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[@campervibe]

Having known you two for quite sometime we can honestly say that between the pair of you, you’ll kick the crap out of it! Right behind you both. 💪❤

[@unadventurousmandy]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@LoremIpsum1970]

You truly are the loveliest ladies in a van ❤❤❤❤❤

[@Hencourt]

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[@shareenw3]

Blessings to you guys also - so glad for your friendship and support of John & Mandy. Agree with you 💯- they will kick the crap out of this beast! 🤗

[@junerobinson8169]

Hi, Emily and Lou, i am so pleased that you were both there when Mandy received her sad news and John

[@stephenrussell6074]

Hi John and Mandy I worked for over 36 years at The Christie hospital in Manchester as a medical physicist. It is a cancer only hospital and so every patient there over all that time was in some way going what Mandy is going through now. It is really important that you take the doctors and care specialists advice and follow your treatment and care regimes rigorously, try and link up with the groups that the hospital will give you leaflets on. However it is also really important that you don’t let the cancer eat up the rest of your life. In so far as your health will allow outside of the treatments and diagnostics get out and do all the normal things you do, continue to live, distract yourself from your own mind which can be cruel, think about and do other things together. None of us ever know how long we have, we could not wake up the next day. The cancer was there before you knew about it, you were living just fine, don’t let the knowledge that allows you to treat it become the knowledge that hurts you more than the cancer itself. The treatments get better every year so what allowed someone to survive 10 years in 2014 which we would only know about now would not be the current treatment regime. I wish you both all the strength to go through this together, cancer is a horrible word but around half of us will get it in our lifetime and it is all treatable to some extent. There are many awful illnesses for which there is no treatment and they are terminal in horrible ways. So please don’t think why me as you are in no way singled out by this prolific illness. It gets more prevalent as we cease dying early from other conditions like malaria, typhoid and cholera for example.

[@amberatartimec2564]

Well said.

[@trudysimms1564]

So eloquently put, knowledgeable and thought provoking. So very true when you actually reflect that 'it' was there initially, only actually knowing 'its' there' takes over everything else...

[@a.w.thompson4001]

Thank you, Stephen, for this valuable information and perspective!

[@karenheron]

Oh sweetheart! I’m 54 and had cervical cancer in 2007, it’s utterly shit but doable. Huge hugs. xxx I now have terminal Ovarian cancer but am about to start a van build after watching you two! xxx

[@unadventurousmandy]

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[@shetlandsheep3081]

Karen sending hugs and empathy, I had ovarian and uterine cancer 4 years ago, it’s a sly beast. So glad to hear that you are doing the van build xxx

[@darrelltregear756]

Think of you right at this moment.

[@catwalk1958]

My heart goes out to you both sending positive vibes from Scotland.💕💕💕

[@thelmalewis7870]

Keep positive keep van building

[@ianthomason8563]

Hey you lovely people ..... I was diagnosed 12 years ago with advanced prostate cancer and here I am still alive and kicking. Please don't be angry, it did nothing for me but the love and warmth of my wife and friends made all the difference. It would seem that having a "come what may" attitude has a more positive outcome rather than fretting at every turn. Be strong and love each other well !

[@SecrePeach]

Know you have 55k subscribers who are right behind you sending you both lots of love, support and healing prayers!

[@maryt2422]

Do not worry about anyone else outside your family especially us subscribers. You are brave to share what is going on to educate and enlighten. Just know we are all behind you ❤❤❤

[@evelyngorfram9306]

My mom had a stage 4 melanoma, at the age of 50. She died 44 years later, at the age of 94, and not from cancer. She got through, and I hope & believe that you will too. Sending love and courage, to both of you, in spades.

[@jean9919]

Mandy, I am not sure when this was filmed and if you still have a few days to go before you get home but have you thought of phoning the MacMillan nurse at the hospital to discuss your worries and questions. They are amazing and will be a huge help and support, especially in your situation. Just ask the switchboard to put you through to the MacMillan nurse for the gynae department. It’s a lonely time without someone to lean on and they will be there for both of you. Best wishes and stay strong.

[@gaz1226-j2x]

Guys I’m so sorry to hear your sad news. Together you can beat this. My wife is 4 years in remission now, the only advice I’d give you is PLEASE don’t Google things just support each other and let the NHS do their thing.❤❤ God bless.

[@Chris_Carini]

Empathy guys ... get treated, rest and recover. Forget the fighting talk, it is about rest and recover! Thinking of you both. 💪❤

[@richt71]

Hi guys. I'm sorry to hear of Mandy's diagnosis. I volunteer for Maggie's Cancer support charity. They have centres attached to many hospitals up and down the UK. I strongly suggest dropping in as they will support both of you at this time. They offer advice as well. Maybe just have a cuppa and biscuit and chat with others on the same situation. Hoping for your prompt recovery.

[@isobelchapman9548]

Dearest folk, you’re both very much in our thoughts and hearts and prayers at this time. Mandy, I know, only too well, the shock of a cancer diagnosis….those sleepless nights and anger, it’s all in the mix. You’ve got each other , you’ve got a lovely wee family and you’ve got the support of many many friends. Please hold onto those things in your darkest moments. God bless you both xx

[@andreaprocter48]

I got diagnosed with breast cancer in October 2022 and still going through treatment. Been through chemotherapy, an operation, radiotherapy and now on immunotherapy. The decision to not Google anything is honestly the best thing I ever did. My sister did and she was on top of that. Your treatment plan will be unique to you. People will tell you about when they had cancer but it really is unique. Go with the advice of the doctors and be kind to yourself. Yes I felt fine and thought I could not possibly have cancer. I still find it hard to believe that I have gone through what I have. People are so kind and you will really find who your friends are. Wishing you all the best but you will get through this. In my thoughts ❤❤❤

[@johnmandy]

Thank you for sharing your story, I’m so sorry your battle is still ongoing ❤️

[@andreaprocter48]

@@johnmandy I remember having the same feelings that you are having now. It is a real rollercoaster with severe highs and lows but you can get through this. Onwards and upwards xx

[@awchapel]

Keeping everything crossed for you Mandy xx

[@KarlHobson2113]

I had cancer in 2013, they kept discribing it as 'Agressive'. When I was told it was hectic. The fire alarm went off at the hospital, it was evacuated, and I was trying to take in the news I had just been given. I had so many questions, just take one day at a time, don't worry about other people, and look after yourself. I'm cancer free now and I'm sure you will be too. Big Love

[@shareenw3]

Many blessings to you both!!! Thoughts and prayers with you!!!❤

[@jrtfan5463]

The anger is understandable, I wasn’t angry at anyone in particular, just angry that it had happened. I still remember the numbness, the time standing still, having to stop working until after treatment. In that area I was lucky, it was caught early, so surgery was all that was required and they got it all with the first operation. Even after the treatment, you will need just as much support, because you no longer have the distraction of planning things around consultations and scans. You have a lot of time with just you and your thoughts. Its been over 2 years since my diagnosis and every once in a while, I find myself back in that moment when I was told. But I have done so much since then also. So when you get through it all, don’t feel too bad when you have to just let time stand still for a day or two to recharge. I have faith you will get through this. ❤

[@unadventurousmandy]

❤❤❤❤❤ thank you for sharing

[@junerobinson8169]

I don’t know what to say, I am just so so sorry for you both, especially Mandy. Just sat watching and crying with you both. Stay strong and remember you’re loved so very much. Thank you Emily and Louise for being there ..we follow them as well Keep your chin up , sending love and hugs

[@ckh7719]

Dear, dear John & Mandy... wrapping you in light and love as you face this. You've got this!!! Much love from St. Augustine, FL USA

[@SolihullSarah72]

I've had cancer twice now. Stay positive! More people survive than don't. Brighter days will come ❤

[@ChrissyX-zp5rl]

Sending positive thoughts to you both ,you’re such a together couple big hugs to you both ❤

[@claireb5083]

Oh no poor Mandy! Sending you both huge hug’s 🙏🏼 😘

[@LifeistooshortCK]

Terrible news for you both, your family and friends. We hope that your treatment is fast and effective and you can get back to normality asap❤

[@tonyflanagan5682]

Hope things go well folks 🙏🙏xx

[@alicowls1605]

I think everyone that follows you is sending you love and best wishes. There are no words any of us can give you to lesson the pain and distress you are currently in. You are in a position where you have no plan and not all the answers, and that’s what you both need. Drive safely back home, sending you, your family love and best wishes. Xxx

[@traceyabbott193]

On no poor Mandy , love to you both Xxx

[@RobandLynnontour]

Sending you both lots of love from both of us, think of you, and Mandy …. You CAN BEAT THIS XXXXX.

[@samjames1656]

Thanks

[@MATS_MAKERSPACE]

Mandy I'm so so sorry to hear this, you deal with it the best way you can. And John I know how important it is for you to you to be as informed as possible to help Mandy both physically and mentally I also know that puts massive pressure on your shoulders but that's what we do for the people we love isn't it mate. Will keep you both in my thoughts daily

[@pepsimum100]

You've got this Mandy. One of the strongest women I've ever known. Your a fighter and you have an amazing man next to you. We are lucky to have an amazing NHS who will look after you both. Take care and I send you big hugs.xx

[@goldensunproductions]

Oh Mandy and John, huge hugs to you both. You’ve got a huge support behind you ❤️ kick it’s arse Mandy! ❤️

[@roamforloam7917]

Sorry to hear this news. My wife had Cancer. It was tough, but try to find positives when you can, It really will help. I will say, John don't forget to look after yourself. You'll focus on everything for Mandy (which is obvious) and its easy to forget about your own health (mentally also). I wish you both all the best. Stay Strong🤛

[@LindaKing-h7x]

I am so sorry to hear your news. Once the NHS picks you up and takes you through this journey you will feel less anxious. I had cancer 7 years ago and understand the fear of that demon sitting on your shoulder. One big thing I learnt is that sadly cancer is a well trodden path and as such the NHS will steer you through. Better as are to come, you will beat this. Your resilience and love will carry you through. Sending positive thoughts and stay strong

[@viv-i-vangoesforth]

I don't know what to say about this video. Its just brought back so many memories about my mum and her cancer. I'm really upset for you both and I don't mind saying I've shed a couple or three of tears. Guys, to hell with the channel/content/videos. To hell with saying sorry about not letting subscribers know. YOU are the most important person Mandy and not this channel. Just get the treatment, get yourself back to normal and dont worry anything else. Chin up Mandy and grasp that Mancunian grit and fight like you never fought before. My Mum didn't fight. She just gave up and I spent each day knowing that if she'd seen about treatment she might still be here. You are made of stronger stuff Mandy. You will win. John, I know you'll be Mandy's rock no matter how hard and upsetting it is and I know from my own experience that finding the right words of support to say each day is the most diffiult thing. I'm thnking of you both, I'm sending you both all my love. Look after each other. I love you guys to bits . Much respect❤🙏-Kenny

[@carolinebutterworth5563]

Aww Mandy I’m so so sorry, but as someone said this is the hardest part once you get a treatment plan and get your head right, you are such a strong woman. Sending love and strength x

[@fernaut]

Take good care John and Mandy. Sending positive thoughts ❤

[@margaretboyle4701]

Dearest Mandy and John please be assured of all our support and prayers.

[@daphnesamworth7824]

This must have been a very difficult session for you to film. Thank you. God bless you both

[@cclose8007]

Sending you so much love and healing wishes. Good to have a Google filter well done John x you guys are the best and we believe in you both so much ❤

[@johnbowles679]

Fingers crossed all goes well for you Mandy

[@yellownev]

Phew… some absolutely understandable raw emotions. Holding you both in our thoughts. It’s inspiring that despite this news you are thinking of others in sharing asking others to be aware of not just accepting our body’s changes. Not a great journey but one that together you are stronger and you are a great support network to each other. Hope you get back soon and the NHS does what it does best.

[@janesmart1188]

Stay strong and positive both of you.

[@Sue_T]

So sorry to hear this horrible news, so brave of you to make this video with it being so raw ❤ Stay strong you are awesome Mandy, with so much love surrounding you. Sending love and positive thoughts as you both face another unexpected and difficult time. ❤️

[@picking4profit]

This is the hardest point for you, the waiting room, not knowing the full picture so to speak; I know as I was diagnosed with breast cancer over 12 years ago, also had precancerous cervical cells before that. Take one day at a time and breathe, it is scary, but you will get through this. My thoughts are with you both and I wish you well.

[@lyndamiller2623]

I was beginning to get really worried as we’d not heard from you Mandy, and the dreaded c word was on my mind…this bit is so hard, right at the beginning when your head is spinning or ready to explode. I had stage 3 bowel cancer 11 yrs ago, and chemotherapy, it’s a day by day thing, it’s too overwhelming otherwise. Love to you both, I just wish I could help in some way 🙏❤️❤️

[@robertmackenzie5850]

Mandy . I felt fine with my kidney cancer , that’s why it’s scary . I do feel for you , it’s only when people have had cancer that really understand what you going through Stay strong , do not think of the worst , remain positive, you will get through this ❤

[@wheresmomdad3884]

Mandy my heart goes out to you, I know how lonely and worrying 4am can be when you are going through the uncertainty of a cancer diagnosis and John, I feel your pain, I watched my husband go through exactly the same feelings. I hope I can share some hope - 8 years after surgery, chemotherapy, immunotherapy and radiotherapy I am here, healthy and making the most of every day. Stay positive and have faith in the fantastic treatments that are available. Sending you lots of love and all the strength I can muster - stay strong and believe in the positive xx

[@traceyneedham3718]

Mandy I send you a virtual hug at the difficult time for you. I am the over thinking in my relationship and my partner has gone through cancer treatment as well. xx💓❤️

[@nigelbailey2665]

Hi John & Mandy. With tears in my eyes I write. Mandy I wish you the best luck possible to fully overcome this. John will also need support at times to keep strong for you. I have been treated at The Christie for Melanoma. A couple of operations later and a course of treatment life goes on for me and the wife. Still able to go away in the Motorhome which we both dearly love. The Christie has made me feel really safe, the staff and support goes beyond words to describe. When I was first ‘told’ numb is a great word to describe your feelings. For me the situation was overtaken by determination, which makes such a difference. Yes those numb days will come and go. John I am sure will keep it under control! Bye for now Nigel & Glynis Bailey

[@Frenchliving]

I think that was the hardest thumbs up I have ever had to give. I’m a C Survivor. Utterly shit but as another has said, doable, even when times I thought it wasn’t … here I am. Sending you my grit, determination and positive healing vibes. ❤ As with all your followers … I’m just here ❤

[@helen9528]

Mandy turn to Jesus, he will walk you through this, praying for your healing and your salvation, the blessed assurance of God in the centre.

[@richardcordier9671]

Lots of love to you both ❤

[@pipmcscot7078]

Stay safe, stay well and sod everyone else, be there for each other and you will get through this

[@docbarham2431]

I have lost friends to cancer and have a lot of friends survive it . Take each day as it comes and you should talk to MacMillan cancer support. They understand all you are going through and have answers to some of your many questions. Good luck and stay positive.

[@bunstertravels4738]

Huge hugs guys xx

[@hazelmorris678]

O no words cannot express 😢sending hugs to you and also John ❤xx

[@michellechapman6961]

You are both in my thoughts and prayers, one day at a time. Sending you all my love

[@mikeembe1261]

You'll both be in my daily thoughts 🙏 and ❤ to you both.

[@nealeburgess6756]

Oh so sorry to hear your news. Of course, I wish you all the best Mandy.

[@victoriaplum999]

Mandy, bless your heart my darling. You've got this!!! You have John and a lovely family and thousands of friends to support you through this awful time. Stay strong my friend, we love you xxxx

[@gallivantingglovers9347]

I was 17 when my father was diagnosed with cancer. Keep your family and friends around you and focus on yourselves. KZbin will always be here and so will your followers. Anger is a natural part of the process. Sending healing thoughts and strength to you both. -Amber

[@chestersmum4158]

Oh Mandy ,my heart goes out to you You have got this . Love to both you and John xx

[@belindaedgecombe5368]

Thinking about you Mandy and sending love to you. With John by your side giving you love and support I'm sure you will kick cancer's ass ❤️🥰

[@traceye2388]

Hi Mandy & John, you guys are strong and together you can do this, I was 27 years old when I was told that I was between stage 3 and 4 of Cervical cancer, I had to have a total hysterectomy, which threw me straight into menopause but anyway I'm 56 now, it is so important ladies to get regular checks, i know some of these tests are not nice, the doctors and nurses are very understanding, I understand your frustration, I have been there myself, and found it very easy to overthink things, anyway guys sorry for waffling, I'm right there with you, healings to you both, hang in there x

[@sarahholden3139]

Just wanted to say I’m thinking of you both sending all my love xx

[@dawnlowe7054]

Sorry to hear your news Mandy. I was told that I had finished the menopause. Then was still bleeding so went to my gynacologist who sent me for a scan then I was referred to a gynacologist surgeon who did a D&C. I was to go back to him in 4 weeks but he called me in and I was told I had stage 4 endometrial cancer. Straight away had a full hysterectomy with everything taken away; ovaries, fallopian tubes, cervix. Then chemo and radiotherapy. Treatment finished December 2022 and have a blood test and check up every 4 months for the first 2 years with an annual scan, then after October it will go to every 6 months. It was a huge shock for me and hubby Steve. Take all the love and support you can as you will need it. Be strong through the ups and the downs ( you will have them) but you can beat this. Sending love

[@frivoloustofrugal]

Every stage of what I have just watched takes me back to just under 2 years ago, when we were six months away from quitting our jobs and doing van life/ moving to portugal to suddenly get the shell shock news that my partner had cancer. I didn't even go to the bloody appointment with him because the specialist who suggested he get his 'lump' checked out said 1 in 20 is cancer so we were totally expecting no issues. He was in total shock when he walked in to what he thought would be a straightforward appointment to discuss getting this benign lump removed to find a macmillan nurse there. Blindsided. So, I totally understand where both your heads are right now. All I can say is it gets a little easier once you have more information - waiting for that information is torture. Wishing you all the best you will get through this with the love of your family and friends. We are out the other side and now sat in portugal :):) xx

[@georgegraham3342]

Hi John & Mandy Haven’t caught up with you for a while, and now this bad news! Only at 9:00 min, but just had to let you know - surround yourselves with POSITIVE thoughts and experiences from others. Last year I was diagnosed with prostate cancer and immediately thought of my wife’s positive experiences. 50 years ago as a young woman she had cervical cancer and came through that well. About 26 years ago she had cancer of the uterus and not only survived the hysterectomy but is still with me! Thanks to my positive experiences through her success I have come through radiation and currently on hormone treatment, with a POSITIVE outcome ahead! Get angry at the situation and a system that may not always function as it should, read up on treatments and what you can reasonably do to improve your health and stamina and how to adapt to possible outcomes - but keep POSITIVE in your thoughts and interactions with each other. Be SUPPORTIVE of each other. Cheers, George

[@johnnewnes2739]

So sorry to hear your news, really hope the outcome will be good . God Bless

[@LeonandDebbiefromRugby]

Oh dear lots of love from both of is . ❤

[@jancurtis415]

My heart breaks for you,I had a vulvectomy 10 years ago and I think it is back , it is the waiting I can't stand, take care of yourself thinking of you.xx

[@unadventurousmandy]

Sending all the hope that it’s not back and that you find out soon ❤❤

[@avislivingston8946]

Don’t worry about anyone but yourself put yourself first and take care I am helping me friend at the moment she is having her 4th chemo on Thursday it’s about 8 hours every 3 weeks just take all the time you need and you have John and your family best wishes xx

[@BruceLauderdale]

I am a sorry to hear this news. Mandy you’re a strong woman and if it can be beaten, you’ll beat it! All my sincerest best wishes.

[@dawnjackson1082]

Your both so brave & courageous beautiful souls for sharing this news...my heart is with you...stay close to each other & hug often...go kick this things ass...🌟💪🤞💞🧚‍♀️

[@wessebaggers]

My thoughts and prayers 🙏 ❤are with you Mandy and John ! God bless ❤️ 🙌 🙏 💖

[@iankingm0idk699]

Stay strong guys, you will get through this. Thinking about you both.

[@johnray1075]

Oh mandy I'm so sorry to hear your news,my heart goes out to you both,just hope your home soon to get it sorted, I'm not going to tell you not to try to worry because you will all I can say is cancer treatment has come on leaps and bounds in the last decade . My prostrate cancer was cured.4 years ago. Good luck to you x

[@deniseburrage]

Sending you the biggest of hugs, don’t worry about any of us

[@patrickh8602]

Awww Mandy, so sorry to hear this. Know that you have a huge extended family of subs who are right behind you. Easy to say but stay strong, let your inner Mancunian give this thing a right good kicking.

[@BobEarnshawMoHo]

Just seen this, so sorry to hear. Our thoughts our with you.

[@steveburnham4578]

Can't imagine how difficult this must be for you. Everyone's experience and battle against cancer is very personal and very different. Don't be frightened to deal with it your way and however feels right for you. Just remember, there are thousands of us who love and support you. ❤

[@amandaadams8380]

Wow, my words will not cover the anguish and stress you are both obviously going through but one thing I do know is that, Mandy, you have your best friend by your side. Sending hugs xx

[@askthechicken]

Dear Mandy, no words…. Just want you to know that we are with you and thinking of you ❤

[@sharonross8022]

Oh Mandy and John, my heart goes out to you. I had cervical cancer when I was 29 then after a biopsy I underwent a full Hysterectomy. It saved my life thanks to a smear check and now at age 67 with 3 grown children and 14 grandies I am so lucky to have had all these years and more to go. My love and hugs to you both from New Zealand. ❤

[@annettewornin7683]

Please don’t worry about us we’ll be here no matter how long it takes, sending hugs, you can do this xx

[@RollingwithTheRobsons]

Sending massive love. Of all the YT people I have ever met you were some of the most welcoming and down-to-earth people. From the moment I met you two I felt accepted. I always love that about your channel that you put being real first before anything else. Take Care.

[@ianbasson8367]

Such devastating news for you Mandy. Look after Mandy John. Best wishes for a positive outcome.

[@samanthamaxwell7339]

So sorry to hear you're news. Big hugs to you both. Stay strong x

[@jillchew-tetlaw3388]

Oh Mandy I am so sorry. Be brave. Sending very best wishes.

[@tamzinphillips7892]

So sorry to hear this news. We are all routing for you. Take care xx

[@lainey3946]

I have no doubt at all that you both will smash this!! ❤❤❤

[@LynneCannell]

Keep strong Mandy.You will beat this.Your love for each other will see you through.Sending lots of love your way.xxx

[@juliawhite3622]

Dear John and Mandy our thoughts are with you the shock of cancer is a big thing to deal with we both know u will get through this keep strong when I heard it upset me as I feel I have got to know you do my heart goes out to you all the best xxlove from us both

[@janl7552]

Oh bless you Mandy… my heart goes out to you. My darling partner Chris was diagnosed with cancer only 4 years into our relationship. We were both so scared. The treatment was successful and we went on have another 31 happy years together. There have been so many excellent developments in cancer treatments since then, so there are good reasons to stay positive (easier said than done, I know). Thinking of you and sending you love and the biggest hugs as you face this… sending love & hugs to John too. xxxx

[@getawaygeese]

Positive vibes on the health side as you say lots of new innovation

[@anitacoombes7599]

Our thoughts and prayers are with you Mandy.❤

[@george150799]

Hope everything is fine, stay strong for each other and yes hope is what you have to focus on

[@carolynandcocohaywood2638]

Hi Mandy and John, Mandy I’m sending love and best wishes for you to kick the hell out of this horrible disease. ❤❤ People that care about you will understand that you have so much to cope with at the moment. Unfortunately I had a similar situation, the NHS said there was nothing wrong with me. I went private and they found a tumor ( the private surgeon looked at the same MRI scans that NHS did, go figure on that ), I had surgery within weeks. Take Mandy and John.

[@peterlawley9876]

Just remember you are strong, you will get through this, and I'm sure all your subscribers are sending you all the love and hope needed. All the best x

[@BentleyOnTour]

My thoughts are with you both. You have each other. Be strong xx

[@stephenclarke8540]

Stay strong you two thinking of you and Mandy much love to you both ❤