If you have ever suffered from such an awful experience, do not ever be afraid to reach out and talk to someone. There is always someone out there to help you and they will always be there to help you. You are valid and loved, never ever forget that.
@kayoru58542 жыл бұрын
Thy Nyx:)You're really amazing!I'm crying right now because I was r@ped in 2020...I never told anybody because I was scared.but now,I think I'm ready to Talk to someone.Thank you!
@yutalan8612 жыл бұрын
Idk bro,I don't think so,I mean Even when I was caught hurting my hand, my mother took a picture of my hand and sent the picture to my teacher, and my father? he's just playing games like nothing happened ,And I never trust anyone in my life even I don't trust myself but hey I know you want to make people Forget their trauma and their dark past ,I really love every video you make,thank you for this video....
@luv.michaela2 жыл бұрын
@@kayoru5854 hope your okay ml
@spacespruot98582 жыл бұрын
@@kayoru5854 also hope ur doing amazing rn! ❤️❤️❤️
@animallover10392 жыл бұрын
@@kayoru5854 i hope your alright😁😁😁😁💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
@emmathetismgirlie212 жыл бұрын
SA is no joke, being through it myself, it definitely wears you down. But it doesn't have to weigh you down. We are all valid, and we must always feel safe and secure no matter who it is with. And I know that 14 year old me would be thankful that I got out of that relationship
@apdofficer21042 жыл бұрын
People who commit SA, deserves to rot. In my opinion...
@SmillafknTiger2 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry you had to go through that I hope you’re okay now ❤
@katiebobat8e2 жыл бұрын
This really hit home. I had an incident in middle school with SA and it still affects me to this day. I told an ex about my past and he went and told his friends about it without my consent. He really hurt me and made me feel like I can't trust anyone. To anyone else who has gone thru this, I'm so sorry. I love you and your pain and hurt is valid
@thatonerandom.33712 жыл бұрын
I love you too. Remember you are also vaild. ❤️
@katiebobat8e2 жыл бұрын
@@thatonerandom.3371 thank you love. Appreciate you ❤️
@cardsisdead2 жыл бұрын
I hope your doing better now.🙁
@katiebobat8e2 жыл бұрын
@@cardsisdead its a struggle everyday, but I've been okay
@SmillafknTiger2 жыл бұрын
I hope you’re okay ❤
@ellesbelles74092 жыл бұрын
As a survivor of SA this was amazing with how you dealt with this topic. For me it happened 20years ago by my own father when i was 5. It personally effected me for 18 years, I couldn't be in the same room as a male on my own without being scared. Even now I am still vulnerable and I still have no confidence. I feel tainted and scared of remembering what happen if I get intimate with anyone, probably why I have never had I boyfriend. I feel that this topic isn't spoken enough about, like people see it as a taboo subject they don't want to touch, I understand that it is sensitive but being scared doesn't help people who went through it, I feel that most of my life I have been told to hide it it I'm in the wrong. Personally this is something that never goes away but it's something that we eventually learn to deal with and become who we are as an individual and embrace that we are a survivor and that good things always come to. Because after the rain there is always a rainbow, it just takes sometime.
@NyxMoonReads2 жыл бұрын
*Hug*
@xrogue5503 Жыл бұрын
Well said-I applaud your bravery in telling your story. There are so many more of us than we know. Surviving incest, and at such a young age, truly is more common than anyone wants to believe or remember or talk about. But all survivors deserve to be seen, honored, and brought into safe and authentic community. We see you.
@malaikamyan2355 Жыл бұрын
So your 25 but be safe ok 😁
@Danica639 Жыл бұрын
@@NyxMoonReads You will always be the guy to come to nyx❤❤❤ Thank you for helping us all in the time of need😊😊😊❤❤
@unisty9912 Жыл бұрын
As someone who was sa'd by my step brother, this was definitely not an easy one to listen to. I had chosen to stay silent for nearly 7 years until I gathered up enough courage to tell my parents. This audio was incredibly helpful and comforting to listen to. As always, you did an amazing job Nyx ❤
@BladedHorizon2 жыл бұрын
As a SA survivor at 13, my experience still infests my mind sometimes, even 2 years later, and Im so thankful I have this audio to comfort me and others and thanks for your caring heart, Nyx!
@hatsunemikuiui Жыл бұрын
im so sorry, you are so brave❤
@iiam.shanii2 жыл бұрын
When he said "I fell in love with you for you" I rolled around in my bed and ended up falling off.
@iiam.shanii2 жыл бұрын
@@DIVINE_REMNANTS nah your good
@O999... Жыл бұрын
1:33 “don’t slip and fall”
@scottiehill47499 ай бұрын
Slayyyyy
@Morganatethatup9 ай бұрын
HAHAHA
@twilight_witch68811 ай бұрын
This hit hard. I was sexual abused for 3 years. And it started when i was 9 by my own father. And the aftermath of a tramatic like this is not something that should be skipped. I'm really grateful foevtgis audio ❤
@Danica639 Жыл бұрын
8:15 When he started with the promises i started praising him And a few tears even escaped my eyes 😢😢😢❤❤❤
@emmarosaline6469 Жыл бұрын
I was SAed by my ex boyfriend when I was 13. I haven’t dated anyone since then because I’m scared that it would happen again. I didn’t even know what it was until late last year. Im 17 now. This helped so much. To have someone understand and not get mad at you for it is so comforting. You did amazing!
@KaraSimp_2 жыл бұрын
this is very much appreciated i hope anyones that has been SA or went through something similar knows u aren’t alone and they’ll always be someone there too help you i’m honestly very sorry for anyone that’s been through it
@Im_ok.100.percentOk10 ай бұрын
I immediately clicked on the video when I saw the title❤❤❤ As a girl that was r@ped when I was 12 years old by a group of teenage boys in a mall and no one to help me I just kept it to myself and to this day I still haven’t told anyone. This really made me feel validated
@cweamiibwn9 ай бұрын
"SA is no joke ‼‼‼‼‼‼‼‼" Me, joking about mine everyday to cope 😧😧🤯🤯😱😱
@softyp34732 жыл бұрын
So I had SAed when I was 14 by my crush at the time.. and I've only just noticed it was classed as SA (I'm 18 now) my boyfriend has helped me notice what it was and comforted me and made me feel so comfy and loved whenever anything happened. This helped me too. Thank you Nyx.
@booklyfun6052 Жыл бұрын
I’m a survivor of COCSA too. I was 12 and 13. He was 15 and 16. Currently, we are 16 and 20 respectively. I also had no idea that it was SA until I started talking about with people and it was only a short while ago that I found out what COCSA was. Sorry for blubbering my story. All in all, I’m so sorry that happened.
@h1n4562 жыл бұрын
Me still being a minor sucks that I relate to this but it’s comforting to hear someone talk about it without hesitation, makes me feel less alienated when talking about it myself. Love your content ❤
@axehead455 ай бұрын
I know how that feels. I was a minor when it happened to me
@Kai_i12 жыл бұрын
Unfortunately I was a victim of S/A at only 8, it definitely makes you feel disgusting about your body and nights worth of crying, not even wanting to look at yourself in the mirror. Then comes the guilt, you feel like you should have known better, it’s your fault that you let them do that to you. Yeah S/A is nothing to joke about, if you are a victim I’m so sorry that that happened to you, but just know your beautiful! I love you so much! Amazing audio Nyx❤️ thank you so much for this
@theimmortalrain867 Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry you went through that. I hope you know it wasn’t your fault and that you find peace, if you haven’t already. 🖤
@Nina0837 Жыл бұрын
whoa holy moly its such a shame ppl at this young age need to go through something terrible like S/A it breaks my heart. Youre so brave and strong and i hope youre okay now! Sending virtual hugs ^^
@Autisticguywithacamera8 күн бұрын
That's horrifying! 😮 You shouldn't have had to go through that at such a young age.
@obviouslylesbigay Жыл бұрын
From a person who went through SA when i was younger has really took a toll in my life, this is not smth to joke about and everybody's stories are valid even if it happend years ago, that person has no excuse about doing that to somebody, IL all of you guys,❤
@alliesenpai2 жыл бұрын
I went through SA when I was around 10-12 years old… by my own cousin. I really liked hanging out with him and playing games, but he did so much awful and traumatizing stuff to me when I was so young. My family argued and split apart because of his actions and they often blame me for it when I was the one who came out and spoke about it. It was an really hard time for me, but now I’m able to speak about it comfortably after going to therapy. Please. Speak about it with people that you know you can trust. People who will protect you and want you safe. I know that one day, you will be able to heal from it.
@Wildlingss Жыл бұрын
Hugs 🤗
@josiecattell158611 ай бұрын
Coming from someone who kept it a secret because I was scared of the arguments it would cause I’m proud of you. I can imagine how hard it was, I never told anyone but my therapist it’s gotten easier but the fear is still there
@goobywoobydoo2 жыл бұрын
This makes me feel so happy and loved man. Happened to me several times, once when I was 6, another by 2 boys at my school a few months ago and recently by my ex-friend. I haven’t opened up to anyone about it except for my father (well..my adoptive father) and honestly..lemme tell you that was a good ass feeling just to let it all off my chest. My dad was there for me and listened through the whole thing and it really did mean a lot to me man.. (shoutout the homie aka my father)
@Xiao_NewLife6662 жыл бұрын
I started crying from haressment a few minutes ago this is exactly what I needed thank you so much
@ruelie2 жыл бұрын
we love you and hope everything is better now 💗💗
@Leolion202252 жыл бұрын
@Mayah_Simp:3🏳️🌈 I started crying too I hope you are okay and you’re not alone it’s happened to me too❤❤❤
@MamaZorb69 Жыл бұрын
I looked through most of the comments and I feel horrible. I’ve never been through SA and the amount of people that have are sad.. I’m glad all of you have survived it though, and I’m so sorry that you’ve been through that ❤❤❤❤
@mars17662 жыл бұрын
as a victim of SA from my own father, this was rlly comforting.
@lillyc11392 жыл бұрын
I hope you are doing better. ❤️❤️❤️
@Stxrs11x Жыл бұрын
Im so sorry that happened to you hope you find peace if you havent already k i love you and so many other people do ❤
@Jj-js4lg Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry hun. I wish you the best ❤❤
@yourdreamgirlfriendasmr39752 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry to anyone who has gone through this. I love you and you are so amazing no matter what❤❤Also, thank you for posting today nyx! Everyone have an amazing day!
@animallover10392 жыл бұрын
WAIT DABI IM TELLING SHOTO!
@yourdreamgirlfriendasmr39752 жыл бұрын
@@animallover1039 no! let's not be rash...sit down and lets talk about this
@theblepblop2 жыл бұрын
it’s nice to finally hear words you always longed to hear. hope you’re well nyx
@lauren45222 жыл бұрын
I’m actually just terrified that because I am a woman it might happen considering how common it is but to anyone that it has happened to IT IS NOT UR FAULT AND NEVER WILL BE do not blame yourself and your extremely strong and brave even if u haven’t reported it ❤
@flowerthing82932 жыл бұрын
This is amazing, I suffered sa to r@pe aged 11 and got my son out of it, now I’m 16 and have never forgot it. This has helped w comfort, thank you.
@Riley-p7o Жыл бұрын
As a SA survivor who suffered for five years of repeated abuse from my cousin at ages 7-11 y/o this realllly helped my come to terms with who i can really be no matter what happened in the past
@Sen3692 жыл бұрын
I'll save everyone the pain, but to keep it simple I experienced every form of abuse until I was 24. I struggle daily with the pain and emotions, and to know that an audio like this exists... It helps more than you know. Yeah, therapy and everything helps, but to hear a reaction like this is something every survivor wishes they could hear. Thank you for this. Seriously thank you. 💕
@mckennadevore86922 жыл бұрын
every single form? i do doubt that 💀
@Sen3692 жыл бұрын
@@mckennadevore8692 You do realize child abuse and spousal abuse occurs in every single form right? Some people have to go through one kind, and some people, like me, get to go through it all. At the end of the day, abuse and assault is something that should be taken seriously, and not something to be mocked or scoffed at.
@Ivy.ate112 жыл бұрын
i was SA’d from the time i was 5-7 by my brother’s bsf, i only recently realized that it was bad. this helped a lot, thank you Nyx 💕
@skyereed54022 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much I have been a victim of SA by many people and have never felt like I could share it to anyone.. you have made me realise that is ok to talk to someone. Thank you so much!!
@deariroha Жыл бұрын
As someone who dealt with a lot of SA at 10-13, being ..... by my u n c l e, this hits so hard. Rn i'm 18, with a boyfriend just like this, so listening to this made me sob so hard. I cannot express how grateful i am for all of these audio's, Nyx.
@Iloveemoboys7232 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for making this video you don’t know how much I needed this thank you so much nyx
@haamidah2 жыл бұрын
Your videos make me feel so safe☺️
@aaliyahhoward50702 жыл бұрын
Me too
@lavender_sky64802 жыл бұрын
I suffered 4 years of sexual assault from 5 different people I’m super happy you posted this I can’t wait to listen to this I can’t wait to feel safe 😊
@savannahpalfreyman39342 жыл бұрын
You should be safe no matter you are love and what those people did is inforgiveable I hope u habe a wonderful day💕
@roslibinshafieetasharoslis25402 жыл бұрын
babe i'm so sorry , i hope ure fine now :))
@booklyfun6052 Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry you experienced it for that long. I hope you’re now fine and are in a safer and better place away from those people
@O999... Жыл бұрын
holy shit.. that’s so messed up… are you okay now? Is there anyone that knows what happened? I rlly feel bad for you ☹️
@desria28013 ай бұрын
I can honestly relate to this ones sadly
@luvv_miya2 жыл бұрын
hi nyx! i hope your feeling better
@madcatter5762 жыл бұрын
I sincerely can’t thank you enough, I commented about making a video like this due to personal experience and I have felt a level of validation and momentary peace that no one has been able to give me. I’m crying happy tears and I am learning to love myself again. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you so so much
@Ky-chanRose2 жыл бұрын
Aw that is so sad, so cute seeimg him comfort her!! 💞
@ZombiefreakPrincess2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this! It means the world!
@m1naxxz3 ай бұрын
As a SA survivor i really love this audio. Its comforts me. Well done Nyx! I always loved ur audios! 💗
@3mani-5677 күн бұрын
❤ God bless you 💞 I hope u are better now
@anjailuv2 жыл бұрын
thank you sooo much evan!! you're really out here making people feel safe and comforted even though you dont know what they're going through with just these videos💗
@moonmaidenaudios536 Жыл бұрын
This has happened to me more than once. And by someone I loved. This hit hard for me. I still feel im ugly sometimes because one of my exes would tell i was. Even now that i have 2 amazing partners and im a better spot, i still feel that way sometimes. Thank you so much for this. You are an angel
@territory_aimsley2 жыл бұрын
As someone who's been SA'd by my own step brother (he's no longer my step brother luckily.), This really hit home. Thank you for this
@lillyc11392 жыл бұрын
I hope things get better sooner. ❤️❤️
@Diana-wt4ny2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this. ❤️ I’m also part of the club that I never asked to be a part of or sign up for. 🙁 This was sweet and comforting and something I wish I heard from someone long ago. Hugs to all of you out there that had to go through this. Remember you are loved, your feelings are valid, and it was Not you fault. I hope this has never happened you to Nyx. If it has, those words above are for you too. While the majority happens to women, it also happens to men too. They need our support as well. As many keep quiet.
@Naomi419042 жыл бұрын
i’ve been SAd twice and seeing so many comments from others who have been SAd broke my heart. i love all of you and i’m so sorry. you didn’t deserve it and it’s not your fault. sending so much love and virtual hugs to all of you 🤍.
@Afudgingbananasplit Жыл бұрын
Going through a breakup and going back over my life and going back through your videos. This made me cry..
@this._.onegirl95472 жыл бұрын
Before the Audio: That's exactly what I need now, I've just come out of a similar situation and I hope I'll feel better after the audio.
@kateisaknowitall2 жыл бұрын
thanks for the audio, i never thought that i would actually relate to this topic. other topics and audios you have done have been relatable but this one is fresh. i feel like i need noise, music, or someone talking to me at all times now or i start to think about what happened and I spiral. *TW* recently experienced sa only like 3 weeks ago and i keep getting debilitating flashbacks. he texted me yesterday trying to get me to come over and i flipped out and couldn't calm down for hours. i luckily have a supportive rommate that helped me afterwards but it really is fucking with me. i feel like all my worth is gone because he stole it. i am crawling out of my skin writing this as it is triggering my brain to think about that night. i wish i had never met him. luckily your audios are really helpful and are an escape from my thoughts and emotions. i really appreciate the storylines and messaging that you put in your videos and i try to internalize them. know that your work helps people and make sure to prioritize your own health and wellbeing!
@probablymostlikelyasleep2 жыл бұрын
I had a few incidents with SA during junior high and such. It really took a lot from me and I was scared to even go near anyone. I think this helped a lot, looking back to it all.
@Ms.Bellee Жыл бұрын
I'm really happy I found this. I was a SA victim and I'm glad I could find someone who discussed the topic. Thank you so much you are a true blessing
@ashkore2468 Жыл бұрын
I wish I knew about this kind of audios when I was a teen. They would have helped me a lot. Thank you for this
@_Jalana_2 жыл бұрын
Omg, thank you Nyx! You are absolutely amazing! Stay awesome sweets! ❤️❤️❤️
@ren_4242 Жыл бұрын
having this happen with a family member is the absolute worst. i’m wishing everyone that went thru this a good recovery (i know one can’t fully recover but we try yk?)
@Sheeplamb172 жыл бұрын
TW!!! (?) Even if it's something "small" like having to take your pants down for someone it is still important. Even if its something like that and you think it is then at least talk to someone.
@Jointhelove_2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this nyx! I am going through a rough relationship and planning to end it but don't know how I end it. Every time I listen to these, idk what it is about your voice but it always helps me. My mom, teachers, and some friends are here to support me. I just feel overwhelmed and have been stressing out a lot lately...so I'm happy to see you have a new video out, it made me feel better! ☺️☺️☺️
@arehner072 жыл бұрын
I literally just finished another one of you videos. I haven't even listened to it and I already love it, Thank you 😊😊
@chelseawhite5432 жыл бұрын
I was SA’d when I was 18 by my boyfriend at the time (ex now thank goodness). He took advantage of my weak emotional state after a loved one had passed away. It has definitely impacted my romantic life. For me it has become a battle of wanting a relationship, trying to feel worthy of a relationship and fear of being in a relationship. I’m scared of physical affection will turn into sexual intention. Thank you, Nyx for doing this. It’s very helpful, comforting and validating. And to all SA survivors out there, you’re strong and amazing ❤
@maxine88312 жыл бұрын
Thanks! I really needed this❤️🥺
@camalb61812 жыл бұрын
This gave so much comfort, i wish i would listen to something like that back then. It's lovely
@emilykijek644 Жыл бұрын
When i was at least 5 my UNCLE did something so horrible to me that I didn't tell anyone until i was in the 5th grade, there was a program that was very respectful and when we were sharing each other troubles i said that and a teacher told my mom, as soon as i got home my mom started to cry, after that day my mom and dad never hung out with him. I'm so glad that there are people that are helping us with troubles like this. This audio made cry so much because of happiness because this makes happy about my body because he cut me multiple times and luckily they are starting to go away:) Im so sorry if i went off track and some of this is wrong spelling, I'm very dyslexic 😭
@Warmsunny2 жыл бұрын
This audio means so to me bc as a person who got SA as 6-10 year old girl but 5 years later I forgive him but I won’t forget those times
@lightningflame20822 жыл бұрын
I bet this is gonna be a great video!
@harlekin6 Жыл бұрын
This really helps as someone whos ex was like the asshole, WANTING rewards like that for everything he did.....its sad to see so many others in the comment that had to suffer so much too but...in the same time,im thankful im not alone. Thank you so so much Nyxmoonreads❤
@breec3346 Жыл бұрын
I just came across this video in an asmr search and I love your voice so kind and tender and this audio really speaks to me as I have suffered from SA! Thank you so much for this! I subscribed and I can’t wait to binge listen to all of your audios!!! ❤❤❤❤
@yutalan8612 жыл бұрын
Oh this is...bro....nah forget about it,thank you for making this, What happened to me when I was a kid still traumatizes me AGHH this is sound cringe Like I'm looking for attention sorry ,but hey at least this is can make me Calm a little better,and remember y'all so strong! You make until this day and another days until you can find someone you truly love! I...don't KNOW what to say anymore I've been thinking for 10 minutes what to say...maybe cause now it's 4 AM and My brain is not workings XD but hey random stranger,I love you! We love you! 💙
@ItsJustMeA15 Жыл бұрын
I really appreciate this video..I have been in a couple of relationships and I have been SA in both of them..and it just scares me to go into new ones and listening to these always make me feel better ❤️🩹 thank you❤
@Lia-tk9ns9 ай бұрын
I’m only finding this now because I wasn’t sure if my experience was valid or not but now I know that it is I definitely needed this audio 💗
@Han-oe9kg Жыл бұрын
I was just scrolling down your yt channel when i stopped at this video and when i read caption i started crying so hard because I remember my sa history. Anyways thank you for this audio ❤️
@gaebiatch Жыл бұрын
thank you so much for this youre very comforting
@de_nile_ Жыл бұрын
this made me feel so safe
@vxlgxrwxb___ Жыл бұрын
As a teenager who’s been SA’Ed by three different boys at my schools that I’ve been at,this really helps me.Thank you Nyx,we all appreciate and love you and what you do :)
@ZepfireSmilez Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤ I'm so sorry for what happened
@vxlgxrwxb___ Жыл бұрын
@@ZepfireSmilez thank you,it means a lot ❤️
@ZepfireSmilez Жыл бұрын
@@vxlgxrwxb___ 💝
@chantellepride6368 Жыл бұрын
As a survivor of SA, this really helps!!!! 🙂
@aaliyahhoward50702 жыл бұрын
I was almost sexually assaulted by a guy downtown when I was 16 now me as 19 years old I’m finally growing stronger now as a woman and a person too.
@SamandColbycheese7242 жыл бұрын
This is a bloody masterpiece ♡
@lob25262 жыл бұрын
I don't usually listen to these seriously but like man this hit close to home didn't know I really needed it till I saw the video haha.. *especially* the shower thing the memories hit me like a brick that feeling of being dirty...
@th3_sparkl3ss Жыл бұрын
I had to listen to this because recently the police had my step dad tell them what he did to me while drunk and angry. So now I'm in the middle of having to relive it again over and over again. This helped me a lot. So thank you so much
@juliarust4909 Жыл бұрын
I lived through hell with a previous boyfriend for a year suffering from every type of abuse imaginable almost, just to learn that he also cheated on me for a good part of the relationship. I thought I had gotten over most of the trauma or at least pushed it as far back in my mind as possible. Until yesterday, when I learned that my boyfriend of 6 months cheated on me. Everything came rushing back, the cheating reminded my brain and body about everything else I suffered through and I feel like I am back to square one of the healing process again. I hate it. The most constant abuse was r@pe and it is what has continued to haunt me since then but now worse than it has in a long time so I want to thank you for having done this video. It is helping at least a bit and will make sleep possible tonight, something I thought would be impossible...
@mistynightlight9951Ай бұрын
I am a survivor. It was my brother. I was 4 when it started. And I was around 13 when it ended… I’m 18 now… and I’m still traumatized… I don’t know why but my parents knew it was happening- SAW IT HAPPENING- and did nothing. When I fought back, however, I got in trouble… punished for ‘hurting my brother’. I’ve also experienced different kinds of abuse- from my parents and some forced relationships. I just started talking about it a couple months ago…. It still feels fresh. And I still feel disgusted and disgusting about it. These kinds of videos keep me sane when the thoughts get bad… Thank you for making this…
@3mani-5677 күн бұрын
I hope u are better know ❤ am so sorry that happened to u God bless u ❤ never give up love u
@feargo Жыл бұрын
It happened to me several times all by people I cared about dearly, 3 of my exes, my step dads friend, 2 of my friends, and my older step brother whom I'm no longer in contact with. It makes you feel disgusting, but reading these comments definitely helps. My heart goes to all of you!!
@starrwatson8492 жыл бұрын
Thank you for making this this means a lot to me considering that I was actually sexually abused by a family member…. So thanks so much.! ❤️
@fantasyFREAKY2 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry you had to go through that. Pls if u need to talk don't forget that I'm here and so are many others. Remember u are loved and appreciated!❤️
@starrwatson8492 жыл бұрын
@@fantasyFREAKY Thank you so much that means a lot love.!!❤️❤️❤️
@starrwatson8492 жыл бұрын
@@fantasyFREAKY same to you.!!! ❤️😊
@alexciszx2 жыл бұрын
My past trauma from SA was when I was 9 all through 12. It still scares me. Thanks for the comfort Nyx. ❤️🩹❤
@Itz_faith.13 Жыл бұрын
As someone who survived SA I am happy you made this Hey I'm faith and this is my story: I was 5-6 years old and my brother was about 11-12 years old and we decided to go out and play with him so we went out and he took me to this alleyway/corner thing and he asked me "truth or dare" and I said dare and he said "I dare you to kiss me" and I said okay Thinking it was brother sister stuff but no He kissed me and he put his hands down my pants and kissed me even tho I told him to stop and he wouldn't. I ran back to my grans crying and she said, go into your room and watch rio and I did that but he came in and did the same thing again. it was really traumatic and I still get shivers to this day it's affected me for the past 12 years but I will stay strong! Edit: whoops i think this is the wrong sa I'm talking about.
@desidesiree97192 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this! I've been waiting for you to do an audio related to this topic and it helped so thank u
@ladyleo33462 жыл бұрын
I needed this so much, these comments are so nice I ended up crying
@aysenurengin40452 жыл бұрын
oh my god your videos are great✨
@anonstarstruck7973 Жыл бұрын
Went through SA from my Ex. It really hurts when someone you trust a lot mistreats you....he was my best friend before we starred dating so i never expected it. I really thought he was a good person till things started going bad. Went through it for 2 years. So this really hit home. Even though its over now and i have been healing but the audio made me cry and feel safe at the same time. It will be actually really nice to be with someone like this .
@Ansley_Stars10 ай бұрын
If you have suffered from SA, it is not your fault and you are so brave ❤️ 💗
@beamerboy0002 жыл бұрын
this hit home i was 11 and he was 48 but this really made me feel so much better i actually feel like someone actually cares about me
@rainbowsandunicorns91962 жыл бұрын
This is so sad I went through this 😢 it's so sad upsetting and horrible 💔💔💔💔❤❤❤
@scarycupcakes12832 жыл бұрын
Am scared of it happening again. My hurted me. I don't know if he bragged about it or not but am scared he can and try to do it again. Thank you for this audio
@BellaOhana6267 ай бұрын
Thank you so much Nyx, this made me feel so safe. When I was 10 years old I was r@ped and I now have PTSD flashbacks. I’m in therapy now but it still affects me everyday
@3mani-5677 күн бұрын
Hope u are better now ❣️🙏
@apdofficer21042 жыл бұрын
It makes me sick to think that we are the same race as people who do this kind of thing. APD APPROVED. Fun fact: This is one animal myth that's true: Eating parts of a pufferfish can kill you because, in a defense mechanism to ward off predators, it contains a deadly chemical called tetrodotoxin. There's enough in one pufferfish to kill 30 people-and there’s no antidote. Still, pufferfish, called fugu, is a highly-prized delicacy in Japan, but can only be prepared by well-trained chefs. Until we meet again.
@dolly85962 жыл бұрын
Today has been especially tough, flashbacks wise. This helped calm me alot. Thank you so much
@ezzy90632 жыл бұрын
I had a pretty bad sa experience when I was little with a kid older than me at school, and its stuck with me for years. I still remember it vividly, and this really helped!😊
@hiddenaccount678 Жыл бұрын
i’ve been crying since the second this video started😭😭😭😭
@Cheese.22 Жыл бұрын
I know no one will see this but I love your audios and I was hoping I could get through it but I couldn’t… for me it’s still hard to think about even tho when it happened I was so young like idk 4 or 5 but I will struggle with everyday things like being hugged or just someone tapping me on the shoulder. That small of a thing can send me into freeze, fight, or flight. Even when I try to confront my feeling about what happened to me with my therapist I can even get through a sentence without crying… so I was hoping this audio might help but I guess I’m still to weak to do it haha… but I’ve made a great deal of progress from where I used to be… I’m so thankful for your audios and I’m sorry i couldn’t finish it but I appreciate all you do and I’ve learned if it’s to much take a second and breath hope you have a good morning/night! ❤
@nickia7262 жыл бұрын
I know I’m commenting in every damn video you have… but… Your audios make me cry…( in a good way) With this one… I’ve been SA’d…. Multiple times… and hearing this calms me down…. Thank you.💜
@Bollywoodfavss2 жыл бұрын
Whenever someone raises there hand at me even if there not gonna hit me i always flinch rlly bad
@bellablue0327 Жыл бұрын
i’ve told no one abt my SA but this sound really helped me
@Nina0837 Жыл бұрын
As a victim of SA by my own stepdad who still lives here with me, this helps so much. im currently 16 and i plan on moving out as soon as possible. I didnt tell anyone about this. i dont wanna ruin my mums relationship/marriage and it wasnt involved with s€x he was just.. t0uching me. i think he didnt notice me noticing what he was doing bc i was sleeping in my parents bed with my mum and dad aside. i pretended to be asleep and i just feel so incredibly uncomfortable around him. he keeps tickling me also around upper chest and i just HATE it I HATE IT. i dont wanna tell anyone until i moved out.
@grakae Жыл бұрын
this hurts. a lot. it happened to me today. i have major trust issues from being used so much tbh. im so sorry to anyone who has gone through this. ur so strong and im so proud of you 🩷