Nathan Wagner - Trauma

[@nathanwagner762]

Here's my new song "Trauma." It means a ton to me. Writing is the best way for me to find clarity. Writing this one gave me a ton. A lot of the "Traumatic" things I went through changed the way I thought and saw the world. Which changed the way I unconsciously reacted to everything. In the deepest part of my heart, love and connection are the only things that I actually long for. But because of the things that have happened, I'll often truly believe I'm unworthy. Love you all. Hope you like the song. It's available on all streaming platforms :)

[@loch-tobiasf2780]

This song has just a moving meaning to it and the lyrics really hit hard. Lots of love for you Nathan ❤

[@sarahbrown1710]

You are worthy Nathan Wagner, you don’t know me but you’ve helped me so many ways. Your worthy Nathan Wagner, your an amazing artist. Stay safe and stay strong sir💕

[@alveajeancapulong62]

thank youuu!!! love your songs 🥺🧡

[@goofball9173]

Thank You ❤️

[@tasia3236]

You deserve all the love in the world Nathan♥️

[@lonew0lf072]

Here are the lyrics to this true masterpiece of music: Trauma changes, rearranges Takes the man I was, and breaks him Walls come up All I am is numb and jaded Ego splits, my soul deflated Walls come up These walls come up All I´ve ever wanted was to be loved my somebody But the man I used to be is so far gone Circling through memories, all this trauma gets me trembling No I can´t let you in, it´s been too long I´d rather feel nothing at all, than have to deal with all the pain inside my heart When she died I swore I´d never love again And it´s been years but I´m calloused up like this All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody But the man I used to be is so far gone Circling through memories, all this trauma gets me trembling No I can´t let you in, it´s been too long But the man I used to be is dead and gone I never feel alive, cause fear controls my life I try to break this bind, but all these ghosts come with their knives Don´t want to live this way, afraid of everything This trauma´s taken me, I´m falling in the deep All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody But the man I used to be is so far gone Circling through memories, all this trauma gets me trembling No I can´t let you in, it´s been too long The man I used to be is dead and gone The man I used to be is dead and gone Gotta say, really impressed by this one Nathan. My girl died in October last year and your music really helped me to get through this. Can really relate to this one ❤️❤️❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️❤️❤️

[@mateonicolasrosado6559]

When I heard you for the first time, I considered you one in millions of singers; but since I started listening to your lyrics, reading your comments and thinking about this life from your point of view, I have already known you are special, because every part of every song of yours means something deep and significant, and if I hadn't had that thought, I wouldn't have seen this way to watch the world. Thank you so much. Greetings from Peru.

[@nathanwagner762]

Means the universe. Thank you so much. Love from Chicago

[@dariadaniellemusic]

@@nathanwagner762 some people from my church were planning on going to Chicago last week for this annual homeless outreach/mission trip thing and we had to cancel because of how dangerous it is there right now. Not sure what your beliefs and worldview are but I just wanted you to know a whole lotta Washingtonians are praying for you guys right now!

[@babes_51.k85]

Before my grandma passed away, she told me "just because you are broken doesn't mean your broken all the way. There is always somebody there to pick you back up on your feet , I love you kiddo" Those were the last word i herd from her, and i still miss her to this day, grams if your reading this, i just want you to know i love you, and i won't let you down! ......................................... Trama does hurt, but you have to learn how to move on, fight, and walk with your head UP High. Life is not gonna be hard, but it sure ain't gonna be easy, is what you make it. Thx, Nathan!! Your a true legend!

[@nathanwagner762]

This was beautiful! Thank you!

[@babes_51.k85]

@@nathanwagner762 Aaww ofc np!

[@wifiwulf]

This was honestly great timing, just an hour and a half ago I opened up to my pack about the suicide of one of my friends last year and how I still felt responsible for her death. The healing of trauma can’t be done alone, I tried that for too long before finally opening up to people I trusted strongly about it and started down the path of actually healing instead of shoving it aside and soldiering on

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m so sorry😢 Can’t even imagine what you’re going through. Everything can be so difficult. Your loved. I’m rooting for you. Be blessed

[@xpworks8811]

In my pack, a girl is always alway looking for a way to hurt herself(small knife cuts). Luckily nothing serious. I am pretty sure I get the feeling or something close, I wish luck on your healing.

[@Myrkul-D]

It can. But I think it only works for me because it’s how I heal. “Time heals all wounds. But too much time and it’ll be as if nothing ever happened.” So you have to know yourself before you try or else anything could happen. No matter the situation or consequences.

[@MulinaTheAngelWolf]

I see an upload, I know I need to listen ... and this timing couldn’t be any more perfect.

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m so glad 🙏😢

[@ornelakaci8844]

Trauma makes you afraid of every little thing. You feel like a turtle under the shell because you do not want to face that sad reality. The best way is not forgetting it, but growing out of it. Thank you Nathan Wagner for this beautiful and truthful song💕👏👏

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you for listening🙏

[@Elizabeth-ty9lv]

Trauma is something your brain learnt. It was it's way to react to specific circumstances.... and if you learnt it, you can learn again to manage your thoughts, how that makes you feel, and after a lot of hardwork, you'll realise that trauma is in the past now... you achieve peace and happiness. I still having some nightmares, and sometimes it seems the trauma is back... but one step at a time... and you'll arrive~

[@trinamarie5255]

Do you need a hug? Because I feel like you need a big one. Someone give this man a hug. Not gonna lie...this song gave me feels.

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@arkturus425]

If you have the courage to die, then have to courage to at least *TRY* to live.

[@arkturus425]

Or else you're just as shattered as you think.

[@nathanwagner762]

Λгkturus_425 amen amen amen. Beautiful

[@deannerust5322]

I totally understand how you feel I have had a lot of trama in my life and if it wasn't for my kids giving me a reason to get up an take that step every morning and now grandkids I have PTSD from rape, abuse plus other tramatising things find that one thing that helps you take that one step!

[@sarahkiani4694]

@@deannerust5322 my dear...you've been holding up so well..I am so proud of you..may God help us to get through every trauma and hardle we are facing...cuz it worths to try..life will always get better at some point I hope🙏🏻❤

[@guzelking]

Amen

[@jessim9695]

Oh my 😥 I lost my cat a couple days ago, he fell asleep next to my head and didn't wake up, he was old and done but I was not prepared for that. I've had him nearly my entire adult life. Sigh. Somehow your timing is always amazing. I hope you're recovering from your trauma.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! I’m so sorry to hear about your cat🙏

[@belindamarcano1390]

It is as if you spied on our hearts and managed to express what we want. Your heart has a strong bond with empathy.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏🙏🙏

[@artbookgaming]

As someone who considers their childhood to have ended by the age of 6, this hits home. Just remembering how I used to be so happy, careless, a child, it hurts so much to know that was all thrown away within a half a year, how a super social and kind kid turned into a silent ghost in the background, barely existing, incapable of speaking. You're not alone with this, as much as that also brings the pain of wishing no one else had to go through anything like this, we are many. The shit you've been through has been bad, as much as I like to down play mine constantly, I know it's bad for me too. We can get through this. If you need someone to listen, someone to just be and understand, I can give it a shot. Love ya.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏

[@Holy_Cowjin]

Thank you my friend for putting everything I feel and everything that scares me into words

[@nathanwagner762]

😢Appreciate you

[@arielcrocker8171]

It's amazing the words "you're not alone" are true. Every word in this song i relate to. The man you may have been is gone but you're growing as the person you are now. Your letting you light shine. And you're beautiful. I love that you can write it down to show others and with that you inspire others to grow as well. It's beautiful

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much😊

[@tasia3236]

Never related more to anyone in my life. you, your story, and your music really take my breath away.

[@nathanwagner762]

😢😢😢 Love you Tasia

[@Nocteul]

same, same i relate to all the lyrics

[@loch-tobiasf2780]

This day just got a whole lot better. Your music means so much to me Nathan and it has helped me through so much. I truly believe that your music saved my life!! Thank you for the new song Nathan!! Lots of love and support for you ❤🙏

[@nathanwagner762]

Absolutely honored 😭 Bless you Izzy ❤️

[@BlackoutArtz]

YES 10 seconds in and it already sounds AMAZING! I needed this

[@nathanwagner762]

So glad 😊 thanks for listening

[@elao3270]

I can only say wow wow and wow I have no words. You are the best Nathan.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thanks so much for listening. Bless you

[@pascalwilke7075]

Very nice Song.....😊

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you 😊

[@Victoria_Stargirl01]

I believe everyone had some sort of past and hurt, traumatic experiences....but There is always hope...and i hope u still have it...u are special and valuable...always remember that to anyone who hav had bad experiences...stay strong and Nathan this a very lovely song❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😢

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you🙌

[@sarahbrown1710]

It’s so pretty🥺 in a sad but true way... I love it 🥰 perfectly sad but honest in a tragic way it’s amazing

[@nathanwagner762]

So glad you like it Sarah 😊

[@mariegarci7952]

Yes! I'm excited of listening to a new wonderful song

[@nathanwagner762]

Hey! Thanks so much for listening 😊

[@Thestarryynight]

Trauma changes all of us. And I’m sure most of us here can relate to this song and it’s lyrics! So thanks as always for blessing us with your beautiful music and voice! Your amazing💗🥺

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you😭❤️

[@tizigenta2231]

I love your songs, I love this song, I love you Nathan ... I love you very much ... ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

😭😭😭 Love you

[@Da_868]

I've struggled with not feeling worthy of any love as well, but something that really helps me is something Jesus said in Mark 10:18. He said, "No one is good but God alone." The title of *good* is unattainable by any of us. We all have already failed to be good. We're all on the same level as each other. Feeling unworthy for me stemmed from my pride. Legality is on pride's speedial and pride was on my speedial. But taking everyone's achievements and putting them next to God's has shown me how silly chasing pride is. Even if you could outshine every star in the galaxy, you can never outshine God. Worldly achievements won't last, but God is forever. If anyone reading has the same problem that I've had, try spending some time doing things for God's glory and not yours and you should find some peace. I hope this helps all of you reading in some way and that you all have a lovely week!

[@backfliptothefuture8289]

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[@nathanwagner762]

🙏🙏🙏

[@valantisgeorgiou8393]

I think i have listened it 20 times in a row. I wont lie, i felt your soul. You are wothy man, way much more than can you think. Take all your pain, all the bad things that happened to you and turn them to light and you shall pass to the path of happiness that you deserve. You are so talented i pray to God to help you grow bigger in music cause man.. you really deserve it. You have that unique talent to share your soul through your songs. God bless you Nathan, i will always follow your music!

[@nathanwagner762]

It means the world! God bless!

[@reinstriver5432]

This song, for me at least, is probably the best one you've made thus far. The instrumentals are no short of breath taking, I wouldn't even be mad if the entire thing was just the instrumental music! And not to mention the lyrics, oh god the lyrics are so pure and incredible! You've gone through a lot huh buddy? I wish you nothing but the best in the coming years and your whole Future Nathan, you deserve to be heard and listened to. Someone so talented is a rarity, I really can't compare you to any other singer because you hit all the right spots in the right ways. Be it Vocals, Instrumentals or lyrics. The meanings of the songs themselves and everything about your music is just the epitome of perfection when it comes to making the listener emotional and thinking about life and themselves. Those lyrics, "When she died I swore I'd never love again" hit me hard because I imagined losing the person I've fallen deeply for, she has health problems so at times I can't help but worry about her. This song makes me appreciate what I have and what I've found even more, thank you for writing such beautiful music! Thank you for making me appreciate my relationship so much more! The lyrics "All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody" also resonates with me, because before finding love I didn't find meaning to my life, it helped me like myself and gave me confidence in myself. It helped me choose a career path for my future and Gave me an actual future to look forward to. It's the reason I love my significant other so much, because of how much positivity she has given to my life. Again, this song made me appreciate all I have so much more... I hope you understand how much your music changes the lives of people and helps them understand themselves and their lives. You deserve to be Happy, to be heard and to always shine for others with your music. It makes a huge change for many people's lives, I even have a friend who always listens to your song "Innocence" when she's sad, because the song apparently helps her a lot. I would say Good luck in your career, but the world just won't and can't stay ignorant forever. I will however say good luck with your life and relations, I hope you will always continue to be an inspiration for all of us listeners! You're the best Music artist I know! Go Nathan! Show us and the world what you can do!

[@xpworks8811]

Demon Lord Rimuru, I feel same. (I bad at wording)

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! I appreciate your words🙏

[@HeroKiro]

I agree with many of what was said here, but i will say this. I disagree with the second to last paragraph about luck. I'd say god-speed, and may it take you farther than luck may ever.

[@reinstriver5432]

@@HeroKiro ah yeah. I haven't really used that phrase before... but I guess you're right? Godspeed to you I guess haha, hope you succeed in life as well 😁😁😁

[@MikeEShea]

I have no words for this perfection. Especially as you get older, you see yourself in the mirror and wonder when that man died. Absolutely awesome, Nathan. As always.

[@naeratillnaturen]

No way... I'm crying... My life has always been ruled by trauma. Resulting in all my mental disorders, like DID, severe depression, an eating disorder.. and more. This song hits so close to home. I'm in a mental hospital, fighting against my trauma. I finally am ready to face the past and heal. This song... it is like a blessing. Like it truly understands what I feel. But... hope will always stay in my heart. I will never give up. My whole childhood has been a mess but the future will be brighter than everything else. My past will no longer control me. I will live and heal.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏

[@Athary_Milan]

Thank you so much for this song. I relate to it cause my best friend sadly took her life 4 years ago, and I'm still not over it. A lot of people around me just don't understand why this trauma still hits me so hard. If you ask me these people should just listen to this song to finnally realise how bad and sad people feel who went through a trauma. I've lived through 3 traumas and every singe one nearly took my life. So this song means the world to me.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏

[@etienneaerts1368]

I cryd so hard to this song... Thanks man for your music, your feelings

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course 🙌

[@Hestrelia]

I'm maybe repeating myself but you are so underrated Your music are so much more than a song to me they are a friend The messages you send are stronger than anything I don't know if you know them but Citizen Soldiers are doing a lot of song with messages like that and I'd love to see a collaboration The impact would be surreal Thank you Nathan for all your work

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m glad you like it truly🙏 hope you are having a good weekend🙌

[@Hestrelia]

@@nathanwagner762 You're so sweet thanks for asking, I'm fine and I hope you are too, staying safe and hydrated! ✨

[@nathanwagner762]

Helahney Thank you!

[@empreaajna8424]

This song.... holy fuck.... wow..!/ ok .?!?? How do I even being to say that this was the perfect representation of my twin flame and our relationship both physically and spiritually. We are whole together and broken apart. Our souls are and will be forever intertwined but this showed me a side of him that I always knew but he never expressed. THANK YOU NATHAN WAGNER YOU ARE TURLY THE SOUL REASON WHY I HAVE GOTTEN THIS FAR IN MY JOURNEY AND DIVINE BEING. YOU ARE A SOUL OF MANY JOURNEYS AND TRIUMPHS AS WELL AS MANY STAINED PIECES OF BLOODY GLASS AND LACERATIONS. STAY ON THIS PATH PLEASE YOU ARE MAKING PATHWAYS TO THE TRUTH THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@chuvarir1046]

This was, I guess spiritual is the best word I'd use, Nathan. I'm truly grateful to be of witness and to hear all the pleasantries from your work. The emotion behind every piece is utterly sensational, and, although I can't relate to almost any of your songs myself, I can feel the effort and meaning that you place in them every single time, and I think that's what makes them click for me so strongly. You've been my favorite artist since I was sent one of your songs back in August. It's coming up on almost a year now; it'll be August 26th when I'll have been listening to your songs for a year. It'll probably be the rest of my life as well. Thank you for these blessings, Nathan.

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m super honored! Thank you

[@bautry1899]

In case you weren't already aware, so many people relate to the things you feel and experience, Nathan. And we're grateful, I know I am, that I have your music to remind me that I'm not alone in it and that I have something to explain what's going on even when I'm not sure myself. Thank you for yet another beautiful song.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you for listening 😊

[@azawrath7280]

Man... your other songs have hit different, but with this one feels like you opened my life’s story. Your talent goes without speaking, man. Stay safe and healthy.

[@nathanwagner762]

You too! Have a great weekend!

[@dadof3239]

Great song great video

[@xpworks8811]

I feel this song’s emotions and they have helped me realize why I’m upset with myself. Thank You, Nathan. Keep up the great work. Hi, Story time...... In High school, I have friends who are all freighted by their anxiety and self defense (bullies, or rude/inconsiderate teachers) as they are always put themselves down and don’t feel confident in any subject or around people. Some joke about edicius (read it backward) and some were serious. It was hard talking them out of it. Sometimes I would fail to talk them out of it and they would end up hurting themselves. I know now it wasn’t all my fault but at the time I was focus that it was. A couple weeks after another failure I began to doubt myself, as well. I almost ended up doing the same thing. For me, i used my activities as a way to not think about it. During these activities I would listen to music, while idling or indulging into things or to help a student with a job. I found Nathan’s songs and they lifted my heart enough to to keep me going. I first found Innocence it was great. From there I would listen to more and more. They gave me the strength to help my friends once more. Which end perfectly, as some got their confidence back and some are doing just fine. Lastly, a small few need talking too or a regular person to person breakdown moments. These moments helped and each of them understand they will and can do things and or speak up for themselves. Thanks for reading, that’s my story( shortened ) of how Nathan’s songs helped me. Those who have made it this far, write how you found Nathan’s songs. I’m sure he‘lol appreciate them. I will be looking and commenting, too as like Trauma.

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m so honored thank you for sharing🙏❤️

[@enigkotik]

I've struggled all my life with feelings such as this. Even now I sit and cry because I feel like nothing goes right. I have become jaded and all I see nothing but desolation. This man, who pours his heart out in these masterpieces of heart and melodies, I wish I could thank him in person for sharing his heart in such a way. He helps me hold on for a little while longer. He helps push those thoughts of self destruction away...

[@nathanwagner762]

Much love!

[@aikarepip6871]

This song is extremely beautiful. You always make such relatable songs and this one just broke my heart. I'm telling you this now, you've connected to many, many people through your lyrics. I am one of those people who appreciates your words with all of their heart. Thank you for showing such a vulnerable and beautiful part of you. It really brings me hope.

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course🙏 thank you for listening

[@MrGreaves]

"i'd rather feel nothing at all" is one of the most relatable lyrics i've heard in a long time. jesus man, this song hurts.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏

[@Linda-mq1vx]

I'm right now working at the hospital and my day wasn't good to begin with. Seeing that you uploaded another beautiful song just made me feel better. Thank you! :)

[@nathanwagner762]

I hope your day went better🙏

[@Linda-mq1vx]

@@nathanwagner762 Thanks to you!

[@joonieborahae94]

Another special and true song... I’m currently trying to heal from anxiety and traumas that happened to me, knowing fine well I’m trying to recover. Just a few hours ago someone who was once my friend badmouthed me yet again, calling me an attention seeker because I mentioned my autism and saying that I don’t wanna be here because of my depression. At this point, I’m tired of trauma. I got a boyfriend who is helping me break this bind to my trauma, he treats me well; for a few days he has been distant, and I’m worried sick about him. But I’m gonna stay strong for him, and the ones I love and care about. We get traumatized by people and actions, and we heal with through people. I’ve been close to ending my life 4 times already, I’m still here for a reason.. for something. Idk what, but I’m here for something. Thank you for helping me through the darkest days with your songs and music, it means the world to me Nathan 🥺❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m glad the music can help!!! Stay strong, i hope many blessings will come your way😊🙏

[@bluebowser3121]

Your music has so much soul. You put your emotions and pain into your songs and it shines through in every word. I want the world to discover you like I did. You deserve more recognition!!!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much!

[@thewafflehouse841]

a man born from trauma and who learns to let go breaks the shell of their heart revealing solid gold

[@alanwayne5317]

I love your music, Soy mexicano y de verdad tu música me hace sentir lleno, completo eres increíble y le das mucha determinación a cada canción! SALUDOS ❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

Love you! 😊 be blessed

[@x_uyi_x5284]

JUST A MASTERPIECE

[@nathanwagner762]

😍😍😍

[@connorsharp6154]

I click on this and see 896 likes and 0 dislikes. You're a legend, Nathan

[@nathanwagner762]

You’re so kind🙌 thank you

[@Crimson_Knight004]

This song is hauntingly beautiful and tragically true. Trauma shapes us and builds walls around our vulnerable parts as a means to protect us, but ultimately shutting ourselves away from others just hurts us further. Love is always the answer, even when opening ourselves up to that love is terrifying.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏🙏🙏

[@Evan.Hardy10]

i cant express how this made me feel, this music is beautiful, your words and voice mean so much to me, i love what your doing and how much you and your music mean to me, thank you man

[@nathanwagner762]

Much love bro. Appreciate you Evan. You’re a total blessing

[@Evan.Hardy10]

@@nathanwagner762 :)

[@magicinthemundane9527]

This song is so relatable and beautiful.

[@nathanwagner762]

Heeyyy, I'm so glad! Thank you for listening!

[@sam-dh2lp]

Its... Amazing..

[@nathanwagner762]

So glad you like it 😊

[@kasandrabaykova]

Every time I listen to your songs, I don't want to say anything, just send love and light to your soul. You are always perfect, with so much light in you, no matter how much reason tells you otherwise. I believe in you 🤍

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much!!!

[@sabarisalim4735]

I found your music while accidentally surfing through Spotify and I can surely say it's one of the best things that happened to me during this quarantine and I have since played every one of your songs on endless loops... The music is so touching and I think everyone like me who could relate to your lyrics had a special place for you and your music in our playlist and heart... And I can honestly hope whatever pain you are going through or went through goes away and heal you like your music heals me ❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏🙏🙏

[@Mvan09]

I'm crying. The song speaks to my soul because of all the shit I've been through my entire life. But Nathan, when you mentioned, "she", I cant but wonder if you lost someone you loved. And if you did, I hope you find the peace and heal. Take it one day at a time. Much love and thank you.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you🙏

[@serenaaguayo7360]

Your one of the only people I put notifications for because i just love your music I’m so happy that I found you and your music 😁😘🥺

[@nathanwagner762]

Honored! What a blessing. Thank you so much for listening!

[@eniix4681]

All big singers started small, you will be up there one day and that day is near.

[@nathanwagner762]

You’re the best! Thank you

[@lantonio1985]

This song has such a deep meaning to it every word strikes so hard always so happy to see another one of your songs can’t wait until the next keep up amazing work 🙏👍

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you🙏 I appreciate it!

[@turana3226]

I find myself in your songs, like in every word. You are here to scream to the world, you want to be heard now. I hope someday you will be heard by more people than that. I wish this for myself too. Everything will be alright.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌🙌🙌

[@bhadrachatterjee9163]

Hey Nat been waiting for u soo long....was worried for u n in d end u come up with this bro!!!!

[@nathanwagner762]

Ahh sorry to worry you 😊 Thanks for checking it out!

[@bhadrachatterjee9163]

Welz bud

[@juanmorga6361]

Increíble canción

[@nathanwagner762]

😊🙏

[@northwestwind85]

Gosh dang you're so deep and insightful man! Every time! So inspiring! I've been practicing singing for 2 hours a day for 3 weeks now, won't be a year or two until I'm really confident in my voice but I'm really excited about pursuing my own musical career. I created a song, I'd love to sing it and edit for you later and send you the link. It obviously will be from a noobie who hasn't reach the scopes of their potential but I can definitely say that passion has been put into it at least. Singing my inner hurts and knowing I'm actively working hard and striving for it, to one day help others in similar situations is meaningful as hell. I hear your songs and I've really wanted to create my own work! Really been inspired by your writing and technique so for you to hear something I've created and to be knowing what's positive and what I need to work on would really boost me. There's something about music that I'm really drawn to and it's a dream I know I'll need to be patient and endure for.

[@nathanwagner762]

Hey! Thanks so much for listening! That’s some persistence! I need your hustle! So amazing! I would love to hear your work!

[@mikaelthieres]

We often can't show what goes on inside our head, but these songs are perfect.

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@AndreGoguen2415]

This is absolutely beautiful! The lyrics are so full of emotion and powerful! This just made my day.

[@nathanwagner762]

Heyyy, thank you so much 😊

[@jessicanorris2856]

Beautiful

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you Jessica Norris!

[@olcrimurtoir4532]

Haven't been this early since Nevaeh premiered. Love your music, mate. Never stop being you.

[@nathanwagner762]

Hey! Nevaeh was my favorite release I’ve done 😊 Thanks so much for listening. So thankful for you

[@Core_VII]

Amazing song! Thank you for blessing my ears with another one of your songs😊

[@nathanwagner762]

Ahhh thank you for listening 😊

[@alexjiang7348]

Hermosa melodía, bella letra... Una obra de arte...

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much 😊🙏❤️

[@anthonynava1373]

Nathan wagner you are more than human sometimes cause you bring the light in others like an angel

[@nathanwagner762]

😊🙏❤️

[@lesbean5267]

Yay! KZbin notifications actually worked for once!

[@nathanwagner762]

Haha I’m so glad 🙏

[@JustJericho-lf6wv]

It blows my mind how you have slipped under my radar for so long, found you through epic rock channel with your song Lonely and I was hooked instantly... NEVER STOP doing what you love, how it affects all of us is priceless, talent like you motivates so many and invokes so many emotions... look forward to more moving expressions from you... wish you all the best !

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! I wish you many happiness also!

[@gt.g]

This is beautiful, Nathan!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you Razmus 😊

[@radudumitrache9210]

I'm late to discovering Nathan's music but it's never late to appreciating artistry. Thank you for sharing!

[@C.Kado18]

It's so sad to see the death of a man who only wanted to love and to be loved, especially by the person he thought would fulfill that desire.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏

[@jandre4235]

You're right, people with traumas live with fear. But, If we traust in someone like one friend or one brother, they will try to make us happy. The only thing I want you to do is relax and smile, because you're a beautiful person and you didn't deserve that bad things. I love you, we love you! We are your shield, they can't hurt you now. Because people with traumas like you, me and much more people, need to help each other. That's the way to continue. We love you Nathan, don't forget it. ❤❤💜💜

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! Much love also🙏

[@stamatisvragas7720]

The lyrics (I can unfortunately relate too) and the passion of your voice had my in tears mate, well done that was amazing Ps. You might wanna check your breathing, everything else was perfect

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you!

[@raventimescar9771]

There is so much Soul in this song! It catches all my feelings from the past when things don't be so happy and lot of wrong stuff going on. Now the most of it is better but the things don't leaving without scars and broken mirrors. Listen to such beautiful songs that describe your feelings and talking with others about the things, helps so much. I hope you are fine and thank you for sharing this feelings with us.

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course! Much love

[@AZ-ms6if]

I know what you mean, Trauma changes every part of you but with the right help and support it does get easier I'm living proof of that, I attempted suicide because the pain and fear was to much but I got help and it's gotten easier. Trauma will never disappear but getting help can help you find ways that work for you to cope, music is also a good way to do that, what I went through was made a whole lot easier when it helped me save my cousins lives, I seen what the rest couldn't and because of that I was able to take action and help them take the 1st steps to recovery by telling their dad about their abuse by their evil mother, being able to help them because the way I see things was changed by the trauma and pain made the pain less painful after the shock had ended and I knew they would be ok. I seen them again after and I could tell they were happier I had stopped it early enough before it did any serious damage to them. I'm stronger because of what I've gone through the things that happen to us in life happen for a reason even if you can't see it now, I can give you a reason why what you've been through matters right now. Because of it you are able to create incredible music that helps so many people during hard times, and I can tell you this now, you will grow stronger from this so keep on fightin and keep on written because what you're doing is and does making a difference in this world.

[@nathanwagner762]

You’re so sweet! Thank you! I truly hope you and your cousins are doing better🙏

[@FerrerGalutera]

imagine how cool it is to hear your husband sing from the other room and having this amazing voice of his

[@nathanwagner762]

Too kind🙌

[@FerrerGalutera]

@@nathanwagner762 haha its me citizen soldier m8t! sorry to confuse you!

[@Cryolyptic]

God gives his hardest challenges to his strongest soldiers.

[@nathanwagner762]

😊🙏

[@charissapeters9289]

Mavloc ...bullshit than that he is love...more like the god of suffering...

[@charissapeters9289]

Mavloc ...trust me, I am not afraid of God. Those of us who were good, deserve the truth.

[@Mr_Zombeh858]

@@charissapeters9289 I rethought of what you said, '' God of suffering '' and '' Those of us who were good '' You lost somebody or are you facing quarantine depression because I believe you're waging war against their god because either the two or both.

[@charissapeters9289]

Storytime Zombeh ...I have lost basically everything and everyone I have ever loved. The suffering MUST end, and BALANCE must be restored💙

[@NathanielZellos]

Not even a minute in and I got chills. Nathan, keep doing what you do, as there are a lot of people who can relate to your songs, me included.

[@nathanwagner762]

So blessed, thank you!

[@baemar1120]

I love you 👉 ♥ ️👈

[@nathanwagner762]

Love you ❤️

[@jm8888]

I cant describe these songs anymore. Im just speechless. There are no words to describe how these songs make me feel nor how amazing this song is. ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

You’re so kind😊🙌🙏❤️

[@cooperwesley8012]

What have we here?

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏😊🙏

[@Myrkul-D]

“The man I used to be is dead and gone” oh how your songs never fail to remind me of my past, no matter how it’s said it will. Only the people who knew me in the past know the old me, now I can’t show it because when I moved for the first time, away from my hometown and elementary school, that part of my soul stayed there, as if he was guarding it or keeping it warm till I returned. Or both but we will never know till I return home. One day I will. One day.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏

[@frontierbrony9394]

I needed a song like this, I’m trying to change my life at the moment and not be a stupid teen. I want to make music and be better but I just feel I’m so far from that dream, I feel the person I want to be is so far gone. I want to be better and make a difference but I just keep thinking no one will except me. Honestly I am so glad for your music cause with it I feel like I’m edging closer to the top of a mountain, where if I make a mistake I fall 100 feet. Thank you my good friend, and never forget “the only way to truly change is to change your heart and body.”

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏❤️

[@demonicanna7191]

This song hits me deeply...I have experienced more traumatic things and losses during the quarantine (but not because of COVID-19) than I ever have in my life. But luckily, we can still heal somehow, right? And I for myself know that I don't have to suffer alone. As I have always said, you're a wonderful singer and I admire you for bringing in every part of your soul, so that every song becomes a masterpiece. Greetings from probably your biggest fan in Germany 🤗

[@nathanwagner762]

Hope things get better🙏 thank you for listening

[@RidingtheReaper]

Thank you for your amazing voice and beautiful songs! Absolutely beautifully written ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Thanks so much! 😊

[@papasfritas2740]

Thank you, I am learning English with your songs. Your songs are beautiful 💜

[@nathanwagner762]

Hey! So cool! Thanks so much for listening 😊

[@samwagner762]

So incredibly good. The video and lyrics are ridiculous

[@nathanwagner762]

Thanks you much 😊🙏😢

[@Inher_ownworld16]

Just now found this idk how I missed this amazing song, currently laying in the grass by the train tracks where I live crying and singing this, this is song hits deep thank you for this! 🖤

[@nathanwagner762]

Sounds great yo!

[@alwaysalways143]

Oh my gosh Nathan....I'm in tears that was so beautiful....yet sad too. Know that you are loved by many. Love you brother from another mother.❤🙏

[@nathanwagner762]

Much love! Thank you!

[@n3mur19]

This gives me chills, but in a good way. I've been struggling to accept myself because of things I've seen, done, and been through. This song however taught me that trauma and past experiences help shape us into being more human. We all have flaws, and some of us are more self conscious of them than others. The videos of nature and earth also provide a sense of calmness and spiritual peace, and I appreciate that a lot. Thank you so much for this song, you're changing lives and I know it. I've shared your music with my friends and they love it, and we sometimes get into calls and listen to these songs together. Love from a high school student in Canada ❤. You're amazing!

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m so honored thank you!!! I hope you and your friends have a great weekend🙏

[@victoriabeke6544]

Nathan, This piece moved me to tears. Not even a week after you uploaded this, I tragically lost someone dear to me. I can connect so much with these lyrics. I've been searching for clarity, and while I'm struggling to find it, it is things like this that help me with catharsis. So I want to thank you. Thank you for continuously being an advocate for mental health and support. Thank you for helping me heal. While I still have a long ways to go, catharsis is a good way to start. Thank you. So, so, much. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

[@nathanwagner762]

Love you! Keep staying strong!

[@asmrmarieunicorn]

I know it's been rough Nathan but i think u can love again i believe in you! i know she passed away, but i am positive she wants you to love again. You are not unworthy u are strong and she's proud that u are singing and becoming famous to million of people around the world. I believe u can and will love again, because we love you i read some of the comments and they seem pretty nice. I hop and pray you have a girlfriend beside you once again. Keep up the good work on the songs u have a wonderful voice nathan and i love hearing you sing whatever the song is.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you!

[@wintercoble728]

Nathan you're my favorite Artist you have been ever since I first heard your song Don't Stop the Music. Ever since then you've surpassed every other artist in my mind with the feelings your songs give out and the raw emotion no other artist conveys like you do. Your music moves people, you move people with your music. You're the best 😊

[@nathanwagner762]

You're amazing! I appreciate you so much!

[@veerleseys8296]

Hoi Nathan thanks for this beautiful and amazing and perfect song i'm always impressed of all your songs, believe what your heart ❤tells you, don't be afraid,thanks Nathan for me you are my faverot artiste and the power of love in your voice and❤are beautiful, your fan from Belgium with love 😉🙂👍🙏

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! Love from the US

[@dark6573]

Cada canción, significa sacrificio, cada día de tu vida, cada inspiración que tienes, simplemente eres un artista único, que con solo algo simple consigues mucho, y transmites emociones en tus músicas, soy tu fan desde el primer día que te escuché, se que no entiendo muy bien inglés, pero por suerte existen canales que traducen estás maravillas. Amo tu trabajo Nathan Wagner, sigue adelante en todo lo que hagas, siempre serás bendecido ♥️

[@nathanwagner762]

Estoy muy honrado por tus palabras! Gracias

[@aragishi]

There is the one and only who loves us, although we are worthless. But the very fact that we are worthless because of our sinfulness makes the sacrifice of God for our sake even more glorious. Although we are broken, God Loves us and he give his only son up for our shake. This world brings a lot of pain and sorrow, but if we thrust in the LORD, belive me, even the hardest tragedy that we'll face, will been overcome through him. Knowing that our suffer became meanful, cause being one of his children means that we can bring this situation to Him and to endure for his Glory instead for our one misery. This came to my minde will listening to your song. I remember thst you once mentioned that your a christian. And I just wanted to share this thought with you. Thank-you for all your beautiful songs. And....Praying for you :)

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! God bless you!

[@conmigoadistancia]

Perfect🎧🎶💕

[@nathanwagner762]

Thanks so much 😊

[@just4me754]

You have such an amazing way of describing how so many people are feeling. I often find myself without words for what I'm going through or the battle raging in my mind, but your songs always seem to give words to those thoughts. And this song is no different. You are truly amazing and incredibly talented. Thank you for sharing your experiences and music with us ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course😊