Personal Update & Dealing With Loss & Grief

[@AmandaEllis]

A personal update from me and an exploration of loss and grief - and some pointers given to me recently by spirit: Loss & Grief is the Elephant in the Room in our relationships, families, towns, countries and world - not acknowledging it causes a 'pile on' of issues. Spirit will walk with us through our individual journeys - tapping in to the wisdom and love of Archangel Metatron and Quan Yin in particular in this video: Discussing the: Landscape of grief, whether via physical death, divorce or anything else Allowing the body to balance and available bandwidth The grief shaped hole - and pitfalls of filling it with something destructive vs something nourishing Depression Showing Vulnerability, duvets of light The need for spiritual protection Suitability of different modes including automatic pilot and professional mode The rite of passage Facing our own mortality Putting into perspective what is truly important and the 'white noise' that really isn't Being OK in the not knowing @AmandaEllis #loss #dealingwithgrief #archangelmetatron Oracle Cards: Life Soul Vision Oracle by Romy Wyser, Kuan Yin Oracle by Alana Fairchild Aura & Connection Sprays - Archangel Metatron Bluebell Bridge for Loss & Grief, Spiritual Protection, Meta Pirate Anti Viral, Quan Yin Mercy & Compassion angeliccelestialcolours.co.uk/collections/individual-sprays To donate (thank you) www.paypal.com/paypalme/amandaellisthankyou My OFFICIAL AND ONLY INSTAGRAM PAGE (currently 48K followers as of November 2024) is ANGELIC CELESTIAL COLOURS. I DO NOT OFFER READINGS, Ask you to follow me or private message you - BEWARE OF SCAMMERS. This is my link to my account - join us there for daily news: instagram.com/angeliccelestialcolours/?hl=enI I am also NOT on Tik Tok so ignore Scammers there too! Music Intro: - omegagon.bandcamp.com - my intro music is from his album Aether the track is called Two Worlds.

[@kimfilby-sj5jc]

Just watched 20 mins of John Campbell on cancer. Iv or mectin very effective for all sorts of different ones Wishing you all the best : fair winds and following seas xx

[@SusanUribe-o1v]

Amanda, you are incredibly important to us. We know you are going through a difficult time, so please take the time you need to look after yourself and your soul.

[@olearymiriam]

Sorry for your loss. I'm sick with a bad chest infection and was thinking about give and take and work but realising I have to take time off to get better. Sorry about your Dad. Hopefully it will be a better outcome for him. I lost my father two years to a sudden heart attack where I didn't get to say goodbye and I didn't see him when he died. The timeline around my father's death was pandemic time and it was pretty crazy. No one was allowed go with him in the ambulance.I joined a women's meet up group recently to get out and meet people again.They do like days out every month. Some days you do very well and other days you have harder days with grief but I guess you just ride the wave. Grief can be particularly painful. Could of done with this video two years ago. I didn't realise how low your spiritual protection can go. Sometimes I could feel things lowering me.I am also learning through this how hard I am sometimes on myself like giving all the time and not to myself. I'm taking oregano and onguard which is like thieves oil and trying to eat better. I feel my father around me sometimes. I am also realising how much shock can change your body and mind and I don't think people realise. You definitely were meant to go to Boots that day. So many weird things happened before my father died I was working in healthcare before he died and I decided to go to Knock in Ireland a week before my father died to pray for people who were sick in the community. Our Lady appeared there and when I got home I could feel her presence around me almost like a white light and a week later my father died. I feel they don't always leave the exact time they die. I feel people come to help them to the other side but there always there. I am just looking forward to being in a hermit energy now for awhile. I found I threw myself into work straight away and definitely made some mistakes but trying my to beat myself up. I definitely think there's a massive shift happening now.

[@jobarton6206]

Thank you for sharing your vulnerability Amanda. Touched my heart ❤

[@lauranorman6810]

Thank you Amanda ❤ continued prayers for us all on the journey called life. With the valleys and mountain top views..

[@philippaw65]

Dear Amanda, you have been with us through thick and thin, and now it's time to lean on us, your devoted friends online sending the healing hugs, condolences and support you need.

[@holymoley460]

Amanda, so so sorry for the awful loss of Julie and for your dad’s shock diagnosis. I hope to God your own health concerns resolve speedily. God love you. You are a very special woman. So glad you honouring yourself and your loved ones. You are so so loved you wonderful woman. Xxx

[@georginamclean1646]

So sorry for your loss 😔🙏❤

[@joyspettigue2855]

🇬🇧💯⭐️❤️

[@PaulaJonesy]

I’m sorry for the loss of your friend and also for your dad’s diagnosis. ❤❤❤

[@siminaidoo]

Dear Amanda 😢so sorry for your loss 🙏May her soul be blessed

[@lynettehill9471]

Grief has no rules, my beloved husband passed 2 years ago yesterday 3rd November from cancer. Such a numbing 2 years, so much grief, missing him so much, even though I know he is close by and have had some wonderful visits. Be gentle on yourself Amanda, take good care of you, be with your Dad, honour you grief, remember your beautiful friend Julie, she will be watching over you. As I said grief has no rules, honour it, cry, sob, remember, talk to her. My son passed at the age of 3 in 1989, someone said, " You'll never get over it but you will learn to live with it" 35 years later yes its true. One thing I've learnt is we have to keep living, finding joy in the things we do. The deep dark well of grief is so easy to slip into and it's OK to briefly stay there........when I feel that I acknowledge it then make moves to change to energy, go for a walk along the beach, in the garden, listen to music, do gigong, yoga etc, I have a labyrinth and have found that has been so helpful to walk it a JUST BE. May the angels enfold you in their wings of comfort ❤ 🌹

[@reikiwithjanice]

Amanda, sending you my condolences, thoughts, prayers & healing energy as you grieve for your friend & navigate the waters with your health & your father 🤗🫶🏻🙏🏻 I have been navigating my own since my father transitioned in August due to esophageal gastric cancer & my mother dealing with her own 10 yr battle of colon cancer & loss of her husband (my dad). As someone with mediumship skills, I have one foot here & one foot there. But, even though I am able to connect with him & bring my mom messages, I still miss his physical essence & the man he was within this incarnation. When you love so deeply for others, there will always be grief attached when they transition back home. Love your channel & videos ❤

[@deannaclayton6934]

After my Mom passed we found a letter in her bible requesting us to Live One Day at a Time.✨💖

[@JanEncounterBay]

Thank you Amanda 🙏🏻 My Mum passed away yesterday… I feel numb. I can’t put in to words how I feel. I’m so sorry for your loss of your dear friend and the diagnosis of your Dad. My heart goes out to you. 🙏🏻💜💫

[@Sue-Eliz]

I’m so sorry to hear this. When my mum passed I too felt numb. The world had lost its shine. 🙏✨

[@AmandaEllis]

i’m so sorry to hear about your mum. Bless you xx

[@traceylittle764]

@@JanEncounterBay sending you much love & strength at this sad time 💖

[@supagepagechannel9139]

❤❤❤❤

[@Brightstar23_62]

Sending you love ❤, losing my mum was so hard, she is forever in my heart….

[@CMackenzie-e5u]

I feel for your loss, Amanda. I spent the last 6 weeks caring for my terminally ill uncle. It was very demanding as I have no medical training or palliative care experience. My bandwidth was seriously stretched as it was incredibly hard work and none of his friends chipped in to help and only two other family members came to support. It was a lot on my shoulders. He finally passed just over a week ago. Thankfully, it was peaceful but these times really do expose who really truly cares for the dying person and it was sad to see that more people have taken an interest in finding out the details of his funeral and the social occasion than they ever did in checking in on him in his final weeks.

[@marigoldenergy8512]

I’m sorry for your loss. I hope you are able to nurture yourself now. It takes a lot of time because yo also heal from your experience.

[@elizabethhannah4704]

Oh Yes indeed, my brother passed away on his birthday this year and I was there for my SIL. Such a hard time for my brother, SIL and family. Support was like "crickets"!!!! I was close to my brother and I share that with my SIL, every day. I most certainly know, first hand, this immense grief and loss because I received my 2nd diagnosis of cancer when my brother was in hospital, dying from cancer. Life is most certainly fragile and a True Gift.

[@missStarch]

I’m so sorry for your loss, and I commend you for caring so totally for your uncle. I know exactly what you have gone thru, and I bet you have had many people telling you it wasn’t your responsibility. I can’t answer for you, but for me it wasn’t an option not to step in. Rightly or wrongly. Either way, you made your uncle comfortable as he progressed on… and we all know dying is not easy. The person I cared for, wished that in my time of passing, I too would have love and help. So I wish that for you too. Xx

[@CMackenzie-e5u]

@@missStarch I want to thank you so very much for your beautiful, beautiful message which really touched me so deeply. It's so true that it is a very harrowing time and it is all-consuming when caring for a loved one at the very end of their life but as you quite rightly said, it was unthinkable to me not to help and support him as much as I could. He had metastatic pancreatic cancer and died just after 3 months from his diagnosis. I did everything I could to try to enhance his quality of life in his final weeks but sadly, I was fighting a losing battle which was painful to bear witness to. What a beautiful message that the person you were caring for wished for you to be enveloped in love and support. I very much wish that for you too, am I'm sure it's not for a long way off yet. Thank you so much for wishing that for me too. Even though we've never met, your words and your kindness have meant a great deal to me. 💜

[@margaretdumbreck7191]

“ Metatron’s duvet of light “ I will never forget sitting in desolation after my dear husband’s passing and the very real feeling of love as I was wrapped around from behind and held in what seemed like a huge blanket. ❤

[@danielfolkens5639]

I expereienced that exact feeling after my granny's death. I could even smell her bath powder.

[@vanessaware1272]

Dear Amanda, my condolences and love to you and your loved ones. I'm currently dealing with 3 elderly parents.. very worrying at the moment ❤

[@SonniaStewart]

You take care of yourself and your family. We all love you ❤thank you for all your hard work. May God Bless you.❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@lindablack4697]

Dear Amanda, I saw your video early this morning. It suddenly dawned on me that the Universe showed me the title of your video on Loss and Grief. Today it has been 8 years since my Mom has died. Thank you for everything you do and being your beautiful authentic self. Much love and blessings to you through your journey.

[@grateful2021]

Thank you for this message today. My husband passed from Cancer October 30th. Diagnosed on October 11th. The Drs said he had it for a while. Just no symptoms until now. My heart is breaking. But I am taking it one day at a time. ❤

[@AmandaEllis]

One day at a time much love to you. Xx

[@julieprince5538]

Much Love to you ❤ I put my energetic arms around you ❤️‍🩹

[@clarechristian6398]

So sorry 😢

[@sasseveria]

Dear Amanda, my condoleances for the loss of your friend Julie! So sorry to hear about the diagnoses of your father. How truly remarkable you still offer us this video full of guidence while you are going trough so much❤Thank you, sending you lots of Love & Strength

[@katmayful]

A loss coming up.. Waiting. My husband very ill...my sister is ill ..we have to look after ourselves... Take each day as it comes.. Lots of people going through this process.. It's hard.. Sending love to all who are going through these times.. Thanks Amanda . Take care x

[@anniehall6067]

Hi Amanda. Your messages today reminded me of the journey I have walked these past 6 years - so much loss and challenge and the need to be kind to oneself. My role of honour - that I have managed to roll through and survived thus far - started with a cheating husband (again), a nasty divorce full of acrimony and not in the least honouring a lifetime together of 40+ years, losing my sister in law to cancer, moving house, losing my father, then my mother a few months later and one of my dogs and then getting a breast cancer diagnosis last year. I say this not to big myself up but rather to add that I learnt to accept help to get me through and I really felt the love and support from my children and wider family and friends as well as from a life coach who got me back on a new track. I asked for help from Jesus and the angels and they sent me the right people. I am a positive person but boy was I tested! Hang in there Amanda, be kind to yourself and accept all the help you are offered and need. God bless and I send you love and hugs. Xx

[@AsterRama]

Thank you, Amanda for being frank with your current situation. For sure, take good care of yourself and your dearest ones. We appreciate that you still try to connect to us, in anyway you can, we appreciate all that you do even while going through the challenges in life we all go through, the price for being human. God bless you and yours, we love you and all that you do.

[@maralynyazzie836]

My brother from another mother passed almost two weeks ago...he came to me in a dream to say he was happy and I'm assuming pain free(prostate cancer). I am happy that he is doing well and appreciate his message. I continue to have dream contact with others who've passed over the years knowing that we continue on.❤

[@juliesmall1565]

Dear Amanda I am so sorry for the loss of your best friend Julie and send love to all her friends and family. My beloved Dad died 2 years ago and as he was passing I sprayed the rainbow bridge spray and also the Christ light spray over him. The moment was beautiful and very humbling as his eyes widened like a child in wonder, he reached out to shake hands with someone. This was so like him he was such a gentleman, not one for hugs, he was always polite and reserved. I will never forget it and has helped me realise there is nothing to fear. ❤

[@freetobe8345]

❤️🤗❤️

[@GerreWolff]

Amanda, in my 82 years of life experiences there is something I observed when there has been grief of death. I lost five people in less than six years. I Juggled and juggled my emotions. Several years later I had the loss of one person. That put me into not just a hole , but into a void. Dealing with one was much harder than it was dealing with the five. You will have the strength to handle All that you are now dealing with. Bless Be.

[@wereshem-ankh9063]

My condolences for the loss of your dear friend. I wish your father support, love and resilience and I hope that your scan has a good outcome. Be gentle with yourself Amanda, you are loved and supported. May the wind be at your back for the smooth sailing.

[@clairecreightoninfinityhea2594]

Dear Amanda, I am so sorry for your loss ❤ You are an inspiration and a truly authentic leader ~ thank you! Two years ago I lost my soul sister; her life was taken away from her tragically. I spent the next few months mostly on my own dealing with the shock & grief. Then five months later, during a breathwork session I literally felt the moment that my spirit returned and I could 'jump back into life'. Sending you so much love x

[@jsanta7339]

Sending you prayers and healing energy to your entire family.

[@lighthousemassageSA]

Thank you for honoring your grief and teaching us through your authenticity, Amanda. Holding space for your journey and healing as you have done for so many of us. 💜💜

[@Ostarahouse]

The 2020s have so far contained a lot of grief, personal and societal. I will be praying for you and your father, and I'm so sorry for the loss of your friend.

[@evansgwen1123]

My thoughts and prayers for you at this time. And your father Amanda Bless you ❤️

[@jnicholson00]

I’m glad what I put helped in some way. I felt for you, but wanted to remind you that the separation is temporary. I miss entities too, human and animal. I follow the advice of The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, - lay with your head to the magnetic North for 1 hour a day, concentrating on the body above the chest. Then lay with you head to the magnetic South for 1 hour a day, concentrating on the body below the chest. I truely believe it helps the cells of the body to realign (to go back to factory settings) and re-new. ❤️💡🙏Julie 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 in New Zealand

[@AmandaEllis]

xx

[@carolsaia7401]

Interesting.

[@awatts8980]

Take care Amanda x my mum died in March,the day before my birthday. Even though I am not afraid of death due to being a real Earth Angel, tears still well up every now and then and I wonder where she is. I had a secret miscarriage some years ago and I know they will be together looking after me. I am an energy healer and just going to any hospital is very overwhelming let alone having to go to the hospice but I did it for my mum, and I knew she had been waiting for me to get there The cat next door was ill, and last Friday I was honoured that she insisted on bringing her owner to me so I could translate a message of her love to her human mum. She said she had stayed as long as she could but she was ready to go, She passed later that day and my neighbour thanked me for helping her to feel better about it xx

[@sandyatkins4770]

Amanda I do hope your prognosis is a good one. I will be praying for you as I am sure many others will too. So sorry to hear about your father. I am glad you are supporting yourself and taking it day by day. You will intuitively know what you need. Thanks for all the beautiful work you have done. Much love 💜 from me.

[@michaellamorris5347]

Dear Amanda, I am so sorry for your loss. I wrote this poem back in 2018 after experiencing many losses over the years, after the loss of my third beloved Akita, and as I watched myself go through the process of grieving yet again. I hope in some small way it helps. May your beloved best friend rest in peace. Sending prayers for you and your Dad. The Internal Paradox How can it feel like an eternity Has passed since you were here, And yet, still feel like it was only Yesterday that you were near? How can it feel like everything Is the same, like nothing’s changed, And yet, still feel like nothing Will ever be the same again? How can a cherished memory Fill my heart with so much love And joy and gratitude, and yet, still Leave an ache that never goes away? How can it be, when I am standing Strong throughout, that a simple Message of a cardinal or a penny Will bring me to my knees? How can it be, without you to see or touch or hold in this 3rd dimension, That I can love you even more Than I ever did before? Because... It is only the illusions of dimension And of time that separate us, As you wait patiently for me Just beyond the Rainbow’s Veil. Because... Love never, ever dies, Sometimes it is only waiting, And in knowing this through my human heart, My eternal soul rejoices!

[@sharonolver6159]

Bless you Amanda, my love and understanding to you xxx From my personal experience stepping away within the bandwidth available to me in each moment and just sitting with it and allowing a flow allowed me the space I need to process what was coming at me. Quan Yin energy I find a quiet strength and I have dove under that duvet many times.

[@danielfolkens5639]

This opening took my breath away. I also lost a dear friend named Julie this month. Tears, laughter, grief, even a bit of relief for her that it went so quickly from diagnosis to death. Sadness when i need to hear her voice and realize i can no longer just dial the phone. This is a wave and i just hold on and ride it. Dear Amanda, i am with you in spirit and so glad that you are honoring your own process.

[@TeresaAnn.010.]

I also lost my friend Julie less than 2 weeks ago, Love you all ❤

[@AstOak125]

Thank you for this video, Amanda. I am in a deep grieving and death season of my life, and I feel soothed hearing you speak and share from your own life, and about the universal energy of grief in general. My heart goes out to you, hearing about your loss of a close friend and your father being diagnosed with cancer

[@gailfotheringham6150]

So sorry for your loss. I lost my dear mother this year in June who I was lucky to have for 53 years. I began a journal for the first time earlier in the year when I knew her time was limited - I use it to talk to her and tell her what’s been happening. I know she knows anyway, but I find it very comforting as I have no family. She was and is my world and were very close - more like sisters really. I miss her dreadfully but glad she’s at peace and not suffering anymore . Blessings to you at this time xx

[@angelakapler2997]

Thank you Amanda. I have listened to you for a long time and I appreciate all the information you relay. Rain or shine, there you are feeding us hope. Our 3D world constantly challenges us. Take the time you need. Your people understand!

[@robertpallag2211]

Thanks

[@AmandaEllis]

Thank you

[@robertpallag2211]

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[@catherineanderson77]

Dear Amanda, Thank you for your video on grief and loss and taking your precious time to share with us. Sending much love and healing light to you!!! 💕

[@jilly3511]

Bless you Amanda. Thank you for your shining light that you share with us. Sending my shining light back to you to keep the black dog away.

[@dawntripp1974]

I’m sorry for the difficult times you are going through now. I am glad you are taking this time for yourself. Thank you for modeling taking time for yourself. So many need to see this!! Sending love to you, Amanda! 💕

[@janedilorenzo4362]

Dearest Amanda and Family Sending much love and strength that will unfold in the days ahead as your life will require new and challenging moments, may the beautiful teachings you have given me sustain and nourish you. With Love, Prayers and Blessings

[@leendeblue]

Please do a video on depression in the future. I’ve been through many losses in the last two years and I feel I’m losing the battle with the black dog energy and I miss the life I used to exist in that feels may never return. Thank you so much for this video.

[@rosequartz7841]

Me too. Depression😢❤

[@julieprince5538]

Your words resonate with me so much, I have those same feelings. Much Love 💝

[@andreaguimaraes1560]

Me too. Feeling the same 😢

[@robertlloyd9236]

Amanda you look really healthy healing and prayers 🙏 for you keep frequency high 🙏

[@holymoley460]

And I wanted to say thank you for this. My sister died unexpectedly in Sept. Only 54. Been struggling. I know listening to this vid will help me immensely. Xx

[@AmandaEllis]

So sorry to hear that - much love x

[@holymoley460]

Thank you lovely.

[@elizabethhannah4704]

Dearest Amanda, You are such a Bright Light in this World that I want to send unwavering "volumes" of Love and Support to you in the loss of your dearest friend Julie and the shock cancer diagnosis of your father. All Love and Hugs from Australia 🦘🦘🦘🦘🦘🦘❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤.

[@simplyfreedom171]

Such an important message for these times. Everyone needs to be taking great care of mind, body and spirit now. Quan Yin...who we need to help us be more compassionate than ever!

[@rhondamurray6507]

I experienced several losses from 2016-2020. I have only recently started processing my emotions from these losses. My husband 2016, My ex-sons father 2019, my aunt I cared for 2020. Thank you for this video. Sending love and gratitude from North Carolina, US!!💜🙏💜

[@juliehale9491]

Ah Amanda I’m so sorry for your loss and when your already down with your fathers diagnosis and your own uncertain health. God bless and please you must take your own time with the help of your spiritual community and family to process all of this .

[@ginadeacon9920]

Love, light, healing, love, prayers 💯♥️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@janetodonoghue408]

It is in my lowest moments that I have been most blessed. Do not hesitate to go there and it will pass. So will joy. So will everything. All we can do is live to the fullest and injoy this remarkable ride we call life.

[@Tmf5549]

Take care of you and your family. We aren’t going anywhere and we will be here when you get back. I will use my light for you in every aspect of life knowing how much light you bring into mine. ❤️

[@rachelhartwig1]

Sending you lots of healing and protection. I am so grateful for you and these videos. ❤

[@nixynyx]

When I was 24 I was hit by a car and had a near death experience, I am 50 now and I can close my eyes at any moment and be back in the feeling of that experience.. I do not fear death because I know what awaits. ❤ Much love to you Amanda x Speaking of recording memories, a few years back I spent days going through all the photographs collected over the years and wrote on the back of them not just names and dates but memories of the people, and the day the pic was taken. I continue to do this so that my kids have a record of how I felt at that point in time.

[@HazelHenry25]

Thanks Amanda - I totally relate to your feelings..... blessings and a big hug xx

[@micheleemberger1034]

Ohhhh Amanda… I m sooo sry for the loss of your dear friend, and your dad s health as well as your health!! God bless you dear sister! My love n prayers are w you! 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️

[@lelenkuthazulu]

Keith and Dr Travis, if that is how the Church was perceived in America, as a Church for the scum of the Earth, I believe that I am in the RIGHT CHURCH. Thank you Dr Travis for sharing your story, am Catholic, have always been but my faith grew and strengthened even more after listening to you. Take care and God bless you.

[@georgiadow6157]

Amanda, I just love and so appreciate you. I am 80 and full of vibrancy and life, here in California. Thank you for such a deep and personal sharing around grief and loss as dealing with loss is something we must all learn to handle well because as you said, it has its own toll if we don’t. I love you. Georgia.❤️

[@dianemichelle9222]

Much love and light to you as you grieve the loss of your friend. ❤

[@belleimage-n7w]

Thank you for making this video, Amanda. I've been following you on and off becoming a more regular presence in the last year. I've been processing grieve, loss and struggling with hardships myself. It is so very important to have the understanding of processing trauma in a simple wa while everything and everyone is pushing you to get over it. Loss changes you. And not always this change is welcome. But you need to go with it or lose your sanity. And this flow clears the space of other people, activities and mindsets you can't maintain or take with you as you go along. Grieve and loss teaches us to honour life indeed. I won't say "Stay string". I wish you smotth transition, healing and having the support you need right now. Thank you for making us part of your journey 🤍

[@leannelyons4288]

Blessings to you, your family and your Dad. May his successes shine brightly now to cherish. ❤🙏

[@lillianakersborg4001]

Thank you for this very lovely and uplifting message. I couldn’t help feeling that it helped you in your grieving to talk about it, and it helped the rest of us to bring balance. With love and appreciation for your openness.

[@jeannefreemantle6234]

My thoughts are with you and your family at this time, give yourself as much time as you need. Also thank you for this channeling on grief, I know only too well the depths of grief so many loved ones have passed on, but my biggest loss is my adult son 4 years ago and I am learning that my grief will always be with me , I am just learning to live with it, take care Amanda you give so much to so many 🙏💕

[@elizabethhannah4704]

Dearest Amanda, I'm thinking of you and sending you the Love and Light of the Universe, to console, "carry you" in its Rainbow "Arms" etc. All Love and Support to you and your Father and your Dear Family. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@ellenanneshapiro3939]

So so much love to you Amanda. Thank you for offering your wisdom and,leadership even as you navigate your own craft through the,waters of grief, loss and transition. May you be warmly held by Spirit and loved ones...sending light. There is no right or wrong way to grieve, but it is important to be compassionate and tender with self and seek nurturing support. Restorative yoga, qigong, meditation..grief is as youbsay, very physical

[@gildapat5442]

Heartfelt condolences, hoping much grace & love & light be sent your way. Listening to & resonating with your videos for over a year now. Love your topics but also your presentation, always done with much grace & love & light. Be well. ❤

[@carriekane6801]

Sending love and healing to you Amanda. ❤

[@LUV733]

Thank you for your depth of sharing of your loss of your beloved friend and your Dad's illness, and love & support to you on your healing path Amanda. Your sharing is hugely comforting to all of us who have lost loved ones in our lives. My husband died 26 years ago when my children were 12, 10 & 8, then we lost my youngest brother and my stepson. It's been a tough journey & one of my sons has suffered very difficult mental health challenges sadly. I keep my heart open and never give up hope that healing, hope and renewed joy for life is always possible 🙏 Much love to you Amanda, and everyone here 💖🤗🙌✨️

[@annerodgers8529]

Sorry for your loss and your Dad’s diagnosis 🙏👍❤

[@suecolton6531]

Amanda. Thank you. I continue to send my love to you and to all those that need it and to our community here 💜💜💜

[@pollyharper8136]

Hi AMANDA..I have followed you for a long time but rarely comment...In the past 7 years I cares for ex husband during lockdown, cancer who passed..then lost 3 more close friends and recently my sister...yoga, regularly meditation , breathwork, talking to like-minded friends has helped me enormously with grief and.loss..it never goes away , but finding the tools to handle it...I have wanted to bury myself in a hole, many times but I only have one son and I had to be strong for him..plus I have two gorgeous granddaughters..I just felt compelled to say.this. sending love and understanding to you and your situation..I.lost both my parents in the sane year when I was 43..and other members of my family ..not soo after..I know about grief and my spiritual path has helped and supported me..plus the Astrology, currently is all about endings and rebirth..with love and blessings to you and all❤

[@Craftyone59]

Yes that big black dog rearer’s his head so easily and it’s hard to put him down! Take care of yourself and positive thoughts for your dad ❤

[@katelynnvifquain9629]

I find your comments about Quan Yin so intuitively on-point, at least in so much as with what I've learned about her through my studies in Chinese Medicine ... indeed, as you share, she is the goddess of compassion, and is associated with the wood element, particularly yin wood, which is symbolized by a vine and its attributes (soft wood that has an internal strength yet also softness that allows for flexibility and accommodation as needed). Wishing you all the soft, gentle strength you need to support you in your grieving and healing process at this challenging time 💛💚💛

[@Bl3ss3d333]

You are so loved and appreciated Amanda ❤My condolences, support and prayers… light and comfort surrounds ✨✨✨

[@Soulkirby7]

Dear Amanda, I have followed you for quite some time and though i rarely comment I would like extend my condolences for your loss of your friend and send my light to your Dad. I lost my dad two years and know the pain. Still dealing with it but have gotten better and accepted it. Hope you spend as much time with yours and cherish those memories. ❤❤

[@alyssadelozier2]

Thank you for this video. Grief is something I never understood until my mom passed recently. I feel your pain and you feel mine

[@sarahdemaurice4571]

Very sorry Amanda that you are going through so much emotional turmoil. You will be in my thoughts❤

[@MayaMaya-om2vv]

Thanks for your calm, solid, sensitive broadcast here, for grief and self care. I meet you on another platform, but I send loving hugs to you here too... It's interesting, as I unexpectedly found myself on a weekend of 'The way of council'... Integrating old traditional, more tribal ways of speaking & listening, in a loving circle set up... Not new agey, but with gentle or fierce authenticity... Talking from the heart... Any subjects can be shared, but a lot of grief needed to be expressed there... From experiences of many years old, as well as more recent... A healing time of holding & recognition in what was in this case, a temporary aware community... Not just shared and sometimes held, within family or close family circles, as is often the case in our current time... And therefore helping in a wider sense, with love, respect & protected openness. I would love future closer communities to be able to have such circles, as they did in many much smaller communities in the past. It would also promote bonding and authenticity, to encourage and sustain community and promote more mutual care. 💜🐉

[@ciarannolan2513]

Thank you Amanda for your beautiful energy, wisdom and for sharing your personal feelings & processes at this time of loss. I am sensing that ‘Self love’ is key at this time - tuning into the wisdom of what feels right for you is a beautiful way forward. Take care and thank you for being so generous 💛

[@barborakalincova6527]

That moment with girl in the make up shop moved me to tears.

[@juliebeyer2341]

Amanda, my condolences for your loss. And oof now with your dad and your personal health. I went through a similar period in my life of multiple losses / health issues recently and also have a public following and can 1000% relate to limited capacity and needing to change the ways you do things. I wanted to say I love your videos so much. I appreciate your wisdom, grounded, balanced, very loving and deeply authentic approach that is refreshingly non divisive. I see your channel as like the spiritual news station. I love it! Thank you for shining your light into the world. When you are ready, I am looking forward to more videos on all the topics when it is in best alignment for you. So often when I see something in the news I immediately wonder what you would bring through on a video on the topic. My wish is for you to do a video one day on the lost tomb of Cleopatra and the efforts underway to find it. Sending so much love, prayers and healing xoxo

[@holymoley460]

Just started the vid. Wanted to send you love, love, love and hugs. Xxx

[@TracyMillsLoveLotusOracle]

1/11 was the 25th Anniversary of my Mums death. She was only 64, & at 31 I felt orphaned & still do at times & I’m 56! I was at a Qigong & Samhain Sound Bath on that evening. I nearly never went, can’t be bothered (black dog) also having a sinus & chest infection, dark nights. But, It really helped. Samhain, honouring the Ancestors. As we lay down for the sound bath, I saw the Ancestors surround us in a circle, holding hands & the light beings they were, the light intensified in their Heart Centre & it beamed into the centre of our circle. I felt held, supported, loved & healed. We may not always feel them around, especially when we are grieving, but they are. Grief, the energy of Love. Love, Laugh, Cry, they are all because of Love. Hoping you feel the Love in this challenging time. 🙏🏼💞🪷🕯️💜x

[@RosemarySpires]

Thank you Amanda, love your videos. My prayers and healing energies are being sent to you and your family, your friends family and yes to the world. Take care of yourself first, you can only be there for others when you have something in your cup. Love and blessings.

[@bberlin29]

In my 20's I sudhdenly lost my mom. 7 years after that my father, and in the following 5 year all my grandparents. To this day, I still cannot comprehend how I managed to deal with this relatively alone and ultimately being at peace with the circumstances, despite the respective issues and lessons that had to be learned from each of them. This has lead to the fact that death is as beautiful to me as birth, however bizarre and taboo that may sound. I send you my heartfelt condolences and lots of light ❤

[@AmandaEllis]

It strikes me that the pile on Metatron describes is also many deaths at once sometime. Beauty and appreciation in the destruction and ashes x

[@bberlin29]

@@AmandaEllis So true, to be honest I never had the opportunity to experience so much closeness, humbleness and overwhelming love whilst being with their bodies.

[@jenniferforde8203]

Smooth sailing sweet lovely Amanda...sending you all love ❤

[@CaitoKal]

Thank you Amanda, you wonderful soul

[@rachelwallace9834]

Dear Amanda, I am so sorry for your loss. I was waiting for videos and noticed the "hole" of your absence and was worried and when you posting loss and grief my heart sank for you and for us all. Thank you for making this video to help others even in your time of grieving you are an angel. Sending you love and strength. ❤ Protection spray is so helpful these days.

[@kathleentsatsaronis8193]

So sorry for your loss 😢 I'll pray for you and your family 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 things get better

[@elinekornelisse3421]

Thank you for your loving messages around grievance and loss. We’re never alone in it. You just showed it to us. All the angels help too. Sending you so so much love. Knowing Julie will still love you too. ❤❤❤❤

[@stevethompson8929]

Sending you so much light and love Amanda❤

[@deannaforseth3313]

I have so many words, but it seems redundant. I love you. I am with you. Be the model. We are ONE. Thank you.

[@catevanscuisine]

An excellent teaching, Amanda. Thank you. 💖 I lost my dad literally 1.5 hours before Fathers Day 2018. Barely had my brother and I processed that, than we lost mum 20 months later, then the lockdowns came and all the events and behaviour connected with that. In June this year we suddenly lost our stepmum, and as a family we've lost a number of friends and loved ones quite suddenly this year (including a suicide), and over the last 2/3 years. With each one I have become increasingly desensitised and more accepting and philosophical of what is to come tho I am grateful that they are still in my heart and mind. Perhaps that's my coping mechanism. Let's face it, for many of us in the collective life has been tough, and yet as spiritual warriors we don't give up and we wear our battle scars with pride. Bless you, Amanda. 💖

[@jothompson9122]

Lovely heart felt advice Amanda. With regard to sleeping I use either the Christ Consciousness Deck or Mother Mary deck (as each have a very soft energy) . I shuffle before bed asking for one card to help me sleep and heal. Which ever leaps out i place on my bed by my pillow . This energy has been a ' game changer' for me in drifting quickly off to sleep and staying asleep. Hoping it can help others xx

[@gemini6ish]

My heart goes out to you and your family . I pray that you and your father , that those test results come back with good results. This was such a good video . Thank you for sharing such an personal part of your life. Sending you a warm hug ... healing and strength. 🙏❤😌

[@Suzy-y7t]

Go gently dear Amanda - love and light 🤍🕯️

[@annetaylor-h7c]

Blessing for your journey at this time ❤

[@angiecraig2193]

Thanks Amanda sending love and light to your and your family and also Julie’s family 😢

[@janr2133]

We are with you in your grief and sorrow and hold you close to let you know you are not alone in your loss. 13 yrs ago my sweetheart of 32 yrs suddenly died of a massive heart attack while walking down our hallway and I still cry for the lost shared memories, funny knowings we shared, interrupted plans and dreams and so much more. I’ve learned it’s ok that I still cry now and then for all the things I miss but I also laugh at the new grandson we have, I enjoy the rainy days and look forward to the cozy days that are soon coming. Life is different now and I am still alive but waiting also to move on to my next reality with no fear. Hang in there, it ebbs and flows so take the good days and smile along with the sad ones they remind you how much you can love! Wow I’m so lucky to have loved someone so deeply and profoundly 🤗

[@kcb8862]

Thank you so much for taking the time to reach out to us during such a challenging time. Your sharing with such candor and openness is of comfort to many at the moment when we are all hoping for you to be comforted and embraced and as Metatron said” be wrapped in a duvet of Love and Light!”💞💞💞

[@KELLSEY444]

Amanda, I'm so sorry you lost your best friend. Obviously, the other challenges you face will be affected. I know you will be able to touch in, but it won't be the same as having a cup of tea and a hug. When I lost my best friend (my mama) I didn't realize how much of an effect it would have on my future perspectives. Be gentle with yourself. I decided to dance every morning, I'd been dancing as entertainment for my mom most of my life, she always laughed at me, I know it kept the veil of depression at bay after she had gone.