NEW: tattoo, books & mental breakdowns

[@jenniferetp]

I miss watching new videos. These old ones give me comfort. I hope you feel better and better each day.

[@ameliaporter98]

No joke, I play most of my “Watch Later” list at 1.5x speed because I have a lot of new videos to watch all the time 😅 but I ONLY play yours at normal speed to make the most of every video creation of yours 🥰 thank you for sharing your life with us x

[@allisonpaiges]

this is such a compliment omg :,)

[@dorotamakarzec5491]

@@allisonpaiges but also you talk in machine gun speed soooo :P

[@agniguha3002]

You're my soulmate. I've videos on watch later from 2021 but I've nothing pending from Allison's because of how cozy and required her videos feel to my life!

[@Laurapoet33]

Oh my god Ally I GASPED when you held up the Wind in the Willows! You are in for the most charming, heartwarming, slow, cozy children's classic you could imagine!!! I hope you enjoy it!!

[@autisticbucky]

i just found your channel and i am so so so glad i did. as a fellow autistic chronically ill person it’s so nice to find people with common life experiences and your videos are absolutely wonderful! thank you so much for sharing with us 💖

[@NeonFrills]

All of your videos (this one in particular) 10 outta 10. I was dying laughing at the tattoo story. Also that Lizzie McGuire shirt is ICONIC

[@caroldedeurwaerder2660]

You had me laughing during your tattoo experience. My late husband always said, "You know you married a good woman when she has a good sense of humor about gas." He would follow up with, "I married a great woman." ❤ We love you & you're amazing!

[@emmasammut7332]

Nothing hits like an Ally vlog. Pure comfort love it

[@abreckenfridge]

The Wind in the Willows is EXACTLY your alley! I grew up watching the TV movie at my grandparents house 😊 hope you get to it soon because I’d love to see your thoughts on it!

[@ujpham]

"if I go used book store shopping and then hit the gym that all of my problems would be solved" why is this also me

[@c0ldpizz4]

i have autism too! have been working with the Open University! i struggled with school attendance but LOVED learning so i get you - it’s not my first choice degree but it helps me to feel a little more accomplish!! I’m sure you’ve checked it out but it has been a good option for me! love you loads and i’m sure you’ll figure out your path soon x

[@uri65]

okay everyone, honk if u love IBS!!! (A wonderful burst of serotonin in the form of a new allisonpaiges video!! Thank u for sharing Ally!!

[@briaelle]

Migraines are the worse!!! And I hate when I’m enjoying my life and then BAM! No vision, vertigo, and migraine. I hope you’re feeling better now, I always love watching you vids on a Sunday, such a vibe!

[@allisonpaiges]

truly!!! just trying to live laugh AND love out here

[@ReallyWatson]

I’m amazed you haven’t come across wind in the willows before now, but I think it’s quite a British classic so not that strange really 😅 Hope you enjoy it! Thank you so much for your videos, they help me so much!

[@skullray3319]

This woman is one of the most inspiring people here on booktube 🖤✨ I appreciate you so much!

[@prplrhinomilk]

A Purple Heart 💜 for your bravery in the kimchi war 🥰

[@allisonpaiges]

:,) thank you so much

[@ratgirl107]

So happy to have you back ❤

[@catissan]

Happy you came back! I hope you doing better now. :)

[@elizabethgranger21]

my dad grew up with the wind in the willows - it's a british classic! he passed it on to me and my sister and it's so adorable. I hope you love it!

[@priscillacosta1307]

Yay to you coming back, yay to Brazilian coffee (as a Brazilian, I can confirm it is the best 😁), yay to this amazing vlog, yay to you inspiring me to overcome my ridiculous prejudice about self-help books as if they are all the same. Thank you for being you and brightening up my Sundays!

[@ChloeTheePayne]

OMIGOODNESS so cool to see the brene brown appreciation!!! her TED Talks are also fabulous, and it's been years but back in the very much depression days i was also very comforted and encouraged by her book Daring Greatly.

[@allisonpaiges]

omg her TED TALKS i’ll have to check them out!

[@berrelleza151210]

Love this kind of videos!!! 💕 Seeing someone struggle with life but still thriving! Makes me feel like I am not alone and give me hope 💕💕

[@_feral_streep_]

A little commotion for the chaiiirrr once again!

[@glassmarbles1]

Ally, you are absolutely the most consistently joyful part of my Sundays. Thank you for your videos!

[@ballroomred]

Love you, Allie ❤ Another self help book I HIGHLY recommend is How to Keep House While Drowning. Even if cleaning isn’t something you struggle with, I think the mindset she teaches can be applied to many aspects of life.

[@underhypedandoverrated]

I just read a room of one’s own and found it quite good! Especially for having been published a century ago. I’m gonna be honest, I read it a little fast so I’ve forgotten the finer details, but the overarching themes were very interesting and concerningly relatable to the modern day, I hope you enjoy it too!

[@tabbysilberman7446]

i have the little prince in the same edition as that woolf and i adore it also so happy to see the wind in the willows here! to me it's like frog and toad for slightly older readers and with more chaos. it's so fun :)

[@Namesa1313]

I’ve taken a bit of a break from KZbin for the past few months and now, 7 minutes into this video, I can’t believe I have allowed myself to be deprived of such joy for so long. Thank you for the giggles.

[@beccyfrost7275]

The Wind in the Willows is one of my favourite children's' classic books, so wholesome and cozy. I hope you love it!

[@meekelareads]

we love the chair - we stan the chair it's journey home though seemed wild

[@meekelareads]

OMGGGG MOTH STERNUM TATTOO I LOVE IT SO MUCH - i must message you about this

[@meekelareads]

eternally jealous of your used book stores - so much variety!

[@meekelareads]

fish denim shirt - if you ever wanna shirt swappppp 👀

[@RoseEvans01]

the goose mug is truly a spectacular vessel

[@srabine4435]

so shocked you hadn't heard of the Wind in the Willows but so excited for you to experience it!

[@crawfishpi]

Oh my god, I haven't thought about The Wind in the Willows in like 2 decades. Core memory unlocked!

[@GraceClift]

love ur new love for starting meditation!! i have been using headspace on and off since 2016 and it is so nice to have a moment to take a BREATH. it doesn't fix everything but it is a wonderful small skill to have in ur pocket for emergencies, hope you find as much joy in it as i have

[@zozobop]

your videos really help me a lot when i'm down, i'm so grateful for you 💖

[@louisemacdonald5585]

6:03 Yes I have different head problems to go along with my IBS but mine are anxiety and depression shaped - lucky us! 😅😂

[@xxlobke]

Happy to have you back! 🌸

[@thediaryofayounggirl605]

Omg I LOVE The Wind in the Willows. ❤ it is so sweet. I hope you enjoy it.

[@fraffee]

the kimchi and tattoo one could be a great villain origin story 🤣😭

[@bethw3573]

Turning this on so I can survive the mind numbing work I have to do for the next 20 minutes, Ally is such a calming presence!

[@EndoLP]

Springtime 2023 WILL be the season we banish Big Storm Comin' Lady back to the SHADOW REALM

[@zoebeaton1924]

These videos are always a special treat for me. I savior these and wait for the right time during the week when I get to be cozy and drink from my Kermit mug

[@Anna-us7gw]

Your videos are everything I need in life 😌 thank you for being you, so wholesome, so genuine!

[@ChannelAlexis]

Thank you I needed this.

[@kgage11]

I've lived with migraine for years but I'm in a particularly bad flare at the moment with an attack most days. It is so soothing and reassuring to me to see you living your best cosy life around migraine. Your vlogs are my fave ❤️

[@whylal]

I really enjoy Brené Brown's Work! Daring Greatly is one of the few books that made its way to my university city so that I could have it on hand, because it goes over lessons that I dearly need to learn.

[@ACupofNicole]

Omgomg can’t believe you’ve never read the wind in the willows it’s so up your alley you’re gonna love it!

[@kirstinangus5926]

I just discovered your channel and I love it so much! Your vlogs are so funny and I enjoy your book reviews! I wanted to share that I was late diagnosed autism too, and the things you say about higher education are the exact struggles I've been going through, almost word-for-word the same thoughts. More than anything, it's like you say, it just feels like it's difficult to find a place that'll give you a real chance, because it's not for lack of passion in the subject or education, just the opportunity to learn, and I hope that knowing there are others out there going through the same thing makes you feel less alone in that, as your video has done for me

[@parkerrose3590]

I feel awful too! I threw up 3 times last night. Had back pain and a runny nose. I just had organic butternut squash soup with cinnamon and crackers. Now i have a headache!!!

[@RudyJP]

Great chair! Most of my furniture was passed down from my mom or thrifted. I love the idea of reusing items for as long as possible, to decrease landfill waste.

[@piixeltune]

omg the wind in the willows was my fav growing up! there used to be a cartoon on PBS i think? very cute

[@francescakyanda9182]

midterms season in college is upon me and there's a lot of things to do and process and I've been feeling very overwhelmed, which is why I protect my "sit and watch the new video" Sunday routine SO much (also my new sweater arrived and it's got DUCKS on it)

[@sarahmaryja9762]

This video itself felt like a cup of something warm and cozy 🧡☕️ I had a really scary big exam this week and now that it's over I'm trying to gather myself again, and I love how your videos remind me to be kind and gentle with myself. And your thoughts on the gifts of imperfection are just what i needed to decide to pick it up. Thank you Alli 💕

[@ellenthompson3157]

"crank the cozy up to 11" *turns up the heater**makes a cup of tea**lights a candle* yes ma'am

[@djunaskye6220]

I'M SCREAMING the Hannah Montana sounds 😭 I just finished re-watching the last season

[@Ms.SpookyNerd]

Great vlog I recovered from a 3 day cold last week.📚☕❄️

[@farbaby7624]

AAAaa you're gonna love the wind in the willows!!! so happy for you to get to experience it for the first time, it was a childhood favorite of mine

[@laurynw.5864]

Ally, I feel like with your affinity for books with older characters you would appreciate The Faster I Walk, The Smaller I Am by Kjersti Skomsvold, which I described to my boss as "existential silliness" which feels up your alley haha

[@speaking_bookish]

I am so shocked you’ve never heard of the wind in the willows. I actually attempted to read that book about a year ago because one of my best friends collects all the editions he can find and absolutely loves it but I had a really hard time making progress. I’ve promised myself I’d try again some day. I’m interested to see what you end up thinking of it!

[@meuhrows]

Happy to have you back and glad that you were able to take time for yourself! I cheered aloud when i saw the thrift wins! We love a good win after a hard day!! ❤

[@djunaskye6220]

Lizzie McGuire!! Recently binged the whole show and then the movie.

[@totoLP100]

So happy to see you! Hope you're doing well 💖

[@poppyev8188]

Your videos are such a joy to watch after a hard week (except when you are upset 😢, you are so amazing!!!)❤❤❤

[@jessicatrisch]

Today is my birthday and a 30 minutes vlog of you is the best bday gift

[@allisonpaiges]

happy birthday! 🎈

[@juliaamiri7689]

the long video this week was so nice! watching you makes me want to put my own addictive rectangle down and do things for myself. as someone waiting on college decisions, hearing you talk about school and gratitude no matter what was reassuring. i hope your next few weeks are better than the last ones.

[@allisonpaiges]

sending you all the strength and good luck for your college results, julia! ✨

[@SynsBookNook]

That fish embroidery on the denim shirt, so good! ☺️🐟

[@allisonpaiges]

SO. GOOD.

[@elifyavuz8308]

I have put down Babel, I am readyyyyy!!!

[@charlie8631]

I cannot believe you've never heard of wind in the willows!! I would have bet actual money on that being an ally favourite :D several years ago there was an exhibition in the story museum in oxford where they recreated rooms from famous childrens books and one of the ones they did was badgers room, I remember it being just the cosiest cutset thing ever 🥺

[@nellien4802]

I recently had someone tell me that I could just look up course syllabus' online and read/do everything myself and it kinda blew my mind, so I hope it helps you too! (I've been learning about ~science~)

[@patrycjaamw]

Your new tattoo looks amazing! Thank you for reviewing "The Gifts of Imperfection" , I was curious about it and will definetely pick it up - spring seems like particularly good time to read a self help book. Your vlogs are lovely and bring me so much joy ❤(although "honey you have a big storm coming" is always making me anxious haha)

[@GhostsOfThings]

i love adding noodles to my miso soup! i'm just a sucker for a good noodle. i usually go with soba but i like the idea of udon. might try that next time. happy to have you back and glad you're feeling better 🥰🥰i know what you mean about school, if i was wealthy the two things i would do for myself is travel and go to school just for fun.

[@ILoveJahangeer]

Loved, loved, loved the video, as always! Love you loads, Alli’! ❤️

[@megdrummond-wilson824]

I hope you enjoy wind in the willows, it was a favourite of my childhood!!

[@annac9534]

I have that EXACT green chair + plus ottoman from IKEA. I bought it about 2 years ago and it was not that expensive back then. Is this inflation?! I’m stunned.

[@hslotfan]

HAVING ENRICHMENT TIME IN MY ENCLOSURE EATING APPY SLICES WITH PEANUT BUTTER WATCHING THIS VIDEO I JIST GOT HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL BUT THE INTRO ALWAYS GIVES ME A SEROTONIN DANCE BREAK 🕺🏻🕺🏻 i also had a terrible week i missed you and am so glad you’re back !!!!

[@katdance2106]

I love your videos so much. I especially love your honesty in them and also the music you choose. I mean animal crossing, sims, the wii. You’re killing it girl! 😆💗

[@abbystinar6598]

I was this close to recommending Braiding Sweetgrass when I remembered I got the recommendation from your videos!

[@hera8278]

gahhh your videos make sundays my favorite days ♥️♥️♥️

[@skyenicodemus1156]

I will never stop loving these videos, and how happy they make me feel to watch 😂❤

[@Fiona_Co]

Omg I forgot about Wind in the Willows! I read it when I was younger but it’s been so long! I hope you love it!

[@Fiona_Co]

ALSO your tattoo story was wildly relatable I am so sorry 😂😂 your tattoo looks SUPER BADASS GORGEOUS AWESOME though!! 💖

[@MaBelleIndifference]

I randomly picked up a Margaret Drabble book at the thrift store, The Pure Gold Baby. Her writing seems really interesting!

[@rachheell123]

I was in a kinda similar situation where I didn't finish my bachelor's cause I picked a private college and it was just too expensive for me to finish. I struggle with getting overwhelmed and anxiety in general, so it took me a long time to get back into college and finish my degree, I finally finished it last spring. I am happy I graduated cause it was a goal I had for such a long time, and I also love learning and school in general like you, but with the economy being sucky it hasn't really improved my quality of life at all. I guess this is just me saying a degree isn't everything, but I totally understand why you want one and I hope you are able to achieve your goal soon :)

[@xAlyestelle]

Thank you for all your wonderfull video's and for all the efford and love You put into them, they make me very happy ☺️ also thank you for sharing your struggles, even though of course we all want to see you happy, it makes your video's so honest. I suffer from migraine's a lot and People always judge me and say i should Just take some ibubrofen or something. Because of your video's i feel a bit less alone ❤️

[@Olusik514]

I just… Thank you for this video 🥺😭❤️ I feel The things about education, studies. I send you big hug from Poland.

[@Jocelyn-io9is]

My day which is going to be filled with tons of uni homework has now vastly improved

[@oliviadrury4851]

Hope you’re feeling better lovely! You have certainly brightened my day 🍄

[@JimenaBlack]

Your videos light me up ✨

[@laid-backbun1658]

Your story time intro had me dying of laughter. Made my day. 🤣♥️🙏

[@sierrareed11]

Sending love and thank you for the lovely videos!!!!!!!! ❤️❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@robyn3943]

I've had such a rough week so this video after my first class this year was such a treat

[@aydaybaynay]

This is such a fun video! I highly (HIGHLY) recommend Braving the Wilderness and Daring Greatly by Brene Brown. Her books get better and better the more she learns. Gifts of Imperfection was her first book.

[@hylylgmn]

i don’t normally recommend self-help books but when you mentioned doing quizzes and homework with Daring Greatly it reminded me so much of Super You by Emily V Gordon! she’s a former therapist with chronic illness (her and kumail nanjiani’s relationship is the basis for the movie The Big Sick if you’ve seen it) aaaand i just love her. such a great book imo

[@allisonpaiges]

omg i love that movie i had no idea she had a book!

[@chlowilly]

hey! the french tacos here are divine 😤

[@azu_rikka]

I read the book "Tazmamart" by A. Binebine, also about Moroccan military prison - it makes you want to gag. It's not for the faint-hearted, so just be careful with "Punishment". I am currently reading " to the lighthouse," and I wish my copy were as beautiful as yours ❤!

[@allisonpaiges]

i actually really appreciate the warning! thank you 💛

[@clarag0373]

I absolutely adore you ally, thank you so much for making such comforting videos ❤ the start of my week is always extra tough, but this is exactly what I needed to get me moving this morning

[@elisehartmann6751]

thank you ally for always making me smile even on my bad days. also for the amazing book recommendations

[@roots_and_ruin]

So excited for you to read The Wind in The Willows! Its so fun and pure and the way it discusses changes in season is beautiful. Its a very cosy, warming read :)

[@marireadsbks]

happy happy to have you back ally💕

[@PressPlayChey]

always happy to see you, welcome back!

[@Hillary429]

We made it back before the coffee got cold!!! 😉

[@nadaamr2779]

Welcome back ❤