Transition Timeline (AMAB/MAAB) - 3.5 Years

The first 42 months of my transition have been a whirlwind, but it's also been an amazing (and obviously life changing) experience. I've met so many great people, and I can finally present my authentic self to the world.
#Transgender #Transition #TransitionTimeline
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[@louisemac7580]

Wow you’re so beautiful!! I’m so happy for you, My best friend is trans FtM and I couldn’t be more proud of him for being who he is, people like you who share their journey are the most inspiring it helps others educate themselves on a topic the may know nothing about! I wish you the best!💗

[@caseyfoster7948]

Great video and testimony to your struggles and awakening of your true self.

[@Mister-Reno]

Great video congratulations on your transition god bless you 🙏🏾

[@jessicaboone1690]

You're so beautiful, and courageous. A definite role model.

[@jacquelineoldhaver2672]

Amazing Transition. You are Fantastic!

[@kccutiegirl1]

Looking good keep up the great work.

[@mysouthjerseylife]

Omg I totally know that feeling where you try to go all kinds of nice places do all kinds.of things and life still just.... doesn't feel fight! Nothing feels right because it's a matter of identity. It's a matter of liking who you see me the mirror and the role you are playing in life. I just posted a video an hour ago coming out to all of youtube at almost 34 years old even though this has truly been something I've known and felt my whole life. You truly look great! I totally can't wait to get even close to the the point you're at! Best of luck to you and btw your smile looks SO much more authentic in the female version of them picture.... I was so happy to see that :)

[@NicESpurling]

Congratulations on making that huge step! I hope things go smoothly for you on your journey. 😊

[@crystalbeasley653]

Gorgeous girly,

[@annaewilliams1523]

amazing progress so far, hope you win, I didn't come out till later in life, but still at 38, a little more then two years in i feel fabulous and finally good about myself. I grew up in Golden, Colorado, and i cannot say it was a horrible place to grow up, but I can completely sympathize, i figure out i liked hang out with girls, when able to play and have them dress me up, but I didn't encounter the word transgender till i was a teen, and liking girls still what i saw said if your transgender then your supposed to like boys and that really messed with me for awhile... anyhow, i like your video cause its not the location or bad parents, its simply how you feel inside despite living in the most ideal location if your transgender then your transgender. I remember tucking before i new what it was, and praying oh god please let me wake up a girl, please, didn't happen now i just wake up every morning and go, my Goddess, i'm buddhist so i give thanks to Tara, but i go i am so glad i'm a woman and now its time to get up and show the world that woman can do amazing things too. so hope you win, thanks for the great video, stay amazing.

[@brendagoodspeed443]

I continue to applaud your bravery & admire your chutzpah in navigating your true authentic self & Life. You are Beautiful..inside & out, Nicola! ✨💖✨

[@NicESpurling]

Thank you for the kind words, Brenda!

[@COLINJELY]

Glad your life is good. Always have a little chuckle when I read someone was 'assigned' male at birth! ☺

[@lr3521]

You look great, you must feel great representing who you really are outwardly, keeping it inside would have been so self destructive. Believe me I know!

[@tomwhalen2151]

I can't create a KZbin account under my female self because of my stupid ex, but I wanted to say that I agree with you, that not transitioning is ALWAYS self-destructive. It's akin to imposing a prison sentence on yourself.

[@billcarroll1022]

Beautiful

[@lorenakademar5267]

wow....what a great girl you do!

[@deathrager2404]

uh no. still looks like a dude. stop glorifying a mental illness, this is not going to help this individual.

[@pacmanflys]

Awesome

[@DKTGSupport]

What I usually refer to as the "happy-trans-face" is seen at 3 month picture. It's the time that your body uses to adapt the right hormone.

[@mishat5405]

Thanks. This kind of video gives me hope. One day, I want to make one myself

[@ChinoBerraco]

Nice ♡

[@chloelavender3620]

You look beautiful. I didn't see t-blockers as your meds for transitioning? Happy for you, hugs

[@NicESpurling]

I took t-blockers for about 1.5 years. Thanks!

[@NicESpurling]

Fredo Friday if you weren’t trolling me on my other video I might actually answer your question, but you’re not interested in learning.

[@NicESpurling]

Keep telling yourself that. Your exclusionary attitudes toward certain women run contrary to the ideals of feminism.

[@TheeeDanielR]

Fredo Friday trans women are women. PERIOD. Intersex women too.

@@TheeeDanielR if they were really women they wouldnt be trans

[@thecellosinger]

I’m nonbinary and enjoy watching transitions. I wish i had something to transition to but I really just want to get rid of my female features without adding male ones. Dysphoria is the worst thing in the world. Hope yours is mostly or all gone💜

[@hallwnby]

thecellosinger you can! FMS!! look it up “facial masculinisation surgery”

[@syrinx114]

hall0w33nb0y she said she doesn’t want male features either

[@hallwnby]

syrinx114 it can neutralise the face!

[@noamie7836]

@@centralintelligenceagency3838 The only one bitching is you?..

[@DKTGSupport]

WOW, read this. From each starting gender FAAB VS. MAAB we might be the same !. This is just a copy/pate of something I wrote: When I realized and later accepted that I was asexual my dysphoria started. Knowing that whenever you have an spontaneously ones, it will never be used. I Really wanted to get rid of it because no one would be the receiver. I read about both men & women who actually would like to have that equipment. The main reason were that waste management is much easier. So for me I still support the neutrois idea, but being impotent as 45 yo makes life so much easier. I'm not transgender as in MtF, but have very warm feelings for the term neutrois. When the dysphoria has hit me I used my tight boxershorts(male) to forget what I had. Last month I ordered some female undies cos the shorts is'nt enough(too much space). My solution is right size boxers(tight fited) and one size smaller in the hipster-model(with no stretch). It helps me alot not to be remined about what I have. My sexual function(sensation & mechanical) is very low, so my thing is closer to a straw ;-) Have ordered more undies(female) since the boxer/hipster works great. The new ones are the boxer-type. The Craft - Greatness Waistband Boxer in the right size !, would be perfect when sleeping. I will find some next month. So in a week I'll have 7 pairs female undies, makes you wonder !.

[@mudchair16]

Chaotic soul.

[@wirnaauliacder6470]

Very mice

[@jamessenik314]

Coolvideo

[@jailyns.5394]

I have to ask. What did you have laser and electrolysis on? That's a lot of treatments. I've never heard anyone having as many sessions as you. Just wondering you look great!!! I'm sure that cost you bit for all those hair removals as well.

[@NicESpurling]

It's definitely expensive and I wasn't expecting it to require so many treatments. I had it all focused on my face, which is still not hair free, but I ran out of money and it's pretty manageable now. I needed more sessions because I have lighter hair, so laser isn't as effective. For some people it can take up to 500hrs of electrolysis to clear their faces completely.

[@kendrahwhyte9816]

Such a cute ending! Hamster?

[@glitterishhh]

22 laser sessions?! That seems like a lot. What type of laser?

[@harveygouge7575]

Do you have any dresses that I can have to wear

[@junjuncamacho8998]

🌹 💗💗 💖💖💖

[@RyuukoGo]

Wow...88 Electrolysis and 22 laser sessions...what am I getting myself into ;)

[@NicESpurling]

I have light hair, so I had to do a combination of laser and electrolysis. If you have darker hair and lighter skin, the laser treatments will be far more effective.

[@RyuukoGo]

@@NicESpurling The Progesterone I take increases hair regrowth but I'm also getting vellus hairs.It could be a challenge just to remove the thicker hairs . I have dark hair and if I stay out of the sun light skin . So much planning to do .🌈 Thanks for the advice.

[@zoeythefatgirl4258]

hallo :), bent u Nederlands?

[@onlyoneway146]

Jesus says: 28 “Come to me all of you who are tired from the heavy burden you have been forced to carry. I will give you rest. 29 Accept my teaching.[a] Learn from me. I am gentle and humble in spirit. And you will be able to get some rest. 30 Yes, the teaching that I ask you to accept is easy. The load I give you to carry is light.” Matthew 11:28-30

[@abutts02]

You’re a very nice looking girl

[@richlararich]

I love transgender people!

[@dakotanorth1640]

We're out there...

[@brauliogarriazopoma7045]

Ola preciosa tan bellla hermosa te admiro

[@fernandooliveira3914]

Você é linda 😘

[@rebeccasam3434]

I'm not sure if this is healthy for me psychologically or not. I bet you're prettier BEFORE e than I'll ever be, and I can't get hair removal and I'm just VILE, and my 4 month picture looks the same as my before. At least ai sometimes IDs me as female, but in reality I'm HIDEOUS. Anyway, you look and sound perfect, are soooooooo pretty, and seem like a good person too.

[@CeciliaPeng]

Why so many laser sessions ?

[@NicESpurling]

They were regular targetted sessions just to clear up the dark hairs, the lighter hair required electrolysis.

[@rostaranto3883]

He changed so much

[@noamie7836]

She*

[@stefonwilliams9790]

Very beautiful honey kisses

[@wei-ou7of6en1c]

envy

[@jaymataji8041]

હહેલ્લો

[@2000Betelgeuse]

You kind of look the same but ok

[@iainstevenson3577]

I think you are really cute and pretty I would date you if you want me to

[@wearefireworks]

This is very sad. We aren't going to have any more handsome white guys left.

[@NicESpurling]

There are over 7 billion people on the planet, I don't think we're going to run out of handsome guys anytime soon.

[@thespacebat]

oh no what a shame

[@sundiszno]

Man: 0:00-3:40

[@Tridd666]

That's a lot of wasted money lmao

[@cocochanel9273]

Honestly he still looks like a man

[@tomwhalen2151]

@@cocochanel9273 Your profile suggests that you are a Christian. I, too, am a Christian. Jesus said that He had not come to abolish the old ways, but to offer a new life, a better way to live. Jesus would have been supportive of the trans community. It sounds like you could use another reading of the scriptures.

[@tirashrash1155]

@@tomwhalen2151 But you insulted someone in another comment. Maybe you could use another read of the scriptures.

[@centralintelligenceagency3838]

@@tomwhalen2151 Saying that jesus would applaud transgenderism shows me your full of shit, you never read a single letter from the bible or you would know better to to say this crap

[@standup2982]

Always was, always will be a man.

[@NicESpurling]

Always was, always will be an ignorant fool.

[@standup2982]

@@NicESpurling no, just live in the real world and not your pretend one. Still got male DNA, still a man.

[@NicESpurling]

@@standup2982 I believe the two of us inhabit the same planet, but please let me know if this is the first confirmed communication with an extraterrestrial life form. I see that you are using chromosomes to define sex. It may interest you to know that chromosomes do not directly equate to genitalia, and since I have never had my DNA tested, I have no idea if it is XX, XY, or any other combination. I expect that you know even less about my DNA than I do, and if that's not the case, I think I'd better file for a restraining order.

[@vintagebabyseventythree6244]

@@NicESpurling I think we can all safely say that your DNA is XY. But please continue to delude yourself with made up biological fantasies.

[@user-vx8ct7jh6k]

Still showing man🤢🤢🤢🤢

[@richardking1438]

Gross