THE WEIRDEST REACTIONS TO MY BOOK / I ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS ABOUT DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE

[@irisgreene4175]

I read this book while arranging to leave an abusive boyfriend. “Never thought it would be me.” The book gave me so much comfort.

[@msuew94]

Is it just me or does she look like she has barely aged if at all in the last decade lol... she looks great

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Aw thanks

[@pharmgirlupinhere6459]

@@deannawestbrook881 Always ONE bad apple in the bunch?! Right, KAREN!!

[@lauren7727]

@@deannawestbrook881 it’s always the old jealous women with no profile pic who have something to say. You’ve commented this exact thing on multiple comments here. Obsessed much??

[@lauren7727]

@@deannawestbrook881 you sound very pressed and jealous of other people’s beauty. Try to love yourself and you won’t hate on other people anymore. Have a great day 💕

[@lauren7727]

@@deannawestbrook881 if you genuinely don’t like her I really don’t understand why you’re on her KZbin video. If I don’t like someone I don’t watch anything of theirs and definitely don’t take the time to comment. Your comments REEK of jealously. It’s okay to be jealous but maybe just don’t comment hateful things if you are? She seems like a sweet person I don’t think she deserves hate.

[@cindymanzanarez1250]

I’ve always believed Hollys story. Even in GND you could tell she was over the whole situation.

[@cindymanzanarez1250]

@@briannampnelson have you read her book?

[@briannampnelson]

@@cindymanzanarez1250 yes I have a few years ago.

[@clementine8397]

Brianna Nelson people make mistakes

[@brandihamilton272]

@@briannampnelson And then she realized it was bad and finally amassed the confidence to get herself out. Don't be such a dick.

[@jessicanichole541]

Absolutely!!!!

[@briannampnelson]

Omg you were 26 on the show and you look exactly the same!!!

[@rachelsmith5643]

Holly has the best skin! It's like she has no pores.

[@bonniehowell4259]

@@deannawestbrook881 She has always been naturally beautiful....Whatva rude comment.

[@stephanied6711]

Yes Im jealous

[@aeh.7249]

@@deannawestbrook881 Omg shut up. Even if she’s had botox (most women in Hollywood have done it) she’s still beautiful and has great genes. You can do all the procedures in the world and still look like wrinkly with bad sun damaged skin. Holly keeps away from the sun which is the biggest aging component.

[@briannampnelson]

@@rashmita916 or it’s just good work and genes. She didn’t get any of his money. You’d know that if you read her book

[@Muffynbear-bs7fh]

I used to think Hef's lifestyle and the GND was so glamourous. I used to buy all the merch and dyed my hair blonde. Reading your book was eye-opening.

[@bonniehowell4259]

I felt the same way. I was a wannabe Playboy gal when I was younger because the lifestyle seemed so glamorous. Learning what went on behind the scenes and how those girls were treated was extremely eye opening.

[@virgie4715]

Same. I even took on a similar lifestyle, dated older wealthy men when I was 18-20. It was a dark time for me looking back, but everyone around me will still say it seemed like I was having the best time of my life. In reality, I was wasting the best time of my life.

[@susansparanormalpennsylvan81]

i always would buy playboy merch if i saw it cheap at a garage sale or something, but not i feel it is inappropriate, just like i feel that way about now about Victoria Secret__VS CEO was on Jeffrey Epsteins Pedophile lolita express sex trafficing airplane flight logs

[@hhheartcore]

As a fellow abuse survivor I'm so glad you're normalizing talking about this, I'm so excited to listen to your audiobook again

[@whenyourehere]

You are definitely way younger than 40. Your interests, your personality, the life you have - absolutely fits someone in their late 20's. I also love that you remain your own person while having kids. You can still be family oriented and be your own person and you really have shown that over the years.

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you!

[@Ashluv085]

@@amyrios4670 why are you pressed? I hope to look like that at 50. She's gorgeous

[@lsolate]

@@amyrios4670 in what world does she look 50.... that is a massive compliment to 50 year olds! She looks like she’s in her 20s you hater !

[@janelleshea421]

@@amyrios4670 yikes. Amy girl I feel so sad for you. I cannot imagine what your home life/life in general is like for you to lash out on the internet at a person you’ve never met and never will meet simply because they got a compliment and replied kindly back .. I hope whatever hurt you’re going through ends soon.. and wish you positive vibes and healing vibes

[@katherinechase3674]

@@amyrios4670 and why would it be so very terrible to look 51 anyway? Women can be beautiful and elegant at any age they are! Believe it or not some qualities even improve as we get older!

[@leahmb90]

I could listen to you talk all day. Seriously. Please do more Q&As and storytime videos! xx

[@user-ms4lw7ib77]

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[@Julesssdubs]

It’s crazy that Holly literally has NOT aged one bit! She’s insanely gorgeous 😍

[@Exorcist364xs]

She’s definitely used her spf that’s for sure! Living with those super tanned girls I’m sure she took good care of her skin. But she really is very beautiful she’s got beautiful wide eyes. Those other girls haven’t aged as well. This woman takes good care of herself.

[@Julesssdubs]

@@Exorcist364xs I think all of the girls aged beautifully and are still gorgeous. Holly of course is no exception. She is stunning!

[@alwaysyouramanda]

She’ll probably age like George Clooney or fine wine. 😄

[@user-ms4lw7ib77]

@@Julesssdubs 🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶

[@marinam1660]

Plastic surgery

[@BoopsNstuff]

Anyone else watch the show in tandem with the book? I re-watched the first season again and see a lot of dysfunction happening. It’s crazy how invested I was in the show back in 2005. Now watching it, it’s just so heartbreaking.

[@tiffanymorelos7634]

Girl same!!

[@kristen-yayaaksca3565]

Give us some examples please, I don’t have any money to buy the book right 😔

[@han1988missy]

I've been doing the same, I'm angry and disgusted the way she was treated by some people and heartbroken by the amount of body dysmorphia which was propelled and fuelled 😔 Fascinating to watch over again as I've just finished reading her book. She seems like such a lovely person, I'd like to think we could have a nice conversation as I have an obsession with Disney theme parks too! ☺️☺️☺️

[@forrestcollective9184]

@@kristen-yayaaksca3565 do you have audible, or kindle account? If not, when you sign up you get a free title (so you could get the book that way). As long as you cancel before the month is up, you won't be charged.... Just an idea for you.

[@EllEnchanted]

I started to rewatch GND after seeing Secrets of Playboy. It’s not the same for me at all and I think that’s in part due to me growing up a lot since then and also knowing what a predator he was. He founded and funded Playboy, but the women are what made Playboy. Without them, he wouldn’t have made it and to think they paid the women so little and in increments and exploited so many, it’s disgusting! I haven’t read Holly’s book yet, but I absolutely will soon.

[@jenme2390]

I’ve read “Down the Rabbit Hole” and “The Vegas Diaries”. And I developed a real admiration for you for many reasons. Your strength and heart being just a few of them. Funny story. I’ve actually met you in person. And I was freaking out inside because you had become one of my heroes in a way. But you probably had no idea. Lol I’m an actr-EES!😂 Glad you are on KZbin now!

[@WorldOfNicky]

This was such a kind comment JenJen ❤️. I really enjoyed reading it! I hope more people continue to spread kindness like this on KZbin. I agree about your views on Holly, she’s such a darling woman.

[@samiicat4073]

That’s lovely...Thanks for sharing! 💖🙏

[@soufbayshawty]

Love this comment 💗

[@user-ms4lw7ib77]

@@WorldOfNicky احسنتي رائع جدا

[@colettedamaro9682]

I was in my early teens when I first watched GND and I remember idolizing the glamorous lifestyle that is put across on screen. However, after reading your book and rewatching the series in my mid-twenties, I have noticed so many things I never before. Like you having your hair in Leia buns and Hef's thoughts on it being ugly, or the time that you tried to shoot a basketball and he got angry/made you sit down, these tiny things that I never even clocked before. I loved your book and its brought a whole new side to GND!

[@yasmint7197]

I love how honest and unapologetic you are and how you’ve rationalized everything. Growing up I watched the show and never connected to you because I think you were just emotionally shut off but now just how open you’ve been after and how you approach such a illogical thing so logically I think is beautiful and so unique and such a great skill in life to have. Life isn’t just a straight line like people want to portray it and I love how you normalize it.

[@samanthab8222]

I loved your book and thought it was powerful! You took responsibility for your own part in your story and you were very balanced in how you described others. I thought it was very real. Always loved you on Girls Next Door, I felt your intelligence and personality shined through the character they tried to make you. Hope you are doing well ❤️

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you 💕

[@codiwankenobi5270]

I always wanted to hear you talk more about working on the sets of the photo shoots for playboy behind the camera. I always found it interesting that you got involved in the editing process, I would love to hear about everything you learned.

[@WeCanShowYoutheWorld]

I agree! I thought that was such a cool career move! -- K

[@priscillacasas4127]

I liked that she tried make a career out of that lifestyle and not just be home and do nothing. She was really young and smart, and tried to make something out of her life. And she did.

[@motherthirteen]

And she didn't do shit with that opportunity, she just kept riding that pity train.

[@bonniehowell4259]

I have always wanted to congratulate you for writing this book. It takes some major balls to write a tell-all regarding your true and honest experiences relating to a person of power ( in the sense of money and notoriety) while still chronicling those experiences experiences in a tasteful manner. You weren't out to bash anyone or or create a scandal; you were just sharing your honest experiences. I think that's one of the many reasons why the book was so well received. Well done!👏

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you 💞

[@nadiaguevara31]

I loved your personality on GND and it has only gotten even better and so relatable here on KZbin. I'm so glad I subscribed!

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you 💕💕

[@paxnelson9301]

I already thought you were great but when you described "Trauma Part 2", it made me love you even more. You put it perfectly into words what I have never been able to explain but feel in my soul!! You are so genuine and I am so glad I stumbled on your channel.

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you 💕💕

[@user-ms4lw7ib77]

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[@user-ms4lw7ib77]

@@OfficialHollyMadison 🎈🎈🎈

[@KakelineRose]

I LOVED the Girls Next Door, like I will still watch that show once in a while just because it takes me back to the 2000s days. Everything seemed so fun and colorful back then haha. I also loved reading Down the Rabbit Hole, I probably read it in like a day or two.

[@armyofcats666]

I LOVED The Girls Next Door back in the 2000's. It was my favorite show. The reason why I loved it so much was seeing the friendships between the three of you, mansion staff, other Playmates, your families, your dogs, and the animals at the mansion (like Coco the monkey!). It was really comforting just to see you and your friends doing fun things together, like going shopping for Kendra's birthday party or when you all went horseback riding and ate at the Mexican restaurant. I especially loved the friendship between you and Bridget. It was just so lovely to see you just hanging out and laughing together. I remember the day when your book came out, I stopped at Target on my way home from work to get a copy, and I read the whole thing in two days. It's really great to see you here in KZbin!!

[@susansparanormalpennsylvan81]

i am 59 yrs old, i am so glad i did not have all the pressure from social media to look perfect growing up, i thought i was hot stuff when i was young __LOL now i am old and fat, beauty for me, is being able to go hiking without my knees hurting from oestoarthritis the next day__enjoy your young bodies, not having physical pain, you can clean house all day without your back hurting the next day

[@jennypatterson8697]

Your book really changed the way I imagined Mansion Life. What an eye opener. The book changed the way I see you. Before, I didn’t think much of you, meaning not really knowing anything about you. Not far into the book and I saw “you” and you have become one of my favorite people.

[@krystastefanosky6173]

I’ve always been a fan of yours and looked up to you because you are a role model to ANYONE who is ready to leave a toxic environment. My senior year of college I did a report on you on why you are beautiful. And the focus was not on outer beauty but on your inner beauty and your strength to do what is best for you!

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you! 💕💕💕

[@sweetness371]

I'm so glad I found this channel! This makes me want to read your book all over again. I read the book shortly after I had my own "me too" story, so it was kind of cathartic for me. Holly, I've always thought you to be so well-spoken and smart. You're a big inspiration to me.

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you 💞

[@genavievevenuto3984]

I just want you to know that I think it’s a great thing that you built up the courage to write a book about your experience there bc there’s a lot of women although some of them may not be honest with themselves about it and that’s just the way of the world,but women that can relate to you 100 percent and I just want you to know I think it’s extremely admirable that you went against the grain and was honest about your experience and I think that’s a healthy way to grow as a person heal and move forward in your life. Leader qualities You go holly!!

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you 💕💕

[@madgeisizzles]

She looks like aurora, she could easily be a Disney Princess for a living 😍😭

[@manhattanfromthesky1]

Loved down the rabbit hole! It’s so nice you and Bridget have stayed friends too!

[@holliee4329]

Your are so much more than GND and extremely intelligent. I have seen your struggle for a long time and have been a huge fan of how you have overcome so much. You are honestly one of the most down-to-earth strongest people I have ever seen on TV and on the internet. I hope you know there are fans out there that truly love getting to know you and want the best for you.

[@joeys9299]

I don’t read books, never have even all through school. But I purchased your book in 2015 and read it cover to cover twice!! I was so invested in GND and Hollys World. I even have the book on audible and will listen to it from time to time while driving in the car. Love the book and the glimpse into what really what happened and how everything wasn’t as it seemed. Thank you Holly!! Hope you are doing well. I happened across this video, and am glad I did.

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you 💞

[@luciacain8231]

I was so invested in it too! X

[@Malala24]

Have you ever thought about doing a reaction video on re-watching GND episodes? Maybe like a series of reaction videos of all the episodes? I know you want to move on from Playboy but I think that would be fun to do and fun for your fans (aka, me) to watch. Lol.

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

I think I might get on copyright trouble

[@Malala24]

@@OfficialHollyMadison shucks! It would have been entertaining to watch. I just read your book and I remember watching the show and seeing your eyes roll at certain situations. You were my favorite and watching you on the show made Playboy seem classier than it actually was! Keep doing what you’re doing because you have major supporters out there.

[@thatswhatshevlogged]

@@OfficialHollyMadison Whitney Port is doing it for the Hills so you might be ok!

[@pamelalansbury94]

They did commentary on at least the first season of Girls Next Door DVDs, I remember getting them one by one when Netflix was brand new and you got the movies in the mail! And I remember there was some good dirt in those commentaries about a few mansion guests. I would LOVE a 2021 version! If channels like screen crush or looper can do recaps of shows you should be able to do it too ☺️

[@pamelalansbury94]

I’m back to say Jenny McCarthy & Tori Spelling are doing a podcast like this with every BH 90210 episode so I think you & B should look into it!!! PRETTY PRETT PLEASE WITH SUGAR ON TOP!!

[@hailey7220]

I think it’s really cool and brave for you to address stuff that you realize wasn’t safe or healthy for you. It’s really refreshing how honest and true to yourself you come across in your content. :)

[@Nicolebeverlyhills]

I listen to rabbit hole at least once every other month on audible, Vegas dairies is good but it’s hard to keep all the people in track, although I’ve only listened to that one 3 or 4 times. Rabbit hole I’ve listened to at least 20. I think holly is a great author.

[@cvjjhfsdgh]

Me too! :)

[@shiphi60]

omg me too. I love it.

[@tlestrange18]

Same! I thought I was weird because I listen to it so much.

[@justwatchingvideosLA]

Same! I literally just finished listening to the Vegas book on audible & I tried to Google who was who (the alias) & there’s no information. And there are a lot of names going on. But yeah I enjoyed both, but the first is my favorite one :)

[@cvjjhfsdgh]

@@justwatchingvideosLA girl me too 😂😂😂

[@YasminMusicFan16]

I was born in the mid 90's and it's so gross how much merch was aimed at kids like school pencil cases and stuff.I remember begging my mum to buy me a Playboy bedsheet when I was 10 and she refused. I'm glad she did now.

[@Pandorash8]

My mum bought me a shirt with the playboy bunny on it that I liked when I was 15. But I didn’t actually know what it was. Same as my Dad got me a huge cutout for Ralph magazine that the local newsagents was getting rid of after the promotion for the first edition in Australia was over. Neither he nor I knew that it was a men’s mag lol. OMG my life was sheltered haha.

[@YasminMusicFan16]

@@Pandorash8 Hahaha bless :/ . Meanwhile, I knew too much.

[@maggie5122]

Ditto, born in 89

[@courtneycoley8487]

Wow

[@roflolwtfomg]

Yeah I remember my cousins being big into playboy stuff when I was a kid and my Aunty buying me playboy merch at 14! So wrong looking back on it!

[@ChrisFarleyisGod]

Thank you for doing this Holly. I was hoping someone would ask about Mary, she seemed to have really loved you

[@TaraSmiles7]

I have to say, Holly, that you're smarter, wiser, deeper, and more well-rounded than most people. I admire you... Looking forward to more of your videos :)

[@dejavoodu521]

When I was a girl my mom had a friend, who she had been friends with since elementary school, who back in the late 70's-early 80's used to go to Playboy Mansion parties. I only heard horror stories. Like date rape, kind of stuff..so The Mansion wasn't glamorous to me ever. It was horror show. I was more afraid going near that world. Any were near it.

[@basic_CeceRae]

Same I knew a friend of a friend and interestingly enough they spoke of there being the exact substance passed around that Holly mentioned in her book. Even more coincidently they were the same or very similar to what Bill Cosby allegedly used with his victims (some of which he met at the mansion)

[@doreenellis8144]

Hi Holly, you were always mine and my moms very favorite playmate. You were the one who cared the most and were the most real. I’m happy that you finally got your Happily ever after😊

[@catrinapartridge151]

I don't like to hang out with people generally, but holly seems like that friend that's got your back and you can actually have a meaningful conversation with 🖤

[@secondstarbeauty7109]

I read both your books every year! I was a die hard Hollys world fan so absolutely enjoy those stories so much. A lot of it is so relatable and I love your commentary on things you remind me a lot of myself ! Love it Holly thanks!

[@kikibuzz25]

I wish the haters could see how well spoken you are! Love your channel

[@mykayla22]

My favorite thing about you is that you’ve always been yourself. It showed in GND, Hollys World and then the books. Even today the fact that you’re dating Zak blows my mind because you always pop up in my newest interest! I have no doubt whatever I’m into next, you’ll be there haha forever relevant in my life.

[@scienceofherself]

God, holly is still just so so so gorgeous

[@bonniehowell4259]

I'm just in awe how she hasn't aged. She looks stunning.

[@JeSuisDeTexas]

I can’t even tell you how many times I’ve listened to this on Audible. Love the book & Holly’s narration is so perfect!

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you!

[@ashleycorrales343]

You look so beautiful!! I can’t believe you’re on KZbin you were always my favorite can’t believe it’s been over a decade 😭 Happy New Year! 💞

[@shannonb2817]

I've been to Midsummers once in 2009 and went by myself. I was dressed as Ariel and hung out by the pool and felt like a dork cause I knew noone. I got my pic taken a couple times, cause they thought I was a hired mermaid. I only hung out there for maybe a full hour cause I felt alone and I wasn't a celebrity. The site of a drunk Ron Jeremy made me uneasy and I wanted to leave. True story. The only cool person there was Stacey Burke.

[@kandykissesoxoxblessed]

Stacey Burke is the nicest person I met her in LA and she is so genuine and sweet

[@gilkanamolina8667]

Oh, I love Stacy - I see all her KZbin videos

[@priscillacasas4127]

I liked her too on GND, you can tell she was genuine. I found her KZbin and she just seems honest and sweet, down to earth person.

[@bonniehowell4259]

This is hilarious. I heard Ron Jeremy could be difficult to deal with when intoxicated.

[@suzannebracker8219]

I love Stacey!

[@donalpaccio4233]

I remember watching you on Polish MTV back in 2007-2008 on girls next door. And now living in France, seeing you doing KZbin videos I feel like my life did a whole circle. I am so happy that you are doing good and you have a loving family. Back than I didn’t understood the Playboy environment- I was 14/13 back then. But I’m so happy for you that you are free now from all of that.

[@GotUOnMyRadar]

This was so cool of you to be so transparent!! I always wanna know tho can you and Bridget do a video making captain bobs grilled cheese sandwich dupes and frankenberry treats?!?

[@toebeans96]

Oh my gosh yes! Captain Bob's grilled cheese! And the frankenberry treats! ♥️

[@pharmgirlupinhere6459]

Great idea!! Would love to see Bridget!!

[@Trigger10sn]

Holly you are such a smart, beautiful girl!! I'm happy to see that you came through the other side and have worked hard on healing.

[@laurenturner1931]

Insane you just posted this, considering I just finished re-watching GND and decided research your book on youtube. So happy to see you happy!

[@abigailsharp7496]

What you said about justifying peoples negative qualities with receipts, compared to people readily accepting your positive opinion on people is so true and interesting, and I’ve never heard that explained before but you did it so eloquently. It’s accurate and relatable, and I wish more people realised it. X

[@BeSaltShineLight]

Your self awareness is very inspiring. As someone who experienced trauma, I can relate to that low energy feeling, shutting down and disassociating when I talk about certain things around that trauma. You are very self empowered which is a lot like how I feel now and admire that because I know what it takes to get to that point as well as having people doubt or try to rewrite your story. I can also relate to the dysmorphia as I too struggled with that in the past. Love you!

[@Jennifer_Lewis_Beach_Living]

I’m so glad you’re doing so well after the things that you went through at the mansion. I really like your videos on the history of the different Disney rides. It’s interesting to learn about their origins. I’m going to predict that your next project will be a children’s book. I can see you writing a few good stories for little ones.

[@lindsayrettig3374]

You and B were always so genuine. I still rewatch your shows, and I have read your book. You are an inspiration! I’m also a Capricorn so I’ve always felt semi connected to you in certain ways. Plus I’m a massive Disney fan so that helped a lot! Haha. I just found your channel and I’m thrilled! Thank you for sharing your life and being a inspiration to so many, you rock! Love, Linds

[@azurescenss]

I purchased this book and I feel like it was very descriptive of what it's like trying to be an ideal woman who is living to please others instead of focusing on yourself. Reminded me a lot of Marilyn Monroe's story of dealing with men in Hollywood.

[@kp6823]

Holly! I'm so happy I found you on KZbin, been binge watching you! I grew up watching GND and you were always an inspiration to me.

[@Femmagorgon]

Legit, your impressions of everyone’s voices in the audiobook were spot on. It really added to the story.

[@hopestark9943]

I can't wait to hear it!

[@hollysmugala375]

I really like that fact that you took examples from the show and expounded on them. Now when I watch the show I see it completely differently

[@lisashank4112]

I used to watch that and see stuff in her I was going through as well and I hoped on hope it was my imagination.

[@priscillacasas4127]

I see the show completely different now and after hearing her interviews, you can see the tension and awkwardness in some of the episodes with the interaction between the girls.

[@Brian5mb]

I've mentioned this prior but 'down the rabbit hole' truly changed my life. it gave me the strength to carry on, I know it sounds cliche to say. to know someone you admire so much has gone through such similar emotional tribulations, it really helps one find courage.

[@nikki5980]

Holly I am someone that you helped. Sending much love! Thank you for everything. 💖 Yes I love the show still. Brings back some special memories. 💖 GND and Holly's World.

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

💕💕💕

[@shadylaydee]

I read your book as soon as it came out and really enjoyed hearing your story. Im always reading peoples body languages in life or in reality shows and love to watch the Bachelor for this reason. I could honestly tell the tension in most episodes and now I know why by reading your book. Super interesting and happy to see you have a YT channel!

[@hollysprite3096]

I’ve loved you ever since I found you back during GND, you always had such a vibeeee 🖤🖤🖤

[@munchkintheparakeet]

Holly, you are amazing. You are so real and I love how open you are. I know it can be hard to be open and vulnerable but you’re awesome and inspirational. ❤️💕

[@jordynraquelle6154]

I've always wanted to tell my own story of my issues that I am going through in the situation that I'm in , and through you , I have the courage to say and do what I have to do to get out of my situation .Now , I finally have the courage to say , "Enough is enough ," and get out of my situation.And I am now working on my own book , also .

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

💕💕💕

[@dani-ol5xb]

You're truly an inspiration Holly. Thanks for shedding a light on the REAL situation behind the superficial image that was being portrayed.

[@ROYinka]

I was pregnant in 2015 and wished for a girl... and then your book dropped and I just fell in love with the name “Holly” 😄

[@yellowdressbookstore6602]

I've been wanting to tell my story. This have me great advice and addressed my fears as to why I've waited so long to come forward. No one wants a part 2 trauma. But I know it is time. Also I will be sure to check with legal counsel as well when publishing names and places. . Wow. So much great advice Thank you

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Glad I could be of help 💕💕

[@Layla-bs9wd]

This was a good video Holly! I read both of your books and enjoy your writing style. I like the way you reference situations and people even as you're talking today and do so in a graceful way. Also, I had no idea this would be a get ready with me type of video, you already looked well put together at the beginning. I'd love another book from you!

[@Kendralovesskincare]

Capricorn ♑ too... Old when your young and young when your old. So true!

[@JeSuisDeTexas]

My friends and I say I do everything backwards and it’s so true. Now I know why! 😝

[@catherinerintamaki8617]

@@JeSuisDeTexas Me too Ashley❤️🇨🇦❤️

[@erikkasepiphany85]

Me too I am a Capricorn ♑️ rising!

[@Kendralovesskincare]

@@JeSuisDeTexas I've always said I did my whole life ass backwards🤣

[@highpriestess3100]

Your KZbin videos remind me why you’re my favourite Holly! So grounded, wise and relatable. I have both your books on audible and listened to them multiple times, now I want to listen again :-) Best to you!!! (Ps I’m a fellow Capricorn and I do agree with being an old soul when younger, and younger later in life. And we don’t age :-) I certainly looked older then my age earlier in life, and now I get mistaken for half my age :-) I see you’re the same! Looking younger and fresher than ever :)

[@marilynstone6386]

Down the Rabbit Hole was so helpful and I read your book in 2017 right when I figuring out on how to leave a seven year, verbally abusive/controlling relationship of significant age difference during my late-20’s that was crushing my soul. Glad to know I wasn’t alone, more glad it’s over.

[@user-ms4lw7ib77]

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[@carlafrisbie3057]

So, I finished Secrets at Playboy and “stumbled down the rabbit hole” myself! I immediately listened to your book on Audible. Then I binged watched Holly’s World and now I’m watching The Girls Next Door. I feel like I’m going to have to listen to the book again after I finish the GND. I was maybe 14 when the show originally came out and knew nothing about it. It’s been fascinating to learn all about Playboy and your life because it’s not something that was talked about or discussed in my lifetime. Great book! I really enjoy listening to you. 😊

[@melissajade5275]

Absolutely loved reading down the rabbit hole i couldnt put the book down. It was nice to get an inside look into who you really were and what you were going through personally without the facade of playboy life. Xx

[@hopestark9943]

Omg .. that's so cute about the British accent! Now I must hear the audiobook of your book. I love it! Thanks for doing these videos!!! Keep em up please! 😘

[@Melsadms]

Holly I had no idea you had a YT channel! It's so nice to see you on my screen again!

[@bonniehowell4259]

I just found her as well and is so happy!

[@crissyw2320]

Hi Holly. Seems like you suffered from Narcissistic abuse. I’m so sorry you went through that and also had to deal with it publicly. You are strong and I think your book will help other women feel like they aren’t alone and there’s light on the other side. ❤️

[@WorldOfNicky]

I absolutely adore you, and am excited to read this book Holly! I would love to know more & have an inside look into how your life now is so much different than it was at the Playboy mansion. I would love to know what your favorite products are, and which products you’d never try again. I really enjoy learning more about your life! Congrats on the KZbin channel! You’re rising up so quickly ! 👏🏼👏🏼

[@emmaankers2312]

Read this about 4 times now, so really enjoyed this book club style video!

[@yellowdressbookstore6602]

I've also read her books multiple times. They are so so so good! Like a calorie free desert you continously run back to :)

[@emmaankers2312]

@@yellowdressbookstore6602 best analogy!

[@rachelpickett1898]

i’m so proud of you and how far you have come i love you sm and i wish the best for you and your family

[@jordynraquelle6154]

Dear Ms.Holly , I bought your book when it first came out and I lost it , so , I just ordered one from eBay and I also bought your "Vegas Diaries ," book also , maybe a book on makeup or skin care tips next ? Anyway , your book opened up my eyes to how it really was living in the Playboy Mansion and it looked so beautiful and glamourus at the time , I recently bought the series from Amazon and now, I cringe because I didn't really know all of the termoil that you ladies had to endure and now, you're on the way to greatness .Thank you for your book and help .

[@desireearriaga6200]

Thank you for sharing . You’re awesome and the reason why I would always watch the girls next door . I think it is great that you were able to talk about the things you endured. It’s crazy how we see a person one way but they aren’t always what they seem.

[@Foxygogo]

I've been a GND fan for awhile. I always loved how real you were in it! I just read your first book and loved it. Had a lot of parallels in my own life and I hate that so many women have gone through this.

[@blacknight2149]

She is seriously genuine. I was sad her recent marriage didn’t work out but there was a reason and not anyone’s business. Love her personality.

[@katestiles6408]

Holly, I just want to say you are so well spoken in this video explaining things.

[@asdfghjklpoi1529]

I read your book when it first came out but this past week I went on a road trip and downloaded the audio book. I’m so glad I did! Your voice and personal touch made it so much better. You are amazing ❤️

[@priscillapie]

I just downloaded your book on audiobook ... I’ve been wanting this book for a long time ... excited 😜 🍿

[@lilith5865]

Holly, I know it's easier said than done but don't listen to the negative people that always try to tear you down. Misery loves company and those people that always have something to say are usually severely unhappy and miserable with themselves. You keep doing you and being a great mom. You have every right to speak your truth and feelings about what you went thru. Love you girl ❤

[@jenniferhutter4698]

Newer follower here 👋🏼 also a former resident from the Portland, Or area. So glad I’ve watched a few of your vids. I watched your show back in the day & it was great fun. Your personality is lovely and it shines through in these videos. I love that you’re presenting your most authentic self. Cheers!

[@20maxilo]

I first read your book when I was living in Tampa, FL. I remember I was in a hotel room because I had no house at the time. I remember reading the first few pages and starting getting hooked on it and read the whole book in just 1 day!!! When I was 18 I wanted to be in Playboy and wanted to live that lifestyle.I used to even watch your shows " The girls next doors" and I was so mesmerized and thought the Mansion was this glamorous and fun place. Well when I read your book I realized that thank God I never applied to do Playboy or become a Playmate. I think this book honestly changed my life... I really enjoyed this book so much and I think alot of women need to read this and realize that being a Playmate is not as fun as it seems. I still think your like the prettiest of them all! I realy hope one day I can meet you so you can sign this book for me...

[@MODELBODYINTL]

I love how real and authentic you are 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼💖

[@mrxanderboy]

I have read your book a few times. It’s so good. I was always curious about how life was at the mansion. I get everyone has different experiences but I’m glad you showed the bad parts as well. To me you always stood out, even though all were blonde and skinny. Its something about you, just very classy. Bridget is gorgeous too I was a fan at 10 years old, it seemed so fun

[@SketchyMary]

Came back to watch this because I’m so excited about your new project and bringing this book to life. You go girl 👏🏻💖

[@tipyourwaitress8929]

I remember sneaking the girls next door show when my mom was at work as a kid. I love hearing you speak out and I love that you're able to be yourself and live your life. Subscribing and about to purchase your audiobook

[@jessicagrace4622]

Your book was the first one I ever purchased on Audible. It was the reason I made an Audible subscription back in 2015, and I’ve been in love with Audible ever since. Happy to see you are making videos now! ❤️

[@hann.oat17]

1) I really appreciate your kindness and honesty. I also think it was classy of you to either change names or simply not name certain people (‘cause I’m about to) 2) I read Izabella’s book when it came out in like 2006 I think. And she just sounded like such a jerk even in her own book and did NOT change names. There was such a difference. I think you’re a class act and have been a fan for what feels like decades now! Wish you the best

[@user-ms4lw7ib77]

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[@constantinecouponz3140]

Never read your book but after watching this and hearing that you address plastic surgery Im interested! You should do a video talking about the work you've gotten done. I bet a lot of people would watch that!

[@shinyhunterj2961]

I definitely want to read this book I haven't picked it up but I do plan on it. While Bridget was my favorite girl on GND I admired you Holly for being Hef's rock and being the "main" girl. There was probably so much pressure and things that went on that the general public had no idea about. I admire you.

[@kellylehman1293]

I am so sorry anybody had to go through this. I have been in an extremely toxic relationship myself and finally got the courage to leave. People that haven't been through this will never understand. Im glad Holly spoke up and even if people think she is playing victim because she "chose" to live there the bottom line is she was taken advantage of because at the time she was naive and young. It's just wrong what happened to her. I was young and naive and taken advice of too. Thankfully the Lord rescued me out of it and I am happy for Holly. She is absolutely beautiful all on her own without all the extra.. just the way she is.

[@BubblemouseM]

I just bought your book like 10 mins ago so I am gonna favourite this and watch after I’ve finished reading it so there’s no spoilers! 💖

[@mariselagarza1272]

I would always watch the GND you and Bridget were my favorite and it's great to see you two ladies doing well after the mansion.

[@alejandra.aeberhard]

I need a new book from you, Holly!!!!!! I love Down the rabbit hole. Have read it a bunch of times ♥️♥️♥️♥️