Nick Carter - Hurts to Love You

[@mikegrowe9060]

Seeing the home videos is heart breaking.

[@zannelily]

I bet those were words Aaron would have loved to hear while he was alive.

[@SuperNovaGirl90]

I had the honor to meet Aaron, (my childhood crush since I was 8 years) back in 2013. I almost got trampled at his concert in 2013 and he literally stopped the show, had security help look for me, turned on the lights just to find me. I had thankfully escaped the almost trampling by crawling out to the back of the crowd and finding my way to the back of the venue while dry heaving and having a panic attack. It was an awful and scary moment, I literally thought I was going to die! My sister was in tears finally reuniting with me at that concert and Aaron being the sweetheart he is, met us (my sis and I )after the show! He was so kind and followed me on Twitter and just had the most child like spirit about him. May he rest in Paradise, until we all meet again. 🕊🤍

[@ohmygod6792]

I am so deeply touched by your story with AC. ❤❤❤

[@KellyLisicki]

Wow so glad you are ok. I don't think I have ever heard of an artist stopping their show but thank God he did. Gone way too soon RIP Aaron

[@reginabell8418]

I think.nick had a heartfelt relationship with his brother you can tell in this song that he has wtitten vey talented and a good singing voice

[@lifeislife489]

Like it or not, Nick will always carry a piece of Aaron within him. This reason alone is why I hope Nick becomes a part of Aaron's baby boys life. Prince deserves it. Nick is the closest thing in this world that resembles Prince's daddy.

[@bexcathrine8425]

Definitely

[@shawneereck4592]

Let's hope Melenie let's nick and Lauren have something to do with prince if they want

[@vampiredarkhearttrustnoone]

Nick is his uncle and one thing close to Aaron nick the big bro always and forever carter bros for life ❤

[@babydoll787ch]

Definitely i hope nick dose that for both Aaron and his son because prince can get a better understanding of what his daddy was really like on his good days because if there's one person that knows Aaron its his big brother Nick! So Nick please let Aarons son grow up knowing about his daddy. I know Aaron would be so proud of u for doing that. God bless u and all ur family. And Aaron we will true fans will never forget you rest easy hun!❤❤❤

[@lifeislife489]

@@babydoll787ch it doesn't seem like Nick has even made an effort to meet him. It's sad. Maybe he can't because of his wife or maybe Nick is just cold.

[@mrsnicoline]

This is a song for all the people out there who loves someone who is struggling with addiction and mental illness. We feel your pain and love, NIck! ❤

[@scottsullivan7129]

True my brother is in same place as Aaron Carter!!!!!

[@vincentornelas7192]

Amen, God Bless You and no addiction but mental illness but I HAVE NEVER GIVEN UP...... TY MRS.NICOLINE HITS HOME YOU'RE WORDS LIFT ME UP

[@Janwills415]

@juiceboxer100are you mental? You obviously weren’t a fan of Aaron’s… his downward spiral was Instagram lived every day by Aaron himself. It was so sad to watch. His addiction, which led to paranoia, and then the layering of different drugs is what led to his death.

[@rebeckahstephens1433]

@juiceboxer100 wtf?

[@jeaninekoetsier877]

My heart goes out Nick and the family praying for healing on all u guys I know the feeling all 2 well 😞

[@TheBullyMama]

This guy had a phenomenal voice back in the 90's and still does. Such talent.

[@vietnameseprincess3515]

Yes he does. ❤ this song is so beautiful and made me cry😢. May Aaron Carter rest in peace 🙏 and is not in pain anymore. 😢

[@ElaAusDemTal]

It's Autotune, please listen

[@alaana-maree]

@@ElaAusDemTalYou OBVIOUSLY have never heard Nick sing LIVE in person or even on his Live video’s online. He does NOT NEED auto tune. Watch him as the Crocodile on The Masked Singer. HE. BLEW. THEM. AWAY!! No auto tune. Just purely Nick. Cannot WAIT to see him October 4th for his Who I am Tour! #BeenaFanofNickCarterFor30YEARS

[@madirishgirl76]

​@@ElaAusDemTalnick doesn't need auto tune he can sing v high v low in tune you've never heard him live

[@lucienedasilva7512]

​@@vietnameseprincess3515 Esses dias li um comentário de uma menina xingando ele, culpando ele pela morte do irmão, que ele não ligava para o irmão. Mas defender ele e xinguei tanto ela. Só quem é fã dele de verdade sabe que ele amava demais o irmão.

[@aseemakhalil230]

Little Aaron was such a happy child who brought so much happiness to his older brother. A beautiful soul with demons he did NOT deserve and people who didn’t made it easy for him with all the bullying. He was too good for this cruel world. Rest On Aaron.

[@junegri3618]

Querida esse loiro burro nick

[@junegri3618]

Loiro burro

[@junegri3618]

Ele burro

[@junegri3618]

Sem cerebro

[@junegri3618]

Loiro burro

[@mmalan8243]

The carters have been through more than we probably will ever know. Not unlike a lot of us. My heart goes out to them.

[@TonyaMullen-q4y]

I agree

[@liatariwidodo3674]

I feel you nick, my deep condolence to aaron

[@joannansophia]

Nick I was always admired by how much Aaron did love you and look up to you. I was on the Disney cruise when Aaron hosted it and your whole family was there, including yourself. I remember him talking very highly of you and loving his family so much. You were all there together to support him and it was beautiful to watch. Cherish those memories forever of Aaron. Thank you for the beautiful song we can listen to and remember our beautiful memories of Aaron.

[@singerg02]

Oh, God. Nick, my heart is in a million pieces. I don't even have the words to tell you how sorry I am for your loss. So many were praying that Aaron would eventually bounce back from the darkness that consumed his life and I hurt for you both. I'm so terribly, terribly sorry. This is such a beautiful tribute to his memory. 🥺💔

[@roxannelyons3074]

❤❤❤

[@lisaposada1687]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@ietefiet]

❤️❤️❤️

[@syren5674]

💙🦋💙🦋

[@shanvenice6762]

❤❤❤❤

[@poppyjodie1]

Regardless of what happened behind closed doors, this man has lost his brother. These words are ones that weren't able to be spoken aloud face to face. Nick, we love you so much and can only feel half the pain you are right now. No matter what, we will always be behind you

[@Lma894]

Being in the public eye is probably not helping as well. Can’t be easy and a loss like this (any) will be a forever loss esp how it ended. Props to Nick for doing this

[@poppyjodie1]

@@Lma894 exactly that

[@88Meava88]

@@Lma894 no. Exactly that.

[@meghbanerjee4259]

❤❤ this man is just strong beyond words, we are so so proud of him ❤❤

[@lilmissmommy3359]

I feel they both expressed their love for one another even while fighting like when Aaron said prick nick then said I love him lol a love hate relationship that brothers share when dealing w childhood trauma and life outside of that family dynamic...I totally understand my siblings and I do the same crap some followed in the addiction while others didn't alot of shame blame and guilt from all sides... dysfunctional families create alot of trauma and each person reacts differently some finding their way even tho they still deal w angry outbursts while others get lost in the anger sadness and self medicate to try and numb what they havnt learned to deal w yet so sad both were beautiful souls w alot to offer the world but unfortunately we live in a cruel world that loves to tear and break down already broken ppl,living in the spot light opens up the door to unimaginable hate I like ur comment and ur understanding of their relationship and the words that weren't said but felt

[@norilyviterbo8024]

We miss you, Aaron. We love you always & forever 🙏🙏❤️❤️

[@BeMoreAwareGodWatches]

those pictures of Aaron with those big brown eyes when he was a little boy sent me. 😢😢😢

[@jmacjr101]

The simple fact that Nick is just standing there watching a video of himself and Aaron crying is powerful. Nick has been tormented by his own family for years and years. He has always loved Aaron even though Aaron has done some what most would consider unforgivable things to him. I admire you Nick for taking this pain and creating art. What grace you have. I could never. And i just saw on facebook that his "mom" is talking shit about him AND his wife. She again blames Nick for Aaron's addiction even though AARON did this to himself. AARON had the addiction and AARON made his own choices.

[@lisamckee3756]

What’s her fb?

[@rubyslipper6473]

Of course she’s blaming him, she did the same thing when Leslie died.

[@joylabiblances8860]

And it's really breaks my heart. 💔 It makes me cry many times while watching and listening this emotional song of Nick to Aaron. 😭

[@kozmospaces8032]

His mom and whole family is a mess. Aaron was just like her. Watch house of carters.

[@blah_blah_blah_]

They really have tormented him and I give him so much credit for having the strength to walk away form his horrible family members.

[@robertabibire5224]

Is probably the m ost emotional song ever i feel every word of this song 😔

[@patriciaparr5711]

“I always prayed for peace somehow your soul could feel”. That hit me in the gut. Beautiful heartbreaking song.

[@raniaqueen8132]

❤

[@sallywhitesides44]

If I could write a song about losing my brother, this would be it. Thanks Nick!

[@amethystgirl]

Same 🖤🖤

[@ThatSaraGirl]

If only this came out when Aaron was still alive… He just wanted to be and feel loved. Your song is so touching, my dad was an addict and because of drugs, it took him from me back in 2017.

[@tiredofthebs8290]

I'm so, so sorry. Cancer took my Dad. Almost 6yrs and my heart still hurts so much. It was June of 2017 when he passed.

[@tomrocki156]

With one son alive but lost to drugs and another in recovery but struggling, this hit home! So beautiful!

[@TheModernMan92]

Alway's let them know you love them. I have been clean for 3year's, and it took me over a decade to get there, there is alway's hope.

[@lula366]

Listened to it 5 times,and cried every time. Seeing someone you love dearly struggling with addiction is hell. Sending you and your family so much love.

[@oldcatlover]

Hang in there. I lost a daughter in a tragic car/truck accident. You get used to counting your blessings. Among them I count the 28 years I had with my baby girl.

[@emmjensen8816]

My first born has been battling addiction for 13 years.. I have to love him from afar ...Hoping one day he will beat his addictions and I can once again hear his voice. A mother's love is forever ❤️ but also I am at peace knowing that my one day to talk with him may never come.

[@jmacjr101]

I’m so sorry for your trouble. I hope he gets better soon. Hang In there!

[@BrittanysMusicUtube]

We all miss Aaron, some of us never even met him (like myself) and his death hit me hard, can't imagine how his own brother/family feels. It's not easy on anyone when someone we love has struggles that Aaron had. He was a light to this world, and I pray that now Aaron has his peace, and Nick and the family can find theirs too. Miss you, Aaron 🕊

[@amandaeves8028]

Beautiful words. I loved Aaron and it shocked me to the core when he passed. Forever rest sweet beauty 💙🙏

[@corporatemcmahon2815]

Same here. Never met him. I hit me hard. Don't know why. In my vacation I listened to his album with fools gold on heavy rotation. I was sad . He had an innocent and hopeful shine. In this cruel and fake world he was hope. May God bless him

[@ThatGirlOnYourTV]

Same here. Never met him but like Chester Bennington,Kobe Bryant,Michael Jackson,Aaliyah, Mac Miller....it hurt so deeply.

[@mohegon2001]

I was there when the Boys helped Aaron get his career going, I followed Aaron like I followed the Boys. Had all his albums and it just hurts.

[@buffibruce6926]

It shocked me as well. Aaron was amazing

[@lindsay6171]

Coming from a family of addicts, trauma, depression & pain this song/video is gut wrenching. Not many songs in this life that take your breath away and this one has me in a pool of tears, swimming thru a whirlwind of emotions. Unfortunately I can relate...more than I'd care to admit. Thank you for this masterpiece Nick, I'd like to think that Aaron is enjoying it as well ❤ Ps. I hope one day you are healed enough to perfom this live bc it truly is so beautiful.

[@Johnathanm568]

Same! I have family with all of it. Most I don't talk to anymore. But my twin sis has had bi polor since she was 16 we are 41 now. And she's doing great! It took yrs of us family that did and still cares to get her where she's at! Sending ❤ to you and your family!

[@Jacob619619]

Rest In Peace, Aaron and Leslie. Who remembers the House of Carters back in the day?? Condolences to Nick, Bobbie Jean, Angel and the Backstreet Boys; Brian, AJ, Howie and Kevin.

[@jaspyrvoris2387]

One day I literally cried watching this

[@Thisismyusername7]

This is so beautiful. Nick may seem OK when you see his IG videos or stories with his wife and kids, or when you see him with the Backstreet Boys, but he’s definitely dealing with a lot and is struggling more than any of us could ever know. The best thing he did was to distance himself from toxic family members who used him for his money and blamed him for his sister’s death and put himself and his family first!

[@lauriehand1021]

Yep. The only real glimpse of that that I think we’ve had was on his show “I ❤ Nick Carter” when he found out what his mom was up to. And she’s still at it. You’d think that losing 2 kids would be a wake up call for someone.

[@Thisismyusername7]

@@lauriehand1021 yeah and she even admitted she can’t say anything to him because of the horrible stuff she said about his wife!

[@jmacjr101]

@@lauriehand1021 She's still on it on her facebook. She just won't quit. She's lost basically everything and she just won't shut her mouth. He even said that when he asked her to go to therapy she asked if she would be compensated. Being paid still matters more to her than her son.

[@lisaposada1687]

Yea he

[@Lma894]

Him and Aaron always bounced back up until the end. They loved each other just Aaron couldn’t get it together and I’m sure Nick has some resentment when it comes to their mom because she seemed to enable him when he was really struggling. She stole money from him.

[@holliegraham9029]

for anyone that's lost a sibling to addiction this hits like a train - RIP Mandy Graham love you always

[@dani_1234]

I’m sorry for your loss, may God bless you

[@nickcarter]

🖤

[@daveandlouisialecompte9708]

Not just a sibling. I lost my father 4 yrs ago this June to addiction that stemmed from mental illness and this song hits deep for me.

[@discountvalium]

i’m so sorry for your loss💔

[@kristanarcidiacono921]

🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@ghostriderdoubleclutch]

Rest in peace 🕊️ AC. As a person who followed and engaged with Aaron, I know the struggle was very much real and this song put me in my feels this Friday morning. I miss his Lives where he would play Piano for hours, he was incredibly talented and so funny and that's what I will remember him for. 💜 "Do not become a prisoner to peoples perception of you." - AC

[@amylee8969]

In his most recent pics on ig, he looks like he lost a lot of weight. Which doesn’t surprise me. First, Aaron’s death, then the accusations against him.

[@rebeckahstephens1433]

@@amylee8969 I noticed that last night in one of his pics. It does look like he’s lost weight

[@oldcatlover]

What other people think about you is none of your business.

[@ghostriderdoubleclutch]

@@oldcatlover Aaron was caught in a vicious cycle of cyber bullying-- both the antagonist and the victim as he was harassed on every social platform and if people said the nasty stuff to you what they said to him you'd probably get in your feelings over enough time because it's not a nice thing at all and the idea of who deserves it and who doesn't based on the court of public opinion is just an example of how uncivilized and awful people are willing to be when they can get away with it because they are anonymous on the internet. They (trolls) made his life hell and enjoyed doing so, it contributed greatly to someone else's suffering and mental illness and in Aaron's case, it did a number on him. Should he have stopped engaging on socials? 100% but...I guess you could say in the end- "hurt people hurt people."

[@rebeckahstephens1433]

@@ghostriderdoubleclutch I never knew he was cyber bullied until after he passed. I heard it was terrible. What people get out of doing that, I just don’t understand. May Aaron rest in peace

[@chelseyfayant3892]

Nick, this is a heart wrenching beautiful tribute for your brother Aaron. Got me crying hard. Rest in peace Aaron Carter 🕊️ 😢

[@crisbert23_91]

It's one of the most visually beautiful music videos I've ever seen in my life the combination of roses with the ocean and the sky awesome! but the images of little Aaron are really sad 😭 and heartbreaking💔 Rest in peace Aaron Carter!🙏🏻🕊️

[@nirvana_veggiegirl]

I was hoping it would be continuous images of Aaron but overall it was a very sweet tribute. Really sad the industry killed one of my favorite singers since I was a kid. Rip Aaron❤

[@debsgiannico6900]

❤only you❤

[@fitriaulfah4502]

I'm crying 😭😭

[@kherbers02]

This is heartbreaking and so moving at the same time. Nick is a real person. I wish we stopped judging others for what we don’t understand. This just spoke to me on a different level. Nick has ALWAYS loved Aaron and wanted the best for him. If this video doesn’t tell you that you haven’t been paying attention. ❤❤❤

[@ОксанаПавлиш-з6с]

Коли сама людина , не бажає змін у своєму житті , це дуже важко для тих хто їх оточує. Я теж , пройшла свого часу такі проблеми в житті. Мій чоловік вживав спиртні напої , відмовлявся від кодування і він пішов від нас із сином. Це дуже важко. Тримайтеся. Божого благословення!!!

[@jesussheep07]

Agreed

[@carolmilner2844]

I agree completely. I think Nick was the only one person that really understood Aaron. He always just wanted Aaron to find the light. I believe he came very close at times. Just couldn't guit reach.

[@mindfreak0525]

I just hope his son will know how much people loved his dad. Also, that melody will make sure he knows his dads family & will have a relationship with them

[@jordanarend6644]

As someone who lost their brother 6 years ago, it never gets easier. You just got to keep remembering Aaron, Nick, just like all his fans are

[@meghbanerjee4259]

So sorry for your loss

[@EmKnowsThings]

I think for some it does get easier, but it never goes away. Kandi wrote a song about the death of her brother on her album “Hey, Kandi” called “Easier.” I lost it the first time I heard it in April 2001, three months after my loss. 22 years later, at 40 years old, it’s easier, but it’s still awful some days and there isn’t a day that passes that I don’t think of her. ❤

[@meghbanerjee4259]

@@EmKnowsThings I’m so sorry for your loss

[@EmKnowsThings]

@@meghbanerjee4259 ❤️ thank you

[@saratrosper4921]

Nick I can only imagine the pain you are in. Please do not let anyone make you feel guilty. This song is so beautiful and in means so much to me. I lost my husband in a house fire last year I asked where our dog was and he ran in after her. I know the anger I put on myself along with the blame it eats away at you everyday. This was not your fault.

[@meghbanerjee4259]

awwww im so sorry for your loss your husband was an incredibly strong man

[@martaperez5854]

I'm sure he will be proud of you from wherever he is🌹❤️

[@LoMonroe87]

Nick, I was at the Ottawa concert when you surprised Aaron and I remember seeing how much love you guys had for eachother ❤ this is such an amazing tribute, we love you

[@shaylaprath]

My cousin was my best friend all of our lives. Only one year apart we were inseparable and people thought we were sisters. In high school she dated a guy that introduced her to drugs and in our early 20s she deep dived into someone I couldn't help and my loving her or try it to help it hurt me over and over. Being stood up at restaurants by her, being ghosted, being lied to, the lack of her self peace she had just broke me over and over. Now I'm 30 and this song is 120% how I feel. I hope for peace for her Evey day but unfortunately she has no part in my life and because of that it hurts to love her, but I love her still. ❤️

[@celinesnchz8440]

Where she now

[@amandawilliams9149]

I can’t listen to this song without tears. Beautiful song and a beautiful tribute to your brother. So well written, I’m sure anyone else who loves an addict would agree.

[@jeananncunningham8493]

I cry every time I hear this song and Aaron's

[@richlandunitedsolutionsinc5516]

“What hurts us is what heals us.” I hope you get through this Nick. We LOVE YOU AARON...

[@VaclavSverkos]

Time heals wounds

[@tiredofthebs8290]

@@VaclavSverkos that's not always true unfortunately. You don't heal, you just learn to live with the pain.

[@rihrih9349]

This is a beautiful tribute to your precious brother who suffered so much in this world and didn’t deserve the path that he ended up going down. The way Aaron documented his life on live the past few years is so haunting… when you watch them closely, sometimes you can see the traces of the boy in your video in his eyes and in the smallest expressions. He was still there and he still loved you till the end. I hope you have peace. ❤

[@jillian5582]

Your comment has me in tears. Beautifully written.

[@maevemallory2122]

This poor family. All the kids deserved better

[@wesleymusicwm]

I love this music In brazil 💎💫

[@sherroneb62ful]

Beautiful well done. I'm sure your brother knows you love him

[@Lma894]

“ Always pray for peace your soul could feel” that right there. If this song doesn’t tell how much Nick wanted Aaron to turn it around and the unconditional love he had for him.. and the song was written a while ago alone says alot.. I read he and Angel tried everything through out the years so they wouldn’t have to face another loss of a sibling. Props to Nick for doing this. Little Aaron was precious and I’m sure that what is killing him. Simple but raw video esp with the ocean. That’s where they grew up in Fla.

[@raniaqueen8132]

Exactly ❤ well said

[@Supersoccerchic]

Yeah but Aaron's inner demons were terrible. I mean, he threatened to kill Lauren and Pearl. It was so sad.

[@barbaradianejohanson1914]

Such a beautiful Tribute to your baby brother, there are just no words that can ease your pain. Throughout it all one thing remained you were always in each others hearts. This world was not easy on him everyday battling his demons. I wish in this life he could have found peace Heaven truly Gained and Angle and he is watching over all of you. He truly was so loved and will be so missed. May you Rest In Eternal Peace Aaron 🕊️♥️🕊️

[@sandrakiesewetter4491]

wow nick the video and the song are beautiful i know how you feel your brother will hear the song no matter where he is he will always be with you and protect you🥺❤️🥺

[@courtneymaldonado995]

I recently lost my brother who battled addiction for many years. This song is amazing! ❤

[@Toni-ed6oi]

Nick , God bless you sir . I am sorry for your brother . I am 36 years old now , and my childhood was spended in the 90's . And just today , my sister has sended me this link of this video , and honestly i did not listened your songs sins more then 20 years almost . But today i heard this song and .... I want to encourage you , put your trust in Jesús Christ , He loves you , come to Him . Don't waste any day. God bless you 💝

[@tweetybird8945]

Nick i luv this song and I luv the video for it try n stay strong luv 💗 💓 💖 iv been listening to it a lot 💖 ❤ 💗

[@Honeyjaan660]

This song is for anyone struggling with Addiction and mental illness, sometimes it’s too late and you can’t save the world 😢heart breaking, rip to Aaron and everyone that’s lost their battle with addiction or mental health. ❤😢

[@IvyIvz17]

Surely Aaron found His true happiness in the other side that he never experienced down here.❤ 😢

[@DezereaJoslin]

I see Aaron so much in nick , more than ever before 🖤

[@simonepienko6151]

Hi Nick Happy Birthday to York 43 Birthday🎉🎉You are so Strong❤

[@raisa597]

Dear Nick, I don't know how I can or should put it into words, but I'm very sorry for this loss for you and your family! I wish you a lot of strength and I know that the pain will never end! For as long as I can remember I've been a fan of Nick and Aaron Carter! Today I am 34 years old! like always ❤️ This song is just beautiful but also very very sad and sad to see you with this pain! With love Raisa

[@wiktoriamyszk4883]

Beatifull🙏🥺🥰😭

[@autumnleaves-77]

Let's make this No.1 ❤🙏💕🕊

[@stephanierowsell3089]

Love u both and always will Miss arron

[@svetlanaletunova]

Nick, my heart goes out to you. 😭🙏

[@angxlkidyt2]

I believe in you nick and stay strong and I love you ❤️

[@barbararuffo5597]

Meravigliosa canzone dolce Nik...sei sempre nel mip cuore❤❤Gyllian

[@barbararuffo5597]

La tua meravigliosa canzone dice ...fa male amarti...no tesoro pensa che il tuo amore renderà la sua luce ancora piu splendente... e poi pensa che lui ora canta per gli angeli e con gli angeli.❤💙❤Lui ora é sereno ..cerca di esserlo anche tu...lo meriti. T.V.B Nik Carter.Gyllian

[@maricarmenjimenezgonzalez7603]

oh my god i can't stop crying. I knew it was going to hurt, but it broke my heart. I only know that despite everything you loved each other. and may Aaron's soul find peace at last. Precious tribute, of feeling and love. And your face watching your moments together, Nick, you touch my soul. A lot of strength, he will take care of you from wherever he is. Fly high Aaron.🕊 i love you nick 💖 @nickcarter

[@MaggiesYT]

Me too can’t stop crying everytime I play it

[@mohammedjaleels204]

The song made cry , 😢 ❤

[@joeybaseball7352]

The only thing that stopped me from 😢 is that I don't recognize Aaron from that young. But had it been from the Aaron's Party era, I would be bawling right now. Because when I think about that little kid I was such a big fan of, and see it all come to such a tragic ending is tough. Stay strong Nick. The devil is doing the most right now to get you, but don't let him. We support you.

[@chrissyfoster6373]

I can't imagine the loss you've been through and I'm sorry for you Nick but love that lasts is a treasure forever. ❤️

[@MohamadShakhy]

What a touching tribute. Stay strong Nick❤

[@Coco-mc9zs]

Nick. If you read these please know I know you probably are hurting thinking you could have done something. Bit it's not your fault. We all here for you.

[@BONFIRESmusic]

This song hits me on so many levels…makes me miss my dad who died, my ex girlfriend whom I had a very rough break up with, someone I once considered a best friend I no longer talk too (not my choice) and most of all, my brother…who died from an overdose almost 10 years ago. I cry every time I listen to this but that’s what makes it an amazing song, because I feel it in my soul. Thank you Nick for this beautiful masterpiece.

[@tiredofthebs8290]

I'm so sorry for all of the loss you have endured. June will be six years since I lost my Dad to cancer. Your heart never heals. 🙏❤️🙏

[@BONFIRESmusic]

@@tiredofthebs8290 thank you so much and I’m sorry for your loss as well

[@tiredofthebs8290]

@@BONFIRESmusic thank you. I really appreciate that. 🙏

[@HelenSpivey-t9h]

I lost my big brother in 2018 to an overdose and this song brings it all crashing back every time I hear it. I can’t describe the pain that the loss of him has caused but this song is as close as I can get.

[@lindsay6171]

🙏🙏🙏

[@cherylwaiwai]

this song had touched me deeply and makes me cry, Aaron loves his family more than anything, i can see the sadness on Nick's face, there's no words can be described. we'll always miss Aaron.

[@AddieReacts]

I just couldn't stop my tears. Even yesterday I was talking about Aaron and Nick and I woke up today to find this video. Nick I don't know what you are going through but I have been following you guys since 2001. Losing Aaron is like missing a part of our childhood. So many memories and attachments. 😌 I hope he is watching this video too !! Oh Damn this heart 💔 Stay Strong Nick. We love you !! Your honest and sincere fan from India 🇮🇳 !! 😌💔🌺🌺

[@alexahaskew6117]

Same here.. I sit and cry and mourn with him.. ❤😢

[@Amanda---]

Rest in Peace Aaron. He would have been extremely touched by this. I hope you can meet his child someday. 💔💔

[@LeGoatJames89]

As someone who spent over a decade in and out of active addiction and have lost loved ones to it, this breaks my heart. But I love the song, been playing it on repeat. We got you always Nick!

[@martamaria892]

É de arrepiar chorei demais essa musica é muito profunda doi na alma😓😓😓😓😓

[@rociosmartinezo8]

I started crying with emotion, beautiful lyrics and the music will be my favorite song without a doubt, love to you and your family from Argentina

[@jessicasplans6848]

I was finally able to bring my self to watch this video. Aaron’s passing took me to my knees and all the air was kicked out of me. I have spent so many hours, days, years praying he would find his way and his sweet spirit sadly left us before he left this world. This song is beautiful. I can’t imagine everything you went through and are still working through. Man grief sucks. A wise woman said Grief is the price of love. The Queen Elizabeth knew some things. Man he loved you Nick. He always did. You two will be together someday and you both will say the things you both need to. I have faith in that. As much as you two loved each other, it’s so true.

[@Kursetopher]

I am a fan of The Backstreet Boys but I am a bigger fan of Aaron Carter. I followed him every step of the way. This is by far the best tribute I ever heard and I'm sure we all can relate to our love ones in some way. You made him proud! Thank you for this song. *Huggles*

[@Kryz3686]

This song had me bawling, I hope Aaron has his peace now and sees how truly loved he really is 💜🕯

[@ganzorigtungalag9316]

I miss my invisible little brother. I loved and respected my older brother thinking that he was growing up, but one day I saw everything, and one day he lost his place. I will never forget that. My brother, I'm sorry for not being a good brother. He was the most precious person to all of us.

[@Nicole-zt8qj]

My brother passed in 2017 from addiction. I've always been lost for words. But this song puts all my thoughts and feelings in the perfect words.

[@sandramurawska3349]

Sooo sad 😢

[@arina61998]

This song is very special for me too. My brother went to work in another country, but as it turns out, all his valuables and documents were stolen. He was hospitalized there and none of us didn't knew how he was. There were good people who helped him get back home.

[@ashleynicoledavidson]

There were roots to his addictions. And the reason he was difficult to love wasn't addiction alone. Also, Addiction is the consequence of something deeper, it's not the root.. why is that so difficult for people to understand? No one has any idea what truly went on, other than what they've seen and heard about publicly. And no one knows the true hearts of Aaron or Nick. So ya'll can sit here all day and try to piece together a story in your mind based on what your eyes are seeing and have seen.. but you never truly know.

[@DarkInsanitysn]

So beautiful. ❤️ #RIPAaronCarter

[@dohm12]

My heart breaks for Nick and his family. This song speaks the truth

[@jillian4188]

My brother is a severe alcoholic, and it's killing my mom. I'm afraid I'll lose them both. This song hurts so much now that I have a loved one with addiction. Jesus Christ.

[@tiredofthebs8290]

I'm so sorry... I truly hope he wakes up and gets the help he needs. Sending hugs for you and your Mom as well as your brother. ❤️🙏

[@jillian4188]

@@tiredofthebs8290 , thank you so much ❤️🙏

[@utubecrimequeen]

I hope Jane Carter watches this and cries her dang eyes out!!!! Nick u outdone urself on this one!!!! WE LOVE YOU AARON!!!!!!!!❤️🥰❤️🥰

[@ComeliaO7]

Anybody who has struggled with a love ones addiction can relate so much to this. When I got news that Aaron Carter passed my first thought was immediately of Nick because of the strained relationship they had. because he put a restraining order out on Aaron just in 2019. no questions asked he loved his little brother but only so much you can do to help somebody who does not want to help them self.

[@ambertimmons444]

This song and the video is heart wrenching. I have been following up on you guys since 1996 and walking your journies along with you. I cannot imagine the pain you must be going through right now, though I can understand. Seeing someone you are so close to and love so much go down this road is hard but I do know one thing is for certain. You will see Aaron again, and he is happy now where he is. Everyone here sends their love to you, to Aaron, to Angel, to Jane, to Prince and to everyone in your family. Grief is a long and hard road but you will be okay. You are strong, you have proven that with your own journey. And Aaron definitely lives on through you and through Prince. This pain will never go away but you will learn to live with it, as you already know. Leslie and Aaron are together again and watching out for you and your family because despite any anger or fights, he still loved you and remains to. We are absent from the body but our love never dies. One day, you will be singing together again and I can only hope to be there to listen, to watch and continue on watching your journeys. Our stories do not end, only the chapters do. And one day, we will see what Aaron's new chapter is when we are a part of it once again.

[@katjazobbe9433]

True 😊☺️😌

[@tenrockgunner9113]

incredible

[@reginaneiswender8536]

BEAUTIFUL TRIBUTE FOR AARON ❤️ I HOPE AARON FINALLY FOUND PEACE!! REST IN PEACE, AARON 🙏🌹🌠🕊️ SENDING YOU A ABUNDANCE OF PRAYERS 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@maryrosesanluis143]

Oh God, if you close your eyes and listen to this song. You would feel like your crying and feeling Nick's pain of losing his own brother to addiction. I'm also a fan of Aaron since back then like when I was a young adult around the age of 18 years ago.... now I've come to realize that he passed on. My heart goes out to Nick and his family. I'm crying right now just listening to the song. 😭😭

[@judithhernandez2423]

Nice song to dedícate to your brother. I so sorry! Rest in peace. 😢

[@mandyholmberg5106]

I really! Wish that I could meet Nick Carter and Angel Carter / Conrad because I really feel like they would be able to help me with my grief of losing my younger brother Patrick he was just 28 years old when he passed away he from a alcohol overdose 😢💔

[@magicalunicorn2657]

It was a beautiful song and a beautiful tribute to your brother... Rest in peace Aaron...

[@sabinebahner1953]

❤️ WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NICK!!! ❤️

[@tanyavictoria1629]

Nick, I don’t usually leave comments but this video really spoke to me. As tears are rolling down my face, I could truly feel your pain of losing Aaron. I followed him for many years on social media. I hoped with all my heart that he could finally be free of the darkness of mental illness and be happy and thrive. I know that darkness first hand. It’s brutal. This song and video is outstanding. I’ll be playing this on repeat. Much love and peace in your heart. ❤️❤️🙏🏼

[@ashleyblasdell8371]

When I heard Aaron Carter was gone I was shocked and 💔 😇😭 Aaron actually helped me he watching over us right now in heaven mental health not fun no matter what you have ptsd talk to angels or other ones seizure austum it not a joke and you can't help that you have mental health issue listen to this sad 💔 rip Aaron

[@tiagomisson7868]

Aaron are with God now watching you from the sky Nick, my condolences to you.

[@crystalroach6885]

Love this Nick 😢 I wish Aaron surrounded himself with people who lifted him up. Treasure these memories. I wish you and Aaron worked it out and he got better 😭😭😭😭

[@marianaviglio2421]

I love you Nick...my heart is close to your ❤️❤️ I'm so proud of you ❤️

[@shannonklaus8305]

I've never cried so hard. you can really feel the pain and sadness nick is feeling. thinking of you nick and Carter family. RIP Aaron