Permission To Torque - Exploring Mostar - P2T EP13

The13th installment of my 5000 mile solo road trip to the Balkans on board the mighty BMW R1250 GS Adventure.
In this episode, I wake up in a bad way mentally - its not nice to watch but that's the reality of living with anxiety. However, my trusty steed pulled me from my funk and out down a beautiful road to a waterfall for some quiet reflection.
Permission to Torque is a Mental Health movement set up to show others that you "get it" by displaying a discrete symbol for others to take comfort in. Its not about sitting around in a circle feeling sorry for yourself, its about shared experience and getting out there to find out what makes us happy - this is the aim of my trip and why I am sharing it on KZbin, the good days and the inevitable bad ones too.
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[@BaronVonGrumble]

Helloooo! My sincere apologies for the sabbatical on this series, its back now and im going to get to the end! Please when watching this, before commenting, this was at a particularly bad time (now 8 months ago) when my anxiety was peaking. I have left this part in here because this trip is about the reality of mental illness and the often irrational thoughts and feelings that go with it. So, before commenting about how hard and cool you are, take a moment and recall a time when you were not thinking rationally, how things were overwhelming, and then consider your response. Much Thankings ✊💦

[@MouldyPIX]

Thank goodness!… I thought you’d forgotten about us! 😘

[@amglover4361]

That first couple of minutes brought a tear to my eye. Stay strong bro

[@richardrazack3301]

Great to have you back. Greeting from New York City. 🙏

[@Pootz1000]

First and foremost I'm glad you're still alive and kicking. Was getting a bit concerned to be honest (I think it was your previous video that I commented on) Anxiety, depression and self doubt are horrible things. I've seennitbfrom all angles as I suffer myself, have family who suffer and have also worked as a counselor with people who suffer. You'll get people telling you to "man up" "sort your s#!t out" etc bit the only thing that you can really do is take time out as only you know how you really feel. I know you feel alone and having us lot isn't really the same as having company with you but, if you need to reach out to any of us I'm sure we'll all be here for you Stay safe..🤪

[@PhilTonic]

When I went to school some guys I thought who were my friends started bullying me for no apparent reason other than their personal entertainment. It didn't end well and I became quite a hermit. After that, every time I heard someone laugh, I thought that person was laughing about me. Took me a few years and a couple of genuine friends to finally get over that.

[@dgw4150]

Chris I don't think you realise the positive impact of sharing this with us all. It makes confronting your own issues so much easier. Thank you. ❤

[@grachoderunwiderstehlichen]

based on the escape-instinct

[@juicy9592]

Its making me depressed as hell

[@egebergjrgen9245]

I agree, this makes me cope with my stuff easier. Thanks a lot Chris

[@hunterfrenchbath3818]

@@juicy9592 dont watch it then, and maybe dont put comments like that either!

[@gavinsmith7753]

Make no mistake - this is inspiring! Anyone, (especially a guy) who can be this honest on such a big stage deserves a 👏...An actual honest video on KZbin 👏.. Hope you're feeling better now and thank you for sharing.

[@ShadowGoddessSuzaku]

your honesty and transparency are a wonderfully refreshing reminder of real life that youtube content creators often hide. it really helps remind me that the rest of us arent that much different than our role models. thank you

[@metalmowytone]

First 4 mins are complete relatable. Thank you for sharing that, it's a reminder that other people are suffering in the same way and that we all have to keep pushing on to get to the other side of the storm cloud

[@stevey2020]

Hi Chris. The evolution of BvG, from hiding behind a helmet for years to now totally exposing yourself (not your willy though) is commendable. I'm one of the many that have been silently with you the whole time. May your BvG content continue for the foreseeable future, in whatever format you want to show it.

[@jc4778]

Baring your soul was so brave….being prepared to face all you’re fears in such a way has to be applauded.

[@genuinecomments4008]

It is inspirational, you are opening up and showing how difficult life can be and also how, what you do to cope and do your best to get back to positive. Love ya mate

[@jackg5147]

Well bloody done! You should be very proud of yourself. This has been a fantastic series! x

[@Itsdazma]

Can’t tell you how excited I was seeing this pop up in my feed!! So appreciate your honesty along the journey. Such an antidote from all the curated KZbin content. Looking forward to the rest of the story.

[@senorsalami]

Watching this from a hospital bed with a broken leg feeling a bit low myself, stay strong brother

[@jimjambandit]

Can't have been easy to edit something so personal and put it out into the world. One thought. Inspirational doesn't mean have to mean something is happy and lovely and shiny. It's inspiring to see someone who is so self-aware (imperfectly I'm sure) and then able to communicate so directly and clearly (even if you don't think so). Your sense of humour helps :-)

[@duffman182]

Thank you for posting this Chris, I've loved this series and you are an inspiration. It's very brave of you to share your lows but remember you're never on your own.

[@ryan-yorkshirebiker2597]

All the episodes have been quality Baron. Everything i could praise you for has already been said in the comments 👍🏻 this video particularly could have such a positive effect on many viewers! 👌🏻 keep it all up pal, onwards and upwards with each video! All the best 😁

[@paulmorris3022]

loving this series Chris. Good to see warts and all and it is inspirational. you are only human and it does show what it is like being on your own many 1000's of miles from home. The scenery is Wow factor number one. no apology needed. great enjoyment

[@spencertasker2474]

Chris. You have nothing to be ashamed of. I’m right alongside you when it comes to using motorcycles as therapy. They give those of us who are lucky enough to have one of these amazing contraptions in our life the ability to take time. Time to be selfish and process the world around us, it’s events and it’s impact on ourselves. I fully champion your reasons for the whole Permission to Torque series and ethos, I’ve been in a very similar place. As I’m sure more than a few of us have been. The fact that you are willing to put this all out there is a massive leap into the unknown and takes some huge minerals. And your son will always be there for you because you clearly care deeply about him. Relationships come and go, sadly it’s part of life. But you’re being painfully honest with yourself about things and that is nothing short of heroic. We’re all here to talk, some of us nodding our heads in recognition of what you are going through. Don’t ever suffer alone, I’m sure there are plenty of people who would gladly sit and listen and I’m happy to add my name to the list. Take care.

[@underwaterwatchesunderwater]

This is inspirational. It's an accurate, honest, and true insight into life with these challenges. The fact you are out there doing stuff and sharing it with us - in spite of the challenges - is inspirational because it's relatable and real. Thank you for taking the time and for having the testicular fortitude to share the journey with us =)

[@borjastick]

The only way to rise above all this crap Chris is to be who you know you really are and stop avoiding the bleeding obvious.

[@MrSimonj1970]

All your issues are symptoms of a dysfunctional nervous system from childhood trauma and repressed emotions, buddy. Same as me, and a lot of other people. Look into it, it's very new science and most docs have no idea. Everyone thinks "my childhood was fine", but when you start digging you find all kinds of stuff, even birth trauma can do it. Irene Lyon's channel is a great place to start, or read "your body keeps the score". HTH

[@jg3685]

Same here, courage my dudes, much love

[@Michael_Shay]

I think I'm similar to you in that I love solitude and being alone but I do also need a social element at times. Humans are social creatures afterall. I think a lot of solo travellers get around this by meeting people along the way. Which is nice, but it's hard if you struggle with anxiety. I think I have some level of anxiety, not on the level you experience so I only know how I think you feel. But I really respect that you actively make the choice to put this stuff out there and be honest with it. It takes a lot of courage to do that.

[@neevesybikes]

Another Bobby Dazzler, mate. I always enjoy using the bidet facilities for mid-trip clothes washes…x

[@ianhamilton1872]

I seen a rainbow yesterday But too many storms have come and gone

[@tonyemmett7206]

The majority of us don’t share our darkest/lowest moments with close friends and family, so kudos to you Chris for including it. I hope most of the feedback you get will be supportive and positive, getting through those difficult moments gives you more tools in your box to deal with future challenge so it’s all good. Just remember to breathe and enjoy the moment. Even your lowest point while travelling is 100 times better than being chained to a desk, watching your life tick away on the clock praying for 5 o’clock to arrive, like so many poor souls out there.

[@chtpcpo]

What you've done for raising mental health issues to the fore, particularly amongst the traditionally macho community should be utterly applauded mate. Keep the faith and keep biking

[@BaronVonGrumble]

🙏

[@Defender3d]

I'm just catching up on my favourite channels... Life is tough, mate, but you're with us, and we are very grateful for your work and inspiration. Work means I cannot get in the 'long distance ' saddle right now, but I'm keeping these places on my list for the future. Thank you 🍻

[@raki2870]

You are so scarely similar to me. Wanting to be alone but then being scared. Smashing miles, running away. All the same story. I will start my first solo motorcycle trip in Spain and Portugal on 2nd of June. Good luck to me :D

[@oeboeloe05]

Chris, you rock. It's not easy sharing the highs and lows in all honesty. Very hapy to see continuation of the series! You're an inspiration.

[@johnmarks1607]

Chris, sorry to see you having a hard time. Glad you’re doing better these days. Wanted you to know, you’re an inspiration to me. As a fellow anxiety sufferer, I’m picking up a new 1250GS tomorrow and taking it to Eastern Europe in the Summer.

[@andrejskender8866]

6:29 Hi Chris we are all human, we have our ups and downs, it's all normal. I have to say that I'm sorry that you felt bad at that moment when you were in my city Mostar, but more than that I'm sorry that I didn't find out in time that you have your own channel because I follow your work on channel 44teeth, otherwise I'm a long-time motorcyclist and admirer and rider of Italian motorcycles. If you ever come back to Mostar, get in touch, I would be happy to host you and show you everything Mostar has to offer. Greetings from sunny Mostar from Andrej

[@jasondunn8894]

Thanks Chris. Relationship stuff is difficult. I’m going through it at the moment and as hard as it is you have to keep moving forward, learn and heal. Going on a bike trip was never going to make the issue disappear but riding sure helps keep you focused on other things and stop the negative thoughts. It’s F!?%ING hard. Thanks again👍

[@garymunsey3332]

Hope youve moved on from that ex and found happiness. Loving your trip and your humour. You rock 🎸 👍

[@sasopusnik-uj6fh]

Should have checked Tito’s bunker 20 kilometers away. That was the biggest Yugoslavian project ever.

[@jimgordon3468]

Chris, and everyone else reading this. I will explain exactly what you need to do get 100% better. 1. Slow down or stop drinking. It's killing you. 2. Start taking vitamins and minerals. Magnesium, ( blocks the receptors for depression and anxiety) 1000mg 2x per day, vit D. 2500 IU per day, B12, B1 and zinc. Drink a gallon of water daily and exercise, walk a few miles a day. Eat healthy, low carb and sugars. And ride your motorcycle daily. That's it. Problem solved. Don't take my word for it. Look it up yourself.

[@tripnut5702]

I think you need to see a good psychotherapist! I have a friend that is one and we often discuss people with depression and anxiety which seems to be a first world problem caused by having too much time on our hands to self reflect too much. In the third world people are far too busy surviving to become depressed even though they don't have your obvious life advantages. See a psychotherapist or as my father would say "PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER MAN AND JUST GET ON WITH IT".

[@gtr-travelsuk]

Its been too long brother hope your well buddy, we all suffer with depression mate and my GTR1400 is my best therapy, I'll be riding Scotland over 3 weeks July into August, never been and just gonna freeball it, you and your channel has inspired me to just go for it, so thank you for all your humour and sad times they are all part of life! Keep your chin up mate, the adventure of life continues 🏍☁☁☁ PS. I've now joined and become your newest member. Thanks bro.

[@icsbay7932]

Since I've started riding again, I sort of have devoured the 44teeth channel and then came over to "Barone di Grambolo". Of course I like Chris, otherwise I wouldn't be watching. Like many of you, after some time following somebody who shares your passion and also a bit of his life with you through a camera, you start to feel like you know them, as becomes very evident by the encouragement and compassion he gets in the comments. I'm sure Chris is great guy and buddy to have, I'd love to have a beer with him, but I also get the feeling that he can be a bit of a wanker and he moans a lot ; ) What I'm trying to say is, its obviously very easy to be understanding about someone who we know or who we think is similar to us. But everyday we encounter other human beings, strangers whom we might even view as strange or about whom we simply don't care, how we act towards them - even if it's an encounter of a few seconds, makes a huge difference. Especially when you consider, that these strangers - whatever their appearance or origin, may too feel anxiety and other issues. Your daily behavior or graciousness towards others has greater impact on their lives, than you might realize. I'm in Austria btw...

[@thirdlion3107]

How weird! 10 years ago i started watching, laughed myself silly at the green laneing and then for some reason I stopped watching when it was just the commuting! 😪 I got myself GSXR, then a Ducati Diaval, then another GSXR and now i ride a Moto Guzzi V9 🤷‍♂ (I'm getting old!!) And then out of the blue I watch these.... I was in Mostar in the War and watched that bridge get smashed to bits... Watching through tears its great to see the rebuild and the banks of the river and the fact that Bosnia seems to be thriving - thank you 👍

[@vigilantcitiz3n584]

You are such a legend, Chris! Thankyou for sharing your most vulnerable parts of this journey, it’s real and that’s so much better then pretending everything is peachy all the time! Good on you. I’ve been a long time viewer from Australia! I know this was posted a while ago but hope things have gotten better for you day to day!

[@michaelhayward7572]

Waterfall? Pfff. Ya, ok... come and visit me in NE Thailand Chris. We'll nip across the border into Laos, rent some CRF's or Honda step thru's, and ride oop north to Luang Praban, the old capital and a world heritage site. Then i'll show you a waterfall...

[@donaldbennett6646]

I think you're doing well on this trip. I use my bikes as an escape from confronting my past. All my conversations while riding have come to an inevitable conclusion. Yours may not have done. I hope you can repair your relationship with your GF/exGF. Whatever repair means for you. I've repaired a lot of relationships with exGFs that have remained EXs. Maybe it will work better for you. I used to save up all my experiences that are supposed to be good memories and then later I can pretend they were as happy as they should have been. It's convincing to friends and family and sometimes I find I am convinced as well. I've done something as an American that I suspect you can't do. After writing a note to who ever was unlucky enough to find my body I came to realise how ridiculous I had become. Driven by my youngest girl (I swear she's clairvoyant) and my GP, the next week I sold all of my guns. Even my favourite Colt 1911A .45 Automatic. (I miss that gun) My mood lifted considerably then and there and has remained elevated ever since. I don't know what symbolic item a Brit can give up that would have an equivalent effect but it's all metaphor so if you apply yourself maybe you'll come up with something.

[@nickcutler7759]

Can totally relate Chris, currently single living in OZ but want a Holiday back in Europe and long way from Family too! I’m Lucky I have great friends, family, health and a job but at times its tough! Great videos as always, cheers buddy 🤠👍

[@jonathanfurneaux1973]

Alright Chris, I’ve followed your channel for ages now & 44 Teeth, I really know where you’re coming from with your anxiety, I’ve suffered with it, and still am since my bro killed himself. Keep strong, tomorrow is a new day, just start again. All the best mate.

[@rolk9581]

Dude, I feel your pain; I was in the same place myself for years! However, I am happy to say that the solution is clear: you must take better care of yourself. I stopped eating processed sugars, carbs and ate only healthy, whole food and it has completely solved my health issues. You must stop eating #$@!% because that is why you feel like #$@!%. Also, stop drinking alcohol and you will thank me! Best, Roland

[@obsidian....]

Mk 2 Golf's were manufactured and assembled in Yugoslavia (which is now Bosnia). That is why there are so many of them there 👍. . When you see something odd, like that, there is normally a reason. So I pulled up the old Google machine and went to the Mk 2 Golf Wikipedia page 🙏

[@destinationyonder9752]

Oh man...i feel for you and you brought back some memory... was like 10 years ago, just brokeup, so i took some days off and went to France (because where else) on the GS, nothing too complicated 4 days i think. And on the first day she contacted me, still have the number, have to tight some loose end, and i think her whatsapp status or profile image was a nice picture of her in vacation... suffice to say was hard, but i did my best, enjoy my 4 days, and was the start of my proper mototravelling (will do my 4th time in 5 years to scandinavia (if all gose to plan...)this summer on the Old Aund (that's the GSA)). And have to say... motorcycling have been the best doctor (yes i do crunch some mile and it feels like i'm running away, but no harm in that!) and now it's the part of the package, if the other half want to come, no problem, but if she don't want me to ride, it's a deal braker!) Hope you feel well, or at least better! Even Man can love!

[@dlicen]

Chris, maybe you don't realise you have viewers from all over the world. Even from the Balkans, like me, for that matter. Next time you're heading somewhere on your own but suddenly need to have human interaction, reach for somebody local thru social media, you'll probably find company. You'll probably end up with even more useful information, interesting places to see, etc... About that dodgy sweat smell, well, you probably should have eaten more vegetables with you čevapi in Bosnia. :)

[@AJCCycling]

I know this video is quite old now but after following this channel for about ten years I can’t not comment on this one… Chris, my dude, thank you so much for documenting every part of this trip, with all its ups and downs. You’re an absolute legend and we, your audience, will always be here to listen to whatever you have to say. As long as you don’t bleep out too much of the swearing, yeah? Anyway, gonna watch the rest now. Thanks for everything, you nob! 🫡

[@colinm1325]

Hey Chrissy, how you goin? Those Waterfalls were fantastic. The countryside amazing, and cruising on the GS was no doubt comfy. Looking forward to the rest of your tour.😊

[@Tarkanbh]

Having grown up on the likes of Mont Python, Only fools and horses, Black Adder etc., I can not tell you how much I enjoy the witty Brithish humor you brig to your vlogs. Its top class. 😂 Other then that only question I have is how the hell you ride that GS with such big balls? Beign able to spek about real life and the ways we sometime all feel is amazing and puts your motovloging in an another dimmesnion. For that I salute you Sir. Next time you are anyway in the Balkans (BiH in particular) it would be a please to buy you a beer. Cheers Chirs hope everthing has sorted to the best outcome ❤

[@loneridar]

Rock on brother. Real content. Real life. Fuck the begrudgers. Living the dream

[@gb2983]

Bosnia, Montenegro, and Albania are so beautiful. Just the right mix of touristyness and edginess. Did a similar trip, under similar circumstances, so totally get you! But I really thrived when I got there (it's not the location it's the mindset). Was so sad going back into Croatia (also really beautiful but so touristy!).

[@stevemcmaster100]

Bullshit is it not inspirational 😘 Honestly - having been directly involved with extreme anxiety, I know how hard, stressful and exhausting a trip like this would be. And, because of that, you are inspiring anyone who suffers to know that it is achievable (warts and all). Big hugs and loves.

[@kilobravo6272]

The warts and all approach is what makes this series inspirational. You are getting through to a lot of blokes. I comeplete get what you mean at around the 12 minute mark. I love solitude but I like people too. Quite simply, you just need the right people. For what help it might, or might not, be, have you ever thought about looking into the main type of male personalities. There is 5 or 6 of them. I did it and I found so many answers to long burning questions. It might be something to consider. Keep on going, bud. I'm enjoying your work immensly!

[@kenkim78]

Long time follower. Bumped into you in the Guildford dealership a few weeks back. Takes guts to post video's of the shit times for the greater good. I recently broke up with my girlfriend too. Hurts like hell. No matter what you tell yourself you can't make it better. But you always pull through it. Best wishes bud.

[@justinrice8509]

I think it's inspirational. That you are showing this side. Very Brave of you. I know I could do! I'm sure it helps hundreds of people. 👏

[@user-hb6ms3mb4t]

Hey - thanks so much for this inspirational journey and route which I will likely emulate soon. Can I ask, would same have been equally doable on an RT, or do you need a GS/GSA for the road surfaces encountered? Much appreciated and pleased to see you seem in a much better place now. Best. G.

[@folxam]

Hey ... Watched 4 minutes and had to just stop and say thanks. Thanks for showing the struggle. You won't always feel on top, even if you are on an epic adventure. There's like 20 minutes left but I had to say this now.

[@Phelix27]

Chris, please don’t ever apologise for speaking about how you feel or posting it online, that takes some very large cahoona’s my friend . As you’ll have noticed from the comments, we’re all 100% behind you 👍

[@mandalorianjedi2288]

You aren’t required to argue with an ex-girlfriend. She’s an EX. The clues in the title. 😅

[@1985safraz]

Hello Chris, we are your devout subscribers. Swear to god, if I was not already injured, I'd have ridden straight to your location, I'm the guy that usually sits in the corner and watches the telly and the world go by, so please if there is anything that you wish to chat about, in times of dire need feel free to get in touch I will talk to you. P.s. Yours Dearly Mohammed (Saf)

[@karlbuckley8346]

Look Chris, I know you said to be kind in the comments but someone needs to say it.. Was that a gold 1990’s Nokia cell phone one the night stand at the beginning of the vid? In all seriousness, you have a lot going for you and I hope you are doing well since this video was filmed. Love the work you do on BVG and 44T. 😎

[@kdz666]

Torque away buddy. Share it and reduce the burden. If you ever stop by Dusseldorf or Trondheim (I know 2 different countries), say hi!

[@HumanityWillPrevail]

It IS inspirational. And your bravery in showing how shit it is to be a mensch in the modern world is admirable. In the past it was easy- blokes would go out, bash things and bring it home. These days it’s all fugazi. Doing what you did is Bob on. Get on the bike and ride. More power to us geezers Baron and all props to your candour. 👍

[@danjohnson9373]

Part of what I love about this channel is your rawness, Chris. You regularly address the emotional side of things showing your vulnerabilities & humanity. I, for one, appreciate this as I often struggle with these issues myself. Plus you're a funny fucker as well.

[@frankmorris2603]

I certainly don't judge you over this emotional stuff. Men feel pain like this more than most would admit. It kills motivation when you're strung up over relationships.

[@zakosbourne5268]

Currently all alone in america, very much missing my now gf. We weren't supposed to commit and the second i left we knew we made a mistake. I cannot express how much i am feeling everything you described, knowing whats important. And feeling lonely as a social person. Cheers for sharing dude

[@BrettDenley]

One of the best vlogs you’ve done. You may not think it, but we all needed this. Keep doing what your doing brother, your videos are a true inspiration. Ps where can we still get the permission to torque stickers? Are they still available to purchase? Keep the content rolling mate, top work

[@weqsas]

1300 miles in one day?? 😮 what? I did 450 miles in one day on naked bike only on motorways and it took me about 10 hours so how can you make 1300??😵😵‍💫

[@toddstahley4256]

It’s hard to stop the wave of sadness almost impossible I’ve been there and still have that horrible feeling once in awhile I’m sorry you’re going through this but you are helping a lot of people including myself

[@BRZDR]

Ive been alone for a long time. I dont see it changing with the way dating culture is in my city. I often go on long, week long, month long rides. Many times I wish I had someone to share the moments with. Even after. It's weird coming back from a trip and having no one to share stories and photos with.

[@leeandrew2682]

didnt you say you thought it was a good idea to get away after having an argument with ylur girl(ex)?? feel like i seen you say that previously in a different vlog cheer up! dont know how much of an entanglement you lot still have, but moving on from a toxic relationship (sorry for hudging) will make you feel better

[@stephengeorge8943]

It’s the power of the fanny mate no man can escape its power!! Keep doing what you’re doing as long as it makes you happy when it’s time to go home it’s time to go home that’s it…no one will think less of you do what’s right for you and your family and fuck every one else BTW you’re actually very entertaining and funny shame you ride a BMW and not a KTM but nobody is perfect 😜

[@tonyspudcallycally7066]

Thanks for showing reality of anxiety and describing it so well ,been having a awful time recently myself so much that I had arranged for we buy any bike to pick my bike up on Friday and phoned be motto and arranged for my insurance to be cancelled with a extremely helpful young man shout out Calum who felt my pain however I am going to keep my bike hopefully cancel my cancellation of the policy and going to piss off for a week on my own just me my bike and probably will shed some tears myself hopefully more smiles and fall in love with life again, all the best mr grumble sincerely Anthony x

[@maki7164]

It doesn't matter how we feel, viewers will always find something interesting in your moto diary. It's your session and the journey of a lifetime. One tip, always eat traditional food or just taste it wherever you are, the food is also one way of experience, especially on such trips. Cheers

[@witnesspropro]

This might be an unpopular opinion, but my life is so much better without "women relationships" in it. I can do what I want, when I want. I don't have to answer to anyone. My life is my own and I love it. I feel that relationships are more trouble than they're worth. I've been single for some time now. I live on my own and life is just great. Relationships are overrated and I'm way happier without a woman in my life.

[@Gregg4886]

Well done you for staying out there. It’s a massive pull to just retreat when things go like that and to pull yourself into logical thinking is extremely impressive! Good man!

[@r12004rewy]

Hi Chris mate you looked so down at the beginning of that vid, I hope that 8 months on you are in a better place, the trip was amazing and had I been a lot younger it's certainly something I and many others would consider doing, thank you for the entertainment I hope you will be uploading further episodes if available.

[@teraln]

There are so many golfs and VWs in Bosnia because there was a VW factory in Sarajevo back in the day. I think they specifically produced Mk. 2s there and i guess that culture/popularity of those cars kind of stuck around.

[@L2KAdrian]

A bit late now but EE do a Roaming Pass you can text to enable for like £10/rolling-monthly to use your usual contracted allowances.

[@dmurphypk]

For future reference. Get yourself an e-sim. They are super cheap and digital. Ps fair play man. Hope everything sorts itself out.

[@robertstubblefield0032]

I love your videos. Your commentary is awesome. You sound like myself a lot of the time. The ride alongs are great and it’s also a bit of therapy session as well. We all feel like shit a lot of the times. It’s like, life’s a big shit sandwich and we all have to take a bite. But sometimes you feel like you’ve taken more than your fair share. Keep up the great work! Cheers.

[@williambrown6080]

Like the rest of us matey, you're only human. Says more about you as a person sharing your vulnerabilities. Feel your pain, been there and done it and it's never far from the surface. Focus on the positive and stay busy❤

[@wreckerbill4465]

It's perfectly fine to feel like this, it's best to just come out and admit your Gay, you will feel much better ❤ please don't take this the wrong way I think deep down a good guy

[@krisdonnelly8122]

Does anyone know what type of sunglasses he's wearing? I know they're Oakley's but not sure which model

[@afroaliens]

The mk2 golf thing in bosnia is (from what I understand) because they made them there after the war, and if you managed to buy one, you had made it! and now it has become a cult symbol down there and everyone loves it...

[@zahadou]

The word porcelain has its origins in the Proto-Indo-European root word - porko - young pig. China in your Hands.

[@NWSTRX850]

Shitty, feel for you. One thing I would say is if your partner doesn’t give you the space when you need it they’re probably not the right partner. Just a thought

[@russcattell955i]

When touring I wash my tee shirts, socks & dung hammock's in the shower daily. Keeps fresh.

[@englishenglish4788]

Great video. Watching the series for the second time. Inspiring and interesting. I haven’t even passed my test, and I don’t actually own a motorbike (yet), but this series gives me very very itchy feet. Thanks for doing it👍🏻

[@theboredbiker1453]

I’ve written this several times and deleted it thinking it won’t change anything, I would like to say I understand how you feel but in reality I don’t, I have times when I’m feeling low and times when I’m happy, the majority of the time I feel anxious with zero confidence to do things and that gets me down, I’m not someone who can easily talk to people so I’m thinking that doing what your doing might help as I won’t have to talk to an actual person but I will still be able to get stuff out of my head instead of just letting it fester in my brain, I do tend to hide behind my helmet and when no one can see me I feel better I don’t really know why I’m even writing this but watching you has helped, your are an awesome guy with more inner strength than I can imagine having but you inspire me to be better, for that I thank you

[@wesgrainger9684]

I'm 2.10 in, Bless you chap. I feel shit myself, i lieterally go for walks daily i look at peoples faces, i look out the window and i just see no point to anything but I hate seeing others in pain. stay well

[@twozup1098]

Is it just me or does anyone else think “Sympathy for the Devil” if about to play when the bongos start on the opening music?

[@DevRSVR]

Can you tell me what battery is in that BMW? My r nine t doesnt fire up as sweetly as that. Im fulyon a trickle charge all tbe time. Its real annoying. Bosnia looks amazing.

[@wobblysauce]

Still saying this but next time download the maps of the areas you think you are going to head to… and pick books/music on your phone… then you can escape without that mental freeze

[@peterhobbs7609]

Good on you Baron, you should be congratulated for your honesty, life is really hard sometimes and, if you can understand and recognise it, hopefully it helps to move forwards, one very small step at a time, hope you are able to keep on keeping on Sir

[@ThoughtlessG1]

I know how you feel buddy, I would never be brave enough to show myself at my worse, never feel bad about being who you are.

[@steveclark..]

Motorcycle road trips are great but you can't use them to run away from your fears/relationship problems, that's not going to solve the issue.

[@36SBC]

Watching on my tv and my cat was booping your face in the intro so sending virtual nose boops 😂 honestly tho, keeping that clip in helps me and I’m sure others to realise that having bad days n struggling is ok n not something to be ashamed of. Loving the series so keep doing you mate 😄

[@toncividovic3744]

About 18 minutes in you mention VWs and why there are so many of them. They used to be produced in Bosnia until the 90s.

[@lifeatredline1783]

What's that giant tub of moisturizer on the night stand for, Hmmm? If you can't love yourself no one else can.