PRETTY CVNT // ANIMATION

[@sashley]

gonna stay semi offline for a bit , got some videos scheduled but thank you all i have been so nauseous all day about posting this, this has been an emotional rollercoaster, ive seen some comments and i think you are pure souls, just thank you so much for the welcoming comments

[@Canary.55]

💗💗

[@vitorpressure]

Great sashleys great sashleys I love like that music cool

[@SSstarbust]

Great animation, @sashley ! :3

[@SpiritArcticfox]

wish you well

[@Abby_Animatez]

Ofc

[@D0VEGUM]

this is one of those animations that’s really spoken with me as of recent. dissociation like what’s portrayed and what you described is something i relate to strongly. the emotions are so strong and especially the shot at the end with ash turning into mortis and then mortis face turning into static was really really effective in showing that. i love this video

[@MoltenLqva]

Same but that's because I am a system lol

[@Lucky_gonewild]

Ooooh that's why I relate to this..dissociation. Great.

[@pupcak3]

I also relate to this

[@MoltenLqva]

@@Lucky_gonewild same

[@corykatto]

I hate dissociation, I wish I was a normal person.

[@SpaceySodaPop]

This is a lovely animation but I just read the description. You did not deserve to go through so much at such a young age, and for people to constantly mistreat you over petty things. I wish the best for you man.

[@Aisha-Nyxn]

I agree! I wish Ash nothing but the best :)

[@bugasoar]

yeah seriously, that’s terrible. especially with the way they explained how they felt and how they portrayed it in this animation, it really hurts knowing people feel this way.

[@IneffableMasquerade]

What is this video about?

[@gabrielultimate487]

Then let's be honest to everyone here. As artistic this animation is, sashley really put a lot of her heart and entire work to her own animations for being out of this world awe-inspiring for over 6 years she's been on KZbin, along with her friends involved.

[@gordonramslay9955]

I discovered Sashley’s channel when I was 12. It was the main catalyst of getting me interested in animation. I’ve now been accepted into animation school. I know it sounds silly but this channel has changed my life drastically

[@K-popOfficial64]

SASHLEY BACK!!!YEEEE!!Your animation so perfect ✨✨

[@Deleted_Eevee]

That’s exactly what’s happening for me rn lmao

[@HORRORSPINPAPYRUS]

Same..

[@CORRODERE]

same but instead of animation its geometry dash levels (idk either)

[@Mortal_Tezer]

Such a powerful video ;( Animation wise, it's just amazing. Your animations contain so many little details that are so fun to look at, and your backgorunds/editing got sm better too its lovely to se Regarding the context and description though, it's just an aweful situation and I'm sorry again that you've had to go through this, I wouldnt wish it on anyone else. I hope with time people will learn to protect the younger from the dangers of being online, sadly being famous isnt the shiny shiny a kid thinks it is. I can only recommend anyone seeing this to look out for their (younger) friends and help this. Ily ash and I'm sorry you've been through so much and feel so damaged now Things are not easy but I'm sure it'll get better, for many reasons. You're an amazing person with a bright future in front of you, I hope you will see it

[@DELETLO]

After reading the description I feel like complimenting this at all would be an insult. I’m so sorry about what you’ve gone through and I hope you’re able to find joy in something else. Stay safe.

[@DolusVulpes]

​@@SmolTwist4492???

[@SmolTwist4492]

@@DolusVulpes They edited the comment, it was about the ash versions, now it's about what Ash put in the description

[@MarvinExtraCrap]

well i mean, like not really cuz you're just complimenting the quality of the animation. not the situation.

[@DELETLO]

@@SmolTwist4492 yeah mb for any confusion 😭😭😭

[@SmolTwist4492]

​@@DELETLOIts ok✨

[@ajaxappeared7895]

also the description holy shit this is one of the best ways ive seen the damages and effects of what fame can do to a young mind. i genuinely feel terrible that a life like this is what you've put yourself to when you were unaware of what it'd become

[@Mia_Mar1a]

I really feel bad for sashley, yes we all mess up as teens but just because she was popular people would tear her apart over stuff, resulting in her mental health being shattered, I really feel bad for her tbh and shes soooo talented, we need to normalize not getting into popular yt peoples lives guys this is so sad

[@MaximillianRobesphere]

Well at least it wasnt puppychan levels of effed up

[@Pipipipeace]

I agree, it’s normal for teenagers do stupid things, but when they do it on the internet it’s like a crime or something and people continue to remind them even after many years. I hope ash can pursue a career and a happy life off of KZbin someday, and I also hope her talent doesn’t go to waste.

[@werrkowalski2985]

This entire mentality is such a problem. There is no reliable community a person like her can rely on, anybody she may think of as a friend will turn on her as soon as they see she committed the slightest "sin" and somebody calls her out as the sinner. Moreover, there is no redemption, ever, she will always be called out on having "sinned", even here you mention that she has done something bad as a teen, people will never let a person like her move on from whatever she has done.

[@MaximillianRobesphere]

@@werrkowalski2985 That just sounds like nihilism with intent to keep her the way she is.

[@oscillis]

@@Pipipipeace Just because someone has "talent" does NOT mean they should pursue it if it causes them suffering. You do not get to decide if someone else's actions or decisions are a waste.

[@FluffyPaws]

The internet is such a dangerous place for a young person and it’s scary to think how easy it is for young children to be able to access it and grow to such a large amount of eyes on them; this age should be a time of discovering one’s self and exploring life and going through challenges, and it’s so dangerous to have a child’s mental struggles and struggles of growing up being broadcasted and influenced by millions. It’s such a scary and vulnerable time and it’s awful how such a toxic and heartless place took hold of such an important time of growth, I truly hope you recover and are able to separate yourself from the hurt developed from the internet

[@gameseeker6307]

Half of us in 2010: behold, UNRESTRICTED INTERNET ACCESS

[@TheGamingArtistIdk_Official]

As a minor, I agree…

[@snipergames9510]

I can relate to that too (discovered porn around the age of 10 bc of youtube)

[@Ilovebirds2024]

EDIT: removed this comment bc it’s mean. I don’t like Sashley that much but it’s true she didn’t deserve the suffering she got

[@SomeThiingRandom]

I love the part where it shows all of her past designs! Its like the old versions of herself still haunt her, I love that detail!

[@h3artb0mby_xoxo]

0:53 the way the ears drop is so smooth

[@Topitout]

Fr

[@xerourio]

SASHLEY POST EVERYONE WAKE UP MORTIS ANIMATION MEMER

[@Thehonoredpirate]

🗣🔥

[@MazKun2003]

IM UP‼️🗣

[@mxk0t0_h3lpp]

@xerourio LUV UR KONATA PFP !!!!!!! >_

[@SOLAC3_AN_ARTIST]

IM UP-

[@tealisbored]

The tweeting is so good

[@Vxmpyycatt]

I love how this animation is more than just a "meme" and represents how she's been feeling over the past years. Sashley youre amazing and i hope you can get the peace you deserve.

[@WellOkaythen.]

In love with the range of expressions in this. They convey the depth of emotion so well.

[@Quartelz9377]

OH MY GOODNESS. I remember seeing the leaked WIPs about this and ALWAYS FELT BAD THEY WHERE LEAKED BUT... I ALWAYS LOVED THIS FROM YOU, FROM THE WIPS IT LOOKED SO COOL AND IT'S AMAZING TO SEE IT FINISHED OHHH MY DAYYSS 😭😭💖💖💖 I know there's a lot of history behind this but I hope you're able to feel better from whatever is going on in your life 💖

[@V3R0N1C47]

AWWWW IS THAT REALLY YOU💗💗💗💗

[@Dogeycorgi]

Sashley, if you need or even want to quit, please don’t hesitate. You deserve the world. None of this should be your problem. Stay safe and keep hydrated and well fed.

[@greenmosquitoes5773]

The description really shows how messed up and corrupted the internet can be, doesnt matter the age either. I hope the best for you and the animation is awesome. Dont give up and hope you feel better overtime.

[@MysticMelody124]

This isn't an animation meme. This is a short film, filled with so much meaning and with sashely's absolute heart and soul poured into it. I don't even really like animation memes anymore. These meaningful and well thought out animations are much more enjoyable to me.

[@ii-pxnera-ii]

i completely agree honestly

[@superraremartian]

no child deserves to go through all that you’ve went through on their own

[@DoomVlad]

I can tell you from my own experience, I think of myself as multiple versions as the years pass. I remember the past, my mistakes, my decisions - faults and otherwise the few happy memories that have been lived intensely. I remember my different versions of myself - I may lack the artistic talent to represent it - I might try it one day. The point is, when I thought about who I was and how much I have changed, figuratively speaking through many iterations of myself in society, it was overwhelming for a time. I was close to panic but then I allowed myself to reflect on it... I accepted that I change and will continue to do so and... who I am is continually a work-in-progress... but it took me a long time to accept it, to be okay with it, I wish I had more patience and not done something reckless to endanger me - but I did, party animal.. and I've come to regret it and not recognize that part of me which caused issues..but after a long time and coming to accept it, I feel better and starting to feel more centered... However, I have not experienced bullying to the degree you have - rumors and lies.. I cannot relate but advise that actions speak louder than words and if you continue to do the best that you can and try to not engage in the lies and rumors spreading about yourself, those will all die down - they might be a constant thing or stop after a time. At least I hope. Great art, nice animation - can see the work you have put in. Wishing good tides and good vibes your way.

[@Shrixxu]

God, this animation is full of emotion and is a work of art. I got chills from this and the animation alone ripped my heart out. Reading the description was heartbreaking too. Sashley, I’m so sorry for everything you’ve had to go through. I truly hope you get the help you need and find peace. Many of us love your work, but more importantly we care about you as a creator and a human. We all wish you the best

[@Zeruk]

OHHH... oh my goosh... u was cooking... U WAS COOKING... genuinely prolly gonna be one of the best most unique animations out there, every scene is a work of art the transitions and everything... pleaseee please take time for urself, u matter more than any platform or whatever, i really wish the best for u :c u shouldnt of gone thru any of that i think its disgusting people jump to such negatives, you are a really nice person, ur so not like what people say, i really hope this time around things will be much better for u :c u absolutely shouldn't feel like this but it makes sense bcz ppl treated u so harshy and it just isnt okay, u stay safe, there is for sure is a way up, things will get better u can do this !! its never too late

[@ALEPHNOL]

Tbh, seeing someone else dissociate this bad alike myself makes me feel less alone. You arent alone, sash. You arent alone.

[@razorbiller]

this animation is great and i see the emotion it encapsulates, the way you drew the expressions so perfectly translate the agony and pain the characters are clearly going through, which is also the agony and pain you are going through. i read the description and i'm just really sorry you had to go through so much mental anguish, let alone as a child. and it still feels like people are praying on you, trying to find fault within every single thing you do and say on the internet. i see people treat your actions as unforgiveable which is so stupid to me especially given your age? i swear if you weren't known as 'sashley' and a 'popular animator' no one would treat you this way, only give you a slap on the wrist and say 'hey don't do that again' or whatever but i digress (i do not want it to seem i'm self projecting with this comment lol) people on the internet have became so desensitized to other people's emotions it feels as if they don't remember that besides these animations or persona someone puts up there is a person, not a robot made to pump out controversial takes or stir up drama. good god it sickens me at this point how much people have been fucked mentally because of the AMC (or art community in general) honestly lmao i feel like this community should jsut be shut down since it's a fucking hazard with all the doxing and harassment and threats idk how the police hasn't been involved in this ;; yeah i feel like this was really rambly and ranty and such too lmao hdjihgihgjidsh but please take care of yourself and try to seek treatment for your health. mental health services around the world are usually subpar but if you find a good psychiatrist and therapist etc i'm sure recovery is possible no matter how shattered your wellbeing is, it's fixable. all the best.

[@razorbiller]

forgot to mention that you're seriously more than "sashley" or what strangers on the internet perceive you to be. i see people telling you to take breaks which is correct, but if you need to completely step aside from this youtube "sashley" bs and you also think that's the right thing to do then please feel free to do so :') i have never had so much people knowledgable of my internet prescence during my time on the internet but i would get quickly overwhelmed by how cruel some people are, and stepping away from all of it personally did help me and my other relatives. please do what you think is best for you and disregard what others on the internet will think about it - it's not about their comfort, it's completely about your's. it's good to gain some sort of distance towards the internet.

[@cyschan]

the description broke my heart :(

[@FluffyPinkCatz]

This animation is both beautiful and represents so much emotion and meaning. I'm so sorry you had to deal with people mistreating and hurting you, especially at a young age. You don't deserve what you've gone through and I sincerely hope you're able to find happiness and to be in a place of right health. I wish you the best!

[@superblooper6989]

bro went on an animation hiatus and came back to SERVE big time ‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥

[@0rb]

THIS IS GORGEOUS WHAT THE COMPOSITION THE EFFECTS THE SHADING ITS JUST STUNNING

[@TheSolarWolf]

The inconsistency kind of adds a lot to this, not going to lie. Stay strong. You’ll eventually piece yourself back together after all you been through. You haven’t become a completely different person and lost the person you once were. You haven’t been rebirth into a shell. You are still the you that started this channel and did these drawings and always have been. You are just lost in the miasma that a hoard of demons thrown you into and you will one day find your way out. The demons of this world won’t keep ya down forever. Just stay strong and stay safe. Better days are always around the corner.

[@krazednova]

Coming from someone who can relate to you. It hurts. Joining the internet at a young age and it causes your mind to get fucked over drastically. It feels like everybody is watching you and waiting for you to slip up so that they can beat you down until you’re nothing. It feels like you *have* to be a people pleaser to pump content out like a machine. To the internet, they don’t view you as a person…at least most don’t. We all make mistakes as kids and I’m so tired of people thinking that kids have to be perfect as soon as they join the internet. *Nobody is going to be perfect, we all make mistakes.* Nobody should hold a content creator at a high pedestal, thinking they’ll do nothing wrong when that’s entirely false. Once again *we all make mistakes, especially at teenage years, we’re all human.* I genuinely hope you can leave the internet peacefully and get the help you want. The internet is a harsh and horrible place when you’re a kid and it makes me regret joining the internet at a young age. I also hope you feel the same way about it too because based off of what you said, it seems like you did. Once again to reiterate towards the comments *We all make mistakes and we shouldn’t be beaten down for them, nobody is ever perfect of a person. In fact, it’s better to tell the creator what they did wrong kindly instead of beating them down until they’re a husk of nothingness.*

[@blueberryjam698]

This is the BEST most well detailed example of PTSD in my opinion.

[@sandwich-o5d]

It is...

[@angieistired876]

I read the description, I can't imagine how damaging going through that at such a young age is. I'm so sorry. You are a very talented and beautiful person, inside and out, and you deserved so much better. I'm so sorry.

[@jewlzwrld]

outside of the amount of emotion shown in this which is amazing, the attention to detail in some scenes like mortis speaking to ash and ash doing things like turning her head or her ears going down is so cool !! this is a beautiful animation n i hope u do better mentally now and in the future

[@labas7480]

i cant stop rewatching, this animiation is so good

[@bones_r_cool]

I seriously hope you're able to find help, and the peace that you deserve. the internet is a cruel place and I don't blame you for wanting to leave it. I wish you all the best

[@ルカたま]

I watched it many times because the animation was so cool. I got goosebumps when Sashly's previous designs came out.😳Thank you for the great video!!

[@FlyingShed101]

this is smoother then mr cleans bald head

[@Official_Neneko]

LMAOOOO 😂😂😂😂😂

[@ZerTheBodya]

Oh, that sucks... I have a friend with paranoia and... depression... And I try to support him in every possible way, despite the fact that I am 15 years old and he is 18. Even if I don't have the words, I try my best to support him... Damn, I love my friends so much... And yes... Public opinion is terrible.... You're always trying to please someone so that society will accept you. But we also forget about our interests and slowly become a "flock of sheep". Do what you like and forget about public opinion...

[@Elizabeth-mf4oj]

Absolutely beautiful work, the coherence was not a needed factor, you are amazing, you do not need to express yourself as happy to me because I can understand people without needing emotional context, you are wonderful and you have survived what many could not, I’m proud of you.

[@Argxt]

this made me cry but in my defense i am really high. i dont even know how this showed up on my recommended but im glad it did.

[@DavinThePerson]

Sashley, you never deserved to go through all of that as a child. You never should have. I'm just hoping it heals overtime and you get better. But before I forget, this is a wonderful animation. It's like eye candy! I love it so much!

[@glock2265]

You're a nice person, Sashley Fuck the internet.

[@shadowthenutjob]

I'm really sorry you went through all of this. I had a sense this animation was deeply personal for you, so I read the description- and I wanted to say, as someone who has gone through a lot of what you have... It can get better. It's a slow climb, and it isn't easy. A few years ago, I experienced what I can only describe as a complete ego death. I wasn't really a person anymore- just an intelligence emulating the last shape it knew how to take. I relate very deeply to a lot of the feelings you're expressing, and as someone who "died" I want you to know that you can heal. You probably won't come out the way you came in, but you can piece yourself back together with time, patience, love and support. It's crucial to find people who will support you. I know how terrifying and exhausting it can be firsthand. I don't know your life, and I never will, but from one broken person to another- there *is* hope. You *can* recover, and grow. You *can* find happiness one day, so long as you are patient and gentle with yourself. We may not know each other, but I am deeply proud of you for surviving this long, and for surviving all that you have. Remember that there is no shame in being hurt. Wishing you the very best. (Your animation skills are impressive, by the way, but I think compassion is far more important than admiration right now.)

[@mistysk1es]

Im so sorry about everything you've gone through. I hope you can recover, We all are here for you, no matter what, Welcome back :)

[@Pikuni]

Yesss Sashley I'm going to buy her 🧸

[@fluffiestars]

Sashley, If and when you do quit, I just want to thank you for all the happiness you brought your community, Seriously your amazing. I think we all just want the best for you, So do what makes you find peace and heal

[@Roxxie]

💖💖💖

[@umhiroo]

Hello roxxie!!!

[@dpllego9692]

Hi roxxie

[@JustSomeoneHi]

oh, hi :)

[@SPARKRIZZLE]

i remember seeing the original storyboards for this - it’s amazing that it was completed and it turned out so well, dude. your work is incredible

[@pineapple3555]

you can really see the pain in this animation, of course it’s still beautiful

[@ruler_of_dcw]

Sashley, I have been a viewer since your earlier days and I wasn't aware how much you have went through throughout these years and it saddens me. No one deserves to go through what you have... I hope you find better people in your life and definitely take a break. I love your art as always, you have been improving ever since. It's really nice to know you can use art as an outlet for your emotions. Stay safe. ❤

[@buggyblue2]

Many apologies for the long comment, but it’s been on my mind for a while - I’m so fucking sorry dude. People are RUTHLESS online. They lack empathy and consequence due to the protection of a screen. People were and still are cruel as hell. I genuinely hate this community sometimes - more times than not. I couldn’t even IMAGINE the kind of shit people put you through. As a content creator, you’re constantly put at the risk of doxxing, cyberbullying, and so much more. The fact that you’ve dealt with this bullshit since 13??? That’s INSANITY. At 13 years old, you should be making fun art, exploring your style, and making shit that makes you happy - not dealing with a bunch of low-lives that have nothing better to do than to bully a kid. You didn’t deserve that shit then and you don’t deserve it now. I’m around your age, for context, so I’ve been watching your craft since forever. To see the improvement after so many years has been absolutely incredible - and as another artist, it’s inspiring! You’ve come sooooo far dude, you should be hella proud. So every time I hear someone talk down towards you, it’s so disheartening. As artists, we should be lifting each other up, not tearing each other and ourselves apart. To see so much abuse happen in this community online is sick. Sashley, I mean this shit from the bottom of my heart: fuck those people and fuck what they did. And fuck everyone who pushes you down even now. You’re doing AMAZING for what you’ve had to and STILL have to deal with. I know I’m just another stranger on the internet, but I don’t need to *know* you personally to know that you’re strong 👏 as 👏 hell. At the end of the day, fuck ‘em. Do what feels right. Do what makes you happy. You don’t owe weird ass people on the internet ANYTHING. Fuel your craft. As artists, it’s our voice. Our heart. Literally everything. It’s for US. Not for them. Long story long, please remind yourself in the mirror every single day that you are SO strong. This is a beautifully animated video, you did great. Keep up the great work and keep making art that sets your soul on fire. Much love.

[@thenyan3095]

Boosting this comment

[@stanmarshsillygoose]

the animation in this is absolutely stunning. i was slack jawed watching the whole thing. the emotions being captivated here are so incredible and intense. please stay strong, i understand it’s been tough being in the public’s eyes especially for so long and in your developmental years. we love you, sash. you don’t deserve any of this, and it is so unfortunate to hear your story. but please stay strong. take breaks and stray from the internet when you can. you deserve a break.

[@Claireley]

Sashley, you are an amazing and talented animator. Your artstyle and animation style is gorgeous. I wish to be you, as talented as you, one day. Keep up the gorgeous and beautiful work sashley.

[@lolzazo]

I'm really sorry all this is happening to you, maybe I don't know the whole story, of what happened but that doesn't matter, stuff that happened before don't matter as stuff that will in the future. Keep on going, I'm sure you will eventually live the happy life you deserve, like everyone does. I saw the description, if you leave the internet everybody will surely understand it's for you mental wellness and good. Keep on going in the journey of your life. It will be great in the future.

[@flametrowero]

Sashley making a Seweslvt animation right after just made a comeback is nothing short of amazing, all the best creators are coming back and that's wonderful.

[@toastayyy]

I’m genuinely so impressed with how good you’ve gotten at animating. I know you’re not as passionate about it as you used to be and that’s okay! Take your time and do what makes you happy, you come first

[@0b5e55ive]

holy fuck sashley im genuienly blown away with this. its so incredible and the visuals are just.... outstanding. im so impressed. its so inspiring and just absolutley insane i hope youre doing alright by the way

[@jeansardine2593]

oh my GOD the clip with the old sashes surrounding the current one is so beautiful honestly ur work is so special and not even just in the skill or effort, it’s meaningful

[@Tofu_the_Wolf]

Ash, I want too thank you so dearly for putting this out. Watching this and reading the description, genuinley makes me feel so understood. Im a million precent supportive of you wanting too be off the internet and I raelly hope you can be someday. Just thank you for this, really thank you.

[@lolyyyyyyy]

you're an amazing and very talented artist sash! ive been following u for years now. The internet can be a terrible place, but i think ur art adds something positive here, stay strong and take care

[@Toxicality]

I’ve been a fan of yours for many years and it’s fucked up how many people were after you for no good reason. But you are such a skilled artist and this is nothing short of phenomenal. You’ve created something incredible.

[@Xanycki]

I love your work, despite the context of the animation, it's really beautiful and I can see you put a lot of effort and emotion into it to display your psyche the best you can. I'm so sorry for what you went through, and I think many of us can relate to the internet really messing with us at a young age one way or another. I've been through some messed up things too, not as a content creator, but still due to internet things as a minor still developing. From one challenged gal to another, I recommend you see a psychiatrist and a therapist if you haven't already. If you struggle with love, emotions, happiness, or are easy irritable or emotional, it's definitely signs of poor mental health and I think we all care and want the best for ya. I personally have been seeing one with similar symptoms and I was diagnosed with C-PTSD from simply dealing with internet stuff and unhealthy relationships over a long period of my childhood. I wish you a steady recovery from the trauma/impact of being a very young content creator.

[@bittrs12]

dude, that sucks so much. I really hope your getting better. We’re all here for you! And epic animation! I love this song. but seriously I hope your ok ❤

[@king_tutankhamun]

holy fuck the attention to detail in your animations is just insane,,, it’s been a while since i’ve properly watched one of your videos and you have improved so much i’m genuinely in awe.

[@faceofsilk]

Read the description and all I have to say is I’m so sorry. I’ve went through the same thing and kind of still am and I’m just happy you’ve cut those people out of your life. I’m still living with negative and narcissistic people and I hope everyone else who is will be able to get better health and break them off.

[@PLAYHOUSEWIFI]

this animation is really beautiful and you did really well portraying your struggles especially those with dissociation. i really hope you can get the help youre looking for and be happier in the future. the internet is a harsh place

[@axhleyash]

I hope you feeling better sashley!! And recover from everything that happened to you🫶

[@Void-cp3sh]

The animation? 10/10 the emotional trauma hidden within? No one. And I mean NONE should've had to go through what you did. I wish for your successful healing from the trauma, and a happy life. Best of luck to you Sashley. Just remember your fans are here for you, along with your friends. Your real friends.

[@maliceee5638]

hi sashley! first off- this animation is. wow. breathtaking. i can feel all the emotions you probably felt while making this. you truly know how to animate and draw expressions, its awesome but also kinda terrifying in a very good way. i keep rewatching it, looking at every detail because goddamn this is good. ive been struggling with psychosis and paranoia for a little while now, i wont vent because this is not a place to but this really spoke to me on a personal level. we definitely didnt have the same life and problems thats for sure but you have a talent for sharing the emotions you feel through art and i find that so beautiful that i can almost relate in some way to everything you post. ive been following you for years, and i remember when i was younger all the drama made me sick to my stomach and i kept thinking about how you probably felt. i thought about how horrible it must be to be famous at such a young age, especially in a community like this. (also i remember i wanted to befriend you because i found you really funny lol) no matter what happened i stayed, even with all the "dramas" (can you even call it that??) that happened more recently. i found it disgusting how people were so obsessed with making the child victim of something like this into an evil sicko abuser. i would say you're my favorite animator, or artist, but its so much more than this. yes we dont know eachother on a personal level but what i love most about your channel, is your journey. youre strong sashley, you really are. and im really sorry this happened to you but i doubt youre interested in this type of pity. so yeah, i found how strong you are incredible. this isnt really supposed to be some type of comment to comfort you, just thoughts that have been dancing around my brain for a long time. im really sorry if this comes off as strange or weird!! if it does feel free to delete it. this is the last comment i will put on this channel as i am 15, and to respect your wishes i will stop watching your work, but as soon as i am of age to watch your channel i will come back! you inspire me alot, and im excited to see your progress :) - malice, a fan of about 6 years

[@TrashBa7]

this… is a very good depiction of how this song makes me feel. i am sorry you experience a similar reality

[@__ST4RRYY__]

I love the fact that the song writer sampled part of this from the watamote ending theme :D

[@Lu_cidshere]

Sashley, if you don’t want to come back again, you really don’t have too, I just want to see you happy and not stressed.

[@rimanahbvee]

Yeah i completely understand all my characters are fragments of me too, youve been able to turn your issues into something productive thats huge stranger

[@bambi5343]

And people who would do that would further on push to tell their followers or whoever watches them to not bash anyone mentioned in their videos. Like that’s going to do anything, if they truly wanted to help they could’ve gone to you, not in a bashful way but to check and see if you were alright. I watched your videos since I was 14, I’m 18 now and I’ve seen all of the chaos. I’m in the process of working on myself as well man and lemme tell you it’s gonna be hard, we gotta get rid of some old unhealthy habits and it’s going to take time. But the people who truly care about you, won’t rush you. You go at your own pace, others can learn to slow down. Remember that it’s a process and a lifestyle, celebrate the small wins and keep reminding yourself that those small achievements end up leading to something greater ❤️❤️

[@Sunfrrr]

Sashley has been my favorite animator for many years. She is my idol, my role model. After reading the description, I don’t even know what to say. On the one hand, as bad as it sounds, I’m glad to know that I’m not the only one. Not the only one who is struggling with a difficult time in my life. People broke me, took me apart and threw each piece in a place inaccessible to me. The saddest thing is that I’m 23, I’m an adult, but I have no one in my life. Not a single friend. For several years now, I’ve been writing only to myself. Telling myself about how my day went. And I spend hours of the day on this, retelling to myself about how my day went. As if I’m talking to someone... I have very serious psychological traumas, and people, strangers , my parents, continue to inflict more trauma on me. 23 is not the time when people make new friends. It is the time when people already have established friends, a family, a job. All I have is emptiness in my chest, thoughts in my head, and a desire to die. I look at other people, children. They already have friends at the age of 10. And I, at 23, can only dream of such things. But. Who the hell needs a broken, mentally ill person? No one, right. In addition, I come from a poor family, and my attempts to earn money have not been successful. It feels like I'm a magnet for no luck. Because even strangers treat me badly. I remember I managed to find a friend in 2019(for a short time). I spent a lot of money on a gift for this friend then. Because nothing was more precious to me than a friend. My friend received my gift. And he didn't even say thank you. He just dumped me. Found another friend. Everything that happened in my life broke my psyche so much that I am very confused about what is reality, what it means to do good things and what it means to do bad things. Just yesterday I went to pet my cat. My mother scolded me for it. And I stood there for a long time thinking, is petting cats bad? Am I making him feel bad? Did I hurt my cat? How can I be better? What should I do to make my cat love me? I don’t know which of my actions make other people feel good and which make them feel bad. I asked for help almost everywhere I could. But now I know that I can’t make friends. I’ll make them feel bad. Not on purpose. But I will. We’ll kill each other. I must stay alone. I’m very broken, and unfortunately I’ll break others because I don’t know what it means to make someone feel good. Because I’ve never experienced it myself. Sashley writes that her characters are parts of herself. And I’ve had my own sona since 2015. My sona is a copy of myself. My sona is a reflection of my life. And that’s how I understand Sashley. Because everything I feel, all the pain, all my unfulfilled dreams and desires, I transfer all of this to my sona, embodying it through it. I draw it. I want to learn how to animate to show all of this more accurately. I wish I had at least a small audience because unfortunately it is very important for me to have people around me (ironically, there is no one around me). Because when there is no one around me, I don’t want to do anything. I just want to disappear. I started posting my drawings on amino a little in August and even got a little feedback. I was happy and it gave me motivation to draw. I really love to draw. Unfortunately, I only have the desire to do it if there are people around me. Be it subscribers, followers, or friends ( I wish I had at least one friend). Please, I am not looking for support or comfort with this comment. I just wanted to express the idea that... you know, it’s such a coincidence that some artists show their live through their characters. And we look at their art, at their animations, thinking how cool they are, without seeing the pain they went through. Masterpieces are not born out of nowhere. A masterpiece cannot be invented out of your head. A masterpiece is something we put our soul into. And you can put your soul into it only if you fully understand what you are doing, because you have gone through it yourself. Thank you very much for your art. It gives me the strength to learn how to make the same masterpieces. I hope one day I will animate too

[@cartoonhyperfixated]

This animation represents a powerful message, stay strong sashley

[@yesh9290]

Wow, this hits HARD, definitively one of Sashley's best animations.

[@Meovento]

I was suffering bc of fckn mosquitoes. But then I saw this beautiful animation and it calmed down me! Thank you so much Ash you a great artist and your artworks makes me feel happiness !! Hope I can see more animations from you in the future 💗

[@crustycarrots538]

THE ANIMATION US SO SMOOTH!! I love the intense emotion portrayed in this, so beautiful

[@hatsunae6729]

Yo. Your artstyle has improved so much. And the way of animating. I can see how much it changed through the time I've been watching you. And it REALLY improved. I am very glad you keep animating, because you're GREAT at it. Keep up the good work and I wish you more success in the future!! LOVE YOUR ANIMATIONS!!

[@Sakura_Sakuu]

This is absolutely stunning! I really appreciate the effort you put into this, grateful that you’re back on KZbin. I read your description and I’m sorry you had to go through that, I hope your pain will recover soon. Please don’t do for other desires, keep focus on yourself and keeps yourself happy. And I do suggest you should get off the internet it affects your life and it’s not good for your mental stability or health. I hope you’ll recover soon and quickly. I appreciate you focusing on yourself and taking your time❤️

[@kittennnzzz]

the inconsistency of the art brings it all together imo.

[@unkowndotexe]

THE ANIMATION IS SO GOOD!! but man, im so sorry you had to go through all that trauma. i really hope youll be able to live the life you deserve soon

[@tozuko_72]

sashley i just wanted to tell you that this animation is incredible and shows so much emotion. i do hope you feel better because it must be hard trying to please hundreds of thousands of people, some like you/your art, and some dont. it hurts. you are so insanely talented and ive been watching you for as long as i can remember. youve always been such a huge inspiration for me and i do really hope you feel better

[@Sweetcherry881]

For be honest, YOUR ANIMATION IS JUST SO AMAZING! I'm really impressed, this is one of the best animations I've seen so far! You have a lot of talented, ignore the haters sashley, your animations are amazing💖✨

[@Greykake]

This is exactly how I imagine animation memes in my head 🤯🤯

[@solvereye]

GOD THE ANIMATINO IS SO GOOD THIS IN CONTRAST OF YOUR OLDER ANIMATION MEMES IS SUCH A DRASTIC CHANGE OMG

[@bezimotodol]

I read the description and I sincerely wish the best for you sashley, I'm sorry about the damage the internet and its people have done to you.

[@delphoxhoopa7289]

Your drawings are so impressive how they manage to be the perfect blend of cute and scary!

[@Creative_YT]

Ik im like really late to this, but we’re all here for you. No one should have to feel like that or be treated like that, especially at that age. But just remember that there are so, so many people out there who will listen to your problems and do their absolute best to help in any way they can. The most important part, however, is believing. Believing that things will get better. Believing in yourself! Bad things will happen, that’s a guarantee, but things get a lot better if you focus on the good things. Probably just about everyone here is willing to help. We’ve got your back. And remember, believe!

[@Kittencloudy4u]

THIS GOES SO HARD 🙏🏾💖💞✨️🫶🏾

[@Naravayax]

Honestly the different styles adds a certain vibe to it and I love it

[@ilyHermo]

posting peak as usual ash thank you for being such an amazing person^^

[@icedzui]

hey i’m not much a commenter on your videos but i’ve been following you since 2017-ish? and wow this is phenomenal, the raw emotion from this is genuinely so insane and i felt it. the pure passion just shines thru with your work. It’s really cool to see how much you’ve improved over the years. Keep going, love seeing the animations

[@degen3rate]

take care of yourself. you have a beautiful soul and the world didn't take that away from you.

[@mijiqai]

This is very well put together, both animation-wise and also your statement in the dsecription,, I can only imagine how difficult living like this can be, you are very strong for picking yourself up in every downfall. Having a massive platform can be extremely life draining. While I can't relate to the fullest, I can understand to some degree. Expectations, stress, people constantly being out there asking 'when are you going to do this? or that? where are you?' And of course as humans, we weren't built for this, anyways. Being off social media is the better way to go, or at least heavily moderated. Art starts feeling more like a job than a hobby after some time. Please take care of yourself and take as much time as you need to yourself (and good luck with hitting that goal!)

[@Nightmare6719]

TALK ABOUT THE CHILLS I GOT FOR THIS ANIMATION 💀 YOU KILLED IT! 💙

[@wolfie_pxtato]

I feel so sorry for you :( I hope you can recover and feel better soon! I was a really big fan of you since 2020 and I still am. I knew those lies weren’t true, and i never believed them. Please stay strong and keep going! We are all here to support you no matter what! Ignore the haters and just focus on what you love, you don’t have to always post just for us! Take your time

[@imjustsleepyyy]

I’m sorry you feel this way. Please do what’s best for yourself. ❤