I hurt everywhere and it’s getting worse, and I feel like I have the flu constantly. I was ill during childhood, but no one paid attention. I believe it was Lyme and the beginnings of AS. I had Scarlet Fever and then 20 years of constant strep, leg pain, stuff necks, but had a teaching career and raised two children. Now, after getting and removing breast implants, living in unseen mold in a condo, developed several severe autoimmune diseases, had 4 operations because of organ failures, moved to a home, contracted Lyme, and now it all came back. I’ve been in treatment for several Lyme infection and viruses that resurfaced, for 19 months, but for the past two months, I’m getting worse. I have a burning spine, lower back pain so I can’t stand for more than 10 minutes, have leg aches all day, bladder retention, eye problems (allergies and Sjogren’s), bone pain, muscle pain, low grade fevers, no appetite, and I feel sick. I think something else is wrong, and I need to be in a hospital, but I don’t know what it is. I’m depressed and want to leave the planet. I’m pretty useless and live alone.