Pastor exposed for what he did to us at church | I've Been Through the most| Mirriam Bila opens up

[@millymashile]

Mirriam I am so sorry for what you went through. Thank you for sharing your story. May your modelling career flourish, you deserve everything of the best.

[@mirriambila109]

Thank you sis Milly🙏🥺

[@lucianmezinoi8536]

Feel sorry for what has happening to you . May GOd fully restore you ! But you need to be surrounded by people who know what’s good for you ! Not people who wishes you good luck in a career that’s opposite to what’s healthy and according to Christian faith Modeling and following God are 2 opposite directions ! Be wise ! And set you aside for this world run from modeling ! Modeling is very dangerous and a Christian young girl should not be involved in such things ! I know you won’t consider my advice but I’d shared it anyway ! God bless you

[@moyahabontwagae653]

It started at a very young age, most of us experienced molestation and rape but at 5 or 6 years old we just didn't know what it was. This is so heartbreaking.......

[@millymashile]

First 30seconds and I'm already pissed. We live amongst monsters

[@mmakgetlaneng325]

We live amongst monsters and sadly we protect them sistas

[@zainabinti5170]

Yooooo. Pastor from Hell!!!!!

[@mballrasetsoke5633]

This girl has a great destiny the devil saw it and tried burying her but I'm glad that she is a victor, God's elect. She's so young but brave and intelligent wow angel I'm so proud of you. God loves you so much

[@busisiwemaseko9051]

My heart 💔. I’m so sorry you had to go through this. May you find healing and strength. Thank you for sharing ❤️

[@l.gospelsofika6393]

Thank you to be so brave to share your story with us I jst want to say pls don't leave God bcs of this have a relationship with Him He is your father and He understand your pain trust Him pray and serve Him He will take you through all is well thank you from Namibia

[@mirriambila109]

Thank you🙏 I am trying my best with not leaving a life without God

[@l.gospelsofika6393]

@@mirriambila109 Amen you are overcomer in Jesus Christ name amen

[@nomthandazogcinalitshone3691]

Oh beautiful baby girl I pray you heal...you deserve everything you want in this life. God loves you. I love you ❤

[@maronisham]

My dear brave girl with a heart of Gold, you are stronger than you know and the worst is behind you now. I am sorry for all that you went through but just know this will be your greatest testimony and the Lord will restore your peace and joy 100 fold back to you. Don't lose sight of who Jesus is to you and how much he loves you. I pray the blood of Jesus absorbs every hurt and pain and washes you of all the memories. May you look to the horizons and receive your help from the Lord whilst you gain your strength to fulfill his will and purpose for your life. I am always here if you need me. I love you always.

[@mirriambila109]

Thank you so so much😭 I receive! I appreciate you a lot ♥️

[@NanaEkua593]

May God strengthen you and embrace you . You are dearly loved

[@Hypeman4991]

love you Miriam Bila for being strong enough to share that, we are truly more than conquerors

[@tshegofatsomoremi8617]

I’m so sorry you had to go through this. Thanks for sharing your story ❤️

[@mirriambila109]

Thanks sis❤

[@TheDreamSpace]

What I find shocking is that she was happy at school,we didn't notice,see,or hear anything...You deserve every good thing God has prepared for you.

[@mirriambila109]

Thank you so much hun🙏🤍

[@lucynapwaro5725]

Sending hugs and love ❤️ thank u for sharing your story , u are a strong young lady , lesson learned never tell everything to so called Pastors of now a days they use that to get to you, God have mercy on us woman and children 🙏

[@evezazzle5974]

I hate it when wolves hide behind God among His precious sheep and children ‼️‼️😤 I'm so sorry Dali you never ever deserved what you went through!!! You really have been through the most. Wishing and praying for you to have a kind and gentle recovery and life❤️🙏💐🫂

[@joginahlesetja3550]

Miriam Bila you are honored woman of Virtue.

[@boitumelotshwenyego6922]

Churches are no longer safe for our children. I am getting emotional as I listen to the lady. Poifo Modimo has left the church.

[@LethoHali]

So sorry Miriam! Thanks so much for sharing such a sensitive part of your life and making yourself vulnerable to us!

[@mmakgetlaneng325]

"We need to protect our husbands" I wonder how many pastor wives can stand for truth deep down they know/believe what their husbands do but they choose to turn blind eye....Women if we can all say to hell with GBV to hell with women murder indeed will come to an end .Women we have keys...women we can put an end to this.I'm so sorry girl...sending love nad tight hugs...you r blessed child of God never doubt why you are here in this world it is for the great purpose.

[@refilwembale4158]

That true my sister I have my youngest sister who being rape by boyfriends of my aunt and she knew what is going on but choose not to protect the child. I found out the true when my young sister she was 11 years old, we found out that she is being raped repeatedly from age of 6 years up until 11 years old. But those two mans as we speak they are in jail for 40 years life sentences . My younger sister she is positive naw she is taking ARVS because of them . I am talking the child that never enjoy her childhood at all she went through a lot shame

[@IronikView]

Their husbands are ritualists and they know how the money is coming in

[@lorrainemadure2837]

@@refilwembale4158 I'm so sorry about your sister. I hope she is receiving some counseling.

[@christinamondlane16]

@@refilwembale4158 I'm so sorry this happened to her. I pray she grows up to be a strong and motivational woman. 🙏

[@agatherseema1395]

I'm really sorry for what you've went through. I sat in several times when you preached at kid's church. I hope your relationship with God grows strong again ❤️

[@sharons5100]

Your testimony defeats the devil. You must know that dear Sis. You have just crushed the enemy beacsue he doesn't want us to testify. Well done ❤

[@naomi4534]

I am so sorry for what you had to go through Mirriam. May God continue to use your story for so many others to learn from and find healing. And may God continue healing you and help you excel in your career.

[@mirriambila109]

Amen. Thank you🙏♥️

[@luciashimwino3522]

Miriam you're a Brave Girl. Things are happening and many don't know where to turn to. Even if you know there's little help in the society. We live in society that blame woman for everything. A woman got raped they'll blame it on her dressing code Failed marriages and other failures all blamed on woman. We're not safe at all . Some so called Pasters do sleep with the church members and still woman will be blamed for it. Thanks for sharing your story. I know it will reach and heal those that are meant for This message. God bless you my sister.

[@eldermujuru5171]

Yu have been so bold to come out in the open Miriam. I'm so sorry. Let this experience draw you even closer to God. He alone will heal you where it hurts most. I'm so sorry this had to come from a man of God. I pray God may give you a consoling future so you may get over this.

[@nompumelelomahlangu360]

Peverted Pastors. May God give u healing and His peace that surpasses all understanding. I LOVE U SIS in Christ.

[@sybillamula]

The time for trusting pastors us over shem yoo😭😭😭

[@phemelokotsokwane]

This is absolutely heartbreaking. I’m so sorry for this traumatic experience, Mirriam. I hope and pray that you find complete healing. You’re so brave for speaking up. I believe you.

[@mirriambila109]

Thank you so much Phemy. I appreciate this🥰♥️

[@josephmbithi6281]

Sorry for this....thank you for sharing.. may you find healing

[@luciateffu9608]

I can relate to ur story , I am also a victim of rape myself fortunate or by God's grace I never experienced it in church however I had friends who experienced rape in the church😢💔

[@mirriambila109]

I'm so sorry sis. You not alone

[@luciateffu9608]

@@mirriambila109 thank you ❤

[@CrazyG-v9f]

you are very brave girl i wish you peace nd closure

[@fabianmayang6777]

I'm so sorry for what he did Please remember He's short comings do not portray Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ 🙏 ❤

[@Mancha_S]

Oh Mirriam 😢 I'm sorry that happened to you. That's so brave of you to share your story. May you heal my love ♥️

[@mirriambila109]

Thanks a lot🙏♥️

[@nsukumabundza2550]

This broke my heart 🥲 I’m so sorry you had to go through this. I hope you heal from this 🤍

[@fumanimillicent8229]

Sorry you had to go through this may God give you strength and thanks for sharing ♥️♥️

[@sithembilexulu7666]

I can relate to absence of the father, less tolerance of man I also considered dating girls but I was raised by Christian family as well. I'm sorry about the raped though it didn't happen to me, we just had 15 years with an emotionally and psychologically abusive step father. Raped almost happened when I was old but I was still traumatized till this day I can't imagine what you went through 💔💔

[@phelisatyali579]

Our childhood traumas of rape does mess up ones life. At 42years, even after numerous times I attend councilling you can move on but others similar pain triggers it all. I'm so sorry that you had to endure such terrible past. May you find strength

[@porschenator]

Jesus can heal those wounds sisi. Deliver from that oppressive spirit that came through rape. It is possible.

[@mpotsijoseph5813]

Reason why I don't want to be a active member in church

[@nondumisogeorge2455]

Same here.

[@REMEDIALDIY]

Father GOD , we need you . 😭😭☹️☹️

[@boledielizabethmaake8369]

This is very sad and hope that you get healing and strength from God as Miriam

[@C-boodha]

So sorry you had to got through cc and thank you for speaking out. You and the other girls saved others who would also be victims. Im not even gonna waste my time on that Pst "he's gonna wish ppl would tie a stone around his neck and throw him at the sea" when the Lord deals with him Woe unto him.. 😏Preying on the wounded

[@divineceleste.m]

My chest guys!💔 - I'm so sorry my angel. The childhood trauma is alot, oh Jesus😔! Eintlik which church is this? Those "I did as he said" words got me worked up. Barbaric, nonsensical, filthy Pastoral demon in a human form😢. Consistent wickedness! That rubbish husband comment, honestly do we still have bazalwan' ba nnete mara?!

[@nikicarrie4071]

Keep exposing them it's a lot ! I'm sorry to you and the victims

[@dimakatsosemenya9317]

I'm so sorry, thank you for sharing ❤️... Sending you all the love ❤️

[@robinmakoye3277]

I think one moral about her testimony is that we should learn to listen and pay attention to what our mothers'. They hold a very strong bond with us. But sorry my sister and I pray God keeps you success and achieving

[@sheilandebele7651]

This breaks my heart💔💔💔😭😭😭

[@sonwabosineyi4072]

May God bless you my dear, I'm soory for what you went through... May the blessing of Jesus rest on you and heal, mend and fix everything in your life. I'm am a married man, I have a daughter, I pray to God to be a good father and be there for her. The change starts with me

[@mirriambila109]

Yes! Thank God for Father's like you in this world

[@mantelekhitsane8935]

As a mother of a daughter of 20years old I'm always over protective, I always get paranoid when we walk nd a man look at her, Jesus this ppl are 😈 man we are scared of you 💔 we are not safe in ur present, I'm so sorry Mariam may God heal ur heart nd bless you 🥰💐🫂🙏God love you

[@tendietyienaomi1498]

So sorry you had to go through all of that… Sending love to you ❤️❤️❤️

[@nelisiwekhoza5636]

I'm so sorry for what you went through dear this is deep

[@millynkonyane61]

Notification gang already here💃💃💃

[@nomsamargaret7753]

Love 💕 I'm sorry u had to go through this u make me cry but tnks fo sharing your story

[@cindyjudah940]

Gosh. I cant evn finish watching this its too painful

[@joyjohanexo]

But how can someone say if they were being raped they would just "enjoy it". Hearing that left me in utter disbelief and confusion. Miriam is strong and a beautiful soul for sharing her story in this way. I wish her nothing but love and healing.

[@mirriambila109]

Thanks a lot🙏

[@sindiswaluthuli1178]

Oh sweet Miriam, I am so sorry for all you went through. Please don't stop trusting God because of wolves in sheep outfits. God has big plans for you. You are young, beautiful, smart...you have your whole life ahead of you. Sharing your story will help many. It is helping me as well, as a mother to warn my children even more about such. I really commend your mother for trying to shield you, even though she didn't know what she was shielding you from. She must have been sensing something. Great woman. Stay strong my dear. Much love ❤️

[@mologadi-acceptedinthebelo2923]

I haven't even began watching, but I am angry. Yho guys go ka nyiwa 😡😭

[@leratomonegi3337]

U are so amazing and strong 🙏

[@siphiwenkutha4033]

Haai no I'm embarrassed.... As men we need to look at ourselves this is just too much to listen to. It's way too painful.... We are failing gents.... Badly

[@modisemofokeng3651]

I'm embarrassed to be a man these days, lately when I walk the streets and a woman or girl is walking towards me I cross to the other side of the road because I see how uncomfortable she becomes even though I have no bad intentions 😔

[@nancyrangwaneni1654]

It is hard to be a girl child 😪, whether in church or elsewhere.

[@hlonimollo7151]

Ei bathong some of the things are realy heartbreaking hle

[@LethoHali]

Oh my goodness my blood is boiling! He’s sick! “Why didn’t you shave?” Oh my days.

[@lorrainemadure2837]

Yooooooooooo!!! May God heal you sesi.

[@i.cherryblossom.i7799]

Taxi kodwa these evil monsters hiding in the the pastors clothes I hate them thank good 2022 the Lord said he's going to expose all their dirty works so the real man of God can take their place cause we have good and true man of God

[@intokozoiyanda2130]

Askies ncesse baby may God heal you 🙏💕💕

[@IronikView]

Matthew 7:15 "Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves." Standing in a garage does not make you a car and likewise, standing on a pulpit does not make you a pastor. There are many occultic people tha are using church for gain. Stick to the older preachers with a good track record. Many undercover ritualists are acting as if they are men of God. Don't let this experience affect your relationship with God, pray hard before you go to any church

[@mariaadhiambo4738]

Ewuooooo chineeeeeke 😥😥😥😥😥 coming from a background of abuse I can only empathize. Pedophiles are rampant and the world is infested with them

[@millymashile]

It's sickening

[@monicachabalala2953]

Most of MEN or guys are monsters

[@nkhesaniphylischauke1334]

💔 💔 Painful story 💔 this world is full of evil people

[@yummykitchendirect4528]

So sorry for what happened to you.

[@amandashez1296]

It is well....hugs❤️❤️❤️

[@takalanisinthumule7338]

God bless you dear ❤

[@angelziatie3130]

Damm it,a lot going on and people are saying nothing,I’m so sorry baby .sending you hugs 🤗

[@williamshakur8715]

People are guilleble to believe every thing paster is not god is just a normal human being

[@tshegofalosiele340]

It's so sad all this time he was grooming you so that he can abuse you.. Im so sorry you went through this you don't deserve it.. No one does

[@yonelisadondi604]

I'm so sorry , my angel , yhooo , I knw wat you are talking abt ,I was so piss of , one of my sister in Christ told me that our pastor did this to her , 😭😭💔💔💔, we are living in. Cruel world even those one who preach gospel.bt they are monsters , I'm sohurt serious this thing g must come to.an end ,

[@yangamehana7942]

This story is so heart breaking. Sorry mam

[@kaylawrence7220]

Stay strong my sister,

[@janatsanchez3555]

it's unfortunate coz pastors many of them have done this to many young girls as l have a cousin who went through the same but for her case it's a shame coz it was pastor and his own wife they even told her that nomatter what she does or thinks for they they were called by God and God will always forgive them. Since then we have really failed to find peace in any church so May God give us grace coz the truth is, it's very hard to believe God purely as u were doing before.

[@hlonimollo7151]

Am sorry nana for whats happened to you

[@sydwellmunyadiwanemaungani7017]

God bless u gal

[@lovedforever3578]

am sending my love to you..

[@nosiphodlamini3362]

Sorry my girl😢 really there's no one to trust these days.

[@keneilwemodikwe-md1bw]

Yoh monsters pastor.😮!!so why this senior pastor didn't call the police...so their congregation was also judgemental instead of helping the children 😮sis maan

[@purity234]

I am so sorry for what you went through.. it's not easy.. God saw it all.... that's why he used your mother to warn you the first time,, not to go to that church,, and also,, the fact that the rape situation is still haunting you, even in church, means the devil is after your destiny,,he has seen it's very bright 🌞.. but don't worry,, you will be fine,, Bcoz God changes situations,,He uses what the devil has destined to be bad , for good.. you can now encourage other girlswho have gone through the same,, you will heal

[@i.cherryblossom.i7799]

We need to pray again for pastors wives those people some of them they can spoil the church and break other people faith some not all of them some

[@sandilemfeka4658]

Never go to church you can pray at home.

[@msm5887]

Where do we hide our girl-children 😞😞😞

[@marymnyasa238]

Only in God's hands. 😭

[@melvamaribolla6323]

Eish🥺🥺🥺💔💔💔

[@zunaiandre2341]

@home and invest on a 45/9mm if you know what I mean.If you use it police won't do shit anyway as they don't nothing.

[@lovedforever3578]

Even our baby boys are not safe 😢😢😢

[@faithsambo1609]

It’s so Sad my darling…we are disappointed with the people we trust and we hope our situations wil Change..ur so strong darling receive hugs 🫂

[@lorrainemadure2837]

Gang gang...

[@botsem73]

The caption 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@pinkiemabena4284]

M sorry babe😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@celebrityiglives6682]

i think i once saw this girl at Campus or im wrong

[@jessicankomzwayo428]

Wolves in sheeps skin..sies mahn

[@uplift56]

If the Pastor needed proof..... that proves that he wasn't connected to the Spirit anyways 😏!

[@Prophetoffaith]

I wish people could know and understand the struggle of sexual perversion that man of God Go through its heavy

[@khanyafaba1417]

Can you please expand on this

[@keneilwemodikwe-md1bw]

What are you saying 😮

[@tangytay4635]

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

[@khulekanimxolisi382]

I nvr loved pasters esp those who pray pple to fall i always stand by force no matter how they push me i refused to fall while they shouting fire

[@fudiasafricankitchen8214]

Sorry my dear

[@leinasefane5989]

But that sounds like sexual harassment more than rape though. The touching and kissing, rape is forceful penetration.

[@msfm4781]

And the women in church wanted to protect their husbands from you? Nonsense, instead of supporting you as a young girl with a bright future they thought it will be better to protect grown men, Dear women, it's hight time we start fighting this horrible circle instead of being against each let's support each other, this was hard for me to watch this innocent girl narrating her story, May the good Lord Guide you , you are beautiful 😍 All is well

[@keneilwemodikwe-md1bw]

Those hypocrites women 😮!

[@thabisomokoena6734]

🥺❤️

[@rejoyceramukhuvhathi6896]

😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@berthamutjavikua744]

😭😭