NME Video: My Chemical Romance interview (Part 2)

[@Sonamy12278910]

"Good ol' fashioned depression." I just died inside

[@MattyBLoverUTube123]

2:32 "I mean, everybody gets depressed, it's totally normal" My favorite line ever.

[@iamalilbean2961]

trixonsam uh huh

[@youdontlikegerardwayokthen810]

trixonsam Not everyone...

[@sinkdishes]

You don't like Gerard Way? Ok then let me kill you shhh just let the quote sink it for people

[@sistert0sleep]

@@youdontlikegerardwayokthen810 truth, but I think we understand what he meant, that it exist and it’s something serious

[@marin5431]

No it's not 😂😂🤦🏻‍♀️

[@alleycatdevil]

For a lot of reasons *CHEWING INTENSIFIES

[@blairpwnz728]

that cracked me up XD

[@twentyonespookypilots4280]

Idk if I should listen to Gerard's voice or "Cancer" in the background

[@sabina-xy4pn]

TØP is life SAME

[@sesseljabs964]

TØP is life yeah...same

[@idontcare9747]

*strains to do both*

[@youdontlikegerardwayokthen810]

twenty one spooky pilots Gerard's voice

[@_starflight12_]

They should have evened out the sound more, then you could actually focus on what Gerard is saying.

[@christian8156]

honestly. I just want to hug him.

[@eliseslater1683]

i wanna do more than hug him

[@eliseslater1683]

+Elise Slater ew i'm so disgusting why did i write that

[@avaako]

Christian his face makes you do things 😂😂

[@youdontlikegerardwayokthen810]

Elise Slater same

[@cosmo_junk]

@@eliseslater1683 thats what fanfic is for?

[@teacup3370]

Gerard is actually on antidepressants again. He has been for the last few years. I think he's changed his opinion. Depression can be a clinical problem, but no that you can get help and that you are not alone

[@zach2042]

teacup 4 Back in the pre-recovery time, he was self-medicating, perhaps that's why he thaught medication did not help: he wasn't using it in the right form... Anyways, I personally believe that allopathic medicine is never the best solution.

[@islandrebelmakeup4653]

Yep. There’s chronic depression and situational depression. I have chronic. Meds can help for both. You may have to try a few before one really works but it’s worth a solid try because seriously, they saved my life. I was an insufferable person to myself and others before I was on meds and I was extremely self destructive, everything from actively choosing not to fulfill my responsibilities to cutting myself. I would not have been able to get out of it without meds and a lot of people are like me.

[@anababin2744]

IDK no one actually knows much about depression/psychiatric illness anymore, it's constant research since the 60's I think or something like that.

[@anababin2744]

IDK he seems like he had too much fun in life and then it suddenly ended

[@Lily-pd7km]

HIS EYELASHES! I WANT THEM!

[@kellianne17]

And his eyebrows are on point!!!

[@ashaelise7707]

Did they have to play cancer I'm gonna cry

[@lilypekarske4003]

I know right

[@lilypekarske4003]

love the profile picture btw

[@poopfart4238]

This song hits me differently. It hurts.

[@kyeryan2703]

First time watching this and I'm just sobbing. My parents ask me why I like these bands, why they mean so much to me. These guys. These guys understand. Gerard understands. I don't feel so alone.

[@el4gmz211]

Kye Ryan you're right. gerard understands. that's why we love him so fucking much

[@kyeryan2703]

donnie catch a what Indeed. I wish I could meet him and tell him what he's done to me. How he saved my life

[@el4gmz211]

Kye Ryan same. meeting him is all i've ever wanted. if it ever happens i'd probably get too shy and zone out anyway :(

[@kyeryan2703]

donnie catch a what I have social anxiety so the odds of me meeting him are slim. I tried talking to him on Twitter. I don't think he saw it. ;-;

[@el4gmz211]

Kye Ryan i've tried talking to him on twitter too, but sometimes even that is too much for me. social anxiety sucks, i really wish i could talk to him but that'll probably never happen

[@ohflan]

...might be my favorite Gerard interview.

[@kait8501]

I'm sobbing like his voice is so calm and comforting and then cancer in the backround like just altogether it's making me cry, in the best way possible

[@LaurokaPlay]

I hugged him today just perfection I will never forget that feeling of being safe

[@lucianacaserta9563]

oMG youre lucky

[@LaurokaPlay]

I know , and I can't breathe

[@snailsequence]

Wowz! How did you meet him? :) Must be the most wonderful thing ever!!

[@LaurokaPlay]

JeanneTheKCfan he came out after the show :3

[@snailsequence]

When did the show end? Did he come out right after? I'm seeing him tomorrow :')

[@ShaniceHarryNiallLouisLiamZayn]

This is Gerard Way. One of the few greatest beings to ever live. he's actually been through that point in his life where he crumbled down to his worst state and it must be like hell for him every second of it. And he survived that he rose and climbed back up to overcome this hardship and he brought valuable lessons back with him. It's like he's been to hell and back that's what amazes me most and he experienced a lot of shits and he shares it with us like open up and spill it all out even his darkest memories and fuckkk he actually did thought he was going to die imagine that but look where he is now.GERARD WAY IS LIVING PROOF THAT NO MATTER HOW WORSE LIFE GETS, YOU NEVER LET IT PUT OUT THE FLAMES OF YOUR WILL TO LIVE DEAR GOD DEAR PLANET EARTH DEAR MILKY WAY DEAR UNIVERSE, I fucking love Gerard Arthur Way and I always will

[@madin2732]

+Starless Nights Like This well fucking said exactly how i would have said it..... that boy means the world to me.

[@ShaniceHarryNiallLouisLiamZayn]

*sobs* thank you this interview about the confessions of a self-destructive genius and the greatest legend ever, is the one and only coping mechanism for my fucked up as hell life good God bless MCR

[@sophiamarie8310]

I READ THAT "DEAR MIKEY WAY" OK

[@ShaniceHarryNiallLouisLiamZayn]

sophia marie wow idk why but i think its funny lmaoo

[@fickle_sticks3002]

MCR is overrated.

[@j.danielperez1485]

He was a 30 year-old man when he did this interview. THIRTY. isn't that crazy? (now he's 39)

[@Dani_1012]

British KZbinrs He looks 18 here..

[@kamarienicole4054]

British KZbinrs he doesn't age. daamnnn

[@thesupremegentlemantm4442]

I know things, Remember? YOUR USERNAME

[@breonnajade1342]

40 now. 41 soon

[@nadjavillain]

41. Sob.

[@gerardno2603]

my entire body just flew into the sun

[@blerb1864]

Nothing motivates me to live my life more than this man.

[@Sonamy12278910]

"All your quirks and your problems, all your depressions and your failures, that's what makes you...you." NO I DIDNT JUST BURN IN FLAMES WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT HAHA

[@jordanburrell5002]

I wanted to clarify what I think Gerard meant when he said there was something romantic about self destruction because some people are getting the wrong idea. Self destruction is romantic not in a good way especially if it involves drugs or addiction of some kind. Let's say your drinking too much you need to be drunk so you can feel okay but you know you're doing something horrible to yourself. You want to stop by you might feel like you can't. It's like being in a relationship with someone who you know isn't good to you. You might stay with them because you love them and you're so dedicated to them that you'll let them hurt you as long as you can still be together. I don't think he was trying to promote self harm or self destruction of any kind. He said what he felt. The whole purpose of the band was to make us feel understood and I think when he makes claims like that it just makes it even more clear.

[@riabia.leuiesroom]

3:35 his smile looks so peaceful so blissful and cute

[@gloriacollins9212]

Hes so cute.

[@Char1686dip]

every once in a while i come back to this interview, it's beautifully depressing

[@crystaljones9445]

Jesus, Gee. I just want to hug him so bad

[@reawowie]

Geesus*

[@crystaljones9445]

Buncake Ciel haha yes

[@BylethEisnerThreeHouses]

I wanna hug him too

[@whosnoelle2672]

same i hated how they had to play cancer that song makes my dark heart cry

[@PfirsichmuffinxD]

I'm literally crying right now. I can't help it. Everything he said, it just hit me.. About his fears with 15 and about depressions and oh god. Gerard Way is a literal angel, we must protect him at any cost.

[@kellyxx]

This video makes me so happy, yet sad at the same time. It makes me happy because Gerard is one of my favorite people in the entire universe, he means so much to me and I care about him like a mother would a child, as creepy as that sounds. His voice, and just him as a person, has really helped me through some tough times, and I know it's like that for a lot of people. This also makes me sad because I feel so nostalgic while watching this, especially because Cancer was playing the entire time. It reminds me of when I spent the summer with my grandparents, and I was just getting into My Chemical Romance, and I would stay up until the birds were chirping just watching live videos and interviews and funny moments. I'm glad Gerard's better, and I'm glad he decided to start a band, and I'm glad he got that gut feeling that the band was gonna work because if he hadn't, there wouldn't be mcr, and there wouldn't be Hesitant Alien or .stomachaches. or Electric Century, or whatever Ray's doing, and they wouldn't have saved so many lives. Wow this whole thing is really corny but I don't even care.

[@geethompson9573]

I am doing Gerard Way for an inspirational person speech in school. I am so nervous but I love him so much x

[@Dani_1012]

Gee Thompson How did it go?

[@cosmo_junk]

Heyo how was it?

[@Scoot694]

I wonder how it went..

[@nunyabusiness1773]

And we’ll never know what grade she got on her speech.

[@Filililililianclips]

How did the speech go?

[@raefranco3742]

this is the most comforting interview ever... i will never get over this

[@JadelynBiersackBVB]

Tears...! "I was so addicted to self-destruction. ..... There's something very romantic about it." FINALLY someone who is able to put it into words. I never knew how to describe why I didn't want to let it go. Thanks, Gerard. For everything you've ever done for us.

[@idk-dd1sy]

What is romantic about it????

[@zeldatwilightprincess8662]

​@@idk-dd1syI can say that feeling miserable can be addictive, like, you can see ir like something artistic or, well, I even romanticised it...when you're out of the shit, you realise it isn't that way, that is dangerous

[@picklerardway5974]

Gerard is my role model, he's just seems like a nice guy, he got out of drugs and alcohol.he's more relatable than other celebrities, Taylor swift can go through something that we can't but Gerard can go through something we can. I just like him he's a good person.

[@GirlsUntax]

Amen

[@kamarienicole4054]

漬物 Picklerard Way omg, your pf pic is a geeckle

[@Anasyub]

漬物 Picklerard Way i agree but taylor swift like she is nothing NOTHING compared to MCR they shouldnt even be compared......im not even sorry if i hurt any swiftie but its the fact and come at me idec if im alone but i will fight u coz mcr fucking deserve respect ...and im ready to fight anyone who wont give them Im teared up now but still ready :'(

[@iamalilbean2961]

漬物 Picklerard Way hey I've seen you on other things

[@irlreko8404]

I highly agree. I think out of all the bands and band members, I relate to Gee the most, and he's the one I look up to the most. I've always been the over weight emo kid who likes to draw and has a low self esteem. Not that gee is overweight, but he considered himself it, and that's kinda the problem with me as well

[@baileyannabella]

I adore and respect Gerard as much as anyone else. But just a friendly reminder: just because pre-recovery Gerard thought there was something romantic about self destruction, doesn't make it okay to adopt those thoughts yourself! There is nothing beautiful or sweet or romantic about self destruction in any way, shape, or form. Look at how much he's changed, from then to now, and use that as you're inspiration. Sorry, I have no idea where I was trying to go with this comment.

[@baileyannabella]

Your*. Well that's embarrassing. I must have made an error in my rage typing xD

[@gatsbysdead]

and, just to add on top of that, just because Gerard Way says not all anti-depressants are bad, there is no shame in getting help if you're having a serious medical issue. Anti-depressants aren't bad, and they don't have to turn you into a zombie if you talk with your doctor and work on finding one that works. If you need help FUCKING GET HELP!

[@onomatopoeia9414]

I think what he meant is that he was romanticizing self destruction, like that he thought he was destined to suffer. I think a lot of artists feel that way, that there is a perverted kind of beauty in tragedy and self abuse, but it takes a lot of strength to fight through that romanticism and survive.

[@onomatopoeia9414]

Martha Gerdes haha it seems that we have something in common - an inability to keep our mouths shut. Oh and also Gerard I guess. =)

[@baileyannabella]

onomatopoeia94 Sorry, I just saw this. I completely agree, and have no doubt that that's what he meant. But watch some tween take this and use it to rationalize their self hate/harm in some way or another..

[@ayaahram9140]

I can't help it I forget what he was talking about and just stared at his face I can't get over his perfection

[@walkingthetightrope6637]

There are no words to describe how much Gerard Inspires me. He is so truthful and wise and I love that he doesn't want to be cool. He is my favorite person in the world and i would give everything just to tell him that in person. He is the reason i can get through the day without completely hating life and myself. He made mistakes but yet he is still so smart and beautiful. Just hearing his voice is like the best thing in the world. I really want to meet him to thank him for saving my life. Love You Gerard so much

[@yesmynguettouche]

Baby Alien I hope that we all get to meet him soon and tell him everything 😊😭

[@kino4416]

At 4:10 he explains how his 15yo self was afraid of not having an impact on the world. Scared of being stuck, invisible. Honestly this is 110% me. I want to try to be a guitarist someday, I'm 15 and I've been playing guitar for 1 year, and I still practice like my life depends on it. Still believing it'll get me outta this small town someday. This video has me on the verge of tears. Gerard is so perfectly unperfect ❤.

[@mynewnewaccount5809]

Maybe it's Gerard Way's genuine honesty combined with the passion of the song in the background that's making this interview such a tear jerker. I don't like getting emotional, but this makes me feel this heaviness in my chest and gut.

[@PeachyJaemin]

same

[@leezaazman5376]

The only person that need no comb in his life and still look like an angel.

[@kelle494]

yo this man is perfect. - his eyes - his eyebrows - his eyelashes - his hair - his face shape where’s his imperfections? 🥺

[@lyna7614]

How not live him? He is really emotional there, I wanna know him in real life, he is amazing

[@smileycyrus7082]

He has a beautiful and innocent soul, he looks like an angel, has an angel voice, he is a genius writter and very dawn to earth. I love Gerard Way.

[@tachynadiggs68]

I'm actually laughing because of his gum chewing after every word

[@gwentaylor6470]

Gerard and his gum😂

[@kukluxkendall5643]

😂😂

[@M8772]

he is the living proof that it gets better. thank you gerard, you are a huge inspiration to us all. i'm so glad i found out about you in my life. i will always remember the first time i listened to a mcr song, how it immediatly made me emotional. it made me feel like no other song ever had. i am so proud to call you my idol. i'll never forget how much you mean to me, or meant at one point.

[@whatwouldgordonramsaydo]

ever so often i come back to these interviews

[@whosnoelle2672]

"All your quirks, all your problems, even your depression and your failures.. that's what makes you, you." gerard way everyone

[@treesi-5535]

I hate my weaknesses They make me who I am ~

[@whosnoelle2672]

Yes, that is Frank kissing Gerard omfg ur profile pic frERARD and yess frnk

[@treesi-5535]

+My Chemical Calum YAS FRERARD woop i didn't think you'd get that joyriding reference!!

[@barbarabeloy]

I became a fan of mcr when I was 11, and I used to watch these interviews everyday, but I didnt understand what he was saying. Watching it now just blows my mind... I called him my hero before even knowing why! this man is amazing!!!!!

[@anababin2744]

I got introduced to MCR when I was 13-ish and only noticed how gerard is totally cool like 15 years later. True story.

[@FreddieDontAskWhy16]

Thank you Gerard. For existing. You're such a beautiful person. You are a wonderful teacher. I feel like when he's talking on there, he's talking to every single one of us individually. Telling us all that "Everything will be okay." and "Be proud of who you are." It's like, even though you don't know any of us personally, I feel like you acknowledge that someone is gonna be watching this that's having a tough time in life. Thank you so much Gerard

[@lynnie6633]

Gerard is the most honest open person who tells the truth about himself no matter what. He had his troubles, but crawled out and is showing the rest of his fans how he did it in order to try to teach and help others in trouble. which he has done time and time again. He's a great role model to all, and I respect him so much for it;

[@erinkaposa5267]

its 2015 and i still cry at this

[@mooncrater6062]

Same and it's 2016 now

[@sydneyelaine6348]

It's 2017

[@theincarnationofboredom207]

erin Kaposa 2017... still crying.

[@yesmynguettouche]

erin Kaposa it's fucking 2038

[@katies1652]

oof 2018

[@melaniejayne4798]

I have that fear, that I'm just gonna stay invisible, not making an impact.

[@elcaa2064]

same

[@annanapsyo1771]

he looks so so so pretty

[@tiggyhunter-gilbert868]

This is quite possibly my favourite interview of Gerard he is so genuine and you can really see how he's a real person with real feelings X

[@vocakitt]

What a beautiful sweet soul... I'm so glad he's still here with us. Honestly Gerard and his bandmtes deserve the best even if that means MCR breaks up again

[@JordannWoOoO]

honestly, this really helped me. that's all i've got to say. if i am every fortunate to meet gerard along with the rest of the band, i just want to thank them.

[@viljaspoetry]

man i haven't seen this interview in almost 10 years and i was really thrown when he started talking about anti-depressants so negatively, i had completely forgotten he used to think that. it's really cool that he's said in more recent interviews that he's in a much better place now, and on anti-depressants that actually work for him. obviously anti-depressants don't work for everyone, but the idea that they take away who you are or change your personality is bullshit. i am more myself on my meds now than i ever was off them when i was sleeping 14+ hours a day, not eating, just waiting for time to kill me off.

[@junexx5700]

I just want to hug him and tell him everything is going to be okay. He probably already knows that, way better than I do, but I want to tell him anyway.

[@xxxxxanonymous4354]

I should be sleeping but instead I'm crying over this video lol, love him sm

[@AdiChomsky]

you made me cry. youre so... good, i think. you really help me to go trough stuff just for being so real and honest. i love you so much, thank you, Gerard. ♥

[@nellyy-y]

crying while watching this

[@doid4354]

And so i sit here, a tear slowly running down my face, when i realize how much this man means to me and so many other people. He really did change the world, at least for me. :,)

[@lummi15]

"it all works out in the end", Gerard is so encouraging! I love him for it :)

[@jonascuppycake]

Tears came at "everything's gonna be okay" :'( love you so much gerard, i can't even explain waht kind of impact you've amde in my life

[@MatzahBri]

i love this video cos i love the fact he isnt as angry anymore i dunno what it is but i love it when rock stars start to settle down and are more accepting of stuff, but are still amazing and produce amazing music.

[@josefineflygge]

Tears are streaming down my face right now. He's my hero. I'm not even kidding. This band is one of the few reasons I'm still here, alive. Thank you so much.

[@cubic_frosty7489]

His eyes are so pretty. I love him so much, he is one of the biggest influences on my art.

[@iamcreepsmcphanthebananabi4627]

k, kinda unrelated BUT THE WAY HE MOVES HIS MOUTH WHEN HE TALKS IS ASDFGHJKL

[@gothkyle7362]

3:19 He tried to take NyQuil and I smacked him- Frank Iero

[@KittyMcKitty]

i always feel better when i hear his voice, especially when he says 'everything's gonna be okay' and 'it all works out in the end'. its really comforting

[@VigilanteVegan]

He's 31 years old here. Can you believe it?

[@torrentXofXdarkness]

wut

[@tbrwithkimmy]

torrentXofXdarkness yupp he's 37 now

[@dinarakazenova3819]

i cant he looks like he is 23

[@ce.j]

He's immortal

[@00iloveshanedawson]

I'm still not over that he's currently 37

[@chloewatson8275]

I wanna hug him so fucking bad.

[@ethanblickenstaff3812]

I'm currently trying to get sober, and his words really make me feel like there are people out there who understand.

[@emilyblair2951]

He smacks his gum... Usually I would cringe but it's okay because it's him doing it.

[@v4mpnijn]

IT'S SO HOT WHEN HE DOES IT

[@ZestyJestr]

Not even gum smacking can ruin the beauty of Gee

[@carolinetovar6790]

Please NEVER delete this video.

[@potts7494]

I will never get tired of this interview

[@skittydelicious]

from 2:00 to 3:00 in this video... especially just that first bit where he says he was addicted to self destruction and there's something very romantic about that... that part was the beginning of the end for me as a 14 year old. I heard him say that back then and that's a big reason I allowed myself to try self harming.

[@mariamalmstrom7760]

3:27 HE GOT SO EXCITED IDEK HE'S SUCH A CUPCAKE

[@kendra2540]

Mom: "Go do something productive!" Me: "Ok!" *Watches Gerard Way interviews*

[@amandabyrd6171]

Gerard, I don't know if you will ever read this, but you are beautiful. Your message and your music and the way you changed your life. Your message about drugs (like antidepressants) stripping you of your identity really hit home with me. Same here, I'd hardly ever take cold medicine or anything like that unless it was severe enough. My (thankfully minor) depression is controllable without meds, and even if I did try to take meds for it, I would no longer be me. "Me" is both sad and happy, successful but lonely, and alone but together. I at one time didn't think I would live to graduate high school (I had a pretty awful childhood as well), and here I am in college with a 3.99 gpa. I can identify with your struggle and your progress. I may not be a fan of your new music, but what I can appreciate is how you change and grow, and follow what makes you happy. I wish I had discovered you sooner! So, for my parting words, I have but to say stay beautiful and happy, keep living your life, and above all, you do you. Now we can both say "Trust me, "I'm Okay (I Promise)." :)

[@xlivviia9957]

i could listen to him talk about anything, his voice is so nice to listen to. honestly everything about him fascinates me. he’s such a unique and interesting person. proud to have him as a role model.

[@cyanwilliams5427]

I've just cried my fucking eyes out😭

[@lilypekarske4003]

same

[@ItsAceXD]

*gee casually talking about project rev* me in the background whishing I coulda' just, hugged him during that tour the entire tiME-

[@ob2202]

Omg he said "find the girl I'm gonna marry" and Cancer was playing "know that I will never marry" 0:40

[@Satanhadapoint]

The fact that he has to try to recall what he says on stage proves to me that he gets possessed on stage lmao

[@chloelaine1784]

I literally cried my eyes out. As a 17 y.o person that has to pick out literally her future and move out from all the stuff she had build, my biggest fear is to be a failure and stay invisible. I feel so heard and understood thanks to him 💗 He’ll never know how much he helped

[@yesmynguettouche]

Why is he so pretty? I can't

[@emmeoliver5007]

He's so sassy and sarcastic in this 😂

[@camille9178]

it's 3am and I'm sobbing because I honestly love gee so fucking much and he's such an inspiration

[@jasminemcr]

Thank you Gerard. He is so inspirational. He has saved so many lives. I love him , with all my heart, not just for his looks, but the things he stands for , the way he is so dedicated to what he does, and putting on a show for fans, the way he can change peoples lives after a 1 minute interview. He has saved so many lives. Thank you Gerard.

[@JordannWoOoO]

My all time favorite Gerard Way interview of all time. So much meaning

[@taylordiamandis7028]

his eyes are so beautiful

[@lazaro2035]

because im a weboo im gonna make this joke... GERARD: i was a preatty angry 15 year old Me: did a titan get your mum?

[@ShoegazerGf]

stop it child

[@ShoegazerGf]

stop it child

[@killjoy6666]

lazaro perez wy u do dis

[@Anasyub]

AGH >_< im not even gonna say anything coz attack on titan teared me up on the first episode ....

[@vitoriag6587]

he is so genuine, I love this man

[@maryama1902]

Throughout this whole interview I was just clutching my chest trying so hard not to cry. He is such a beautiful human.

[@ambergirl1219]

This inspires me so much. My biggest fear is being nothing, so it's really great to hear that someone who is really successful felt the same way.This video makes me feel like I'm not alone. Gerard Way thank you for inspiring me everyday.

[@kelseycreating]

I watch these two interviews every day

[@GitaSavitriDevi]

he's fucking awesome

[@citalomeow]

I'm not even paying attention to what he is saying, his eyes are just so beautiful.

[@cazychick67]

My tears started to come as soon as he said "Stuck being invisible." It's like this man see's into my brain.

[@killjoy4evar]

one word. wow. this guy has literally just saved my life. i was sooo depressed that nothing was ever going be good in the end, but my friend made me watch this video, and i literally cried the whole way through it, thank you so much, you will never know how greatful i am

[@franoi8901]

When he said he was always angry at nothing... I FELT THAT. 🖤🖤🖤

[@violet8143]

I relate to him too fucking much fuck

[@doda-os3bp]

1:27

[@lunaluceat5529]

omg same :)

[@AzIsHereNow]

Feeling so shit recently cos of all the things going on in my life, then I remembered this interview, and I came to watch it. I honestly cannot express my gratitude towards my chemical romance for helping me through times like these.

[@artfanatsymanic]

This never fails to inspire me! It makes me feel strong! I love how he suddenly looks to the camera and says "I was a pretty angry 15 year old". Rock on Gerard.