understand just how much our Friendship has meant to me over the *MANY* Years, Babe! 🥰 Thank you for everything you have done! & Thank you so much for being a Friend! 😘 You are an absolute blessing, Physics! 🫂

[@DarenBrassington-Brewer]

Hope your ok

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

Thank you for that, Babe! ❤️ The Transition to living on my Own... 😬 Has been both scary 😅 & extremely difficult! But... I'm making it!! BARELY! 🤣 But I'm not ever going to give up! ✊ Thank you for the kind Comment! 😘 And also, for even watching!! ❤️

[@blackqueen5330]

I’m sorry that this happened to you. 💛💛 your feelings is so valid. It’s sad that he took full advantage of you. I believe you.

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

@@blackqueen5330 For so much YEARS, Babe... & You saw the terrorism first hand! 😭 &... As I said, you absolutely also saw SOOO Many Friends just VANISH! 💔 It realllly is so messed up, Babe... 😓

[@blackqueen5330]

@@MadamRoastBeefYT Focus on the people who are still here with you and believe in you. I know it's not easy to do but it will be as time goes on.

[@physicslady1678]

She's right, we believe in you

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

​@@physicslady1678@blackqueen5330 🥰❤️‍🩹🥰 It's been SOOO Many years that I have had you both in my Life! ❤️‍🩹 Thank you endlessly for still being here!! 💔 I cannot express enough, just how much you both mean to me!! 😭😘

[@cassymanning]

I’m so sorry the stress and pain you’ve endured. You are so strong though. I admire how you always keep pushing no matter what obstacles are thrown at you! Sending good vibes your way. ❤

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

@@cassymanning Thank you SO Much, Beautiful! ❤️‍🩹✊ I certainly am a Fighter!! Haha even when Life throws me a Wild Card! 💔😅

[@JulieR73]

I CARE!!!!

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

@@JulieR73 I appreciate you so much, Julie! 🫂❤️‍🩹

[@marievazquez6224]

Madame he never helped you please don’t give him that honor he tried to groom you and manipulate you he is complete scum. I still love you and all that you are my sunshine ☀️ boy 💙

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

@@marievazquez6224 Marie, I love you!! 🥹😭 & I have missed you so much, Babe! 💔 Do you want to hear the SICKKEST Part? You know/remember Culvey, right? 🤦‍♀️ Well! I had told another younger gay guy what was happening in my Life, with this STALLER... &!! You wouldn't believe it, the Canadian Sexual Terrorist... 😭🤦‍♀️ Was LITERALLY Going to MYY Friend's Twitch Streams!! 🤮 & Was trying to play Fortnite with him! 🤣💀 I have *NEVER* Been so shocked!! But... I figured this out on my own! 🤮 But the CST, Then decided "It's an Eye for an Eye!!" And do you know what that sick FxCK Did? He went & started saying/making up God knows what lies to Culvey! (Someone that I had been Friends with... Since I was 12 Years Old!! 💔 & Would you believe that, that asshole actually took the creeps side? 🤦‍♀️ So... I said 'FUCK IT!' And I started these EXPOSING Videos!! With SOOOO Much more to be said... It hurts, I'm repulsed! But ya know what? This only adds to the Trauma-List, for the things that have made me a BADDD B!tch haha Marie, I am so sorry that I became the nightmare that I *WAS*... &!! I mean it when I say! And I promise! 🥹😘 The BEST Days are ahead! ❤️‍🩹 Seeing you in the Comments made my entire day, Babe! I love you & I miss you so much, Marie!! 🫂

[@MarcoGarcia-bj2kt]

Wild

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

😭💔 Miss you, Marco! LOL & I hope you've been goOod, Babe!! 😅Haha

[@MarcoGarcia-bj2kt]

​@@MadamRoastBeefYT i check out your channel from time to time, been dealing with a lot past few years

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

@@MarcoGarcia-bj2kt Keep your head up, Marco! ❤Like I said!! This life is exhausting... It is a BATTLE... ✊But! Its absolutely worth fighting through! 😘You're a sweetheart! & I am always only a message away, okay?

[@whoisjakethomas]

I'm sorry this happened to you. Ugh. I just clicked subscribe as well even though I already was idk what YT shenanigans are up to. I'm just glad you HAVE overcome this at least to the point where you can talk about it openly.

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

HAHAHAHA You better Subscribe, ya DORK!! 😝 But seriously, thank you so much, Jake!! ❤️‍🩹 You have NOOO Idea how happy I am to have our Friendship! ✊ Haha

[@spencerchronicles301]

sending you love and peace.

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

Need ALLLLL Of that, that I can get! ❤️‍🩹 Haha so thank you SO much, Spencer!!

[@quillan69]

Sorry you have had to deal with this. After watching that video I have SO MANY questions

[@-JA-]

🫢❤️

[@Markmcox88]

I love your Madonna Mondays!

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

Just WAITTT For Tomorrow's, Mark!! 😝😘 Haha

[@Presca1]

I think the healthiest thing for you, is to realize that even though this idiot is still sort of lurking and causing issues - to move on from him, tell him he's not won and get on with your life is the best way to give him the idea to f off once and for all. I know that's hard, but you have to do it, Jeffrey. Also put what you can on that apartment, it might mean you are going to be really strapped financially but if you continue to work - you can find cost cutting corners to take and survive until you're fully back on your feet. I want to see you get a new place, maybe a job you love and finally have a new cat again. The alternative is not good, I don't want that to happen to you. I wish I could do more to help out, but unfortunately my rent is due in a few days too - I'm sorry about that. But know - even though you think you don't have a lot of friends in real life, you still have solid friends online who still have your back and we're all pulling for you. Love Kim.

[@physicslady1678]

And please check into public assistance. With your brain cancer, you should qualify for Medicaid waivers for at least transportation assistance. Your doctor can connect you with these agencies

[@marissaclifford4882]

People are really missing out if they’re not still here for you and watching you. You didn’t deserve the types of comments you got while you were working every day to entertain people on twitch and have fun. Anger is a justifiable thing when you get the same vile comments over and over again and lost so many of your friends. It’s hard to realize what’s going on when you have so much empathy and realize the good they’ve done, the behavior is still not okay. I really hope that you can get the apartment and little kitty. You can dm me, I’ll surely listen to you& I care a lot about you. Side note please try your best to stay healthy from the weather. Hope Clinton is healing from the trauma as well as you. I really hope you can find ways to start moving on from this so far. You’re not to blame for people no longer supporting you or the disgusting comments you recieved. You were clearly and understandably super uncomfortable, especially with the SA you went through before. You’re a great person, you make mistakes and struggle but you deserve so much love and praise for who you are. You’re funny, kind, caring, honest, helpful etc. keep validating your emotions, loving yourself&others& beleive in yourself. You have support more than you know. Madam you didn’t give up and not giving up on yourself, I’m proud of you!!!! Now it’s our turn those who still support you to show how much we’re here for you and support you. Lastly RIP Sky, your precious kitty you were absolutely meant to have in your life. Sky showed you how much of a fighter she was and you’re a fighter too!!! #gomadam Sticking around for every single thing you have to say. Those comments you got likely classify as sexual harassment, the way they not only continued but was every single day and were extremely sexual and used to take advantage of you when you tried to make it all stop. I love you so much Madam!

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

Marissa 🥺 You have been here, for *SO* Long, Babe!! ❤Thank you for standing the *TEST OF TIME ⌛* Haha &!! For making it through some of the *DARKEST* Years of my life... 😭Having that Malignant Canadian TERRORIST!! Tormenting me for Years!! 😓Was one of the hardest things I have *EVER* Experienced... 😭&!! The *PROOF* Is right in the Open & VISIBLE!! 🙏I realistically feel like my Content! MEE As a PERSON!! 😭My Editing, My Videos!! 😅 Literally *ALLLLL* Of it! Has gotten, SO Much better, this Year! 💔Its been a *HARD* Year for me! But! It has also been a Year of GROWTH! & I really do believe that the BEST Days are ahead! Thank you for not only being a Friend! 🙂But! Also, for leaving the long comment too, Babe! ❤I appreciate & love you *SO* damn much, Marissa!! ❤

[@timothyboe8098]

Love ya babes

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

Love you so much, Timothy!! 🫂❤️‍🩹

[@vascoemyer]

Seems like you'd become enmeshed with a text-book narcissist. May I suggest you do a deep dive into another KZbin content creator's body of work: The Ultra, H.G. Tudor ... himself a high-functioning narcissist. H.G. breaks it down really simply and logically, easy to understand and with a really dry sense of irony. Time is a great healer - listen to your music, do whatever it is that brings you peace and comfort. Things will get better, life has ups-and-downs for sure. I'm a senior and quite a few decades further down the road from you I can say hand on heart, go with the flow and don't give up. I think your daily challenges will ease just take things as calmly as you can. Try and take things down a notch - chill - once you've calmed from where I am on the outside of your world, looking in with a stranger's detached perspective what seems most definitely a new juncture in your life ... once you're into your new groove ... you'll be okay. You say your mom didn't hug you as a child - same thing, that does set up a child for a difficult time dealing with emotions let alone someone who's endured so many life-changing experiences at an early age. Please check out H.G. Tudor's work. It will, I think bring a significant degree of closure. Once you clearly understand where this man was coming from and how easy it is to become enmeshed with a narcissist then you won't be so hard on yourself. Sometimes it's so easy to become entangled with a wrong-un.

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

Was your KZbin Psych-Eval, actually supposed to be helpful? Vascoe, I am n🚫t a "Narcissist" because I learned how to love myself. I don't *THINK* my Trauma has made me a 'Important Person' 🤣 But! I certainly do think that I am a bad-b!tch... 🙂 & If ignoring me talking about a *STALKER*, my experiences with SA... & Also the fact that I am living with & have been LIVING With! Brain-Cancer (since I was 18!!) Makes you "assume" that I am... Simply because, after those life-destroying experiences! I can still smile! & say that the future is going to be BETTER... Then, thanks for sharing your views on my Mental Health! It wasn't asked for, or needed! But thanks, I guess! 😁

[@vascoemyer]

@@MadamRoastBeefYT you've misunderstood. Not you - the Canadian. He's the narcissist. Not you.

[@vascoemyer]

@@MadamRoastBeefYT You've misunderstood, totally - not you! You're not the narcissist quite the opposite. You are a victim of a narcissist and I referred you to H.G. Tudor because he breaks down the psychopathy of narcissm really simply ... I'm sorry you've completely misunderstood my comment and it's caused you obvious distress. That certainly wasn't my intention and I am in no way impugning your character. Quite the opposite.

[@vascoemyer]

@@MadamRoastBeefYT You've completely misunderstood. You're NOT A NARCISSIST. You're the victim - I'm sorry, I may have not expressed myself clearly. When folk become enmeshed with narcissists they're often left alone in the ruins of their life. By no means in any way am I implying you are a narcissist. Quite the opposite.

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

Oh!! 🤣❤️‍🩹 Haha I appreciate you clarifying! 😅 I absolutely was so confused... 😭 Lol I get called narcissistic CONSTANTLY!! (Hence my Confusion!) Seriously though! 😆 Thank you for clarifying!! Haha

[@Freddy1428]

live is b*** ;-) do your best for your selfe! :-)

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

Doing my best on the daily!! ✊❤️‍🩹 & It's hard... But! I am a survivor! 🙏 Haha & Mommy Madam IS A Fighter!! Thank you so much for just watching, Babe!! It means the absolute World to me!

[@Freddy1428]

@@MadamRoastBeefYT just try to not give up! I hope I am not the only one who is thinking of you and sending LOTS of positive energy!

[@AnthonyLago]

::hugs:: Madam Definitely sounds like he displays predatory behavior that should be looked into. Jus' sayin' ::sips tea::

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

@@AnthonyLago 💔😓 It's SICKKK!! Because this really was someone that I considered to be a close Friend! But... DAMNN, After I moved back to Ohio! 🤦‍♀️ & After I started dating my Ex, Clinton!! Something DERANGED Happened... 😓 & Because I am just, SO Disabled... & My Memory is only getting worse! (Radiation Effects pretty much NEVER Go away! Which, is why my Doctor said I'll need MRI's for the rest of my Life... 💔) It made ALLLL Of this, so fucking difficult to see what was happening... 😓

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

@@AnthonyLago Seriously though! 🫂 Thank you for being a sweetheart! I appreciate TF out of our Friendship, Babe! ❤️‍🩹

[@FelipeGarica37]

Stay Strong Madame Roast Beef.

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

Doing my best, Babe!! ✊❤️‍🩹 Thank you SO much, too!! 🥲

[@CelestiaQuixs]

I offered friendship, moral support, and a listening ear; but, I guess I'm not a good fit for you. And, that's fine. But, I resent you saying, "I have no friends and no one cares and I need all the support I can get," instead of saying, "I have no friendships with and no support from people I'd like to be friends with and receive support from and no one whom I want to care about me cares."

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

When? Where? & How? I have been working 12+ Hour Shifts at my Job & I am sorry that I'm too busy & stressed to start new Friendships, while exhausting myself to avoid being Homeless... 😭 Don't think I'm a bad person because of the Stress I am under, PLEASE!! ❤️‍🩹

[@CelestiaQuixs]

@@MadamRoastBeefYT The answer to “When? Where? & How?": You don't have that many comments on your videos. And, you can see in YT Studio for your channel when I subscribed to your channel and that I commented on a couple of your videos within the last week and a half. You even hearted and responded. So, scroll back and answer those questions yourself. “I have no friends.” BECAUSE “I have no time for friends.” “No one cares.” BECAUSE “I have no time for friends.” “I need all the support I can get.” BECAUSE: You likely have worked less that 40 work quarters during your short life; so, you are ineligible to SSDI. But, you ARE disabled and can receive SSI; but, Max SSI is only $943/mo AND, for every $2/mo you earn your SSI is reduced $1 AND, for every $1/mo you receive from sources other than SSI and work, your SSI is reduced $1. Since your income is so low, you likely qualify for Housing Assistance; but, there are no openings and the waiting lists are 2 years long. The average rent for studio apartment in Las Vegas, NV: $5,120, up 181.2% from last month's rates. Landlords require your income be 3x the monthly rental amount and your debt to income ratio must be no lower than 62%. So, you won't pass a credit check. There are residential hotels that do not require a credit check. Mnthly rent for a studio unit at one of these averages about $1300/mo. EVERYONE in Las Vegas who makes less than 3 figures a year, is a 'paycheck' away from homelessness. The 'safest' place for the homeless in Las Vegas to squat is under the city in the storm drain tunnels. This is why many homeless people in Las Vegas have adopted the practice of pretending to be actively suicidal every few months; so, they get placed on a legal hold in a psychiatric hospital, when there are beds available, so they can be off the streets for a week and get a shower, a bed to sleep in, and 3 meals/day. Life sucks in Las Vegas; especially, for those with life-threatening diseases because InterMountain Health Group manages almost all health coverage and routinely disapproves Specialty referrals and denies claims. AND, it is rare for humans to give from the heart and not expect something in return nowadays; especially, for someone they have no vested interest in. How do I know all of this? I have 2 life threatening diseases. My credit sucks from moving from one State to another. I live in a Las Vegas residential hotel trying to makes ends meet on my SSDI and tiny pension. My family abandoned me after a family murder/suicide and my friends abandoned me; because, after the traumatic event, I have been unable to get into Therapy because no one wants to take my Medicare insurance and I can't afford to pay out-of-pocket so my friends say I'm just too negative. So, I GET IT. HOWEVER, I get annoyed with people who refuse to say what they mean. When you say, “I can use all the support I can get.” All you really mean is financial, not emotional; because, you don't have the time nor energy for that. Maybe a sugar daddy would be a better option than 'whining for dollars' on YT. Las Vegas is a great place to pimp oneself out, if you're young and good looking.

[@luvs-israel]

Whiner TV . Not interested .

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

Interested enough to leave a comment! 😘 haha

[@JulieR73]

Why watch him then? He’s got brain cancer!

[@luvs-israel]

@@MadamRoastBeefYT Lame answer , lame brain . What a freak .

[@BuuandBee]

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