Girrrlll, do not underestimate the things you have been going through....Moving to another part of the world, falling in love, getting married, being treated like hostile aliens in Paris, getting divorced. And these are only the things we ( as a 'public' looking into your life) know you went through. Don't ever apologize for the fact your mental health is not as good as you want it to be! You are still gorgeous...inside and out!
@foreveronmywaytofuckyourbi55676 жыл бұрын
gyqz woah she got divorced? Didn't he just cut her hair? What video does this come up?
@oliviamundy19166 жыл бұрын
Bella Holman I’m not sure exactly what the video was called but she talks about it in one, I’m sure you could find it fairly easily... I’m sorry I can’t remember the name
@foreveronmywaytofuckyourbi55676 жыл бұрын
Olivia Mundy oh, what a shame they hadn't worked out, I suppose that is just how it goes though.
@maoratanemura6 жыл бұрын
It the video "why I've been sad lately" where she tells us.
@duminyrossouw31616 жыл бұрын
gyqz amen!
@goththug01226 жыл бұрын
Dont apologize for being human. We have all been there or most of us have atlest .. take care of you first!.. we all understand:) lots of love my dear
@EvilEves19806 жыл бұрын
Amy Von I agree
@ruddegore6 жыл бұрын
You're a beautiful, sweet person. I hope that whatever you are going through gets better. You're loved by many, MANY people.
@thegreywomanshop6 жыл бұрын
It's fine to talk about your mental health. Be proad that you are getting back up however you can. You look stunning as well.
@megawar62596 жыл бұрын
The floating is called disassociation and very common post-trauma
@lorraineskinner19494 жыл бұрын
Mega War thanks I was wondering what I was feeling but ...disassociation is what I’m going through 👍🏻
@francis2346 жыл бұрын
Always feels good to get some beautiful things for yourself when you feel outa sorts. Glad you are taking care of yourself. I may not know you personally but I honestly do care about you.
@julielucky246 жыл бұрын
Lots of love and take care of yourself. I hope you get better and please remember we support you.❤
@HoneyballLP6 жыл бұрын
Nice hair highlights! Now I can't stop imagen you with a white pixie cut and black hair tattoos. Mhhhhhhhhnnow I need to visit central Berlin again. It's time to shop new black fashion. And this time I will try to finde stuff with the same black. I have so much stuff but... it's not all the same black :X
@DorkyDezzi6 жыл бұрын
Took Me Forever To Realize Her Hair Wasn’t Shaved Off 🤦🏽♀️
@leaemily21236 жыл бұрын
I hate it, when its not all the same black and old comfy clothes get a dark greyish color
@HoneyballLP6 жыл бұрын
I have an old black sweater... with some white stars and spiderwebs... and the black is more grey now... after 10 years... q___q
@douglasgriffiths35343 жыл бұрын
Black clothes should be washed in the gentle cycle, cold water, and if you can find it, detergent made for dark clothing. Tumble dry on low heat in the dryer. This is how I wash my black clothes (most of my wardrobe), and everything stays as black as the day I bought it, even years later. (Jan Griffiths).
@HoneyballLP3 жыл бұрын
@@douglasgriffiths3534 Washing is easy, finding the same black... thats hard xD
@jetta.silence63566 жыл бұрын
Ah Freya I can only imagine whats going on in your head right now. I really hope that the therapy does help along with meds. I see a therapist every month to talk and tackle anything my head is moaning on about. My meds well if i didn't have them I'm sure id be an anxious panicky mess of goo. But I think you will be alright. Ive gone through a marriage and divorce( luckily no kids) but he was abusive. But good thing is the marriage only lasted 9 months because i got out. Yeah im oversharing but idc. I just hope if anyone else reads this and feel weird at this time know they arent alone. Mental illness is so common and its only in the last 10 years I think that people reel ok to talk about some things. But you arent alone Freya so many of us with similar issues in the subculture are here for support.*big hug*🌹🌹🌹
@douglasgriffiths35343 жыл бұрын
At least you got out of the abusive marriage, and without kids. You were fortunate. Many women in abusive marriages aren't as lucky. Some guys don't show their true colors until the marriage has been done, and they think they have you. I've been there myself (no kids either), and I hope you're doing better today. (Jan Griffiths).
@hailswind26366 жыл бұрын
You look so good in everything
@meowandysixxbatman91336 жыл бұрын
AvidMetalChic duh!
@tansywoods89476 жыл бұрын
AvidMetalChic she really DOES!
@Randomark30876 жыл бұрын
AvidMetalChic So true!
@10yrsy6 жыл бұрын
i love the vail the most on you, it definitely speaks of ancient mourning clothing :D im glad to hear you’re taking care of yourself, don’t worry about being “off”. everyone goes through things and it would be silly to act like we don’t. i hope you get to feeling better!
@TatyianaMcGahee6 жыл бұрын
The fact that you always try to push through the things you're going through just to make videos is really amazing. Mental issues are so hard to deal with, and through it all you try to be so positive. You are truly an inspiration and these last few years with you and your channel have been amazing. Love you goth mom! 💙
@TheBee1236 жыл бұрын
The queen is back! I hope you kick whatever is ailing you! 🖤
@savannacharlieisbell64926 жыл бұрын
I love that veil on you, it really works with your whole look. It made you look like a beautiful tragic ghost haunting a marshy foggy landscape. (That was the visual it gave me, anyway)
@JeanetteQuist6 жыл бұрын
No need to apologise, we all have days and you can get through this . I've been there and done that in my own circumstances .
@emilyk41466 жыл бұрын
I've heard you lament in a couple videos about how we stopped making things beautiful. I have had that feeling for so long and I love to see that some others have a great sensitivity to beauty. Aesthetics actually influence my happiness pretty heavily, but a lot of people don't really understand that.
@friendoftherese16 жыл бұрын
I love your style and taste in clothes, and really enjoy your haul videos. As for the mental stuff, hang in there sweetheart, and one day at a time! Big hugs!
@mae25996 жыл бұрын
You should make a "let's shop" kind of video - where you browse the online shops with us, then fast forward to when you receive it and try it all on! I love your drunk shopping at festivals videos - I bet a drunk online shopping video would be just as gr8 :)
@Jacqalyne6 жыл бұрын
Love the blonde sides.. also I wish I could eat pizza with you and watch period dramas til the darkness and anxiety that currently is plaguing both our hearts fades away. Adore you, stay strong my dear.
@Thefashiongoddessnyc6 жыл бұрын
Jacqalyne that sounds lovely..I’d like to join Too..some weeping is also needed in between pizza bites
@dianefisher8896 жыл бұрын
Can I join the party as well? My depression and anxiety has been out of control lately! Dark velvety hugs to you all!
@iwantsomtea6 жыл бұрын
"I really love to wear stuff that went out of fashion 200 years ago" - best quote ever :D :D :D
@melisaceleste23416 жыл бұрын
Victorian fashion is stunning! Creepy and elegant! Been missing watching your videos! Glad u r back! Hope u r better! 🖤🖤🖤
@KreeZafi6 жыл бұрын
What is that lipstick?? :o It looks so lovely! Also, I'm incredibly happy to have discovered She Past Away thanks to your channel, their music is really darn good
@Rottiprincess6 жыл бұрын
KreeZafi going to follow this post ...agree we need the details of this lip! Gorgeous!!
@lunarae28606 жыл бұрын
Oh and love the red wall. Your black decor, shoes, and clothes pop.
@kamryn49026 жыл бұрын
Ms. Friday please do not feel like you have to apologize to us. You are only human and if you need time, please take it. we can wait. I hope you start to feel better, but please take however much time you need.
@annvirco73086 жыл бұрын
Thanks for going to the trouble of compiling this when you're having health issues, I hope you feel better soon x
@TylerNoxWindMusic6 жыл бұрын
Hey girl, I could tell you weren’t fully present but just know that everything will pass over, we love you and your content and it’s okay to take time for yourself 💕 You’re an incredible inspiration and it pains me to see you not yourself or sad, this year is YOUR year! Focus on what makes you happy and what makes you, YOU ☺️ much love to you!
@ravenemore6546 жыл бұрын
What you feel, feeling like floathing above yourself is probably what they call dissociation and or depersonalization disorder. It sounds bad, but it's actually caused by anxiety or depression. I got this disorder for a few years now and I feel it everyday, almost all the time. I hope it won't affect you the way it affects me, but I can assure you that it isn't dangerous or as bad at it seems. Most of the time it gets away after a few weeks/months. It's a weird feeling and it feels like you constantly is in a dream. I loved your video by the way.
@KineticFetus6 жыл бұрын
No worries, do what you gotta do and take all the time needed. Thank you for putting content out even when you're not feeling up to it. Oh and the third one was my favorite, but I do think the feathers pulled it all together.
@miahbaker11836 жыл бұрын
Im sorry for everything youre going through and i hope it gets better with all the help youre getting. You are one of the most beautiful human beings out there and you have a beautiful mind. You inspire so many and your heart is huge.
@dirtbugg6 жыл бұрын
4:52 it's called a dissociation. I get them all the time. Its so frustrating when you've gotta socialize 😂
@DianneRevenge6 жыл бұрын
Sorry for my english, I've been in theraphy for like 10 years, I know is painfull and sometimes is too much, but we all love you and care about you, take your time to feel better. Love form México. ❤❤❤
@bingbong69286 жыл бұрын
DianneRevenge good english but its painful and therapy. Good job on the english tho
@LydiaBoboArtandDesign6 жыл бұрын
What gorgeous bedding! The lighting is sharp enough to catch all of the textures of black you have: velvet, satin, lace, etc. Good job!
@maybe_nadie6 жыл бұрын
I have so much support for you! A separation does become exponentially less painful as time passes, and time passes much more quickly when you take care of yourself. Good on ya for going to therapy!
@mightymelkor6 жыл бұрын
"I really love to wear stuff that went out of fashion 200 years ago" honestly me. I completely understand the feeling you described, i'm kind of going through a mental slump myself;but you are an incredible and strong bat queen and I believe you will pull through and feel better soon! love you so much ♡
@TheDlove13136 жыл бұрын
My desired aesthetic is Old West Gothic Madame and everything you showed fits that. LOVE IT! And I love you!
@okushinabasu6 жыл бұрын
The velvet zip up dress with the cross zipper pull was so lovely, and suited you so well :3 by far my favorite.
@alicesullivan39006 жыл бұрын
Dude, we support you SO hard. Talk about whatever you feel the need to, we're here for you.
@MissCorvinus6 жыл бұрын
OMG! I'm in Love with the Skirt with Rings and the Velvet Jacket so beautiful *.*
@xfallenxlostx6 жыл бұрын
That velvet coat is by far my favorite garment of this set. Absolutely beautiful. Glad to hear you will be getting therapy soon. You've had quite a significant loss, which is akin to a death, and we could all use additional support when faced with something that painful. Best of luck to you.
@shannon91646 жыл бұрын
I recognised the “absence/distant” vibe before you talked about it because it’s something I’m very familiar with myself. You disassociate and you can’t help it. You’re loved and supported through this never forget that.
@tyjohnson51396 жыл бұрын
I was way too excited to hear She Past Away at the end! You're so strong Freya, we are so proud of you 🖤
@irethvalkyria98056 жыл бұрын
You don´t need to apologise for talking about your mental health, we care about you. I hope you´ll feel better soon! Sending love, hugs and kisses to you
@mms2086 жыл бұрын
Black Friday, I’ve been following you for years. You are a smart, wonderful, friendly lady and I enjoy watching your content. It’s okay to feel down- don’t be so hard on yourself. Your fan base loves you, and we support you! Hang in there. Just thought you might need to be reminded of that 🖤❤️🖤
@Spooky_Dook6 жыл бұрын
That Necklace you have on is EVVVERTHING! Do hope you feel better. Ur Definitely NOT alone😔
@ICARUSxRISING6 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you're getting help, Freyja. Being out of sorts is entirely forgivable. My own depression and anxiety are having their way with me. Please know I love you and you're not alone. 💜
@heavencurtis156 жыл бұрын
You are protecting yourself and its totally understandable. When I left my home country and went through some stuff I did the same. You are also grieving so be kind to yourself. Hugs love and prayers going up for you x
@amethystsamia6 жыл бұрын
Only crazy people do NOT get help when they need it. You're not crazy. Love the fashions! I really like the first skirt you showed...and everything else was equally beautiful when you modeled it. I'd love to see you in the supermarket with the veil. CLASSIC! You always play the best music in your videos. Amazing stuff!
@bertiesgirl16 жыл бұрын
All these items are beautiful, i love historical fashions too, the high collar actually looks gorgeous on you. On another note know that we all love you and are sending positive vibes to you and that so many people are here for you should you need encouragement and positivity sending your way. Much love x
@kristinangela75356 жыл бұрын
That shawl looks amazing on you! The addition of the feather is superb! I understand how you feel about it and I can say that comfort was not exactly of importance in that era but it was sooo elegant in appearance!
@ruthienelson74766 жыл бұрын
Oh hon you aren't alone. Many of us myself included have felt the same and battle depression and anxiety. Hang in there and don't apologize. We understand and Love you girl. I'm so proud of you for recognizing the issue and for going to the doctor to help yourself and for pushing through it. Yes it does get better and yes it may come back but always goes away again. It takes a strong person to keep going and not giving up. Stay strong sweetie ❤
@Skelterina6 жыл бұрын
I don't comment as often as I should but I just want to say that I hope things get better for you soon. I know you're going through a hard time because of 'he who shall not be named' and I sincerely hope the worst is over. You're a lovely person inside and out, and SO inspiring, especially for those of us with mental health issues as well. ILYSM! xoxoxo
@missyesi70306 жыл бұрын
Good luck luv!! Just started back up with therapy myself, funny how much it helps to have someone to listen to you with no judgment
@janstan84076 жыл бұрын
I love "Dark in Love" in general, their designs are amazing!! I think the dress at 3:10 is a sehr cool design for them, though I love their patterns, lace and everything that they always do. That veil was too cool!! You looked great in it!! I have major anxiety and depression issues, so I truely, really do hope you feel better. Your videos always make my day!
@jaicrawford98825 жыл бұрын
I LOVE THE BACKGROUND!!!!!
@maryannfoster47345 жыл бұрын
the jacket and the veil are my favorite
@LEBeck-ww9yl6 жыл бұрын
I think many of your fans understand that KZbin is not a little cage that you live in simply for our entertainment. When you have matters to attend to in your life that take priority over videos, don't worry about disappointing us; we'll just be that much more excited whenever a new video does come out!
@BoobooKitty-sk1bf6 жыл бұрын
The veil #1!! That is my 90's goth dream piece
@allydickson95536 жыл бұрын
The coat was my favourite ❤❤❤❤❤❤
@celestereed18696 жыл бұрын
Wow. You're going through stuff we don't even know about and you're STILL goals. You say this isn't for everyday wear but you could totally rock it any day.
@radioactiveivy6 жыл бұрын
I understand the feeling you describe, Black Friday. I broke up with my boyfriend/ best friend early last year, and I feel like I'm finally just feeling myself once again.
@melaniemota86836 жыл бұрын
All of those pieces are amazing! Thank you for making this even though you're not feeling well. Please take time for yourself if you need, we love you and want you to be well even if that means fewer uploads.
@kristaotr6 жыл бұрын
You don't ever have to apologize for how you're feeling. You have every right to feel whatever it is We understand, sweetie. Going through some of my own stuff too and I totally understand the floaty feeling. Will send you good energy and hugs.
@steve29726 жыл бұрын
She Past Away tunes in the back ground,love it !
@EvaMetalhankle6 жыл бұрын
I kept repeating "wows" at every piece modeling! And my dear, your hair, face and person are beautiful! Yes, I know how it is to be out of my body, watching things happening from outside...feeling a bit foggy... But hun, it comes and goes! And someday it will go for good! Love ya, batsy mamma! 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
@stephss6 жыл бұрын
Hang in there. The stress is real, and you're doing your best. Glad your seeking help, and plugging forward. I hope you went grocery shopping in the veil, but the outdoor jacket is my favorite. It's stunning, and very flattering on you. Thanks for making the video, and hope to see another one soon.
@allnightmarelong69586 жыл бұрын
LOVING how that veil looks in you! Wishing you the absolute best, I hope everything works out right and that you can start feeling better. Love you! ❤
@C_Beaty6 жыл бұрын
I definitely know that feeling of floating above your body! That weird super ungrounded/disconnected feeling, like you're above your body and controlling it like it's a puppet. I get like that sometimes when my anxiety/depression gets really bad. It was also a very unpleasant side effect when I went on amitriptyline briefly (never doing that again.)
@darkmajick6 жыл бұрын
I also like the veil the most. I really do like the colored side patches of hair, very cool.
@dskeldon6 жыл бұрын
You don't need to apologize at all for not feeling like yourself. I hope you get the healing you need and feel better soon! 🖤
@95emmalee6 жыл бұрын
I have been in a black friday mood lately, so thank you for uploading!!! hopefully you feel better (physically, emotionally, or mentally)
@brandybivins73026 жыл бұрын
the vail and the second to last coat, for sure!
@megalopolis20156 жыл бұрын
Lovely stuff. The velvet and lace dress was especially beautiful. Classic look with a modern twist is my favorite style.
@Deimiel-EoB6 жыл бұрын
Love you so much queen ,hope you're doing better and I hope you know how many people you're motivating and how much you're brightening their day
@simplypagans6 жыл бұрын
What ever you're going through you know we love you xxx
@wolffenhaus6 жыл бұрын
So, you are grieving. We are here for you. Take good care.
@shainalee53466 жыл бұрын
I love all of these pieces, and that veil is amazing! So glad you put it on for the rest of the video. I'm so glad you are taking care of yourself and doing what you need. Self-care is so important! I wish I could hug you and squeeeeeeze all the bad stuff out!! I'm here to support you through the good and the bad! Love you!!!!
@juniper-moss6 жыл бұрын
Good to see you again, seeing you post this on Facebook made me very happy! And please don't worry or apologize for being human. I wish you all the best and hope you'll feel better soon 🖤🖤🖤🦇
@bishbish30136 жыл бұрын
The first skirt is my favorite,i got a similar one in black and purple,the long coat is gorgeous too 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
@kyoko27526 жыл бұрын
"I really love to wear things that went out of fashion 200 years ago." Same! I just found a pair of gothic/victorian style boots at Goodwill a few weeks ago and I absolutely love them. It's a shame I don't really have anything to wear them with... Yet.
@rexg29856 жыл бұрын
We love all your pieces. Your right clothes of yesteryear were quite fashionable!
@SkullsandCrows6 жыл бұрын
The blonde short bits look so good!!!!!
@kimberlytuckermoss71876 жыл бұрын
I couldn't decide which one I love the most, they are all beautiful. I do love the skirt, jacket, coat and veil though. Gorgeous!!! ❤💀❤
@dixierodriguez31495 жыл бұрын
I love the first skirt n the shaw
@toddfarley45676 жыл бұрын
I hope that whatever it is you can power through with the support of all of us and those you hold near you're heart. You rock kid
@kspringford16 жыл бұрын
I've been watching you for years and I'm sorry you're dealing with something right now. I hope you recover and that it passes. Hugs.
@vladimirvelcic-fisher40736 жыл бұрын
The high Necked shall item was my favorite
@thisdamnthingy6 жыл бұрын
I think I liked the criss cross jacket most, but I also think you look great in pretty much everything. I'm sorry you've been having a hard time recently, it was lovely as always to see you. Take care of you.
@jessgreen24646 жыл бұрын
I hope your health is okay and you feel better soon! Take as much time as you need to get better and put yourself first! Also, thought I would mention that your makeup looks absolutely stunning this episode and the clothes are gorgeous.
@myjessie96786 жыл бұрын
I hope things get better for you. Keep your heart guarded yet open to new beginnings, your head as positive as you can & try to let go of negativity. You're NOT ALONE.
@Ylluria6 жыл бұрын
Ever jealous of your wardrobe, & sending you LOADS of love and support. 💝💝 Be kind to yourself, lady. You deserve it. 💝💝
@Litafaerie6 жыл бұрын
Ugh if only I could wear all of this everyday! I love the jacket and the last dress you showed off!
@StardustedDes6 жыл бұрын
No matter the matter, it's nice to see you, and you shouldn't need to justify taking care of yourself. You're awesome and OMG loving the fuggin hair!
@briannahugz78716 жыл бұрын
The more you age, the lovelier you look.You are simply stunning. It is amazing how far you've come in your youtube career and you are one of my absolute favorite youtubers. Every time that I click on a new video that you've made, I am eager to see how you are, what you will talk about, and how you've styled your hair. I find you to be the upmost interesting and fun! Rock on babe!
@missspiderbaby6 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear you are going through some health issues. Hoping you get better soon. I am going through a bit of a life crisis at the moment, but your videos really are a wonderful distraction. Thank you so much for all your hard work. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
@Midnightpigeon6666 жыл бұрын
Dark in love never fail to blow my mind 😍 love everything! I really hope you are ok, it seems like we are both having a tough time mentally lately. Love you! Xxxx
@rowan32096 жыл бұрын
These are all so lovely! I don't think Victorian fashion looks very good on me, personally, but I LOVE seeing other people wearing it. The white in your hair looks so gorgeous, especially with the opulent laces and velvets and corsets. I don't know why, but it just works SO well together. Also... She Past Away!
@cgametheory14233 жыл бұрын
I love your hair’s complexity in this video. Sometimes when your hair is teased to be huge it is not as attention holding for as a viewer as it is mostly just big and only slightly sculpted, I think wow and that’s it. With this new hair styles complexity one can enter a new landscape and explore as a sensual eye adventurer and feel pleased by ones trip and come out admiring thee and give some energy in dark adoration. If one thinks of high art one could even give deeper meaning to the different environments of ones get up, including hair as creative as that and it’s zones. Spirit speaks louder than words my dear.
@staceyharrison25076 жыл бұрын
Great to see another video of yours, they're my favourite. I really hope you're doing okay. I'm glad you're taking care of yourself by seeing the doctor and a therapist. Things can only get better from here.
@simplypatti67056 жыл бұрын
Your hair is 🖤 and each one of those pieces were wonderful. The coat was perfection. You should have totally filmed the trip in to market with that gorgeous veil on!
@allydickson95536 жыл бұрын
Don't appologise for being sad. We're here for you. ❤