Nicholas Irving on Losing Faith in God, Seeing Fellow Soldiers Kill Themselves (Part 15)

[@MafiosoStyle1340]

I didn’t think anyone on here could do a better interview than Vlad but you get a standing ovation for this interview. Truly great interview.

[@hamiltonbrown9591]

Most people do a better interview then Vlad. VLad somehow always makes the video about himself. I know more about Vlad at the end of his interviews then about who he interviews. Lol

[@fbi10]

@@hamiltonbrown9591 why do u keep watching ?

[@hunnidgrand3348]

🧢 Vlad would try an tell this man his on story an be talking for the whole 3-4 mins like he was there 💀🤡😂😂

[@gamingbydavidd]

@@fbi10 because you have to watch something in order to know the context. Luckily real demolitionranch fans know who this guy is already

[@hamiltonbrown9591]

@@fbi10 Why not keep watching? It’s entertainment. I’m not so up tight that just because Vlad talks to much about himself that I can’t or won’t watch it. I still want to hear what the guest is trying to say before Vlad starts talking about himself. Which will and always happens. It’s not a all or nothing situation.

[@BreezeDaDon]

Fellow Rastafarian here. Much respect to you 👏🏽! We don't choose violence unless absolutely necessary. Such as defending ourselves and our families. Your the definition of growth my brother. Again, Much respect 🙏🏽

[@thicky]

Wel firstly Rastas don’t join Babylon military. 😅 but I guess cause he decided to worship haile selassie as god after then he gets a pass. That Rasta thing is bananas

[@nkosiedwards3796]

@@thicky every religion can be considered bananas. But disrespecting someones belief is not the way we move forward.

[@jferg8956]

@@thicky killing and war are against everyone’s religion tho? Who are you to say what stops someone from being able to be in a religion

[@mateoinmotion]

​@@thickyhe did it after

[@shabazz6682]

@@thicky Pay attention to the timeline and the chronological order of the story. He is now a Rasta after leaving the military… 🤦🏾‍♂️

[@pae242002]

This interview cuts deep. Very thought provoking. Nicholas is on another level!💯

[@GIJake-oo9ir]

To all my fellow Veterans out there keep your head up. It's going to be okay.

[@gamingwithbrookbarnes9093]

You too, bro we gonna be all right💪🏾

[@firstlast8258]

@@gamingwithbrookbarnes9093 speak for yourself 🤓🖕

[@kamrynmccormack3464]

I’m not a vet but I’ve had traumatic experiences similar but not as harsh as y’all’s but I pray for peace and stability of the mind for both of you guys and that the weight of watt y’all both deal with won’t crush you but that u can lift it and throw it far away.Y’all are awesome dawg real chit!

[@toddianuzzi9296]

You too bro

[@20jsmooth]

We got this bro 💪🏾💪🏾.. that suicide talk hit different to us.. tho I can’t see myself ever thinking of doing that but we understand…

[@Exposingthe]

This is one of the best interviews in the history of vlad. Salute to that brother Nicolas and his family. I hope god continues to bless him with peace.

[@firstlast8258]

Hope is not a plan

[@ExecutionMods]

@@firstlast8258 There are things out of human control which is why hope and faith are necessary.

[@firstlast8258]

@@ExecutionMods 🤓

[@illuminatikillah]

Rooting for a Mass murderer

[@Polo22546]

Facts!

[@Michael.Miles1]

Before becoming a parent we all fear death. After becoming a parent we don't fear death, we fear that we die before we can make sure that our children will be ok after we are gone..... If you ever have a parent, grand parent or loved one in hospice or are shortly getting ready to pass the best gift you can give them is to tell them that you will be ok. ✌🏾✌🏾

[@RikiRouseScott]

Facts!!

[@monstermonium1693]

Facts!

[@BG-qx2st]

This hits different as a parent

[@edgar_leon1790]

Damm my baby girl just turned 5 months and i definitely relate

[@juliusrandle2733]

​@teyaet8377so does Thor 🙏

[@brittanyhunter3331]

His perspective on life and death really brings me comfort with my dads death imminent. Thank you for that

[@ZKTillThaWorldBlow781]

May he have a peaceful transition.

[@glwake]

I lost mine a few months ago Wish you the best Wish the best for him also

[@xavierclayton9990]

God said hold my beer.

[@jinkazuya22]

Hang in there!!

[@icepickslim03]

The energy transfer part brought me comfort as well. He’s right energy never dies 😊

[@Jalen1820]

Finally someone could talk for like 30 secs straight without being interrupted or corrected.

[@MrGrundle123]

Wow this guy is extremely wise

[@YoungYahtz94]

This might be one of the best VladTV interviews in awhile honestly

[@johndough8566]

This one interview I look forward to every morning can’t wait till the whole thing comes out I’m definitely watching it again

[@onlyfacts3502]

Heard stories about this guy when I was in the Marine Corps. I wish this man, and his family the absolute best.

[@anthonydesimone1608]

Prez is killing this interview!!!! One of the best interviews in awhile!!!

[@vrapnyc]

Dont ever lose faith! God Bless you brother

[@jazzysosweet5133]

He is already a legend and doesn't even know it. Love you guys and the growth of the family. It took much chaos to create much peace. So proud of you!!!

[@coarnellius]

Have Faith & Believe ♾🙏🏾

[@Thepastor272]

Dam rip to the soldiers who lost there life’s fighting for our country 🙏🙏🙏🙏😢😢😢

[@nunyabinness3574]

Damn their lives

[@colinpeasant5904]

Real brother stuff here. Almost every word in exact order is how I feel/ felt/ and view. Faith all of our seeds are better than we are.

[@JavierGarcia-hd7xm]

That’s a powerful message, the bond you create with your guys in combat is very difficult to set aside. It’s one thing caring for someone, another thing is caring for someone that’s willing to kill and give their lives for you. Seeing them die or taking their lives it’s gut wrenching. Been there, hard pill to swallow for sure and the only thing you can do i ls hoping to see them on the other side.

[@barryblu_space-bar3x]

What a man and role model for any young man. Lets do more of these. Not just rappers n BS

[@ted__ryan]

Right, like The Game 😂

[@jeremiahfreitag5242]

This is hands down the most interesting interview I've ever seen. Let alone on Vlad

[@Real_Richmond_510]

Bro the reaper has always been a solid brotha, happy to see him getting a platform to speak on. He deserves it.

[@jamesedwards6269]

This man has some serious perspective. Never heard life presented that way it was very enlightening.

[@Nu_Doom]

I felt the same way after my daughter was born. All I ask is to be here long enough to guide her the right way. Give her the heads up in life. Death is certain. I just ask for enough time with my daughter.

[@fabolousjada5070]

Same thing

[@DocHalliday]

Well said, and I wish the same, for enough time to guide my kids into an independent, productive adulthood.

[@kingdavidsama2865]

Damn your words touched my heart

[@kennethfrancis6209]

Well spoke, my daughters 12 finna be 13, exact same feeling

[@A_Dubb618]

This is the best Vlad interview I have ever seen

[@WoAntonio]

EVERYONES HIGHER POWER EXISTS!! You’re not wrong for WHO you believe in, you are RIGHT FOR BELIEVING!!

[@OriginalGacole]

lmao

[@nsp932]

Are you tho?

[@WoAntonio]

@@nsp932 yes, even if you don’t believe. You’re not wrong or bad!! Everyone’s belief or lack of is OK

[@jeremyblackwater439]

@@WoAntoniotrue.

[@kutthroat2735]

There’s only one god. As long as you don’t apply partners to him, don’t say he’s like us as in human with human characteristics. It’s fine. He’s all knowing, all powerful.

[@_therealjaybanks]

I love how he said those good questions. Prolly never been asked that!

[@manuelbekor204]

This is the best interview I’ve ever seen

[@Kizy71]

Peace and Blessings for your family!

[@bobjames5264]

2:50 - “Energy can neither be destroyed nor created, only transferred.” DEEP!!! 👏🏼

[@novelaego2404]

this is a common saying

[@shannonlawrence2829]

Man I feel your brother. Lord knows I feel your pain bro. It took me a long time to cope with what we did over there

[@Quesoverga]

I 1000% agree with this! Your state of being sends you where you are going.

[@DRDANK-rk9pj]

Not many will notice when he said "watched alot of bad... my guys die" very strong willpower and awareness of what is being said. Or consideration of how it may be perceived by on lookers

[@MrOisJustLiving]

His story deserves a movie

[@azure8696]

Thank you for your service 🫡🇺🇲

[@jebarlee8920]

Standing Ovation Best Vlad Interview Ever !!!

[@R4tchetrockst4r]

This interview so fucking good bruh. I just wanna keep hearing this man story

[@Shilo_Primetime1010]

Bros got hella shit everywhere else on KZbin

[@robertgray320]

Most of us as civilians will never understand how much "war" and seeing how death affects someone and how it is tied to suicide. I remember speaking to my late father in law about his time in the Vietnam war and how one of his fellow soldiers blew his brains out in front of him. He talked about the sleepless nights and nightmares he had......................it took him years to get over that so that he could sleep peacefully. Even in his old age he still had guns stashed in secret places all over his house just in case he needed to put somebody down...................I guess it was just the soldier in him that always had to be prepared.

[@bigfebreeze_xyt3082]

It’s the constant fear of being a victim or helpless.. you only act like that when you’ve felt that way before and never want to again, Ik from personal experience

[@chuckmcnair7938]

Dude is solid!!! 👊🏻👍🏻💪🏻. Thanks brother!

[@barryblu_space-bar3x]

Top notch interview ......good job Shawn

[@tritiumeye]

This is one of the best interviews ever

[@SoloVision42]

Man this dude been here is the truth!!!!!

[@DrasticMeasuresSos]

Best interview Inspirational 🔥🔥🔥

[@Skatehubtvclub]

Drop the whole damn interview already !!!

[@chadsmith8042]

Yes Ras! Blessings and Give Thanks for your life and service! Bless up the family!

[@spinningbackkick6021]

😮😮He’s a Buffalo soldier.

[@professionaltrollkilla5965]

A higher power 💯

[@Hybtaz]

I can relate somewhat I lost a lot of my friends to the warzone in the streets and lost my faith in god but now I found my way back ❤️

[@challenger39z65]

Brother u did a good job on this interview.

[@davidjohnson-iw6vj]

Thank you Vlad for this interview, we all needed this interview. This is the best interview that I have ever seen hands down. Dude is on another level, his views about life, death and religion is very interesting. This guy need a movie. This is a powerful interview. I be looking forward to this interview everyday, I know it has to end but I don't want it to.

[@saihemebillings2820]

He’s got some good books on amazon, Reaper.

[@PoeticJ21]

Definitely a great interview.

[@j.j.5844]

Best interview ever. Especially with these questions

[@tyvieb7370]

Best interview I’ve seen on here

[@Mr6502fast]

Vlad this was one of the best conversations you have had on your platform. I’m cool on the rappers , keep doing shit like this

[@cristobal9677]

So GLAD VLAD DID NOT DO THIS INTERVIEW, PROPS TO THE HOST FOR ALLOWING THIS YOUNG HEROE TO TALK

[@rellchapo7455]

Vlad slept on dude this a real interview..

[@ehlander2954]

Im glad he did honestly , no hate just my preference in this case

[@101elelky]

No vlad just doesn’t have interest in personally doing interviews that isn’t the glorification of thug culture and violence….

[@rellchapo7455]

@@101elelky lol may be right

[@TheUrthChild]

Without ever meeting this man i came to the same exact realization a long time ago. Truth is truth. Energy never is destroyed it only transfers and we all have energy.

[@MF-Rell]

Rastafari. I haven't ✂️ my hair in a long time. My kids' hair hasn't been cut either since birth. I visited the motherland Jamaica, and it was a highly spiritual event. It's not all the glitz and glamor but to see black people living below our means here in the States and seeing everyone smiling and enjoying life hit differently. The food is amazing and so clean that when I got back, I had stomach issues getting back accustomed to food in the States. It's a place that everyone needs to experience at least once in their lives. 🤝🏾💯🇯🇲

[@Jr-42011]

The motherland is Ethiopia but Jamaica is a great place to be at.

[@ted__ryan]

🔴🟡🟢

[@palmman9496]

man this is the best interview vladtvs ever done

[@4everykingacrownent]

Thank my guy for sharing these incredible stories..a prospective that is so vivid and necessary. Takes alot of courage to do what he did in the field and in these interviews..💪🏿⚔️👨🏿‍🎓💯

[@comments.cuestionsandconcerns]

i can relate to this video tremendously as a combat vet. WOW.

[@LDEPOE]

Damn you never know who you relate to till it’s shown 🖖🏾🙏🏾

[@xavierclayton9990]

Ok.

[@kingburr5842]

Amazing journalism. I could go on for days with details. Keep up the great questions and follow thrus

[@DevDude1017]

So glad you found peace brother

[@truegamer2819]

man this interview was pretty deep

[@Sshaa11]

Hello From F.W.I 🇨🇵🇸🇽❤️ My uncle was a rasta and he use to say that he dont believe in death and if one day he die he's not he just going back to the creator. And I remember when he died while I was cryin I felt somthing like he was telling me while laughin "why u cryin I'm not dead I just went back home" .

[@WaveLordLuis]

This is the episode I needed

[@kneishaneefrancois]

see this why one should honor them parents these people loved us most regardless of them actions

[@mofro7652]

This guy made a better interview than any famous person

[@oliverticalstudios]

Powerful video. God bless this man’s soul. 🙏🏿

[@Hummdulala]

This is the best interviewer !!

[@loyaltee6919]

Everything is mental...‼️🎯

[@uptowndadeboi7925]

Bruh on point with the Questions

[@willlpowerful]

bout to listen to this whole thing again after the full drops, respect to this man.

[@PantherParty84]

Respect to this brother

[@jasonpalmer4875]

He is truly a blessing, God is in him regardless of anything he been through

[@drdranktx7135]

I thoroughly enjoyed this interview can’t see it in its entirety

[@miguelcummingscunningham8006]

This man is amazing 👏🏾 🙌🏾

[@kgizzle92]

This is a man who has been stared at by the devil and stared back…he’s been to hell…and he’s emerged…the demons are still pulling on him…but he’s fighting them off! I have a lot of vets in my family and I know more…I’m glad he’s okay!

[@KillaBoyZooted]

Vlad definitely need to have more military guys on here. Bro your channel would multiply

[@jf7183]

Let’s not glorify the mission please

[@KillaBoyZooted]

Not glorifying it. Just most Americans are oblivious to how good they have it state side. They need to hear therese stories rather than ex mob guys

[@jf7183]

@@KillaBoyZooted we don’t need the slaughters to do that. Watch a feed the children commercial that’s more than eight to make you appreciative. If it isn’t nothing will.

[@KillaBoyZooted]

Don't need a commercial, I can walk outside to see that. I'm in New Orleans. It's allot of young kids out here at war with themselves. So the continuation of watching organized crime bosses telling their story or watching real American heros tell there story.......

[@adovine8623]

Great interview something new. What a honorable man

[@NayanKeyz]

Pantheism and the first law of thermodynamics is my personal theory of God and the afterlife ☝🏽

[@undergroundnba]

AMAZING! INTERVIEW

[@bedward85]

Great interview SP

[@sanandreasX]

This man needs a movie.

[@iggidybabii4039]

This interview cold asf 💯

[@reginaldmccutcheon7372]

Great interview

[@rod_quez9236]

I understand him on this. None of my buddies have died from deployments but mostly because of suicide and other Americans. Shit hurts because when I think they are suppose to leave us they don’t they leave us when I least expect it.

[@jaktil9246]

Why do they kill themselves so much

[@ted__ryan]

​@@jaktil9246ptsd 😢

[@knocktfout5539]

Never lose faith, God is the reason why your still here.

[@1deep803]

It’s easy to lose faith in God. I can at least say this: I’m glad I stopped believing in religion, church, and the bible that was created by a slavemaster

[@knocktfout5539]

@@1deep803 I believe in the higher power. Until you can explain how all this was created I'm going to still believe

[@thepeopleschampion2088]

@@knocktfout5539 No it’s not.

[@Mr.NoPrints]

so his training has nothing to do why he still here?

[@firstlast8258]

Never say never

[@mickiemallorie]

This has been the best part...

[@BrazenBuckW]

Nicholas my dawg bruh. Relate to buddy 1000%

[@eddiegarcia7959]

War is a terrible thing!!!!

[@SilverbackTheKing]

Nick is such a true humble class act man frfr been watching him since he first was on demolition ranch and been following him every since keep doing what you doing brother I also had a similar spiritual journey that brought me back to YHWH 🙌🏾 many blessings

[@MrHarris73]

This brother is spittin'...for real.

[@daytonjohn777]

Praise Yah

[@kidperk3347]

I've seen this man before I think on one of those reality vs movie scenes youtube channel.....he has given a great interview and wish nothing but the best for him

[@xavierclayton9990]

Cute.

[@kidperk3347]

@@xavierclayton9990 thanks

[@chrisguevara3828]

Keep the faith Jesus loves you!

[@marlonmoreta2868]

Respect breden 💯

[@frederickwoods9459]

Same here. Lost faith when my buddy killed himself in Iraq 04. Trying to get back with god now

[@jcoxy1057]

Idk you brother but I love you. Stay strong and god bless your soul ❤

[@NickSwishh]

I love you brother and I’m praying for you, you’re not alone 🤞🏽

[@reggiebarnett12]

I would love to meet this dude one of the best interviews I done watched

[@jebarlee8920]

Good Jawn Right here