Oh My Soul | Devotional | Roots and Refuge Farm

Have you seen our new show Wilder Still yet? If you haven't, head over and sign up for Abundance Plus to see all our episodes - you get a FREE seven-day trial! rootsandrefuge...
Check out our new blog here: rootsandrefuge...
And subscribe to our weekly email list so you're the first to hear about new blog posts, sticker launches, merch, and special giveaways! (We do monthly giveaways ONLY for our email subscribers!): rootsandrefuge...
It's been several weeks since we've had a garden devotional. Today, I'm being very transparent about walking through trials and making the choice to command our soul to bless the Lord.
Bless the Lord, O my soul;
And all that is within me, bless His holy name!
Bless the Lord, O my soul,
And forget not all His benefits:
Who forgives all your iniquities,
Who heals all your diseases,
Who redeems your life from destruction,
Who crowns you with lovingkindness and tender mercies,
Psalm 103:1-4
Our Instagram: roots_and_refuge
Our Facebook: / rootsandrefugefarmfarm
My Infrequently updated blog: www.thehodgepodgedarling.blogspot.com
My Articles in Do South Magazine:dosouthmagazine...
Our Music is by our friend Daniel Smith / @danielsmithpsalmist
……………………………………
Email Us: [e-mail]
We love happy mail!
To drop us a line:
PO Box 4239
Leesville SC 29070
If you would like to financially support our channel and farm, you can shop through out Amazon affiliate link, which will earn us a small commission at no additional cost to you here: amzn.to/2NcCBZ4
Our Amazon Wishlist:
a.co/3LqNuiu
Or, if you would prefer to give directly to our channel, you can send PayPal here: www.paypal.me/...
Thank you so much for believing in us!

[@pettiroso]

I am not a believer, but these devotional videos are some of my favorites from your channel. You have inspired me to think beyond the physical world and seek meaning in my life. Keep up the good work! You are touching more lives than you may realize

[@loripeters5304]

You are not a believer, yet. I remember when I was exposed to the gospel for the first time. I had no idea what they were talking about. So one night as I sat alone in my car, I asked the question out loud, "Are You real?" And immediately my heart was filled and leaping with JOY. I was overwhelmed and crying! He heard me! And left no doubt about His existence in this world, and that His Son Jesus hung on the cross for my sins, He died in my place, He was buried and He rose again on the third day, just as He said! The Holy Spirit lives in me and He teaches, guides and comforts me until I am called home to Heaven. You can put your trust in Him. For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him, should not perish but have ever lasting life. It's true, God loves you.

[@pamh.5705]

Robyn Westerlund: 🕊🕊🕊

[@addictedtoelf]

I'm one of your non religious followers. Your passion and kindness is part of why I follow you. I love your devotional videos. They are positive and inspiring. I don't understand how anyone can turn that into something that "shouldn't" be on your channel when that's who you are. I'm glad you choose to stay true 💕

[@gailmcdonald1946]

Perfectly said. Hear here ❤❤❤

[@cliffandrews]

Jess your gardening is good but your walk with God is better. I need to dry my keyboard off.

[@RootsandRefugeFarm]

❤️❤️❤️

[@nanimichaels1990]

I so want to live the passion that you exhibit in this video. Our Almighty Father has surely blessed you and your family abundantly. I bless you, little one === Your are God's beloved.

[@sydney62ct84]

AMEN!

[@BrokenAnguissette]

As a thoroughly non-religious person, let me say, you should never stop doing your devotionals! Your faith is clearly dear to you, and you should never try to hide away the things that you love and bring you life 💜

[@RootsandRefugeFarm]

❤️

[@mildredarnold4052]

💖

[@littlecreekhomestead4086]

[@kerrydeamicis3376]

Amen

[@maxinehayes5570]

I agree this is your life and your choice and as another non religious person you must keep your devotionals in your videos 💕

[@threerivershomestead]

Let that light shine, Jess. You are a blessing to so many of us. ❤

[@CarrieNita]

I am never closer to God than when I am in my garden. Knowing His hands created each of the billions of microbes in each handful of soil fills me with awe and wonder and boundless joy.

[@1Godgirl]

I’m probably not a full minute into this video yet, but I had to pause it and say, don’t ever be intimidated to talk about Jesus on your vlog. He isn’t separate from your farm, business, or anything else in your life. Without Him you might not have any of that. So I encourage you to continue to share your devotionals on this vlog. No need to do it on a separate vlog. God bless!

[@Sophiamia6960]

Homestead Nutrition amen

[@joycebritt4014]

I lost my Son in 2014. We had always wanted to move south, from central Illinois. But we were unable to because I needed help from my family to help care for Jason. He died unexpectedly and I was crushed. I went through a period where I thought Jesus had left me. I need to hear that other people to express their love for God to help remind me that he does Love and carry me! My Son was such a gift from him and I got to hold him close to me for the 29 years I had him. Jason was disabled and lived with us for all his life. I had come to the decision to turn him over to the only one who could love him more than even I could! When I did that I was able to pick up the pieces of me and move on with my life. So here we are, just my Husband and I in East Tennessee! We are a little older but are trying to get setup to start growing some of our own food! God Bless you!

[@HappyFarmsLa]

♡♡♡♡♡

[@suzannehartmann946]

God love you both. My children are healthy but don't love Jesus or God. It rips my heart and I have had to turn them over to my Lord who loves them more than I do and wants them saved also. I would like to grow some food to show them and my grand kids, and myself, God's rhythm in life and His feasts. May God's blessings bloom and rush into your days in this new phase in your lives.

[@StaceyHerewegrowagain]

So sorry for your loss! I wish you the best of luck in creating your garden.

[@leslieMClass80]

💕

[@dianecharles881]

It’s ok to ask God why? My sister was murdered in a grocery store, leaving behind 2 small daughters, and I had to ask why . That was over 20 years ago . If I could tell you how wonderful her two daughters turned out because of love and faithfulness to God you would be amazed. God didn’t kill my sister, he was there to receive her. I know I will see her again, and that I’m thankful for . ❤️✝️

[@donnagarms283]

Wow so true. He didn't kill her but received her. Amen!

[@leslieMClass80]

I am so sorry Dianne

[@karriehaney7978]

Watch Jessica’s devotional called I’m so mad! I know this is an old comment but it’s a really good devotional and kind of talks about how people start to put God’s character on trial when bad things happen etc. and how the enemy comes to kill steal and destroy.

[@sw-en7wb]

Jess, continue to use your platform. Jesus is a gentleman, He does not force anyone by a gun or sword to believe in Him. When you are saved you cannot separate your life from Jesus. You are crucified with Christ and it is He who lives in you. (Paraphrased) Gal 2:20. Maybe those who do not believe, yet continue watching your channel, will one day see God's love through you and your family.

[@denisemaloneypiren3937]

I am a person of faith too, just a different faith. Mine teaches me to respect your right to believe as you do. In fact, the only religions I do not respect are those that promote hate and intolerance. I believe we are here to love and support each other. Not to judge each other. Blessed be and keep sharing sister.

[@CosmopolitanCornbread]

You put "devotional" in the title. It's pretty clear that your video will be faith related. If they don't want to watch those, they can just skip it. I do the same thing on my channel ;) I make no apologies for my beliefs, values, etc. I have a couple things I tend to not talk about, but for the most part, I have all my cards on the table. Otherwise I don't feel I am being authentic. We don't have to all agree. We don't have to all be the same. I wrote an article about that on my website - how God doesn't make bricks, He is a rock collector. He designed and made us all different and unique. We were never meant to be xerox copies of one another.

[@nancycowan6109]

God works in mysterious ways. I'm still trying to figure out. I got a ya'll comment earlier. That's something, I guess. I have amazing struggles between God and faith.

[@cynthiahamblin-perry5880]

Hi Constance! You are another one of my favs - I love all your videos too. You are so right - they know what the word devotional means - skip the video if it doesn't speak to you! But some of us look forward to these videos and need them - I am so glad I found both your channels. Have a blessed day, love oxox

[@leslieroach3578]

Thanks Cosmo Cornbread. That is exactly what I felt about the video as a whole...Remember that he could have destroyed us all and then we would not be here, and yes, sometimes, honestly I wonder why we have to persevere through all these EARTH things...but this testimony is a PERFECT example and REMINDER that God meets us where we are no matter what....And yes, if I believed that we all had to be the same,,,I would have lost hope a LONG time ago. I am now more thankful than ever these days that God also made me different for a great reason, as all His plans have a GREATER PURPOSE! Even the most inconceivable of all things...And Bless you again Roots and Refuge for that testimony, that even when we are "laid bare", and "all...Cards on the table, " that He will make sense of it all, and ALWAYS bring mercy.

[@carolbailey6025]

I'm so glad you've decided to share EVERYTHING in your life. Farm, animals, gardening, family and your beliefs. Thank you for being real.

[@carolbailey6025]

So very powerful

[@lindsaymalzone8963]

This was exactly what I needed, thank you for sharing. I bless you!

[@milesofworms8840]

I'm sorry you get those comments. I'm as agnostic as it comes and love your channel, knowing that you are religious and that your love for God inspires you daily. It's not my thing, but I'm glad you find love and support there.

[@sharonward5637]

God bless you.🙌🙌🙌😇😇😇🙏🙏🙏🌹🌹🌹🎺

[@johnwilson3557]

I understand exactly. Never doubt his power for 1 minute. I know the same way as you. I love when you share your faith. Keep going. Don't stop. John. Hemet, CA.

[@carmenc4926]

Couldn’t agree more. Also agnostic.

[@dianed6509]

You are so wise and thoughtful. Your words are precious and are food for my soul. I appreciate your devotionals more than you'll ever know. Thank you - you are precious to me

[@creationsbyblu9563]

''devotional'' in the title. Seriously. There is no need for another channel- people need to just pay attention before they click! I am pagan, and I totally still appreciate your channel- SO MUCH! Your video- I believe it was ''waiting for the fulfillment of your farm''' where you talked about sitting in the bookstore with a pig book in your lap and crying because you thought it would never happen. It honestly resonated with me so deeply. I straight up started bawling because that is where I am at right now. Your video brought me so much comfort. You keep doing you. God is part of your life- other than your devotionals I do not feel like you preach at ALL. And most of the devotionals I still don't feel like you do. It's honestly silly for someone to get so bent out of shape when it's in the freaking title.

[@funnytime1111]

I have a slightly different faith, but I like your devotionals. I agree that when faith is such a big part of your life you can’t keep it separate! I realized this in college. I’m an art student and many art students tend to be agnostic or atheist (I think mainly because that’s what the cool people are, but whatever). I sat next to an atheist girl in a graphic design class and she told me once that I talk a lot about my religion. I told her that it was because it is a huge part of who I am, and I couldn’t not talk about it. Don’t hide who you are ❤️

[@marielapp1786]

Interesting! My sis-in-law in Poland says the same thing. She finds ways to witness through her art.

[@sharongriffin342]

I subscribed to your channel a few days ago because I saw Jesus in you. I don't have words to express how much I appreciate this devotional. He is everything to me, too.

[@rachellefriday5225]

Me too!❤I was lead by the spirit!

[@roco422]

Your devotional videos mean a lot to me and lift my spirit tremendously. I do not always feel worthy of his love but your videos remind me that he is good and loving always. God bless you and your family jess and thank you for lifting my spirit!

[@nickierodriquez7534]

Let me just say I love your channel, I love your garden,I learned so much fromyou and not just your garden skills.some times you make me laugh and some time I tear up. I don't comment a lot because I don't know how to write down what I'm trying to say.I want to say thank you,as long as you put out the videos, I will be watching. Your friend Nickie from Colorado. Thank you again.

[@BrianCinSpruceGrove]

Hi Jess, I am normally a very private person but your loss recently and this revelation made me want to reach out to you publically. I had no idea about the family and the kids, that broke my heart. If you remember I had suffered so much loss in my life and it tore my relationship with god that took decades to fix. I'm fighting PTSD right now and am having a horrible weekend. About 2 hours ago I had a conversation with my wife explaining how I Was feeling and then your video appeared on our list. We watched it while eating dinner, both Susan and I love your videos and journey, you guys rock. I have to admit I am finally finally feeling a little better about life, just from listening to you. It honestly helped me as did your other video if you recal my letter. This weekend I was at a point where I dont see a future with PTSD, its never going to end sort of thing. I guess I'm telling this to you in public, because I am one person who you inspired from your words, there must be many more. God is part of you and you shouldnt have to hide that. If people don't like that aspect they have the free will to not watch the video, god did give us free will afterall. How many others feel as inspired and how many people would lose out if you bowed to the few who don't like what you say. I think thats a big problem in America right now, people afraid to say what they actually feel. Please please keep doing these. I don't think I found your video right when I needed it out of coincidence. I'm having a hard time putting sentences together right now so will just stop. But I want to end by saying thank you for you and your family and may god bless you guys and remain strong in your faith and be given the strength to go through all the trials of life. I wonder if its not how we handle the pain of life that is the meaning of life for us on our journey. Brian

[@marielapp1786]

Prayers!

[@donnagarms283]

I just watched a new video on PTSD by Elisabeth on Tiny House Prepper about an hour ago. You should check it out. I'm praying for you Brian.

[@BrianCinSpruceGrove]

Thanks Marie and Donna you guys are awesome. I really mean it, its the small things in life that IMO matters and sometimes is more important than the bigger things. This is a great channel with awesome people in it. I'll check that video out tonight, every little bit helps. I still don't understand this PTSD but am just trying to keep going and hoping each day will get brighter. Thanks again : ) @@donnagarms283

[@contentedspirit9022]

Your beautiful response brought me to tears. Our Creator God made us all to need each other. I pray you continue to find peace and refuge through videos like Jess's and can ask God for His help along the way. PTSD is not an easy road - my two daughters battle it daily - but God's grace gets them through and they are becoming stronger each day. Never give up Brian, God has a beautiful tapestry He is weaving with your life. We only see it's beauty after it's completed. God bless you and your family. I'm praying for you.

[@leslieroach3578]

There is NO SUCH THING AS COINCIDENCE. I am struggling with PTSD as well...

[@whome74]

Why can't other people simply learn to be tolerant of your values? I'm not a church goer, but I think you guys are amazing.

[@Ontariogardener2022]

Thankyou for being brave enough to share your heart because today most people guard it and that makes us forget how tender and fragile hearts can be Your strong girl and brave With a great heart. Threw the grace of god. I am sure you have helped many with your openness

[@Ontariogardener2022]

I enjoyed walking with you threw your heart

[@donaldmann8193]

Listen girl you better sit down cause i dont beat around the bush. This is your channel you put what ever you want on there you want. Your sweet, your true to your roots dont stray away from that. If you let other people control you, you will loose yourself. As far as Religion im not highly religious but im not going to knock you for your belief, you go girl. Im more of the smart a## funny guy thats always in the crowd. Don’t worry what people say stay strong keep rooted. Heck if it was me i would of hit the delete or block button by now. But its your channel you do as you wish. Wish you the best

[@ginabin6644]

I am not a follower, not religious,, but,.. I am spiritual, I am a believer in a higher power. I follow you because of your homestead, your passion for your garden and your animals....AND... I so do love listening to your devotions....you have such a gift.....you are passionate about your calling and the word flows from your heart to word of mouth so naturally,so effortlessly .....beautifully.. with great positiveness.....its your true calling to pass the message to others through your love of gardening and any other format you so choose...its is your calling....

[@herbhouston5378]

God bless and keep you and may hold you in the palm of his hand...

[@tammydawnlegroulx7924]

My faith was long lost. You warmed my heart and bought tears to my eyes. I watch your devotion many time this day. I shall listen to your devotion each day. Not to praise you but to help me find my heart. Thank You

[@theresepittman1914]

Beautiful Beautiful words. I can clearly see your love for Jesus our Lord. Thank you for sharing about how you write the words from Psalms . I learn from your channel often . I have been praying for more clarity and understanding when I read my Bible. Thank you so very much for sharing 💜💞💜

[@TheHoneystead]

I adore your videos and am glad you share your beliefs! Loss is never easy and God has a bigger plan, we just need to stop and make sure we see the beauty that is around! My children lost their dear childhood friend to cancer and it was the hardest thing we have ever been a part of. As a mother, I couldn’t shake my fear of that reality. I was so caught up with fear, that I forgot to stop and look at the beauty around. It took me a little while to regain my devotion/beliefs, but I was able to come through. Everyday I take a spiritual walk and make sure that I stop and appreciate all of God’s glory!

[@RootsandRefugeFarm]

I adore you, sweet friend!

[@TheHoneystead]

Roots and Refuge Farm thank you for this video, I needed this ❤️

[@stephanienuce7711]

Oh Jess.... this is such a blessing! Keep letting that light shine BRIGHT! Melts my heart seeing a woman of a like minded heart for Christ! I’ve been so so broken at times in my life and HE has restored and mended every single wound. I loved this videos so much. You are a gem! You glorified HIM well with this and in turn blessed many of us!

[@denisehoog3019]

Your devotionals always touch my heart. Don't ever stop doing them! Thank you❤️

[@sabinahege5945]

I'm absolutely certain that you are making God smile and be so proud to see you standing up for God and your faith regardless of who may not agree. It's funny, as I was asking God for the right words of encouragement for you, my phone suddenly cut completely off. I doubt it was just a coincidence, the enemy never wants us to encourage each other. Your faith and garden are both so beautiful and inspiring. Always stand strong!

[@pjl2963]

"Though the fig tree shall not blossom...yet I will rejoice in the LORD..." Habakkuk 3:17. You are wise beyond your years, and ministered to this 57 year old sister! Bless you, too!

[@thebackyardgrocerystore6964]

Your timing could not have been better. Thank you for this.

[@Paperlace319]

Jess you have spoken to my spirit tonight. I have watched your other videos of devotion and God has truly spoken to me through you. I must learn to talk with God and express my ffears to him knowing he is almighty. I am 60 y/o and my dream is to have a small farm with a big garden I fear I will never realize my dream for no known reason I have learned from you to express my fears to him knowing he is good and all powerful. Thank you so much for your faithfulness in sharing his love. God bless you and your beautiful family. I will feed my spirit and not my flesh!

[@jharbo1]

You keep doing what the Lord tells you. You are a precious woman, and I appreciate what you are doing spiritually and farm-wise...God gives us food through the work of our hands. Every harvest is such a blessing! Did you crochet your cowl?

[@billymitchell9849]

I love your passion for the lord God bless you

[@maryvanessa9909]

Good for you for standing up for YOU🙂🌈 It’s a beautiful thing to testify even in pain. Look at miracles and many blessings in your life, don’t let the👹 in, he’ll find that crack, give it all up to GOD So sorry for your guys loss, I know losing a Mother is one of the hardest things you ever deal with in life, mine has moved on too, I wanted to thank him for his Service today, May God comfort you all ,,I love reading psalms it soothing, calming.

[@joeb8167]

Amen and Blessing to you Jess. Thank you for sharing and praising. This and gratitude for the smallest of things can help in dark moments.

[@franiwright3211]

God is faithful... and I so needed to hear this. Thank you for your obedience and vulnerability. Praying for healthy mourning during your family's loss and for God's abundant blessings to shower you. Bless you sister.

[@lightsobrite]

I have to replay this again, a few times over!!! It has now become my absolute favorite favorite video of all the ones I've seen on your Channel!! Hey

[@sandybo9937]

your fath is a large part of you. Even if you say nothing at all, because it come out in your relationships, how gentle you are with animals and children. It even ozzes into your garden too. You are your fath, Blessing

[@contentedspirit9022]

Jess, I must tell you that this is the most beautiful explanation of the entire process of how we, as believers, walk out this life we're given and learn how to become disciples of Jesus, step-by-step learning to become more like Jesus even though we can't fully be like Him. You have put the entire Christian life in a few minutes. There's more meat here in one place than I have seen in our churches in my 59 years on this Earth. My only wish is that somehow you could put this on a CD so we could give these out to everyone we love. Until then, I am sending this to every friend and family member I have. One thing that I have done since my kids were small is to pray God send His angels to go with them (and all family), protect and guide them, whenever they leave the house. When we leave to go on trips, or even into town, we pray before leaving the driveway for angelic protection for the trip, the car, the house and property and people we're going to and left behind. My youngest is high functioning autistic and praying for her before school always helped her. Just thought I'd share. Maybe it will help. We pray when storms come our direction and have literally seen miracles. I love you girl! Thank you and I bless you and every one in your family and circle of friends.

[@rosedowning6466]

I'm only 2 minutes in and I just had to pause, stand and cheer: You go, girl! You keep showing who you are. ALLLL of you. That's what I love about your channel, your family, and you. You and I do not share the same faith...although I grew up in the same faith as you, I don't practice it anymore. But what I love about you is your realness. Your genuineness. And your faith is part of that. You keep on keepin' on, Jess. We all got your back. Now I'm going to go back to watching your devotional.

[@TheOrganiclady]

Okay, so I am someone who really thinks things through. This is only the second video I have listened to but, I believe the Lord has led me to your channel.

[@RootsandRefugeFarm]

I’m really glad you’re here ❤️

[@big4metalbabe]

It was the same for me.

[@bobbybaldeagle702]

Young lady I am so proud of you... I wish my grandkids thay are about your age would Lift Jesus up the way you do. But I cannot control their lives I just turn them over to God. We pray every night that God will send the right people to speak into their lives that it's not just Grandpa Telling them that they need Jesus but they themselves decide they need Jesus... You sure did lift Spirit of this physically broken down biker. I lay here and wonder why I was in the motorcycle wreck that physically put me down for the past 6 years but I know God works all things out for our good to those I love HIM to those that are willing to put HIM first in all things. I've laid here and learned so much and when my spirit gets a low and God send someone like you to pick my spirits back up thank you for what you said.. I know that in God's perfect time that HE'S going to totally heal me and I hope God will allow me to go back out on the highways again carrying the message of recovery to those who's lives are stuck in addictions. Like I was doing before the wreck... I used to battle the whys and the what ifs but I don't care anymore about them... God gave me a timeout to build my spirit and that's what you did tonight God use you to speak to me... I love you kiddo thank you and keep putting Jesus first in everything... BBE 👍 👍🤗 🤗

[@ClearwaterAngus]

All I want to say is NEW FAVORITE VIDEO!!!!!! And plz continue to do these. It truly touched me and I can say I feel Blessed thank you

[@genesnyder2985]

Anyone that watches your channel and don’t see your faith shining thru really isn’t paying attention

[@ourselfreliantlife]

I think gardening and spirituality go hand in hand. And if that's a big part of your life you absolutely should share it on your channel. More power to you.👍👊

[@threewillowsfarm7779]

Jess I applaud your transparency. Jesus is everything to me.

[@elizabethruse]

Thank you! I'm in hospital at a crossroad in my life. I nearly gave up on myself and the power of God until I listened to your words. You've helped me get back on the right path. Blessings to you! xxx

[@serenityhillsfarm1798]

While I do not believe in church or organized religion, I do believe in God - a higher power who is good and righteous. It makes my heart happy that you find joy and peace in your beliefs. I wish you joy and happiness ❤️

[@serenityhillsfarm1798]

I have no idea why but this message touched my heart today - thank you for this

[@pamh.5705]

@@serenityhillsfarm1798 Because God us reaching out to you, because He loves you, even though you don't believe in Him, He believes in you. That sounds a bit "cutesey", but it is a very simple way of saying what the Bible tells us about the Faithfulness of God. Please be open to His Call. 🕊

[@JLoveGardens]

Bragg family, I was the same way. I saw how corrupted organized religions had become, and I wanted no part of it. Until my then 2 year old daughter started talking about God and leading us in prayer! No one taught her to do that. And I realized that I had strayed away from my own faith. I still believed, but I wasn't living it. And I realized that I had neglected to teach my children about God. I needed to be around like-minded individuals to give myself accountability. So I started to go to church again. I tried MANY different ones until I found one that I could actually feel God's presence in. I don't agree with every detail they preach, but that's ok for me, because I found peace there.

[@brianramsey3824]

hang in there lady God is using u. u could do a separate channel but it wouldn't be to keep your faith separate it would be an opportunity for u to share more of your faith...while keeping your great devotions on this channel to...make since kinda?

[@zaviahopethomas-woundedsou9848]

A sacrifice of praise and worship, when we are going through heart wrenching times, is a key that opens the door to the depths of our soul allowing the Lord to pour forth His blessings into our soul! Some of those blessings need to incubate and stretch us before we see the fullness. About 12 years ago after acquiring Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder from domestic violence, my pastor said something, after observing my challenges, I will never forget, his name is Wayne Taylor; "There is no greater witness than a Christian who suffers with grace." That challenged me for years as it tumbled through my thoughts, then I saw something else! In these painful times we create the reputation of Christ, and it is by this reputation people choose to accept or reject Him! When we express love and grace in the midst of our pain others see that love and grace as God's. If we are angry, bitter, and judgmental, others see Christ as an angry judge out to get them. Thank you Jess and Miah for suffering with grace and love!

[@alexisdear594]

PLEASE do more of these videos. I NEED this. He spoke to me through you. Your words moved me to tears. I’ve struggled for so long with my faith and am TRYING so hard to get right. Thank you. I bless you. 🙌❤️

[@rachellefriday5225]

When you let the spirit speak through you it is the spirit talking not you!☺

[@loristraughan2681]

Girl, please continue the expressing of who you are. Your devotionals are powerful, uplifting and will enter the heart of whom needs to hear it. It takes many "touches" to open the eyes and hearts of those seeking unconditional love and acceptance and you are a powerful touch! Thank you.

[@1Godgirl]

Wow!!! This is an awesome word. I needed it. Thank you for sharing! Bless you!

[@midsouthhomestead9180]

I feel God in my garden. I just hope others will begin to feel him the longer they garden. God bless you and your family. I have been away from the Lord and the longer I watch yours and other channels that ministers the word. The closer I get to the Lord. Press On. Rhonda

[@donnabuzzella5035]

You are a gifted person as we all are, you just are able to realize some of your talents while others of us are still looking for theirs. You are a true blessing and my favorite person to watch on you tube. I keep saying your channel is growing by leaps and bounds and so happy for you. And what a gift you just gave us all and what love you have to have sat there for so long in the cold, shivering and still getting the message out. You are an inspiration in so many ways. A heart felt THANK YOU for all that you do. I bless you and hope you can feel the love from your subscribers. I am so looking forward to your devotional book. Again Thank You.

[@dianeuplinger5097]

This is one of the greatest things I've ever heard, please never stop

[@duaneschultz9230]

People can say that God and gardening have nothing to do with each other. But that is totally wrong. God has everything to do with gardening, and with all creation. If God were to really leave gardening or anything else things would stop to exist. We can’t grow food without God. We can’t really live life without God. I really love your devotionals. Praise God for so many things for everything. And I praise God for connecting me to your channel. Thank you for making your videos. I thank and praise you God for connecting me to this channel. God bless you and your family. Duane.

[@loboalamo]

This is your channel. People have choices. But they would be missing out on a human gem. Love, hopes all things, believes all things, endures all things, Love never fails.

[@maryrybarczyk4466]

The Fight of Two Wolves Within You An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life: “A fight is going on inside me,” he said to the boy. ”It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil-he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.” He continued, “The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. The same fight is going on inside you-and inside every other person, too.” The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: “Which wolf will win?” The old Cherokee simply replied, “The one you feed.”

[@dpkekoa]

You're spoiling us with these daily uploads! Thank you for sharing so much of your life with us, it sure is a joy to watch and very inspiring!

[@LouAnneHoffman]

I just found your channel...and am truly grateful...Being transparent is a gift we all have but choose fear instead... Thank you for standing in your power, and giving space for everyone else to get to that place for themselves, when they choose...It's all about choice, ....blessings to you and your family for your joy and knowledge of living sustainably...because it IS THE FUTURE....namaste...

[@angelrich9906]

I am so thankful for your garden devotionals. I started sharing them with my 81 year old grandmother who is learning to use a smart phone since my grandfather passed away a year and a half ago. I did this to introduce her to KZbin. After we watch them we have a conversation about them. We live hundreds of miles away from each other. I am so thankful for anything that creates a deep conversation over that distance. She has started following you and has taught herself how to watch the videos I don't send. I started watching you for your amazing garden. The devotionals are a fabulous cherry on to. Thank you.

[@RootsandRefugeFarm]

That really blesses me Angel!! Thank you and her for supporting us!

[@rosedowning6466]

I wish there was a heart button because I would use it for this. I love this.

[@kendalynmorris5753]

I love your Garden, but I love how transparent you are especially your faith in God. I love your devotionals because it has open up my heart in trusting the process in my life. I have been wanting to try my hand with gardening from a child but unfortunately it never happened. After the Pandemic hit it cause me to pull out gifts in me that I never thought I had. Baking and gardening are two Gifts. Then God draw me to your channel its been a year now I been following you and I enjoyed everyone of your Vlog on your channel. Its a blessing to watch and follow your channel. Don't ever stop Putting God first in what you do and remember with God Roots and Refuge could not exist.

[@lighthsekpr]

Found you searching “gardening in winter” and subscribed. How refreshing is your transparency of your struggles and you’re journey of faith. Thank God for your your soul!

[@marvoleneholloway1958]

God does not make bad things happen, Satan does

[@BearBottomAcres]

Thank you for calling out the enemy by his name, showing him for what he really is and for putting the focus of our thoughts and emotions where they actually should be. Just came out of a long period of fear since my baptism in April and I do identify with all that you are saying here. The fear can get real and paralyzing. Thank you for putting the truth back up in front of my face. (My favorite psalm is Psalm 40.) Please keep doing devotionals. Thank you. ~Heather

[@bethfont1545]

I have to tell you - I avoided the devotionals when I started watching your channel. I binge-watched your other vlogs until those were all I hadn't seen. I took the leap; I watched the "I AM SO MAD" devotional. It was astonishing to see you process that intensity of emotion, venting in order to reach for understanding and peace instead of cursing and stewing in the anger. It felt like you were sharing your life and experience, not proselytizing; a lens to how you see the world instead of you telling viewers how to be or think, or that they were inferior if they did things differently. When you share tomato growing tips, you present them in a way that offers your experience so that viewers feel welcome to duplicate your path as they choose to, or not. The buffet analogy was perfect - thank you for sharing your vulnerability, your joy, your knowledge, your successes and failures, and your faith in a way that offers your viewers many options. They might not want some of everything and that's okay, but they may come back later to try something different - and like it.

[@chrdie35]

You make me cry every time. Bless you for your words Jess.

[@builtontherockhomestead9390]

I was raised in a non-Christian/non-religious family. I became a Christian my last year of college. Christians need to treat non-Christians with love and respect if they ever hope to win the world. As a kid I was told I was going to hell. That just pushed me farther away from believing in anything. When a person doesn't believe in something like hell, telling them that is where they are going does not create fear or draw them to God, but does the opposite. I became a Christian because I read the New Testament and realized it was truth. I did not read it looking for truth or cause I was seeking God. I read it as a literary book and the Holy Spirit began to open my eyes to the truth it contained. I wonder though, if a Christian had actually shown me love as a child instead of judgement or not even bothering to share, would I have come to known Him earlier? 6 months after graduating high school I ran into a kid I knew from school who was wearing religious priestly clothing. I had no idea he even believed in God. Thanks for sharing. It was good.

[@1994abbygirl]

Amen Sister! You said it well! Jesus Christ is my light!

[@RhondaMichelle73]

Your ministry is helping me be a better Christian. Thank you for this. I so needed to hear it!💜

[@aprilgarrahan3245]

Totally agree with you I work as a cashier and every customer I say okay I hope you have a blessed day and my boss is like not everyone believes in Christ April you got to stop saying that but I can't I just can't it just comes out that way I have to say it

[@BrokenAnguissette]

I'm not religious, and I don't mind when someone tells me to have a blessed day. Even though I don't believe, it's still a nice sentiment ☺️

[@melissagannon5711]

Blessings aren't exclusive to Christianity. It's a kind and loving wish for others. Keep it up

[@marilynhuffman1059]

Thank you for speaking up for what you believe. You rock sister

[@illaspero1]

Your devotion has left me without words. God Bless You Always.

[@bootmender]

God Bless You! Most of us farm because our Lord has pushed us to be more responsible to how we eat and live. I am praying for your success!

[@lthompson7521]

I loved this so much,it was truly what I needed to hear today,I was talking to the LORD yesterday and asking for guidance and you did this today,I bless you too!

[@anncluckey5401]

Its all one for you it seems...i think it's great...im not religious,but spiritual. I think your Channel is informative and real. I love it!

[@StaceyHerewegrowagain]

Yes she is! People are way to judgmental

[@lauraparker537]

The times u do this is the times I need it an I sit here a watch the hole thing so u do u an don't let anyone bring u down.

[@diananore5528]

Email transcript of this? I absolutely am broken and lifted up by these devotionals and want to share with my Christian friends. You have the gift of ministry along with your gardening gift. I bless you and your family.

[@krisroot]

I'm not religious at all. I love the content on your page, even if I don't believe. There is no reason for others to be nasty to other people who don't don't have the same values. You are pure sweetness. Keep it up & be you! On a different note, 4 years ago, October 10, 2014, my Mom passed away unexpectedly. She just turned 60 that July. I felt so cheated. It's very hard. I totally get where you all are coming from. Sending love! Keep positive!

[@diannaredding9373]

I really enjoyed listening to your devotional tonight . Thank you so much it really touched my heart. I think that god sent me your way for a reason. I started my first garden this past summer . Now on war. Days I like to just go out and sit and talk to my self and think about things. Thank you so much.

[@jsddf8455]

Jess...you are salt and light to both believers and unbelievers alike. You are truly a blessing to us all. May the Lord continue to keep you and bless you all the days of your life.

[@hillbillyhomestead7235]

Oh sister you did bless my soul. Anytime you want to explode w the goodness of God I am here to listen. The way the words flow like a river from you w such anointed power blesses my soul. Things around here have been a struggle lately . Its seems everything we own has been breaking. We ask what did i do wrong for so much to be a struggle. I examine myself. Lord I try to be good and do good. I failed someone today. I quickly apologized but I try to do right. My husband says but what happened and how did we get in this situation. Both cars r broken, the washer is broken, the house has issues faster than we can repair them, the bills keep piling up, medical bills , the health issues, and it goes on and on. Where am I failing and what can I do? I know God has the ability to resolve these things but I feel a little lost. Here I am God what would you have me do? Maybe I will start back at psalms .Ty for not being afraid to say this is who I am and you cannot separate me from God. To leave God out of your vlog would be dishonest. Your channel is exploding bc you are following the will of God and this is your ministry.

[@lottiefaith6935]

Right on, Jess. I was just thinking about this today, I plan on starting a channel and my faith will be part of it, it's the best part of me It would be hard to separate it from me. So well said, everything you said was so well said. : ) Goodness, girl, you can preach! Planting seeds and growing love, you are impacting the world. I went through a similar time, not the circumstance but crying out to God to open my eyes, I didn't understand the world, and I asked him to open my eyes and let me see what he saw. He did and what I saw broke my heart. I saw hurting imperfect people struggling to make it through the day, abused people, neglected children and God seeking them all, wanting to save them and love on them. Once that vale was lifted guess who strolled in? It became too much and I started to focus on the inadequacies of humans and the pure evil that walks with us in this world instead of the glorious Lord who was seeking them. I pleaded with the Lord to shut the curtains on me, I couldn't handle it. I don't know if you know of the Katinas but they are one of my favorite groups. They are brothers from Samoa and they sing in perfect harmony and make beautiful music together. Here is their version of 10000 reasons. .kzbin.info/www/bejne/hIfaZaatd9KEiNU I bless you, Jess and your family, and hope this song blesses you.

[@marvoleneholloway1958]

Please don't change, God, garden all is good!!!

[@pamskogen6273]

I love your sharing of your faith! God is so good.

[@zombfish5498]

I'm one of your followers that isn't a believer but I thoroughly enjoy your devotional videos. The energy you have surrounding your faith is beautiful and calming. We don't have to agree for your sharing to add value to my days.

[@cheakychic1]

I love your devotionals so much Jess...And i could probable speak volumes right now...But i don't think it would say anymore then this simple... Thank You 💖🙏 I Bless You

[@MaeDae9779]

I needed this, this week.. Thank you, Jess. I am looking forward to more devotionals. 👏

[@gracesoule3754]

Thank you so much for sharing this. It's the encouragement I needed to hear. I am so glad you don't hide this part of your life.♥

[@heidiwillard1740]

Praise God for standing and serving the Lord Jesus through all you do. I really enjoy this KZbin channel that you all do. Please only stop if the Lord puts it into your heart. Love your heart.

[@brendachapman9431]

Jess, l Bless You And Your Family...

[@martinparmer]

My dad (a minister of 35 years who went on to be with the lord at age 61) said there were mysteries we wouldn't understand until we get to heaven but on the question of why really bad things happen, the fact is that there is evil in the world and that doesn't one iota take away the fact that God is great. We were put here with free will to love and accept God. If he prevented all bad things from happening, what would be the purpose of free will? What would be the point? We choose good over evil, we accept Christ even in the depths of sorrow. Especially in the depths of hard times.

[@RootsandRefugeFarm]

Amen

[@ging536]

Last night, about 24 hours before watching this video, I picked up my guitar for the first time in about 2 years and played the song called "10,000 Reasons". I've been confused about what it means to bless the Lord. This was the only song I played. Please never stop speaking on the goodness of God and never stop these devotionals! God bless you!!!!

[@RootsandRefugeFarm]

Wow 😭😭😭 thank you for sharing this!

[@ging536]

@@RootsandRefugeFarm God is amazing!!!! :)

[@Oleanderthistle]

I just started following you last week and have totally enjoyed all that you share. thank you for your lovely and loving words today, they are powerful and have put me in a very thoughtful place. continue doing what you do, it's important.