Polaroid (live) ~ original song by Tanushree

Hey guys and welcome back to my tiny corner of the Internet🤗 I know I've taken a super long break from KZbin but now I'm back with some more original music😊 this is a song I wrote over the long summer quarantine we had last year and I don't know why I didn't share it before. I hope you all like it🙃
Lyrics:
Laughing with you
I tend to lose
All my common sense
I look in your eyes
And see the disguise
Your love's at my expense
Days and days
Just fade away
Like that Polaroid I kept
Morning rain
Just numbs the pain
Of all the nights I wept
For you
And if I try to fool myself
While you're thinking bout someone else
Why do I waste all my time over you
And if your just playing games
Why do I still wanna play
You've got me under your spell what do I do
Cuz you're not the one I want
This ain't the kinda love
I used to think this would be
So why are we holding on
Sun's set the night is young
Let's just go our way
That's better anyway
Your shattered smile
Ain't the way to beguile
My heart anymore
You'll leave forget me
So easily
So what do you do this for?
I won't let
You in my head
Just go I will survive
That's it your gone
I'm moving on
I won't give up the fight
No more
And if I try to fool myself
While you're thinking bout someone else
Why do I waste all my time over you
And if your just playing games
Why do I still wanna play
You've got me under your spell what do I do
Cuz you're not the one I want
This ain't the kinda love
I used to think this would be
So why are we holding on
Sun's set the night is young
Let's just go our way
That's better anyway
Laughing with you
It made me choose
Who I wanted me or you
And if I try to fool myself
While you're thinking bout someone else
Why do I waste all my time over you
And if your just playing games
Why do I still wanna play
You've got me under your spell what do I do
Cuz you're not the one I want
This ain't the kinda love
I used to think this would be
So why are we holding on
Sun's set the night is young
Let's just go our way
That's better anyway