Nathan Wagner - Innocence

Song Written by Nathan Wagner
Spotify: open.spotify.c...
Apple Music: / nathan-wagner
All Instruments performed by Nathan Wagner
Lead Vocals - Nathan Wagner
Female Vocal - Amelia Blanchard
Extra Choir Vocals - Judah Michael
Mixing/Mastering - Nathan Wagner
Instagram/Twitter: nathanwagner762
Patreon: / nathanwagner
Photo Credit: Calm by t1na on www.deviantart.com
Lyrics
Before my garment lost it’s white
Before I saw my father cry
When fear was never on my mind
Take me there
When all I saw was silver gold
When shadows didn’t have a hold
Before I always needed more
Take me there
Bring me to the garden where we’d go
And cleanse my soul, cleanse my soul
Free me of this anger that I hold
And make me whole, make me whole
Darling won’t you let it go
You don’t have to let it hold you
Listen to the light
Don’t let the darkness take you
Always in this inner fight
Do I listen to the voice that says I’m
Worthless never will be right
Do I try to keep my head up high
Though I feel that I deserve it all
These daggers going through my chest
Can’t you see the devastated souls
The remains of my own foolishness
I’ll bring you to the garden where we’d go
And cleanse your soul, cleanse your soul
I’ll free you of this anger that you hold
And make you whole, I’ll make you whole
Darling won’t you let it go
You don’t have to let it hold you
Listen to the light
Don’t let the darkness take you
Your memories, aren’t your destiny
If I looked you in the eye
And showed the broken things inside
I won’t run away, I won’t run away
If you saw my darkest parts
The wicked things inside my heart
I won’t run away, I won’t run away
Listen to the light
Listen to the light
Lighten to the light
Listen to the light
Listen to the light
Lighten to the light
Listen to the light
Listen to the light
Lighten to the light
Listen to the light
Listen to the light
Lighten to the light

[@nathanwagner762]

If I'm being honest, I wrote lonely in such a dark place. Next thing I know, you guys were all reaching out to me. Showing me love. Thank you for pulling me out. This is my song about that process. Love you all. Hope you like it.

[@derekallen7245]

Nathan Wagner little do you know, your pulling people out of the same dark place with your music. So thank you.

[@nathanwagner762]

@@derekallen7245 😢😢😢 We're all in this together

[@skriddle3533]

The journey of life can’t be traveled alone, and we’re honored to be by your side. Thank you.

[@mcsan7677]

your music is wonderful thank you

[@skoll9249]

This song is amazing keep up the amazing work

[@vanshome7612]

From This : If I looked you in the eye And showed the broken things inside Would you run away? If you saw my darkest parts The wicked things inside my heart Would you run away? Or are you the same? To This : If I looked you in the eye And showed the broken things inside I won't run away If you saw my darkest parts The wicked things inside my heart I won't run away this is beautiful. it's true when we say we are not alone. there's always someone out there for everyone. ♡ love lonely, love innocence and love you nathan. i'm so glad i discovered a precious gem, that is you. 💜 keep singing with that beautiful voice of yours. 💌

[@nathanwagner762]

You are so kind😢Thank you so much for taking the time to listen and commit. So thankful for you. love you❤️

[@vanshome7612]

@@nathanwagner762 i don't know what to say but your words made me so happy 😭💜 SENDING LOTS OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS TO YOU. ❤❤

[@somanathdash8143]

His singing skills are so 🔥

[@EdenOfChaos]

@@nathanwagner762 I've always treated your songs as an album, and I remember hearing this part for the first part and the journey of that album, this ending, going from Lonely, to someone standing there with you, to be with you. Absolutely astounding, and the feeling in that moment was incredible. Thank you for all you have done and will do.

[@69jdwalt]

Yep... those are the lyrics... what?

[@itznakoma]

"Your memories aren't your destiny" hits SO hard.

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@bres5010]

“Your memories AREN’T your destiny!”💯💞🙏⚖️

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@randomcrap7470]

@@SynatikaNightcores but there not that's why there memories not prophecies

[@leusink5899]

I found you on accident, but I am actually very happy I found you. +1 sub

[@speaktruth9989]

There are no accidents ~Master Oogway

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you!

[@leusink5899]

@@nathanwagner762 No, Thank you!

[@azureoverlord9346]

It's been 4 years since this song came out. I can't believe i found it a week ago. This song is so relatable to me. Not only the music is so beautiful but the lyric hits deep too

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌

[@fuckablepancakes]

Finally KZbin recommendations is working!

[@nathanwagner762]

😂❤️

[@pezvonpez]

that's right, Fuckable PopTarts!

[@hellolove9562]

sorry dude but no one recommended it.. This magic is hid by those people.. It is for us to dig it out

[@tiagom.9132]

@@hellolove9562 why right bro?, it's like they lost sight of what is important

[@sirat3124]

I got it recommended as a Nightcore version

[@spencercain3995]

Dang this song hit me hard .especially this "Your memories, aren't your destiny. 😢🤧

[@nathanwagner762]

Glad you like it. Everydays a new slate. Bless you

[@nathanwagner762]

@MelanieTHE/FAM 😊😊😊

[@undeadrecruit8564]

There was a time when I thought that how things were before were how things are going to end, but with all I've experienced I know things will always get better despite what everyone says and what the news says. They can spout their lies as much as they want but I will not give in because I got a God that refuses to give up on me! I couldn't have asked for a better friend than God and I'll be dammed if I just role over and conform to the lies that I'm a horrible person just because they said so!!

[@sameryl0819]

Same

[@rogue8903]

Reminds me of the quote: *"We cling to memories as if they define us. But what we do defines us."* ~ 草薙素子~

[@TheGoodMelodies]

The legend ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Hey, all that I will be, isn't really due to me. For real. Owe so much credit to you.

[@yongyong1001]

@@nathanwagner762 thank you for you songs , your lyrics really just puts the right feels it needs

[@friskpichmir]

That name tho

[@sakuraanime122]

I like your music a lot. Its very relateable. This one has a very soft tune, and has very powerful words~! OMG 4:10 is AMAZING!!!!!! HOLY CRAP! YOU DO A CALL BACK TO LONELY! YOUR MUSIC IS SO CINIMATIC.

[@nathanwagner762]

Haha Thank you!! So glad you like it

[@GiuliasWorldB]

I love the way this song quotes 'Lonely'. Sounds like a sequel. Amazing!

[@nathanwagner762]

You're the greatest 😊

[@melinoegatmaitan2834]

Because it MAY be a sequel hihi

[@raventherebel2996]

Best. Song. Ever “Darling won’t u let it go” “You don’t have to let it hold you” “Listen to the light” “Don’t let the darkness take you” I tell myself that everyday when I’m down. And everyday since my best friend’s suicide two years ago

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you for sharing and never forget!

[@ravenmccracken9699]

Always remember don’t give up, no mat how far you fall you can always bounce up

[@anaspender9246]

🥺 I felt this.

[@freetrial9535]

This song reminds me of my friend who commited Suicide 2 years ago... I was her light that tried to cleanse her soul. Ultimately she just couldn't get the help she needed. But when I tried to take my own life 3 months ago... I felt her presence, I can't exactly explain it, but, She didn't want the Darkness taking me like it did her, and She was my personal angel keeping me alive while I got the help I needed. And this song really does hit different now.

[@Ghady_O]

@@freetrial9535 That's Beautiful to hear thanks for sharing it with us

[@tiiatuominen7435]

There's something so special about your voice that I just can't stop listening to your songs❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

You have no idea how much that means to me ❤️

[@satuleino1438]

I feel just the same ❤️ He has a heartbreaking voice in this kind of songs 💔

[@selma9781]

This is the literal representation of love between two soulmates... hurtful yet angelic & powerful

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️😍

[@masterdynamite1015]

Feeling under pressure, so I decided to listen to this beautiful song again. I wish you all a happy year!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! You too!

[@sakura_tora]

I fell so nostalgic when I listen to this song, I don't know why but it's pure poesie 🥺✨️

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@NivMizzet13]

Amazing song! I'm a quiet person, though I create little movie scenes in my brain that sticks to particular songs. If you're interested, this is the scene that plays when I listen to this music: 0:00 The scene opens with Darkness - a man in a greasy flowing black cloak staggering drunkenly through an old cemetery. No one is around, though behind him comes a harsh light, chasing him. The jailer who forever hunts him for his crimes, a crusader sworn to destroy evil has caught up to him. 0:28 He falls to his knees near the fountain in the center of the gravestones, lamenting his nature. As Darkness he was born to be evil, to hurt those he loves, to take things he does not deserve. He dreams of the time before he wore the dark mantle of evil, to simpler times. 0:52 He begs someone, anyone to rid him of his curse. To cleanse his soul of his taint, to make him whole again. As he kneels, the black cloak swirls around him like a clinging spider web, obscuring his body, and binding him. The living cloak of Darkness oozes thick black ink-like blood, and throbs with unnatural unholy power. He is powerless to cast it off alone. 1:27 From out of the mist, soft footsteps approach, a young girl in a simple white dress who kneels before him, whispering words of encouragement. She listens to him confess his sins, his struggles, and his sorrow for all he is and all his crimes. She is Innocence. 2:15 She promises him the salvation he wishes, but she does not make a move, neither to help the ickor bound man, nor to punish him. She beseeches him to search within himself, to seek the light and fend off the encroaching darkness. 3:15 "Your Memories Aren't your Destiny." What you were before, does not have to be what you become. Your story's beginning does not dictate it's end. Reminding him he is free to choose his own path or fate, regardless what 'destiny' was supposedly chosen for him. 4:05 The dark web around him flared dangerously against her, revealing several mouths full of fangs and multiple claws and terrible wings. They lash out dangerously around him as the man reaches out to push the girl away, fearing for her life. The evil is too strong, he says, that she must flee or risk being hurt. His eyes flash with fire, his soul revealing the terrible deeds he had done before. His body is consumed as the cloak sprouts legs and arms rising to its feet to loom over her. But she does not flinch, only standing defiantly before the flailing claws and talons of this multi-limbed beast that threatens her. 4:30 Her feet leave the ground as she floats up to see into the monster's eyes face to face, beseeching him to listen to the light. But the setting sun is gone, the sky dimming as darkness creeps up the horizon to obscure the stars and blot out the moon. The monstrosity growing larger and larger. Yet still she smiles, for the sky's light is not what she refers to... 5:08 And from within the tangled mass of blackened sinew and bone of the hulking monster flickers a light of courage and defiance. With the beat of the drums the true heart of the man flickers to life. Flashing through the suffocating darkness. Stronger and stronger it beats until it is a blinding pulsing beacon of light. With each ripple, part of the encasing black form is torn away, piece by piece. All the while the soft voice of the girl encouraging him until every last piece of 'Darkness' is sundered, leaving just the man - a new man called Desire, whose path, be it evil or good, is his own to choose.

[@nathanwagner762]

Love it!

[@Lily-kk2tu]

Beautiful creative mind

[@galaxyhorse1263]

That is the most beautiful thing I have ever read! Amazing job

[@charissapeters9289]

NivMizzet13 ...THIS, these words, this story is worth more than ANYTHING considered “ precious “ by the worlds standards!!! THANK YOU💙I will NEVER stop believing💙🙏💙=💖

[@NivMizzet13]

@@nathanwagner762 I'm humbled you read it :D! You do amazing music!

[@stewartlaird4571]

Chills Chills and teary eyes Bravo sir. Bravo

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️😭❤️😭

[@comictitan4509]

The angelic voice saying "I'll take you to the garden where we'd go" and "I'll cleanse your soul" sometimes feels like that voice is God himself talking to me when I'm down. Followed by the loud, challenging bit, this song follows my interactions with Him so well, I can't stop listening to this on repeat sometimes. Edit: I forgot to mention the part at the end when Nathan stops singing and just yells. Sometimes there are no words, and you just need to scream out your emotions. This song is so perfectly put together.

[@nathanwagner762]

😊❤️

[@raze3274]

The photo, your voice, lyrics = heavenly, so emotional. Please continue, you are amazing.

[@nathanwagner762]

Your absolutely amazing! Thank you!

[@s.kieyyyy923]

My favorite part is the bridge, where the person asks what would happen if they showed them the “broken things inside” and the “wicked things inside their heart” and the good voice says they won’t run away, like somebody in your life who won’t leave you even in the darkest time of your life.

[@nathanwagner762]

😍😍😍

[@kate_917]

"Your memories aren't your destiny".......that spoke volumes to me. This song was such a punch in the face in a good way. Stopped me dead in my tracks. It made me realize that I need to change, if that makes sense. Thank you for this, Nathan💔❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you for listening. I pray it has a positive effect on your life. Bless you ❤️

[@graziamarino9432]

"I wont run away" 4 words but its been a lifetime inside me ♥

[@nathanwagner762]

😊🙏

[@irenechal1889]

Your song writing is full of energy. You are very nice Because of that, I love you very much.

[@nathanwagner762]

I love you! Thank you!

[@viktoryajr.8645]

I regret so much that I haven't discovered you before... there is so much emotion in all those songs, those texts and even in your voice...i can't even describe how beautiful it is ... your songs calm me down and help me enormously during hard times. Every time I listen, I get chills and tears in my eyes... I even think that I broke the replay button because I can't stop listening to it!! Please keep writing songs because you have no idea how many people you are helping with it..God gave you an amazing talent and you're using it very well!! God bless just you

[@nathanwagner762]

This was so beautiful it made me cry. I will keep trying my best! Thank you so much:)

[@lving_under_a_rock]

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE SONG. the chills and the deepness in just.. can't explain the beauty

[@nathanwagner762]

Ahhh thank you!!!!

[@tuwufu]

Omg the part where he said “if i showed you the wicked things in my heart will you” etc i was like “ *eyes closed listening* part came on... W-wait what isnt this “I wont run awayy” WAIT WHAT”

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌🙌🙌

[@SARA-py9jm]

Do u know how i love your voice?🙁💛 ILY Nathan💛💛

[@nathanwagner762]

Honored ☺️ Thanks so much for taking the time to listen Sara. ILY!

[@angelicart.6]

I miss who I was with all myself. I question everyday who I became, I don’t recognise myself anymore… and unfortunately there’s no going back. I’m stuck in being someone I don’t even know. It’s killing me everyday more and more.

[@nathanwagner762]

I'm sorry to hear. I hope you can find yourself again

[@echocat9599]

You want to cry out love this song

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much!

[@harmanjotkaur4710]

How amazing that you have replied to everyone. You are amazing and deserve a lotttttt. Literally I am crying and stunned. Hats off 👏 🙌

[@nathanwagner762]

I appreciate it!

[@Nephyness]

I would love to hear a version of this where the male and female parts are reversed.

[@nathanwagner762]

That be cool right? :)

[@Nephyness]

@@nathanwagner762 Absolutely. You have a great voice and I think it would be awesome to hear it from the other end.

[@KamiliumAMVs]

@@nathanwagner762 that would be so Amazing!!

[@ashleyyoung7677]

@@nathanwagner762 I would love to hear a role reversal song of this.

[@_irya-chan_1513]

The echo in the song makes it that much more mystical. This song feels like a movie. A guy who has been consumed by anger and darkness. This guy is trying to escape all of the darkness, but he can't do it alone. Somebody (in this case the people supporting him) came into his life, breaking him out of the chains he has been in for so long. Although he has his doubts, he does come to the light. We won't run away, Nathan. We are here to help you listen to the light.

[@nathanwagner762]

This is so beautiful. You are so beautiful. I love you. Thank you so much for listening! Again and again. Keeping me running towards the light not the darkness. Bless you

[@tob3claire]

Wow touching

[@abbylongandsodoyou9041]

What a beautiful find… I’m getting so much peace/comfort from this work of art 🌹

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️❤️❤️

[@Bert12621]

Absolutely beautiful, god bless you Nathan!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you for listening ! God bless you!

[@andrewstuart759]

> "Listen to the Light - don’t let the darkness take you." -- Nathan, we love your message and your songs. You don't need to be "perfect" just be yourself, we ALL love you and your work, just for who you are. You have a GIFT from God. Your music already 'speaks' to the world, we have all either been there, or we are going through your similar themes that you sing about. Absolutely LOVE this song, very, very deep. Just stay 'focussed' - and I just know that you know what I mean by that.

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️❤️❤️

[@bencarson3178]

Such an awesome song, and the reference to Lonely gave me goosebumps. Your voice is awesome, your talent is unmistakable, and your message is impactful. Thanks for this, Nathan, it's always great to hear what you put out. Keep it up, brother!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you soo much for listening. I feel so blessed. I'll do my best :)

[@xackeredit8382]

So heart touching... One can feel Love, Hope and Friendship along with Failure, Lost and Melancholy... Really loved it! So Meaningfull and Inspirational... IDK how to describe all that i feel while listening to it, just an Ineffable!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much for taking the time to listen 😊🙏

[@felixoctober_3134]

2 years ago, still listen to it. Still feel the emotion like if that was the first time. Magnifique like we say in french

[@nathanwagner762]

Always a blessing to hear😭🙌

[@felixoctober_3134]

@@nathanwagner762 Oh what the heck, didn't though i will get a answer on a 2years old video!

[@nathanwagner762]

I always try to go back through all the videos! May take me some time, but hopefully I’ll get to them all!

[@zarnabhimani1494]

This song is really soothing

[@nathanwagner762]

😍🙌

[@mr.motionschannel3251]

Beautiful song as usual. God bless you Mr.Wagner. I will be looking forward to your next song.

[@nathanwagner762]

It'll be sooner rather than later! Thanks so much for checking it out!

[@mckennadavis3241]

i broke down into tears the second i heard the first piano note.... this song is beautifully powerful.

[@nathanwagner762]

Glad to hear you like it! I appreciate you!

[@1shabih]

I'm only 11 years old and music has been my companion for a while now But honestly I never ever felt music in this way 🤓 Thanku sir you are a gem

[@shirori2004]

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[@nathanwagner762]

I hope you keep getting inspired with music in every way possible! Thank you so much for listening:)

[@1shabih]

..🙂

[@ak-47warriorchechen]

Nathan Wagner Your Song Touching my Heart I love❤️❤️❤️❤️😕😕👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨🎼🎹🔊🎧👏

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️❤️❤️

[@nalannaz9074]

a song that touches our soul

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌

[@DragonsSongStudios]

This song is one of the most beautiful ive heard, it has such raw and real emotion, and power. ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you DragonsSongStudios!

[@ogrevs]

I wasn't wrong to subscribe you. My humblist respect to u sir. Might u notice me. 😊

[@nathanwagner762]

You're noticed! Thank you so much! Appreciate you

[@swarnadeepdatta7194]

This song is a masterpiece!....A motivation to many....can relate it....the sound,the vocals and the LYRICS uplift me every time i hear this beautiful beautiful song.....thank you @ Nathan Wagner💓best wishes.... waiting for more solace from your lovely songs 🙂

[@nathanwagner762]

This meant so much to me. I am so thankful! I hope you keep getting uplifted!

[@jonathansalas9423]

Thanks for stopping by to comment on my channel. I admire you Nathan you are a good person and I thank you for taking the time to comment on the video.⚡😰❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course!

[@musicerature]

You are innocent of feeling lonely ❤ that's what I can relate to this song. I always felt that I am to blame if I feel lonely when all the people around me questions me why. It's good to feel innocent. That these feelings are not my 'faults' but pieces of my soul not to be ashamed of. Thank you for making my soul easier and heavier at the same time for acknowledging things in my life ❤ your voice holds your true soul and it's wonderful ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

You're amazing! I hope you will find people who will make you grow. Never be ashamed or feel like you are to blame, there are people who love you! Thank you!

[@musicerature]

@@nathanwagner762 thanks for the kind words and the amazing music ❤ your voice is amazing, and singing your songs do make me feel better ❤

[@mariamm9983]

You deserve more recognition honestly . Remember us when you blow up 🥺💞.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much! I appreciate you all no words can describe it

[@CaptainFirespitter]

All I’m gonna say about this song: You have no idea how much I needed to hear this. Thank you Nathan. And May you continue going strong all the way to the end. From someone who’s finally no longer a broken soul anymore.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much! Means a lot! Wish you the best also!

[@TenheadLife]

😭 The pain and struggle expressed in your voice and the wails in the last part of this song need no words. Pure feels! Love!!

[@nathanwagner762]

😭😭Thank you for listening 😭

[@raisulislam1364]

Your songs are so beautiful. I loved it for 3 years my favorites are innocence and paranoia. You deserve millions of subscribers brother ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ these songs are priceless 💎♦️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! I appreciate you!

[@thefallofgenesis5303]

Absolutely Speechless. First with “Lonely” and now this. I love the reference to Lonely in the song as well. Your music evoke so much emotion and it absolutely amazing how we can just HEAR the emotion in your voice; you’re really singing with you heart. Such a good song, keep it up and keep us coming back❤️❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

Honored. Thank you so much. You don't know how much this means to me. Bless you ❤️

[@notesbynor]

I've never cried to music before, ever, and this somehow made me sob like a little baby. Thank you Nathan Wagner, your music has touched my soul.

[@nathanwagner762]

I'm so sorry 😢 I pray it blesses you

[@hopeandsmile704]

One of the best songs I've ever heard in my life. Your voice is so beautiful and affectionate ❤😭 I will never give up on this song. Thank you so much for making us happy 🌟💕

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you!

[@GamerTag495]

Here I am at work, crying up a storm because I relate on a deep level. Thank you very much for this song, it's on my favorites now ❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

Hey! Hope work went well! Thank you!

[@thewasabithatmakesyoongicry]

I've been listening to this song on repeat and I must say...you are underrated, you deserve so much more. This kinda lights up the dark places in my world. Understanding the pain behind a smile, ahh you're the best pop singer!

[@nathanwagner762]

Too kind😭❤️

[@melaniejan2202]

J'adore vos musiques , elles sont tellement touchantes que ça transperce mon âme . :)

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️😊

[@JulieK89]

This is one of the most wonderful things I've heard in a while. Your music is SO beautiful. Thank you for sharing it with us. ❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

Heyy thank you! You are so kind. Bless you!

[@madalenabpss]

Such a beautiful song, I could feel all the words of it, it made me cry ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

I'm so glad you were able to connect with the song and the lyrics. Your amazing!

[@vanshome7612]

this is just beautiful. and i can relate to it so much. thank you for a lovely song yet again. 💜

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much for listening 😊

[@vanshome7612]

@@nathanwagner762 no, thank YOU! your songs always make me feel better💜

[@alaaalshare1588]

This is the first time i hear a song that answers another song and it’s pretty damn impressive i love that !! I wish i had someone who wouldn’t “run away” 💔🥀 I also love the picture it took me to another universe This gave me chills I wish i could show her the wicked things inside my heart

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much for taking the time to listen! Glad you like it! You'll find unconditional love. I promise.

[@alaaalshare1588]

Nathan Wagner means a lot to get your reply You’re welcome, I’ll keep listening to whatever you put out! You’re so talented :) I really wish and hope you’re right and that I really do find it soon because I’ve been waiting for a very long longg timee

[@violaczintos4038]

Omg..You have a beautiful voice😍

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much 😍

[@bethanyallyn3122]

Everytime, I'm feeling anxious or when my depression gets the best of me I listen to this song and it just calms me down immediately. Thank you ❤

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course!

[@claudiuskeat8336]

This isn't a song, this is an emotion turned into music.

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️❤️❤️

[@ambarmartin3214]

I love it 😍😍😍😍 It's the sadness song that I could heard. 💕Thank u for write this 👏

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so listening :) You're the best

[@tigarianwarrior9556]

You make such amazing songs. This may not be an upbeat song but this sure does upbeat my soul. This is such a masterpiece. I love the part at 2:17, when the music changes right after you song “the remains of my own foolishness” That’s heart and soul touching musical notes right there.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you

[@DanielLopez-sh2pp]

Cleanse my soul. I need to learn how to forgive, let go of the past, and go on. I lost all. Millions of dollars were taken unjustly. I feel overwhelmed as a young man. Especially when It was in a promotion to supposedly find true love in Japan. Its ugly enough. I missed out or was cheated to find true love. This is what this video reminds me alot with the paper lanterns going on into the night. So it seems up went my hopes and dreams for true love went up and disappeared into the night sky.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏🙏🙏

[@KartikaPanwar-TSPR]

We need more of such innocent and soul filled music in this world.

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️

[@jamiudosunmu9936]

We love you ❤❤​@@nathanwagner762

[@vreeves2158]

This honestly made me suddenly cry when She sang "I won't run away" because it came so sudden and unexpected. Your songs always catch me on a personal level because they speak exactly what I feel. And I kind of associate with a lot of your lyrics! When I heard "lonely" i was in a rough time figuring out if i should tell a special person that I care a lot about them. And I was scared that they would reject me. I felt like in your song. And just now I listened to this song here and hearing that part of lyrics and then THE VOICE REPLYING was somewhat instantly making me cry. Trust me, this is not happening often to me and it really really caught me on an emotional level.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏🙏🙏

[@nothingtoanything9482]

I feel in love with this song the moment I heard it. It is so beautiful and brimming with torment that makes me believe every word. Not only does it invoke feelings of hope, but I relate on a level even I didn't know was possible. Thanks for being astonishing, and keep doing what you do best, Nathan!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you so much! I hope the world keeps blessing you with all the hope there is🙏

[@hannahe9949]

There’s “love songs….” And then there’s this.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌🙌🙌

[@blogtime5476]

To all headphone users right now you're in heaven 🌥️

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏

[@c.j.midgley6341]

dang those female vocals! i love how lonely is worked in at the end, it's 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! I'm so glad you like it!

[@gabemagicmaster2179]

"before I saw my father cry" is such a strong line in my life. Thank you for this amazing piece!

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course!

[@dubiwu]

This is art. So amazing. God can use every broken peace of our heart - this is such a beautiful example for it. You express feelings, that others can't even comprehend. So beautiful!! We need more honesty in this world. More honesty about our brokenness. Especially before our God. I can't imagine how proud and touched Jesus must be of this and so many other songs of you. This is pure. Honestly... So many details... My heart is deeply moved. God bless you, brother!

[@nathanwagner762]

😢Thank you I appreciate the listen. I hope that you are blessed every moment life can give you.

[@lightfangshadowwolf]

This is how I feel with my husband. He's so tormented n angry n I've been the only one whose been able to help him out of it. Even a little bit

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏🙏🙏

[@lightfangshadowwolf]

​@nathanwagner762 I showed my husband this song, it made him cry and on occasions asks me to play it ❤

[@jordanturner]

still epic!

[@nathanwagner762]

😊😊😊

[@jordanturner]

@@nathanwagner762 you are welcome

[@Tei_022]

That’s absolutely beautiful. It’s what I needed to hear. I came here finding out about you from another channel. I watched Lonely.. and it went from: If I looked at you in the eye And showed the broken things inside Would you run away? Would you run away? Woah If you saw my darkest parts The wicked things inside my heart Would you run away? Or are you the same..? To: If I looked you in the eye And showed the broken things inside I won’t run away, I won’t run away If you saw my broken parts The wicked things inside my heart I won’t run away, I won’t run away.. If that isn’t beautiful, than I literally don’t know what is. ❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

😢🙏❤️

[@AriTheWarrior999]

This song popped up on my playlist for perhaps the millionth time just now, but it still hits so hard. I lost my best friend on Dec 2nd. It's my first time listening to this song since then. Started crying in the car. Thank you for helping me through the process of learning to survive without her. Your music has carried me through so much. Thank you

[@nathanwagner762]

I’m sorry to hear about your friend! Much love!

[@Utoober67]

Well done, Nathan. Thanks for being honest and putting your soul to music.

[@nathanwagner762]

Of course :) Thank you so much for listening !

[@JayMikeMC]

wow............I can't even say anything else but wow........this is a fucking masterpiece, your vocals together by themselves made this a great song as well as the emotion and lyrics but It really got me with the throwback to lonely at the end, that was just beautiful......great job brother.....keep it up

[@nathanwagner762]

So glad you liked it. Thank you for taking the time to listen and comment. It means the world. Bless you ❤️

[@1_havehope_140]

Omg this is soooo beautiful😍😢😭 u deserve more subs and views, and likes!!😣😃

[@carleetodd4324]

1_Have Hope_1, I know, right!? I immediately had to post this to FB.

[@nathanwagner762]

😢 Hope you know how much of a blessing it is that you'd take the time to not just listen but leave a comment. Thank you❤️

[@nathanwagner762]

@@carleetodd4324 Thank you!!!

[@carleetodd4324]

Nathan Wagner, we're all dealing with a darkness all our own, you know? I am literally crying because I may have needed this message tonight. I can't express how awesome God must be working in your life to speak to me with such perfect timing. Goodnight, much love.

[@KuddlyKisses]

This song is SO beautiful, 😲😭 especially the lyrics, but your vocals _really_ tie it all together 🤩 Depression, anxiety, and other mental illnesses plague my entire family, but through it all, we've always been there to pull each other out of the darkness and into the light. If you or someone you know is struggling ASK/GET HELP! The pain may feel intolerable in the moment and you may feel that you deserve it, but try getting a second opinion (someone besides yourself). There is still a lot of stigma surrounding mental illness. A person should not feel ashamed for needing/admitting they need psychological support. The brain is still an organ and can just as easily have issues as any other body part. If you need to take medication (that is prescribed by a doctor) that's perfectly okay and much more effective than self-medicating with drugs and alcohol. It may only be temporary and no one thinks twice about a person with a broken leg taking pain meds, needing a cast, or using crutches to get around; or a diabetic who needs to take insulin to survive. Being depressed _is_ *not* _a character flaw!_ Everyone needs help from time to time. Personally, I have been diagnosed with medication resistant major depressive disorder (among other things 😮‍💨😉) and I've constantly struggled with needing to rely on medication to function. I was especially _super_ reluctant to take meds when I was first diagnosed (with clinical depression) as a teenager, but over the decades that I've learned about myself and my illnesses I've come to learn that my depression is likely here to stay and so long as I keep trying, refusing to give up or give in I can be proud of myself. After all, when someone has struggled through life as much as I have, there is _no way_ anyone can, rightly, call me "weak." My depression isn't a choice (who would ever _choose_ to be constantly miserable?!) it's just an illness that I have to cope with. It's actually made me more compassionate, empathetic, and forgiving. Well, if you made it through all that...👏 * claps * 😜 I didn't really mean to go off on a bit of a tangent, but sharing my experience is therapeutic and I hope it may help someone. ❤‍🩹 I really love this song 😍 Nathan Wagner should be very proud!

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you! Much love!

[@VillainLyrics]

The perfect part two of Lonely. Still heart-wrenching and raw.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏🙏🙏

[@alwaysalways143]

Hi Nathan it's me" believer" your biggest fan....(I've been wondering where you have been) Im loving the new song it goes with how I been feeling. It brought tears to my eyes. Thank you Nathan for being you. Hugs friend.

[@nathanwagner762]

It's been forever! I hope you're doing well! I've just been trying to get life together haha Love you. You're strong. I believe in you forever ❤️

[@alwaysalways143]

@@nathanwagner762 aww thanks that means a lot. Love you too.i believe in you forever!!! We are all in this life together. 🤗❤🌹

[@nathanwagner762]

@@alwaysalways143 Amen amen amen. Family ❤️❤️

[@alwaysalways143]

@@nathanwagner762 yes family😁❤❤❤

[@nathanwagner762]

@@alwaysalways143 ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@davidvincent1112]

You have real talent. I have been listening to music like an obsession for most of my life. You have something. I can tell from the way some of your songs get intense, when you go for a song with power, you're gonna rock. There's just something about the way you sing. It is moving. I honestly believe you will be big, and if you somehow dont, than it isnt your fault. You make masterpeices.

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you!

[@davidvincent1112]

@@nathanwagner762 lol I still dont get how you aren't so famous you dont have time to reply. I suppose in time. Gotta find a way to promote. You got the talent like no other.

[@clarisseanoche130]

Nathan, thank you so much for this. This is my story indeed. 😊 God Bless you! Continue to do beautiful songs for the world. Blessing for you and your household!💖🙌🎼

[@nathanwagner762]

God bless you too!

[@blatantimpactx4886]

I've been looking for music like this.... it makes me feel pure, relaxed, and innocent idk about you but that's how i feel

[@nathanwagner762]

I am so glad it makes you feel that way!

[@aimmarie4235]

The process is hard but worth it. ❤ Keep going

[@nathanwagner762]

Thank you!

[@negahdalbay4397]

Wundervolles Lied,es berührt mich bis in mein Knochen.

[@nathanwagner762]

🙌🙌🙌

[@fideliawijaya5678]

Why did i just find this now???

[@nathanwagner762]

😊🙌

[@valeriaalarcondualed5238]

This song makes me feel so broken and so complete at the same time. I really love it💕

[@nathanwagner762]

❤️❤️❤️

[@RedBalance_]

Absolutely beautiful. It was gorgeous already, then when I heard Lonely begin to merge with it, my heart swelled with a bittersweet feeling which shook me to my core. Excellent job

[@nathanwagner762]

So glad it moved you :) Thank you so much for taking the time to listen

[@RedBalance_]

Thank YOU for taking the time to make such a gorgeous song! ^^ Also thanks for the reply.

[@sengfaborgohain639]

Songs are one of the most important parts of my life.I am madly in love with this song, It's with everything about the song : the voice, the tune and obviously the lyrics... music is nothing but love, this song touched my heart very deeply. Literally I cried...💙✨🌿

[@nathanwagner762]

Sorry for making you cry!

[@sengfaborgohain639]

@@nathanwagner762 No you don't have to feel sorry about it... I am just happy and happily cried..😅😊

[@ramisen7964]

It's so much to discover Just sail together I'm capable of fighting all his demons

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@oopsididitagain4885]

There's no need to keep your innocence. Trying to stay innocent when you've already seen the world as it is is just going to hold you back. Trying to stay the same person you were before is going to hold you back. If nobody likes you for who you are now, the broken, scarred and tortured soul, that will 1. suck, and 2. mean that the people you were around before sucked. Instead of keeping those people, you need to find the strength in you to ditch them and keep going. No matter how alone you are now, you will end up bumping into someone that can help you. Being alone doesn't mean that you're a bad person, it means you learned what people can be like. Not everyone will leave you, like shown in this song. Please keep going (to anyone that needs to hear this). Once you see the world, you can't go back. You're like a newborn baby experiencing the world in rose-tinted glasses. Once you see the world, those glasses you had on, come off. You need help getting through it, don't be afraid of asking for it. God bless those people that saw the world at a young age.

[@Witchyrose2349]

I know what you mean. Been alone my whole life due life experience and traumas. I feel so alone and it fucking sucks to be the wisest. But thanks for your words. x

[@oopsididitagain4885]

@@Witchyrose2349 I, myself, haven't been through anything, so I won't pretend to understand. Please keep going :) I'm sure you'll be able to find what you need to heal. Maybe it's right in front of you. I think right now, the most important thing would be to help yourself. If you ever feel the need to talk to anyone, I know someone trustworthy that will listen to you (of course I can help too, but they might be able to understand more as they went through quite a lot). If you ever need to talk, I can give you their discord. Sorry, I don't mean to pressure you. Just know that this is an option for you. I'm positive that you're strong enough to keep going, and I'm proud of you for getting this far. I don't know what would happen to me if I was alone. Good luck!

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏

[@laraibahmed3090]

This hurt me so bad when i listened to it but at the same time I feel oddly comforted and at peace. It didn't hurt because of my own pain but the pain of others who I wish, as the song quotes, 'heard the light'. I hope everyone out their struggling and at their wits end listens to the light, whatever that may be for them, and they fight through. Love to everyone!

[@nathanwagner762]

🙏

[@laraibahmed3090]

@@nathanwagner762 Oh my gosh! Thanks so much for responding even if it is a simple emoji! hahaha hope things in your life are going well. Look after yourself! You are a amazingly talented so please keep it up. XXxx