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[@Snowmouse]

I can’t imagine how hard and horrible this has been for you, but I’m so glad you’re still here with us ❤❤

[@tirameowsu]

thank you so much and thank you for sticking with me for so long 🥺💕💕

[@aartadventure]

Thank you for sharing with us. I've been dealing with depression too, and I know it can be so hard to even talk about it. Making a full piece of beautiful art like this, not to mention filming and editing a video to boot is a huge step forward. I hope we both find a future full of good days, but until then, keep pushing forward.

[@tirameowsu]

ahh its so good to hear from you and know you're still watching my videos! 😭 I'm sorry to hear depression has been hanging over your own head. we got this!! 💪💪 and thank you so much 🥺💕

[@pseudoeternity5202]

It is so nice seeing you back! But please don't push yourself too hard. It's perfectly normal to struggle (even if it suckssss) and allowing yourself to rest is also very important. My fingers are SO crossed that everything works out for you eventually, though!!

[@voidneedsabreak6279]

I'm proud of you for existing, your art is amazing and it inspires me a lot!!

[@tirameowsu]

thank you so so much 🥺💕💕💕💕

[@sueallen952]

Hi hun I am 67, I got divorced 10 years ago after a 36 year abusive marriage, my x told me if I divorced him he would turn my kids against me which he did. In the last 5 years I've had cancer of the uterus, all my teeth out a foot op 6 years ago another foot op 5 wks ago and a biopsy on my foot last week. I've gone through it all on my own. My kids were my world, my middle son was my soul mate and I miss him every single second of the day. Over the ten years I've come close to ending it all several times but the one thing that's kept me going is the thought of the police turning up at my kids door and giving them the news of what I done if I do go through with it. I suffer with extreme anxiety and panic attacks every day but even though my kids have cut me off I know they would be devastated and have to live with the guilt that they hadn't been in touch and they would never be able to change that!!! YOU have people who love you weather it's family or friends and THEY would be devastated THEY would forever beat themselves up weather they could/ should have done more!!!! Please keep on fighting the great fight and remember the hurt and devastation you would leave behind, well done for doing this video and even though I'm a stranger I understand and am right there beside you (so to speak)

[@tirameowsu]

thank you for also being comfortable sharing your experience, Sue. I'm so sorry to hear of what you've been through, but I'm proud of you for making it to where you are today

[@_dom_97]

Sue, this breaks my heart. It truly does, my mom is my soul mate and I love her so so much and I cant imagine what I would do if she ever turned against me and cut me out of her life. I tear up at the thought. I am so so sorry. Reading stories like this makes me feel like I want to take action and fix it for you. But I cant. I wish I could do or say anything to make it better. Please stay strong and dont lose hope. I will remember you and your story

[@TheYoshi3579]

I’m so glad to hear that you’re okay, Chrissy. There will always be ups and downs, but all of us are always here to support you and lift you up 💕 Aslan, Fiora, and Beans are here for you too! Never be afraid to take time for yourself to rest and recover. Sending you so much love!!! 🥰❤️💞💛

[@tirameowsu]

ahhh I'm so sorry I never responded to this, comments have been a little intimidating for me lately ;-; thank you so so much Mel

[@aniirix]

I'm so glad to hear you're safe. I've been so worried that no videos have been coming out, it's so nice to see you're back! Sending lots of love.

[@tirameowsu]

that's very sweet of you, thank you so much for having me in your thoughts 🥺💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖

[@kaleniccole]

Love you so much and I’m proud of you for just existing and doing what you needed to do the last couple months. Take your time getting back into it but it’s so nice to hear your voice again and see you do art again 🥺💗

[@tirameowsu]

love you too, it warms my heart so much that you watch my videos 🥺💕💕 thank you for supporting my art endeavors and being an amazing and kind soul and ALSO HAPPY BIRTHDAY??!?!?!??!?!?!? 🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@QUEERVEEART]

im so sorry you went through that. i had a similar experience in 2016. my stay in the hospital was more traumatic than me almost leaving the world. i dont understand why mental health places are like that, its like they screw you up even more after you have just gone through something horrible. i couldnt have my phone and evveryone who was a 'patient' was treated like shit and it was just a super not fun time. its just like.. how did i survive just to have my freedom and autonomy taken away ?! so effed up. that was one of the worst times of my life too. sending you all the positive vibes and good thoughts. ive come so far and feel i am on the other side of depression, tho i still have a ways to go. i actually feel joy as an adult for the first time.. ever. progress def isnt linear and im glad you mentioned that. it does feel so bad when i have a breakdown when ive been doing so good.. but during one breakdown when i was freaking out that all my progress was gone, my mom was like no, you are still doing so good, this is just in the moment. you have still come so far. ;-; its awesome to hear you are having some good days! i know if you keep going it will get even better. beautiful artwork !!

[@tirameowsu]

its absolutely insane to hear that a lot of mental health inpatient facilities provide such a poor experience. I'm very grateful that I was in the headspace I was in (even though it still wasn't good) during my time there -- I could easily see how forcibly being held in a place like that can absolutely break someone and lead them to spiral even further. sorry to hear you have gone through that as well but I'm so happy for you and proud of you for being on the other side of things!!!!! we got this 💪💪

[@fizzy_gutz]

Your emotions and mental health are very important, love!! It takes a lot of courage to be as open as you were here❤ Mental health is such a rough journey for some. Everyday you’re a live you’re keeping up that beautiful, creative, fighting spirit of yours. I for one have been greatly effected by the beauty of your creations. There’s been multiple times in which your videos have helped me through some dark times. Your story is very relatable to many of us. Art can be hard at these times so please feel no pressure and rest up as much as you need✨✨ we love and support you no matter what!

[@tirameowsu]

thank you so so so much 🥺💕💕💕💕 it is such an honor to know my videos have been able to provide any semblance of comfort. knowing I am able to make a difference like that for others makes it more than worth it for me 🥺💕

[@b-radimusprime6775]

It took me awhile to actually click on this video. I wasn't sure if I was emotionally ready. I'm sorry that you've been having such a hard time and that you've had such negative experiences. Life can be so rough sometimes that it feels like it's never going to get better. It's inspiring to see that you are trying to look forward and I hope you can find happiness! You are extremely strong for still being here, don't forget that! Thank you for all the wonderful art that you create! I'm sending positive vibes your way!

[@tirameowsu]

thank you so much Brad 🥺💕 you are always so kind to me and your words of encouragement truly touch me 💕 one day at a time 💪

[@purproland1991]

We love you do it at your own pace we will be here when you’re ready

[@tirameowsu]

thank you so much, those are definitely words I've needed to hear 🥺💕

[@purproland1991]

@@tirameowsu 💜💜💜

[@paulasaraivajournal]

Go girl go!!! You rock!!!

[@tirameowsu]

thank you so much Paula 🥺💕

[@fuzzydragons]

yeah some mental health places are better than other unfortunately glad to hear that at this moment you feel like you are in a better place mentally and realize that mental health is not a straight road to being in a good place

[@tirameowsu]

its so wild to learn that so many places are like this 😔 and thank you!! so much!!! one day at a time 💕

[@rebecca7415]

So happy to see your video.

[@tirameowsu]

thank you!! 💕💖💕💖💕💖

[@ActionCat2000]

Your painting is beautiful!

[@tirameowsu]

thank you!!! 💕💖💕💖💕💖

[@cucco_scribbles2109]

Yess girl slay 😭💖💫💕 I struggle day to day with my mental health too, so thank u so much for sharing and being so open.💖 ik sooo many people appreciate that!

[@tirameowsu]

I'm sorry that you also struggle 🥺 our brains are very unfair!!!!! sending good vibes to you!! 💕💕💕💕

[@teresasmith3022]

I've missed you so much! I'm so sorry that that happened to you, and I'm happy you're starting to feel better. Please know that we're always out here loving you, your art, and the heart that you share with us in your videos. Love to you and your cats xx

[@tirameowsu]

thank you so unbelievably much Theresa 🥺💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖

[@saltteas]

I am so glad to see you back! Missed watching your videos, of course mental health and your well-being comes first. I can't imagine the hardships you have been through, but I am glad you're here now. Posting, making content, and telling your story shows how much farther and much stronger you have become! Hooe you can continue to feel better and relax as the future comes.

[@tirameowsu]

thank you so much dude 🥺💕💕💕💖💖💕💖💕 it still kinda blows my mind that you watch my videos 😭 thank you sm for supporting me!!

[@saltteas]

@@tirameowsu I always look forward to seeing that notification bell that you posted a video! ❤️ Of course, take your time to get back on your feet. I and many others will be here to see all your amazing future content ❤️❤️☺️

[@AtelierArts]

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[@Bloomkyaaa]

I watched and listened to your entire video, and I'm sorry all that happened, and it sounds like it fucking sucked, and being in the ER already sucks... but having people watching/listening to you 24/7 fucking sucks even more and that detention center place sounds like it would make me want to jump out a window lmao.... anyways, what paints are you using? They look really smooth and even. Side note: Suicide topics are always hard, but for some reason I've become pretty numb to the topic. Maybe because I lost my brother to it last year. It really sucks. I really really really hope you're feeling better now. *Take care and stay away from Twitter/Reddit for good mental health.*

[@tirameowsu]

yeah the behavioral health unit (mentally ill jail tbh) was a god awful experience. definitely not the place to send people to encourage them to keep living 💀 these are a mixture of m graham and Daniel smith paints!! I love both brands so much,, they're so pigmented and smooth ;__; I'm sorry to hear about your own personal experience of how suicide has impacted your life. sending well wishes and good vibes to you too

[@mandiie.pandiie]

First of all I just want to say thank you for sharing your experience. This takes guts to be honest. Watching your video I was flooded back with everything that I’ve endured with being sent to the psych ward. It was one of the most humiliating and worst times in my life. Ironic that I would rather die that having them help me with not wanting to die. I was treated more of a burden/animal rather than a person who needed help. I stayed for a goddam week in that hell and the ONLY reason why I left is I had to lie and make them believe that I was “better”. The sad part about this is I’m thinking about going back. That’s how bad I’ve been for these past months going on a year. It scares me. So hearing you go through this makes me feel that I’m not alone. I’m sorry that you’ve been going through this but I’m so fucking proud that you are taking it one day at a time. We miss you here on KZbin and I miss when we were both those small artists who were so excited to share our work with this art community, just messaging each other our hopes and dreams ❤️

[@tirameowsu]

its so upsetting to hear how many others have been in a similar situation and how the system has truly failed so many individuals when they needed it the most. being in a place where you're supposed to get better only to be isolated and neglected is so harmful and counterintuitive... I am sorry you also went through that :< and I'm so sorry to hear your mental health has been taking such a toll on you, too. we got this one day at a time 💪💕 sending positive vibes your way!!