Orladad's Brown Sugar Experiences

Dhiraj discusses the addiction of brown sugar, the trip and control it has over you, the realisation of social issues associated with drugs, and the influence your peers have over you!
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[@lawrencelepcha8959]

Hats off to those who recovered from addiction ...Not a joke..

[@rogertng795]

One way covid pandemic has made a lot to quit, no way out. Therez a demand but no supply due to lock down

[@jaxrai7912]

Toit

[@prabintamang3698]

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[@surajmagar8182]

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[@rogertng795]

Can't even think of that craving and sickness, literally you r a dead a while

[@blacksheep4360]

Exploring mother nature healed me up.. Been clean for years after two decades of suffocation

[@siddharthbantawarai2514]

I got you bro 🙂

[@thewalkingguy5009]

It's a drug after all.

[@senate_shakya_]

👏🏿 have a good life.

[@nishantpokhrel2378]

KCB

[@rushnagurung1835]

keep coming back bro.

[@paperboatproductions7337]

It's very very hard atti nai k to get rid of it once you got addicted to brown sugar. Uthna buttikai chaiyenxa bed sick nai hanxa dose badhdai gayexi. Maile first time use garda kheri mero sathi ra usko dai le khanthyeo ek din maile ni tatse gare tini harule regular 2 3 gram khanthyeo malai k tha gram vaneko bohot dherai quantity ho vanne aafu le ni tespaxi sometimes khana thale ek mahina paxi tini haru gayo ma addicted vaisakeko raixu ani eklai khana thale mero ni dose 1 gram per day thiyeo starting mai paxi 3 gram basic vaisakethyeo tyo dose atti nai atti nai besi raixa mero shot nai hunxa ni tyo sathi ra usko dai heavy user raixa ani tini harule le aafu barabar malai ni handine vayera suru mai thullai shot khana thaleko raixu ek din paisa napugera arko junkie sanga share garera khana base usle mero shot dekhera tarsiyo k ani tha pako lastai heavy user raixu ma suru dekhi nai vanera. Hunapani sick ma khulthyeo yr nindra chatpatai chatpatai uththe ani aakha khulna sath chaiyeo Ek din bihana 1 deuso 1 khada ni rati navayera yesto sick hanyo ki hana whole file op khada ni sick kill vayena Maile op tyo vanda paila kaile nakhayera hola paxi j jasari vayeni clean vaye. Aile 2 barsa huna thalyo clean vako Ho clean vako suru suru ma ta kura sunna sath aaja ek din khaidinxu vanne soch aauney k ani tha xa nita trip yad xa ni ta mazzale ani tyo jasto nasha teski jasto trip hami saman khane haru lai aru le feel hola jasto nai lagdaina k K k matra gariyena hola aafu dose pura garna lai yeti samma change vaisakeko raixu ma khane bela hunxa ni boli bani body shape face skin color sab thok mero nazik ko manxe haru malai dekhera hunxa ni k vako talai vanna thalisakethe Ma gym jane halka Phyquie vako manxe ek din mirror ma aafu lai upper body naked ramro sanga herda ma aafai tarseko ho Dherai ni khako haina 7 8 mahina khaki ho tara short time mai starting dekhi nai heavy dose vayera tesari ni sikera ma tadipar vaisakethe. Aile 2 barsa pugna thalyo testo mooto ni xaina ma jasto ma hune garthe Tara pani tyo bina jindagi nai xaina Mazza nai lagane tyo mukh ma naparne bela samma kei khana ni nasakne sutna ni nasakne nakhaye samma ta regular garna parne kam hary ni garna nasakne khanu vanda aagadi abnormal act hune lastai attiney pain sickness ta khane manxe le bujhxa nakhane le bujhna sakdai sakdina Testo vaisakeko manxe ma kaile xodna sakxu vanne ash nai mardisakeko the Tara vaye ani aile testo thulai pargati ta garna sakeko xaina tara khusi xu ma Dherai nai Jo manxe hasna dhari sakthena man dekhi aile hasna sakxu tyo chiz bina bachna sakiraxu kei nakhai sutna sakxu fresh m uthna sakxu Normal xu normal vako ma nai lasta khusi xu 1 2 line lekhna man layera suru garethe whole podcast vanna lamo experience share garde jasto xa 😅😅

[@manozxarma760]

Hatsoff bro❤❤ you did it❤

[@grungeera2774]

Keep on going. Believe in yourself brother. Felt happy for you and for all those sober brothers and sisters.

[@sabbuthapa6181]

Its very dangerous mero bf overdose vayera seizures ayera brain cells nai dead vaera vegetative state ma cha. Its all because of brownsugar.

[@anishachhetri8883]

Afulae clean garnuvayexa tyo nae thulo Kura pls I request ATI ramro life asto kulat ma fasera waste Nagaram afu Pani khusi vayera bachnus and family lae Pani khusi dinus🙂❣️❣️

[@paperboatproductions7337]

@@sabbuthapa6181 so sad to know that tara himmat naharnu right medication ra treatment vayo vane bistarai thik hudai janxa. I know maile don't worry ut will be all right vanera chinta lagna xodne haina but the thing i know is one day he be fine for sure 😊

[@aagatprazapati9669]

Drugs gives me wings to fly But it took away my blue sky

[@anjiii9530]

very well said!

[@rtwu101]

Wow,.

[@csgaming4818]

Same here

[@sundasshekhar8100]

It's 1 week i didn't smoke brown sugar and i was also a drug addict person but those who use these drugs please don't it's really really very harmful for your health and i am really happy for myself this interview really help me a lot thank you brother haru hats off to those who recovered from drug addiction...

[@aayushrai6915]

Addiction ain't joke

[@aashishkhalingrai]

Thank you for coming back orladad Dai. Huge respect! I hope you will inspire many nepali youths! 😊

[@RidenepYagamiSap]

Listening this make feel depressed our young generation are addicted...by friends and all. By the time they realize they are addicted

[@goodgunda5730]

Is there a sober guy here ? Or i am the only one? Let's appreciate each other for being clean & sober for life !!

[@lamajojo87]

Yo bro..

[@situkapali2812]

Keep coming back

[@R369GRG]

Notice the excitement when he explains the high.

[@jenishgurung6072]

Big fan best podcast ever keep uploading ❤❤

[@sugamd232]

Best podcasting Channel ever ❤️🔥

[@srikhadka7802]

I am also ex addict. I also want to save our society from drugs nice interview well done brothers

[@nrpal2260]

Seriously being a drug addict and trying to be a same past normal guy is not a joke.

[@paperboatproductions7337]

Lastai garo bruh

[@saugat_27]

True

[@sumanshrestha3559]

Keep coming back and again be sober that's life

[@zudinz55]

It gets u hyper active, n u get a lot of confident, n makes u work, time flys by and u will need it once ur used to it. It’s like eating food, ur body will want a dose of it for ur body to function or u will be sick n go cold turkey. U learn that from friend circle., at the end NEVER USE DRUGS. It takes all ur relationship away from ur family n friends. U will have no time to do things, u work life will suck, will turn up late every time., All they need is a dose. Dendride will make u loose sense n take u to a wonderland. SAY NO TO DRUGS. u will enjoy it but it will take ur life if u cannot control it., #stayAway FromDrugs

[@qwerty4181]

he is exactly right. you need some kind of turning point to get rid of it. otherwise it is almost impossible to quit by someone asking you or even someone forcing you. somthing need to hit you hard.

[@siddhantmalla9758]

Thanks dai for this lesson 😊 It’s really motivated Younger Generation Dai

[@bikashghishing5254]

He is so humble & sweet I know about that

[@sushil23972]

Super human 😍 him family got thousands happiness ❤️💖 god bless you ❤️

[@sus5554]

Ive been an brown sugar addict and i came back from detox yesterday im craving so much it’s all about will power

[@dipendragurung3400]

Dhiraj bro good to see you in air

[@kiranshrestha2538]

Keep coming back🙏🙏🙏

[@nakulkhaling76]

I am Indian Gorkha born here and so many indian gorkhas are into this brown sugar m also on of the addicted to that and it's very very hard to come out from it we can do this we can be sober don't lose your wheel power guys mostly our boys from Sikkim kalimpong and Darjeeling..

[@kritimandal2285]

I have taken heavy drugs like morphine for curing pain by advice of doctors. I was only 17. I remember how doctors was worried that I would be addicted to it. But I didn't like the feeling that drug gave me and I didn't got addicted.

[@prishitarokaya3511]

Hats off to you🥺

[@fatalillusion2654]

Till today I remember the trip

[@paperboatproductions7337]

True true dherai ta vaxaina xodeko 2 barsa jasto vaxa mero ni tara ho still jhaljhali yad xa trip

[@wakeandbakethenshakenbake3489]

Brown heroin feels like warm cozy wrapped with blanket while its cold and raining outside. U feel like hero thats why its called heroin. Usually u dont find pure heroin but cheap heroin abuse was epidemic during my time at 2006 to 2011 then pharmaceutical pain killer with sedatives replaced brown sugar coz it was cheaper and laws are weak and flexible on pharmaceutical use and sale in comparision to heroin use and sale. Aftereffects of heroine use are like itching, feeling warm, dry mouth, drowsy and intolerance causes vomiting and shortness of breath. In my experience it is the most pleasure experience giving drug that why ppl used to call royal trip which meant high class trip. So pleasurble that makes u addict within limited usage. Once my big brother who use to use as well as sell to afford his habit said"its better u dont taste at all coz once u find out its taste or trip u feel like heavenly trip which will make u crave for it and eventually fall into addiction ". So say no and save urself from ruining ur life, ambitions, family relationship, goals beacause once u get hooked all the above mentioned gets hampered. It will take everything from u. Most tragic thing is i have lost my brothers frens below the age of 30 due to heroin addiction so say no

[@moktan9842]

2006 to 2011. Aile chai k cha k ko epidemic Cha aile.

[@wakeandbakethenshakenbake3489]

@@moktan9842 pani hanneharu pani haniracha tara aile maile dekhoko tramadol opiate pain killer ko epidemic cha. Ani gaughar tira gaanja ko epidemic.

[@ashwinvlogs6754]

Addiction is a disease Love nd hugs da keep coming back

[@Robin-rn6jo]

Huge respect sukdev dai And appreciate ur effort to motivate youth Amazing human being 😊💪👏

[@luizshadow1921]

Missing my past life so badly when i was everywhere free, drugs change my life like as hell.

[@Prashanthestics]

Had been in a drug abuse for 6 years. Found my friend dead of OD, Almost died in a gang brawl. Some particular incidents has left such a mark in my mind it used to hunt me in my dreams too. Been sober for 3 years now, life has never felt this great. Its never too late.

[@aajyogurung7976]

5 years clean and sober. ❤️❤️✌️

[@brjgtm2011]

Congrats

[@CallmeDaddy6.9]

7 months running after 6 years of addiction

[@kiranadhikari8419]

Proud of you bro

[@ishworpyatha6636]

Keep going bro

[@user-nn6cz8mb5d]

Keep coming back

[@prabhatlamatamang]

Keep coming back !

[@RohanGhimire-sd1ix]

I am also former brown sugar and now i'm clean for 2 month .. and i probably say recovering from this brown addict is not a joke so much pain 😔 nakhada chai zindagi nai sakeko jsto lathyo afno kasto kasto feel aauxa 😢 ajhai pani khau khau lagx mind bata hatauna sakeko xaena

[@justchill5475]

Stay away from that shit

[@AviAeroAsis]

Great video..

[@samirsampangrai2383]

Keep coming back recovery life

[@rohitnepali6926]

Dhiraj Dai LC proud of u bro

[@manojshahi5576]

I subscribed since 500subscriber... This is so interesting ♥️

[@prabinkumarthapa9466]

I wish all the users find the peace and come out clean

[@moneyheist6086]

Sex,porn, Master addiction is the worst addiction that all the youth are suffering .

[@madhubhattarai1900]

mero pyaro sanjay dai sabai vanda big fan

[@sanjibthebe9424]

No High better the life's high.

[@rinachaurasiya8547]

One of the best solution for this generation is to keep one including person to motivate our future i.e in school college compaign should be run..

[@Ldy755]

A German Documentary film maker has made a very good movie on one of the thamel street boy addicted boy from boy to adult hood. Lonely Pack

[@prayashdarnal157]

My all of my friend started doing this Brown sugar I don't know how this gonna end

[@sawnjeevgiri]

This show is really good 👍

[@premleembu]

Recovering is possible ☯️

[@softwarefrpbypass9802]

😌 i used dendrite sometimes..hits different than other durgs

[@Cheesecake........]

Khate muji

[@braveone6268]

tyasko trip bhaneko . its like a itch. chilako thau ma chillauna payo bhane kasto ananada aaucha .

[@bhimakalibhimakali8108]

😂😂😂napayo vaney jhanai kasto hunxa 😹😹😹😂😂

[@braveone6268]

@@bhimakalibhimakali8108 solti le kuro bujhyo.

[@asafeibba4420]

13:54 😅🤣🤣🤣🤣 - thats his real voice

[@anjanthapa6112]

I was there like u for 3 years as a drug addict ..but now i m clean ...

[@ishworupreti3333]

People might get curious after watching these kinds of videos

[@mahendragurung860]

I have 10 year experience..now cleaning...

[@nishantsapkota5802]

Nice to hear that. It show one can trnasform By the way is ur nail showing the clubbing sign?

[@user-shankar-sdnp]

2 months clean ❤

[@gurunghari]

when i close my eyes and listen sanjay dai's voice i imagine him as very muscular , giant and with big mustache but in real he is cute kind of

[@chewangbhutia8457]

Moila ni brown leyko 6 barsa vaiskayo but I'm clean and sober today 🙏💯

[@user-nn6cz8mb5d]

Keep coming back

[@handeerceldiehardfan7919]

Thank god i get recovered after 3 years afer loosing more than 10 lakhs..

[@Dzone16]

Me too trying to recover from this thing

[@solzamcgregor9657]

I used brown for more than 7 years , and i recovered ,came clean in 2017 that moment my mom was suffering from cancer, in 2019 my mom died and agian i relapsed, now I don't have anyother options , i am suffering form anxiety disorder, suicidal thoughts, may be i will end my life soon, i just want to say that all bhai baini haru please never ever get into drugs its never 'aaju mattrai try gardium na" every thing around you will be shattered but you won't know until last stage, mero ta koi chaina family ma so i don't have anything to loose but bhai bahini haru please think about it, i am from Darjeeling, i suggest everyone of you to stay away from drugs,..... And pray for me to die without suffering....

[@smokebarrel3797]

Brother so sorry for ur loss... stay strong bro.. i had my high times and low times in life.. im middle aged man what ive learnt so far is.. u have to fight no matter what be positive sabai ko life ma samasyai samasya cha yestai ho... keep fighting stay strong and look at the bright aide of life.... brother never ever think of ending this precious thing called life.. ill pray for u brother..lots of love from Ktm ..

[@solzamcgregor9657]

@@smokebarrel3797 i dont have anything to live for.....

[@smokebarrel3797]

@@solzamcgregor9657 brother theres so much to live for... u just have to look around u...... roam around for while get to know good people... bhai fight back get ur life in ur grip thats all im trying to say.... stay strong brother..

[@smokebarrel3797]

@@solzamcgregor9657 bhai seriously life is beautiful...mero sathi haru they were addicted... what i know is u have to hit that rock bottom to bounce back...bhai u will rise one day i firmly belive that...

[@solzamcgregor9657]

@@smokebarrel3797 thankyou da

[@dikshantlamar3754]

Dear god please save this world from this devil 🙏🏼

[@agapemarak2873]

Withdrawal and suffering is like hell,can't sleep,eat or become normal until and unless I take it then my body will be ok just like normal person but if I don't take it's like damn...dying seems easy then to suffer cuz by the time I relize m already addicted to heroin...

[@nirmalmagar5232]

wa ko kura ekdam sahi ho Yo kei ni hoina dharan ma aunus ajai ramro conten milxa.

[@poornagrg3500]

हामिले खादा ग्राम को 500 रुपियाँ मात्रा त्यो त्यो दिन सम्झिदा आङ नै सिरिङा भाएर आउछ येस्तो दिन दुस्मन को पनि नाअस

[@manjilshrestha2602]

5months clean ✌

[@alonewinter6013]

1000 ko 1 gram vanepaxi ta dherai paila ko kura hola

[@OmNamashivaya]

Small minds fall into addiction.. larger brains enjoy it and move on. Will i be correct to say that ?

[@koinchvlog6613]

Nice

[@roshanshrestha2169]

Motivation is just an external simulation..until unless it doesn't come from inside nothing gonna happen

[@surajbiswa6014]

Nice Podcast.... I love watching your shows sir.. kindly Come up with more nice topics like this and like Ted talks it's really fun and interesting to watch and listen

[@sagemode9369]

This man did in very ancient time when 1 garm was 1k.. now its 4k in border and 10k in valley... man i m sick. Please pray for me.. i m trying to heal and i m not doing well..😰

[@agapemarak2873]

Orladai I can relate to you cuz m an addict too but addict in heroin and it's similar to whatever you said...cuz everyday,every morning and I get high only for 15min and I've been taking for like 7 years and still taking now...before we me and my family stayed in shillong but now in tura as you know I'm garo but I got many nepali friends so that's why I can understand nepali nicely...even if I'm staying here I still get my dealers to send me through parsell and many other ways only money should be sent to the dealers n they will find many way to reach you and I don't sheres I fix and many times tried to stop but can't I guess I can't leave it anymore stuck in this shit forever,my dad he is a missionary,mom is retired officer from shillong,elder bro doctor,elder sis doctor and me I don't know what will happen to me after my parents are gone from where will I get the same freedom or from whom I'll get money I really don't understand...need help

[@Observe_it]

Are you still using it??

[@technicalsamddi6227]

How are you now ?

[@technicalsamddi6227]

Send your nearest friend or family member number who can outgrown of it .🙂

[@thebeast2461]

Am here on sick Got fever and watched this I cannot get rid of it

[@bhimkharka2398]

love from Bhutan

[@Bpnnnnn]

Almost used like month straight away but never addicted with this shit. It depend on your mindset.

[@peacebro6021]

i am in addicted toooo

[@gucciishan9412]

Bro bring EJ Station in your show❣

[@subashtmg1175]

6 month clean and sober😊

[@bubblegum1576]

Brother maile chai 13 year khaye ahile na khako 3 year vayo malai ahile samma effect garxa mero sarilAi mah euta kura vanchu PLEASE NO TO DRUG🙏MERO life nai bigriyo

[@emmanuelmagar2579]

4:37 that “EVERYDAY” 😎

[@kiranadhikari8419]

Haha

[@nikunjshrivastav1879]

Sanjay Dai and his never ending story of his cigarettes 😆😆😆

[@spikyhadez6842]

It's not easy as it's being said by so call orla As a addict Once a addict always a addict ekbar brownsugar ma addict vayo vana tala maina ma ekbar khancha khancha kinaki trigger huncha huncha Kati chai control'garna .. but their is diff between addict and sometime user

[@torilaure5655]

Will power Sathi ho , will power ,

[@braveone6268]

i got a tattoo after i quit drugs. it says super human.

[@jungkookievbts]

Billa😆😂😂

[@baZra.]

Not only BS chemical addiction sabai testai ho bro once you get into it everyday is suffer. Ani bro jun tmley sathy vaneu ni that’s very wrong it’s up to u bro tmley accept gareko ho drugs tmilai sathy le force gareko haina don’t get that wrong concept sathy le sekayo vanera

[@rinachaurasiya8547]

But if tyo sathi pani ramro vako vaye it's not possible to see easily

[@kinachaiyo279]

I also used Taquila BTAB AND THE KING and weeds 5 years vyo how can be quite

[@whiterai9719]

I am also user i been for 5 years its a hell your body wants more and more

[@promoterealhiphop1237]

Addict alone is in a bad company 🙂

[@pookiebear1475]

Testo hundaina. I think only you have such feelings. Everyone has their own way of feeling it.

[@user-cb3is4zx5m]

Too hard, I want to recover 😢

[@saugatktm181]

Nicotine and sugar are harder to quit than weed.

[@WOWFACT548]

I am rocovering 8 days😢😢 its so pain full

[@rnnayak2162]

Sahi ho

[@rajneesh345]

Staying clean from Sep 21st 2011 Stay Drugs free till date

[@bivekdhakal7608]

Moily chai 2years sama with leko but feel chai ak dam nai crzy banai dine now I'm cleaning

[@davidthapamagar7658]

experience of almost more than 10yrs went step by step cig weed tab bs and siringe but now Im clean for more than 3yrs.It works if u work on it vane jhai rehab pani derai nai gaye tara jaba samma hitting bottom maa pugena taba samma xodena soo guyz tyo hitting bottom kasai lai pani nawos sablai Jay Hoss sab drug free huna parxa hai guyz paxi bujhera chai kei hune wala xaina ni feri 😔🙏🙏🙏👼

[@anzibaba8850]

7 years full clean date but i remember those days today also, but i just take lession from that and move ahead

[@rajneesh345]

Keep Coming Back Bro

[@mr.ajitpoudel3852]

kasam dai haru I was going through hell. hajur haruko video herera dherai nae motivate vaye. Ajhae yo duniya ma k k dekhna bakki xaa dai haru. Nepal ma k chaliraxa nowadays you guys wont understand generation change thoughts of people changed.

[@rabinrai1192]

I known that all kinds of things but now i passout that things