☾neurotic depression | dysthymia☽

[@ashleywebster8827]

I could listen to you talk all day. You are truly the only person who gives me hope. Thank you

[@dreadsyess3118]

yes

[@ghostbunny929]

that's nice i can't because I'm from germany and it's hard to understand her

[@kennedyrebeccamae9246]

I feel the same way. ❤🌻

[@sumosophy6823]

+novemberpaperworlds soll ich es für dich übersetzen ? Ich kann dann schreiben was is gesagt hat zusammengefasst

[@ghostbunny929]

+ナツルシ so schlimm ist es nicht, aber danke💗

[@MsREEN11]

I LOVE HOW YOU ARE SO PEACEFUL AND WHENEVER I WATCH A VIDEO FROM YOU YOU MAKE ME FEEL PEACEFUL AND THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS I LOVE ALL THAT AND YOU ARE REALLY SO STRONG AND INSPIRATIONAL

[@jennaorpheee9244]

Not so peaceful in all caps😁

[@GoldenPuppy1O1]

+Jenna Orpheee Orpheee

[@calirodriguez]

same this channel has helped me so much

[@courtney._9949]

Same she's so calming and it makes me feel way better ahh 💞

[@calirodriguez]

+Crybaby Courtney |-/

[@sw33tMaus]

im now almost 100 days clean because of you. thanks

[@kiapen3072]

I'm 6 days clean

[@grossgorl]

congratulations! keep it up i know you can do it

[@carlywalsh5264]

Keep on going girly! Wish you the best of luck! I am 2 years clean 😌

[@gracecruz1392]

congrats keep going you can do it!!!! i believe in you!!! Stay strong!!

[@candidlyyoursfilm]

keep it up xx

[@adriennecosta3587]

I could listen to you and watch you all day😌 you make me feel calm☯

[@averagetrashcan4747]

I know what you mean though

[@adriennecosta3587]

+AverageTrashCan 😌

[@allychullen1058]

I don't suffer from a mental illness, yet I love watching her videos because they inspire me and give me a new perspective

[@kat5511]

What really helps me with anxiety and depression is volunteering. Helping others and physically seeing their gratitude does amazing things for the human psyche.

[@jalynette4076]

you make me so happy when I'm sad and you've helped me through a lot of thought times I luv u so much c: ❤🌻❤🌻

[@jalynette4076]

tough*

[@SabrinaUmstead]

Pretty sure that's Tyler in your profile pic sooo l-/

[@luvlihyunjin]

you read my mind! also heyy |-/

[@stinky3207]

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[@asterism6584]

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[@snowballcupcake8394]

My name is Shannon, I'm 15 and I've had depression since I was 8 years old. There's been ups and downs, mostly downs though. I've tried killing myself on many occasions and I've been in and out of outpatient for a while now. Things are actually starting to get better. I feel a lot better, I've gotten the help I needed. But anyways, this comment isn't centered around me. I just wanted to say that all of you can make it through this. All of you can win this battle, it'll be a hard and long fight and it probably won't go away very easily, but it will lighten up. It'll get better. You'll be okay, and if any of you ever need somebody to talk to I'm here. You can do this, you can make it. I believe in you.

[@pixiefang5145]

I believe in you too take that advice for yourself hun♡

[@anikahayze]

stay alive. I love you.

[@gracecunningham2247]

+Anika Moussesau it takes guts to tell a complete stranger you love them and mean it

[@Tjckkjhdet]

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[@katerina8752]

thank you ❤️ hope you're doing fine

[@khscupcake7513]

My mom says that depression is selfish, it makes me even more depressed Bc she doesn't know I have depression

[@mayakrook]

Stay strong. You're worthy

[@HelmiJonasson]

Depression is NOT selfish. Would anybody have depression if they would have a choice? Of course not! Don't listen to your mother if that's all she can come up with. My mom thinks the same way and it sucks. Just ignore it. Stay strong, you can do this. ❤️

[@Genesis1613.]

it's NOT selfish i would know but its okay and PERFECTLY normal for everyone to feel that way, even your mother believe it or not i bet once she was depressed, but it DOES help to find alternatives and think about something other than yourself... my best friend taught me that. Focus on people who love you, who know the real you

[@jas-rb5hq]

EmmelineRose same with my mum

[@inhaledexhaled5460]

"The opposite of depression is not happiness, but vitality, and it was vitality that seemed to seep away from me in that moment." -Andrew Soloman

[@SofieeHeart]

I have depression and just started school again and I just want to die. I had a panic attack outside school yesterday and everything sucks... but thank you for this 💖

[@alexamiller5325]

im so scared for school

[@aminahakhtar268]

hey if u ever wanna talk im here xx

[@kiahschmidt1542]

stay strong baby 💕 im going through the same thing -- we gotta stick it out :(

[@milenamathilda751]

Try to take one day at a time - School can suck so much and I hope that you will feel better soon and see some positive progress in your depression xx

[@asterism6584]

Stay alive |-/

[@relytllorrac7992]

I know this is just the 949th comment, but its so comforting seeing someone who can see the light. I've been struggling with Dysthymia for about 10 years with no noticeable breaks. When you go through that everyday it becomes really easy to just let hope slip away. Not in an instant, or a day, but over the course of time; the hope leaking out of you like a mortal wound of the soul. I've never been able to hear from someone who really knows what its like. People who care are helpful, but people who also understand are paramount. You are a beautiful soul, and I hope every heart you've touched is ever more grateful for the hope you may have given them. Thank you;

[@Sarzzy59]

I have neurotic depression and I feel like I've had it for so long that its a part of my personality. When I have got out of it temporarily, Its like learning who you are again outside of depression. It feels like a whole new personality. I started wearing colourful clothes or things I wouldn't normally like and not listening to the music I used to listen to. And because it feels so different its easy to fall back into your "depressive personality" because its familiar. Idk if anyone else has experienced that, but thats basically what it feels like...

[@urgr8569]

You are a God send. I have related to everything you have said. And it truly helps This world needs you.

[@Michelle-ww2pb]

Hello, I'm Michelle. Im 13 and has had depression since I was 7. When I was 6 I was conformed to have anxiety. personally I believe my depression came naturally with my anxiety. when I was 11 I had the chance to see my grama. I didn't want her to see me in my conditions, so I decided to not count on the medicine and actually make a change. My therapist made a bucket list for me. I did multiple things that could help improve my environment, from cleaning and helping around the house to participating on community events. During the process I've had multiple breakdowns and felt like giving up. I eventually became more happy with myself. 2 months later one of my close friends committed suicide. for about 5 months I was diagnosed with situational depression. Since then I have taken stronger medication. None of my friends know I have depression, I try my best to hide it from them since it will just be a burden to them. I admit I have scars. they're marks of times I've felt like giving up. I've been 2 months clean and plan to keep it longer. I'm trying to change my environment and state of mind. I just want to feel like I one did. I understand my depression will never go away. but if I can keep it tucked away for as long as possible I'll take the chance. But only I can make that change.

[@leah1068]

i love you

[@bunniecobain]

Hey, I'm 15 now going into my sophomore year of highschool. I felt exactly the same way that you are when you were 13. I've been diagnosed with anxiety and depressive mood disorder. I it gets better from there. Trust me. I'm not gonna lie, I still have those days where everything is gray and dull but the amount of positive changes were a HUGE and I mean HUGE difference. Stay strong. Ily

[@Michelle-ww2pb]

Sam Simone Thank you, we'll fight this together.

[@Honeygore]

they do not diagnose depression at 7 years old, no one would do that.

[@0934-h7t]

+pipsqueak whqre Of course they do. Even babys can be depressed so why wouldn't you diagnose a 7 year old?

[@celinevira1437]

this is just what I needed. I thought depression might swallow me up tonight...and then this showed up on my feed. for anyone else feeling this way, you're not alone. thank you 💕

[@SXLINA_]

I'm glad you're open about this. It makes your viewers feel not as alone. I have BPD and ADHD, and it's hard to find people as open as you to relate to.

[@sophiex1020]

My day was going really well. I was relaxing in my room alone listening to music. But then I came downstairs to eat lunch. i had to spend literally like 15 min with my family, and I completely broke down. i felg just as if fire was rushing through my veins. I was crying and shaking. Right now I am slowly starting to wind down. the funniest thing is that NOTHING that could possibly trigger has happened. i hope everyone is doing better than I am. i would truly like to somehow take care of my mental health, but i have no idea how. i lost my interests, i am bored. this so fucking chaotic. i send love to everyone that is reading this

[@emmaberger3748]

This is the second time I've watched this video and the part about how you're sitting has actually stuck with me for like months. I sit like that too, still because I find comfort in it but I know it's not going to help my confidence. Anyways, thank you Ana💜

[@allisonshaw1006]

I also have dysthymia everything you said I feel too. thank you for making this. I have never met anyone else with it and I don't feel like I'm so alone anymore. Thank you thank you

[@lexilethal8645]

I have Severe depression and it has pretty much been controlling my whole life :(

[@lexilethal8645]

I'm at a point in my life where I can't see myself living as an adult but I know I will never have the guts to try and attempt to end my life again and I don't know how I feel about it.

[@lizzi2861]

+Alexis Jean i feel the same way:(

[@madzmccue3142]

Stay strong beautiful 💕🌸

[@jeffreysherman8224]

OMG, that's so sad. My heart breaks when I read comments like that. I had to deal with "major depression" for years so I understand. I also knew that I just did NOT have the nerve to kill myself, which made me feel stuck in my horrible situation, which only added to my hopelessness and made me want to die, which made me think of suicide, which I knew I couldn't commit. (...and around and around we go, spiralling deeper into despair.) Thankfully I made it out, and you can too. It won't be easy and it may take some time. Try to fantasize about being healthy and happy. Even if right now having a normal life seems impossible and being happy seems like a total fairytale, try to see yourself there. Trust me, every little bit helps. I wish you peace.

[@moistmikutoy9110]

then get a new life O)_(O XXXDDDD

[@danessaflores4075]

i suffer from melancholic depression and social anxiety. thank you for being my hope Ana 🌸

[@chloehart3670]

I've felt like this for 3 years and I know I need help but I can not tell my mother I feel she wouldn't care or try to do SOMTHING and if she did try and help it wouldn't do much or anything

[@chloehart3670]

And my mother doesn't want me on medication

[@AngelDaire]

Same here

[@kyliebishop4891]

same

[@SophieWizel]

I'm getting depressed even more every day and I need help. And I'm scared for my life to tell my parents I feel like they will judge me (I know they are parents and they are supposed to support you no matter what) but like idk. What should I do Ana?❤

[@khas-887]

I've been diagnosed with dysthymia. I never knew about its existence, but I've a bad habit of hiding my feelings away. Some days are okay, but other days I'm just numb and don't care about anything. Ana, you're such an amazing person, inside out and just hearing your voice makes me smile. Thank you for all your videos and great content, take care.

[@nicole-qb2nl]

awh stay alive everyone |-/

[@SabrinaUmstead]

Fren l-/

[@loulesowski]

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[@melaniegutierrez9099]

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[@tsuki7168]

I'm 14 and I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I just wanted to say that I've been watching your videos for a while now and you always make me feel better and give me hope. Thank you.

[@somebunnyyouknow7223]

i have dysthymia too and i'm glad to see how you're using this to connect with others who go through the same things. i don't know anyone in real life with dysthymia...

[@amedeocristiano4181]

me the same. here I am!

[@uchaizpun1575]

you are crazy, i fucking Love how you express yourself maturelly

[@miamello9285]

notification squad where you at?🌻 btw ilysm💖

[@ninjacatextreme3000]

Ayyyy

[@elizabethl.8432]

here💝

[@lyss9322]

hallo

[@queenarianagrandetheangel3783]

🌻

[@carag8245]

aye

[@lyss9]

stay alive fellow sunflowers ❤️🌻 I'm so happy to be a part of such a wonderful community, and if you're going through hard times, you'll make it.

[@inhaledexhaled5460]

We all have depression. It's part of what makes us human. Some have it worse than others, and some may never experience depression at all. A very few 'some' that is. Psychiatrists provide medication as well as talk sessions. Psychologists are not allowed to prescribe meds or diagnose you. For those who need someone, a Psychiatrist is better.

[@mirandabarrett305]

I could fall asleep to her voice any day . She's so calm and peaceful

[@adriennecosta3587]

your septum piercing😍😭 sorry just had to say something positive(:

[@sarahelizabeth6935]

this video explaining it kinda makes me understand my emotional state more. I'm not sure of my exact depression diagnosis, but this gave me some understanding.

[@brittanyposs6637]

I've been facing it for a while now. Right now it is really bad. I just dont know what to do anymore.

[@lyss9322]

find someone who cares and who has your back and spill.

[@brittanyposs6637]

+alyssa Zavattieri I feel like i have no one to talk to.

[@jonathanbrinkley8872]

+brittany poss I felt the same way, but I found a old friend that told me he had depression and had cut himself, so I felt I could open up with him. Me and him both agreed that we needed to hang out more. The point is try to find someone who can share how you feel, you be their shoulder and they be yours.

[@rachelmariecovers]

if you want to talk my Insta is @_rachel.mariee_ stay strong my love

[@alexisettipio5103]

Stay strong, I believe in you!!💞💞

[@franciscaferret4303]

She's just so honest and humble yk

[@michael.omarr.]

Thank you for sharing. I have just come out of drepression, for a couple of weeks ago. I was on that state for a year, and was diagnosed with clinic drepression, and clinic anxiety. The 4 mainly things that help wake up was exercising, some dieting, nofap challenge and cold showers. the last one works like magic, it may be painful but it work. I just started taking cold shower and nofaping on may 1 2017, and the results started to show immediately! Now a finally feel awake, I'm way much better in social interactions (still working on it), I'm finally feelinh interested in the things that I used to be interested with. It's still work in process, I'm still dealing with eating and sleeping​ disorder. but at least I'm socialising and hanging out more! Also I'm performing better at school and on my job! You don't have to really denied what you have, it's that you have to be willing to deal with it. No matter if other people don't have to do the things I just said to feel good. At the we are all different, and you just have to learn to use yourself!

[@stonedstargazing3440]

please definitely make more "ramble" videos about random topics, or videos about your journey. they're very soothing and they just get me to think "damn man.. that is so true." and tbh they're so relatable and just so easy to make someone feel better. luff you Ana ☺️

[@aprilm4882]

Stay Alive |-/

[@fatimxh]

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[@hannahthomson4504]

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[@ImAtYourMumsHouse]

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[@angryflower__]

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[@xglitterandgreasex]

i have dysthymia. i've been diagnosed by a few different mental health professionals throughout my life so it's reassuring to see someone else talk abt it. i hope you're doing okay and finding reasons to smile everyday and things to look forward to. thanks for sharing your journey and your thoughts with us

[@chriscayt7445]

I have major depression, bipolar disorter, psychosis and social anxiety... 👤🔫

[@yeehaw861]

When cats purr are brains release feel-good chemicals so I would suggest petting a cat.

[@mayakrook]

Without going in detail, I truly believe in anyone. I survived so much, including depression. Even if you think you'll never feel better, you will. Keep hope. Stay strong. Every single person in this world is worthy of living. You can do this. 🌼

[@kallmekitty972]

I feel like i have neurotic depression. I'm 13, I've been feeling depressed since I was 11 (2 years). Everything you said in this video felt like you were describing my life. My mom is supposed to get me a Phsyciatrist, but she has ADD and can't ever remember to call the places. I feel like I really should have one and get diagnosed though. I don't know what to do.

[@BFFLOVE4447]

we are basically the exact same omg

[@kallmekitty972]

+Serena Murray lit

[@courtney5003]

+kallmekitty not lit.. wtf

[@kennaswenson8218]

I have Dysthymia. I was only recently diagnosed but I've felt this way since I was really young. I just want to say, thank you for your videos..especially this one. I love the positive and inspirational attitude you showed in this video. Watching your videos have always helped me out.

[@Mossfurr1]

i think i may have some form of depression, i dont cut and i dont get devastated but sometimes i get really sad for no reason and its been happening more recently, i dont know if i need help but i feel like if i ask my grandparents it will get brushed off

[@elainabarton]

hormones

[@tara3140]

+Ela!na Frøm Tøø “Fall Time Direction” Many Fandøms 卌 you shouldn't just brush off a possible mental illness as hormones tbqh ://

[@snopdong197]

+tara w true

[@jeffreysherman8224]

That sounds exactly like what happened to me. During the past few years, out of nowhere I used to get extremely anxious or sad or frustrated very quickly. In a matter of minutes my good mood would sink to the floor and I'd lose all my energy, motivation and focus. I would notice that there was absolutely no reason for this. I wasn't sad about something that happened, nobody had made me upset, and I wasn't actually worried about anything. I just felt TERRIBLE for no reason. ...or so I thought. Every effect has a cause. I saw a video about people called "empaths" and instantly I started to understand myself a little better. I did a little research about them and BAM! My entire life became clear! I found out why I was getting sad/anxious just out of the blue. I also learned that we have the ability to control it. It's a skill that has to be practiced and honed but we can control it. ...and that's only the beginning. 😉

[@dreamstudioxoxo]

you don't have to cut to have a mental illness. If you are feeling this way and it continues you should talk to someone you trust or book a doctors assessment. Mental illness is a terrible thing and can be different in any shape and formqand you can definitely overcome any of this, as well as you are just as valid as people who you think "have it worse". Your feelings are just as valid. There are people who love you a lot. Stay strong!

[@amberwaddell610]

You have such an intelligent and beautiful soul ♡ Your words, your articulation- Your self expression- It's so refreshing to see someone as unapologetically unique as you. Subscribed

[@dxathdontharm4327]

I hate it when my mom asks me if I'm ok. It's hard to answer because I don't know how. Yes? No? Maybe? I know the answer. I just don't know what to say. She asks me every freaking hour. It s been getting annoying. I hate it so much. Having to lie a lot. That's really annoying

[@Lily-pd7km]

Celeste M. She is showing concern and showing that she cares about you. She wants to know whether or not she could try and get you help if it's necessary. If you're not feeling good, tell her. My mom does the same, but I just brush it off and tell her I'm fine, because I don't want to get her too concerned about me. I'm afraid I'll loose some of my freedom and she'll think somethings going on at school, or she'll think I'm hiding something from her, but I think I kinda do need therapy (what she suggested). I just don't want anybody to worry about me, but idk it might be different with you.

[@shiningsoulx503]

You really help me ... what you say about being busy is SO IMPORTANT for me. when im busy and i do stuff i need to do or i should do, i feel so much better. Thanks darling.... Spanish hug xx

[@maxbuss-young4361]

I've been depressed for a while, but I'm still alive I guess :/ I've been going to therapy for a while, but it's not helping at all. It's v hard not to self hard sometimes. You ready inspire me... Idk 💖🌼

[@maxbuss-young4361]

+Samantha Trott thanks💖

[@Duh_Hamburglar]

if you don't like the therapist, you can change! you don't have to stay with them. you're not obligated to stay with that therapist if it's not happened. i've changed therapists many times and i'm doing outpatient right now since i was in a psychiatric hospital 2 weeks ago, so i'm looking but i think i found a good one. she specializes in meditation. definitely helps a lot! so don' give up, you'll find the right one. i believe in you!

[@maxbuss-young4361]

+carlitos4art I probably will... Thanks for believing in me 💖😊

[@femicannell6829]

Listening to you honestly makes me feel a whole lot more calm. You're honestly such an inspiration and I'm so glad I found your channel. Thank you 💕

[@eleni7546]

dysthymia aka neurotic depression aka high functioning depression

[@jenniea3610]

You help me so much. You are one of the main reasons I'm still standing. Thank you so, so much for everything you do

[@CarlsT00]

|-/ the sun will rise and we will try again. Stay alive, stay alive, for me|-/

[@littlebiscuit5301]

ThatEmoKid 2000 :) |-/

[@jadarose0702]

You are a very unique person, don't let this depression take over you because your more than that,I know you'll be ok.

[@thatssobreezy]

Notification squad

[@lyss9322]

aye

[@blankspace1089]

Honesty when you talk about when you selfharmed it makes me feel like less of a selfish person when I self harm

[@bosteegen4327]

your talking makes me feel calm? or safe? its so weird

[@patriciaelizabeth5282]

I started watching you when I was 12. I was diagnosed with depression when I was 13 and your videos always make me feel like I'm not alone. keep it up! 💞

[@AlexHandby]

Fuck..I have these symptoms...

[@gothboithick]

it's not just having the symptoms, it's having them to an extreme extent to the point where it affects major parts of your life (like work, school, relationships, family) and for a long period of time.

[@kristenkerr1137]

AlexHandby1550 same

[@bigspice1408]

Me too

[@bigspice1408]

I am like her (kindda) i am like really cheerful and like super positive but its because i don't wanna show my depression. So yeah.

[@miniaussie9576]

This video helped me so much, I have severe depression and it's so difficult to overcome but thank you so much for giving me hope again💖

[@Lynn-jj9ez]

you're honestly one of the only people I feel can really understand even if our diagnoses are different, I've watched you for a little over a year and you are the reason I have hope in things getting better, you are proof things get better. Thank you for your kind understanding words they really do help.

[@Mizzpurpleninja1013]

these vibes make this video so amazing. you are truely growing as a person

[@deleted4792]

I've been diagnosed with Major depression. I love your videos. Thank you.

[@pasquoo8914]

...I have ALL of those symptoms... So does my friend... I'm super glad I watched this... well.. now I know what type of depression we have.. thanks.

[@shelleybuu9360]

I love listening to your voice when I lay on my bed and think about life :)

[@LunaSanguine]

I've had mental health issues since I was 9 (now 20). And yes, I'm becoming better but exactly because of that I want to tell you're inspiring and strong. Healing is not an easy thing.

[@patsykiniry3564]

i remember watching this video in 2016 and thinking "hm maybe i can relate to that" and now i have it so that's fun and fresh

[@iluvbluntzb444breakfast]

I'm not diagnosed with any kind of depression but you inspire me to have a more positive outlook on life instead of being grumpy and having a pity party and feeling bad for myself to just stay happy and enjoy life while you can cause once it's gone it's gone and you'll regret being a negative Nancy all the time Thank you so much I can't tell you how much you've helped me become a more open minded person and try to fit in other people's shoes instead of judging them try to help them help them.💝💜💓💖💕

[@stkcrvn]

god, ana, ive been here since you had only 6000 followers and you were in such a bad state, whereas you are so vibrant and full of life right, im so proud of you. you've come so far, i mean, look at you! you can now say ''my illness doesnt define me'' and god I AM JUST. I FEEL LIKE A PROUD MOM. i love you so much

[@Moomoochan._.]

I just cried watching this because i have been going through a very tough patch in my life right now and ive Always been a fan of your channel but seeing the way you have progressed and made your life better really motivated me to just know i have something to look forward to and i do have a future so i just wanna thank you xoxo

[@TaMarAaQ]

You've got the same diagnosis as me! It can really help to know what disorder you have, now you know where it comes from and now you can learn how to cope with it! So proud of you Anna!!!

[@celestesingerton7944]

Thank you so much!! You are my inspiration to live, I've never been diagnosed or gotten professional help, my mom only screamed at me when she found out about my self harm and my dad never addressed the matter, there's not much keeping me going except you... Thanks!!

[@renaruby4616]

ohhhhh man I needed this three years ago 😫 but I'm so happy seeing you talking about such a important and also personal topic . please make more of this videos because here are so many people needing this help and I already feel better listening to you. yesterday I thought I would slowly sink back into depression but you just gave me some hope. 💞 thank you for being with us sunflower family stay strong 🌻

[@marthacc01]

each time i feel like cutting i always come back to your videos because it makes me feel better and it makes me feel like im not the only one dealing with these things so thank you because you help me a lot!!💜💜

[@HoneydewHubby]

These videos help a lot. I can't explain why but it is so amazing and encouraging.

[@hiddenbeauty403]

You are a great inspiration for people with mental illness and people who lost all the hope and inspiration. If we leave our source we will feel lost and helpless. We all have to be connected to our source, to God. May God bless you all♥️ stay strong beautiful girl 💗

[@ces8989]

remembering your last video about depression and seeing how far you've come is so so so inspiring. thank you for sharing these videos with us i know this is going to help so many people

[@moonsawce]

The last two minutes were so full of truth. Ugh Ana you make me so happy.

[@connersmith874]

I have depression and your videos have always helped, thank you Johanna☺️💜 stay strong people! 💕

[@anikaprinsen6075]

Your videos mean so much to me. I'm going through a tough time right now but your videos are inspiring. And I love hearing about your experience with depression because it gives me hope. That there are people, who were fucked up, but now they can be happy.

[@sleepyote]

I love how positive and optimistic you are, I'm going to try to be more positive too.

[@kasiamynarczyk2351]

You help me more than my psychiartist or psychologist and I'm talking seriously... they just make me feel like I was f..... crazy or sth and tbh these appointments only make me feel worse 'cause it's not nice when you tell your psychiatrist you have an eating disorder as well and she says that it's fine because you were fat... Your videos really motivate and help me and I even see a hope now so... yeah I just wanted to say thank you so much and you're such an amazing person

[@RegularOddball]

you've come sososo far from when i started watching you, you really inspire me, watching you grow so much as a person.

[@credera]

Thank you cute Angel. You again helped a lot of people! I could hug you a thousand times for that. George from Switzerland

[@kissofchaos8459]

OMG YES! I never like to lay down to sleep cause I think too hard. Sleeping is like an escape. so helpful

[@autismaunt4075]

your doing GREAT sweetie, you described me to a tee and ive been struggling with selfharm depression and bipolar

[@evangelinea2517]

I'm so incredibly glad you made this video. I've been suffering from neurotic depression since I was 10 (I know, a really young age) and was never really treated for it so it just got to do whatever it wanted. I can relate to literally everything you said in this video and because I've never really encountered anyone with neurotic depression, I always felt as if it "didn't exist". But this video, in a way, really helped me and made me realize to seek help again. Good luck and lots of love!

[@ElizabethGCraziiEly]

Your video really hit home. I never really thought I had any "mental" problems that I needed to seek professional help but thank you for your knowledge on the topic. I agree a diagnosis does not define a person.

[@dreadsyess3118]

you have helped me in so many was just being able to relate to you has been a really good relief for me, and knowing that someone so open about there diagnosis is so powerful to me

[@dinah1999dv]

what you said about looking forward to fun things really helped me ☺

[@julia-dh9vi]

You are such a beautiful soul. You are just incredible. Your words really speak to me. I suffer with self harm and depression but I haven't gone to the doctors about it yet. I'm trying to get better slowly but surely. Your videos really help me think about life. Thank you!

[@wixi4353]

Tbh i love listening to u being so honest and open minded 💙

[@ashleyBaylor24]

I'm literally crying, you literally named everything I'm going through. In all honesty I'm still in a bad place right now, and I feel so lonely. I never felt so alone before until recently.

[@zoejackson1766]

you always make my mood better i love watching you, I'd watch you all day if i hadn't already seen every single one of your videos

[@helenaalice1274]

I suffer with clinical depression and anxiety, I'm doing ok but it truly is a day by day battle. Sometimes an hour by hour thing. To help combat the low moods I make sure to do things that really matter to me. I celebrate the mini successes instead so my mind is put off from worrying about never accomplishing anything. I make my bed and open my curtains, I wear an outfit I love. I have found by having these little positive moments, in my darkest times I find it easier to rationalise the down thoughts :) hope this helps and I loved the video 💕

[@colony4795]

You are my role model. You give me so much hope sometimes when no one else wants to. Thank you so much.

[@Jicyyy]

Thank you for everything Ana you give me so much hope, you make me feel like I can be myself all the time. anytime I'm feeling down or sad I watch ur videos to remind myself to keep going just idk how to word this because I'm just so happy right now but thank you so much for guiding me in direction to get better thanks to you I'm strong enough to start college tomorrow and ik this sounds cheesy as fuck but all this is true and it's mainly because of you so thank you so so so so so so so so much I love you more than you'll ever know ❤️

[@KrystiLoves2Laf]

You have come so far Anna. I would love to hear the other diagnosis. I love how you said "sexually used." I've never been able to figure out how to put what happened to me and that is perfect. Thank you for being open :) love you.

[@trinityknight6914]

i recently got a referal to a phycotherapist. ive been diagnosed with major depression and was put on zoloft to control it wich isnt working for me. i also was diagnosed with depersonalization and derealization disorder wich was caused by a bad trip on acid at a festival that i went to this summer. depersonalization and realization is honestly the scarest thing ive ever gone thro. ur videos really do help me out with shit i go thro and it shows that im not an outcast for having a mental disorder and its not weird. i love your videos so much. they have helped me thro my lowest lows. i love ur awesome spirt and vibes. always stay posative and keep ur head up 😘

[@localjiminwon8765]

I could watch and listen to you all day , you always make me feel better even when I don't feel okay. I've been watching your videos for almost two years now and you're amazing and idk I just feel okay when I do see your videos . thank you for existing still. ily ✨💖