If she was never real, then why? Why did I feel every ounce of that pain, like a blade sinking deep, twisting without mercy? She told me to forget her, but how could I? What does “forget” even mean? Am I supposed to erase her existence, pretend she was never there? Because every moment with her felt so vivid, so alive, like I was finally living for the first time. So tell me, if she was never real, then why does the love and the agony it left behind still burn so deeply?
@angelina_kote493412 күн бұрын
Probably so that later, against the backdrop of this pain, it would be even sweeter to feel life again.
@scootersickles638911 күн бұрын
Every relationship teaches you something, whether it’s a mistake by you or her you learn from it and you get healed and be cautious for the next one. If you let yourself have another go at it, for me I appreciate being alone now with what I learned
@angelina_kote493411 күн бұрын
@@scootersickles6389 You are right. I am grateful to him for what he taught me and what he gave me, and I believe that in the future it will be better.
@SirHeadly849 күн бұрын
Why? Simple. Because you saw what YOU wanted. YOU created a vison of who YOU thought she was. You didn't (or refused to ) see reality for what it was. I can say this because thats exactly what happened to me.
@Artistic_focus0014 күн бұрын
🥹YOU ARE AN AMAZING POET
@dmac313011 күн бұрын
She was very real. She was the most kind, beautiful, and elegant women to ever enter my life. We loved each other very much, but another person (her mom) destroyed our lives. At a younger age that is a horrible thing to happen. I hope she was able to move on even if it was against her will. I have not, i still love and miss her to this day and the last 20 years have been hell. Not all wounds heal when the heart is involved. I still miss and love you, hope you are well Fali..
@Daumat_12 күн бұрын
This is gonna be in my ears today , thanks
@AR-fh4qu2 күн бұрын
True, I fell in love in how she made me feel. She would question in the end after cheating "Was it real?" and for saying that, she was never real.
@defenze93809 күн бұрын
This music makes it hard for me to move on even if I know I have to. In 2019, my life was turned upside down. My best friend and girlfriend decided to go behind my back. Then I thought I had learned my lesson. Never letting anyone ruin me again. Identifying those signs early. Made a lot of improvements to health and finances. Then I "meet" her. From the first moment we spoke - We started talking everyday. In many ways she became a big part of me from that very first day onwards. Covid happened. It helped since we were long distance. Very long distance. Then 2022 hits - We meet up for the first time. She was nothing like she had described herself to be. I didn't care as I was stuck in a fantasy world. I loved her deeply. After having spent 3 weeks together on a different continent we depart. We say our goodbyes. I gave her my hoodie so she had something to remember me by. Turns out everything was a lie. She had a boyfriend in her country that I didn't know about this whole time. At the same time I lost my job and some friends started worrying that I might slip back into 2019 me. I became a lot worse. I isolated myself for 1.5 years. Protecting what little I had left of my soul. Spent all of 2024 building confidence. Now I'm sitting here listening to stuff like this almost every day - Not so that I don't feel like shit - Just so that I feel something. What little pieces of my heart I had left was ripped out of my body on that fateful day 2022, probably never to be seen again. 100+ hours of therapy later I can say that I will probably never love again. Deep down I am too innocent and too fragile to accept the harsh realities of the world. I hope wherever she is that she is doing fine. I hope I was the lesson she needed in order to heal what broke her so badly she felt the right to break me. I miss her everyday - but I don't tell anyone that. I keep her my little secret in my heart. Locked away. I hope out of all the things you took from me, that was the main part you took with you. You are worthy of love if you just allow yourself to be surrounded by people who are willing to give it to you and not chase what broke you in the first place. I love you Margaret - Yours truly, L .
@LSTSOUNDS12 күн бұрын
Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3l0BFgw 💙
@itzz_snavi10 күн бұрын
this music sometimes gives goosebumps !
@ItsKiory3 күн бұрын
Ella fue real, aunque sea por un simple momento, lo fue y pude estar con ella, fui su apoyó, sin importar todo lo que vivió siempre trataba de sacarle una sonrisa, hoy se cumplen 3 años desde que se desvivio, antes de ello, un fin de semana estuvimos afuera de su casa simplemente bailando y tomandonos fotos y me dijo que le cambie la vida, 2 días despues me dió 2 cartas con su sangre diciendo lo mucho que me ama, pero que no podía estar conmigo, que la ayude mucho, pasaron las semanas y me dio otra carta diciendo lo que haría, pero ya era tarde para hacer algo, el día después de darmela ya no la volví a ver. Simplemente desearía poder despedirme de ella y cada día cauando ya no puedo más o la extrañó leo sus cartas motivandome a seguir. La extraño demasiado.
@SamuelBlack8410 күн бұрын
She was real She was my goddess Holding her felt like I had stepped into heaven I had truly come home, at last Someone in the world saw me, understood me And accepted me The only part of my so-called life that wasn't terrible
@firefillix2512 күн бұрын
This helped me a hell lot thank you!!!!
@KakashiSenpai-r6k12 күн бұрын
She wasn't real but the scar in my heart...... It is so real which shouldn't have been
@AbsoluteChaos3216 күн бұрын
Seeing someone you cared much content in the other side never actually make you happier Let it all go
@于铭洋Күн бұрын
she was you ,she is you
@WordtoTookie12 күн бұрын
She Was Real The Fact Anyone Would think to say such is the reason why believing is easy may the woos of life be easy peace be unto her no weapon formed ⭐️⚔️💐
@Novastar.SaberCombat8 күн бұрын
They rarely are. People don't even truly, *legitimately* know themselves. It's sad, but that's a harsh reality. In the end, when a soul is about to cross beyond the void veil, most *still* don't know who and what they are... or were. So how can you expect them to when they're only 20-30 years old? Just a bunch of lost, confused, uncertain souls. *Must give us pause.* 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins..." --DD1 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
@bintangmoeller12 күн бұрын
Real
@_azure_588712 күн бұрын
If you don't do it it will kill you... it's unfortunate but necessary to continue, we never forget, we live with it. J'aimerais tant retomber amoureux à nouveau..
@BLUEHARMONIES11 күн бұрын
It will always be okay
@Monolith221012 күн бұрын
Нужно попытаться посмотреть ето ночью... Конечно после того как я послушаю страшные истории
@kevinespinal37459 күн бұрын
She was never real...... just the Kokoro 💔😪
@SciurusBelnades3 күн бұрын
She was never real enough…
@woodpecker254512 күн бұрын
She uploaded that she finally dating her "true love" after half a year I'm trying to told her that I'm in love with her... sad day... but I continue it like nothing happened, I worked and to pass the sadness I bought a new phone number but not just simple with a lot of 8s in it so it would look cool... I'm broken 💔 😢
@TheDVDwr2 күн бұрын
She was indeed never real, for 9 years, only another friend pretending and making up stories along the way
@JohnDoe-ef3wo7 күн бұрын
Heck.. there was never even a she to begin with. Thats how over it is. 😂😂
@levimiller55503 күн бұрын
She was real; I wasn't. 😢
@evilforhire10 сағат бұрын
She was real. It was all real. But it was a long time ago and you can't go back. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
@Prosto_koloss7 күн бұрын
у типа таких мелодий есть определенный жанр с названием? ну то есть как лоу фай
@clickforprovetwo2264 күн бұрын
I know that the genre of this music is dark ambient music you can search that up and find similar artists with these melodies Translate if you don't understand
@adamf.983512 күн бұрын
RIP AnitaAngelUkraine "Natalia" 🥲
@Kozlov-d1e12 күн бұрын
She wasn’t…
@少謙陳12 күн бұрын
1
@angelina_kote493412 күн бұрын
No, he was... just he changed.
@Lonely_one_15 күн бұрын
A girl with a broken heart,.. and us men taught we are the only victims product of loving the wrong person .