Pastor’s Emotional Conversations Led to Three Year Affair

As a married pastor, Jay’s counsel to a woman appeared innocent enough but soon it developed into an intimate relationship. His double life was eventually exposed, and the process of grief and healing could finally begin.
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[@britonmbhiza9315]

Man of God thank you for your repents

[@labyandshadow6045]

❤Thank you lord Jesus for restoring their marriage and bringing them back to you.God is awesome 🙏🙌

[@dabrideofchristable]

Thank You for sharing your beautiful story. May this testimony go far and wide Jesus name amen

[@god563616]

Thank you for your testimony!!! This is happening more than Christians want to admit. Beautiful woman btw!!

[@maryndolo5902]

AMEN AMEN PRAY 4 MY HEALTH 👍👍👏👏🙏🙏🇰🇪🇰🇪❤️❤️♥️

[@jaredbuell1]

My wife left me for her church mentor. Lmao! Thank you and Good luck.

[@700club]

I can't imagine what you've been through. If you ever need or would like prayer, please do not hesitate to call us at 1-800-700-7000.

[@DraGnFly007]

How I WISH I had thought to turn to God during my split with my husband of 14 yrs. I was too hurt for too long with constant deceptions. 20 yrs later and still mulling over how I could have handled things differently. Some lessons are learned the hard way.

[@liamariloutenkah8489]

He went to see her and "nothing happened physically?" That is hard to believe.

[@Tatiana-cp1fc]

She must forgive her husband. Divorce and remarriage even for adultery is not biblical. She did the right thing and I'm happy for them.

[@BrianJuntunen]

Wow. You’re tough.

[@ChiefCedricJohnson]

Luke 9:24 For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it.

[@JessiPerez1234]

🙏🔥

[@prophetesskrishacheatem-cl8666]

5-11-2021..

[@myka8712]

I am here because I carry heavy burdens. I feel like committing suicide but I won't. I just think I'd like to be gone and go nonexistent. I never wanted to be here and come in this world being me l, this for a reality. I was forced to exist and forced into life but also forced into being me something I hate and never wanted. I've carried this pain for such a long long time now. Ever since I was a kid well up into adulthood. I thought I'd somehow changed and I'll grow out of it but I never did. I am an ugly woman. I really am and no this isn't me being negative its the truth. Nobody has ever liked me before and look I'm am adult its been for long like nobody has because I am ugly for a girl. Every Christian tells me look to God for your worth and see you worth and see beauty that he sees in you through his eyes but that's so hard to do when you realize to yourself you are working so hard to gaze upon Jesus eyes and look to him for your worth and see yourself beautiful in his eyes whereas you yourself think you're ugly and majority of the people do and the hardest part and why I say I dont want to look to Jesus or God for it is because the truth is God thinks all his other children and daughters are worth dying for too and he loves them and thinks his daughters are beautiful but not just him thinking they are beautiful because in reality they really are beautiful because he actually not just think they are beautiful he even made that a reality for when he made them so he thinks they are beautiful and they really are though but when it came with me that was never to be my reality because though he thinks I am worthy and beautiful he didn't make that a reality for me so its a contradiction and I could never see my worth in his eyes I'm an adult now and no one had ever liked me not even the nice guys. But it hit me so hard to know that the person I genuinely liked my friend didn't like me he was someone who loves Jesus and is kind but he likes a girl who is pretty and positive and super nice . He only told me I was beautiful because he didn't ever want to hurt my feelings and make me feel bad about my self even though it's not true at all he was just being considerate of my feelings but here it hurts. Because that's my reality The rhing is I think God's messing with us he tells us he makes everyone all equally beautiful when that's not really the case. Some he made so andnothers live with whatever they get handed on as fate would have had it. Well even if one is ugly God being God would still say they are beautiful just because he is really kind even though they are not and I know he meant beauty not in terms of the fact someone is beautiful but just because they are made in his image just because they are living being is I know what he means by all being beautiful though one being flat out ugly. I never wanted to be me first of all I am as ugly as can get and I'm also a very slow learner I am dumb and process things really slow so I am the target of ridiculement. I never wanted to exist and I never pictured that when I did this is how I would turn out that out of all the things I could ever be this became me. I know its the heart that counts the inner beauty of a person but reality is even if I go to heaven I'd still be me there too forever I'd still be the person I am which naturally very ugly in heaven for all eternity forever. Like I know ill worship him and all but it hit me that if im this way now and hate myself and hate how I look and am for life and for eternity also ill still ha e to deal with myself because I'm forever a me and forever will be an ugly Asian forever and ever when I don't ever want to deal with me anymore because it's painful and I never want to be me I never could fathom the thought. But my question has always been why has he made some of his children very beautiful and me just this it's so hurtful and a slap in the face. I'm not conceited for a person but it's hard when he made many who are beautiful and do have kind loving hearts and me I have to bear with what is that im ugly but he thinks I'm beautiful for the simple fact I bear his image. It's hurtful when you love someone who doesn't love you back because he loves someone who is beautiful and kind and nobody has ever liked you before and evergones underappreciate you and no where near your heart can you find it to love you. I think God, I'm sorry to say this is sooo messed up to think its okay to force me to exist and be here and turn out the way that I am because I'd never imagine I'd become this person but I did. I never wanted to be me but what does he do? Force me into existence and force me to be me and this is the case that I'll have to deal with forever. But when I want to take my own life upon my hands I can't? So people get forced to exist when they don't even want to let alone be themselves and look and be the way they are but all this is out of their control and they want to end their lives and stop existing because they have a right to be non-existent since they get forced into life, forced to turn out the way they do and be themselves and force upon alot of things beyond their control but who gets to be them God or them? Them. Who gets to carry out and live their life God or them ? Them so why doesn't God thibk its okay to make someone who doesn't want to exist and be themselves go ahead and take it upon their hands to end it and go nonexistent when all this is force upon them and so is looking the way they do, their race, who they are, everything about them and coming into existence is all forced and shoved for them to carry out so very well they should and I should have a right to end and go nonexistent with a me I never wanted and a life I never even asked for because nobody deserves to be tortured for life being something they never wanted to be and carry it out forever when it's not their fault they just got handed the wrong fate of things. How does god even ever thinks it's okay to decide ill make some people in this world really beautiful and attractive whereas others are just average and not anything beautiful to look at. Like I understand its our character that counts but reality is it's hurtful why God is like this because this is tied into a person's identity and makeup as a whole human being as well as their race this things go hand in hand as the overall design of a human and it's sad when people get forced and handed the worse and of things whereas others get handed it well, I mean if God so loves everyone that treat it like he does make sure everyone is created all equally beautiful and made with care because that's not how it is so we all have to deal with how we are for all eternity.

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[@DaughteroftheKing3947]

Dear One, I do not know you, but I do know the One who does. He says to you, Dear One, “Come to Me, yes……you who are so weary of your life, who lives under such a heavy burden of pain…..and I will give you rest for your soul. Yes, rest in the deepest part of your heart where no one sees you but Me. Learn about Me. I know what it is to despised and rejected by people, to be cast aside as if invisible. I will give you a beauty that will never fade. Dear One, the one who calls you to come to Him is the very one you’ve been looking for your entire life, the one whose love you’ve always longed for but never could find. His name is wonderful. His name is Jesus. Dear One, you’ve tried finding your beauty all your life. You havfound it yet. Will you try

[@DaughteroftheKing3947]

Try coming to the One who thinks you are so beautiful, He laid down His life for you…….so you can spend eternity with Him. Open your heart to Jesus and He will come in and show you His love.

[@DaughteroftheKing3947]

It is His love that makes you beautiful.

[@myka8712]

@@DaughteroftheKing3947 thank you sister. I am a 22 year old and a single mom all my life people made me feel inferior because I am a very slow learner even at work coworkers would get frustrated with me for being dumb and slow to process things. Aside from that I am a really ugly girl too and Filipino it was all hard and 8 didn't like how God made me one bit. People don't take me seriously because not only am I clueless about alot of things but also because I look like a kid because I look innocent looking and a kid even though my age is much older so men and people alike don't treat me seriously and single me out. I was use by my babydad too who never liked me the entire time and used me while liking a girl who is nice and very attractive and Mexican like him. For right now I'm done because I know people will still say something like you are awkward, don't have a good fashion sense, weird, ugly, and dumb. Nobody cares or wants to have me as a friend except my 2 friends I have. I always tell God I didn't have to be such a slow learner, I didn't have to be myself, you didn't have to make me ugly and filipino too. I could've been beautiful and you made to be Caucasian,European, or Hispanic but that's not how things ended up. In this days I've come to terms that the rejection is a constant and men don't like me and friends are hard to come by that accept you even if you are dumb, don't know alot of things, ugly, and don't dress nice or fit anywhere near the standards of this world. I have Jesus. That's all I need. Please keep me in prayers sister. I hope to see you all in heaven. I want to be there. My grandma died in the Philippines from heart failure she had covid first but it was cured but it really targeted her problems with her heart when she passed my aunts fiance told us that she saw my grandma she looked really happy. The fiance didn't know her that well but mentioned her dress in great details, a dress she never saw my grandma have before and she said she looks very very happy she was standing near an arch door about to transcend out of this earth and into heaven. I want to be there too with her and Jesus. Greetings to you sister may I see you guys all there. God bless.

[@cryptogf]

i eventually want to get in a relationship, any advice on how to keep a man happy?

[@boluwarin]

The only thing men want more than sex is honor. Just plain and simple. A guy will fight the world for a woman that truly honors him

[@Evikeuklavier]

wait WHAT???? REINSTATED? He is not fit to be a pastor.

[@franklinstover3221]

PLEASE PRAY THAT I LEARN HOW TO USE A COMPUTER BETTER I THINK IM MESSING UP IT HAS A MIND OF ITS OWN OR SOMETHING LIKE SOME ONE IS RUNNINIG IT AM I LOSING MY MIND GUESS I SHOULD NOT WINE ABOUT IT IN JESUS NAME AMEN

[@phillipbenoit5179]

Yeah we all commit adultery or something... And things not working out🙄 knowing women she probably been cheating throughout the whole time even now😂

[@phillipbenoit5179]

Don't cheat... Just watch porn & work on your career. People forgive porn as the wrong you committed than cheating!😂