ORGANISING THE FRIDGE, BEACH WALKS, NEW RECIPES, FUN VLOG!

Another vlog! I hope you like it!
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[@michellebishop2994]

Hey . Do you think you can do a sit down video talking about how you got this far. How your feeling how. And maybe what's your plans for the future. Your doing amazing . glad to see you so happy❤

[@Njackco]

Yes I wanna hear about her struggles still, how she copes, and her decision to move on towards a full recovery

[@magpiesglitter]

If you watch all of her videos it’s in the blogs, subtle things and outright talking about it.

[@michellebishop2994]

@@magpiesglitter I'm talking more of a sit down . all her videos are food and Satara

[@lialindman]

As someone who grew up in a broken household with a lot of 'problems' seeing you and your family makes me feel so warm and nice. You are an amazing family and individually you are all awesome 🥺❤❤❤

[@pianophase7060]

Elzani is the reason I am so free, happy and recovered/recovering today!! All the joy you have helped me to see food as a beautiful thing, not a torture device. I love your joyful spirit Elzani 💕

[@helena003]

I love how well you treat your sister, after years of your Ed interfering with the relationship it must feel so rewarding and it motivates me to want to overcome my Ed and mend mine with my sister YOU are a true queen as well Elzani and SUCH an inspiration, kind and supportive person xoxox

[@chaymaaf2864]

Elzanis channel is so underrated!! She deserves millions of subs!

[@ccucci617]

I watched almost all of your videos in a short time. I tracked the time you were in anorexia. I also saw the video that you were in the hospital and I respect how you did and got well. I also had an eating disorder, was also anorexic and pulled myself out of the situation. Psychiatrists didn't help me, when my mother gave me the input, because of my hair, which I was losing in clumps, I realized that I was really no longer healthy. My hair has always been important to me and this was my starting signal. To all the girls who are in such a situation, you have to push the button in your head to get back to the healthy side. I speak from my own experience. Stick to positive things, try to control and ignore the voices in your head and say to yourself daily: “I want to get well, I only have one life”. 💪🏽🙏💜You did a really great job. You are a great and beautiful young woman Elzani and stay as you are with happy and joyful moments. Thanks that u share with us u story.

[@deyaniraramos1396]

Omg! Seriously where to start...well, first of all I loooooved the video yeeaaay! Incredible. It's really cool. Your right you incorporated loads of fun adventures goin out to the beach watching the rain alot, going out to park, watching plays play and run like the wind, making Incredible inspiring yummy food all of which I want to push myself to try as well (veg version), singing sessions, driving in a cool car, making funny jokes...then also cleaning out the fridge Whis wasn't too bad tbh, it looked really cool after as well very organized and sparkly. I loved the treats throughout the day and that's not only food like the painting, the brief Blazy hair cut, the lovely and so inspiring words to say to eat other, my fav, definitely something we had around my house more often. Ooh, and I admired the amount of strength you have now, lifting, going for long walks, cleaning, going out more, and cooking...so incredible. I sooo want to do all those things and more too, like in that post you posted a while back how you are living life more and experiencing more moments of amazingness and that you want to do more. I loved that post too very much. Wow, it bet you get moments of wow! Look where I am now, now that I did choose recovery, and for me this time. So heart warming. Gosh...I admire you soo...you keep being your lovely self and be around those you love and give you that in return. Love you loads Elzani. You my kind of Friend, I hope I am teheheheh..I'm so weird. 🥊👍👏🏋️🖤🍰🥪🍕🕊️🆓🌄🐾🍫🌧️🎂📒🛍️🚗🥣📸🤸🥞🧀🌮🌯🥡🍨🏡🏖️🏞️🎶🎤🖌️🎨🎥📺🛋️☮️☯️

[@mcj1448]

Love u lots! You have a whole community here wich supports you. Thank you for everything you did for so many of us❤

[@dulciewilson7950]

Your videos always brighten up my day. Thank you so much for being you and inspiring me to push through the hard times ❤️

[@harrihamalainen8367]

Im so proud of your journey, you have come long way already, and your so inspiring for me and many others❤️ Your beautiful and im so happy for you❤️❤️ i always believed in you, because even on your worst times i saw the golden spark in your teary eyes ✨

[@r.d.durfey5862]

I'm so incredibly happy for you and your family. Girl you blossom and shine...love to you all😊💞💖

[@MrsCheetah1]

Blaze is so precious, I love how much you all love her!

[@its_msk]

I cams back to watch after almost a year away..I'm glad to see you're healthy Elzani! I am surprised though how hard of your focus is still surrounding food. You aren't recovered until food is no longer your obsession. Do you work now or go to university? Are you still living with your parents ? I'd love a vlog on other things you've done or are working towards to move your life forward. Often anorexia is partly a need to stay dependent on others. Are you becoming independent?

[@rayalarcon8683]

I'm grateful with u ELZANI YOU ARE THE BEST!! I'm recovering and I feel :))) a fan from Latinoamérica 🌍😗

[@malurosas]

Thankyou Elzani, i’m so much better now and I learned a lot with all your videos and words. I love you !! U are like a virtual friend to me jejeje 🥳💓

[@katieann9039]

I love your mums tie dye jumper .....amazing :) x

[@LucyyWritesVlogs]

Queens of organising 💪🏻💕

[@alisonjohn]

Blaze is ADORABLE!❤️🌹

[@Poppy-tk2cc]

Omg….blaze when she sees her daddy…. ❤️

[@Allan-hd1uh]

Elzani you have a supportive and beautiful family also blaze rocks. Greetings from Connecticut USA 🇺🇸

[@maeveh5830]

You should do a q&a soon!xx

[@HB-qz7ws]

Does anyone know what’s happened to Jessica kaity? She also has a recovery channel but she hasn’t posted on there or on Instagram for 2 months. I’m just hoping she’s still doing ok.

[@amistewart1194]

I have been wondering that too! Hope she is okay 🥺

[@katespalding2134]

Loving the music

[@caseycronan9217]

Goodness, what a cute puppy.

[@lia6840]

Yayyyyyyy

Omg how is Blaze soooo cute 🥺

[@tuvakristoffersen6687]

hey, do you feel like you are fully recovered or do you feel like that never going to happened? maybe you could do a q&a blog someday, I think people would have like that a lot

[@kidthateveryonethinkshasso1872]

I can't speak for her, obviously, but I think she's fully recovered. I mean, I don't live inside of her head, and nor do I see her off camera, but in case she never replies, I just figured I'd try to provide you with a helpful answer. 🙂

[@rebeccahall5984]

@@kidthateveryonethinkshasso1872 she may be recovered from anorexia however, she most definitely isn't fully recovered from an eating disorder. She's hyper-fixated on food!! Cleaning out the toaster and organising the fridge and she finds that to be 'enjoyable' ?? I love Elzani and bless her heart but right now she isn't doing anything with her life and she calls it 'living' ?? There's definitely another problem going on here because she has an unhealthy obsession with food and i'm worried! She even said on her old channel that this new one wouldn't be to do with food, yet, the majority of it is unfortunately about food, she just can't stray away from it :( I'm worried about her future, because she's in her 20's, never been to university, got no job and is living off Mummy and Daddy's money. I blame her family, because they're clearly choosing to ignore this problem... As long as she isn't skin and bones in hospital, everything is alright... right? :/

[@ohwellwhateverr]

@@rebeccahall5984 I think you’re half right. I totally understand why her parents aren’t pushing her. Recovery is a long and slow process and there’s a lot of internal damage that we can’t see which still needs to heal. She’s still adapting to healthy eating behaviours and that takes time. Also, given the lockdown these past 18 months it made sense that she would stay at home and work on getting stronger. But on the other hand, she’s the same age as me but still has many milestones she’s yet to complete. (Though I don’t think we should be expecting everyone to want or need to go to university; in most cases people would be better off not going and using their time and money more productively). She still seems quite childish in her mannerisms and less mature than her younger sisters. (I don’t mean this as an insult, it’s actually pretty endearing and part of why we enjoy watching her videos). In an older video she and Satara were talking about the future and Elzani said something like “I don’t think I’ll ever get married” and “I don’t want to move out, I’ll just grow old here”. I’m convinced her anorexia began as a coping mechanism against the pressures of growing up and becoming independent. It was a way of her making herself dependent on other people. She’s gotten through her ED (as far as we can tell) and she’s had an incredible recovery and should be extremely proud of herself for being so strong and determined. Her family should be immensely proud for being so supportive of her at every step. But she still needs to get over the root issue unless she wants to make herself vulnerable. I feel awful for bringing this up, but what happens when she loses her grandma and her parents? They won’t always be around and she needs to be prepared for that. I’m concerned that a major life event or any kind of shift in her living circumstances would trigger her to fall back into old habits.

[@tashalondoner]

I feel like one of your family when I watch your vids haha. Such chill vibes

[@lilliebarton6053]

Oooh were is the paint by numbers from and which one is it?? I absolutely love them bug the ones I have done are too small !!

[@nellijune]

Yei, you're so sweet Elzani! ♥️ Have you ever consider to make "what I snack in a week". It would be super helpful! I try to find snack ideas to not to always eat safe choises. 🤷‍♀️

[@fordrsd]

i don’t even like french toast but yours makes me wanna eat itttt

[@raquellopez9293]

You are doing so well

[@AS-ur5gl]

8.32 blaze!!😍😍😍😍😍

[@chrissy_south75]

Absolutely beautiful video 😘

[@thisisme9229]

Omgggg where is sataras cardi from at 9:30?

[@purplemonster009]

Fiiirsttttt

[@alyssaleva530]

You should make a cookbook!!

[@jenniferhofkes4067]

I wish in some of your videos you would show how to cook some of your meals. I'd love to make some of them myself. 😚😚😚😚

[@muffin74216]

You know how elzani struggled with everything she ate had to taste nice? I struggle with that but with going out. Because of my ocd and Ed I’ve had social problems and now that I’m trying to go out every experience has to be the best and what i amped it up to be. Does anyone else experience this also?

[@amistewart1194]

Yes, I do! It’s because your Ed wants food to be perfect or else it was a “waste” which is completely wrong. Food is fuel and if it didn’t turn out how you expected then so what?

[@lisa-ni4sx]

elzani do you have a official Spotify playlist? 😍

[@joergvictor1182]

Hey I was wondering whats the song at 4:33 called?

[@celestialudenberg6966]

I LOVE organising fridges but mine is so small it's not very satisfying. But I do it at my parents place lmao

[@Naphinel]

Our fridge look at the same :D Not funny, but I'm so lazy sometimes. :( Blazie

[@maddiejaneec]

ELZANI! You are truly such an inspiration ❤️ You have come so far and are such a STRONG and WONDERFUL human. You inspired me to start my own recovery channel and I cannot thank you enough (would love for you to check it out) I hope you know how much we are all here for you, rooting you on ❤️💪

[@aristahenriot7450]

The only Chinese food I like is Chicken chow mien. Xx

[@ruya1549]

Omg guys i need help what was the name of the song 5.51 in the background

[@wishtoremainunknown5301]

Rasputin

[@ruya1549]

@@wishtoremainunknown5301 thank you so much😘😘

[@chelseajane7072]

satara’s figure is insane omg

[@shrekiskewl]

ELZANI I LOVE YOU SO MYCH I WISH I COULD MEET YOU AND YOUR LOVELY FAMILY

[@deborahshore-robinson5800]

Well done to get this far. Let's see the other dog. It seems to get left out!!!

[@magpiesglitter]

The other dog Brady passed away. He was very old

[@hendrixhernandez7526]

ELZANI YOU HAVE 2 B NICE 2 ME