Nathan Wagner - Depression (Official Music Video) | "Love, Olivia" by

[@nathanwagner762]

Hey everyone. Here's @Unveiled_Productions masterpiece "Love, Olivia." I had nothing to do with the creation of the video, yet it still means everything to me. The fact that a group of people so gifted would use my music just feels like a miracle. Could not be more proud to share it. If you or someone you know is struggling, please please please reach out to the suicide lifeline at 9-8-8. Love you all so much. Really hope you enjoy "Love, Olivia."

[@marcozabuza6520]

Thx mate,your songs always keep me going...Even i tried at least 3 suic. attempts,i'm glad they didn't workout in the end...

[@Kellyigarashi19]

I need a song with Nathan and Citizen Soldier, it would be incredible to hear them together in a song

[@devi.village]

I agreed

[@aaronsullivan1926]

Yes!!! @CitizenSoldier Yall need to do a colab and add in NF as well

[@marcozabuza6520]

yesss , They are the best who keeps me running :D

[@timbomusicandgaming84]

No no hear me out Nathan citizen soldier and NF on one of Nathan’s deep instrumentals. Three styles combined one healing and powerfully moving song.

[@Faeolyn]

Yes, absolutely!

[@reinstriver5432]

Wait... Wait a god damn minute... IS THIS A FULL ON MUSIC VIDEO?? LET'S FUCKING GO!!

[@nathanwagner762]

Hahaha Hope you like it :)

[@DavidCR-c2d]

Didn’t even realized? It’s great lets gooooo

[@Amberthecat334]

This made me feel so emotional... It's heartbreakingly beautiful 💔 the dancer/actress gave a phenomenal performance! I could feel her anguish through the screen, and it's wonderful to see a video portray one of your songs! Nathan, this is very powerful, thank you.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much for watching! She did such an incredible job. So honored they’d use my music

[@Amberthecat334]

@nathanwagner762 it's wonderful! I hope you have a blessed rest of your day ❤️

[@Psychoticupcake87]

this video bring out so much emotion for me. My sons father took his life at a hotel a year ago. ive been struggling to be alive in this world after he left. Your music has saved me so many times. i hope you never stop making it. it helps heal...thank you

[@shelbydn6187]

Beautiful. Seeing Nathan’s music come to life is absolutely stunning

[@elizabetharias_0118]

What??? I'm shocked, I'm crying 🥹🤍. The mix with "When man meets God", that was so amazing, I'm crying 'cause that was a little bit about the story of my life and how I was meet God again. So beautiful 🤍.

[@cosmos8571]

Juste… magnifique… la chorégraphie, les plans, et SURTOUT la musique(ma préf de toi d’ailleurs, c’est celle qui m’à le plus touché) c’est juste le meilleur court-métrage EVER !! A montrer à tous les enfants à partir du collège

[@Da_868]

Wow! That was brilliantly done! The dancing to express the inner turmoil of depression was a great choice and beautifully done. The acting was amazing even, better than I've seen in some very high budget films! I'm glad a bit of When Man Meets God snuck in there, that's one of my favorites. It's always so interesting for me to see someone else depressed, it gives me another perspective on everything. I never believe everything will turn out okay more than when I see someone else also struggling. I want to comfort them so much that it's like the truth can't hide inside me anymore and just spills out.

[@valantisgeorgiou8393]

If you’re struggling with depression, I want you to know that your pain is real, but so is your strength. Every small step you take(no matter how tiny) towards getting through each day is a victory. You are not defined by your darkest moments. You are defined by the courage it takes to face them, even when it feels impossible. Healing doesn’t happen overnight, but it does happen. Give yourself permission to feel, to rest, and to take things one day or one moment at a time. You matter, your presence matters, and brighter days will come. Keep going. I AM PROUD OF YOU AND I PRAY TO GOD TO PROVIDE YOU WITH ALL OF HIS BLESSINGS ❤️

[@mandalovescatspandas1781]

The girl with the short hair is adorable 🥰 Beautiful, expressive dancing. Very talented 💕👏 Edit* Ah, she made me cry. Imagining a future she could have. Facing her inner child. Embracing her faith. Real powerful stuff 🙏

[@nathanwagner762]

She did such a good job!

[@Omnia_Mundum_1.2.4]

I felt everything Since the first 10 sec of the vid I understood everything you've sent in this show. And I cried so hard. The video broke my heart in thousands of pieces. Thank you. It's a relief though. Choosing When Man meets God for the credit is pure genius.

[@SeiNeiji]

same, especially the relief part. this song is worth 100 therapy sessions. what a blessing

[@saraoverkamping8143]

It's right, many people still don't wanna talk about heavy subjects like this. But they always listen to songs. We might all sing a song about it on our own and dance to it. But very few are brave enough to sing for others to hear. I hope you will keep that courage in your heart, Nathan. Cause no matter how much it gives to us, lifting up our own spirits, the more important thing is that it gives you more than it takes. Our own courage sometimes can turn against us, but you are one of the few singers deserving to be given wings by your voice.

[@naored4515]

Last year this song release was special to me cause it echo in some way but this video ... I had not cry for so long, you got me guys. what a masterpiece

[@pandoraedits_]

This is beautiful, Nathan. I have gone through depression myself and can say that my faith and trust in God even when I couldn't do it anymore and didn't want to was what pulled me out from the hole I was sinking deep in. This video made me cry, I felt as if I was seeing myself after everything I went through and didn't give up. This touches hearts and souls. The song is so raw and genuine, I'm glad this video was made to it. So proud of you. ❤

[@RostislavVeleski]

❤❤❤

[@joshuanorris9785]

Wow! I can't believe I just accidentally stumbled across this masterpiece. Award worthy.

[@devi.village]

An absolutely accurate portray of deppresion. Thaks to everyone in this mv. Thanks to you too,Nathan.

[@tecyrizz]

I found this song a few days ago and it has struck me more than any other song in a really long time. While it is so incredibly specific to the mental agony some of us feel, it leaves enough room for interpretation that so so many of us can fit in. It also has that point, that peak, that echoes exacly what it feels like to be in the last moments before an actual attempt. It is so important that there is music that gives these situations a voice and this song does it perfecctly. I also love the video, the dancing really shows the moments where suicidal thoughts take control of you and you just sit there, helplessly. My only gripe with this video is the big hint that faith to god is a/the way out. While I totally understand that it gives hope and hold to some people, and in the end, it is artistic freedom of those who chose to make this video, it feels icky to me and surely to a few others because it does exclude those who don't believe in God from the solution this video tries to offer. I find it important that when you adress such a sensitive topic in such a believable way, where you know many people find this video because they relate to these thoughts and feelings, that you in some way give a solution that doesn't apply to only a fraction of viewers because it leaves really vulnerable people alone with these thoughts and feelings. I know. You can't make everyone happy. But honestly this video would feel so much more inclusive to people struggling with mental health if these scenes were just not there or replaced with something tthat everyone can interpet, like the song does. Still, so much about this, the video and the song, is amazing and I'm incredibly happy that they exist together.

[@nateheskett333]

I remember the original of the song it’s so amazing to see a visual to it this is one of many songs that has hit me hard and it has helped me through my alcohol addiction fight I’m now standing at 3 months sober

[@nathanwagner762]

Yoooo! That's absolutely huge! 3 months! Lets gooooo! Keep fighting! You're doing great!

[@samwagner762]

I screenshot this because it's extremely cool!

[@alibachtiar2148]

Every single spaces and places in this World needs to hear you Bro! Cant imagine how this masterpiece will safe thousands suffered souls. Great job to all crew also who make this video, what a masterpiece!

[@celticlion]

Depression is difficult as heck to get through. I sat three times with a bottle of pills and each time my dog swatted it out of my hands and shoved his way into my arms and face. It does get there though. Even though it seems endless and dark, eventually you'll find your rainbow and your light. Whether you're a seed waiting to grow out of the ground or a star that has yet to explode into existence, it does get better. Dec 27th 2019 was my last time I SHed. You are loved ❤

[@facubraxxd6506]

The first official video had to be amazing and it really was more than amazing, it was sensational... A sublime production. Congratulations to the whole team for the great work they did.

[@akire2119]

🤯Esto es realmente increíble, nunca pensé que está canción podría hacerme llorar aún más, gran trabajo, sin duda hermoso! 😍🥲 🤯This is really amazing, I never thought this song could make me cry even more, great job, definitely beautiful!😍🥲

[@MrKeinoz]

Something like this happened to me once so it hits quite a hard spot. Not a motel but a sawmill in the woods and a rope instead of a gun but the help with phone part and parents getting to me pretty much the same. Have a wife and daughter now so i am solid now and surrounded enough by love but the world is not an easy place to live when you're sensitive to everything going in it.

[@aprosniper1778]

The video and words will echo in my mind for time and time again

[@aprosniper1778]

I know you won't see this besides mods and ppl otherwise, been here since your beginning with little to no veiws but you have come to a note again that I have been through, all I have to say is thank you so much

[@pseudonymo55]

It hurts my stomach..too strong song and video 😢😢 . My dear Nathan .if it easy please add the lyrics too

[@nathanwagner762]

Ahhh I’m sorry ❤ I’ll try and add subtitles 🙏

[@Sweetieallycat]

The video didn’t even start and I pressed like. It’s so emotional beautifully done though ☺️

[@joeer100]

From the bottom of my heart and soul ty abd to anyone suffering in silence you are enough you are loved and cared about i know im a stranger on the internet but ty for powering on ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Amen amen amen ❤️

[@janessao5114]

This is so awesome Nathan!! This is so sad and beautiful 😭💖

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you Janessa. Hope you’re well🙏🙏

[@janessao5114]

@@nathanwagner762 I'm doing well! Thanks for asking 🤗

[@bgirlcs]

The allergies kicked in while watching this. What a masterpiece. *Teary eyed and snotty*

[@THEEGUARDIANANGEL65]

Dear Nathan This Song Is Truly Absolutely Beautiful Masterpiece and very sad 😔!! I lost my Soulmate after 45yrs together 1979-2024, gave him a surprise retirement trip to another country and then he comes back had totally Threw me Away Like I meant Nothing to him Anymore, WHAT A DAMN FAILURE IM WAS😢😢😢😢😪😪😢😢 , met him at age of 14yr old 💔 😢 after 45yrs together now my x and im so Broken , lost, Ashamed, because everything was Always my falt!!!! THANK YOU Nathan ✨️ ❤

[@pathysb3769]

I really love this song, and the video is beautiful and emotional. Nathan is amazing ❤

[@briggan_usia9222]

I'm not crying, you're crying 😭 I didn't think I'd ever see a music video by you, dreams come true 💙 (sorry for bad English)

[@Littlemonster-ve5pn]

O my god, it’s so beautiful. Masterpiece, Nathan!🔥

[@timmanfield9867]

F&$k i love you mate, honestly i really connect with your music, it has helped me reconcile unresolved feelings in the last few years and inspired me, i look forward to every new piece to come in your future and wish you great success 🙏❤️

[@andrewlaughbon9468]

Why im i only seeing this now. Saw it an hour after drop. Well done nathan.

[@simonkennedy6116]

I've been in a bad place, I've struggled, I know what a place without hope looks like. If you think you're heading there, you can get through it. You can. There is hope, there are better days and better places. And you have every reason to see them My sincere congratulations and thanks go to Gianna for a wonderful film

[@Rorosella]

9:00 . I am ashamed to say I’ve had this experience of the ‘I’m sorry’ hug with my mother. As you can tell by me being here to type this. Things didn’t go as planned. Keeping my faith close to me. ❤ ✝️

[@asuchou9544]

Wow, honestly, congratulations for the clip and music (which I already loved) you really did an incredible job! I shed a little tear! Thank you Nathan 🙏

[@im_auspicious4473]

One of your best songs and one of the best songs I've ever heard! Nice music video too ❤❤❤

[@nightrock4713]

Amazing video, I'm just sooooo sad you left out my favorite part at 6:11 😭 I was so frustrated when the music cut at the best moment...

[@LDcovers-love]

Holy God Nathan a oficial video of this beautiful song, congratulations

[@BiBoFan]

This is so heartbreaking 💔💔💔 Very beautiful and brought tears to my eyes 🤧

[@DerKlemm-Crafter]

Incredibly touching, deep and in some way or the other unsetteling. Awesome, both the music and the Video

[@WNinie]

Wouah!!! C'est beau et triste à la fois. J'en ai la chaire de poule (Désolé mon anglais est vraiment mauvais et je ne sais si cette expression existe dans votre langue mais en gros j'en ai eu des frissons) Comme d'habitude encore du bon son et bravo à vous 😊

[@slugluktfishing]

Thank you for your music and words…. ❤ from Sweden

[@charlesgober1283]

WOW. Brought to tears watching this. Incredible

[@KacperKierlik]

Yeaaaa!!! Now I'm waiting on music video for Paranoia

[@nathanwagner762]

Ohhhhh! Great idea!!

[@palwashastephen3228]

Wow BEAUTIFUL MAY GOD BLESS THEM AND YOU TOO NATHAN. Ihope this reaches more lost souls there are so many that are hurting and need hope and healing❤❤

[@KitsuniRose]

As someone with major chronic depression and has tried to commit suicide several times in the past and failed because family member saved me, this and many of Nathans songs have hit very close to home, but this video even more so. It's hard to keep going, specially when life keeps piling on you more and more, but sometimes there's a reason you have to, whether it's obligation, pride, greed, what have you...

[@geekphenix2937]

Just thank you this new version always speaks to me in time, magnificent music and the performance of the actresses/dancer hats, message from a French person, sorry for my English

[@Kellyigarashi19]

I love the song as much as the video, it is beautiful, the feeling it transmits is incredible ❤❤

[@toadzollinger1382]

This is incredible! Brought me to tears

[@lilinari32]

This is so good Depression sucks so bad.. 😢 I have it after my aunt died it all turned dark on me…. And my bf stop talking to me it really hurts… 😢

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m so sorry to hear. Will keep you in my prayers. It’s the absolute worst

[@lilinari32]

@@nathanwagner762 thank you Nathan and it really sucks But listening to your music helps me relax so that’s a plus ^^

[@abbyxiong3931]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you have someone to talk to during your this. Also feel free to reach out to online communities. "Asking for help isn't giving up, it's refusing to give up." --Charlie Mackesy

[@aaronlanders95]

This is amazing!! It hits soo much harder with this video rather than just the music. I'm sure many people can relate to this, thank-you for making this video 🙏👍😊❤️

[@dclovessonic5892]

This!!!! Absolutely no words 😢

[@katzui_keen]

holey, this is so GOLDEN.

[@Ekho-9]

A music video for one of the best songs you have , this is really good ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much 🥺 Could not be more grateful

[@jeremywagner5600]

Wow I cried my eyes out that was amazing!

[@manuelafeth]

Love your Songs so much, they mean a lot to me ... your lyrics and voice are ❤ thanks for sharing.

[@loganbrunssen7281]

So much love for you for this all the way from tasmania ❤️ super proud of you

[@javieralejandrocaceresmont6554]

Awesome nathan, I love it , so beautifull.

[@maxiimaxoff]

It's so amazing I love it 😢❤ All my congrats from France ❤

[@Mustafa-Sabri]

Suffered from depression for years and never spoke up about it. felt like am in open choking cage and no way out the sad thing is I lost myself in the middle of it.

[@FH-Hunter]

Una de mis canciones favoritas representadas de esta manera, Nathan es alguien increible Sigue salvando vidas amigo mio :)

[@nathanwagner762]

Ahh thank you so much for your kind words 😢 Sending all my love from Chicago

[@reinstriver5432]

Wonderful performance as always man, listening to your vocals is a joy!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you king 😭 Have you started up university again?

[@nathanwagner762]

lol I guess it’s September so probably. I can’t track time anymore 😭

[@reinstriver5432]

@@nathanwagner762 Nah, I graduate this year. I was thinking of continuing to study originally but I need to start making money so I can help out with the construction of the house and what not, so I'll try to find a job in the coming months :d

[@dumkenadine1268]

That's that best Video and the Music what i see great job!

[@nathanwagner762]

Means everything 😭 I don’t know how they put this together. Just so grateful for them

[@dumkenadine1268]

@@nathanwagner762 i'm sorry Nathan i mean this not so 😕🥺it's such great

[@LM-Drawing-Dream2024]

Wowwwwww....❤❤❤

[@DutchTraveler]

This is beautiful.

[@epidemicmann532]

How does this not have more views then it does 🤷‍♂️

[@reick5776]

EVERYTHING AMAZING, THE SONG AND THE VIDEO❤

[@oddt]

This is so good , I love it

[@Peaches91]

Amazing!!

[@BrotherOfCaos]

Thank you 😢😭😭

[@reinstriver5432]

I promised someone on discord so I guess now is as good a time as any... Nathan, would you like to organize another Karaoke on discord sometime? Whenever you have the time of course! 😊😁 I think it'd be great fun and a good way for lotsa peeps to chill and have a relaxing day or evening haha 🎉

[@nathanwagner762]

Hahaha let’s schedule it. Which date would be best?? Usually free on Saturdays these days

[@reubenbacani0104]

Love it 😊❤

[@nathanwagner762]

So glad 😊🙏

[@RachaelLee-yl6ku]

Love your vids ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Means the world Rachael :)

[@Pante-A]

🔥🔥🔥

[@Kristall_Engel]

I like it!

[@RostislavVeleski]

❤❤❤

[@leonardorey1671]

👏👏👏👏👏

[@arina3359]

That was amazing ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Ahhh so glad you liked it !

[@whitewolf9298]

😍 I like it, it's great

[@noddarkwolf]

On the darkest nights the stars shine brightest all you gotta do is look up

[@reinstriver5432]

This time I was even faster than the discord notification

[@nathanwagner762]

Haha absolutely unstoppable

[@katzui_keen]

me meanwhile 4h late xD

[@reinstriver5432]

@@katzui_keen lmaoooo

[@reinstriver5432]

@@katzui_keen A for effort

[@IAmShniff]

lets goooooooo!

[@nathanwagner762]

Really hope you like it!

[@menegy2982]

We endure

[@chrisfire5535]

Twice, I've tried to kill myself. First was when I was in the Army. Rolling off a chronic injury the Army refused to treat, three hours of sleep in a 72 hour period, and undiagnosed depression was the perfect storm. Tried to mix alcohol and my meds, ended up getting saved by a man I consider a brother after he broke in my barracks door. Second was when I got out. Lost a sense of purpose, felt isolated. Placed a 9mm to my head, closed my eyes but couldn't bring myself to pull that trigger. Either I really suck at dying, or I got a few more steps left on this dumpster fire of a planet. From me, to the one in the same shadow; keep going, kid. I know it fucking sucks, I know you are hurting in ways either similar to my own or beyond my comprehension. You got up today. You made it to the night. Take it hour by hour, day by day. Lean on your village, cause you've got one whether you know it or not. Day by day, kid.

[@reinstriver5432]

Oh wait it doesn't actually have Nathan in it though. Well, it's still pretty cool to see regardless! Hey, Nathan! Maybe we can see some made by yourself then? 👀

[@nathanwagner762]

Haha I be super awkward on camera. Buuuut, I'll keep trying and hopefully we'll get there eventually!

[@reinstriver5432]

​@@nathanwagner762I sure hope so! I'd love nothing more than to see you on camera dude! Some of your other videos where you do that are absolutely awesome 🎉❤

[@moonshelter3448]

I suffer from heavy depression right now. I liked everything it was beautiful but I don't feel this way. It's different for me. It's more like eternal falling with no sights no sounds like loss after loss ad infinitum. Though... still it can be cured. You just need a good doctor and medicines. Not a gun. Also in my case it makes me just lay down. Less moves. I understand it was a metaphor but a strange one I mean those dances. But the music is grandiose omg...❤

[@BellaJeanette24]

😥✨I L O V E Y O U 🥰🤗🤍✨🕊️

[@reinstriver5432]

Yoooo

[@nathanwagner762]

Yooooooo!

[@Bugo_Freeman]

Un abrazo a quienes estan luchando todos los dias y ganar la batalla de su vida.

[@Griffster23g]

Finally a new song

[@nathanwagner762]

Haha kind of. A new video! Really hope you like it!

[@blackelitestudios]

ah yes, love olivia- wait.. olive..? like, the food..?

[@DeahStar]

Gosto muito de todas as músicas mas essa aqui vai bater forte não meus sentimentos…

[@nathanwagner762]

Means the world ❤ Thank you so much for listening

[@PaulBrewsterJr]

if not having a friendship with God im not sure where i woould b nice song

[@reinstriver5432]

Yo Nathan! How was your honeymoon in Japan? Hope it went wonderful! Send my best wishes to everyone hahaha

[@nathanwagner762]

Haha it was the best. Oh my gosh. From the food to the architecture to the nature to the nerd shops/arcades. Can’t complain about anything. Just the best

[@reinstriver5432]

@@nathanwagner762 I am super happy for you dude! Glad to hear you had a blast :D

[@HeartEllis]

Saying "gosh" or "goodness" in place is the same as using God's name in vain​@@nathanwagner762

[@blackelitestudios]

we skipped the best part :c