Only Piano - Loneliness

[@AdrianvonZiegler]

Please, if you listen to this song because you think about suicide: Just so you know I'm talking from a place of experience, I was suicidal for many years. I have a wife now, and she has had multiple suicide attempts as well in the past. I lost one of my best friends to suicide when I was 19. I'm putting this info out here because I remember how I felt about people who tried to convince me to stay alive back when I was suicidal, and very often I thought "you can't possibly imagine how bad I feel". I know I can't convince you to do anything. I can only tell you what I think and feel: I care about you. I know you don't believe me, because I don't even know who you are. That doesn't matter to me. The strangest part about this world is that we're all strangers to someone else. But none of us are strangers. If you read this you know there is no other human on the planet with your mind, your feelings and your life story. And there never was, and there will never be one again. For me everyone is unique and valuable, I can honestly say that whoever you are, I care about you. I wish you to live and I wish for you to have happiness and meaning. Because I know that no matter who you are, if we would just sit down with a drink and talk, and we would be honest and 100% open, by the end of that talk we would not be strangers anymore. And that's how this world is. That's how we all are. We all walk around pretending everyone else is a stranger, but inside no one is, everyone matters and everyone is valuable. If you think about ending your life because of loneliness: please make contact with another person, anywhere, in any way. Humans are better than we often think, many of us will not shut the door in someone's face. And there are many who are in your situation and also wish for the loneliness to end. If you think about suicide because of guilt: There is nothing you can do to repay for what you did in death, the only way to do anything to repay is if you live and use your life to lessen the suffering you have caused. Death is the guarantee that nothing will ever get better again, things can only improve with life. If you think about ending your life because of an illness: Your suffering may be so great that I can't even imagine it. You have my utmost respect for every breath that you take in this world. I, a total stranger from probably the other end of the globe, care about your well-being. Any strength you can summon I deeply admire. There are many reasons why you might think of ending your life, and I sadly don't know what your reasons are. But I know that whatever the reason is, I personally know you have value to be alive, and I really don't even care if you who are reading this did something terrible in your life, you are still HUMAN. And as long as you're human I do not want you to die. Life only happens to us once, and death lasts an eternity. To even be born was a chance of billion upon trillions to one. Anything that had such a small chance of existing is precious for me to care about. Anyway... as I said, I can only say how I feel and what I think, I just hope I could show you that the world isn't as terrible as it can seem many times. There are people who care, yes even about someone they're never met in their life. Wherever you are, and whoever you are... I wish you in my deepest sincerity: to find meaning, happiness and healing from your suffering - in life, and not death. Adrian

[@silv4248]

Thank you Adrian. I'm listening to your music for many years, and today, in a moment of great suffering, you add this comment. 21 minutes ago. I feel like i'm having all the pain and sadness in the world. With no friends, no family. Into the loneliness and into the void. I'm dehydrated through my eyes. But still standing. Cause i know that life matters. This is the only thing that still keeps me alive. Cause while I exist - I can change things and make this world better. Maybe not for me, but for other people if only i will find strength... So if angels are real - you're mine. Adding this comment just in time i need it, while i basically listen to this particular song for hour or more...

[@Eva-m7f3v]

Its killing me

[@cleoresemanes8852]

Adrian von Ziegler wow I'm not even suicidal I was just on a classical music bing but that was heart felt.

[@Matt-uh6zp]

No its not suidide I just miss my bff whos going to flordia

[@randomkidwithnofriendslive]

I love you

[@Unknown-mi8wd]

"The mirror is my best friend, because when i cry it never laughs" - Charles Chaplin

[@hugohorvath3653]

My best friend: Me, just my imagination.

[@quentinbernard285]

😔😔😔

[@dannellflewelling2203]

Unknown 287 100% true

[@hugohorvath3653]

Dannell Flewelling bruuuh

[@fosqi1092]

That is the most saddest quote

[@chelsealovell2409]

The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. And the most damaged people are the wisest. All because they do not want others to suffer the way they do.

[@ender_slayer3]

And I have the pleasure of being all three wrapped up in one.

[@deavondremayo.701]

Chelsea, I believe that is true

[@camaradasargon6965]

Indeed

[@ender_slayer3]

@@RS-rz4ll I also have the pleasure of being a misanthrope.

[@michaelsteel00]

That's fucking beautiful because it's true

[@angarbatjargal573]

Dead people receive way more flowers than living ones, Because regret is stronger than gratitude.

[@ender_slayer3]

And you also notice pain, especially the pain of loss, far more than you notice any act of kindness or love. That is when it turns into regret.

[@adeloadelo4378]

True.This quote is written by Anne Frank

[@angelonearth7238]

Anne frank😢

[@angelonearth7238]

Love you Anne❤❤

[@vishalrajput3876]

How could I be so lost In a place I know so well? How could I be so broken In a family so together? How could I be so lonely Surrounded by so many? How could I be so unhappy Surrounded by so much beauty? How could I be me When even I remain a mystery?

[@RoseLeBelle]

Yes

[@myahrollf8344]

I can relate to this so much

[@michaelsteel00]

Got me emotional

[@leaves_sk]

❤

[@abdulwaliimran450]

💯

[@hajoj5905]

"Don't depend too much on anyone in this world, because even your own shadow leaves you when you are in darkness." - ibn Taymiyyah

[@Mohammed_Al_Iraqi]

true

[@nocakepeople6506]

Who the hell is ibn Taymiyyah, how do you even pronounce that?

[@devastabandz]

@@nocakepeople6506 An influential Muslim? I bet you wouldn't have the same response if it was a western name.

[@nocakepeople6506]

@@devastabandz yeah cuz, oh sorry because I would have actually heard of them

[@devastabandz]

@@nocakepeople6506 Not in the sense that you would know but in the sense that you wouldn't have such an attitude towards someone with a different name. It's actually quite pathetic that you would even insult someone more influential then you would ever be.

[@opoc_x37]

"The same things that make us laugh also make us cry" -Big Smoke

[@AffeR3ttuB]

"The streets is cold dog, like it says in the book, we are blessed, and cursed."

[@LastManYea]

"Ill have 2 #9's, a #9 large, a #6 with extra dip, 2 #45's, one with cheese, and a large soda" -Big Smoke (Yes I have the entire order memorized, i need help I know)

[@ratulmukherjee7259]

Bruhhhhh!!!! Hold up.... :,)

[@ibrahimalhajri1942]

You picked the wrong house fool -Big smoke

[@moulansendiane8085]

Pedro Teodoro true...💔

[@user-rd7cp5er2c]

*"Tears are words the heart can't say"*

[@zebd.1777]

But what happens when the heart wishes to say so much, but there are no tears to let it out?

[@Jennie-ck8jf]

@@zebd.1777 I'm crying but I'm trying to not crying cause I don't wanna let my parents know that I'm crying I don't wanna make them feel sad for me.

[@zebd.1777]

ELAF_ ARMY I understand how you feel, unable to speak your thoughts and free your mind to those who are there. You are not alone in feeling this way, because I too hold back because i don’t wish to hurt anyone. It’s a challenging path, I know, but as time progresses it will get better, I assure you friend

[@6Luani8]

True but who hears the tears?!No human at least but God is different!!!He collects every single one of our tears!!!

[@bigjoe2812]

You been on youtube 1 year and still have no subs I sub =)

[@Sean-Johnson]

My father always said… “Life isn’t fun without a struggle in it, but some struggles lead to tragic endings.”

[@xDarkWerewolfx]

The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one where you just want to scream. The one where you can just hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you can’t breathe anymore. The one when you realise the person that meant the most to you, is gone.

[@ender_slayer3]

My grandma, my morning star, died in my arms, from an illness I never knew she had. The room became a pastel wash of blurred shapes and colors which faded to white. I felt myself drop to the floor and felt like I went right through it. The seconds that passed felt like an eternity, an eternity in a void of hollow pain, after what I later found out was only a minute (that felt like hours) I looked up to see a garden, too numb to reality all I could do was barely move my eyes to see the flowers. It has been over ten years and I still pray that everyday will be my last so I can not only see her again but be free from this life of pain and loss.

[@juniorsir9521]

I feel like the birds should not be in the illustration. Only then will it feel like loneliness.

[@lazar6508]

I only cry like this, and now ypu know why

[@t0m1sh43]

i can relate that, because i always cry when everyone is asleep and when nobody can hear me. I had a girl, who I helped to prevent suicide (I regret that), and who "loved" me. After some hangouts I texted to her, and I see she blocked me and she doesn't respond to my texts. Before that, a good friend of mine died, who raised me when I was a kid. Now I'm lonely

[@noebillon9949]

@@t0m1sh43 why did you regret that ?

[@rahul.thefreerunner5772]

The worst thing in the world isn't being alone it's being around people who make u feel alone

[@KirianLara]

As they say, being alone and feeling loneliness it's not the same thing, and what a truth to be told

[@eshuloki9657]

Naruto... 💔

[@Kenshiou]

Agreed

[@guruji3933]

Yes

[@elizabethkravchenko4748]

I actually lost all my friends just yesterday who I've known for over 10 years. And they're in the same class as me. They were really close to me. And then... it all stopped. But now, the people who gave me the most company when I needed it, are now the ones making me feel the most lonley I've ever felt in my entire life... and I can never ignore the loneliness because they're always going to be there.. in the same class as me.

[@shootingstars6762]

*Being Alone* I have no one else present. I'm on my own. I'm happy, I'm content With being alone. *Feeling Lonely* I'm surrounded by thousands, Yet no one understands me. These thoughts are crowding My mind with sadness. I feel disconnected and friendless, A feeling so endless. I feel lonely.

[@potatosniper3796]

Thank you for saying the words, that I couldn't structure myself/express in words.

[@shootingstars6762]

@@potatosniper3796 You're welcome and thank you for reading these little poems of mine. They're not the best but I'm glad you like it.

[@mydogsteppedonabee5590]

To people who Feel So SAD POTATOOOO :)

[@danialhussaini6182]

Water Sheep its not even realistic

[@markerdei4325]

i'm writing poems, as a hobby, and these words you wrote, really touched me. Thank you for the inspiration!

[@BK-mk3vi]

Imagine being so emotionally lost that you can’t cry even if you want to. To even lose the ability to cry, that is true despair.

[@bonkchoy6881]

Yeahh I know this. Which is why I like it better when I cry, secretly of course

[@n0tzer0]

I feel this way I can't cry even if I want I'm diagnosed about alexithymia and I got other mental illnesses that made me this way Childhood traumas and much more, and yeah, it's stressful when you want to cry and you can't just cause you can't feel anymore

[@oblivion4928]

Don’t worry you have others suffering with you, for so long iv been making fake smiles, I can’t even confirm I have Alexthymia or emotional numbness what ever the shit life is hell, others like you aren’t suffering alone we are with you

[@Feydanyl]

I can't imagine 😔

[@cesarislas7130]

One or two years ago, I was on different servers, forums and groups, asking for some sad videogames, sad series, sad movies, even sad animes (I don't watch anime since 4 years ago...), because I wanted to cry, I don't even remember how does it feel. I have regined now, Idk if it's good or not, but I just can't. I haven't criend for emotions in 3 years or so

[@zbro4u2play83]

Friends are like shadows, there at your brightest moments, but gone at your darkest

[@neha-fp1py]

This is so true...

[@blackbat121]

They don’t exist in both sides

[@grismatics]

that's not a friend

[@quentinbernard285]

You just have foumd the right friends my friend, this may be true for many but not i 🤔👌🏾

[@kenXtripleI]

Where I'm from friends don't exist.

[@ian_7121]

There's a difference between being alone and being lonely.

[@seeker1069]

@BettleStomper smh

[@jason.h.zager88]

@BettleStomper when u are alone it means that there's no one around and you are on ur own...when u are lonely it means that you're alone from inside..no matter how many friends you have or if the family is around..you are alone inside and feeling hollow...emptiness

[@muslick8604]

BettleStomper they can’t take a joke

[@ulbsualbrykya7141]

this quote is from kurzsgesagt video

[@avajohnson3510]

yeah certainly

[@scarletmorphoarts]

I think the worst type of pain is realizing no matter how much you try to come closer to the light, you somehow just get deeper into the dark

[@re-mo3jq]

Crazy of how there’s 8 billion of us and yet here we are

[@bowgart5567]

we live in a society

[@katzbeanz]

I hate how that is so true..

[@peppermint5117]

i feel like it's because the people who really need friends are too scared to speak up, and the people who don't deserve them often get a lot of attention. I sometimes wish i could go outside and say hello to a random person without feeling awkward that my parents are around (i can't go outside alone)

[@444k3]

11!

[@teilabrown9858]

True but uh.. its 7.8 billion..

[@sa4m74]

Loneliness is dangerous. It's addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is, you don't wanna deal with people.

[@mattaguirre2243]

Hussam Sal im proud that im addicted to loneliness i dont want many friends or accepts me i just wanted one who will accepts my condition my situation who will do the same thing i do who will cherish you and who will loves you and never forgets you but sad to say none of that exist in reality only in fantasies

[@alinw-n7t]

Damn, that hit me. That's true but the thing is you're human. You'll always need other people but you're used to be lonely.

[@luchendrix99]

Yeah. I know what you mean. Beautiful, isn't it?

[@mypassions1]

Hussam Sal Yep💙

[@isnorathenerd4408]

True for me also

[@René_Németh9976]

I like being alone. At least I convince myself I am better off that way. - Gregory House

[@varenneduvar2062]

Angel 806 better alone thN in a bad company

[@CanalLegendas]

Being alone is different of feeling alone.

[@lukemalizzo1685]

Loneliness is a dangerous temptation that seems so bad at first, but becomes your best friend as you dig deeper into it. Loneliness is a night terror for many of us, because that's the only time when we can really be ourselves. And it's frightening knowing that this is who we've become.

[@gr8ghost1]

Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me. But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief.

[@ericlay1]

I know an NF quote when I see one

[@gr8ghost1]

Eric Lay respect

[@HrLBolle]

yup. Hello darkness my old freind

[@hellosunshine1850]

Daniel hello Daniel how are you?! I am really sorry to hear that. You should never forget that you have so many people that love you and care about you. I understand it is hard but you should always keep your head up. Life is an amazing gift so are you! You can do it! Try to find things that make u happy! You are not alone!! Hope you find joy and get better soon❤️

[@benasmusic9778]

please hold on. I know how hard it is. I'm here for you if you ever need me

[@starshipshari]

I honestly wish that all of us here could meet up and be friends. Maybe we wouldn't be so lonely if we found something in each other. I hope you're all okay. Please keep going, there's so much to see in this world,. I'd give a hug to each and every one of you here

[@migueltorres4335]

I agree with you

[@nadinemoudni]

it makes me so happy to hear that being a person who has never lived a day of their life without anxiety coming it's way.

[@accursed43]

You can have a lot of friends and still feel alone, trust me..

[@lunarsigh2850]

I would rather be....... Lonley

[@ellievslilia1910]

Joel Akeldama but I don’t want to keep going I can’t keep going on like this

[@Sean_Last1995]

"Loneliness is a disease of the spirit and people who have it think that no one cares about them"~ Robin Williams

[@hayhey4985]

😔

[@purugigi]

My soul is sick then

[@Acacius1992]

By me it's not a sickness becauce it is true

[@GriselGrey]

I disagree. It’s not a disease

[@chiefswiggum]

worst type of crying is at night when everyone is asleep and you're just like, "finally, nobody will judge me for a few hours."

[@sakshiprakash7199]

At that time finally tears can came out (and the most saddest when we wanna cry but tears won't fall off) At night we can scream as hard as can with a mute voice and no one can hear Yes you're right no one gonna judge you (over the redness in your eye) Night the darkness......it can hide every type of emotion

[@WRILLI4M]

That's totally me. I simply can't cry in front of my wife. The only moment I'm able to burst into tears is when she's not around, either sleeping, at work or doing whatever else keeps her busy enough not to pay attention on what I'm doing.

[@rdp_mizo]

Me last night...no cap💔

[@aroshadeshapriya5450]

Yes you are right friend😕😕😕

[@salmalamdiguigue4250]

I wanna cry

[@evapixel1163]

Roses are dead Violets are gray I walk in the rain So no one can see me in pain

[@ImScor327]

Charles Chaplin

[@peppermint5117]

@Migster the Gamer Other Channel r/im14andthisisdeep but ye i get what u mean bro 😔

[@hannahmatthews6836]

Roses are wilted, Violets are too, You may feel ruined, But we still love you. ❤

[@Chisan_official]

Roses are red The oceans are blue But i still love you

[@nicatamirxanov6354]

same

[@olefella7561]

People don't cry because they're weak. They cry because they've been strong for too long 😔

[@MrJamiez]

I can't remember the last time I cried, it's been well over 17 years. Family members have passed on, I got married & Have children & not once cried in over 17+ yrs. I don't know why! Sometimes I want to but can't, I don't know what's wrong with me. I do feel emotions, but nothing.

[@tareqhashemi4314]

@@MrJamiez i also feel the same way sometimes but i secretly cried sometimes and now i feel empty even tho i just cried for no reason a few seconds ago. we all get sad and upset differently and some of us can not handle pain. i on the other hand get teary eyes and u can see the pain and sadneess whenever im angry or upset and i dont know if its crying but for me it is because thats how i show my emotions. those who scream and cry are extremely sensitive and i have been one of those people but now im a changed man. U are also a different person now becasuse of what u have been through and we all change every 2 years in life depending on what we go through and how we live and etc..

[@Acacius1992]

The last time I cried was a few weeks ago... and no. It didn't felt good not in the slightest I felt even worse then before after it. I very rarely cry. I simply can't most of the time.

[@SonGoku_94]

- Itachi Uchiha xD

[@SamsungAs-vw6ns]

Sometimes i feel sad and alone,and sometimes i feel i'm not string enough to faced it my future life,then i cry at lately night..and had nobody know how i feel..

[@cassiestewart2603]

I'm actually in tears right now listening to this. I feel so alone.

[@Darkboy-pf7qb]

Me too. It sucks. 😣😔

[@brendapaulina5663]

Me to

[@petersteiner5075]

I'm sorry . idk if it's your choice to be alone or that's how your world is . I'm here if you wanna talk .

[@vaibp1995]

Don't be sad we should be hopefull in this hopeless wolrd

[@cassiestewart2603]

@@petersteiner5075 Thank you. Your so sweet.

[@js3331]

The thing is; Most people dont wanna die, we are just so tired of trying to survive.

[@demedorwraith4300]

I became suicidal not cause i wanted too die but because i didint have a reason to stay alive

[@maggielarkin9314]

Demedor wraith ..do you have a reason to stay alive now?.... I hope so...don't ever think you're alone...

[@jadon7702]

I just want to be free from life and this world.

[@user-kj5fk9oq9q]

God decided to give you life, you have no right to decide otherwise

[@ender_slayer3]

@@user-kj5fk9oq9q As a Christian the reasons why I haven't killed myself are thus, I know that it would be Hell for everyone who loves me, and I would never see the people I care most about who have already passed. But don't you dare, don't you EVER FUCKING DARE judge them or anyone like us for wanting peace! You don't know what Hell anyone who's suicidal has had to endure, what torture each and every GOD forsaken day is! To wake up and feel like you're nothing but a husk, a shadow of a human being, hollow and empty, wanting nothing more than to just have peace!

[@egg3288]

Ever cried so much that you ran out of tears....? I have.

[@climatechangeisrealyoubast3231]

Nein.

[@harmonybrown5993]

So have i

[@baconhobo3163]

I have

[@rinn6280]

i never ran out of them.. literally cryed till got sick of it

[@RohitSingh-vp1qu]

I cry every night

[@TheBalanceable]

Sometimes being alone is good, nobody can hurt you.

[@amalkha8549]

Except yourself

[@joyojeil3735]

thats true

[@joyojeil3735]

thats true

[@Dayz671]

Being alone all the time kinda of sucks, especially when you are in a crowd or in a group of people you still feel alone

[@ahmedu2616]

But you will hurt yourself instead

[@forgottensoul2489]

Behind my smile, Is a hurting heart Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart Look closely at me, And you will see, The girl I am, It isn't me...

[@KrySVT01]

This is me.

[@omegaultramax]

Behind my smile. Is a broken down person Behind my laugh Is a mentally shut down kid. See me closer. You will then see I am not who I think I am Anyone who thinks they know me. Will know not truth. Behind my gratitude. Is deep depression. Behind my friendship. Is a forever forgotten person. If you are reading this. You will know I am not who I once was. I am not who I say I am. I am not who I wish I was. I will never be me again.

[@kxte.dreamzz6497]

This explains my depression...

[@mxiira]

Exactly this is my life

[@jolle7404]

You are not forgotten. You may think what i will say is just there to make you feel better. But i know what you've been through. I want to be your friend. Behind all that is the real you that's just hidden. Reading this made me cry. You posting this showed everybody who read this how cruel the world is...

[@richardcolmorn2760]

Pillow: Don't worry I'm here to catch your tears. Bed: Don't worry I'm here to help you cry yourself to sleep. Mirror: Don't worry I'll laugh with you and cry. Shadow don't worry i won't judge the way you look. 🙂💕 -My friend Kyler that died last saturday... EDIT: thank you for this wonderful music.

[@hueyrosayaga]

Sorry man, Kyler sounded like a great friend. May he rest in peace.

[@s1lentrogu3]

Hey man sorry about you friend. You posted this comment 2 years ago, I hope that wherever you are now, you feel peace in mind and a fruitful life

[@richardcolmorn2760]

@/hvtrs8%2F-wuw%2Cymuvu%60e%2Ccmm-cjalngl-UAlo3VwTTOy4SaH%5DP3vt9rGu Thank you

[@AndyHargraveMusic]

I love sad music. It just has so much to say without saying anything at all.

[@lance._9723]

I don’t know anymore All of my life I have been left out by almost everybody, where I care so much about them but they don’t even acknowledge me as if I’m not even there when I’m there for them. Almost all of my friends have done this to me and my family, where I have been left out and not even remembered but I remember them and I’m just confused and tired of it. I’m tired of feeling like this where one minute I feel great and the other I feel awful. I just wish I could find somebody who actually cares about me like I would to them. I’m too scared to tell anybody because I don’t want to be seen as weak by people in my life where they would laugh at me and make fun of how I feel saying I am being ridiculous and stupid. I just want somebody to know Thank you for reading.......

[@aashraypopli6290]

Same dude

[@lance._9723]

@@ursus4886 Thanks man really appricate it its just hard to stop thinking about it. ;)

[@katarinabrunk8698]

Always remember you are not alone 😢.

[@ravenvanbommel138]

Life is a rollercoaster...without up and downs it wouldn’t be a rollercoaster would it? No, so dont rush, take your time to relax..let time heal

[@aasl6154]

I don't know you I just wread words You was like me When I was at my worst And I believe in you Here take another hug From a lonely but great Poét and bassist

[@Darkness-n6d]

Do you ever just cry for no reason?

[@فلسطينيةدميسوري]

Yeah, I hate that feeling

[@izadoralima2512]

Always

[@evang.sunshine9459]

S-same, although I hide somewhere so I can cry alone..

[@alejandracardona229]

Always have 😔😥😭

[@linkmaster6486]

There's always a reason.

[@animegrandfleet]

It hurts to be lonely, but sometimes it helps to realize about this world...

[@animegrandfleet]

But I like to be alone

[@gamerz_op777]

💙

[@Bryan-ip5pu]

Adrian I want to say Thank you. About 2 years ago I was depressed and suicidal. Then a piece named Spring Charm was recommended to me. Once I listened to some of your music I fell in love. I listened to everything you wrote. Thanks to you I'm still here and happy. Without you're music I'm not sure if I'd be here today. You saved my life with you're talent to create the most beautiful music in the world. Thank you for my life and Thank you for you're music.

[@claireloriey1913]

I want to cry, it's very beautifull that you said... and I agree with your opinion at 100% :') We love you Adrian...

[@ksbjane1]

:') I'm amazed. I recall a year ago, for a period of time I kept on listening to his music on earphones all day long while doing whatever I do and wherever I went. Those where the days when my heart felt pretty heavy and only thing keeping me from bursting into tears (at daylight) is his music. I've gone past those days now and haven't really taken the time to realize how much his music has helped me, until now

[@rkawan]

The-Other- Human thx to God not the music

[@nolween100]

wow wonderful comment. Sorry but i can't keep that on myself : HANNIBAL !!!!!!!

[@goldprime118]

Glad you're still around. We all are.

[@rhandelaquino3015]

Sometimes I ask myself, "when did it go wrong?"

[@esme9726]

The moment you thought it was going well.

[@hwic778]

I ask myself that very question every single day!

[@robertoventrue17]

oi

[@jaydeepmatre1701]

Same

[@hayhey4985]

Me too

[@veggiesnek4108]

Feeling lonely isn't being alone.. Its the feeling of belief that nobody likes you.

[@snickerdexter2247]

*Feeling lonely is the worst feeling in the world. Because you feel like no one understands you. No matter who you're with, who you're talking too, you still feel so alone...*

[@anubis1519]

that's what i'm feeling always

[@innocent_proto247]

Same

[@angelakira397]

@@snickerdexter2247 sometimes i feel so empty even in a room full of happy people

[@snickerdexter2247]

Angel Akira same...

[@ade684]

I don't know if anyone will read this but I just wanna share it and continue listening to this amazing song. I was always bullied by people around me. For some reason, no one tried to be friends with me, or talk to me like I'm a normal person. I was always lonely and developed anxiety and depression throughout my life, feeling useless, worthless, nothing but someone who doesn't deserve to live and feeling like I'm disappointing even the people that doesn't know me. I don't know what Am I living for, why do I continue and why was I born in the first place? I feel like my place isn't here, that I'm not worth to even breath but when I think of dying, leaving everything behind, I'm scared. I'm scared of making my family suffer when it's all my fault I feel like this. Truth is, no one wants to die for real, we just want to feel happy, just a little time when we don't have to worry about every little thing, when we don't have to cry and feel guilty, when we would smile and be happy. We just want everything to be over, either the loss of someone or the feeling of being wortless because the people around you don't care at all, we all have scars we just can't forget. I always thought I'm alone, but I see so many people sharing stories and realize I'm not the only one and maybe I'm not someone who can say this but just... don't give up. Even if you feel like there is no tomorrow, like your world is crashing down and you have no place to hide, there are always better times and a good future that is waiting for you, you just have to be strong and face the world, cry if you want, do things that at least used to give you happiness and find someone to listen to you. It's always gonna be something for you, so... Believe in yourself, in the person you are and try to love yourself! ❤ I may not know you, but I love you, I know you're a strong person, a kind and amazing person and can do everything you dream for!

[@SonOfIrak]

Agreed You Bro

[@javadsamad6713]

thank you

[@illyrian3057]

Thank u dear. Same to u too ♥️♥️♥️💔💔 You are my twin. My otherhalf ♥️. A person with the same experiences.

[@aharoncalderon3779]

It's amazing to see how people Different people who don't know each other and don't think like each other can be so different and so similar at the same time. I don't know you, but this comment left a deep impression on me. I am sure you are an amazing person❤️

[@itz8lack0ut25]

Sucks having a good heart, but no one to give it too :/

[@sonichedgehog9713]

That's me no one 😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭

[@climatechangeisrealyoubast3231]

Having a good heart,but the one it belongs to,doesn't want it.

[@thelostexplorer4031]

@@climatechangeisrealyoubast3231 that made me cry cause it's true😭😭

[@LuckyLittleLoki]

WHY IS THIS RELATABLE 💔

[@au_rie]

i have a good heart hi

[@sope7407]

At some point.. You have to realize... That some people can stay in your heart. But not in your Life..

[@arandomshark2667]

I've lost someone important too I'm selfish I want my dear friend to stay I owe him my life

[@alivocaloidneko0446]

Hello ARMY

[@khaledquwaider1176]

SoPe that is sooooo true! And its the most hurtful thing ever 😔

[@obedhernandez5961]

Seriously and at that point, it hurts so much but you know it’s gotta be done. It hurts even more to know you just gotta move on as much as we wish we can stay or go back. Always in my heart she’ll be, even if I’m not in hers.

[@mary_jane7]

for example BTS

[@vapiervi]

I didn't want to cry, cause I always feel alone, even if I have so many friends... I couldn't, and I cried.

[@lucass1717]

I feel it, I have 4 good friends (i really trust them and they trust me) and beautiful, lovely dog, but sometimes I still feel so alone... And sorry for my bad English, I'm from Poland

[@lucass1717]

@Clara xoxo thank uuu so so much, sorry I didn't read your comment fast, but I didn't see the notification. But your comment really made me feel better, now I feel like I can do everything, and I know I'm never alone 😊😀😃 If you wanna talk sometimes my Instagram user name is sky_watcher_678 , I'm always ready to help 😊 (I don't speak English very very well but it's not problem to me, there's always translator haha) And I know you wrote your comment a week ago but I just didn't get a notification so I hope you'll forgive me 😁😅😂 Take care Clara 😊❤💕

[@Yagies1]

I have like 1 or 2 good friends but only one trusts me so

[@_majlena_4791]

@@lucass1717 I am from Poland too ♥ and I feel the same

[@italiwog1016]

If you are able to smile in public amongst all your troubles, just know you are the strongest person you’ll ever come across. You have all my respect and no matter what battle each of us are facing, we’re all in this together. Keep your heads up kings/queens. Better days are coming

[@muneeburrehman6833]

Thank you ❤️

[@cryofreeze8756]

You don't know how much this has made my night thank you 💖

[@ac33er]

Hey big bro. It's been about a month now, mom is still the same, still broken, hopeless, emotinal. She needs you. 17 was too young of an age. We were bestfriends, 2 souls lost In a world of chaos, and just being in your presence I feel more peace then ever. Thank you for watching over me, thank you for holding me when I was upset, thank you for pushing me to give my all, and most of all, thank you for being you. I'm so proud of you, I will make you proud of me, I will follow in your footsteps. I hope I'll be with you soon. To anyone reading this, count your blessings. Some tragedies are bigger then others.

[@brenosalomao7932]

When I was a kid I lost my younger brother. It's been almost 14 years and I'm still crying, imagining how my life would be if he was still here. He was 11 days old when he passed away, I never got a chance to tell him that I love him, I barely remember those days, I was just 4 years old. I hope you and your family to pass-through this, and I'm sure he would be proud of you.

[@whatintheworld6413]

I was trying to take my own life back then. But I'm afraid ini left bad memory for my sister, so i stay. Until she old enough to find her way in this world

[@williamafton1901]

69 like here. i feel you guys

[@tuomas3734]

Oh fuck im 17 now and thinking about suicide a lot. But hope u dont ever do suicide stay strong!

[@tuomas3734]

@Chipmunk good to hear that ur doing better now. I have depression and anxiety issues and lots of panic attacks

[@anhtruong9706]

you'll never understand... how painful that the loneliness giving to us.

[@esme9726]

Loneliness is not the point in which you don't have any friends.... It's a feeling that even if you have friends, none of them truly understands you and supports you! I may have a solution for your situation.... Get yourself a pet 🙁... It can be a dog, a cat, a rabbit, a bird, a mouse... But a pet is the best solution to loneliness cuz they're not giving you opinions, they're not trying to change you, they aren't there to just hang out... They wanna be really close to Your heart and they can feel that, they'll always love you and be there for you when you need a silent hug...and it only takes you to love them and care about them as they will give back the same feelings! 🥀

[@m.r.9127]

I'm not sad I'm not angry I'm not anything I'm not myself A grain of sand floating in the sea Waiting Wondering if I will find rest On land or at the bottom Or just keep floating An eternal journey Nowhere

[@mrbombastic8527]

I love you man.

[@busdown555]

You are a beautiful human being

[@imlucidd]

Wispa literally every human being compared to the universe in a nutshell.

[@oneallahbyrd0296]

I wish that to

[@emp.1984]

Everyone struggles with loneliness at some point. Wether you are going through something that you think nobody else understands or you're just facing a change in life where you just feel alone, God's word provides hope and strength. There is someone who is closer than a brother, a friend, or a parent and is always with you; It's Jesus Christ! He is our best friend and comforter! Deuteronomy 31:6

[@sharavatikulkarni858]

You Yes you behind the screen Had a difficult day? Come here lemme give you a hug 🤗🤗 Now listen carefully Okay? I'm so proud of you I really am Just take a deep breath Look back and see how far you've come All those obstacles you've over come You know it's okay to cry It doesn't make you weak It shows that you are human It shows how strong you've been and are Stay strong Remember I'm proud of you Live well my darling

[@leosolis5846]

This is straight bullshit. You dont know us. How can you say you are proud of us when you dont even know us? If one of us has a tough life you dont fucking care . Your comment is irrelevant.

[@corruptneedles3384]

@@leosolis5846 True.

[@lukemalizzo1685]

@@leosolis5846 Hey, you don't have to be mean about it. I'm sorry that this is your response to attempted kindness. Look I understand where your coming from, being broken is difficult. But we're all broken. I really hope you understand where I'm coming from, and have a wonderful week.

[@leosolis5846]

@@lukemalizzo1685 I know this person is trying to be kind but at this point I would rather the hear the truth than sugarcoating lies because that's what this comment is, utter nonsense.

[@lukemalizzo1685]

@@leosolis5846 Yeah, for sure. Sugarcoating has gone too far. But respect isn't completely lost yet. If you give a little, you get a little. Maybe together we can save it. You in?

[@KG0313]

One thought make me feel better...this song composed by a man is now with me in the room so am not alone,his emotions are here.

[@roshnigiri5066]

Reading and liking comments here. Full of tears. We will be fine.. we are gonna be okay

[@rinadoor5914]

Yes! We will get trough this!!

[@PaperBagchu]

@@rinadoor5914 i mean... i guess

[@rinadoor5914]

@@PaperBagchu we have to. It's our life!

[@PaperBagchu]

@@rinadoor5914 alright

[@dkddvil7918]

It’s not gonna be alright I’m on the verge of leaving this world 😔😭

[@sarpa.demiral3087]

Just something I wrote while listening to this: I sit here doodling On my table desk, Drowning in memories I did not know I had. My pen scratches rivers Of black ink onto the already Marred wooden surface. My hand aches but I silence It with the cold will Of winds carrying the scent Of wilted petals. My head, slumped, resting Upon my forearm, tracing The pen’s tip a hundred miles Behind. It moves Too Slowly. Where has this water come from. Wasn’t the ink enough. You’re too selfish. - I’m too selfish? I wish I was somewhere else, Maybe out on the ocean With the sun. Just me. And its lava glow. - Again, I’m too selfish. I’m still here though, sitting before my dark, Watching my pen trace around my heart. It moves Too Slowly.

[@sim3864]

THIS IS AMAZING!! U SHOULD BE A WRITER!

[@brendabarrios8878]

Sarp Demiral Life hurts sometimes..... Everyone saids that it's not in my life,but trust me, it is .....but we move on from our mistakes and go out there to reach our futures

[@icanthandlechange.]

the last year i used to cry to this masterpiece every night until I fell asleep, I was about to drown in my own tears. I felt so lonely, I saw all the people around me being so happy with their own life, made by a lot of friend, every night out, and a lot more. I had no friends, not even one. No one came to talk to me even to ask Me how I was feeling. At school I was so lonely, I talked to no one except the teachers. But now, I think I found out how the real happiness feels. Because the real happiness is when you realize the hard times just passed over and you are free. Now I have 2 or 3 friends and I am the happiest person on this earth. I will never pray enough to express my gratitude to God. Now I have good grades, 2/3 times a week I hang out with someone, I practice dance and I also sing in the school choir. When did the things change? when I decided this was enough. I found hobbies and what I really love: art, dance and music. Please, I beg you to NEVER give up, I failed something like 2 or 3 suicide attempts and I am really grateful for this. Because everyone will find happiness. Do not give up, God bless you all♡

[@nickwoyurka6820]

Thank you 🙏, wasn’t feeling too good today and this helps for sure. Made me cry but feeling better than 3-4 mins ago ❤️✅ Thank you truly

[@icanthandlechange.]

@@nickwoyurka6820 i wish you all the best things for the future❤

[@johnnyutah7890]

Loneliness maybe sad. My friend but I’ve learned the hard way I cried blood But it made me stronger Alone I feel peaceful I choosen to be alone I can have any woman but I like being alone Being alone has shown me alot 🫡💯🙏🏻

[@pestersmemb4463]

Well done you're an inspiration.

[@saatu101]

"You know what was the bravest thing we did when we were sad... is to continuing living life even though we wanted to die..." -Juliette Lewis

[@jenniperez9432]

Anxiety yes 😔

[@corona-chan8915]

So me my god

[@annyf4969]

I feel good of what you say thx*for the forest time I smile*😌

[@blacklotus1875]

Some Days We Go I honestly have no idea why I’m still alive, I wanted to die, I tried to die. But something kept me here, the doctors were surprised I made it, they said it was a miracle. Yet I don’t know why I’m still here, what purpose I have for this life. Granted my life has gotten a lot better since then, but every night I go back to that hell I grew up in. I deprive myself of sleep because I hate having to go back every time I close my eyes. I was alone back then, and I still am, but I’m still here, for some fucking reason...

[@dndragonfly-0077]

Jesus loves you

[@yoontinymin4432]

They said they're my friends. They said they will be there. They will be by my side. But the funny thing is.. How i haven't show up for so long and nobody texted me. No one asks where i am, how am i doing, am i okay or not, am i still alive? Everybody who i told my secrets to turns their backs at me. They promised. They said they would help me to get better. But in reality, They don't even care. I keep telling myself that i don't need people, i'm okay by myself. But the truth is.. They don't need *me* .

[@tristanhernandez5480]

I know how you feel...

[@maimalinzy4487]

Ik the feeling . Just when we trust someone, they betray us...

[@peopgacha8599]

I cried reading your comment because it's so relateable

[@t0nai]

I feel like this often so i know how you feel

[@astaxblack8228]

I feel the same way that u have

[@Ke-pu1mu]

This song reminds me it's okay to be alone. Even though I feel lonely every single day of my life, music is my comfort. This music is so inspiring... it makes me wonder about all of the other people across the world feeling the same way I do. Alone... hurting... afraid... To all the people feeling lonely out there, I hope you know your not alone. It would be kind of nice to know I'm not alone...

[@markimoojr5161]

The feeling and emotion this gives, is indescribable.

[@ChilledLai]

My mom is myself. She taught me pain. My father is my brain. He taught me negative words. My friends are my hands. They taught me self-harm. My voice is my knife. It made me say rude words. My existence is my mistake. I didn't know what to do. My ears are my nightmares. I hear deep dark voices. My heart is my happiness. It's too fragile. It breaks. My shadow is my betrayer. It left me in the dark. My light made me blind. Did not make me see..... My skin is my paper. Somewhat... somehow...I get cuts. My glasses are my shield. But they broke. ..... This is where I belong. The lonely piano's song. Edit: Thanks for 187 likes! I never got thid many before! 😔😭

[@ChilledLai]

Everyone out there.... Dont end up like me.

[@evang.sunshine9459]

@@ChilledLai I would say too late, but.... I don't know what I am anymore...

[@marg6461]

Underrated comment :( my father was died past month and my brain my dad now. I'm crying , crying and crying. But he can't come my near :( (sorry for my bad english).

[@shibuinu1172]

So... Heh suicidal words.

[@miriamd5250]

@@ChilledLai it's too late for me and what's worse is that I'm addicted to my depression. I can't image my life without feeling miserable. If I ever feel "happy" I will feel guilty right away and go back to being miserable.

[@gracebrown3610]

I wrote this comment awhile ago. I talked about how I felt alone and that I felt like I could not talk to anyone. Now I know that instead of feeling sorry for myself I need to start working in feeling better about myself. I don’t feel alone. I have many people in my life now that I know loves me. I realized that I’m not the only one that was hurting that other people are hurting too. I also realized other people have it worse than me. So it’s a new year and I plan to make the most of it.

[@ayaelogbani3419]

Do u need to talk? I’ll be there if u want to

[@asht.5730]

If you ever need to talk I’m here for you bro, and you can talk to your close friends about it. It helps trust me

[@finalshot3285]

Brother, I know exactly what your feeling...I'm feeling the exact same pain. Nonstop listening to this music for the last couple days.

[@gracebrown3610]

EMILY ZHANG thanks I appreciate it

[@gracebrown3610]

Aya El ogbani thanks that’s just what I need

[@billymcdonald09]

The soul is an echo of what life once was. Those that suffered the most, echo the loudest.

[@HonorarySaiyan]

The saddest thing is when loneliness is your only retreat, the only place you feel welcome.

[@AdrianvonZiegler]

I wanted to make the saddest, loneliest sounding music piece I could think of, so this is what this is. Very minimalist piano piece, which probably isn’t great for focused listening but hopefully suitable for having in the background for anybody who goes through a hard time and needs some music that understands their feelings. You can get the song here, together with all my other music, the song number is 278: adrianvonziegler.bandcamp.com/album/the-complete-discography You can also support me and my music directly on Patreon if you wish: www.patreon.com/AdrianvonZiegler

[@kurtknuuut1359]

I Love your Songs! 💕

[@jordy13xoxo17]

Really good job,perfect for how iam feeling now,how are you?

[@nahualsolitario]

Well you've made a great job dude! proud to be your subscriber.😊

[@IIBloodXLustII]

I think you succeeded in every respect. This song is soul crushing, but in a good way.

[@danlw5944]

thankyou this is perfect

[@maykheir7636]

I know this comment will likely never be found. But. This song. Ive listened too it more times than I can count...every sleepless night, quiet evening home alone, even just down time in the classroom. Id play this song and get lost in my head. The endless corridors of dark thoughts and eratic emotion. I wanted everything to make sensa. I wanted friends and my family. But when I called out to both they left me in the dark. With time. I learned to live in it. Ignore my emotions. Now... I feel nothing. And I don't... I don't know if that's better or worse. On one hand, nothing bothers me, every insult and event just rolls off my back. But on the other, I can't feel anything. No happiness. No joy. No love. No anything. But. I never knew love anyway. So. I can't miss what I never had right? I don't know. I'm rambling.

[@scoopsahoy9521]

I relate to this too much...

[@Emmet-id6xq]

I was once in your place for a long time a numb heart..... How are you now its been 2 months do you still feel the same

[@darkenergykuyt355]

i feel the same. lack of emotion except anger and rage. they push to evolve. People in this world, they are only as good as the world allows them to be ( only human). God doesn't make the world this way, we do.

[@juliecramer7768]

Tell Jesus Christ. He loves you.

[@kamryn2310]

I feel the same way.

[@imperialtiger9015]

F.E.A.R Forget Everything and Run. Or, Face Everything and rise. The choice is yours...

[@bowgart5567]

this is some villian quote, for sure

[@Narukami930]

The grandpa teaching a lesson to the MC of a shonen.

[@femke4984]

Beatiful! But the second one sounds a lot easier than it is... Fear can be so cruel that it feels IMPOSSIBLE to face it

[@icedgreentea6469]

Feet?

[@iexist9987]

How about both

[@foolianoo4758]

Not gonna lie the song didn't make me cry.. the comment section did. Y'all stay safe out here 💙

[@pakistanzucks]

God be with you

[@ummeraddan-bs7898]

Same

[@hitesheditz9]

True brother 🥺

[@CrysiCrysis]

I'm sitting here in my room, just trying to describe the emotion I'm feeling right now. It isn't quite loneliness... It's a bittersweet pinch in my chest, the clog at the back of your throat just before you burst into tears, yet I'm sitting here, smiling. The beauty of the piece shines through, like the rays of sun through the clouds of a grey day. Shadows cover the horizon, obscure the color, consuming everything bright and whole and beautiful... Yet somehow, there's a light there... It's faint; no more than a pinprick in the canvas of blackness, but it's there; the feeling you get when your whole life rushes back to you all at once, when you remember everything you have done, everything you missed, everything you have left to do... But then that light catches your eye, and it's warm, and it's kind. And if you reach for it, if you dig through the darkness you may reach the light, let it in. Let it brighten everything it touches... Sad, but not lonely... Not anymore.

[@Jamesquish]

this is amazingly written, i know exactly what you mean

[@Lurker_Zee_Wolf]

heh... love how you expressed that. does kinda bring a warm feeling to it. it's nice meeting sad people in a way... because then you can feel their energy and life force. then you can compare it to your own. makes me stronger each time I read a story of a sad person or someone expressing how they feel. I always think... "another story to save and tell. another person who shares my own pain. together, we'll get stronger"

[@dobbylea760]

They say the hardest part is letting go, I think it's trying to forget.

[@DTodorov10]

Both are a deadly combo...

[@lea_lovi3812]

Letting go of you

[@silviomingaj4811]

Well, sometimes in your life you will have to let things to go that you loved them cared about them but you will see something else better is coming

[@ivansmok3192]

@@silviomingaj4811 nah there is nothing better coming, only sorrow

[@MuhammadAli-mj8hq]

Good one

[@zanetcn6586]

If you love someone, hold on to them, tommorow you may not have the chance. - Fallout 4, Nate.

[@nurchikryskulov1881]

I loved someone, and i couldn't tell her about my feelings, cuz i knew the answer. She is not gonna be with me.

[@yourlocalbankrobber102]

@@nurchikryskulov1881 you need to try, you dont know what life can offer you (sorry for my english)

[@billuchoudhary4436]

My crush got some another guy coz I was so shy to propose She knew that I really like her but I miss her now I paid for my shyness really badly

[@ahmadovicx5503]

Man life is just getting harder.

[@PESWITCHERYT]

Be strong be kind to everything...

[@pakistanzucks]

Just don't hurt others , treat people the way you want to be treated, and hold to God we are all in this together . I'm crying almost every night because I have not been loved ,cuz I held a gal in my arms and she didn't care when I had love enter in my heart for her, I cry cuz my father abandoned me and has never seen me since I was born , instead he went got married and had 6 kids .I cry cuz my mother hurt me and neglected my upbringing, however all these things made me stronger and I will give love to others and be kind to others cuz I will return to God and hopefully I will be in a good place with love family kids a wife forever

[@uniquescience7047]

@@pakistanzucks you are really strong and ik you have suffered so much. try to engage in something you like and try to meet new people in any way possible . my situation is also very bad and i love you.

[@BaTaker1996]

@@pakistanzucks Be strong my brother .I know its hard,and soo much pain inside ..Everything now is just on your own ..But,just believe with yourself ..You can through it all .Keep praying ...May God bless you and find you someone who will appreciate your whole life ...Keep strong my mate 😊

[@DarkPegasus87]

How? If you survived this long, you can survive for a little more. Every second is the same. The only difference is that there are more and more to look back on...so don't look back. It helps having a reason to look forward...at least, I'd assume so. But, you don't have to look back. Focus on now. The future is a concept while the past is a fading memory. It's always Now.

[@eddiekaspbraksfannypack137]

“Everyone has felt pain. I’m one of those people. You think you’re finally free to be happy with someone you care about, but it stabs you in the back. All the pain of someone leaving you. I’ve felt it more than once. I’ve lost everything I ever had. But I won’t mess up. I won’t risk it. I won’t lose you. I can’t lose you. You’re the only one left. And I love you. I’ll never forget you. Even through death. If I lose you... _I’ll lose myself too.”_

[@uneducatedtrashrat8180]

"What does it feel like to be you?" How do I put it into words..? Well, it kinda feels like, I'm drowning in an ocean of my own self judgement and hate and every time I try to swim to the surface to breathe another wave washes over me. Harder than the last. That even when I think I'm about it hit the shore waves and waves of self comparison keep pulling me farther and farther telling me I should give up but I tell myself I'm fine. I know I'm over thinking but I keep over thinking the over thinking part. Anyone else feel the same? Thanks to anyone who reads this.

[@Rt_Slava]

I'm literally the same...thanks for your commet ...i know it's cheezy but i'm going to say it anyway just know that you'r not alone and that whatever happened to you you are loved

[@lunastar356]

I’ve never related to anything this much in my whole life.💔

[@sept09am]

Starlight Gacha please stay strong, it may not seem like it but things will get better, please don’t give up :( 💖💖💖I love you

[@snickerdexter2247]

I'm too young to give you help advise, but the best I can say is try reaching out to someone that you can trust. It helps a lot and I know it because I reached out to my parents and they are very supportive. Parents are people that are supposed to protect their children. If you really feel broken and empty inside and truly depressed, reach out to someone for help, don't keep it all inside because if you tell no one, nobody can help you.

[@uneducatedtrashrat8180]

@@snickerdexter2247 I'm getting help and have a therapist and good friends helping me right now. Things are much better than they used to be, thank you for caring and trying to suggest help!

[@hazelsugden9273]

This is one of the most saddest piano music peace I have ever heard

[@razrok9133]

"Hey man, wanna play tomorrow?" "Yes Bro, let's play tomorrow" *last online 5 years ago*

[@PESWITCHERYT]

Every gamers life.. 💓

[@biggestbeggarprokisthan3892]

@@PESWITCHERYT it's happened with me

[@garbage5318]

I basically have no friends to play with and in valorant i was playing and my team added me and palyed a few rounds after and it really meant everything to me

[@catalinarose3306]

@@garbage5318 ♡

[@gauravmishra1428]

Same

[@aeraxxis]

This is how I feel almost everyday. Nobody understands how cold loneliness feels for me. There is no uplifting bass for the treble to harmonize with. There I am out in the world but there is no one there to quench my thirst for companionship....to warm my soul.

[@Meowology]

Sending you a very warm virtual hug. I know exactly how you feel. Sooner or later though, things will change. It is inevitable. Hang in there and keep looking and I hope that one day you find someone that fills your life with warmth and sunshine.

[@Nipponing]

I'm the same...

[@mariaagomezz7214]

Anthony Lopez I love you and ur strong 💙💙💕

[@ghostfacedude93]

Michael death negates your words. don't be a fool. we're all gonna die alone.

[@lukereciahemmings2005]

Same and it really hurts

[@taktycznypociskbalistyczny2732]

Sometimes I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.

[@ASmartNameForMe]

@Ultra Gamer translation?

[@ASmartNameForMe]

@Ultra Gamer ok, well could you possibly spread the quran on a different comment thread?

[@raymondsandiego421]

Metoo 😢

[@praneeth8142]

same

[@AmalEchaikhi]

I’m so broken sad lonely 😞 weake But lhmdoulilah

[@aimeerose2833]

Another christmas alone... dreading 2020 because I know nothing will change

[@alexandrarivera2793]

I wish you could have a good 2020 Christmas 😕

[@martinc778]

Xmas and New Year have been a total shit this last 3 years.

[@hugohorvath3653]

only What i have is this phone, music and games on computer xD uhhh so sad... it makes little happier than thinking of that i am alone, but still this happiness is getting weaker and weaker everyday and one day i will throw away my computer and then.... idk...

[@jordonumadbro]

Ohh 2020 changed alright, not for the good tho

[@scoopsahoy9521]

I guess you were right to dread 2020 I know I was...

[@HammadMoin-pk9hb]

i remember myself reading the Silent Patient at night under a lamp on the couch in my living room. It was the old house we had and now we live somewhere else. It was probably one of the first books I've ever started to read and while reading that I used to play sad instrumental tunes on Spotify to send me in a dimension where all the story feels like a movie and me being the main character. I vividly remember this tune Loneliness by Adrain that this one touched my soul. Every night I would wait for everyone to sleep so I can open the lamp, play Loneliness, read The Silent Patient and get lost in the streets of Cambridge (the place where this story was written). It's been 2 years to this but still whenever I hear this, my mind gets teleported back to where I was 2 years ago. Under the lamp, book in hand and Loneliness in the background. Thank you Adrian for such a beautiful memory.

[@vampire5131]

I miss old me ,good old days I m so alone now ,i was so happy in school days ,un childhood 😭😭😭😭 Life has become so boring now God please return my old days 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@حنانسورانعمر]

😔😫😖

[@ruffanavarro1076]

I love you

[@bolthesnaphakker]

Same, mate

[@SVENRADUX]

Same here... U can see in my video, i having fun with my friends back then..... Riding bike etc. But guess where i am now, don't have anymore passion in life.... Always thinking the way to suicide but i can't coz my mom only have me.... I don't wanna break her

[@chillydays4854]

You know that's why they say the past is the past NOW is time too move forward with life.😊

[@manuelluna4926]

Somehow... This masterpiece makes me feel comfortable and sad at the same time

[@yunicolor3118]

"Happiness is just makeup to cover your sadness." Edit: Just to clarify I do not mean that everyone does it, but I do. I made this comment because this thought was running through my head while I was watching this. Some of you may do the same as me, but others do not. As I've seen some comments who say they "agree" or "disagree". That is fine, but if you agree with me on the way that everyone does it, it's pretty stupid. And you may be agreeing in the way that you do the same, but please clarify in your reply if you do. Thanks Edit 2: By, "I do it" I mean I fake happiness - as in using it kinda like makeup to cover my sadness

[@marftambiling1559]

True

[@penguinpenkawin5975]

So true!!

[@gn4918]

even if its a makeup but the feeling is real

[@HrLBolle]

deep breath while reading

[@malinkeller8401]

And a smile is to cover your tears.

[@thatpaganaspie]

Not a word in this song yet it spoke so much of what's on my heart. Thank you Adrian

[@kageedit354]

“Lonely people are the most dangerous people because most of them take their hatred out on the world. A world that never understood them and only criticized them. But who are we to objectively create morals and label people as bad and good.” -kage

[@jmizzy7013]

I have friends but I’m still lonely, I walk with a smile but I broken inside, the more the day goes by, the less able I am to survive. I cry by myself so no one sees my hurting, this pains so bad that I’m physically hurting.

[@sasalele9298]

Don t give up your hopes I m sure that you have a dream and a life to live so don t give up follow your dreams. For now you can start drawing or write a story to forget anything that u would not like to remember. I hope you a great day

[@arandomshark2667]

Life has it's ups and downs... I know what you feel. I deal with the same issue. I want you to think about the people you make happy. What do you mean to them. You can't be nothing even air is something. I may not be perfect nor is the world perfect but I can try to make it a better place. You can too. Lift people up, you will never be truly alone.

[@arandomshark2667]

With kindness you will get paid with emotion I will not let another person stand alone anymore In life's ever changing tides if you fall of the boat of good I will be there to help you swim

[@ayanoaishiyanderechan8261]

I feel the same

[@gamergirl5008]

Some times you have to know when to give up and I’m giving up right now so give me one good reason to hold on

[@ZEUS-xc9xs]

I lost my self i wish i can be happy and enjoy the life :(

[@marftambiling1559]

Me too....

[@Bradgdude]

Hug 🤗

[@yolosquad555]

Same.

[@ashtonsherrod7763]

God will help you, he loves you all. No matter how good or evil we are, were all God's children, he will help you. God bless you.

[@ahmedghabri9371]

ure not the only one

[@elic3212]

"As the rain falls, not only will I ponder on the thought of my loneliness and darkness, I will also ponder about the poor souls who ponder their pain and loss as the rain falls..."

[@David.2088]

De dónde sacaste esa bonita foto de perfil¿?

[@David.2088]

Necesito verla más de cerca :)

[@AdrianvonZiegler]

Usage rights - please read: I’m posting the usage rights and important information about my music right here in a comment on every new video so that they’re easily accessible to everyone. =) USAGE: If your project (any project at all, movie, photography, websites, live shows etc.) is non-commercial, which means it doesn't earn you any money, then you can use my music for free. Only given credits are necessary, that's the only condition. Credits would be totally fine as a small text in the movie, website etc. written "Music by Adrian von Ziegler". In live shows and other projects where including a text would be difficult, an oral mention would suffice as well. =) On KZbin and twitch you can also use my music for free even if you monetize your videos by the way! ANY school projects have automatic free permission to use my music, no license payment is required. If the project is commercial, meaning it makes money in any way (except KZbin and twitch, see above), you would have to buy a license for the music you want to use. The license payment would be small in almost all cases except for big budget productions. It would be a one-time payment, so you can use the music you bought forever in that project. It does not give you any rights over the music however, so remixing the music, re-selling it etc. is not allowed. Giving credits is also necessary in commercial projects. Remixing, sampling and other forms of altering the original song into a new piece of music is also generally not allowed unless the remix is 100% non-commercial and labelled with the original title and author of the song (me). Adding bird noises, nature sounds or similar things are allowed. Nightcore alterations are also allowed while non-commercial and labelled with original title and author (Google "Nightcore" in case of confusion). So if your project is non-commercial or a KZbin project, just give credits and there is nothing holding you back from using my songs. ANY song you want. =) If it's commercial stuff just write me a personal message or an email at [e-mail] and inform me about the scale and details of the project and we'll make a deal. REQUESTED MUSIC: I generally do not accept offers to make songs on request or to write music for movies, games etc. One reason is that I can't handle it time-wise but even if I had the necessary time I would still stay away from it because I - quite honestly - don't really like to do it.^^ I basically make music to express whatever topic moves me, randomly. I tried it a few times but I have the best creativity and feel the most freedom and happiness when I do that completely alone and without being “employed” by someone. I hope that’s understandable.^^ Important: I do not allow my music to be used in any project that has a clear political, racist or discriminatory message. By that I mean anything that goes from direct political, racist or discriminatory videos or underlining speeches with my music, onto remixing my melodies into a song that has lyrics with clear political, racist or discriminatory message and similar things that clearly promote these things. I hope you're having an awesome day, and thanks a lot for being interested in my music! =)

[@naidakovac2101]

Volim te Adrian.

[@JustAsGoodGuns]

I stumbled upon your work abot 2 years ago by complete accident and might I say I've never been disappointed by your music. I'd love nothing more then to see you succeed with your creative talents. Thank you and keep up the great work!

[@Ambir91]

You know, im really happy to have found your channel... Have an amazing day Adrian!

[@stupidreligionz]

Buy license from whom?

[@imageeknotanerd9897]

+stupidreligionz If you buy the music from Adrian's bandcamp page, you can use it under the conditions posted here. No separate purchase of a license is necessary.

[@Kollysss]

“It’s okay we can finish the building tomorrow! :)” **logs off Minecraft for the last time**

[@martinc778]

Last time logged: 5 years ago

[@sept09am]

Kolly Adventures that hits hard :(

[@bowgart5567]

this is the only one, that made me reach the feels

[@gabrielmichaud3738]

This shit was so sad

[@Tauheed_27]

I felt this one 😔

[@climatechangeisrealyoubast3231]

All these crying teens. Love you all,and don't cry

[@earthwormsally9695]

I'm not a teen

[@tun4046]

Ehm sureeeeeee

[@soulbeast1892]

Some are not just teens some are younger older doesn't matter we all feel the same

[@katielamborghini3551]

I can’t cry

[@soulbeast1892]

@@katielamborghini3551 I can shed tears but does it even matter to those around me

[@aymenbng3849]

Loneliness is killing me slowly everyday

[@starsun6363]

Gone alone abandoned the few friends I had were gone,the people that once cheered me on now laughed at me. Alone. Abandoned. Betrayed. I had never before felt so betrayed. So alone. So invisible .I was so far gone they couldn't get any fun out of me anymore. So they ignored me. So I became cold Freezing. Sub zero What I needed to warm me to what I once was A fire A heater A friend. Just one friend But I am alone

[@starsun6363]

This didn't post right. Opps....

[@lennisefuller3721]

Starsun 226123 it was great don't feel bad i totally understand, going through the same thing

[@arthynnumennesse5926]

Agatha Turpin They abandoned me too. You are not alone... :(

[@Walnutty]

That's deep

[@strayfox1019]

Agatha Turpin Can we be friends? 🐾

[@bemine2528]

Animals Are Dying Humans are Crying Clouds are Raining Very Sad Ending...

[@thelovelyreadersua5937]

My ass shiting JK XD I'm sorry!! XD

[@littleboree1340]

@@thelovelyreadersua5937 ARE YOU SERIOUS XD WHY?!

[@thelovelyreadersua5937]

@@littleboree1340 Just wanted to light up the mood but I can't since I am literally in the toilet shifting but playing music to drown out the farts since people are here. XD LOL

[@littleboree1340]

@@thelovelyreadersua5937 Oh my god xD that made me laugh I tried not too because this is so depressing and stuff but god damn it xD LOL

[@thelovelyreadersua5937]

@@littleboree1340 IKR I tried not to laugh while I comment that shit but I just couldn't plus right now I'm fished with my biz

[@RobertRussellComposer]

There is such beauty in this simplicity.

[@AdrianvonZiegler]

Thank you so much Rob!

[@logsadlasdm1967]

Nigga shut the hell up and eat a cinnamon roll

[@aura7403]

Ok Hanzo

[@glitzarprincess627]

Your music is so peaceful. Your music inspires me to attempt writing again when my dreams are crushed. God bless you and everyone who reads this comment. You are truly talented and your work is a blessing to us all.

[@karinadelgado1334]

😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨

[@glitzarprincess627]

@@karinadelgado1334 What the heck is that supposed to mean?

[@ellievslilia1910]

Smile like nothing’s wrong Pretend everything’s ok Act like it’s all alright But inside it really hurts😞

[@sadgirl8088]

Yes and I'm so tired...

[@valeslove]

faking it is what makes it worse, talk to some, even if its online

[@arandomshark2667]

*F* orever I smile *I* actualy weep *N* o one will know my pain *E* ver I'm *FINE*

[@silviomingaj4811]

Better be honest than fake

[@celinewinchester4763]

@@arandomshark2667 So true, your not alone.

[@aimeediehl7716]

Please depression go away please this isn't the time nor the day I just wanna be happy and go out and play.........

[@l.-..l.l.--l.l]

No child, I am here to stay, no matter where you go, I won't be far away. This is how I am, I'm the shepherd and you the sheep, I'll dig a hole for you, that's very deep. So you won't run away from me, as I laugh for eternity. You wish to leave the garden of hell? Than climb out and go tell. I'll follow and make sure you lose until you look back, trip and hang on a noose. For that is my job to help you end, don't worry, when you go, you'll meet a friend. Death seems evil and depression seems worse, but accept them and you'll see, that depression is the best hearse, to a calm and peaceful place of awe, where many live and what many saw. Just wait and see, where we that suffer go, it's not place of dark to fear, but THE place to be, my dear.

[@evang.sunshine9459]

Wow. These two comments really got to me... T~T I relate to both. Minus the hanging part..

[@ipostrandomvideos4385]

I got sick because of my depression

[@generaljackson5741]

"Ya see, that's the biggest issue with having a heart of gold: sooner or later, people will mine it out until there is nothing left to take." - me.

[@MV-rw4gl]

General Jackson was this really you?

[@generaljackson5741]

@@MV-rw4gl If you are referring to the origin of the quote, then yes.

[@lowQRUNT]

You don’t just hear music, you feel it.

[@gamerz_op777]

(⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)

[@gracie2171]

True❤

[@A_Dude_That_Happens_To_Create]

we do hear it tho…

[@DarkFreak1000]

Hit's me right in the feels.

[@slimshady4615]

To everyone who has fallen... To everyone who has lost some one... To everyone who has forgotten the people who love them... To everyone who has a reason to be depressed and sad... To everyone who has said time and time again how much they hate life... I encourage you to get back up. Fall down again if you have to, but get up. That's the beautiful thing about life, you fall, you get up. Dust yourself off and look a bit farther than you are. Think a bit brighter than you think! Remember the keywords that keep you going! Inspire!! Love!! Compassion!! Emotion!! Family!! Friends!! And don't you forget it! Because someday! You're gonna end up at the end of the road! Thinking it's over, but it's not!! Because you're gonna keep going, you're gonna do whatever you can to make your mark! And to whoever decided to stay and read this, thank you. Please pass on these words. It could save somebody's life. Be kind, and love on!! :D -That Random Person Who Cares P.S, more people care about you than you think. ^-^

[@joseisrael8988]

One positive comment

[@marftambiling1559]

Thank you ill share these to thank you so much

[@mkaouareya844]

Actually nobody cares about what you are feeling everyday. Nobody notices your tears , your pain, your sadness ..

[@soulextract640]

Sometimes people can't get up, the shackles of consciousness in life has them prisoned And if you are strong enough to pick up the light and fight till your last breath Then it's worth it to me

[@soulextract640]

Time is all we have my friends don't give in hold the light up as long as you can And maybe we can save a few lives in darkness

[@mydikfelloff4657]

I have friends Some don't like me But I don't like them So it's okay Sometimes I feel different Like I don't belong But I smile through it So I'm fine My dad works all night So he'll sleep all day I don't see him much But I'm still happy My mom's gone I haven't seen her since I was a kid I don't really know her But my dad's with me So I'll be okay But sometimes I can't hold my emotions in And they flow out As waterfalls Streaming down my face Why am I this way

[@khawlalc8940]

my dik fell off 😔😭😭

[@tameralussier1765]

did u mean dick

[@tameralussier1765]

did u mean my dick fell off

[@Darcevs]

This is amazing 😭💘

[@pizzacookie8913]

😭😭😭 that's so sad.....

[@OnceFlyRockStudiosDev]

Solitude.... I'm already in love with it..

[@jonathanvelazquez6360]

I have come to realize I have felt this feeling of loneliness for most of my life...