2020 was my year spiritual eyes to see the truth. Humble kindhearted empath ❤married to a covert narcissist 24 years together 20 years married. 2 kids together. Yes his whole family is the same. Spiritually blind it’s sad but is what it is. My husband doesn’t like when the Holy Spirit talks through me cause it’s stern. I have seen the pattern of arguments I stopped it after 2 years it’s a roller coaster mind game. He says I’m crazy to sensitive to emotional. I have learned to control my emotions so he doesn’t play off of them. The reaction game when he says something then turns my reaction into the problem. I want to learn more to get closer to my true creator teach me only to learn your voice only to divorce this jezebel spirit and all the family in it. I pour out my heart and soul to you Lord God and Jesus Christ please cut all soul ties with the evil people in my lives. I have cried so much I believe I have grieved out my love for him. I love him but not in love with him anymore cause I never got the same love I gave unconditional love his is conditional love. He thinks sex is love and it’s not at all. It’s so messed up cause they think they are always right. He plays the victim game says you don’t love me anymore. I hear it a lot but the truth is he never loved me from the beginning it was fake love mirroring me. My gut knows the truth and doesn’t want to be close to them and he can tell he says I’m pushing him away. He told the woman he married died in 2020 it’s true cause the Holy Spirit changed me in many ways I was reborn with the Holy Spirit. Thankful I found you! Much love to all. So grateful for my true love of my true creator God of love light peace in my humble heart. ❤️ 🤍💯
@henryperez71112 ай бұрын
Love Part 2 in this subject. The devil despises those who speak truth!! Yes!! He hates all who abide in Christ because we are teaching truth that exposes the enemy lies! Keep teaching truth my sister, praying for you!
@NotUrAvrg2 ай бұрын
Ive been followed by narcissistic relationships almost my whole life. When I got saved, I had a dream to minister to a old classmate. I was young in the faith. Out of a lack of discernment I almost married a Christian narcissist because he told me that the Lord told him I was his wife. That would have ruined my life, especially spiritually. But through it all the Lord really did a work in me and I grew and was even more equipped and especially drew me closer to the Lord
@unpredictableAB-2 ай бұрын
There is healing in your voice, and message.
@jimcrews8951Ай бұрын
Rightly dividing the Word, even producing holiness in others, is precious, dear sister.
@sandrathomas28932 ай бұрын
Rampant in families. Yes! The attacks and spiritual warfare is intense! The false accusations and smear campaigns lifelong! You are a blessing 🙏
@maryrose9043Ай бұрын
Yes it is!
@sandrathomas28932 ай бұрын
Freak show is the best description I have ever heard lol
@jhonybrito1723Ай бұрын
I thank you God for presenting me this servant of you to open up my eyes and share your wisdom, and recognize that this spirit is now every where. Thank you and may God keep using you for his kingdom.
@hannahbiscuit2 ай бұрын
I watched your part 1 on this. The way you have laid everything out is so helpful. Moved to Oklahoma a couple years ago and met a group of Bible believers. We left the group last year and have been told if we apologize we would be able to have a relationship again with these people. Jezebel spirit is real. Only choose the Holy Spirit ! Thank you for your teaching!
@JodilcoloradoАй бұрын
Believers Church in Tulsa?
@celines.Santana2 ай бұрын
Your videos are an answer to prayer! God bless you.
@D3420pina2 ай бұрын
Thank you, woman of God, I suffer from this jezebel spirit, I want to know the ways of the Lord and submit to God, and only function on the goodfruits of the spirit. When you said "freak show," I laughed because I wanted to be away from chaos and violence happening around me, with friends and family. Thank you, Holy Spirit, for showing me your videos and your wise teachings. You break it down so easily so that everywhere I researched about this destructive spirit, you explained it so wisely and beautifully. You are truly annointed. God bless you ma'am and your ministry. I now know the things I need to work on with the Holy Spirit as my friend, leading and teaching me.
@sandrathomas28932 ай бұрын
It's very evident God's purpose in allowing you to go through this very freak show. All glory to God! He knows the end from the beginning! I can't tell you the hope this gives me for my son, in isolation with a narcissist, and alienated from me for 13 years. He's a true born again believer. WOW! The plans God has for him!! Thank you heavenly Father for bringing us this message 🙏
@jessicalopez96292 ай бұрын
144 views while watching this. Thank you for this level of explanation. You are helping so many ❤
@eleanorjones50932 ай бұрын
520 views for me today
@cynthiachoctaw2 ай бұрын
Bless the LORD, oh my soul! Thank you sooo much for this wisdom. May the LORD bless you and keep you and yours. Thank you! Amen.
@wellbeingcounsellor2 ай бұрын
A profound teaching. Thank you- I have never felt so alone as I do right now as a follower of Jesus, Our Messiah! 🙏🏽❤️✝️
@ashleydwille2 ай бұрын
@@wellbeingcounsellor Being alone often means being set apart for the Lord. He is claiming you as His chosen child and vessel. Allow Him to teach you and mold you to His image, leaving behind all the other spirits from the world and your family of origin, and replacing them with His beloved Holy Spirit. Pour your heart out to Him and let Him heal it layer by layer. The Lord is close to the broken-hearted Ps. 34:18, lives inside you 1 Cor. 3:17, and will never leave you, Heb. 13:5. Take pleasure in Him setting you apart for Himself.💜
@oscarreyes32912 ай бұрын
You don’t have an idea of how much this video is helping me. I thought my father was the problem because he is a narcicist but a week ago God make me realize that my mother is a Jezabel
@noracoyle49882 ай бұрын
Please give God a capital G.
@oscarreyes3291Ай бұрын
@@noracoyle4988 Done
@eleanorjones50932 ай бұрын
Thank you for this wonderful teaching
@JoanGreen-jg7jg2 ай бұрын
Thank you for this wonderful message and tools to help with narcissism.
@tonistephenson99772 ай бұрын
Thank you 😊 Listen to your intuition this is your guiding light, God wants to protect us but satan wil sway us.
@MrMarkMaxwell2 ай бұрын
Glory To GOD, Praise Jesus.
@truthfinder58422 ай бұрын
7:41 This is very good. However the way this spirit works is you get caught by manipulation and don't usually recognize it because the rules are different. By that point things get pretty difficult. But what you say is right
@frederickflagg2 ай бұрын
THANK YOU FOR THIS TEACHING !!! SO PRECIOUS ❤️ AMEN HALLELUJAH !!! A BLESSING !!
@ClayTon-q6z2 ай бұрын
God bless you sister in Christ. You got "big" light that helps your brothers and sisters navigate the darkness. Praise the King of Glory..
@lilliansmlth51712 ай бұрын
Thank you Ashley, this teaching is a real blessing to me. I just bought the book you recommended on Amazon thank you and God bless you.
@mrhuxley1232 ай бұрын
A truly timely and edifying message. I thank God for your teaching. Peace be with you.
@gianpaolamanias2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much! This video give me peace and confirmed what I am feeling and my approach about the organized church ( including the modern evangelical christian churches)
@vickyjohnson27042 ай бұрын
Can’t remember if it was here or part two. But it’s so real. They do make you sick. 🤒 have been sick for the last 3 weeks. .. struggling to leave the whole horrible scene. Bless you for these helpful videos.
@philipcook61912 ай бұрын
You are brilliant my dear sister. Just what I needed to hear. So blessed, thank you.
@dienahfee7772 ай бұрын
Just: THANK YOU. Thats really worth sharing.
@deborahselby4657Ай бұрын
I was wanting more education and understanding . I pray the eyes of my understanding be opened . thank you for the teaching .
@christianehashemzehi77332 ай бұрын
Wow thank you so much ....revealing so much about what is Happening at the moment and not to feel out of order
@paulinecorona64352 ай бұрын
Thank you so much, I truly needed this. 🙏🏼♥️
@sweetrose8132 ай бұрын
❤Thank you so much for explaining this!!!
@ankisoderlind78392 ай бұрын
Amen, thank you fore this messege, so helpful ,all bless.
@karenmininni49622 ай бұрын
Step one is divorce the freak show prison and never return to it. Amen.
@Rahel88112 ай бұрын
Thank you sister this is so helpful God bless you❤
@James-l8u6dАй бұрын
God bless you mam for your content a really needed to hear this content thank you in the lords mighty name Jesus Christ Amen ❤️✝️❤️🏴✝️🏴🙏🏴
@GJay-iz7gr2 ай бұрын
This was very good! Thank you, I subbed!🎉
@DJKier-v9sАй бұрын
You’re so right on the freak show comment!!!
@micktaylor1991Ай бұрын
True about the gut. Out of your belly will flow rivers of living water
@elenaweber48232 ай бұрын
Do we have to be a part of a church if we feel that the Lord is calling us to walk alone with Him in the wilderness?
@ashleydwille2 ай бұрын
@@elenaweber4823 Great question! Absolutely not. You do only what the Lord leads you to do. When you choose to submit to him and trust Him, He will lead you and cause His will to be done in your life, Ps. 23. When He initiates, you can gather together to fellowship, pray and study Scripture with one or more true believers who are not under demonic influence. Those who are called to come out of her, the world system and the Nicolaitans systems within it, unto Christ alone will have a life of separateness or holiness. This is a good thing! Let the Lord have his way in your heart, life and relationships so that his will alone will be manifest in your life, not the will of any man. Blessings to you!
@elenaweber48232 ай бұрын
@ thank you dear sister in Christ. There are no churches in my area that has not been infiltrated by Jezabel. But I felt that I had to be in a local body, but it’s clear to me now that the Holy Spirit wants me to walk alone for now clinging only to Christ. God bless you.
@ashleydwille2 ай бұрын
@@elenaweber4823 If the Lord is calling you to walk alone with him and you join a church, you are disobeying him. Obedience is the goal, even if it doesn’t all make sense to you and other people don’t understand.
@jimcrews8951Ай бұрын
Through heeding Grace and Truth, holiness is produced. The state of our heart. Where we become devoted to Him: humble, contrite, serve, please, rest, depend.
@eiguajardo2 ай бұрын
the Lord is ministering himself in these days, He doesn't want any one to take credit for what He is doing in many peoples lives, and the churches now are not an option, theres no Holy Sprit there, pretty much the opposite. Other thing I have noticed is the Holy Spirit moves you in seasons and I see people who belong to the same church for many decades, completely stagnant.
@peterl10992 ай бұрын
Stale bread keeps the tithes coming in. It’s more profitable to keep the sheep sick. Same as all these detox centers that force pharma on patients while their detoxing from street drugs. It’s completely demonic.
@Dawn33q2 ай бұрын
Amen love this
@christineperkins49872 ай бұрын
Soo good!!
@jenniferphelps22302 ай бұрын
Hierarchy doesn’t belong in the church, families, or marriage.
@isabs86162 ай бұрын
What about forgiveness? I have a " friend" in the church, she went through psychological violence to me, specially when I tried to share with her prophetic feelings about things, she really was very mean . Afterwards I needed to stay away from her, but I believe I have to forgive her, right ?
@ashleydwille2 ай бұрын
@@isabs8616 Yes, of course you will forgive, but this video is about spreading awareness of the hidden evil lurking in churches these days. I have other excellent videos on forgiveness. Blessings to you!
@dg2972 ай бұрын
Thank you ❤
@EvieKat2 ай бұрын
Upside down triangle is like a dove descending
@DJKier-v9sАй бұрын
Seen that too and I found it to be disgusting.
2 ай бұрын
Brilliant as this message is, I would disagree on one point. That is, it is NOT the jezebel who has no close friends(for they have MANY fans & flying monkeys) but the TRUTH tellers, led by the Spirit who have few, if any fiends. It is a lonely walk and Jesus said, "All men will hate you because of Me." "Jesus did not trust men because He knew what was in a man."
@JuliaShalomJordan2 ай бұрын
Appreciate this teaching. It’s excellent!🤍🙌🏻
@TheStrongTRUTH2 ай бұрын
Thank you
@stephaniepalazzo56342 ай бұрын
Do you think the practice of Domestic Discipline, comes from this spirit?
@eleanorjones50932 ай бұрын
James 4:8
@eleanorjones50932 ай бұрын
Share share share
@gnyc72842 ай бұрын
Do not forgive unless the abuser asks begs for it. Forgiveness is a fool's practice.
@maryzanwarren65142 ай бұрын
Aren't we supposed to hqve power over.these spirits instead of running away from th m?
@ashleydwille2 ай бұрын
Thank you for your question. Yes, in Christ we have power over them. However, we must let the Lord lead us as to how to deal with them in each circumstance. We certainly don't want to stay in the presence of evil if we don't have to, and if it's not God's will.
@desiremansfield16442 ай бұрын
You must be teaching and speaking about none othet than Joni Lamb and Jimmy Evans after the spiritual abuse the practised on Johnathan and Suzy Lamb snd the Daystar scandal. Shocking 😮
@rianaels47862 ай бұрын
It is not true that satan can see in the spiritual realm and we cannot see. We can see when 1. We are born again and filled by Holy Spirit 2. We ask God to open our spiritual eyes. 3. Be carefull to not give satan power because he has no power. 4. He use people to do his wicket ways.
@ashleydwille2 ай бұрын
Satan will always be able to see more than we do. However, when we choose to align ourselves with the Lord, develop our gifts esp. wisdom and discernment, stay in His boot camp training listening and following Him, He will protect us and enable us to see enough to have victory over the enemy in our circumstances. Hallelujah!
@richellepeace44572 ай бұрын
Just forgive, just forgive. All he cares about is the head count at the dinner. He knit me in the womb of that religious narc, a set up by him for the rest of the disaster of my life. There was nothing here for me. He could use me to save the literal life of others but I was irrelevant. I wish I had been aborted... But its all my fault and my responsibility right? I will never save anyone's life again...
@tarabunke1662 ай бұрын
I recognize the grief in your words and if we spoke at length, we'd probably find real similarities in past experiences. Even still, through all of the violations, betrayal and slander, I am compelled by a deep and unwavering love for Him, that even I don't fully understand. I just know that it's there, and because of that love, or love of the Truth, which is Himself, where else can I go? He holds the key of life and I am determined to keep moving forward through the sludge of depravity, whether in others or myself. I owe it to that version of myself that has spent 49 years of wanting to realize the purpose to all the pain. It's there. I know it is. May the Lord saturate your heart, your body, your soul, your mind, and your life, restoring to you everything that has been devoured by the enemy, and bring an abundance of life that His word promises🙏
@peterl10992 ай бұрын
I understand what you’re saying with the religious narc. Same experience. Took me 43 years of going back for more abuse to finally walk away. The process of healing sucks honestly and I understand your frustration. I feel I deserve an encounter with Jesus that instantly heals everything and I know He can do it. But I’m having to walk this thing out. I’ve been where you’re at. I’m sorry it is so painful. I’ve had to go to God and tell Him there is hatred in my heart from my experience being raised by a religious narc. Jesus says it in the word about people blaspheming Him because the hipocracy of the Pharisees. It’s ok to bring that to Him. Holding onto it is causing you more pain. I still end up in that place sometimes. Praying healing for you in Jesus name
@noracoyle49882 ай бұрын
Im a cradle catholic i love my faith, confession, mass eucharistic adoration, i feel a lot of what you said is spot on but i want to dtick fadt to my catholic faith
@ashleydwille2 ай бұрын
@@noracoyle4988 As long as you know the Lord personally and follow the leading of His Spirit. You’ll definitely have to navigate around all those idols. Pray for discernment. Bless you!
2 ай бұрын
You are still deceived, need to repent of a life of idolatry and cannibalism and be born AGAIN. Jesus is neither Catholic NOR Protestant but is The Way, the Truth and the Life.
@RFNelsonАй бұрын
So much good material, then you trashed it! "Forgive God"? Hmm. As if God is imperfect. That's blasphemy sister. Putting God on trial is saying one's own righteousness is higher than his. That's pretty dang proud. You've forgotten that since God is love, everything he ordains for every believer is for his glory and for that believer's spiritual growth. People that judge God as evil are depressed. Anyway, when God brings evil in to your life, you do what his word says to do: Thank him for it. That's faith and humility.
@ashleydwilleАй бұрын
@@RFNelson No, sometimes we must forgive God due to the skewed perspective we have as humans and our lack of understanding about His ways. If you carry unforgiveness toward God in your heart, along with resentment, then you are blocked from your growth in your relationship with Him. It is the person‘s issue within his own heart, it has nothing to do with God. His will is for us to live with a pure heart toward others and toward Him.
@MonaKaser-is3xoАй бұрын
Amen!!!@@ashleydwille
@MonaKaser-is3xoАй бұрын
Amen not to this comment but to the responding comment!❤
@MonaKaser-is3xoАй бұрын
Ashley is right on!
@Charity-vm4bt2 ай бұрын
May i email you? Thank you. This is common in small groups with a lot of women. It takes down the legitimate leader.