Quitting Violin?

Am I really quitting violin? Why have I been so inactive on Instagram and KZbin lately? Watch to find out all of the answers!
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[@medicinemadisonofficial]

Taking care of yourself is very important, you should never end up abusing yourself physically and mentally. I am an artist myself and I know that art can consume you if you don't engage in self care often enough. I'm quite sure everyone in your community is supportive of your decisions, and I'm glad that you aren't quitting violin, because with your extraordinary gift and skills, you can achieve wonderful things. I like the way you talk here, it's very honest and natural, there's no need to pretend you're happy just to maintain a persona or a brand. Of course, people who are not interested in your authentic feelings are not true fans and you shouldn't care about their opinion. Try meditation to help you figure out solutions to your struggles. You can also try implementing changes you want in your life and using a visual reminder such as (for example) a change in clothing style to remind you to keep your promises to yourself and pursue the new habits you create - I tried this when I was going through difficult times and it worked perfectly. With careful planning and plenty of self care sessions you can do it all.

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thank you for all of your thoughts! It meant a lot to me to read this :) I believe I will find my way as well

[@medicinemadisonofficial]

@@ChloeTrevor Personal growth is important, and you can try some courses or masterclasses in order to figure out your path. I have enrolled in several courses on Udemy and Coursera where you can learn almost anything from top universities, and on Mindvalley for courses about well being, meditation and personal evolution. All of these are very helpful if you are trying to gain control over your life. Perhaps you can try them as well and see how they work for you. I believe that together with therapy they will work wonders on your overall well being.

[@chatttownsaint]

Taking care of yourself has to come first, everything has to start from there! Thank you for sharing your story.

[@ChloeTrevor]

Of course! Thank you for watching!

[@ruthpetri6829]

Dear Chloé, I have never seen such an honest video. I am so touched by your story and I have so much respect for you!! Over the past few months I prayed for you and I see you are becoming a fierce daughter of God. Please keep your eyes upon Him. I am sure He will help you overcome your challenges. You will never stop inspiring me and I will always support you as a violinist, but even more as a person. Lots of love, Ruth

[@ChloeTrevor]

Aw, Ruth, thank you so much for your message - it really touched me

[@shermanngjazz]

Chloe the social media part is so relatable it's becoming a toll for me

[@ChloeTrevor]

yeah.. I'm really trying to figure out a different way to harness it's power because the way it's been going isn't working for me emotionally/mentally. But I think there can be a solution, it just takes a lot of thought and care. Hopefully we can both find it!

[@francoiannelli8758]

Hi Chloe. My name is Franco and I myself am a violinist and also a pianist. I just want to say this; NEVER GIVE UP! Even in very difficult situations as well as your moms passing, God is always with you and I know he will continue to use you to shine a light in the world through your performances, teaching, camps, etc. You inspire me through your violin playing even tho I struggle sometimes playing very hard pieces. But even you stopped for a bit, NEVER STOP FOR GOOD. I know you will perform again as well as shining a light for God. May god bless you and everything u do. I love you and also proud of you❤️✊🏼 I’ll also pray for you as well as your music revives back.

[@ChloeTrevor]

I won't! Don't worry! ❤️

[@Jesse-lo7nw]

I used to watch you a lot on various platforms as an inspiration for my violin journey, and I just came across this video. Thank you for sharing, and thank you for being an inspiration. I am praying for you and yours. In everything you do, do it for Jesus. God Bless

[@kimmyjc11]

Chloe, not only are you one of my favorite musicians but you’re one of my favorite people as well. I’ve watched you for years now. That sounds creepy lol but you know what I mean. I’m usually one to comment on KZbin videos but I just needed too because I’ve always looked up to you as a musician and person ever since the first video I saw of you and now I do even more with this decision you have made. I think it’s really brave of you to do this. I am truly sorry for your loss and I’m still praying for you. I think what you’re doing with your life now is a very good and wise decision. I want you to know that there are people out there that will support you no matter what you do. Like you said, even without the violin you’re still a person, you’re still beloved and looked up too. I am truly looking forward to what you decide to do with your videos either it’s related to music or just a life update or questions/answers or discussions, anything. Keep taking care.

[@daiarostarin2470]

It is a great happiness to hear you speak. Very grateful for your work

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it!

[@MehradKhoshbakht]

We love you Chloe, wherever you are and whatever you're doing. 💞

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thank you! Love you all as well!

[@paulchapman804]

It would be super selfish of any of your followers to say ' No you have to keep on what you're doing.' In watching you and following you in Instagram and here on KZbin, I've learnt a lot, I've felt a non-creepy connexion with you because as individuals, you and I share similar issues and concerns. Having said all that, you need to take care of yourself first, then your relationships with William and your family and friends. Your fans should be the least of your concerns. I have been an artist, I am a writer, and I have some mental health issues similar to what you described. It's really hard to maintain a balance between yourself and the rest of the world, and to figure out how much of what you do is you, and how much of it is a job you do for others. Whatever you decfide to to, you have my prayers and full support. Paul Chapman

[@kenharrington2204]

Yes...so brave to come on here, and just speak about very personal feelings, and situations that have happened in your life. So much of what you said really resonated with me, and with what I am dealing with in life right now, not only as a man who is passionate about my music and violin/viola playing, but w my own mother who is now in nursing home w parkinsons, difficult work situations, middle age...not knowing still where I fit in and where music fits in...just so much I cant explain it here. But as your brother in Christ, I encourage you to keep going on that path of change, and listeneing to your heart, and doing what is needed for YOUR LIFE! ...with much LOVE to you, Chloe!!!!!!!

[@ChloeTrevor]

I'm so sorry about your mother - I will pray for peace for both her and you. But yes, I can see how you would relate to this video... I've felt very lost for quite some time but feel like I am starting to see a bit of the light.. thanks so much for your message!

[@peterjmaida2057]

I am so sorry to hear about your mother. You have my heartfelt condolences. 😢

[@sandymolina2904]

This video gave me a hugto the heart

[@ChloeTrevor]

Aw yay - thanks for watching!

[@smokymountainthrifter]

Self care is so important! Thanks for everything you’ve shared in this video & thanks for your authenticity, Chloe. My daughter is a senior in high school & is currently learning Danse Macabre. She was inspired by your Danse Macabre video. :)

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thank you for writing to me! I'm so glad to hear that your daughter is playing Danse Macabre and that she likes the video! Give her my best!

[@adamkapfhamer5042]

Happy Birthday

[@jlinwinter]

Hi Chloe! I like you the way you are! Keep going with making your life as special as you want it to be, whatever it is you want out of your life, go for it! I hope to attend the Chloe Trevor Music Academy one day as a sponsor/auditor!

[@ChloeTrevor]

Hi Jonathan! Thanks for your comment, I really appreciate it :) I hope you come to the Chloé Trevor Music Academy as well!!

[@axeist92126]

My foster father passed away in 1978. That hit me pretty hard. Then my foster mother in 2002 but I was a little more prepared. My dad passed away in 2015 and the last interaction (which was the Tuesday before after a golf game with my stepmother and the day before seeing Mom) was something that choked me up for awhile if I would tell the story. Parents had a really nasty divorce; hence the foster parents (also related to my Mom’s current medical condition; she’s bipolar and had been in a rehab center since 2007 when she broke her ankle). I’ve experienced burn out in 2004 juggling between school, work, playing in a band and church duties. My daughter recently got divorced so that was a bit stressful. You can do it! Sometimes you do have to take a break.

[@patricklynch4143]

Do what you love .Love what you do. My wife and I saw you play in Durango Colo. Many years ago. My wife had lost her Mom and I had lost my Dad ... _ it was like they gave us your music for comfort. My Dad took lessons and tried to play fiddle . Wife took lessons to learn Violin but due to jobs and moving had to give it up. Happy trails until we meet again . Thank you for one of the most memorable evenings of our life . Be Safe Stay Well .

[@ITSHProductions]

I found your channel because it was recommended #1 on Google videos for Taping for Hypermobility! Wanted to check in and see 6 years after that video...how are things with your EDS (assuming, I have EDS...lots of joint and muscle issues). My Dad passing triggered it a lot more pain.

[@donaldrooker5686]

Chloé i am so sorry for the passing of your mom, i know i couldnt handle it even though i will have to one day but im really sorry cause i know she meant so much to you but you are an amazing violinist and you are one of my inspirations in continuing to learn the more advanced ways to play the violin. I know that for all your students theyd want you to continue and im sure your mother would want you to continue take your love for her and your love for music and put them together and translate that in to all your playing all your concerts.

[@stanelli]

Thank you for sharing, very brave of you.

[@ChloeTrevor]

❤️

[@garyj.skolits8156]

I am so sorry for your loss - you so honor your mother and yourself with this heartfelt sharing of your sadness and growth as an artist and deeply caring, intelligent young lady.

[@MarcusWillock]

I know I'm late, but I wish you the best!

[@bob7020]

Hi Cole god blessed you good that you are not alone we all of us are with you supporting and following you wish you all the best

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thank you so much for your love and support!

[@kuyaviolinist5430]

Stay strong. 😊 You'll get through it all soon. I watched the whole video. IT WAS VERY INSPIRING AND REAL. Thank you for inspiring me and other people. God bless you

[@ChloeTrevor]

thank you! you're so kind :)

[@yorktownii6749]

Getting to hear a wonderful violinist and wonderful person like you is alone reason enough to be thankful for the internet.

[@kiaraeijo]

I know how you feel, I just lost my dad back in May after a short and painful battle with stomach cancer. The first month after he passed away, I couldn’t touch my flute and there are some days that I don’t want to play because my dad was an amateur flutist and played other instruments (he was a baker). My first year of grad school was hard because I was homesick and I went through a lot of major life changes ( I moved to different state for grad school, I became an Aunt for a second time, my dad got sick, I got an assistantship and then my dad passed away less than two weeks after I came back to Miami)😊❤️

[@ShadowReich666]

Hey Chloe, I understand what you meant in your video, life has many different things that can hit you at one time, different times and can make you consider many choices, I also understand about the social media discussion you stated, but as many have stated, take time for yourself, life is very important and as you said God gave you a very important gift and also the ability to inspire others which is a gift in itself but I played guitar for about 13 years and had some things stolen so I became bitter and then lost my cousin Ashley to breast cancer, then almost quit playing completely, I picked up the violin recently because of a heel injury that left me unable to walk but not permanently (I will be able to walk right in a few months) but then I had another person come to me who is also my cousin and wanted to learn guitar and his girlfriend started playing violin!!! So I started playing guitar and violin and you can go a long time and still have talent in that musical field, but I also think that music helps relieve stress levels in us, but at times we do need to say "No, I want to go and see a different place, or No I have things to do or people to spend time with" but I enjoyed watching your video. As I have seen in many answers, find a way to incorporate your faith to help you through hard times, I did when I was an addict and I been sober now for a long time, which really helped me get back in music, I honestly don't understand what it's like to lose one as close as you have but I also lost my granny last year and at one point she was like a mother of mine, but I haven't been a Christian all my years but also if you need a break from social media then go for it!!! I have not only noticed that social media has changed but the entire world because many things are digital now and it is changing the world, I never thought I would be leaving a comment from a phone to help someone who inspires me, but I will stop ranting now but I enjoyed seeing this video and it helped remind me that everyone has their own issues that they have to deal with, but I personally hope you still play every once in a while🕊🌻

[@ViraBurmenko]

Hi Chloe! We appreciate so much everything you do! It is important to take time for yourself! You must give yourself the space to process all the intense emotions from the life changing events that have taken place. I know you will come out of this stronger and have the energy to empower more people once you have taken care of you. As always, I am your biggest fan, supporter & admirer. You have taught me so much and I feel like we have known each other forever. If you feel the need to tell more of your story ~ I will be so happy to have you back on my Podcast! We now have a visual livestream installed so yay!!! We’ll be able to see your face too!!! Can not wait to hear about all the new amazing developments in your life!!! You deserve to be happy and well and cared for. And btw, congratulations on your new teaching position!!! I am sure you will bring epic changes into the students’ lives!!! 😊✨🔥😁❤️

[@Saghi8405]

you're so strong praying for you in this hard season❤❤

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thank you :)

[@gon-chanlaura5155]

Just the other day I was thinking about how I hadn't seen posts from you and I was kind of worried. I'm glad to see you're back, but also think it's important for you to take your time. I'm thankful to the Lord that almost immediately after I started worrying you just show up again lol Lookimg forward to more content and hearing you doin' yo thang ❤️ God bless yo ❤️

[@swahyu]

Take care of yourself and build a good life. As you said, without the violin you are still a person. Maybe.. Just maybe.. what is more important than playing the violin is to play life beautifully. Then again I am rambling 😅. Wishing you all the best in all your endeavors Chloe 👍.

[@ChloeTrevor]

"play life beautifully" - I LOVE that!!!!!! Thank you!

[@danny_chestnut253]

Whatever you end up deciding to do and whatever path in life you decide to take I’ll always support you Chloe!❤️

[@DJS11811]

Grieving is hard, and has it's own time line. God bless you. I hope for our sake that you find your way back and think of the music making as a tribute to her. And settling an estate is a long term bitch.

[@L-Anded]

Very nice. I think your Momma would approve. I see her hugging you from behind and whispering in your ear.

[@ChloeTrevor]

😌😌😌

[@sauloh9896]

Thank you chloé, i love your work and i apreciate all the effort you put into it. Kisses from Brazil 💚

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thank you for your love and support!

[@bethanief6701]

I’m glad you’re taking care of yourself, but come back to us!!!!!!

[@saraallen6796]

you’re so strong. sending love 💗💗

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thanks, Sara! We missed you at CTMA this year! Hope to see you next summer 😊❤️

[@Daysesantos100]

Chloe, I can only imagine everything you're going through since your mom passed away. But knowing that you're a woman of faith makes me sure that you'll deal with your new life the best way! You're inspiration for so many, just like your mom will always be for you! Hope you'll always find peace and comfort in Our Lord!

[@intento3inflexible]

Welcome back to KZbin Chloe!!!!💝💝💝 love from Argentina!!!

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thank you! I'm happy to be back! And I hope to play in Argentina one day :)

[@intento3inflexible]

@@ChloeTrevor I hope you will!!! And maybe you can play in the Colon theater, Piazzolla I guess! Haha

[@michaelharrison2948]

Trevor, you are an amazing, wonderful person. Peace be with you. 'Love and prayers. M

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thank you so much!

[@phykin]

I really love everything about this video

[@ChloeTrevor]

Aw! Thank you so much and thank you for watching!

[@phykin]

@@ChloeTrevor I had my parents pass away. When I was younger. I quit socializing and music and was overwhelmed by it. After 10 years I'm finally starting music again and wanted to start from scratch so I choose the violin.

[@ChloeTrevor]

@@phykin I'm so sorry for your loss and what you went through.. I understand the feeling of overwhelm and wanting to isolate.. I'm really glad you've decided to pick music up again though :)

[@violinguru07]

God Bless you!

[@ChloeTrevor]

thank you - you as well :)

[@theoverunderthinker]

I will say this: a decade or more ago, my mom and my brother died in separate times within a month. There was a time when I avoided some of the situations where my brother (especially) would be at because it felt empty without him. Once I began to think that 1) you never miss the people who treated you badly, so if you missed them, they are usually good to you 2) when I started to think of my brother, I thought of the good time and not that he wasn't around 3) that you are never guaranteed anyone that is any good in your life, so when you have good ones, it is a blessing. maybe if you enjoyed being around your mom, and the violin reminds you her, maybe it can be a source of closeness and happy memories instead of a source of loss. Even when the people are gone, the blessing they were to your life remains if you let it shine through the clouds. I hope your life grows in wonderful expected ways. also: this is the first of your videos I have seen, so I don't know if you can even play violin, but as a person, you seem first rate (and that is more important)!

[@nicksungenis4998]

Love & prayers 🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thank you! They are much appreciated!

[@willistaylor4077]

The mourning process is real and takes time. Give yourself what you truly need for you. 💕🎵🎶

[@ChloeTrevor]

It certainly does - thank you :)

[@jenntaa]

💙💜💛💚

[@rayjarrett3051]

I cried, so hard. with you... I paused my life when my mother passed... P.S. Matter of fact, I completely changed my life because I lost her!

[@marcioferreira7774]

Oi Chloe! Sou do Brasil e aprecio muito as violinistas. Elas são sedutoras e mágicas com um violino na mão.

[@joelsoferraz9075]

Top👏👏

[@ChloeTrevor]

thanks :)

[@rafael.beirigo]

I feel your pain. But this is taking too long. I think you should be objective and sell the house as soon as possible. What could you delegate so it gets done faster? If practicing is like that, maybe you could consider a sabbatical. Staying away may give you some perspective on the real meaning of violin playing for you. Be open for the truth. The new relationship can help a lot for you to move on. Chloe, this is the most important: it's been too long already, you have to live your life, that's what your dear Mom would like you to!

[@ChloeTrevor]

I don't think it's too long - everyone grieves differently and takes different amounts of time. Yes, selling the house as soon as possible and taking a sabbatical would be idea, but I'm in no financial position to do so. I have to continue working to make a living and that combined with trying to take time for myself and my relationships makes it take longer to get the house ready. And the legal things can only move as fast as the court systems will move so a lot of it isn't in my control. This whole video was kind of about getting perspective on the real meaning of playing violin for me after having some time away - I'm sorry that wasn't clear! 😞 Thank you for your comment!

[@rafael.beirigo]

@@ChloeTrevor I understand that. I'm terribly sorry if my comment wasn't welcome. I just think you're a wonderful person and everybody wants to see you happy! All the good wishes for you, now and always!

[@ericksonlk]

I almost fell from my chair with the sudden noise. LOL

[@stanelli]

Thank you for sharing. Very brave of you..

[@ChloeTrevor]

Thank you, I appreciate it :) And thanks for watching and supporting me!