PSYCHOTHERAPIST REACTS to $uicideboy$- My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames From Hell

[@braidenstemple3494]

always cool to see past generations turnin up to our music 💀

[@FlixZ]

For reaaal

[@Fludzz_]

old homie goin off 🤣

[@earth2m]

Had me crying mannnn😂 I would have definitely been head bumping with bro 🤙🏽

[@highlyhated1879]

"Our music" 💀💀 there is no formula to who music can touch.

[@ohhey1232]

@@highlyhated1879 ^

[@xanakinskyw0kr962]

If you want some of the darker more depressing $uicideboy$, try their songs "Low key" (a song made when they relapsed and realized their error) and "I sold my soul to Satan waiting in line at the mall" (just a song about the existential nature of their worlds) both are incredible and helped me get off my drug dependencies.

[@TheInsaneCloud]

AM/PM, Cherry P.I.E. , theres so many he needs to react to!!

[@xanakinskyw0kr962]

@@TheInsaneCloud far to many honestly, just brushed the popular ones so far

[@mixhelle2098]

I said this on his last video low key be hitting

[@KealNigaz]

Firstly, I'd recommend him to listen all the "I no longer fear the razor guarding my heel" albums.

[@-Kappo-]

Oddy tellin me that it's time to quit it

[@raineh4867]

i like how no matter the content and whether you 'condone' the lyrics or not, youre still open to reacting to the song, i appreciate that.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

😊👍

[@lukelarsen330]

yes🙌🏼

[@Marsdyed]

Seriously tho. Dont give words that much power.

[@Level3workbench]

Please check out Eyedea probably one of the best lyricist very similar vibe. Pain drugs abuse etc.. mainly older Eyedea music will give you the same feeling

[@A_Goat]

@@Level3workbench Yes, R.I.P Micheal. He really was great.

[@dumango4455]

I love how he really understands the message of suicideboys. He’s not another person who just thinks it awful and talks about death and drugs and all that. It kinda does the opposite and a lot of people use their music to cope when they have those feelings to let them know they’re not alone.

[@hanifahkarim2544]

They have kept me alive a few times now🙏🏽💯😞

[@lildeaf777]

Its cool to see someone his age understand this🤟🏽🤟🏽

[@ezrahpalmos8722]

@@hanifahkarim2544 Stay alive! They would love you to.

[@seth8226]

@@hanifahkarim2544 stay strong sister

[@deustauries]

Yeah but its also not them. Lots of fan of artists who put out deep dark sad messages are also people who cannot relate but pretend they do cause it sounds cool or they want to be part of something they never will themselves experience. For example, Chester Bennington. When I heard leave out all the rest I cried and told my friends he was going to one day do the act. And he did. I myself battle with tendencies. So its a two way straight. Yeah, people who dont listen to lyrics and judge. But their is also those who support the content but are posers in a sense.

[@nicholas6349]

“When he pulls out the Jason mask and the beat drops like that what am I supposed to do?” 😂

[@noahharju474]

The stars have already died; is a reference to the fact the starlight we see comes from stars that are certainly already dead, but their light still eminates. I like to think this really isolates Suicideboys mantra, and how they became who they are. Flaws and all. Yet they achieved

[@WeirdosYT]

In my opinion before he say “ stars have already died “ he says sun’ll rise. So you know sun is the biggest star in the universe as we know. And sun’s brightness hides all the stars

[@BrendonCap]

@@WeirdosYT sun is almost perfectly average size the in the scope of the universe

[@copyninja8756]

Most likely the stars we see are alive

[@noahharju474]

@@copyninja8756 incorrect

[@testtubebabyYT]

@@WeirdosYT no hes basically talking bout since whoever is jus anotha life the universe wont notice their death n the sun will rise jus like any otha day n ppl will jus go on. Goes to show that the only ppl that'll remember ur death r the ones that r closest to u unless ur famous then basically half the population cares smhh.

[@G4M3R1011]

I absolutely love this song. It was my most listened song once. Says a lot about my mental state back then…

[@shenanigansx1888]

Same brother. Winter of 2018 I discovered this song. Remember sparking up to it every night.

[@G4M3R1011]

@@shenanigansx1888 Bad old days huh? Hope you're doing better now :)

[@mtpro-yj8vc]

@@G4M3R1011 i second this notion. kind words, stranger.

[@schleinitz6787]

I still listen to it it reminds me how far I’ve come

[@shootheparty]

same and I was like 14 listening to their shit on repeat mann

[@jakedeutscher]

I actually bawled watching this video. It’s so touching to hear someone acknowledge the extremely dark music I like to listen to and genuinely respond to it, without denouncing the art form itself. Thank you so much for what you do.

[@hunterross77799]

Bro same never watched this dude before brought me to tears on my break at work

[@idkissausername1667]

7 months later, and im basically the same as yall, loving this guys content

[@Corvanicus]

$crim has been sober for over 2 years now and has been doing better. I bet Ruby is the same. They've gotten better. I'm glad cause they've helped me through rough times and I'd hate to lose them. Loss too many artists to drug overdoses the last couple of years. Rip Lil Peep and Juice Wrld.

[@loveinlatin]

fr glad you're still here

[@odkm9629]

rip peep❤️

[@pizzapizzapizza7825]

RIP Mac Miller

[@seanroberson8688]

It's funny cause at first they didn't give a fuck who they helped, but after a while they held onto the cool but they built a family off this shit you know? I truly believe not only are they learning but so are their souls. Life is experience and we don't only get the one, but in one lifetime these guys spent three and I just I hold a massive amount of respect for them. They may not be the best people on the planet but at least their honest. Not much of that going around these days. I went to a concert with them in it and dude I've never felt so at home, everyone singing at the same time, when you've felt alone your entire life and you get to sing with the two people that truly made it that bit easier to hold onto life as well as an entire stadium in chorus. It's unlike anything I've ever experienced. Through suffering you can find love you just gotta be lucky or maybe unlucky enough. I love you brother have a good one

[@spoods150]

@@seanroberson8688 ay brother preach!! 🙏🏼 our souls are getting better as well each and everyday, i hope we all find our balance bless everyone

[@benhenderson7414]

The main reason I think their music helps people because when people get so down they feel like no one understands what they’re going through and wont want to talk about it because they feel like its useless as no one would understand. The boys music helped me and other people I know realise that people do understand what we are feeling and it is okay to talk about and express how you feel🙏🏼 keep doing more of the boys please love this shit❤️

[@gabrielbustillos9055]

Perfectly said my man, just needed to relate to something and nothing better than music.

[@4am446]

That’s exactly it, and if u ever do explain it to someone they patronise you and tell you it’s not that bad When they really don’t understand the extent or simply weren’t listening and didn’t take what you said literally

[@c1umz.3.bean.gang.]

Keep on marching on keep on marching on G.59

[@c1umz.3.bean.gang.]

@@4am446 only we know our true self's 😢 and life is sometime depressing even when u got what you need...STAY STRONG 💪

[@zaccagle8244]

I was talking to a friend the other day about how suicideboys makes me ok when I’m upset or mad and he said when he listens, he feels understood and that’s life’s going to be ok because others have gone through the pain as well.

[@edubble5003]

His reaction at 2:07 is exactly how I listen to this every single time, beat drop is fucking fire

[@nizmo7662]

IM SPEAKING FOR EVERYONE! We love suicide boys keep the reactions coming!!

[@User-ue1um]

Not speaking for me

[@nizmo7662]

@@User-ue1um Ratio

[@literally_a_neck]

@@User-ue1um ratio

[@willgrupe7653]

@@User-ue1um yes he is

[@bushman_1]

i like patato

[@angelvaldivia5642]

I highly recommend “either hated or ignored” by the boys they go hard on the beat trust.

[@dokkencrouse6998]

My current favorite lol

[@sadaltboy2763]

Obey the walrus

[@kimdracvla]

yesss

[@kaidxo14]

Exodus

[@kaidxo14]

@Alex Alexander Exodus > but either hated or ignored is fire tho

[@basicgreg612]

The “nooo” but he keeps jamming. Love it.

[@breannathompson9094]

Ahaha this is me listening to $$ after so much therapy. Theres the part of me that knows its a dark place but theres the part of me that is just jamming 😂

[@marsandrade1120]

@@breannathompson9094 I’m glad you say that cause it’s like apart of me finds it hard to listen to certain songs cause I went to therapy and really received the help I needed and now I hope those who listen to their music and lyrics really go get the help they need rather than stay in that state if that makes sense. Was wondering if I was the only one with this thought like I love art in any form but it’s so important to know that this shouldn’t be a trend or a state we should want to stay comfortable in rather learning we aren’t alone and we can get out of that state. Ps. Nothing against their style or form of music but rather the intent and hopefully the message of light at the end of the tunnel being received.

[@sarahchirchirillo]

i love how he’s always open minded

[@iamcurrentlyboofedoffdxm4008]

This dude is absolutely fucking wholesome .I love this dude

[@jesusceballos7277]

I love how in every suicide boys videos he has done he gets a true face of surprise. I feel like he’s Lowkey a fan but is afraid to admit it. He acts like me when I first heard them

[@lildoffy2317]

One of your sentences Tom, got me thinking about an own statement, because this song hits every time you listen to it again and again no matter how often youve already heard it. The music of $uicideboy$ overall spreads a vibe of telling you, now thats what you must feel like when you are that down and at the bottom of life, which is for some people an actual case. I dont know anybody else who creates such a feeling with only one song and thats on all their music. To me, they give you a perspective of someone who is really at the lowest of his life and that makes you think about a lot of stuff & whats important in life, im pretty sure their art helps much for the ones who nearly feel like that. 🖤🤔💭

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Well said, thanks for this😊👍

[@Yourlocalscumbag]

The boys is literally all I need for therapy. Some of their songs man, word for word just explain some feelings perfectly. It’s hard to relate to most people, but these lyrics make me feel less alone

[@daddyjones1394]

i feel that

[@iamcurrentlyboofedoffdxm4008]

Dude life's a fucking ride..and we gotta make it to the end..

[@Astrnauted]

A person who has survived a lot of trauma and is still healing from it. I started crying when you were talking about them having purpose and there is a reason we’re still here. We still have people to inspire a purpose to fulfill.

[@jamestvigil]

Abused alcohol alot while listening to Suicide Boys after my first deployment, brings back both good and bad memories. 5 years sober today and love life.

[@halohalo3029]

Suicideboys are one of the best lyricists in rap game. Pure poetry on this one.

[@Kittyfacey]

Also scrim’s beats are totally masterpieces Iron Veil My flaws burn thru A death in the ocean would be beautiful Maple syrup Mount sinai And so it was CLYDE And like a 100 more

[@OatmealBeerbong]

This is my favorite $uicideboy$ mixtape. When I first started listening to them I just fell in love with this mixtape. The beats. The lyrics. The flow. All of it is so good

[@pineapplerick3122]

This song brings me to tears … I feel like I’m floating through life . I’ll keep fighting till I reach my destination even if that is death.

[@Leon_FTP]

My face lights up when I see a $uicideboy$ reaction, love them :)

[@jofler7441]

please do more $b reaction, i’ve always loved your videos, i like to watch them when feeling down, gives me positivity. can you react to some songs from the I Want To Die In New Orleans album? alot of depressing and deep songs, i like them.

[@yunggriefOndatrack]

Yesssss

[@KyteCS]

Favorite album of theirs

[@live4risk]

$uicideboy$ literally made my life. I am happy with what I have because through their lyrics about their past and everything I realized how gifted my position was. How it always can be worse so do the best out of your situation.

[@H-TownJae]

Yoooo fr fr 💯🙏🏼

[@drakeweddner]

@@H-TownJae i can feel that at one point in time the only thing i had in common with the people around me was the pain we all felt and the way we all related to the music

[@H-TownJae]

@@drakeweddner mad respect for you bro 💯 facts af 💪🏽

[@hobonise]

Gets hyped "Look.. terrible" love it. Solid reaction again, always interesting to get a pro's view on things like this

[@kyliearnold8830]

NEW CHAINS SAME SHACKLES one of my favorites helped me out a lot. I love when u go into depth on these, helps me understand the songs more aswell

[@Kylezk117]

Must one person's triumph be another's humiliation?

[@user-gu9fx3ih1y]

@@Kylezk117 of course!

[@Corvanicus]

This will probably get buried, but check out scrim's song PTSD. Talks about his past traumas. Love to see your reaction.

[@SmileBro12]

I love me some Suicide Boys. One of the best concerts I’ve ever been to

[@brandontamayo7623]

A lil context on there name they made it after scrim and ruby made an oath with eachother which was if they didn’t make it in life by the time they where 30 they were gonna take their life thus making the $uicideboy$ name

[@hns_203]

I love that you're one of the only reaction channels that can draw the line between "I like this music" and "I condone these lyrics", It's good to be able to vibe out to something without being all about the meaning behind it.

[@dydyrunk]

this song ties into a 3 song ep i think you would really enjoy looking into the other 2

[@jakelibsack3962]

My Scars Are Like Evidence Being Mailed To The Judge, I Will Celebrate for Stepping on Broken Glass and Slipping on Stomach Soaked Floors 👌🏼🔥

[@That1_CopDude]

Nice, finally a video I can watch cause I actually know the music… lol been a minute. Love and respect from Czechia 🇨🇿.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks and hey Czechia!😊👍

[@samyueru3380]

Omg i lost faith that u will ever react sucideboys, especially this song, thank u

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Never lose faith!😊👍

[@fwmichelle8655]

YESS I BEEN WAITING FOR $B 🖤

[@CookedOnions]

PLEASE do more Suicideboys. This was literally the best musical review I have ever seen. You got what it takes

[@DirtyLilRezKid]

122 days next! I promise you that it will become your favorite suicideboys song

[@kelseysitruc6294]

I've seen suicideboys in concert a few times and there's a part where scrim talks to the crowd and says no matter how shitty and lonely life is, Your not alone! That we are all trying to get through life together. It always makes me cry! Of course he says it better 🙄 But that's exactly why we all love thier music. It's something to relate to when we need it and of course their shit goes hard!

[@bartoszxoxo6735]

You have to listen to 'Runnin Thru The 7th With My Woadies' by them

[@swervecity]

yesss

[@gasem9539]

That beat drop is fucking hard lol. Damn he’s hitting em with head bob fist pump and with the sounds affects. Your content has came along way glad to see you letting loose a little.

[@ItsThatRebz]

YES! So happy you finally reacted to this. I think this was the first song I suggested you react to back in the days. 😊 Their desperation is so relatable. Unfortunately.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Rebecca!!! Great to see you! Sorry it took so long to get this out😊

[@ItsThatRebz]

@@ReactionTherapyOfficial No need to apologise, of course!

[@berrymuffin420]

I requested it too, so happy he covered it

[@tylerconrad1322]

Really stoked that you covered this, Scrim actually branched off and did a solo album (he’s one of the cousins in the group) the album is call “A Man Rose From The Dead” Essentially it has a lot to do with his bad decisions, sobriety, and toxic relationship. There’s plenty of content in there that you could cover… even just listen for your own enjoyment! My personal fave song is Fight club (psychosis) Check out the $boy$ new song too while you’re at it “ the_evil_that_men_do”🤙🏽🤙🏽

[@arthuralves2753]

"Like, what i'ma suppose to do, HONESTLY?" He got me on that one 💀

[@Faust_9]

We're waiting for The Evil That Men Do

[@westurp9048]

React to “Low Key” by suicideboys def one of their deeper songs, or “AM/PM”

[@jake4928]

Tom, you’ll LOVE “CLYDE!!!”

[@Sam.S.]

I've been a huge fan of $uicideboy$ for many years now, I know their lyrics can be very deep and sad but their music helped me after the death of my dad who was my best friend and through seeing my friends and family go down the dark path of drug abuse. Their lyrics showed me that I'm not alone and that if they were able to come from the bottom and make it big then one day I can do the same as long as I keep trying 🖤 and yes their beats and vibe are so good I can't express how much I love them!!!! Great video man!!

[@XILPIX]

2:08... I’ve listened to this song since i remember it coming out and you literally got me shouting and vibin with you like it was the first time I’d heard it, never seen your videos before and I’m definitely about to stay up binging them 🤣 good stuff my may

[@Koderayy]

Dude your reaction bring actual serotonin to my brain

[@naturaltren717]

FINALLY MORE SB

[@marcizbuff]

In my alcoholism, this music resonated with me.

[@renerioux3051]

I’d love to see you react to “122 days”. The beat is so good and the lyrics have some deep meaning as well

[@dontbetreadin4777]

For real, all of their songs Bang! Ive loved them since their release, got to see them once in a basement. So awesome. They just dropped a new album too I think

[@peachykeenbeans]

i love when you do suicide boys songs!!! i have been listening to them since they first got together and they help me through so much. keep it up!!! much love.

[@iamxye2461]

So glad you react to these songs so positively thank you so much really want to see more SB reactions

[@VenerableNut]

I love to see such deep appreciation for the boys after such an amazing climb to the top. They’ve made it, and not only that, Scrim managed to get sober! You love to see it. I’m gonna lose my shit when their new album drops this July.

[@That_1_guy729]

One of my absolute favorites, gotta be careful where I listen to it - sometimes the tears just flow out. I also feel like this song goes much deeper than this video, but kudos for reacting to this one for sure.

[@wettoo7th]

Love how he enjoys new music 🎶

[@lukaswithak4443]

$uicideboy$ are amazing artist and great with their lyrics and beats, i was really drawn to their lyrics because they described how I felt when I couldnt describe it myself, they made me realize I'm not alone and people go through the same thing as me and have gotten through it, one of my favorite lines is "day turns to night ya, weeks turn to months, wishing I could press the pause button just once" and "the more I want the more I feel I'm fucking stuck" both from Ruby's part of 5 grand at 8 to 1, I was in a spot where I had no clue what to do, I really felt stuck in place like everyday was the same while the world went on and he put it into words perfectly, I highly suggest "5 grand at 8 to 1" it's a very depressing but meaningful song and they did an amazing job, I also suggest "Kill Yourself part 3" it's one of their most popular songs and overall the song is great

[@5050TM]

I was extremely clinically depressed and struggling to find the right meds when I found them. Their music helped me actually. It's because you could see that they still made music even with these thoughts. They could still improve their lives while internally struggling. And that was uplifting whether that was the true intention or not. Seeing anyone jam out to them is cool as hell.

[@LAVISHING]

The stars in my eyes already have passed away because all of my friends unfortunately passed away before I could see them in person like JuiceWRLD and XXXtencion.

[@nobudy_left]

One of the best songs of $uicideboy$. Means a lot to me. I think the ppl who where at that point at there lives can relate to me. Thanks so much for the reaction. And keep strong soldiers 🤍

[@aquawrld]

Been listening to suicideboys since way back in 2017-2018 and I love ‘em, not even because I’m depressed but it gets me hype if anything ✌🏽

[@jtpark4046]

this is my favorite sb song. ive recently gotten sober from a 10 year addicted. some days are better than worse. not a day goes by that i don’t think about going back. tbh i wouldn’t be getting sober if it wasn’t for my daughter. i had to get clean so i could be a better father. especially since her mother left us both. it’s jus me and her. these videos are the closest i get to seeing a therapist. i appreciate you for not judging these songs and seeing the good in them. much love.

[@bigguccilu6949]

I waited for thissssss !!!!!!

[@nutsackmcgoo1629]

believe it or not.. these guys and their music have helped me get through a decade crippling depression that i never thought id see the end of. Life is such a blessing

[@Shahmane666]

It’s been a while since I’ve heard this. I listen to $uicideboy$ daily, but I tend to stick to their harder and faster stuff, and not their deeper and more meaningful songs like this one. Idk it just makes me feel a certain way, like a sadness and hopelessness that I’m not ready to confront yet

[@iamcurrentlyboofedoffdxm4008]

Yeah dude shit sucks...

[@Kurama126]

Stay strong 🖤 it gets better I promise

[@funkymonk3y944]

I love watching these $B videos because when you stop and go into depth and talk about the meaning of some of their lyrics that others and I relate to it helps make me feel and im sure others feel as though someone else understands what we are going through and I thank you for that!

[@TheInsaneCloud]

HELL YES THANK YOU FOR DOING THIS ONE

[@xtripv108]

Watching you react to this song makes me feel like its my first time listening to it. Thanks for the nostalgia 👍

[@phokyle]

Please listen to more $b! 122 days is an emotional song for me and All that glitters is not gold but its still damn beautiful is a good hype song :)

[@zeedexo]

Yesssssss, my fav suicideboys song!! Letsgoooo

[@Enzicy-]

LIL PEEP - HIGH SCHOOL

[@mikemichaelson120]

was fortunate to see this son g in person during the first grey day performance of the first grey day tour ever. they had not performed the song live in concert for years and i got to see it. it was one of my favorite songs by them. It is without a doubt one of my favorite memories of my life.

[@DragonGaming-qh1gl]

Thank you so much for more suicide boys Tom

[@zaccagle8244]

Thanks for covering this song! This is one of my favorite songs by my favorite artists.

[@isix301]

$Bs production is always A1

[@jaredbeesecker4137]

When he said the stars have already died he's referring to the fact that the time it takes the light of multiple stars to reach earth, they actually don't exist anymore, we are just perceiving there light finally from how ever many years ago

[@xxphejyaz]

Please do Suicideboys- I want to bellieve we would like to see more suicideboys on your channel. Keep up the good work!!!

[@maybetomorrowmaybe]

haha a reaction to that track would be crazy

[@SiouxperMan999]

i love his reaction when the beat dropped $uicideboy$ always got them sick beats shits str8 HEAT!

[@anthonyenriquez6644]

Hey I just would like to say this made my night. I thought of going back to taking pills but listening and watching you made me feel better. Thank you so much.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Good for you! Keep it up, it’s worth it, thanks for watching and sharing😊👍

[@jasondefiantoneschmidt1814]

Came her for the boys... Stayed because you're so uplifting. Made my day and I really appreciate your words and your wisdom. Thank you. Thank you so much.

[@lukaswilliams7150]

This was prob there 2nd or 3rd song I heard from them I remember listening to this on repeat at some point during dark times glad I live in a time where this kind of music exist

[@syowens2496]

This music helps a lot of people because it shows the darkness as a place you don’t want to be and it is so real because they have been there before showing people the darkness helps bring out the light sometimes

[@lukezigrossi5307]

You need to do "I will Celebrate for stepping on glass and slipping on stomache soaked floors" by Suicideboys

[@evolition7]

This music sits with me. I listen to them alot. I've lost a lot and gained so little. Life being any uphill stream of rocks and debris that just keep hitting me as I swim up and knock me back down leaving scars and bruises. I'm still here but only by sheer will. And yes my weakness is that I can't stop breathing

[@mtpro-yj8vc]

If you are looking for more of this genre $uicideboy$ makes; check out Ghostmane, Freddie Dredd, Lil Darkie, and BONES. They're all already famous (at least in the underground scene), and don't need or benefit from this mention.

[@CarlsSnakeRoom]

bones would be awesome!

[@pboiatze]

seeing u vibing to the beat is my therapy

[@zaep9616]

I love your legit reaction. More people should be like you.

[@danibrooke818]

im obsessed with the way you describe their lyrics and also gave us a little advice 🥰😂 I already know this dudes the coolest dad

[@biolapringles1198]

More of this please👑👑👑

[@DudeNamedDude1776]

You gotta listen to their song called To Those I Love Thanks For Sticking Around.

[@kylelopez2900]

Really love that you looked past the lyrics and could vibe with the beat and music in general much respect 💯

[@deathsquad5609]

Watching you jam out is exactly what I do at home when I listen to suicideboys, they got me through some really bad times

[@onthebros623]

Should do the other 2 songs on this ep, or just any $b songs

[@am1dead]

my fella pulled the smartest thing ever, he's being psychotherapist and listening to group that got fanbase of people mostly needed their own psychotherapist

[@dh1609]

Thank you for this reaction! More $b please❤️

[@dh1609]

Oh and i hope the best for you and the creators of this channel! U guys create alot of positive vibes to alot of people

[@SuperRickyflame]

“New chain, Same shackles” and “I think Ian read” are also great ones

[@thatlakid3780]

This song still gives me chills when I hear the intro 🥶

[@01straycat]

This is one of the best reaction videos I've watched. I supervise integrated healthcare behavior health mental health Homeless veteran Outreach programs in Phx AZ. This is how many of those dealing with depression feel. Often watered down by those caregivers, friends, family, and employers. Active listening allows us to hear the pain and survival skills one learns to cope through life with. Often, I feel like I'm gasping for air. Every year, my New years resolution is to make it through life this year. Often, I wished I'd disappear and no one would care. I hope the belief that I would cause pain on others is why I haven't. I love this world. I hate many people in it. I love my wife and kids, and I know I'd miss them.