Prostitute interview-Queen

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Queen, a prostitute in South Central Los Angeles.
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[@pleasebelievethehype]

IF YOU'RE NEW TO THIS CHANNEL, WE DO NOT JUDGE HERE! ❤ carry on.

[@The.Drunk-Koala]

FULLSTOP

[@champsvizion7801]

Judging is a part of life. The difference is righteous judging and unrighteous judging. Then there is Judgement. Judgement means judging one to determine a person's ultimate destination e.g. hell. One can judge another character to determine whether they are a piece of shit or "good" person. I'm sure Mark does all the time.

[@The.Drunk-Koala]

@@champsvizion7801 You sounded good until you fell apart with "piece of shit" then you couldnt recover youself

[@wesleyalan9179]

@@champsvizion7801 ...you're almost right, but not quite...you still gots more to learn

[@wesleyalan9179]

To'nes Miller, absolutely 💯

[@soulblue0840]

I hope we get an update on this woman in the future. She's so sad, she's numb. I am rooting for her.

[@serginamoods7657]

Mee too

[@elsagosan3910]

I'm rooting for you sis!

[@AJ-qi4yn]

Right! In the first 30 seconds it's so obvious she's so sad.

[@yoooo3231]

@@AJ-qi4yn she's not sad, she's high and a crack head. She like all others want someone to accept them for who they are like they deserve it... She don't have anything going for herself yet she talk like someone need to earn her

[@scottleaves]

'Rooting' means something very different in Australia!

[@2K23E]

The way she casually talks about being raped in her sleep & that in her words “it wasn’t like assault or anything”. That’s so sad & disturbing.

[@twistedsisterr]

broke my heart

[@gotrescuedauto3584]

EXACTLY 💯

[@rontalks8953]

@J. CHESSON dammm sorry to hear that 💔

[@rondaduse-anthony6755]

A lot of men & women alike don't consider it rape. It absolutely is if you haven't given permission.

[@urdadzbabe6028]

My “friend” did this to Me a few times. I only found out cause I woke up in so much pain from the sex

[@tenny1024]

This sister is gorgeous. I’m praying and rooting for her. The comment she made about being faithful to anyone who has her back, was filled with sincerity. Goodness, where would she be if she go the love she deserved as a child.

[@the2ndcoming135]

Yet, another whole wifey, yet Black love doesn’t matter when it comes to this type queen.

[@efranklin755]

I cringed when she mentioned ethnicity & hair type to describe beauty. She doesn't know if her kids are good or not. I've had my nieces for 8 yrs & no matter how much love & support I give, it doesn't fill the void of their mom, especially the oldest. She's 11 & really struggles at times with feelings of sadness & abandonment.

[@beautyan5309]

Yeah I cringed too

[@uwilberforce4628]

Prayers for you and yours as well.

[@tra-v2048]

Me to I was super surprise b/c she is beautiful herself . I’m sure she was having an schizophrenic episode when she spoke on hearing Voices and claiming them as Real life

[@godscience7821]

Facts, self hate big problem in our communities. I feel her, I was teased when I was younger by my own people for being dark skinned. So much I use to say am going to marry a white woman so my kids won't go through it. This is before I got knowledge of self.

[@tahliahiggins8564]

Praying for y'all stick and out and be supportive teenage years are coming but they will always appreciate you holding it down for them

[@Jaylenoooo]

The comment she made about her kids made me sad the fact that them being light skin with long hair makes them beautiful to her vs her being dark skin so sad. I hope she heals

[@keirob7714]

Agreed!

[@juicyco2007]

Omg I was thinking the same exact thing!

[@chocolate8486]

Yes her perception of beauty is so sad , she has no idea what they’re going thru..same way she was molested by her cousin because nobody protected her she’s putting those kids in the same position I don’t trust anyone , God mother or not no one will ever protect them the same. I pray God looks over them 🙏🏿

[@Existentialnausea]

True. She is very beautiful.

[@oceaniaglimmerson4144]

Twinsies

[@rebeccabourque7704]

She says her kids are good and that they don’t want for anything, but they’re missing the most important thing.....a mother.

[@thatdude3977]

Tbh having a mother or father is not that important. what is important is having guidance to be successful in life. Mainly with financial stability most everything falls into place.

[@Blackdiamondstud23]

My thoughts exactly

[@rebeccabourque7704]

@@thatdude3977 Knowing children who had guidance but not from parents, they felt the loss. They felt like something was missing and they felt unloved by the very people who should have been the ones to love them fiercely.

[@thatdude3977]

@@rebeccabourque7704 well although what you said has a small truth. What I said rings more true in the bigger picture IMO. A lot of people who had parents still end up in bad situations because none were guided financially in life. The parents and teachers failed them. So as I see it. Guidance is the most important thing love will only get you so far. love doesn’t make this world spin sorry to burst your bubble

[@nerissakatzeek7714]

@@rebeccabourque7704 That's so true, my grandparents raised me and they loved me but I still felt the loss because my parents weren't there, I grew up very angry at my parents. I've made peace with that now that I'm older and I understand, but when I was younger I was very angry with them for not being there.

[@greent16]

This girl is so young. At 22 she’s gone through more lives than some 90 year olds. I wish she could get some healing

[@alabamagirl342]

Watching these interviews makes me appreciate my upbringing even more. I was extremely blessed to have the parents I had. I hate it that a lot of these girls will never know love and security like that and their kids are just another generation of sadness. I pray she gets to see her dreams come true.

[@shannonkoslova4299]

You're lucky. Its bringing me right back into my childhood. Bringing up things i forgot about. But I'm sober now, and it's making me extremely grateful. And sad too.

[@christinewaddell]

Their kids are not "just" a generation of sadness... Every single one of us have our own healing to deal with through life; that includes people who are loved, hated, taken care of, abused, rich, poor etc... We are all JUST trying to heal and JUST trying to do the best that we can with what we have! The battles aren't the same, but the healing is just as difficult for each of us. Much love and respect. ❤

[@GraV21]

Poor child. She’s only 22 - she can turn her life around if she wants but she needs to get out of that life. Start looking up services to help you out and get out of there. You are a diamond in the rough

[@Nathan-kb1ie]

This is an extremely misogynistic post. You do know women aren't children right?? This isn't the 1950s anymore grandpa, she has the right to lead the life she chooses even if you don't like it.

[@GraV21]

“Grandpa” even though I’m 36 😂 Gotta be a tween, bc You make about as much sense as wiping your ass before you shit. Sounds like you have the IQ of a brick.

[@fabmack1961]

@@Nathan-kb1ie Are you Drunk! GraV made a perfectly reasonable comment. Do you even know what a misogynist is? Have another drink😉

[@bethmcright9731]

Frfr GraV

[@A1Bokeh]

@@Nathan-kb1ie lol shutup

[@ashleyhump6385]

Why am I seeing so many rude & disrespectful comments now? Definitely newcomers. We don't do that here. We try to give advice, motivation, help, & love.. Please chill with the negativity. These people need help. Not the same bashing they already receive on a daily basis. Please don't do this. Many of them find strength & bravery when they read our comments! Knowing that someone genuinely cares can motivate a person in ways they NEVER could have imagined! God bless

[@jasminehouston-burns1691]

What has anybody said that's negative?

[@marylougeorge9890]

Amen.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@jasminehouston-burns1691 There's a Lot of cruel comments. You must not have read them.

[@jasminehouston-burns1691]

@@marylougeorge9890 I haven't seen anything I have considered to be rude, no. I was curious what other people considered to be cruel.

[@klwthe3rd]

Thank you for saying what needs to be said! You're awesome in my book!

[@shavonneraines5737]

“It’s a pleasure to be in the room with me”, period. That’s the energy she should have at all times. I hope she gets help, she has endless potential.

[@balenci_b]

she's a deadbeat mom. IDk what kind of "energy" that is but okay

[@laetitian1542]

She was so numb to her experience it was strange to watch someone emotionally so closed off.

[@susanmadison6466]

She has one of the saddest deamonors I've seen on here. She could be a model with her looks.

[@valleygirltotallyforsure]

For real, I could get her a contract in 2 minutes.

[@MbisonBalrog]

She is pretty.

[@philipwood8776]

most crackheads and hooker do...lol

[@DawnDiggetyNoDoubt]

@@philipwood8776 excuse me? Are you low on oxygen for your 🧠 sir?

[@kaizersozen9576]

mane if y'all don't stop that lying ass bullshitting ass capping

[@Valerie-Love]

So sad to see the pain in her eyes and voice. She literally doesn’t realize the power she holds, she could be a model. I hope she gets out of the game and sees her potential. Girl you can have the world in your hands but not this life. Praying for you 🙏

[@domantasdziakonis9629]

They never get out the game until their in a wooden box. Ive had my mother my cousins and my sister all be prostitutes w drug addictions. My mother is dead and my sister and cousins r all in jail. The day they get out of jail there gonna go right back to what they know

[@slobodanmarkovic4079]

Nothing compare to pain in your eyes when your boyfriend put in the wrong hole 😂

[@niaprice3267]

Don't tell me the power she holds is because you think she could be a model??! 😬🤦🏾‍♀️so superficial and its actually part of the problem.

[@kaya_in_North_Carolina]

Being pretty gives her power?

[@vanessaarnell]

She's incredibly gorgeous! Perfect bone structure. I used to model twenty years ago , when I was in my twenty's. She would do amazing as a model.

[@bkgang8909]

She’s so pretty. You can tell this is something that she doesn’t want to do and she wants to get her life together. She’ll get there eventually, I’m rooting for her 💕

[@jasonolinger7585]

She is very attractive, crazy what a bad upbringing can do to people.

[@jovanapetrovic934]

And also mental health issues unattended

[@RyanREAX]

@@jovanapetrovic934 cuz pills and therapy dont help with a broken family, a fallen world, crappy politics, a monetary system that can gut ya where people use you.... yeah... "mental health" really works.....no.... only Jesus Christ can save you.

[@howelln13]

It depends on the person...

[@VL_Boyz]

you must be blind

[@_ARIZONA_MAN]

She aight. 6/10

[@LockedANDNerdy]

Something I think about a lot while watching these videos is how often lots of people comment on the physical attractiveness of these women. That’s part of the problem to me! Physical beauty can be a curse of sorts if you grow up without protection. Please protect your daughters.

[@Onlineintrovert]

Not many people think deeper than the surface. It’s like they see the only value she has is her beauty. Does that make her more valuable or more deserving than someone less beautiful in their eyes?

[@LoneWulf278]

I’ve noticed the same thing.

[@neotokiotoohigh5926]

wise words , and I admit that I am the first to scroll down to read some of those messages, we place too much value on beauty and in part I think it is because of the low self-esteem that many people have, but it can definitely be more of a curse than a blessing

[@chasity8739]

agreed

[@yungindia_]

I agree ❤️

[@elsadecora7429]

I’m a family member and her dad was looking for her and the heartbreak in how law enforcement treated the situation… he was told that until there’s a body involved, there was nothing they can do… it hurts because the mom would use her as a weapon against him, we couldn’t even meet her as a child. Regardless of my cousin being in prison, she still had family that would have been in her life, we would have done what we could to care for her, let her know that she’s loved. I knew of her, but I never met her outside of being able to briefly on the phone a couple of times.

[@rosemaryrogers1478]

Let her still know she loved ❤️..prison bars don’t block love

[@urRAWRsoundsfunnyLOL]

Get to know her, try to be there little by little

[@YungRasta94]

I never seen you before this my little sister

[@ashleysharp7082]

She is absolutely gorgeous. My heart breaks for her. Praying for her. You can get through this.

[@misstaylor4064]

I hope Queen comes to the realization that kids want their Mom.

[@missywells44]

The NEED THEIR MOM

[@jayjay-xx4zf]

sometimes kids are better of without their mom !

[@misstaylor4064]

@@jayjay-xx4zf agreed, but it doesn’t mean they don’t want their mom

[@thatdude3977]

They don’t want a mom who’s known for sucking everyone off.

[@user-nu3ih7ih4f]

@@tomkeppler1717 your mom is nasty tf u talkin bout

[@Noonecares3203]

So sad she associated her kids being light skinned with being beautiful.

[@champfisk5613]

Maybe she doesn't know any better

[@powderandpaint14]

She's only 22,she was obviously brought up with those attitudes. Maybe it affected her self esteem when she was young.

[@travisl9201]

Maybe they are objectively more attractive

[@Noonecares3203]

@@champfisk5613 true

[@Noonecares3203]

@@powderandpaint14 I’m sure there is some truth to that

[@miahroa6335]

Everyone's commenting about her kids having abandonment.. and yes they probably will have that. BUT they would have far more issues had she been selfish, and try to raise them in that type of environment. She knew that they would have a better life with someone else, and I think that's the ultimate sacrifice. I hope you and your babies will reunite one day Queen, and I hope you get the help you need to beat that addiction.

[@territyler3926]

🗣Say it again so the back can hear!! Amen!

[@chocolate8486]

She has so much potential. I can see her on America’s Next Top Model for some reason.

[@stephaniejleon]

YES she’s SO beautiful!

[@LovelyM404]

I was thinking the same. 1st season there was actually someone that did look like her

[@giannaknight8869]

Her smile when she talks about her girls is so heart warming. I hope she gets her life together and get help to beat her addiction. Much love Queen ❤️

[@hyperbolic-time-chamber-strand]

Mental health is the big issue your right Mark.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Amen!

[@eljaviierr]

You’re*

[@picilocarnal]

It’s a chicken and egg situation. Many ppl develop schizophrenia because of drug abuse. Drugs can gradually destroy your brain making you crazy. Though... Everyone is crazy, we are not so crazy as to using all money for drugs instead of paying our landlord. I have never met one totally sane person in my entire life, and I’m almost 70 years old. It’s a drug problem that intensifies mental illness here. If they didn’t use street drugs and took medication under docs supervision, they could be like the rest of us. Struggling to make ends meet, working and not blaming the universe for our situation. But I don’t think our lifestyle appeals to them. Can’t say I blame them. But theirs doesn’t appeal to me either.

[@BrandieTreto]

you can tell she's numb to the pain at this point. shes so beautiful.

[@a.h.5296]

She’s the most Scorpio personality ever LOL enjoyed her reaction to him saying “ohhh, scorpios are fun” and she just rolled her eyes and looked away like don’t even talk to me this is my interview

[@jewelldavis1751]

as a Scorpio I noticed that too lol, she’s so sassy!

[@4knewt505]

Right 😂

[@riyadh_reprise]

Yeah kind of a dick move tbh lol

[@kokobunni5897]

She shifted her eyes & shut down a bit after he said that because “fun” and scorpios usually refer to being sexually “fun”...and she obviously suffer from what she do, so that’s not exactly a trait she wants to highlight

[@champfisk5613]

I can't believe y'all really are that deep into the zodiac stuff. I have never found a correlation in my life with that and when people mention it to me it means nothing

[@KNOWLEDGESPEAKSTRUTH]

She has a color complex and self hatred.

[@adolfopiura498]

Explain that to me.

[@rainboots8069]

@@adolfopiura498 society says she’s too dark to be pretty or smart; she believes it

[@adolfopiura498]

@@rainboots8069 Beauty has nothing to do with skin color. She is a very beautiful woman and apperantly so are you.

[@rainboots8069]

@@adolfopiura498 I’ve been conditioned the same way. That’s why I get it. I didn’t believe it . Thank u

[@horscaste]

well, this is not new.

[@annettehall1569]

Her choices aside, she makes perfect sense about not letting a man eat before she does. She's making the money, why give it to him? She worked for it, she can spend it. He did nothing to deserve it. This is the first time I've heard one of these ladies speak this truth and I applaud her.

[@TakeAglassofwatermedia]

Your interviews are amazing. Just found your channel and watched 3 so far. I feel a binge coming on. Keep doing these please!!!

[@michaelt7523]

Mark: do you want a guy to come take you away from this life? Queen: NO I want to take myself away! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽

[@marquitashiver6141]

It will mean so much more WHEN she does it for herself.

[@lifemusic1980]

🙌🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@aaminachar44]

Mark being an Aquarius, makes soo much sense. Of course he would have a channel like this.

[@melgallant1]

Right!! I’m proud to share a birthday with him ❤️

[@krisquigley4497]

Dervona: It makes perfect sense. My daughter is Aquarius rising and she never judges and always comes to the defense of others - she makes me, a loud mouth Aries, want to be a better person. :)

[@leanneevangelista3361]

True

[@jaachelyn]

yesss

[@kristen1324]

As an Aquarius I agree

[@heatherreneeanderson4763]

She seems so broken and defeated. I really hope she stays safe out there and can get back home soon.

[@traumacoachmila7108]

I know her personally, I've known her since she was a little girl. This breaks my whole heart.

[@sariah5755]

Reach out to her she needs her ppl

[@christianargo2676]

Help her.

[@tees5983]

You cant just "help" her. But you can let her know she HAS someone who is willing to help when she's ready. Her soul is breaking in front of our eyes. She's young enough to have a chance-she NEEDS someone.

[@domantasdziakonis9629]

Why does someone always lie and say they know someone. Shes doing this just to get attention

[@tees5983]

@@domantasdziakonis9629 Not everyone is like that. Take that negative crap elsewhere.

[@tatianarizktaylor1818]

Oh geez, she doesn’t use protection?? Mark please tell her, If she hasn’t got her health,she’s got nothing. Protection is your number one priority. You might think a regular client is clean, but you cannot take their word for it. Please Queen if there is one thing you do, use a condom ALWAYS 💙🇦🇺😽

[@tank__girl6404]

she DOES use protection, she said she didnt when she got RAPED in her sleep fi bloodclart of course she knows this anyone who aint stupid knows.

[@yardiewrx]

@@tank__girl6404 she does not use protection just listen to her. She said guys have to be clean for her to do anal. What do you think she is talking about?

[@georgia1986]

so many guys refuse and don't wanna use condoms though

[@tatianarizktaylor1818]

@@tank__girl6404 Sorry but listen to her speak again, yes she said she was raped without protection but she also says she has regular clients that she considers “clean”, & with them doesn’t bother with protection.

[@allenwood3805]

@@georgia1986 if they're paying, they want to choose to go bare or not

[@kingphillieman]

I can see that she's pretty but I get a sort of self hating vibe from her. Maybe it's because she said her kids are pretty because of what they are mixed with. Also, I don't think she's schizophrenic. She's just young and impressionable. I wish her the best. Counseling would do wonders for her..it works for me.

[@heidiho5179]

I know crack and meth users who get diagnosed schizophrenic because they get hauled in during a 5 day or 3 week run, smoking, and don’t tell the doctors they’re using drugs. It’s only a mental illness if you are having those symptoms for no explainable reason. But people get scared to tell doctors that for a reason I haven’t had good health care since I asked for help with treatment from my general practitioner, unfortunately, even though I got off drugs after that. The healthcare system should help you get well. not leave with you and stigmatize you. I’ve also seen the same people who came into treatment with cocaine or meth psychosis act completely lucid, intelligent, and normal after 2-3 days. I mean if you use it for 30 years it can cause some permanent paranoia, to be sure, but for most people, it passes.

[@kingphillieman]

@@heidiho5179 yes, that is true. I know about drug induced psychosis, but as someone who's been around this for 25 years I know a self diagnosis when I see one. I don't doubt there's a problem, just maybe not what she thinks it is.

[@heidiho5179]

@@kingphillieman I was absolutely agreeing with you, and just adding support for your idea with some thoughts from my perspective as someone who’s studying chemical dependency counseling and in long term recovery from addiction. I have no doubt you are familiar with a lot of the same ideas, since you came to the same conclusion. Yeah I spend a lot of time looking for what was wrong when I was young. Then after I learned more about the effects of poverty abuse etc. and took a step back I realized that my upbringing and environment was wrong. I also agree with you that everyone who struggles got something real going on. But we can try to latch on to other things or listen to what experts tell us, Not realizing we’re not really cooperating with them in understanding. I got so mad at them at treatment, when they said that I lacked insight into my addiction. But it can be hard to have insight into your own life, since we’re not objective and, often, don’t know what’s normal because of what we’ve grown up around. What’s that they say...you can’t see the smog until you leave LA? I appreciate your comments.

[@realtalktina]

I believe she is schizophrenic her eye contact & posture is off. Most people who have drug issues are compensating for mental health issues to regulate their brain chemistry. I believe if she gets the help and council she needs she can be successful in life💜praying for her she’s beautiful

[@a.wanderer5006]

@@heidiho5179 Yes, that was the case with Amanda on this channel who died under rather suspicious, unexplained circumstances. In her case it wasn't schizophrenia, it was crack psychosis.

[@aleksandracatt]

As a schizophrenic myself, I don’t know how she can put up with that lifestyle. I get in psychosis so fast , like if I don’t sleep one night. Everything is too overwhelming for me. I guess you do need drugs or alcohol if you have that kind of lifestyle. I’m not judging in any way, I am actually admiring how strong she is.

[@rocky-iv1446]

I'm still amazed at how warm and humble these prostitutes and addicts have more heart compassion than the average Jill or Joe have. They have more heart n soul that most who have it all and a spouse and a puppy at home!! 💗💗💗

[@jetblackhair92]

She is so hopelessly drifting off to nowhere

[@SIZINGPENYRHEOL]

Yet she reckons she be a Billioniare and Top of Forbes Rich ist by 40 years old. - She needs to get a move on -

[@nurseanastasialiberty]

It's important not to judge but to listen. Listening is what is going to help us understand and learn from these stories.

[@emelinekoloamatangi2232]

💯💯

[@marylougeorge9890]

Amen!👏

[@danyellg3079]

Yes but its open for comments. You can still learn no doubt by listening

[@kendraphic87]

Yes but they don’t hear you.. ppp come here to mostly judge and not listen.

[@evilsbrother8247]

But what are the interviewees learning?

[@superxcereall4372]

She is the single handedly the most beautiful woman I have ever seen inside and out Her mental is beautiful and so real. I wish I could be her friend 🥺 I hope she makes it out and gets the help she needs. Hope she gets everything she deserves in life.

[@lscott736]

The more she talked, the more darkness she revealed. GOD BLESS HER

[@kurdishgirl6361]

The strongest people are not those who show strength in front of us but those who win battles we know nothing about. I hope you find your way to make your life feel easier while dealing with mental illness. May you always be protected fighting your battles every day. Much love ❤️

[@aura3337]

Beautiful! Thank you for sharing.

[@thematriarchy2075]

Quote by Jonathan Harnish. The brutal truth is a great book written by him.

[@katherinechase3674]

@@thematriarchy2075 thanks for the references- love Frida!

[@thematriarchy2075]

@@katherinechase3674 You are welcome.

[@rosemaryrogers1478]

SURE YA RIGHT🔥🔥

[@aqueenbyallmeans4369]

Sad she thinks because her kids is "light" their beautiful..SELF HATE.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Unfortunately.😢💔

[@brunettezprettyr4296]

Is that what you picked up throughout this whole video? Really?

[@CDub-df2us]

@@brunettezprettyr4296 yes, thats a HUGE issue

[@user-kd9wy1bx8w]

@@brunettezprettyr4296 yes, self hate is abuse thibg

[@roythousand13]

Anytime I feel that the world is unfair to me, I watch some Soft White Underbelly. This channel makes me realized that I'm actually blessed!

[@tayysleepy43]

this is my cousin,i just cried watching this video,She left her kids and ran away and everybody thought she was missing and kidnap

[@rainahines3515]

Please get her back again! I would love to follow her story and progress

[@coquis408]

YES

[@maureent8653]

I just can’t imagine living like this. Taking about being raped like it’s no big deal. So sad

[@viralsheddingzombie5324]

In her mind rape is no big deal, because she allows herself to be raped with every date. She is in a place where she doesn't want to be.

[@shaunross2995]

She's choosing not to be a victim of it. Which is what needs to be done more instead of holding your mind and self-esteem to ransom over it for years and years. Move past it and make sure it doesn't happen again.

[@nharris9448]

I am from North Carolina and grew up Pentecostal like Queen. Pentecostal people are black, white, and other races in North Carolina. Despite race, I have learned that incest, rape, and molestation is very common among Pentecostal people. I am not saying this happens in every church but I have so many stories from so many people.

[@johnhiggins1629]

I live in Ireland it's a 10 min walk to the beach where I spend lots of time with my grand children, I find these stories heart breaking, so so sad

[@i_c_ur_bs8721]

Really, Cherokee/Ethiopian by way of North Carolina, no sweetie you are a BEAUTIFUL black girl. No need for those other fantastical meaningless labels. Embrace it.

[@Omegaphats]

Black is a crayon color. You have no idea what her true heritage is. I know your point of offering her a chance of self empowerment which exist is being a "little black girl" however why should we judge?

[@kerrioneal]

Lots of Cherokee Indians in NC. My dad is and he’s from there as well.

[@i_c_ur_bs8721]

@@kerrioneal Girl stop, This young lady bout don't know a single Cherokee or Ethiopian and the idea of being just "black" has been taught to us as something innately wrong. Too often we find solace in ideas and concepts in other people we don't know and ignore the beauty in what we could know in ourselves. She is a beautiful black girl and I pray that she too realizes this in her lifetime.

[@kerrioneal]

@@i_c_ur_bs8721 I never agreed or disagreed with your comment. I just made a statement...

[@i_c_ur_bs8721]

@@Omegaphats Not judging her but making an observation, she sat down for an interview on a platform where there are millions of views and viewers to be observed. Black is not merely a crayon, it is a concept, a culture, a mood, a force, a burden, and so many other things, Ignoring it will not assist one in embracing truth but rather enables others to pin you down by it and not be uplifted in its history and power.

[@jasonmiller7360]

These interviews always get me thinking. We as humans thread such a fine line between living civilized, with rules, norms and taboos. On the flip side we have others just living in anarchy with societal rules going out the window and they just make “new” rules as they wish. It’s a new world, and it’s not an easy one. Whenever I peek into this world I feel physically sick and confused. Society can be so easily destroyed and dismantled, because of lack of guidance and mentoring. It’s quite sad and sickening. We have a counter culture all around us and Mark is the one who gives us the peek into it. It’s so hard to watch yet I cannot stop watching. Thanks Mark, these interviews are truly mind blowing.

[@mariawheeler4784]

I soo agree, and the fact that it's so many of us that have a false since if worth because it didn't happen to them. I have a brother battling addition i would hate hearing from different people i seen your brother. I would break down crying. Now that Mark has helped me understand the disease its helps me even though it still hurts like hell!!

[@larasweis111]

You explained this so well

[@YoMama9021]

Yeah I’d say AMERICA needs to get its priorities in check like three decades ago.

[@OhLookYouFoundCristalina]

I agree with you as well. For me , as a follower of Christ that still sometimes struggles with my faith it really puts into perspective a lot of things and it reminds me that we really do need a guide and for me that’s where God comes in and it makes me feel so grateful that I know him. You know what I mean?

[@jasonmiller7360]

@@OhLookYouFoundCristalina Definitely

[@denainrich4580]

Her entire aura is giving sadness and depression. I am hoping that she is able to get help for her addiction and her mental health. Peace and blessings to her in the future.

[@CassandraReneeXOXO]

She’s so lost…..in so many ways! And what did her kids being “light-skinned”, long hair, or supposedly mixed have to do with anything?

[@hunnedkaydae]

she’s so beautiful. i hope one day she changes her life. her babies need her

[@elijahgavin6706]

She could easily start stripping or doing something less evasive and harsh

[@DaiJeHarris]

For some reason, her interview made me love her. I can see all the good in her.

[@rainahines3515]

Yeah I connected with her as well for some reason

[@kriskay7306]

@@tomkeppler1717 why you have to say "it"?

[@TheHoggcast]

@@tomkeppler1717 "it"?

[@janicejacome]

As a Mother, all l see is her sadness!

[@janicejacome]

@@tomkeppler1717 Not unlikely...

[@makailaangela1873]

One thing that bugged me about this is that she pointed out her kids are LIGHT- mixed and associated this with beautiful. Her self esteem is very low

[@maxdawg]

her skin (complexion) is just stunning. IDK how tall she is, but she's got a nice body for styling clothes... like a model or something along those lines. hopefully, she gets off the street drugs, takes her meds, and turns her life into a better direction.

[@picilocarnal]

She proudly says her kids are light. I encountered subtle racism in my own family for being the darkest one of my siblings. Sad to see racism coming from our own parents.

[@newthings23]

Very ignorant statement she doesn't know any better

[@realitycheck1092]

*colorism

[@picilocarnal]

@@realitycheck1092 what is colorism?

[@realitycheck1092]

@@picilocarnal prejudice or discrimination against individuals with a dark skin tone, typically among people of the same ethnic or racial group...racism is a whole different dynamic and concept.

[@black_skies650]

I caught that🤔

[@miapdx503]

"My kids are good." Except for the abandonment issues...😔

[@katherinechase3674]

She is human with a complex set of challenges...it takes a village for both her and her children-

[@moniquegarcia1011]

She is lying to herself

[@miapdx503]

@@katherinechase3674 agreed, just oblivious to their pain.

[@NostGold]

@@miapdx503 don't think she's oblivious to the pain. I wouldn't say that.

[@abbiecastaneda2955]

I think it's the fact she knows that for now they're better off with out her. I don't get the vibe she doesn't care because she almost cried talking about them.

[@user-sg3li2oj6z]

Queen I am praying that all of your dreams are fulfilled. I'm so sorry for the hurt you have experienced. You seem like a very smart and strong young woman. You got this! Much love and prayers ❤🙏

[@zejaguar]

Another interesting interview. Thanks Queen & Mark.

[@zackcraft7204]

She said she's only 22 right? Some people have to grow up fast

[@BlessedVivi]

She looks older than 22. Woww

[@brunettezprettyr4296]

@@BlessedVivi it's just her bone structure

[@lukecronquist6003]

"I'll be a billionare by 40" the old story of pride. Just shows as Mark said, you can't help people who don't want it. Not one bit. Either take them off the streets by force so their brain can heal or nothing.

[@SIZINGPENYRHEOL]

I use to talk like that when I was 18 = then I grew up somewhat.

[@JD-go2qj]

There's nothing wrong with wanting to be a billionaire by 40 & believing you will be, but you need to pick the right avenues to make that happen. At her age at the rate she's going, she won't be. Whoring is a very difficult and very unlikely way to do it.

[@thatdude3977]

@@JD-go2qj it’s sad how many girls think strippers and prostitutes make “good” money. Lmfao

[@picilocarnal]

@@SIZINGPENYRHEOL you mean, you grew not to care for people who are self-destructive. When they’re on a self-destructive path, they don’t stop until death stops them. Sometimes they have to be helped against their own will. Their brains are not healthy enough for them to know what’s best for them in the long run.

[@picilocarnal]

@@thatdude3977 they do make a lot of money. But they’re too sick to use it wisely. Using it for drugs is not a wise thing. But I’m sure cartels wannna keep it that way. They make hundreds, sometimes thousands a day, but they’re slaves to the drug, so the more money they make, the sicker they get. Their problem is not getting money, their problem is drug-addiction. Ask their families, they’ll tell you.

[@micheletotton9342]

What I want to know from Mark is do you ever go home and just sob or feel wtf is it all for? I think I would feel overwhelmed. Much respect to you

[@xStephieboox]

I think he mentioned in his intro that sometimes it’s a LOT for him and he has to just see it as education/entertainment for some interviews.

[@sydneyjones6987]

The way she smiled when she talked about her girls made me want to cry omg i hope she makes it out of this life

[@GraV21]

I feel like once you lose the ability to make rational decisions for yourself, there should be something that should be done. If you saw someone bleeding to death on the side of the road we would help, so why can’t we help people who are suffering/dying in other ways? Sometimes force is the only option when one loses the ability to cognitively make proper, healthy decisions for yourself.

[@elizabethbutler8641]

That's a tricky and dicey area. Providing resources to ppl...not everyone will use the resources. Additionally, not all believe that this line of work is "wrong". It is an interesting thing to peel back.

[@GraV21]

@@elizabethbutler8641 I was more referring to the drug addiction than I was what she does for work. And it’s not about providing new resources, there is literally resources in every city/state to help out people in need - you just have to take that first step which is telling yourself you’ve had enough.

[@agathachris9722]

Sounds reasonable but highly unlikely to be implemented.

[@GraV21]

@@agathachris9722 unfortunately you’re probably right. Just seems the most logical thing to do but I understand as individuals it’s complicated and naive to think one thing is going to help everyone the same but that’s why you need to have as many options available in order to have the best chance. Seems like what we are doing isn’t working

[@sheldonberg125]

Whoa there. We can’t force people to do things. We can help people and if we love people enough we can. We can’t and shouldn’t even think about forcing people to do things. Even God won’t force us to do what we don’t want to do so why should anyone else.

[@shne748]

Mark, Just FYI (respectfully) there are tons of Pentecostal Christians in the black community. Love this interview …one thing we take for granted is simply being safe. I hope she is safe, wherever she is.

[@4knewt505]

I think he was thinking Protestant

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@4knewt505 Could be.

[@mama.ashley]

100%

[@thamsanqathesonsinxezi]

These interviews really touch my soul. Wishing her all the best 💚

[@dianeguzman1236]

She is so beautiful... it makes me incredibly sad to see her like this. I hope her life turns around for the better 🙏

[@syrettanelsonn1038]

I just want to give her hug.

[@DetroitFettyghost]

Same here Syretta. Big hugs to you too from me.

[@poopbutt6241]

You might get something

[@DetroitFettyghost]

Wait. Your name is MEDITATE NOW????? 😭😭😭😭 You are trying to project this image of holistic health and here you are BASHING a poor 22 year old girl who's life is in shambles and danger. WOW. You better meditate on this. I'm serious. I love you. Get better. Love yourself and then give others love- no better gift u can give

[@RealElongatedMuskrat]

@@DetroitFettyghost your comments here really touched my spirit, there are certainly kind folks commenting on this channel but your response to that other unkind comment here really struck me. You seem to possess a wisdom and kindness that isn't all too common in KZbin comments, bless you friend. Sending love and prayers for goodness to reach back to you.

[@DetroitFettyghost]

@@RealElongatedMuskrat Awe thank you. That really means alot. I appreciate the kind words it lets me know I'm on the right path. May all the love in the world find you each day❤️

[@helene7902]

She’s gorgeous, hopefully she’ll make it out of that life

[@annasmerchek2835]

Stay Strong My Queen 👑 You’ve learned life lessons at the age of 22 that some people spend their entire lives never learning!! Be proud of how far you’ve come!! And some advice my love .. take that 1st step out of that comfort zone!! You deserve to be happy!!! 💖💖💖

[@missfa8341]

I just want to give her a hug. She deserves so much better than this life.

[@ELAcc1999]

She’s so beautiful, young and sad. I hope she finds a different way to live and finds a humble life that will give her joy .

[@CeeCeeArt]

This poor girl. She's so confused. She needs to be on the right meds (and stay on them). She's so young. I hope that someone can help her and I hope that she can accept the help.

[@Calverts399]

Nobody's going to help her on skid row. She is just disappearing bit by bit. Sad to watch.

[@Jerry.anthony.c]

0:40 - Naive 2:10 - Dark Religious upbringing 2:42 - Hmm... Not liking money 3:40 - 💔 4:00 - Addiction 5:00 - Need to be drunk to do this. 5:15 - Types of Customers 7:20 - Casually talking about being raped 8:25 - Worst things to happen 9:00 - No friends. 9:20 - Dreams to be a billionaire 9:50 - Income 11:50 - What is Love? Bipolar 13:15 - Loyal 13:45 - I get so angry I scare myself 14:20 - Unapologetically Yourself 15:30 - Self-Reliance 17:30 - I'm a girl ... 18:50 - Biggest Regret

[@marissar8551]

I want to give her a hug…. she seems so sad and she’s so beautiful.

[@SimplyDestinyD]

She’s incredibly spiritually gifted but she’s lost.

[@traciredmond3222]

that is the same thing i said....her gifts have been diagnosed as mental illness...she has sooo much potential..so much power inside of her

[@lunab4175]

@@traciredmond3222 how could u tell

[@SimplyDestinyD]

@@traciredmond3222 Yesss !!! And medication isn’t making it any better. I hope she figured out who she is and how much power she has.

[@kiwthebeauty]

I see it too. She is so strong what she is going through someone else would be broken down. I hope see herself in this interview and also someone can help her out of her situation. She is a fighter...I don’t want her to fight like this anymore

[@Gangstersmoveinsilence]

@@traciredmond3222 ii

[@daviscampos692]

In the name of Jesus...i ask you Lord to cover her in Jesus name amen...

[@marylougeorge9890]

Amen.

[@AutomaticWeakness]

Amen

[@MistaFord01]

Amen

[@realspit4916]

Amen

[@darkskinned_jass7471]

Amen

[@leneo1731]

Queen, you are absolutely gorgeous! I don't often say this but you could be a model. Your body is amazing and your skin seems flawless. Your facial features are really beautiful. I'm not seeing the color of your skin but I wish you'd be proud of the fact that you're a beautiful woman of colour. I'm white myself but in my opinion people of colour are much more beautiful than white people. I've always wanted to have darker skin. But in the end none of that matters. It's who we are inside that counts. At least that's how I operate. I try and see behind colours, religion, education and status. What matters is how we treat others. You seem to be someone who are extremely lojal and do a lot for others. I wish that all of your hopes and wishes for the future come true.

[@mamipautu1225]

My initial reaction was damn she's beautiful. After hearing her stories you can tell she's sad though she tried to act a bit tough. You can tell by her eyes.

[@carolynwright3472]

"Do you feel guilt about your kids?" The answer to this question was the saddest

[@queingjwaywithwords]

This will not be how her story ends. I hope to see an update on her soon.

[@smash5959]

Thats up to her

[@paigewhitehead2959]

I was so shocked to hear she’s the same age as me.. I couldn’t ever imagine being in her position, she’s strong though, she’ll get out of this ❤️

[@CapX_EduTainment]

You are literally gorgeous

[@paigewhitehead2959]

@@CapX_EduTainment thank you 🥺❤️

[@CapX_EduTainment]

@@paigewhitehead2959 you’re beyond welcome. However that emoji makes me wish I was you’re friend so I could tell you that everyday it seems you don’t hear it enough with a pure sentiment of truth I can barely see your face but ironically your eyes speak volumes and the beauty of your soul.

[@Sunshine-gh6vy]

She is so numb 😩it breaks my heart to hear her say all the reasons why nobody would love her, but baby girl trust me somebody is out there that won’t use you & would be the reason you changing for the better. ♥️please don’t lose hope.

[@KiannaNichole]

Praying for her; she deserves better. I hope her kids are in good health and home.

[@JayWerx]

She deserves what her choices bring her.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Amen.🙏

[@emmuhlu]

@@JayWerx shut up

[@soniatovar1884]

It makes me sad to see someone in the beginning of their addiction!! Get sober! Get the mental help that you need!! and I wish nothing but the greatest success for you...because you are worth it!! I love you, sis!!

[@Bottiglianelleonde]

It is amazing to observe how so many of these women interviewed here, despite their difficult and ungrateful lives, manage to maintain humanity, sincerity and sweetness. We are moved by the incomprehensible injustice that has relegated them to their position.

[@greent16]

Meanwhile you have men who go on self pitying rampages because they feel women aren’t giving them attention and sex

[@LeslieMBates]

I like that Queen said she takes her medication. She's strong. She's smart. She knows that the pimp ain't crap! Smart AF! Love Her!

[@ashleyyy1]

She is new out in LA . Worse times are ahead. It’s clear she hates herself more than anything. Wishing her all the best❤️

[@gotrescuedauto3584]

THAT'S WHAT I FELT BUT I FEEL SHE HAS SOOO MUCH INSIDE TO LET LOOSE

[@heidiho5179]

Agreed. It’s very hard being your own worst enemy and not even realizing it.

[@bubblybubbles4023]

LA is the worst place to be homeless she's going to go downhill quick. She needs to go back to North Carolina.

[@katherinechase3674]

@@bubblybubbles4023 and fast!

[@Goatbaaaahaaa]

Drug induced psychosis can easily be mistaken for schizophrenia. Obviously im not her physician but personally I know its quite common to diagnose the obvious symptoms.

[@viralsheddingzombie5324]

Exactly what I was thinking. Schizophrenia has a very specific set of extreme criteria.

[@lexiek408]

She's only 22.... She has a whole life ahead of her, she just needs to get herself into a better position. Get into rehab, and get her head on straight. She's so beautiful, with so much potential. I'm rooting for you Queen. There's so much more to life than this. You asked for help with your kids, ask for help for yourself now. 💔

[@jasminacortezonline]

Schizophrenic people aren’t crazy. They are spiritual beings having to deal with a world. The evils of the world causes trauma and the brain heals in a way that’s marvelous. In a result that becomes schizophrenia.

[@Nastynasty1122]

What does queen of cocaine has to do with wanting a brand? Lord have mercy on this child...

[@bmarshh2270]

One thing I’ve notice about beautiful women like her is that it always comes from a place of hurt or trauma. Sometimes depression. It honestly hurts because a lot of these women are beautiful and plenty of these women are very intelligent, just a horrible situation .

[@sierraj7314]

Man I really feel you girl stay strong. Better days always come ❤️

[@briellebanks6292]

She talking about she is going to be a billionaire at 45 lady first worry about being a good mother and getting your babies back 😑🤷🏾‍♀️

[@flddoc2]

Whoa. This was a rough one. I truly hope she can safe herself but this story has a very predictable, sad ending.

[@katherinechase3674]

The underlying issue of depression could be the central issue to wipe her out. It takes tons of energy to make certain you get the care you deserve in our society, a first world country with no universal health care! Greed at the top is killing us all!!!

[@jeweljackson9391]

@@katherinechase3674 Yes Mam Come On Talk About Preach