Pregnancy After Loss - Having a baby after a miscarriage

As we lost our third baby in early 2022, we were in complete shock when we found out we were pregnant with our fourth baby just a few months after our miscarriage. In this video, I go into detail about the anxiety I felt throughout the entire pregnancy and how I dealt with it.
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[@SalehFamily]

We hope this video helps anyone struggling with becoming pregnant after miscarriage ❤

[@GirlyGirl129]

So happy for your pregnancy

[@haya.suleiman]

Allahumma barik 🤍 beautiful family. Congratulations 🎉

[@stacycamacho59]

Congratulations on the new baby. 🥰🥰🥰 He is so adorable.

[@KnurSy]

MashaAllah🎉 May Allah bless you all sis ! Grant you nek charms who becomes the best of Ummah❤. Have been through smiler incident - listening Quran, dua, trust in Allah made me enjoy the journey. ❤much love to you all may Allah grant Afiya through out labour and all time . Ameen.

[@ohthereyouarepeter1435]

I went through this with my daughter. She's four now. I'm very blessed, as are you 🥰 thank you for your story 🫂

[@cantwaltz]

I can’t imagine a more loving and giving family, and I am so elated that Yusuf has joined you. More Salehs = more hands to bless the world with your generosity.

[@SalehFamily]

That means a lot to us ❤️

[@31_u15]

They aren't the most loving and giving but yeah

[@sashabenoit1518]

Some beautiful and comforting words I've heard to help with the fear during a rainbow pregnancy is "Your womb doesn't have any memory of the loss, your body was built for this. Trust in it and trust in God" 🌈💞

[@SalehFamily]

This is beautiful

[@xxFornaxx]

Congratulations on your blessed new arrival. I supported my daughter and her husband through multiple miscarriages, until they decided they could not continue trying. A little under a year later she realised she was not only pregnant, but tests showed she was further on than she had ever been before. She had a healthy little girl. We feel she is our families blessing , she is named Elsa. It means ‘noble’, ‘blessed,’ or ‘God is my oath.’

[@mariasanchezgran353]

I'm not a mom yet, but I am a medical student, and I find it so heartbreaking too. Being there when a woman is told that she lost her baby is one of the saddest thinks I have experienced in my field, not only because of the baby him/herself, but also because of the blame that patients put on themselves. I make a big effort to repeat, as many times as necessary, that this happens and it's no one's fault. They usually cannot believe how common pregnancy loss is, specially at the beginning, because it has been very tabu and people didn't typically talk about their loss and their grief process before. That's why videos like this are so important.

[@lozl3]

I lost my daughter 4 months ago I was 28 weeks pregnant with her I thanked Allah for what he gave and for what he took from me alhamdullah

[@recitingofquran]

Pakistan

[@mahishaikh311]

May Allah bless u sabar... May Allah bless u miracle baby agn... Don't be upset plz my sis.

[@lozl3]

@@recitingofquran Arab golf OMAN🇴🇲

[@lozl3]

@@mahishaikh311 I’m not alhmdullah I’m happier than ever and I know it was a test from Allah and I know it’s khair for me ..thank you so much sis for ur Prayers ♥️♥️

[@SalehFamily]

Praying for you, I am so sorry for your loss 🥺❤️

[@hilarybeaumont8823]

Our rainbow baby is now 9 and our pot of gold baby (second baby after loss) is now 4.

[@rainshadowgamingart2236]

That anxiety is real. The fear that "this is going to the appointment where I've lost my baby again" is very real. It's so bittersweet holding our rainbow baby. I found out I was pregnant the week I was due with the baby we lost. I hold her today because her sibling wasn't there for me to hold. I'm glad you found your joy during pregnancy. I never found mine. I didn't tell anyone until I was 20 weeks pregnant, I then developed gestational diabetes and as a result of low fluid, had an emergency induction at 38wks. I struggle bonding with her now, though I know I love her and deeply wanted her in our lives. She's likely our last baby due to all the complications and I think that further stole my joy. While people who have never been there can't really understand, it makes me sad that so many women have been in these shoes. A mother's broken heart is one of the worst feelings.

[@SalehFamily]

I am so sorry for your loss, praying for you ❤️

[@Lovelyasdfghjkl]

If you’re having trouble attaching and bonding with your baby you might have PPD I hope you speak to someone and get help. I know I might sound dramatic but you never know. Always remember you’re not alone many women go through this and don’t be afraid to ask for help! No one should have to suffer in silence ❤ I hope you feel better soon

[@iambored678]

I HAD NO IDEA YOU WERE PREGNANT! Congrats! I know it's a heavy topic on this video but still I am so happy for you

[@NanT.00]

I had a miscarriage with an unsupportive partner. It was tough getting pregnant again both mentally and physically. It's so true, I was obsessed with the success of carrying a child to term. I was finally blessed with a pregnancy. It wasn't an easy pregnancy and my child was born at 28 weeks weighing in at 1 pound 15 ounces. My rainbow baby is such a blessing and I am so grateful for my child everyday. They are 15 now and such an amazing person.

[@fatimasualeh5459]

Me too i had two pregnancies a baby girl and a baby boy with unsupportive partner Alhamdulillah they are now grown up.

[@Kuriousfoodie]

I feel you sis . For years my heart hurt after my wife miscarried our first baby. Even after having 2 children later my heart was still broken. Happy for you and your family with your new addition Alhamdulillah 🤲🏼

[@nikitaaltamimi9215]

I remember watching your loss video last year while I was in my first trimester. I cried like a baby, I could feel your pain ( I had two early losses ( 7 weeks ) before this pregnancy ) and I could still not imagine having a loss so late in the pregnancy …. Until we lost our baby boy at 18 weeks pregnancy 😢 Your videos helped me a lot … so THANK YOU for sharing them … I know this hard time is not something we would like to share but I did help me with my own loss. This loss definitely strengthen my faith in Allah and now I am 15 weeks pregnant again- Alhamdulillah . Only my husband , daughter and mother and father in law know about the pregnancy. Just like you described, I am scared of telling anyone bc I still have high anxiety about “what if …” Thank you for sharing your pregnancy with us. May Allah bless you with safe, full time pregnancy and delivery , and a healthy and pious child.

[@allypuri6892]

I lost my pregnancy with my baby Aamir in July 2019 and still haven't tried for another. My time is coming, but I'm not ready yet. This video put words to so many of my thoughts regarding this. Thank you for sharing, and I'm so happy for you and your family on the birth of your newest blessing.

[@wednesday9623]

Currently 29weeks Pregnant with my rainbow baby boy after many miscarriages and the anxiety is never ending. I cannot wait for the day hes in my arms where i can just breathe a sigh of relief. I thank god everyday for another day of pregnancy. Please pray for me that i make full term and avoid NICU

[@ceciliebyberg8569]

Hi from Norway! Thank you so much for sharing your story! I know exactly how you feel. I got easily pregnant with my first child, had a miscarriage 2 years later and I did not get pregnant until 12 years later. Our daughter just turned 13 when our son was born and we were so happy ❤️

[@bushrausman510]

I can sooooo relate to all this. i have had 3 miscarriages b4 i gave birth to our firstborn n the anxiety n stress that i went through everyday till his birth was real. Alhamdulillah today i have 3 kids. Allah has plans for us which only He knows. Alhamdulillah

[@francescastevens3777]

I had a major motorcycle accident when I was 17. I suffered a lot of horrible injuries including a torn fallopian tube & pierced womb. I was told at the time they couldn’t tell if I would have any problems in the future with conceiving or carrying a baby until I tried. Fast forward 15 years to when my husband & I started trying for a baby. We tried for ages with no luck. We went down the IVF route & had 3 attempts on the NHS. All 3 attempts failed! So we decided to save up all year & have another try at the end of the year privately. Again no luck. We continued doing this for 10 years! I got so down we decided enough was enough & we called it quits & accepted we were never going to have a baby! We then completely changed our lives, new home in a new town, in a new part of the country, new jobs & 2 new puppies! 2 years later, I fell pregnant “naturally”! We were completely gobsmacked! How or why did it happen then? We didn’t care, we were just so happy but I was secretly terrified, what if this pregnancy ended up just like all of the others, lost? We didn’t tell anyone until it was too big to hide 😂! I gave birth to a 9lb 8oz miracle baby boy! Words can not explain how happy I was! I was planning in my head for all his brothers & sisters he was going to have now I knew I could conceive & carry full term! However, my happiness was shattered when my baby was just 8 weeks old! My husband was diagnosed with cancer! Needless to say we didn’t or rather couldn’t have any more babies! My son & I only had his daddy in our lives for 4 more years after the cancer diagnosis. 😢 I never thought I would be a widow at the age of 44 with a 4 year old to look after all on my own without any other family to help us! Now 10 years later I have a beautiful, clever, kind & caring son! He is his daddy’s double both in temperament & looks! He is the most precious thing in my life & I love him deeply! I hope your baby boy fills your heart with so much joy & love to heal all the pain you went through like mine does! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@leodawn5913]

I chose to have a baby a little later in life and I did have quite a few miscarriages…but I did end up with a beautiful, healthy baby boy in the end! Everything will be OK. Your body knows what to do. Trust the process.❤

[@DianeTheCanningNana]

My Rainbow Baby is now 29 years old. Everything you said is SO true. I hope more Women begin talking about loss. Thank you Sana 🤗💜 Congratulations on your Yusuf 💜💜

[@kaeliebenson7852]

I'm nearly 3 months with my rainbow baby, I gave birth 15 weeks early to a beautiful baby boy Noah, he fought with all his might for 6 weeks and 6 days, god bless him xxx

[@SalehFamily]

I am so sorry for your loss, praying for you to have an easy pregnancy and delivery ❤️

[@kaeliebenson7852]

@Saleh Family thank you, 😊, I'm glad you did this video makes me realise that I'm not on my own and that a lot of women in the same position do actually feel the same. God bless you all x

[@Amy623]

Congratulations on birth of your son. I've seen the video yesterday and he is adorable Masha'Allah. May Allah bless and protect you and your whole family. Ameen! ❤️ My baby passed away in 2016.. He was 2.5 months old..He is my rainbow baby and a blessing in disguise because I started practicing Islam after I lost him. Being born in a Muslim non practising family I truly feel like he was my blessing in disguise for me to come to Allah. Alhamdulillah, Allah has blessed me with a little girl now. She is 2 months old. 🥰

[@misramujeeb9521]

Indeed with hardship comes ease May Allah ‎ﷻ bless your family both in this world and hereafter aameen 🤲🏻

[@iluuvfuud]

im not a mom or even muslim but i can relate SO much to this right now. thank u for sharing your life & story with us ❤ and congrats on your rainbow baby!!🌈 🌈 wishing you all love, health and peace (PS this pregnancy has not only given you a glow but somehow you’re even more gorgeous! )

[@amycooper1408]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I really struggled after I had a missed miscarriage 2020. I felt so very alone and empty for so long and have really appreciated hearing you. I can relate to so much that you have said. My rainbow baby is now 10 months and I am still trying each day to get over a great fear of losing her. Sending love to your beautiful family. xXx

[@gemmaraine]

It's always incredibly difficult to have a baby after a loss. But you guys are amazing and deserve all the happiness in the world. Blessings and love sent to you all 💖.

[@adriennepuck]

I'm sixteen weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby🌈 Miscarriage is the hardest, most trying thing I have ever been through. But I have found peace and healing through God. Your talking about your anxiety and worries made perfect sense to me. I've been feeling that exactly. Every time we go to an appointment I can't stop thinking "What if there's no heartbeat this time? What will I do then?" When I first found out, I kept saying "if" before everything "If the baby lives..." "If everything goes okay..." and, just like you said, I wasn't allowing myself to be happy or excited. I am working through those feelings and enjoying my pregnancy. I'm so happy for you, Sana. That precious little one came to you straight from the loving hands of God. Bless you.

[@fluffystar1]

You are so brave MashaAllah! I'm just 15 so I'm obviously not pregnant yet, but if I ever had a miscarriage, I don't think I'd have the courage to try again. May Allah bless you and your baby! ❤

[@Alinasinging]

I knew you were pregnant for months, I didn’t ever comment on that because that’s simply rude. I’m so glad you got your rainbow baby, safe delivery and your beautiful family is growing ❤

[@amal1a_]

My beautiful you’re so strong, I’m so proud of you ❤❤❤

[@forktotheoeil]

I loved this video so much ❤️ i am not muslim but i really loved when you said that everything is in Allah’s hands and we are given everything for a reason. thank you so much for this video and i’m so happy for you and your family with the new baby!

[@aimafernandez2390]

I had no idea of your previous suffering. I am really happy for your good moments right now expecting this baby, I hope for you the best!!! All the video was great, but honestly, the last 5 minutes were really emotional, “all that’s going to happen to us has been written …” really good point to remember during hardships in this life. May Allah bless all of you.

[@cambriamckenna4858]

I love yall so much!!! You guys are the most beautiful, kindhearted and genuine people and your channel has brought me so much joy!!! In 2020 I was pregnant with my son Brayden Riley; I was SO, SO, SO beyond terrified of losing him that I didn't tell ANYONE but my partner that I was expecting. I have endometriosis and have had 6 miscarriages in the last 8 years so needless to say; I was so beyond terrified and nervous my entire pregnancy. We made it to 32 weeks and 6 days when we found out that he no longer had a heartbeat and it D-E-S-T-R-O-Y-E-D me to my core. I am still NOT okay and it's been a very difficult last three years. Your videos have brought me so much joy and happiness and I truly feel that had I not found your channel; I may not be here today. I'm still struggling and always will but I'm learning how to grieve and continue on at the same time. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart for sharing your life with us. Congratulations on your beautiful baby boy 💙

[@SalehFamily]

We cannot even imagine what you went through, this brought tears to our eyes. We are so grateful sharing our story has helped you even if it’s a little bit. Praying so hard for you and your family 😭❤️

[@kathrynlongley6161]

I had only recently stumbled upon your videos talking about your loss. I am stunned by your vulnerability, your honesty, and your calling to care for others by sharing your experiences. You have experienced hardship, and it is incredible that you have been able to channel your pain. It will never “go away” and I know that you will never “forget” or “move on.” At the same time I wish you all of the happiness in this world (and beyond) for you all and for the new addition to your family. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@nonnalove]

God picked an amazing family for this child. Love you guys 💗

[@HughMadBro]

Your rainbow 🌈 baby is beautiful! I'm glad y'all kept it for you, he's precious & innocent & you didn't need to be annoyed while pregnant :) ✌🏻&💜

[@lesleycross7135]

Many many congratulations. I am so pleased for you. Love watching your lovely family. I am Christian but really value your insights into your faith x

[@GirlyGirl129]

Sister Allah is with you. Never forget Emaan will wait for you before Jannah

[@aymenkamran]

This is truly such a heart touching video to watch Sana ❤️ You are legitimately such an inspiration to me and in fact, I had the best opportunity to meet you last year at Rib Fest. You are so positive and uplifting and Allah SWT is always the best of planners! Baby Yusuf definitely is a blessing Alhumdulliah. May Allah bless you and your beautiful family and bring ease into your life. Ameen 💗💗

[@SalehFamily]

Subhanallah I was pregnant with Yusuf at the Rib Fest 🥹

[@aymenkamran]

@@SalehFamily That’s so lovely to hear! 💗

[@myshaa05]

You're incredibly strong to talk about it! More power to you and love to your family ❤️

[@khadijabahrouni8381]

I am so glad for you and your loving family. I know that it was dark time so glad to see you overcome it as a family. I love your family. Stay safe 💗💗💗💗

[@trenae77]

I've never had children myself, but I've had family and friends who welcomed Rainbow Babies into the world after loss. The Rainbow term to me always signified the promise of hope and life after disaster. Your little one will be waiting for you when the time comes, but God has granted you another chance to bring life and raise up a precious individual who will hopefully have as positive impact on the world as his parents have.

[@westzed23]

You are such a caring person with a strong family. So many miscarriages happen where the cause is unknown, but know that it is not your fault. I'm so glad that you've become able to enjoy this pregnancy. What a happy blessing to find out about this baby in your Father's home where you discovered you were expecting with your other two babies. Your child is coming into a strong and loving family. Blessings to you all.

[@stephwilliams7654]

Congratulations to you and your family. You truly deserve all the best! I had a lost at 38wks. And I like to think I was privileged enough to carry a real angel.

[@kimberlylove7310]

What causes a lost at that far along in the pregnancy?

[@shimmer4771]

Salam, sister. Just stay positive. It's amazing how Allah blesses us after such difficult tests. The pain of losing a child doesn't have a word to describe it, but you know the love of Allah will forever remain.

[@minelypellot5986]

I already had a little girl when I lost my son 5 years ago. I didn’t even let myself get happy or excited when I would go to my appointments with my next pregnancy cause I thought if I got attached to the baby when I lost it I wouldn’t recover. I regret not being more happy for my second son’s arrival. But he is 3 now and is just the cutest and happiest little boy. I named him after his brother and grandpa who passed way before he was born. Samir Andres. I don’t want to have more cause of the anxiety but I’m happy I got him after the heart break of losing his brother.

[@SalehFamily]

I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for your reunion one day ❤️

[@bearcooley5933]

My rainbow baby is turning a year next month. I felt the same way my entire pregnancy with him. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@marianasanchez5887]

Thank you for sharing your story. Mi baby is 15 months old, he is a rainbow baby and my only son. Before him, I lost my first pregnancy at only 7 weeks. Even though it is not the same, it was sad and as ypu say, it gives you so much anxiety on the next time you try. And i couldnt allow myself to be completely exited. I was so sure the first time that everything would turn out fine.

[@jen7916]

I was watching a video a while back, and I thought “are they having a baby?” I was excitedly hoping that was the case. Congratulations to you all🌈💙

[@rochelleanderson882]

Sana you are truly a beautiful person, inside and out. Through and through. I have so much to say but none of it really matters. You touched my soul. I teared up to this several times. I’m so thoroughly happy that you got your rainbow baby and what you’ve wanted. And that you did finally get to let go and enjoy it. You and your family bring me so much happiness. Thanks for opening yourself up once again. Sending all the love to you and your beautiful family and that perfect baby boy! 💜

[@emiliejenkins9225]

Again you are so strong and your baby boy is adorable ❤❤❤ hes lucky to have you all as his family

[@afifausman_2212]

Im so happy for you. You guys were really strong and mashallah now you now have a son. Giving you all my blessings❤

[@jennifervergados8654]

First, I am so happy for you and your family. This is amazing news and speaking out about your experience is so, SO important and so difficult. Pregnancy is so personal, but culturally, so different. I am sure you have helped and will continue to help other Muslim women. I am not Muslim, but I follow your family because I find it refreshing to hear your stories. I find all culture and religion fascinating. I feel that educating ourselves on all different types of people only strengthens us as humans. Congratulations and enjoy this amazing and beautiful time. ❤️

[@yumnagazdr9421]

My mother had 6 miscarriages nefore me and Alhumdullullah now Iam healthy teenager so I am a rainbow baby 🌈

[@kahsenyah]

thank you for sharing your story; I'm so sorry for your loss but excited for your future. keeping you and your family in my prayers.

[@W1LL1AM_SOLACE]

This happened to my mom a few years back. I can't even imagine how she felt. congrats to u guys and i'm also sorry for ur loss.

[@nataliegrimson2397]

Congratulations to you and Will for the arrival your little one ❤ You have such strength and composure talking about your previous loss and your words will help so many other women, other couples going through this grief. All the best for the future Salah family 💕

[@zanab.]

May there be lots of baraka in Yusuf’s life

[@naimairfan5738]

Me and my husband have started trying for baby. Plz pray for me. It is my first time. So I am scared. I am also a Muslim Alhamdullilah. I hope one day I can have a n amazing family like you one day. Edit : thanks a lot for like.

[@kkrisztii88]

I had a miscarriage after 8 years infertility.. It was terrible... But after 4 month I get pregnant again and my baby is now 4 month old. I didnt enjoy my pregnancy because of My miscarriage but I always told myself , if Allah want to take this baby then it will happen, no matter what... So it gave me a bit peace in the whole 9 month

[@haya.suleiman]

May allah give you sabr for your loss and give you loads of happiness. Congratulations for the rainbow baby 🥺 Allahumma barik

[@zainabwahid1459]

Ma Sha Allah! Deepest congratulations from the bottom of my heart....

[@bhabikhan3209]

To the Saleh family, very sad to hear you had a loss but some of us are experiencing two 2nd trimester losses in a row. You had a happy ending and had a healthy baby mashallah but it's not the same for everyone. Many of us are going through it time and time again and even you cant imagaine how hard that is.

[@Mary-sh2bp]

Rainbow baby. The babies born after miscarriage, because there’s a rainbow after the rain. Beautiful meaning and blessing.

[@biohazardously]

my mother tells stories of the baby she lost between having me and my little sister. i was only 2 at the time, but she says that my sister being born was such a mix of emotion - elation, grief, pure peace and agonizing fear all at once

[@rimauttley4517]

I needed this video today thank you so much! May Allah protect you and your family ❤

[@fatimaslifeline]

You’re strong, congratulations

[@mariathies225]

wishing you a healthy rest of your pregnancy and a good birth and that your family is healthy!!! you deserve all the best ❤️

[@karenjohnson5634]

Bless you!! I saw the other video of you having Yosef! Congratulations! But I understand the anxiety you were going through. I miscarried (I was not as far along as you were) and I was very worried about something being wrong with my rainbow baby. My other pregnancies and deliveries were without complications and I was so worried I’d lose my rainbow baby or something would go wrong in labor and delivery. All I wanted to do was give birth and have her in my arms. Then I felt like she’d be safe. You’re right, you can lose your joy so easily. I’m so glad your baby is here and is healthy! May God bless you and your beautiful family!!! ❤❤

[@orlihersey5812]

Good for you for living in the moment, enjoying and being present in your pregnancy rather then prioritizing your viewers. This is your life and you deserve to experience these magical times without distraction. I wish you and your beautiful family the best!

[@greenhouse326]

Overjoyed for you. May Allah be with you all.

[@aneesa_saleh]

May Allah bless you and your family ❤ I found your first video when I was dealing with the loss of my mom. Though it was a totally different type of loss somehow I felt like you were voicing my feelings. When I saw that you had a baby I cried, I was so happy for you! It gives me hope and reminds me that it's okay to be scared but it's also important to let joy into your life. Thank you for sharing your experience and I pray the best for you and your family 🙏🏼

[@aidadurak5336]

I can relate to this video so much since I went through it not too long ago. Being pregnant with Rainbow baby was hard, scary, and frightening. You said it so well when you mentioned you didn't get a chance to enjoy it. But Allah rewarded me, during Ramadan, the 27th night, instead of going to the mosque, we ended going to the hospital instead at 36weeks6days, and I gave birth to my miracle baby. Alhamdulilah, everything went well since I, too, had an emergency c-section. May Allah Bless you and your beautiful family

[@MaddHeather]

I waited 15 years for my son... two miscarriages prior to him and the anxiety is very real I had it the whole 9 months pretty much till he was born healthy and I could hold him and cry... congratulations to you and your family.. your son is beautiful and definitely a gift from above!❤️

[@rabiaiqbal2431]

I'm happy for you and your family

[@tarikmehmedika2754]

I am so sorry for your loss, me and my wife have lived through one misscarieage last year. I mean she was only 5 weeks pregnant, but still the pain and her tears were just so heavy. Thank you so much for sharing your experience. And also as you said, Allah knows best why it all happened.

[@saminagaffar2024]

Hey....such a beautiful video. Every word you said touches me because I'm going through the loss of my baby last month I had miscarriage whn I'm 2 months pregnant and this is my 2nd pregnancy after 7 years. More complications I m facing in my health. Your words gives me hope that nothing is impossible. Yes Allah's plans are far better than what we think...

[@RedRubyG]

I know how you feel. I too lost my baby at 5 months, he was perfect but just not perfect enough to thrive outside my body. I felt like I wanted to die at the time but found strength thru prayer. Everything happens for a reason. I was terrified to try again but I did…the whole pregnancy was me living in fear but it turned out wonderful and I had a healthy baby girl. Years later, I had a healthy baby boy…

[@brittneyjablonski8915]

Pregnancy after a loss is so hard And the anxiety is there until you see your baby! Congratulations!

[@baxterbunch]

Congratulations ❤️ we had our rainbow baby 10 months ago 🌈

[@ambramarrs7325]

So happy for you- I lost 3 before I had my last daughter- I couldn’t understand why my 1st pregnancy was so perfect and then the next 3 were losses, and my last was a struggle the whole way through- I finally understood 😊

[@beckiesmith5224]

Y’all are such a beautiful family. So sorry for your loss. And congratulations on this new blessing.

[@sigridboschmans767]

So reconagable... my rainbow baby is 19 now. But I still remember the feeling. Good that you put yourself and your family first. Enjoy yusuf xx

[@lianaslife598]

We love you soo much thanks for sharing !!! May Allah increase your blessings and heal all your pain !!!! Mashalla so proud of you 😘😘😘

[@suesmith6136]

I am so sorry for your loss. But I am so happy to hear you are gonna have a Baby again. GOD BLESS you and your Baby and your family.

[@cynthiatejada27]

I remember I had so much anxiety too when I got pregnant with my rainbow baby. I also kept it off social media, only my family and really close friends knew. It wasn't until I was 35 weeks pregnant when I finally allowed myself to enjoy the fact that I was pregnant and about to have a baby 😅. So I completely understand where you are coming from.

[@muneezaibrahim3839]

Thank you sister. This was really helpful. May Allah bless you and your family

[@christinaclanin791]

I think no one really talks about how much you really struggle after a loss and what you go thru when you become pregnant after a loss. I’m very grateful that you shared your story. But you hit on a very good point God knows our beginning and our end and our path/journey getting there for it has already been written. Something that resonates in me from both Christianity and Muslims faiths. Even though I’ve had a brief introduction to the Muslim faith. Keep up the good work you have been doing by inspiring others. May peace be upon you and your family

[@ashwathsuha1912]

I have 2 miscarriages in 2months, baby heartbeat not hearings.please pray for me

[@monalishamondal1741]

Assalamualaikum , yes,I had watched your vedio year age. And Alhamdulillah I'm 6 weeks pregnant and I'm also scare not scare actually too much concern about it .Make dua for my baby .💞💞💞In shaa Allah everything will be fine.

[@theajaoalimat]

Ma Sha Allah! You are so beautiful 🥰🥰🥰 May Allah bless you and preserve Yusuf upon long life and prosperity 💜

[@sarahmorrell2230]

Congratulations. I am so happy for you both xx

[@catherinegee2741]

I have had 3 miscarriages and 2 stillbirths. The losses just gut you. I felt more broken and more useless with each loss. I couldn't give my husband the healthy children he wanted. I'm a devout Conservative Christian and I found myself questioning God. It took me several years and a lot of faith searching to come to peace with God's will. I was so low at one point I told my husband that he could divorce me and find a woman who was not broken and could give him children. He made an appointment with our Pastor for marriage and greef counseling. It was the best thing we ever did. Through scripture I came to understand that God has a plan for all and that my ability to have kids didn't make me useless. Peace and love to all who have lost a child.

[@baseemabaseema1415]

I sit here crying thinking about my son I just lost at 19 weeks. I can’t imagine having the courage to try again. My heart is broken but I know it’s a test from Allah. But that doesn’t make it any easier. I just want to feel normal again.

[@somebodythatiusetoknow2027]

it’s great you have another on the way after so long❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@razanalmasri4884]

Love you inshallah the beby is going to be born healthy and fine machaallah you are a strong woman ❤️

[@nimoosman3220]

Thanks for sharing ..I lost my baby December 22 ..23 .. on his due date ..know it's test from Allah 'still breakdown often ..can't move on ...Alhamdulilah hve 3 kids ..wented more 😢 Alhamdulilah ... my Allah increase my op

[@warmwinter6485]

This is a very very incredibly hard time to get through. Your marriage goes through a lot, so much that it can destroy it sadly.. proper test it is 😭

[@amandawitherspoon3988]

So sorry for your loss. You are so cute with that baby belly. I will keep you in my prayers. I can't wait to see the baby.

[@mannu6364]

Mashallah so happy for u 😢❤ Iv struggled to conceive my third after 10 years but lost at 13 weeks its been 4 years an still waiting for my miracle seeing yours gives me hope may Allah bless him with a long healthy life ameen❤

[@hopejoyinlifeinjesus5357]

Sad because my mom had a miscarriage and I really want to see him or her so bad and I just can't wait to go to heaven and to see him or her I'm just excited to see them can't wait to see Jesus I can't wait to see God I'm very sorry for your lost may God be with you

[@madreep]

My rainbow baby is now 17 and graduating high school in the spring. I can still remember the fear that I had my entire pregnancy. All the way until the end and even afterwards. It's like I was afraid to bond with him. I was so afraid something would happen to him. The anxiety was unreal.