NKOTB - Jon and Jordan Knight talk Panic disorder

[@SisterSandwich1622]

Jon is a hero for doing this interview. Panic attacks are crippling. I had them really bad. It was him doing this interview that motivated me to get help with my anxiety disorder. I almost didn't go back to graduate school. Now, I have my master's degree and haven't had a panic attack in 4 years. His bravery and courage saved my life.

[@Luwangli]

wow, love your story. And I've always had a crush on Jonathan Knight for his quiet demeanor and handsome looks. I came searching for him today and reliving the great days we enjoyed their music in school.

[@mkeurself99]

I feel so bad for Jon and everyone else who suffers from panic attacks. Just watching this and watching poor Jon during the interview and they way he was made me cry :(

[@lianelayman7577]

Thank God I never had them.

[@yasmingirl2000]

Thats soo sweet of jordan to be there by his older brother jon side for moral support. Thats what I love about nkotb there for one another for moral support.its obviouse that new kids have such a brotherly relationship.

[@misterbobby8913]

Yeah, I mean, they're actually brothers though

[@PhantomDrums917]

That poor guy looks absolutely terrified. Bless you Jonathan. Panic attacks started afflicting me two years ago and I'm still on medication. Just. Breathe.

[@MakeMarcAMillion]

As a person who also suffers through panic attacks, I am very impressed and proud of the guy to be able to go on the Oprah show WHILE having one, and to talk in front of her and all those people about his struggle. I know I sure as hell wouldn't be strong enough to do that.

[@jessicajarvis6000]

This makes me want to cry. Jon seems like such a sweet, tender soul and Jordan does as well. I love how they support each other. Jon seems to have come so far with his anxiety-seeing him on tour this year, smiling and having fun just made my heart burst. It's an on-going struggle and one that I pray they both continue to overcome. Guys, know that so many of us love you and support you

[@MsTinkerbelle87]

My mum saw this episode and was like “hmmmm that’s sounds like Zoe” I got treatment the next day! Thank You Jon, you saved my life!

[@astronaut205]

Jonathan is such a nice and sensitive person.. Jordan too

[@deejones7767]

I've had panic attacks. I take medicine cause of deppression and anxiety. I am proud of jon. He's came a long way

[@cyndyrob350]

In the video where Jon walks off stage you can tell something is going on with him. And Jordan knew it too. It was so touching to see Jordan put his hand on Jon’s shoulder like he was reassuring him that it was alright. Jon is so lucky to have a brother that is sensitive to what he goes through. I love them both but my heart really goes out to Jon. God bless him for what he goes thru daily.

[@MMAfighter38113]

i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy. anxiety and depression have ruined my life

[@adolfoarredondo8348]

MMAFighter38 I feel you bro... I’m in a constant battle myself and it’s been 19 years. How did u deal with it?? As for me I pray, pray for strength and the understanding to defeat this

[@leafsflamsrangersfan]

These guys are awesome. Jordan is the best brother. Almost as awesome as my baby brother. 😍 It's always nice to know that the one closest to you is so supportive.

[@loriharding9248]

I love their relationship. Wish all siblings were close like this.

[@AFVfan1]

The first time I saw this, I nearly cried. Jon seems like such an a mazing and sweet guy, and it had to be so hard for him to do this interview. I admire him sooo much! I have nothing but love for this man. He is the greatest! :)

[@speppers1983]

There is absolutely no shame it is an awful disease I can only image what it must do to a person. Especially someone who was part of such a popular group in the 80s & 90s to have so many people rushing at you constantly that would scare the hell out of me too. Proud to see him make his comeback wish you all the best Jon Knight you are an inspiration to others keep your chin up man!

[@tinahaller3295]

speppers1983 it feels similar to a heart attack

[@JadenYukifan28]

Actually, it's not a disease, it's more like if you're scared all the time because you feel like the world is closing in around you and you want to try to get away, but you can't.....that's basically how Jonathan is feeling in this video....

[@JSTforever18]

Awwww my heart goes out to him...I deal with severe panic and anxiety disorder. But he handled it better than me...

[@JosefineKRespectfully]

Jon has overcome his anxiety and he’s doing so much better

[@jessybee1233]

He has done a 180...Jordan seems to be getting it now, I noticed on this tour he seemed to be trying to keep it together and not engage with fans as much...the whole "meditative" state he's talking about here makes so much sense. And Jon gives *amazing* hugs ❤️

[@rachelmills5774]

@@jessybee1233 I'm not sure if he has overrcome his anxiety its still there but he is able to manage it I think is the better way to say it. And yeah , Jordan seems to be the quieter one now from what I was told about the meet n greets. Both Jon and Jordan are doing a lot these days with HGTV so I wonder if being in front of the cameras more is stressing Jordan out.

[@melissajanemoore8869]

I remember watching this Oprah episode when it originally aired, and I can relate to this so much more now. I can go to and from work, no problem, but on my day off when I know I have to go grocery shopping or just go anywhere I don't go every day at certain times, I suffer palpitations, breathing problems, sweats. It's my day off today, and I've been up for two and a half hours just sitting here doom scrolling because I'm terrified to walk out the door. I can't even imagine what it must've been like for John to have to deal with it under the gaze of the ever watchful public eye. He's honestly an inspiration because he sought help and seems to be managing it so well now.

[@cmoo5282]

Poor baby! Just looking at him makes me want to cry!

[@tammysue7029]

Jonathan knights be ok me cry

[@tammynkotb7095]

Jonathan knights make me cry 😭 l love you you fav new kids on the block

[@shawnnestor4267]

My sister used to be obsessed with him when she was younger and I feel sorry for him

[@melissa0755]

This is the first time I watched this video and it made me wanna cry because of the way he looked like he was gonna have a breakdown. I had no idea that he had been suffering with anxiety. I saw him at the NKOTBSB concert last month and it makes me feel proud of him because he seemed to hold himself pretty well throughout the whole concert.

[@hotforewan]

I saw the boys recently, and I am soo proud of jon for his ability to preform again like he did. There were times when i could see his anxiety levels were making him uncomfortable, but he was awesome! ♥ you Jon! You are an inspiration. Also, my husband has severe anxiety disorder and I see him struggle every day. I don't know how they do it, but some how they do.

[@brandiva96]

I have had panic attacks since I was 21 years old and I am now 34 so I've been having them for awhile...no one knows the courage it took him to get up on that stage and do this interview unless you have panic disorder...The look on his face says it all you can see the ultimate fear in his face...He is a awesome person and I applaude him for doing this!!! Such a brave guy....I wish him the best!!!!

[@brightbite]

It's unbelievable how these two stood up to panic in the face of fame.

[@aleisjoking]

I love you Jon. We feel you 💕

[@emmetdonnelly2072]

I know personally it feels horrible being like this, dizzy, rapid breathing, shaky voice, shaking, wanting to escape! BUT let it happen, it will pass, feel the fear, let your heart race. It will not kill you. You will feel so much stronger afterwards. It's something that you don't overcome, it will overcome itself. Remember it's often the fear of having an attack that triggers it! You will beat it, be strong!😉👍.

[@clolo_75]

Oh sweet Jonathan, so proud of you, you've come so far and you deserve all the wonderful blessings that have come your way ❤

[@Erin_Coke]

Can ya'll believe Jordan and Jon were 32 and 33 in this interview? They look like they are 22 and 23! Jon, you are SO brave for talking about your anxiety on national tv. I feel awful that you deal with this on a daily basis, but I know your story has helped a lot of people. You are proof that people can overcome this and not let it keep them from living a normal life.

[@Shayminn]

GOD BLESS YOU JON you are true power of example. I've had my own battle with depression & anxiety that I fight through on a daily basis. Yet when it comes to my girlfriend she suffers from anxiety the way Jon does & I always make sure to always be there for her & be that strength & support she needs especially when she needs it most. SHE'S MY EVERYTHING & I'm with her all the way🙏🏻🧡

[@markc-ru4qz]

Jordan is so sweet

[@Officiallyrosko]

That man is soooooo beautiful omg he doesnt age.I suffer from anxiety had and have recently started havibg panic to the point ive wanted to pass out or imma lose my breathe

[@dharmadharma3960]

Man, I feel less alone. What a brave man. I'd love to meet him.

[@daniellemusella1594]

@Dharma Dharma I've heard him described by fans who've met him as a big teddy-bear. He loves everybody, loves to give hugs and share a laugh. A few have called him, quote, "our Disney prince".

[@michelleiero3833]

me too, i have these panic attacks like him, he helps me to feel better.

[@tudi486]

Jonathan is simply amazing!!! I am proud of you 😘Nkotb 4ever!!!

[@crazy8skml]

This was so hard to watch, being someone that has had panic attacks since I was in my teens. When I met Jon in 2008 I gave him the biggest hugs and talked with him a little about this.

[@ultimatewarrior9449]

I remember watching this when it originally aired

[@thenightporter]

Same!

[@chrissmith-no3bo]

Poor Jonathon. My heart breaks for him❤

[@JmBvhntnt28]

Much lovee for Jordan and the guys for being there for Jon. We never know what someone else is going through. Always be kind. These 2 are STILL super HOT btw. 😎🔥🙌🏼💕

[@patriciaelainedias6406]

I was broke heart. These brothers are very special. I love them.

[@StealYaMind]

That man is EXTREMELY BRAVE, everyone who suffers from this is always in fear of being judged, if we get nervous and start shifting and adjusting around people think we are on drugs or insane. The only real thing that has helped me and im 22 years old now, is making peace with God and tranquilizers. GOD BLESS everyone who suffers from this and keep faith, things do get better, when you hear it one too many times you are going to get tired of hearing it.

[@kaseyreed797]

Bless you Jon you have come a long way you are an amazing person and never ever forget that. I wish you and Harley all the best :) in life. You Rock

[@Philippines888]

Jonathan you are not alone. I too have panic disorder and anxiety but too rare for me to have that in a year. Pray and have trust in God. Nkotb is one of my fave too!

[@allandraadams8329]

Awww poor Jon, I struggle with anxiety as well and although I can relate to him it's only too an extent bc I can't imagine what he must go through especially in the 80s being in the spotlight and waking up every morning and having to hide the fact that he's gay. My heart really goes out to him and watching this I just wanted to comfort him he's such a lovely guy and he doesn't deserve to feel this way.

[@faeryquene]

I'm so proud of Jon too! I've suffered from panic attacks for years - only I wasn't diagnosed until recently!

[@kalyn4512]

He went from this to singing Sweet Caroline on the cruise and Happy Birthday and his solo during Whisper! He has come a long way! 🙌🏻👏🏻😁🥳

[@jroeglin0729]

Ok this was from a while ago but I am just now watching it. I have anxiety and panic attacks. I cant even imagine being on stage in front of millions of people while feeling that way. Kudos Jonathan and keep up the good work.

[@SuffertheFools]

I can relate to Jordan and Jonathan. I stuggled with mild panic attacks several years ago, but it was nowhere near as serious as Jonathan's case, I was more like Jordan. I felt nervous and a lot of itmes I didn't want to go outside, so I ended up staying at home and basically had agoraphobia. But I never showed an outward display of nervous mannerisms the way Jonathan does. I was really good at hiding the fact that I was nervous.

[@CoachStaci]

I love Jon

[@AlisonBryen]

I know this feeling only too well...I've largely learned to control my panic disorder...but I still have my moments...mainly in situations that I can't easily escape from!

[@kayleemallard9143]

I'm so proud of Johnathon Knight for what he went through and still goes through today. I can relate being in the hospital more 5 times for anxiety...depression... self harm thoughts... suicidal thoughts and bipolar disorder. I wouldn't normally share this sort of private info. with the media but this is just for Johnathon!! I love you baby!! what a strong handsome man you are! I've gotten anxiety and panic attacks manically just in these past couple of years. STAY STRONG MY JOHNATHAN. NKOTB WOULDNT B THE SAME WITHOUT YOU love.... keep shinning an angel will always be looking over you and making sure every breath you take is pure, calm and relaxed, and precious.! I'll pray for u my sweet.... I'll pray for US.

[@TriciaS1986]

Kaylee Mallard he's been through so much and I'm glad now he's doing so much better. You can tell Jordan worries so much about his big brother. You can also tell Jon worries about Jordan too. I think Jon is overprotective of his baby brother because he doesn't want him getting to the point he was so Jon tries to keep that from Jordan. I too have depression, anxiety, bi polar, and have had self harm. These two are such inspirations to me. If they can get through the crap they did then you and I can too.

[@EmilyEmilyEmily01]

This would be an interesting time to have a new interview with Jon he seems so much more confident now. I would love to hear his thoughts.

[@Katherinegrey85]

I know how that feels😕 your not alone

[@mooney31x]

Awnn!!! poor jon!!! we love you and supports youu

[@anniesizemore3344]

I had agoraphobia for a very long time and couldn't go out in public alone. I couldn't even sit outside on my own steps. I do know what that's like to be shy and uncomfortable in public. Its amazing to see him do as much he does performing while knowing how uncomfortable he is. Good luck to him.

[@ladeedacook]

I so relate to you Jonathan!

[@kittiekatz34]

i have had panic attacks before and i feel for him. it can be a crippling disease and i am so proud that he can back. i know he still has them but they are better than what they were

[@atheistleopard2484]

*Agoraphobia/panic/anxiety attacks* have ruined my entire life. that's just one of about 11 or 12 major things on my plate.......

[@mariavanessahernandezdiaz6261]

mi pobre bebe,que bueno que ya te sientes mejor te amo jonathan

[@mastermike4716]

The you for posting this.

[@jenelleees]

just saw nkotbsb on wednesday & i had NO CLUE that he suffered from this! he's definitely doing better now :] so proud of him

[@Erik-pr2rf]

Anxiety , PTSD , panic attacks are no fun worse when mixed together. I as a emergency worker suffered from them n still do 30 years later but I slowly get by

[@cheekyface3]

god love him.....the poor poor guy.....i too suffer from panic attacks and i too know how it feels and it seems to happen before i go on stage,and if im thinking about panicing "THEN"it starts almost like a chlostraphobic feeling and a hugh feeling of dread and fear comes over me and heart racing,sweating palms and i feel i want to get up and run out in terror,and burst into tears,and loosing control llike a lost child in a store lookin for mom,...im nearly feeling it as im writting this now :(

[@MegaDede43]

i have only experienced a panic attack 3 times in my life and i don't know how ppl live w/ this disorder on a everyday basis. when it's happening you try to tell yourself to calm down or that what your feeling is not rational, but it's like a what your thinking doesn't matter your brain continues to down that path and you feel like your going to die. it truly is frightening. god bless those who suffer from this everyday of their lives.

[@smdiva26]

@gogyongestreet Apparently you have no idea what the topic of this show was about. Jonathan Knight came on the show to talk about his anxiety disorder. As you can clearly see, it was very hard and traumatic for him to do this interview. Anxiety disorders are not to be taken lightly. It's a very serious disorder and can disrupt many facets of a persons life. . As for Jordan, he suffers from anxiety just not as bad as Jon. Jon showed tremendous courage while doing this. I'm proud of him!

[@Pop_rocks17]

I totally understand what these guys are going through. I'm a performer (not professional, but I do local gigs), and I have a panic disorder too. Even though I love singing and performing for people, I get extremely nervous in crowds. My stomach knots up, and I start sweating and shaking. It truly is a struggle to try and keep yourself as calm as possible, but still be able to smile and be entertaining.

[@user-bb7su7bu4n]

iam anxiety pt too love you john❤

[@elgersmam]

I had panic attacks myself. Way to be courageous!

[@Poetic_Madness2]

I LOVE HIS SO MUCH!!! I go thru these and know what he is having and it's horrible. :(

[@analuciarivasplata5243]

Im crying for him, poor my baby, i think i had panics attacks too, when i was younger, its very wird and i didnt understand what was happening with me, now i know this psychological desorder.

[@giselulloa]

I feel so bad for him. He’s such a baby and he’s so precious that what he suffers really affects him to a point where it actually made me cry! I feel for him and I hope he can overcome it even though I know it’s hard! We love you Jon and were all here for you just like Jordan and the guys are for you!

[@daniellemusella1594]

I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome (a high-functioning form of autism) when I was 11yrs old, and anxiety issues are a big part of that. Some attacks have led to migraines. Others have caused me to exit a room, my heart racing, without understanding why I had to leave. That's why I can totally empathize with Jon's situation.

[@beccasmithers2672]

I know how he feels I get panicked attacks driving in unfamiliar areas or at night. I can relate.

[@thenightporter]

I get it in crowds

[@lucyp727]

awww poor Jon I know someone with that

[@marnkalman]

i sometimes dont know how i get through the day my mind is always going going going it dose not ever stop then i have to help people with there problems then i dont get to mine

[@TashaRozez]

jordan is sooooo cute love nkotb

[@tokiohfanatic]

Omg poor Jon..glad to see that he is finally better... wow I didnt know Jordan suffered from it too...god he is so HOT LOVE NKOTB

[@Malda27_]

i have same problem anxiety is no fun business you think how do i make friends will i mess up for people watching me doin something cool and/or am i good enough to be around these people you gotta think about that trust take it from a person who has it

[@janecarolhogue3140]

I suffered from this for years. Meds and therapy and keeping a journal . This condition is very terrifying

[@ChristinaAdams-x1e]

He is a true warrior and he managed to surpass his anxiety and now he is doing good to this day as a married gay man so jon u have my full support and i will always be loving u forevermore ❤ Us jon girls love u so much and support u with every decision u make like u making a baby with harley we would love for u to have a kid wth harley ❤

[@lr6179]

God love u Jon Big hugs Jon❤❤❤❤❤

[@glorysun84]

I've dealt with anxiety since I was a young kid but mine was never as severe as Jon's because I'm able to go out in public but when I'm overly stressed then I tend to have problems or if I'm around a lot of new people. Either way its scary when you do go through a panic attack and for me its made worse because I also have asthma.

[@avalsifif]

jon you are so brave💕

[@cerealandgrapejuice]

@loveandserenity77 ya i know. i feel bad for him. my friend and i have been to 5 of their concerts since their reunion and he is my friend's favorite kid. we're not planning on going to any NKOTBSB shows because jon and danny, who spent the least amount of time on stage during the reunion stuff will probably hardly be seen at all.

[@jamesfoster1910]

I have anxiety attacks and the best way for me to get it out of my system is to talk. If two people were talking about me like this in the third person it would heighten my anxiety. I would feel trapped.

[@Reneebenson]

Poor Jon love him

[@aslan9334]

all this yrs and i never knew that - i always saw he was the more calm / quiet of the group but...

[@honeycutt3]

jon is sooo hott. i just want hold him in my arms forever. : ]]

[@jackieoman1221]

geez Jonathan is so damn cute !

[@pepsgeorgieva4488]

Oh yeah, i have panic attacks for 3 years now, and i'm only 22 , it takes a lot of courage to even go to a room full of people ..

[@loveandserenity77]

@cannyx he doesnt want to die of cancer, he just doesnt want to feel anxious

[@betty_195]

Didnt know Jordan Had that too AS He was frontman

[@MyMagnum2012]

Bravo John! Bisous!

[@beccasmithers2672]

Or in huge crowds I used to. I had to learn how to be in huge crowds without anxiety

[@lr6179]

Got to Hang Tough against Depression 😘😘😘😘🤗🤗🤗😉😉😉😉😉

[@mbur126]

I do know how it feelz......itz depressn u cant focus......n makez it worse when ppl laugh abt it......big upz to both of them esp jonathan I use to act like hw dd

[@lucianakueker6027]

Jon is so handsome don't be nervous. 😕

[@katjarzelonko4711]

That is right !!! Booth men are Strong and beautiful !!!

[@robertwestphal14]

Wow! They are kinda like the Wilson brothers from Beach Boys

[@carol-annemartinalolafrase8473]

Agreed panic attacks sucks iv got them in siting in a hospital on a sat night for minei just need gravl and claming meds lol

[@lovinlady567]

Panic attacks are hard been there done that thank God for my dog lily

[@BrittneyBlakeman83]

I know what jon is going through I was put on klonopin for my panic attacks mine got got so bad one night that I just cried cause I couldnt breath worst felling half the time I felt like I was about to die

[@sosterday123]

I miss Miss.O