Nessa Barrett - scare myself (Live Performance) | Vevo

Nessa Barrett - scare myself. An exclusive live performance for Vevo.
When artists move to Los Angeles to become stars, the fantasy scenario often resembles Nessa Barrett’s route. As the story goes, the Jersey girl arrived, strolled into a studio, cut her piano ballad “Pain,” and had a record deal not long after. This Sparknotes version ignores the Hollywood “it factor” prerequisite; Barrett has it in droves, as her 17 million TikTok followers will attest. Vibe curation is what the singer does best. Aesthetically goth-ish, she rarely smiles and regularly gives the camera a black-nailed middle finger. Her songs have titles like “i wanna die” and “scare myself.” Right down to the lower cased stylization, “i hope ur miserable until ur dead” manifested from an angry text message to an enemy. Real negative energy can’t touch Nessa these days. She’s too busy prowling red carpets with her boo Jaden Hossler, a fellow TikTok star who makes music under the moniker jxdn. In February, they collab’d on “la di die,” a must-watch vid for their fanbases that has clocked more than 40 million views. In April, the couple performed it on Ellen with drummer Travis Barker, the inspirational puppet master of the pop punk new wave. In our studio, Barrett totally controlled the atmosphere as her voice went toe to toe with her guitarist’s wailing riffs on “i hope ur miserable until ur dead” and “scare myself.” Her fans will freak when they watch her slay these tracks from her ‘pretty poison’ EP, just in time for Halloween. Spooky season is upon us.
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Executive Producer: Micah Bickham
Director: Skyler Brown
Producer: Averi Smith
Director of Photography: Skyler Brown
Editor: Kevin Rose
Music & Talent: Parul Chokshi + David McTiernan
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[@anonymousgirl6676]

My favorite part 2:13 - 2:18 you can hear the emotion in her voice. Gave me chills tbh

[@aracelyhernandez7153]

Literally my favorite part as well!! Truly amazing

[@isabellaverardino1764]

fr, i got goosebumps

[@nintibey]

Yesssssssssssss GOOSEBUMPS 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽🤍🤍🤍

[@zeynabnacafzade409]

Yesss

[@kimvidem7845]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/joSQdKdrhbWBpbc .

[@megan89]

i feel like 2:00 is the first time we’ve seen the true power of ness’s voice, and can i just say… i am STUNNED??!!!! like wtf she’s so gooooooddddddd

[@salmadsl693]

No forreaaall I keep replaying that part and 02:12-02:15

[@teagzandrea3566]

I wanna hear some belty songs they will be amazing

[@user-qk4bp8kc3l]

@@salmadsl693 frrr😭

[@katnotyourcat]

BRO THE WAY IT HITS

[@claudia_9933]

righttttt

[@s.h2879]

This girl has so much talent and you can see she's tryna explain something through music

[@henrylindeman6199]

Exactly

[@heartofjxdn2529]

Her voice is literally so good wtf. I'm so proud of her she never gives up no matter how much hate she gets, she's so strong and talented.

[@forestgirlzoe]

She shows so much emotion. Scare myself is the song I most relate to in the ep and this performance is just.... wow... I'm literally tearing up. I LOVE NESSA

[@julidrb40]

that’s a great song!! me too i relate with this song Nessa is the best

[@jeronarendse]

Same bruh.

[@222cher8]

true

[@bruh.ashlyy8483]

Girl samee!! She did amazing

[@forestgirlzoe]

@@julidrb40 ikr! nessa is a godness!

[@wers1ev]

this girl is so talented, she deserves the whole world

[@vchnessa_and_payton8240]

This

[@fessa4268]

everybody know her voice is beautiful and unique but they won’t admit it

[@wers1ev]

@@fessa4268 yes, people hate her and try to underestimate her abilities in every possible way knowing that she is really talented

[@leslievazquez28]

Yesss

[@kimvidem7845]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/joSQdKdrhbWBpbc .

[@isasabsdior9988]

that’s better than the studio version.

[@mati1857]

Yass and the high notes omg

[@zeynabnacafzade409]

Yessss

[@katnotyourcat]

No fr it is

[@farykuki5621]

RIGHT.

[@aliyah-ki7vs]

@@mati1857 YESS you can hear the power she has omg

[@ananyasharma5442]

She’s not a Tiktoker she’s a star who uses tiktok

[@whoismanipooh]

Sorry but she a tiktok star

[@ananyasharma5442]

@@whoismanipooh no

[@ananyasharma5442]

shut up she the best

[@clareyuley5181]

@@whoismanipooh no

[@Addylillis]

@@whoismanipooh she’s a star who started on TikTok. Many started off on their and continued with TikTok but many people today use the platform to promote their music and business/products. I’m proud of her.

[@jss2256]

Sry but i hate comparing, truly. But she is so much better than half of these singers that are so popular rn🤚🏻😭

[@jenchuwu3887]

No cap spoken

[@celiamicard]

FR

[@noorhossler3582]

she’s literally the definition of talent

[@a6riana]

i am so proud of her, she is getting so much hate but she still doesn't give up, such a strong woman. never give up nessa, you have an amazing voice, we love you!!!

[@claragoisss]

yes and that's amazing, she goes over the haters with her musical talent

[@megan89]

the raw EMOTION in those high notes, damn

[@megan89]

ok, we get the point, she’s not a tiktoker. now can ppl stop focusing on that and give the same energy to her AMAZING voice and art? thnx :)

[@salinagrace9782]

this song gives me goosebumps everytime I hear it something some of us feel daily she is amazing

[@thalitabarbosadesousa4087]

@@salinagrace9782 Yes omg

[@danielalopes7092]

I don't know if I love Nessa or this song anymore. WHAT PERFECTION

[@liliaslepko5139]

Yeah

[@saphywaphy9259]

why not both lol? they're both amazing!

[@kimvidem7845]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/joSQdKdrhbWBpbc .

[@haileysagay3883]

2:02, 2:13, 2:18 what!!!!!! NESSAAA is so talented, she should belt more omg

[@nintibey]

Righhhttttt

[@Yourebeautiful-yh7vl]

I know right

[@thalitabarbosadesousa4087]

YES!

[@caramelash6571]

this is just so fucking good, I literally don't get why tf she is getting hate for no absolute reason and ppl say she isn't talentend THIS IS LITERALLY PURE TALENT

[@galesriley]

The high notes are just wow , this is really impressive !

[@Keamotvtebo]

The raw, edgy emotions in this video, I was like 😳😳😳the entire video, I felt like I held my breath throughout the entire performance. I would just faint if I heard her perform this live

[@maroonheartsgoldeyes]

better than the original

[@thalitabarbosadesousa4087]

YES!

[@PhilippaJongen]

she’s not a tik toker. she’s a singer now! - from a small youtuber

[@MariaMahBarboaa]

I love this way of expressing yourself through music

[@Amanda-lc4hm]

she really outdid herself IM SO PROUD !!!!!

[@megan89]

might be my favourite live performance of all time from nessa, period

[@zainab_hoosain]

She killed it ,there's so much emotion the best and everything goes together ,she's so talented

[@aracely333]

If I could sing like this I would never shut up…

[@badbish1653]

i want her to get more recognition. she’s literally helped me out so much when i feel like loosing hope

[@gracihutchison2912]

plssss put this version out holy FUUCCCKKKK sooo good I love her!!!!!!!😭😭😭

[@aestheticswithtiana9101]

She doesn’t even need auto tune

[@carinatirado5955]

I’ve always come back to this song. Nessa is so unbelievably talented and her music holds so much emotion, it’s insane.

[@meritxellarmengol2824]

Those vocals holy shittt i'm so proud of youu

[@eunoia_1]

Her voice gave my body chills. She is truly an artist.

[@quyen8059]

This is actually my favorite song from the album I’m so happy for the live version!

[@PapaSmurfsBlueGirthyWilly]

Something about her voice, the way she presents herself, the way you can feel the music connecting with your soul as if it's been missing that part for so long. Everything about her is comforting.

[@thelmaokocha2900]

tbh i hope she never gets too famous, she my secret music artist

[@DearLinda]

Nessa!!!your voice baby gurl from 2:13 to 2:18, the emotion, CHILLS...😍

[@vchnessa_and_payton8240]

This girl is very talented and you can see that she will go very far, nessa i love you

[@Ij-hq6qh]

The goosebumps I get when she hits the chorus along with the guitar

[@user-co5bv7vp8i]

как это красиво 😭😭😭😭

[@zeynabnacafzade409]

Да

[@camilalanda2125]

Thoughts keep on racing, one by one I don't know who they're running from Biting my lips until they bleed Symptom of livin' life with me 'Cause I'm scared they're the monsters that I swear are under my bed Scared that they might just be all in my head Scared that I'm dreaming and already dead, mmm And I'm terrified of the shadows that follow me home Afraid that they'll get me when I'm all alone Look in the mirror, I see someone else Sometimes I even scare myself (oh) Ain't it kinda funny how Nobody can cut me down like I can I drag myself through Hell again (oh) What's it gonna be today? Am I gonna 'cause me pain? I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself Leave me all alone with the voices End up in the wrong kind of places Every day's a dark situation Trying not to hoop with the poison Paint my face 'cause the real me is pointless Do my nails, just to rip me to pieces Lose my mind 'cause I don't wanna keep it Sometimes I even scare myself (oh) Ain't it kinda funny how (funny how) Nobody can cut me down like I can (like I can) I drag myself through Hell again (oh) What's it gonna be today? (gonna be today?) Am I gonna 'cause me pain? I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself 'Cause I'm scared that the monsters that I swear are under my bed Scared that they might just be all in my head Scared that I'm dreaming and already dead Sometimes I even scare myself (oh) Ain't it kinda funny how (funny how) Nobody can cut me down like I can I drag myself through Hell again (oh) What's it gonna be today? (gonna be today?) Am I gonna 'cause me pain? I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself

[@baby.c.4537]

Thank you, god bless you

[@billieswateringhoes3774]

Thank u vro

[@lujan1811]

crying. you’re everything ness.

[@beatrizmarcal7982]

tenho tanto orgulho da minha bebê💗

[@vinhobarato7017]

nois do brasil

[@AnaCarolina-ng2mr]

Sim mds😭🛐

[@Impala_67.]

da NOSSA bebê

[@taina3119]

Shes so talented it’s unbelievable. Literally my favorite artist. I can listen to this on repeat and never get tired of it omg

[@LaurenLiv1111]

I love how much more confident she gets every performance. So happy for her and proud of her. Her songs are a pure vibe. Such a talented singer songwriter 👏🏼. Also can we talk about how she’s doing all of this whilst talking about her mental health illness, working through it day to day and helping people realise they’re not alone 👏🏼

[@jordanplaysrobloxbartel6491]

My favorite part is 2:13 - 2:18 her voice shows so much emotion in that part it gives me chills tbh

[@sometimessmiley9840]

Even if tiktok didn’t exist Ness would one million percent be a singer. She is incredible 💞

[@vamikaa7414]

oh hun ur confidence i am dyingggggg😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@fan.accountaboutegorkreed8058]

I love her songs because they are filled with pain, meaning and emotions. Perhaps this is the only way that helps Nessa cope with difficulties.

[@sierra1267l]

The way I gasped when she started hitting those high notes ❤️❤️

[@waan6695]

NESS THIS IS A BEAUTIFUL SURPRISE

[@ceemeow0]

This PERFORMANCE!!!!!!! This was fucking incredible.

[@pandagirl4447]

you’re absolutely incredible nessa! scare myself is my favourite song off of pretty poison and to watch you perform it with so much emotion is so amazing! you’re so unbelievably talented, you have a wonderful voice, and i’m so proud of you

[@wqndrland]

is no one talking about how she sounds the exact same in the start as the song??? likeee- this girl has talent.

[@nnikaa777]

Omg ilysm nessa this is so good, I'm so fucking proud of you, you deserve the world🥰

[@nintibey]

The BELT omgg she should do that more 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

[@Yourebeautiful-yh7vl]

I know right 💕

[@maroonheartsgoldeyes]

look at how good she is

[@johidyck9813]

her best performance yet, so proud of her

[@jaylashepard3621]

2:13 that emotion omg

[@billieswateringhoes3774]

This really made me cry, cuz of how much I relate to this song, it jus tears me apart and it's also my medicine. Thank u Nessa u saved me.

[@barriossanchezvictoria9397]

this girl is so talented, in this song she shows the best of her and I also need a concert here in Mexico I LOVE YOU NESSA!!

[@afsanakhanom3938]

one of her underrated tracks FRR

[@biiah9033]

She's so talented, her voice is amazing, her songs don't even speak, there's no bad song ❤️

[@ally1618]

Omg. This is so good. I’m so excited to see her live in November!!!!

[@SR-xv9gj]

i come back and listen to this almost everyday

[@christinesharp502]

Wow she popped off with this one

[@feliciaseymour3408]

If I was gay or bisexual I would totally be into nessa. She’s everything you want in a person and more

[@juniormatamoros9779]

😭😭😭

[@hawaarghandiwal7126]

That sounds a bit fruity😌

[@kimvidem7845]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/joSQdKdrhbWBpbc .

[@KAILEY.LUVS.NESSABARRETT7]

She made me bisexual I’m so serious

[@c_tina1214]

the high notes are everything😍😍 she should definitely do more in songs

[@kassidykleveland9472]

best live performance ive seen from her omg omg

[@nurneedy]

this. this is therapy. and her voice is just mmmmmmh

[@stonegirl_5055]

Ily nessa

[@samanthaschoen8889]

She killed this performance! Can’t wait to see more

[@kimberleykringhs587]

YOUR VOICE IS BEAUTIFUL NESS💕💕

[@aestheticswithtiana9101]

She’s so amazing omg

[@draganavfx87]

IM SO PROUD OF YOU NESSA YOU HAVE COME SO FAR

[@adhamward]

the way she ate this up ! ! !

[@santinyy_]

HER VOICE IS EVERYTHING

[@aprillereynolds689]

goosebumps. girl is gonna own this world.

[@cookiesandmilk686]

My fav live performance of you Ness

[@riannarichardson6045]

she has gotten so much more comfortable w performing and you can tell. Phenomenal! ness

[@ungkonghaw6169]

I am so proud of u

[@valentinalara65]

Her voice is incredible, it is time for everyone to recognize her as the artist that she is and stop labeling her as a tiktoker. This is the best performance I have ever seen from her. She transmits too much to me and I get very excited.🤍🤍🤍

[@namlatam]

omg, i'm so proud of her😭😭😭. she's so talented and beautiful. her voice es angelical.

[@salmadsl693]

The way I’m obsessed with this song n ness I looooveeeee

[@DashaNavy]

I keep coming back to this video because this performance is so sensitive and full of feelings, love Nessa’s voice so much

[@beatrizmarcal7982]

This will always be my favorite song for THE performance

[@valeee3589]

omgggg te amo😭😭

[@Andrea-tf3je]

Every day more proud of everything that ness achieves, I love you

[@sabrinasamirakayembe8810]

i’m so proud of her, this was her best live performance so far

[@keleeshaa]

U R THE BEST NESS LOVE YOU THE MOST LOVE

[@isabellyasmin6828]

Omg I love her and her voice so much! This girl is so much underrated 🤩❤️

[@susboy8949]

she’s so incredible. Couldn’t be more proud of this woman. One of my fav performances.

[@Impala_67.]

Não sei oq dizer , é muita perfeição pra uma mulher só 😭😭😭 TE AMO NESSA

[@jaiden_6084]

So talented I can’t even put into words. I’m so proud of nessa and how far she’s come. I’m excited for the future music.

[@beatriznunes4419]

OS VOCAIS MDS VC É PFT TA FICANDO CADA VEZ MELHOR

[@shadaeq9654]

I love u so much this song is everything

[@delena4evertvd267]

so proud of her in this performance! she moved around a lot more than usual! she put so much emotion into it, she even did those bigger notes towards the end! she’s killing it!!

[@haileygamble9853]

Everything at 2:00 and after hit SO 👏🏻 MF 👏🏻 HARD 👏🏻 FOR 👏🏻 NO 👏🏻 REASON! You can not only hear but legitimately FEEL the emotion she has in your chest. And I’m sorry, BUT THE VOCALS OF 2:00????? HOLY 🥺😩😍😍😍😍😍

[@hilarymacedo5441]

Veyyy a nessa e perfeitaaa🛐🛐

[@wtfs0phia929]

NESAA I'M VERY PROUD OF YOU 😫💐

[@honestlies5365]

Live version is SO much better than the studio recording

[@daphney3098]

tw ig I keep having unwanted thoughts about having some serious disease/injury doctors can't tell and scare myself just help me so much dealing with these thoughts, tysm nessa ur amazing