Nu Deco Ensemble & Kishi Bashi - I Am the Antichrist to You

[@NuDecoEnsemble]

The Rick and Morty love is very real! Thank you all for checking out our collaboration with the brilliant Kishi Bashi.

[@ms7820]

💥💥💥🔥🔥🔥

[@cream422]

We actually want more pls (*﹏*;)

[@TheOdizeo]

you bet it is!! Awesome song!! you guys made it that much more powerful!!

[@povkilla]

It remains at the height of excellence in my book! Nu Deco Ensemble you have made a wonderful piece of live performance with the masterful Kishi Bashi! I love him so very much as an artist and as a musician myself and I love the work of all the Nu Deco Ensemble players as well! Masterclass in how to really bring a song like this to full living, breathing glory! Many thanks from a humble fan of all of you in Chicago!!

[@dszaro1990]

Your music was so beautiful in that episode. It really gave the whole thing an identity.

[@k.shopenhauer6070]

grateful that Rick and Morty introduced me to this, this is gold

[@robinjha5658]

for real

[@wrong_train]

Yes. No words...

[@christopherobocha4287]

Fam!!!!

[@shawtyvillage]

Yes

[@k.shopenhauer6070]

I've watched almost every version of this song I could find by now 😂 then repeat

[@NuDecoEnsemble]

1 MILLION VIEWS of "I Am the Antichrist to You" with Kishi Bashi and Nu Deco Ensemble! Thank You to Everyone who has watched!! We are so grateful this video has become so special for the many fans of the Rick and Morty show as well as our close collaborator Kishi Bashi! In the third episode of season five, "I Am the Antichrist to You" soars high while the main character Morty, faces internal and emotional struggles that led him to let the woman he loved go. Kishi’s music delivers dramatic punch to this amazing episode and we are beyond thankful and blessed the world has embraced this music so much! We hope you continue to enjoy all our releases on KZbin and Bravo to Kishi for creating such beautiful music which resonates with so many!

[@matthoward7645]

Honestly your incredible you all really are and kishi here with you made something truly special

[@ericar9473]

Beautiful! You all are amazing and talented!

[@SutuliyPes]

Without this music, that episode wouldn’t be so special for me. Thanks to you and Kishi!)

[@theimperfektman]

Amazing synergy in the context of the r&m ep. However, knowing some of the artist background & then to listen to this collaboration.. Just amazing depths, inverted & understood. Bravo. Way to strike a chord 💜

[@seancostello4158]

two weeks later and it's at 1.1 million lmao i'm guessing you'll break 10 mil views before the end of hte year. SUCH A GREAT SONG

[@williamcollar4362]

Maybe this will get more views after tonight as it was just used on Rick and Morty. Such an incredible song.

[@tripulet]

Yes! I immediately scrambled to find it before the episode even ended.

[@bobothefumo]

@@tripulet same !

[@givenchyking6174]

Yes!I immediately went looking up this song after watching.

[@ZZ-zu9nc]

the reason im here just an amazing piece

[@specialcrystal2108]

Definitely was the best song they have used since the episode with evil morty back in season 3 (i think)

[@peterslaby9782]

Imagine what it was like to be in that room during this performance.

[@NuDecoEnsemble]

It was spectacular!

[@danzz8063]

The fact not everyone is in tears surprises me. It's so hauntingly beautiful

[@Retr0ver4]

that would probably be the greatest day of my life lol

[@shanejohnston3947]

Honestly I live for that talent! Nice To see some real art and beauty 😊

[@MrHaVoKeR]

@@danzz8063 yup, would have to bring a pillow or something and shut my face into it, then drink a gallon of water after its over;;;;; specially because i also came here on rick and morty and the scenes they used it were pretty tough and relatable lol

[@afoxesdream6444]

My ex and I wanted our wedding dance to be to this song. He left me three months ago, I love him still. I came here to cry.

[@tsoipidar]

I want to say something to cheer you up, but I am depressed. Sorry

[@screamingatthesky1878]

I’m sorry to hear that, you’ll find your soul mate some day, I’m hoping with you x

[@samuelhatlestad6676]

Im sorry 😢

[@ags9494]

I’m so sorry 🥺

[@echognomecal6742]

Such intense pain. I hope you are feeling it easing a bit. It does. Likely the scar will ache from time to time, but it Does scar over. It helps to be able to see what would have not gone well. Sometimes it takes much too long to be able to do this. When life comes to a point where things are good & a new path is being walked, it's much better. Sometimes even much, much better 😊 It can be impossible to feel good things for a while. I hope this is not your situation. I hope you have happiness, good friends, supportive family, beautiful sights, & many things to be thankful for. They help. Let the people & things around you help ☮Help others...that helps sometimes most of all.

[@cu1tc1assic]

Been following this guy for almost a decade, so happy he's finally getting the attention he deserves.

[@thisistheaccountname]

And here I am wondering where he's been all my life.

[@donotletthebeeswin]

Only other song I've heard is The Ballad of Mr. Steak. A lot of variety with his music

[@hoanghieutran8679]

@@donotletthebeeswin I misread it as The Ballad of Mr Meseek

[@EduardoMolRom]

No you haven't , you as well as 90% of the people in these comments are here because of rick and morty . So stfu and enjoy this masterpiece and stop trying to make yourself feel special . Thank you

[@r.magana7974]

We are all late to the party but blessed to have discovered him no mater the medium surprisingly a cartoon. Honestly already one of my favorite songs ever. Right now it is my favorite. This is why music exists

[@GeneralPrime]

this is quite literally the most beautiful thing I've ever heard

[@NuDecoEnsemble]

Thank you.

[@justinoff1]

It really is

[@shanejohnston3947]

Like well done! It is

[@zobbetheone]

I agree, but change camera mixer. Almost always wrong camera on every diffrent happening in the song and to often cuts

[@alexwood2509]

Man’s got vocals

[@WhyHowNow]

"One for my heart and two for show Three tears for all the souls below One day we made them into figurines Burned them all with all my favorite things" Dear Lord the poetry. 😭

[@wilbarrett]

This consistently blows me away every time. That voice with the pizzicato and sound of that hall is a match made in heaven.

[@chillshark8241]

Oh yeah the pizza Kit Kat in his voice is great I think I don’t know

[@keanetoh741]

@@chillshark8241 Pizzicato is the plucking in the string instruments. Hope this helps

[@silasprins3861]

Google it you clown

[@chillshark8241]

@@silasprins3861 you’re the clown you stooge

[@wilbarrett]

@@silasprins3861 @Chill Shark for what it's worth, I thought it was funny. Music terminology sounds rediculous.

[@joshuatheargonaut4412]

This song breaks your heart in all the right places. I can’t stop listening to it. And yes I’m here after hearing it in the Rick and morty episode. I love when something as ridiculous as Rick and Morty can take a left turn and just break your heart in two. Beautiful song. Just pure beauty. Ugh, my heart

[@MeraHarch]

"Something as ridiculous as Rick & Morty" ? :P

[@SharikhKhan138]

@@MeraHarch, Well, he said 'ridiculous', 'cause we saw Rick turn into a fucking pickle. Funniest shit we've ever seen.

[@oppfattet]

I know right, hits you in all the emotional places. Can't believe I haven't heard this before.

[@joshuatheargonaut4412]

@@oppfattet Same. Makes me think of all the other amazing songs I haven't heard yet.

[@CharlotteGarber304]

I went into the episode expecting it to be one of my least favorite episodes... and that whole scene took my breath away and it's definitely one of if not my favorite episode of the series.

[@parasite-b9604]

I honestly do not know how the people that we see sitting at this venue are not crying. I think I've watched this on repeat roughly 11 times, and I still cannot hold back my tears from the absolute melancholy majesticness of this composition. This truly is the most beautiful thing that I've ever heard.

[@revolutionizeusa]

Saw him live last night and cried during this and Manchester. Completely lost it 😂

[@parasite-b9604]

​@@revolutionizeusa I cannot even begin to imagine... Who could one not cry to this? This is something that needs to be witnessed in person to be able the feel the full effect. I was going to complain about how KZbin compresses audio, but even without that compression you'd never be able to feel/witness this in it's full majesty. Never. It's not often that I feel "envy", but yes, I'm definitely envious of you to be able to see this live. Definitely.

[@revolutionizeusa]

@@parasite-b9604 YESSSS! WELL SAID! I saw him live but without the full orchestra. Full orchestra is another level - would LOVE to experience that! Not only hear it, but feel it!

[@theimperfektman]

Likened. Third play through. It feels so kindred.

[@seancostello4158]

I'm not crying, you're crying!!!!

[@jibrael7740]

Kishi Bashi is so talented and underrated, I wish people listened to his other songs as well.

[@lottayears]

Kishi Bashi never fails to impress, entertain, and inspire. The addition of Nu Deco Ensemble to this track elevates it greatly. Fun to get lost in this one for sure.

[@martenlenk8960]

The passion and joy in his face whilst singing the last chorus

[@choualex7033]

She’s gone, mom. I loved her so much.​😭

[@rahiemabdulhamid4852]

Made me cry 😭 reminded me of myself lol

[@thirddegreebernz]

Man i got the same vibes from this song as the one at the end of the episode autoerotic assimilation.

[@Zanderkoala]

The part around 4 minutes in when the music starts to swell and you can feel the full embrace of the orchestra is just incredible.

[@lukeoringderff311]

bro what why is this not the official audio his real voice is so much better than the edited one, this man got real talent

[@ANDENsortering]

This is the most spellbinding piece of music I have heard in a very long time.

[@nyikomathebula2528]

Now I can pass on peacefully, I heard the best notes there's to hear. 😊😊

[@PhoenixPalmer88]

Holy shit I was so caught off guard to hear this in R&M

[@jamesramplin8124]

Reminds me of when they used the chaos chaos song Do you feel it. It blew me away when they did that, my fav song by chaos chaos is Blue. Also the original song Don't look back that was made for rick and morty is amazing

[@r.magana7974]

@@jamesramplin8124 same here those two are the best from their soundtrack so far, all others are gold but for shits and giggles I'll bump terifolds once and awhile to fuck with people

[@xzane502]

@@jamesramplin8124 I literally thought the same thing when i saw the episode!

[@MatthewFutrell]

@@r.magana7974 Don't forget Nine Inch Nails' Hurt

[@r.magana7974]

@@MatthewFutrell definitely, also on my "The Feels" playlist

[@HeavyAndLow]

Music does not get better than this. To have been there live.

[@typicalguardian2214]

I'd give anything to have been there, not just any lice concert BUT this exact one. Breathtaking even from this video, I can only imagine how the audience felt.

[@nightaim2062]

This is the first peice of music I've seen from your orchestra, you have shown me something I've been missing. I've been close to no longer being on this planet but this music has shown me life can be beautiful and not just here to destroy me. I mean it, thankyou. You may have just save a life.

[@TheBennycov]

Hope you are still here and discovering little gems of beauty in areas of life. I've lived with someone who also believed their time was short. It's hard and no easy answers / solutions but finding daily comfort or beauty in the details is a strong foundation to learning to love your own little details. Keep listing please, to songs and your own heart. X

[@HixieAndCritter]

Stay strong friend, your never alone in that thought or feeling there’s millions perhaps billions of disbarring men, women and children who feel the way you do. Never feel isolate or alone there’s thousands of hearts, minds and souls beating to that same feeling every second of everyday. The least we could do is help to dust each other off and help whomever we can “even the growth of a frail flower driven up has shattered and split boulders, and enough money has left good enough men weak and withered, dead years before they’re ever buried”

[@stevenmezatasta4549]

I’ve been there, life will knock u down hard. But just when u think u can’t take anymore, life throws u something worth living for every day ❤

[@johnle3901]

why haven't I heard about this song before.

[@comfortablepeasant8359]

ikr, I immediately searched it up after the last episode

[@katwhisperer33]

Right?

[@tfrom789]

Reminder that this exists

[@painland]

i am the antichrist to you is my favorite song of all time this is SO pretty if i was in the audience i would literally be crying holy shit

[@dj5626]

This song has fully helped me understand myself, I'm autistic and I always feel like the antichrist to people hiding my unique view of the world and my unique personality from others, with Kishi Bashi blessing I got those exact words on me forever "I am the antichrist to you" to always realise there is a place on this world and you should always express who you are, never be scared to be yourself, never hide the real you!

[@junehill6421]

Rick and Marty brought me here. We love you Morty, stay strong soldier🥲

[@SkyShazad]

This is Gonna Get so Many NEW Hits after years... Thank you RICK & MORTY What an Episode

[@EKALIPTOhaGADOLL]

Brought me to tears. One of the most beautiful songs ever written

[@robinjha5658]

I think this is the song you hear while ascending to heaven

[@mrcarpio9430]

or while falling from heaven

[@KJ-rk1nh]

So fuckinv true

[@emmanuel_futughe]

Or hell 🙂

[@imbored3795]

More like descending from it.

[@AvatarAang_]

Heaven isn't real

[@rupeshshetty825]

This is why we live, to experience such beauty. 6mins of bliss

[@bp6716]

6 mins? At least 500 min on my track record

[@jimbishop6720]

Rick and Morty got me here. The beauty and emotion made me stay. Thank you for this.

[@suminlee7819]

The fact that he can sing and play violin so impeccably is taking my breath away >o

[@kellzndacut]

Rick and Morty put me on. this song hit when planetina went into bloodlust mode

[@patricktutwiler2291]

I know right

[@bvanhel439]

And in the ending I don’t know the music made the moment that morty cried feel so alive it nearly got me

[@fenrir2225]

True meaning of what heartbreak and no meaning of love when you know that you have to let go so you can heal

[@cmsart]

If this doesn't give you goosebumps you have no soul

[@harshhanma246]

The most enjoyable episodes in Rick and Morty arent the scifi adventures but the Stories of the Characters and their development and decisions.

[@catjuzu]

Yessss. I love rick not because he is a godlike charakter but because of his attitude towards being human nonetheless.

[@harshhanma246]

@@catjuzu especially in season 5 because he is sober, more human. It shows his emotions.

[@decepticonmaster7702]

@@harshhanma246 yet it seems like morty is loosing more of his humanity and becoming more violent

[@Kostaki05]

@@decepticonmaster7702 not really, this episode he shows the opposite

[@bullhaddha]

Wow, this is the most emotional melody I have ever heard in my nearly 48 years, and the orchestral arrangement was absolutely brilliant!

[@kirstyrobinson9096]

4 minutes 53 seconds when Kishi and the lady violinist are both utterly in sync with one another in the frame. Such a beautiful and powerful piece of music. I can't stop listening. Thank you for this collaboration.

[@SachinRajput]

What’s the lady violinist’s name?

[@rstmoney3341]

This dude's voice is amazing, Im glad I found out about this.

[@TheDeathNote91]

I'm always blown away anew upon realizing that music and singing can so easily evoke emotions and tears in me.

[@nixirlnotfake]

This is beautiful, I totally agree.

[@biggestfanof300]

This is a beautiful composition, and a perfect performance of what I can only describe as a magical experience. Being unfamiliar with the song, I clicked this video based on the thumbnail because I recognized a man singing with the utmost of passion in it, and my expectations have been exceeded exponentially.

[@koketsocooper7878]

“Shes gone, i loved her so much”

[@swedishsteve5363]

I found Kishi Bashi more than a decade ago through NPR tiny desk concert. This version is my favourite, creates so much emotions, more than sad bunny ever could. I’m also grateful to the people in this very comment section to introduce me to Rick and Morty.

[@kfclemon2580]

bro im crying every fucking time i here this song...

[@centaur6ify]

Fortunately its only 6 minutes long as every 2 minutes or so I find I've stopped breathing and then remember to do so only to repeat.

[@themasculinismmovement]

This is one of the most beautiful songs ever performed

[@Dbz4life26]

There is so much beauty and pain in this song u can tell he put his very essence into every word and note of the song

[@carljohnson3348]

“She’s gone mom, she’s gone. I loved her so much”. ~ broken-hearted morty

[@klee_.fangirl]

I actually cried when I watched that episode

[@yurijo1]

Still my favorite version

[@nuneke0]

Brings tears to my eyes, every single time!

[@brendakayegi6032]

4:45 onwards is so beautiful 🌬

[@brendakayegi6032]

Rick and Morty made me see you🥺

[@DeLuxAlex-px4fn]

I have to admit, I only came across this masterpiece because of Rick and Morty, but the talent, the emotion, thr skill just really engulf you in the music! What an absolute pleasure to listen to!

[@Skullzy-01]

One of those rare songs you just never want to end. I could genuinely listen to this keep playing and growing for so long, amazing

[@LionBsl20]

Yes a thousand times yes

[@purpribbon]

Couldn't have said it better

[@elblanco5]

Sorry I'm late to the party. This just blasted out of the universe at me like a fire hydrant and completely overwhelmed me. This is officially better than the original. Incredible performance and arrangement!

[@sixtynine2856]

I JUST FOUND OUT TWO DAYS AGO AS WELL 😮😮. ARE WE KINDRED SPIRITS? 😅

[@clagoeiro]

I keep returning to this video monthly. This is one of the most brilliant performances I ever heard of.

[@OhokoEast]

​@@clagoeiroSame, and what's strange to me is the audio quality on this one is top notch, as compared to the same version on Spotify. Keeps me coming back regularly!

[@teresadalessio1809]

The emotions...Absolutely stunning music.

[@aframs-cctaf-rams-cct6424]

This song would have been perfect for the Netflix show DARK

[@connervoorhis6044]

whoever disliked this is willing to catch these hands

[@Patrice87]

🤣

[@thebigfuckers]

They dont want the smoke

[@cbernard20]

The greatest thing my ears have ever had the fortune of hearing.

[@LazionLove]

SUCH AMAZING VOCAL RANGE them high notes are SO GOOD

[@MR-zh7pe]

Thank you Rick and Morty for exposing me to this masterpiece; I've been listening to this all day!

[@natankebreab911]

THIS SONG TOUCHED MY SOUL!!!!

[@siamvat]

Wow, can't believe they really wrote their thanks to R&M fans in the describtion. We're here, because we love this song so much! And Kishi Bashi has a beautiful voice that gives chills.

[@todayistheday5498]

Even when the universe would crumble under the heaviness of time, this performance would still ring through the vastness of the cosmic dark.

[@adrien4337]

true.

[@SaelemYT]

There is a part of my soul that is touched when I listen to this song

[@ShadowStorm_OW]

Bro i'm not weak or anything but, this mf song make me think about my ex and now i cry, very powerful song tho thx for the moment

[@Ziaotic]

it's okay to cry, friend. it doesn't make you weak, it means you are human.

[@ShadowStorm_OW]

Thx mate, you said it, love on you

[@stephen-paulortiz768]

Jk bro

[@Laneous14]

I think a lot of us are right there with you.

[@taralyn2507]

I come back to this every few months just to appreciate its beauty. I’d give anything to experience this live.

[@Pestopolis]

One of the most beautiful performances I’ve ever heard.

[@ryanburke9581]

i found this song playing on the radio in one of donutoperators vlogs a couple years ago. glad i found it.

[@theExperiencedVirgin]

Even if my life was only meant for me to hear this song once, I would be content.

[@vigolovesyou]

Your name and your pfp caught me off-guard, but your comment is beautiful💛

[@Heopful]

perhaps it would be better

[@nightskylights]

This comment is actually pretty sad ngl

[@tkskatesph]

@@nightskylights yea i thought so too

[@tkskatesph]

@@nightskylights that's what i also thought

[@sptony2718]

I have listened to this version and the original. This one is the better version of it. Thanks for all the musicians who participated in it to deliver this piece.

[@zrise8023]

Lyrics if anyone cares. Who are you? Who am I to you? I am the antichrist to you Fallen from the sky with grace Into your arms race [Verse 1] Lucid lovers me and you A deal of matchless value I was always quick to admit defeat Empty statements of bones and meat And my heart it shook with fear I'm a coward behind a shield and spear Take this sword and throw it far Let it shine under the morning star [Chorus] Who are you? Who am I to you? I am the antichrist to you Fallen from the sky with grace Into your arms race [Verse 2] One for my heart and two for show Three tears for all the souls below One day we made them into figurines Burned them all with all my favorite things [Chorus] Who are you? Who am I to you? I am the antichrist to you Fallen from the sky with grace Into your arms race Who are you? Who am I to you? I am the antichrist to you Fallen from the sky with grace Into your arms...

[@peterpurviance5447]

Fallen from the sky with grace

[@fredturbine5133]

I love that song. I have the problem of understanding the meaning of the text. Can someone help me?

[@williamdeas9552]

Thanks

[@Vlad-si9xs]

@@fredturbine5133 guy is in love with a girl but the girl see him differently so the guy is sad (am i an antechrist to you could mean a person you want nothing with)

[@keyboardevangelist]

Oh! The antichrist is very real. And he is not as graceful as this song suggests😅. Yes, His destiny is about to be fulfilled for a short time (becoming the final dictator of this fallen world) till he will also meet his doom.. and A new Jerusalem will be raised. Choose to become a citizen of New Jerusalem millennium kingdom by putting your faith in the real Lord Jesus Christ. Not the fake one who is about to reveal himself, the antichrist.. #Jesussoon

[@magografico]

I will never forget this song and I will never forget today, the day I discovered it and how it made me cry of joy.👏 Thank you all. 🙏

[@dmtakacs]

What a beautiful song. Well composed, and Kishi Bashi has a great voice and range. Very well done. Love this song from beginning to end. it's so refreshing to hear this. Would be awesome to be there in the audience.

[@Achey_Runner]

Coming from a Rick and Morty fan and a parent: this song became so much more powerful, not just because of Morty's heart break, but because his mom tried protecting him from it and was there for her son in the end, feeling his heart break wishing she could take it away. It is the most brutal pain you can feel.

[@Daniel-gg6zb]

This song breaks me and reforms me each time I hear it. Angels made this melody…

[@kevincarofano1792]

Speechless, discovered his music lately and it quickly jumped on the list of my favorite music

[@tonytheironbrother6951]

The real MVP of this performance that winks at the camera @4:04

[@caramelfrappe7106]

Wow!!! This is beautiful and touches my heart!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@karatelunchbox]

This feels like the perfection of music.

[@spankvixengaming8923]

I feel like this is a lullaby, a lament and a warning all wrapped up in an angelic voice trying to reach heaven and earth at once. such a beautiful piece.

[@james87367]

This is easily one of my favourite live performance’s of all time. It’s absolutely stunning!

[@blueduck1358]

I’ve been looking for this song for ages, searching through every and I mean E V E R Y thing and video in my account, liked videos, playlist everything. And today marks the day that I found this beautiful piece of music again and I will make sure I don’t lose it. Thank you for making such a beautiful piece of music that got me through a very rough patch in my life and now you assist me again in another, I thank you Kishi Bashi :)

[@Dartsu]

There simply is no version better than this performance! ❤

[@zerato4454]

This is definitely the best version of this masterpiece

[@ellisdavies556]

His voice makes me all warm and fuzzy inside its final made me realize that there's something that can make me happy out there and its this guy's voice

[@Basia.vte.90]

It's awakening that dead part of yourself, isn't it? 🕯️🌹

[@ellisdavies556]

@@Basia.vte.90 wdym by that

[@ellisdavies556]

I'm joking yeah its like an awakening

[@meodrac]

Imagine being there, feeling the vibrations in your very being The music enveloping you while bathed in the dim lighting

[@alexpaltrinieri6730]

This music, this feelings are so un unreal... I don't know if It was just a coincidence, but the day after my girlfriend dumped me, the Rick and Morty episode about the love story of morty and planetina just camed out. This song at the ending of the episode, literally made me explode in a waterfall of tears. I was so deep in love with my ex, and she was too, i don't know what happened so suddently. After a while, she thinked that our age difference was an insurmuntable obstacle that she could not overcome... She was obsessed by responsabilities fears and got anxious about them. When she finally got the strenght to dump me, i was completely destroyed, i thinked that there was nothing left for me around. I've always made the impossible for her, just to make her feel appreciated, beautiful, strong; every single day of our relationship, just to make her smile... Also her family was very attached to me, they thanked me so much times because they had never seen their daughter so happy in her entire life as she was by my side. She told me so many times, "Please, do not ever leave me, i will soon be in trouble, i will be so stressed about my job, about my family, my university...please stay with me, don't leave me alone...", and so I did It. I was always there for her, to fight with her, to keep her happy. But i'm pretty sure, that after that moment, she became more anxious and identified me as one of her fears... I'm about to turn 30 in some days, she is just 23, so she thinked that I would have in mind to marry her, to start a family, to have childrens, but I never wished for such things...I just wanted to stay by her side... The story about Morty and Planetina was pretty much the same, they touched the sky togheter but then the difference between them went up and only if both want to fight for the relationship, It's possible to keep on walking togheter. She gave up on me; I never asked to her the things that so much were harassing her mind, but I was so sure that she would have fought for me, that at the end I could not even believe what was happening... The day after, I was at work, already with the blade of some scissors ready to cut my wrists, i was crying my entire life out in that moment...but life is to important to give up just like that... I thinked about everyone, my family, my friends, my colleagues, everyone, i could not leave them just like that. Theee weeks had almost passed, the pain still remain, hugging me all the day and all the night. I had a very hard time to fall asleep these days, I barely had eaten in days... I still don't know if a person who gave up so suddently could ever be trusted again, but, everyday I pray for her return... But I already know that she won't came back, she is to proud and sensible. She can't even look at me now, I am literally the antichrist to her. I don't know how It's possible to mutate such love in hate and shame... It's the worst part of life, to hate someone because you love It. But nevertheless, that's a fundamental part of life, probably one of the hardest parts... I'm very lucky that I have a lot of friends who were there when I needed to, to support my recovery from this bad experience.. I wish for you, who are reading this long and sad text, to never experience such pain, but in the case that you will, i wish to you to have the streght to not give up, keep on fighting, happiness is our to be made, not to be found. You should be your happiness, don't look back, stick with your friends, your family; you are not alone, and you will never be... Thank kishi bashi for this piece of art, thanks for the feelings which remember me to never forget and which give me streght to keep fighting... And thanks to all my friends, who helped me to see the sunlight again... And Valentina, if you will ever read this... I'm not mad at you for giving up on me, I will never give up on you, please understand my words... If you will ever wish to come back, i will always be there for you, keep on fighting, I know you can do It... Forever yours, Alex

[@xBintu]

wow what a story i hope the best for you

[@alexpaltrinieri6730]

@@xBintu thank you so much, thank you for your kindness too

[@markcole9620]

me too , i know exactly how it feels

[@williamtoscano5343]

I hope you find what you are looking for in this life Alex. Best of luck

[@Ditromides]

Music used to make me feel something. It was my escape from all the horrible screeching of sadness that echoed all around me. I haven't been able to listen to music and feel emotion without inebriation or something of the sort. I listened to this stone-sober and cried. Thank you for kickstarting my medicine. Sincerely

[@MrCrocLua]

Kishi Bashis voice is absolutely amazing I wish I could hear it in person

[@dazzmead007]

The only way to listen to this masterpiece is at the maximum volume you can find! I can only imagine how it would of felt to be sat in the audience and hear it live. Beautiful and emotional and an exceptional piece of music ❤🥲🫠

[@Grace-mb8tb]

A song that really represents the absolute beauty and power of music

[@cage5992]

5:07 The transition from violin to his vocals is the part that gets me everytime. Man's a genius.

[@tomgosy]

Absolutely beautiful. Breath taking.

[@nighteye4042]

His voice in the live version sounds more angelic, I like it

[@bramt2000]

This is also why I prefer the string quartet version on Spotify

[@sambaroni7970]

This song and performance has been the absolute best thing I've gained by watching Rick and Morty...! Thanks for keeping beauty in an ugly world!

[@d3adwaffles]

It's been so long since the last time I had this many goosebumps, thx Rick and Morty

[@Ad_Astra2023]

This is the first time I’ve seen a violinist singing, took me back for a moment.

[@Thejollyoldbman]

I listen to this every morning for motivation

[@ogmuddybone7315]

I just caught up to rick and morty only ever watched 3 seasons but finally watched the episode with this song and it hit so deep and its just such a beautiful wonderful lovely sounding song and Kishi Bashi just has such a brilliant and unique voice hands down one of my favourite new songs

[@hlukemaleyana9885]

Wow. I cannot express the feelings. I cannot describe thoughts and emotions from this.