Physical Manifistations of Grief | Death of a Spouse

[@MsKae-tf8rw]

I just lost my husband and I've been trying to process it all and I guess finds videos that will make me feel a little better..its not really working but I found your video and I've watched several and let me start by saying first your loss. 🙏 Second thankyou for me being so transparent and honest with your grief you have brung me peace right now and although its temporary I have hope for the future..Thankyou 💜

[@lifeofweez8225]

Ms. Kae` I remember doing the same thing. I was search for someone to relate to and I had such a hard time finding content out there. We are out here though, sadly so many of us going through this loss. Sending prayers and hugs to you. Hang onto that hope. I know sometime it comes and goes but hang in there. Keep those around you that love and support you. You are strong.

[@corinabrian6715]

I am so glad you decided to do this. It is helping me trough the grieving process. I know we have both talked about how the simplest things will make us cry. Even if it is something beautiful, we cry because we can't share the beauty with our loved one. . .i hope this is not inappropriate, but here goes . . .we have talked also about how, although we are not suicidal at all, we also wouldn't care if we died tomorrow because the pain is so great. I know that there are differences in a grieving widow and a grieving mom, but there are lots of similarities also. We are the two people who loved him the most!

[@lifeofweez8225]

No, not inappropriate at all. I actually am trying to figure out the best way to talk about that in a video-- without everyone calling the police ha! It is true though. It is different for us but also similar in most ways. It is so empty without him.

[@makeishabanks6906]

Thank you for your videos. I’ve been a widow now 2 years and 3 months. I was 42 when it happened. I had a rough day today at work. I’m the only “single “ person there and most of the woman there are younger than me and in the stage of of having kids. My coworker informed some of us today that she is expecting her second child. I gave her a hug and congratulated her and I am genuinely happy for her but I couldn’t help but feel sad because I don’t have my husband and we didn’t have kids due to complications on both our parts and we also lost one. I just feel out of place at times and like life has passed me by. He was my best friend and I can’t even begin to explain how lonely it feels at times. Lately I’ve been wonder what is my purpose for living at this point. I’d never commit suicide or anything like that just wondering what purpose I have at this point and honestly just not wanting to go on without him. Sorry for the rant. I know you know exactly how I feel. Only widows or someone who has lost someone dear to them know how it feels.

[@lifeofweez8225]

Makeisha Banks yes, I have been there... more than once. It’s like how can time keep going if they aren’t here. It feel as though you are stuck just watching your life happen but its not right. Sending many hugs to you. Not having children with Jake was one of the hardest things for me so I’d imagine what you are feeling there. It’s amazing how strong we are. Not because we decided to be but because we just are and have to be through this. You are strong. Many hugs!!♥️♥️♥️

[@makeishabanks6906]

Life of Weez Thank you for your kind words and I am sending hugs your way as well. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Hope all is well with you.💕

[@lifeofweez8225]

Life is good thank you! I still reflect and have my hard moments for sure but there is so much light in my life now. Hang in there ♥️

[@osirisbarre5564]

A panic attack is a series of adrenaline dumps without normal triggers. Read about adrenaline dumps and you will hopefully better cope with panic attacks. Thanks for the video btw and my condolences

[@lifeofweez8225]

Osiris Barre thank you for the advice. It’s important to get all the information you can to deal with them. Luckily the attacks are pretty uncommon or non existent for me now but you never know when something will trigger you. Thanks again!

[@angelajackson90688]

Lol I love watching u, and your dog is a trip I love him to LOL love u guys

[@lifeofweez8225]

Angela Jackson ha ha aren’t they hilarious. My dogs keep me grounded during all this. Love them!

[@Joyhtx]

Just lost my fiancée 8/31/18 and idk I’m just trying to find sum support. And by support I mean Simone who understands my point if view. Idk one day at a time. Day of the funeral I washed my hair and I had so much fall out.. scared me

[@lifeofweez8225]

J Villarreal I don’t know why sometimes I can’t see comments. Obviously I am getting back to you really late. I hope you have had that support. I am definitely sending hugs and prayers your way! Grief is such an up and down rollercoaster and can cause they craziest things. I hope you are doing well. If you have time I’d love to hear how you are. Be strong!