This Former Extremist Turned Christ Follower Took His Own Life in Shocking Turn of Events! - EP44

This man was a taphophile. Do you know what that means? He had an abnormal attraction to graveyards and anything to do with the dead. But that's not all. He became immersed in a satanic dark metal band and joined an extremist right wing supremacist radical group. Multiple arrests followed. And then the darkness turned inward. He attempted suicide three times, and one of them succeeded as he shot himself in the head. Death brought him to an even darker realm beyond what the imagination could perceive. But subsequently this troubled man discovered Jesus as his Lord and Savior, and everything turned around for Renard. He now testifies of his love for God and for his fellow humankind. Gone is the darkness that once consumed him. This incredible journey represents one of the most transformational accounts of all-time. It's a must see!
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[@daniellelevine9638]

My precious little brother Michael at the age of 38. Shot himself in the head, but he succeeded. The spiritual warfare in his mind got to be too hard, demons tormented him, He was a born again, Christian, so I pray that he is in heaven. I miss him every day. And part of being a survivor of suicide loss is the constant questioning of was there something I could’ve done better. Powerful Testimony here, thank you!

[@SherryWeber-j1s]

❤my heart grieves for you. My hope is that suicide victims are so distraught that they are not thinking clearly and Jesus is there for them. I had two friends take their own lives. Both still hurt to think about even after 40 years.

[@karlahemphill3414]

I love this guy. Jesus does to I feel it. Godbless him. I shot myself and years before dumped a bunch of pills down my throat. I ofcourse lived. When I got the bill for defibulations I got depressed all over. Anyway I cried out to the Lord to take my drinking addiction out of me. He did and I've been a Christ follower ( christian ) for 38 years. Praise Jesus.

[@hunterbenson1506]

Wow praise Jesus

[@jodiperocchi]

Wow praise Jesus. God is so amazing

[@childofgod269]

Amen 🙌🏽 It’s funny that after I read that you got depressed over the defibrillation bill I was thinking that sounded like alcoholic behavior and then I pressed the more button to finish reading your comment and you brought up alcohol addiction. I’m a friend of Bill so I recognize the mentality. Lol Praise the Lord, he led me to AA. After I began to follow Christ and feel the Holy Spirit in me I couldn’t drink anymore. It felt like death when I did. God bless you my sobriety and Sister in Christ.

[@karlahemphill3414]

@@childofgod269 thankyou, Godbless you and see you in Heaven.✝️👑🙏😊

[@karlahemphill3414]

@@jodiperocchi He sure is. Godbless you and see you in Heaven✝️👑🙏😊

[@slopokinit1979]

God bless this man and all who struggle with turning from sin. I myself recently turned from all known sin, and have been doing my best at keeping my temple clean for the Lord. Smoking cigarettes was the hardest, followed by quitting pot/alcohol, I want to stay sober and watch for the Lord, porn/ma$terb@+ion was next in line, now I'm working on my temper/cussing, along with trying to eat healthier. This has taken 4yrs to whittle away these sins and the Lord is not done yet. I'm excited for the future and hope to bring others to Jesus by being an example. No more hypocrisy! God's will be done!

[@NeedGrace]

Thank you Dr. Kay! I love you both!

[@warrenrodgers7544]

Jesus Christ is the only way humbly ask him he will answer you

[@tessw9744]

Randy,I have to say, you have one of the sweetest spirits I've ever seen. I love to see the Holy Spirit do work like that in people. Mike Winger is another one. You're just so full of compassion and kindness.

[@elainesimpson3169]

I totally agree with you!! He’s so easy to listen to because it’s the love of Jesus flowing through him!

[@dawnemccants]

💯 agreed. Tenderness kindness and humility 🙏🏼

[@willscott4785]

Randy, you're one of the best interviewers I've ever heard. You're a good listener, and you let your guests speak without interrupting them, even when they go off topic. Then you expertly and gently steer the conversation back on track. Your respectful and caring demeanor is a shining example of Christian love and humility. We need more leaders like you.

[@annairwin8147]

Yes Randy has such a precious spirit

[@mariasalustiano1972]

Amen ❤️ 🙏🏻 ❤️

[@srichey444]

For those who say his story is hard to follow. Please remember he shot himself in the head. It took 2 years of Physical Therapy for him to begin to function again. He may have some lingering effects from his Traumatic brain injury. I think he looks and sounds wonderful. His story broke my heart. So glad that he accepted the perfect gift of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. 🙏🏽🤎✝️🙌🏽

[@ProphetessSatin]

He goes down many streets but he does arrive to the block

[@kevinor6776]

Well said. Thank you

[@briansmith48]

I was thinking the same thing. He jumps his timeline all over the place. Kind of hard to follow. Randy could have lead the interview better with more poignant and focused questioning. But it's all good. 🙂

[@Yerpompous]

I haven’t read any of the comments yet except for yours and I have to tell you that I appreciate how you think. People are so quick to judge and grab the quickest most obvious case scenario when life is not like that. It’s always more convoluted. All of these people who do this and judge a scenario without knowing the people or situation or specific circumstances and make their quick judgment and then promulgate them for everyone to then continue to promulgate and then it becomes fact upsets me so much. I see this happen in the media all the time as you know. Like the families of killers who get attacked and stalked on their lawns etc. Why is the family crucified? They probably know their family member is a nut and it has probably bothered them for years!!! I think about my family. We are some of the nicest people on the planet. Sorry but we are!! And we have a family member who is a little different. If he did something awful and my entire family was harassed even though WE KNOW he is not 100% normal, that would devastate us. Would these people who judge like this like for others to judge them this way? I just had to get this off my chest because I see it over and over and over again! How would these people who do this feel if others did the exact same thing to them? We need to stop this together as a culture. It’s getting way out of control!!

[@SevAnsdigg-123]

I didn‘t find i too hard. Other testimonies were harder to follow.

[@ikeriascott7946]

“If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land.” 2 Chronicles 7:14❤️ Please don’t take this lightly guys repent today, no day is promised so do it now, here’s the sign you’ve been looking for. God loves you and so do I❤️❤️

[@greekgirlsofia2937]

❤❤❤

[@johnmccorkle747]

I'm 54 and I have a lot in common with this man.Sex,drugs and rock n roll is what I thought was important.i had depression through most of my life.God saved me from death over and over and I finally got saved in 2013.i have backslid badly since then but I'm getting back on track now.Jesus is so patient.Praise God!Praise Jesus!

[@jeanettesilhouette5678]

Stay on track my friend. Remember you are never alone. Hugz

[@JESUS.IS.GOD.777]

I am ex athiest. I used to mock christians and say it was all just a fairy tale to help people die in peace. Until i overdosed and stood before Jesus. His face is as bright as the sun. I couldnt see any details of his face but i could see his arms were held out like to hug me and they were a dark tan color, not white or black. Which makes sence remembering he was born in the middle east desert!! When he held out his arms the light got brighter and i felt so much love and peace and raw power that i cant even find the right words to describe them. Jesus is God in the flesh. God is a trinity. All power the father has Jesus also has. He has existed with the father since before the earths creation.

[@CherieDeDieu]

Lord please flush away all the depression from your child in Jesus name. Amen. You did it for me; You can do it for him.

[@RandyKayMinistries]

This will be a "wowsa" one friends!

[@SisterInChrist-Chrissy]

Can't wait to hear his miraculous story.. Praise God❣️🙌✝️

[@RadiantBloom]

I noticed the podcasts are a slightly behind the videos. Are you able to upload these more frequently to podcasts?

[@activesnipe2.080]

Jesus loves you so much! Jesus is God! He is with God in the beginning! Before sin take hold of this world Jesus already knew He will sacrifice Himself for the world's salvation! Jesus died on the cross for our sin! God send Him here on earth and dwelt among us! He grew up without sinning! When he turned 30 when He started His ministry and Jesus already know since He was young that He was gonna die on the cross! Jesus already existed before even Abraham was born (John 8:58) and Melchizedek the high priest in the Old testament was already foreshadowing Jesus, Abraham nearly sacrificing his son Isaac is also a foreshadowing of Jesus in Old testament, After God the Father also sacrificed His Son Jesus in the cross for our sins, His face was so marred that people was so horrified! He has crown thorns all around His head and was beaten by a stick in His head leading to more bruises! His body was already so weak yet He still carried the cross all the way to Golgotha where He was crucified and He fell on the ground 3 times due to the weight of the cross and due to His broken body! Roman soldiers beating Him and spitting on Him! Mocking Him saying "KING OF THE JEWS!" and scourging Him! Humiliating Him! Plucking out His beard, Molesting Him, everyone despised Him even God, God was so pleased to bruise Him it is not because God hated Him it is because God hated our sin that was put on Jesus! All people that loved Him despised Him! Peter denied Him 3 times, God abandoned Him spiritually, He felt the weight of the world for a moment and His weak body cannot hold it anymore yet He still didn't give up! When they get up into Golgotha He was nailed to the cross by His 2 wrists and foot after that His clothes was divided and the romans soldiers cast lots upon His garments, they mocked put a sign above His head saying "Iesus Nazarenus, Rex Iudaeorum" which means "Jesus of Nazareth, King of the Jews", He was asphyxiated and is struggling breathing, He is also losing His blood leading to more painful pain! The most painful at all is that He felt the loneliest feeling that we ever felt, He carried all our sorrows and grieves! He carried all the sufferings of the world! Billions of people's sin was put on Jesus just 1 man receiving our punishments from God! He didn't even deserve His punishment yet He received the punishments that we deserved for our sins! He was also sneered, extremely jeered, and more! Until He finally dies and the veil tore apart after a big earthquake! And He rose from the dead the third day! After being molested, despised, mocked, ridiculed, humiliated, beaten harshly, spitted on, mutilated! Experiencing the most horrific death! The people around Him couldn't even recognized His face and was so horrified to His appearance! Isaiah 52:14 "As many were astonished at you; his visage was so marred more than any man, and his form more than the sons of men:" His face was so disfigured more than any man that had existed thats how broken and weak His body was! Roman soldiers don't even care and showed all their hatred, mockery and arrogance to Jesus while beating Him, scourging Him! Even the thief around Him hated Him but the one thief shows fear on God and Jesus said to the one thief "Truly I say to you, today you shall be with Me in Paradise."

[@gothicballerinayeshua22]

I’m excited!

[@eppie1515]

I always felt I was unwanted. Didn’t feel loved by anyone! I think about taking my life daily

[@melissazayas4106]

While listening to this interview began to sense God’s deep love for this man-praying God fills him to overflowing with His Love.

[@joellukewarriorforjesusthe293]

I agree but God loves everyone the same. May God bless you Melissa aswell :)

[@DavidRomero-vj4ld]

I can feel the peace of the Holy Spirit when ge talks. A sense of total peace.

[@TriciaBonenfant]

Amen ✝️🙌

[@brittany3787]

This channel has lead me to stronger faith and trust in my walk with the Lord. His mercies are endless. These testimonies are captivating. Thank you for sharing yours sir ❤️

[@miradomin9549]

Bernard , THANK YOU for this beautiful testimony. And THANK YOU for Your heart touching prayer. May God be with you day and night. Randy K , THANK YOU for everything YOU do for us. Watching Your ministry bring us Hope , Words of God and love to each other’s. God Bless You. ♥️

[@spazzcorpse]

I am a friend of Raynard and know him a little bit. Hung out in person a couple times but we live a few states apart. He is a kind soul who was and is in need of God's love more and more. People's compassion comes and goes but the only thing you can bank on is God's love and acceptance. But I can tell you that this man has paid the price for his earthly crimes many time over. People can be and frequently are cruel and judgemental of this man. I would say there is something to be learned from everyone. Much to learn from Raynard's story. Judge not lest ye be judged. Which means, next time you or anybody who hates Raynard would cast a stone against him, think of your own sin, are you free of that truly? I was also saved a few years ago and became a Christian and the music definitely does have a negative aura and negative aims. Cathartic as it may be in a sense, it's not manufacturing goodness and love that's for sure.

[@randybuchert3283]

I totally 💯 percent agree with you on that

[@finchsparrowbird]

His sincerity and gentleness really come across during this interview. Unbelievably disappointing that someone would be judgemental of him.

[@spazzcorpse]

There are groups of people who follow him around just to try and grt him into trouble or get him fired from his job for things he did long ago and thry don't even try to accept that he is a changed man and has his own struggles just as thry do. They are the relentless masses of Satan. The unforgiving and the brutal. Thank you for your support of Raynard, he needs it. He is still healing and trying his best to be the best man he can be.

[@candancemcgee3328]

It's really sad there are people who's hearts are so black they feel they must destroy other people's lives in order to feel good about themselves. But God's promises do not return void, and Raynard is now a Child of the Most High. No weapon formed against him shall prosper, and in the end, Ray will be triumphant. Praise God for His faithfulness!

[@teresitanunez3593]

😊

[@rubenfelan6372]

Praise God for this man's testimony, in Jesus's precious name!! HALLELUJAH!!!

[@ratso4443]

Sounds like Bernard would benefit from deliverance to close some of those doorways he opened when he practiced the occult. Astral projection and opening the third eye are big ones.

[@Linda-ot3pj]

Please consider throwing those demonic photos out. Demons are attracted to their own images. Stay in the praise realm to lift up the spirit of heaviness

[@bcaiqs]

I said the same thing Linda

[@nomadgurle]

I think that people need to be shown that evil forces exist and how it can wreak havoc on our lives and affects us like anger, hate, fear etc. when people come to know God and his son Jesus, they need to know the whole story and that includes satan exists as well.

[@jesusloveisthegreatestpower]

for decades during my depression, if I ever drove past a graveyard, I'd wish I was buried under there. I haven't been like that for years.

[@jessicamartinez3613]

Praise the Lord!❤

[@jesusloveisthegreatestpower]

@@jessicamartinez3613 Yes, praise him indeed!

[@rayzerwrecker70]

Many thanks to you all for the soul stirring support and understanding you all have shown me here. Let us store our treasures in Heaven with the genuinely good deeds we accumulate here on Earth in Christ's dear sweet name, my brethren. It is all we need do. Thanks again, Randy! For letting me be heard. So therapuetic for me to share it for healing. God bless all here and more. Amen.❤💯❤

[@hopehoward1956]

You need to meet John Ramirez.

[@michaels7499]

Thank you for sharing.

[@1955dash]

@rayzerwrecker What a wonderful testimony! You’re winning! I believe your message will reach many in need of God’s blessings. Thank you for caring about others as you do. It’s a beautiful thing. God Bless!

[@isabs8616]

Dear Rayser, same as you I have been through différents steps to quit sin after my baptism , the Lord has been so patient with me . Can I suggest you something after my personnal expérience : it could be a nice awareness to change tour profile picture, so you have one more victory over death. This is spiritual warfare. Blessing

[@rayzerwrecker70]

@@isabs8616 Brother/Sister, Thank you for your words. I am so happy my trials moved you in any way. The blood of Jesus has very nearly cleansed me entirely of the sins that taunted me. We are still sinners even without sin in our lives for years. Jesus will shape us each individually to where we need to be in order to be with him in his Father's home. Let me explain my profile picture to you. The skull is not a symbol of death in my view. It is a marvelous functional design by God among many of his creations, to support the flesh brain and functions of the mortal head. And Metal heads like me think it's just COOL. Not evil. God bless and protect you in these trying times.

[@ChildofGod-g8f]

Bernard, Jesus adores you. Thank you for sharing your story. You were brought back for a reason. God bless you. As always Randy, thank you for doing the work Father has given to you to do.

[@Dutten777]

No one should ever accept depression. It’s a spirit that can be expelled. Derek Prince has a post on You Tube on deliverance from depression and how he was delivered from it.

[@dauddaniel8354]

Randy you are really a good man who never in his program let people feel embarrassed while talking so openly and sharing their experiences. It 's only the love of God that you are using to help people.Thank you God bless and keep you.

[@HP-fn4bo]

I agree with you. I never feel as though he is judging the people he is interviewing and it is so lovely and allows me to be more compassionate.

[@dauddaniel8354]

@@HP-fn4bo thanks and Lord bless you!from Pakistan

[@freeindeed5393]

Thank you again Randy! Such a vital, last days ministry! I am praying that multitudes will come to know Jesus through these amazing testimonies!

[@helengoodwin5361]

This was an awesome testimony that will Touch many lives; especially those struggling with addictions. Thank you Randy for having Bernard as your guest to share his testimony!

[@tessw9744]

@41:33 there is no third eye. That's new Age talk. Please don't go down that road. As I watch churches I see them teaching New Age disguised as christianity. The New Age and Christ conscience is more and more becoming clear that it is the Apostasy Paul spoke of. You cannot believe that you are little gods who can control or speak things into existence. Yes the bible says we are to speak things that Agree with God's will,but it doesn't say we are gods who can control things. For those who would say, "the tongue carries power of life and death," YES....you can speak life to someone in encouragement or you can speak discouragement leading to death in them.... that's where it ENDS. YOU ARE NOT GOD. There is no 3rd eye ,Christ conscience, chakra, vibrations or, frequencies. There is only Jesus Christ and His blood for our sins. We are His creation. We are not Divine. Eve fell for that lie, "you shall be like God"... Don't you fall for it too. It's the end times Apostasy! The great falling away. I hope he knows that deliverance is available to him. Just because we get saved doesn't mean all our bondages disappear...he said that. But Jesus did give us the power to cast out demonic bondages.....and the demonic spirit of depression is no different. God's spirit is a source of JOY. Depression, without being tied to a sad event, is of the devil. Having said that,I'm SO glad to hear that the Lord has been sanctifying him, and he has come to know he's heaven bound. Perfect Love casts out all fear. When we realize that the Law of Jesus Christ is LOVE, we can know that when we walk in that love, we should have no fear of going to Hell. Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no commandment greater than these.” Galatians 5:22-23 - But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law. I'm a black woman ,Brother! And I love you with the love of Jesus! I can't wait to see you in heaven!....or in the millennial Kingdom on this earth. God bless you and keep you! 🤗

[@ottom.3094]

Amen - well stated and God bless 😊

[@monbon6656]

I was thinking I was the only one who had heard this. He is also talking 38:45 about "earlier incarnations" ... later mentioned guardian spirit ... Thank you, Tess!

[@maureencook8766]

I just wanted to make a correction here , and that is that ' Alice Cooper' real name being Vincent Damon Furnier and his wife have been very Christian for a very long time . They have organizations to help kids on the street, and also a restaurant for homeless I think also . They are definately not shy to speak of thier faith

[@jodiperocchi]

I thought that same thing when he mentioned Alice Cooper. He is a great man of God now

[@rayzerwrecker70]

Hello Maureen, Raynard here. I am still a major fan of Alice today. In the interview I was just saying I don't worship musicians like an Idols anymore since my conversion to Christ. I am very well aware of his Christian faith and all his humanitarian works. Even Ozzy is Christian at the end of the day. But he has had more long-term problems with his faith and life than Alice did, and I assume it is because of this that the Ozman has had a rockier relationship with our Lord over the years. Still when both bands walked away from Jesus, they created more destructive music during those godless years. But there are far more evil bands in the underground scene. Thanks for your interest and concern. God bless you.

[@jodiperocchi]

@@rayzerwrecker70 thank you for sharing your testimony your going to help so many people it was so interesting and inspiring God is so amazing. What church do you go to I don't live that far from you I'm from Haverhill Massachusetts

[@josiemartinez2442]

Alice Cooper's performances are dark and evil, you just need to look at videos on his social media. His performances glorify death and show fake decapitations, etc. Honest questions, do his performances glorify Jesus Christ and do they point people back to our Savior? Alice may do some great charity work but it can't be denied that his performances are dark and wicked. That being said, only the Father knows what's in Alice Cooper's heart and if he has truly put his faith in Christ. Jesus said that we can recognize a believer by their fruits...a good cannot bear bad fruit and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Alice may still be struggling because sanctification is a process but I don't think it benefits the body of Christ in any way to say we as believers can have one foot in the world and another foot in the kingdom of heaven. We need to call out wickedness while praying for those that still have strongholds in their lives. Blessings brothers and sisters!

[@maureencook8766]

@@rayzerwrecker70 thank you so much for your reply, and your testimony, I've seen you twice now ........and I do get what you are saying about some bands influence on people ...some people also take some bands the wrong way , and dont get the humor intended , but I believe also , some bands now a days, well, its really gone too far ....but anyways ...God Bless you as well

[@Jesusversesfire]

Thank you for everything you do Randy every video is beyond awesome

[@RandyKayMinistries]

Thank you and bless you brother!

[@nataliaroldan8397]

Totally!

[@rebeccaspeirs5678]

This really touched me, as I know another who lost their way through inappropriate music and drugs. Bernard, as Randy said, you are truely a living testimony that Jesus is real, just as real as the devil. From listening to your sincere story, I could feel that you have found Jesus. Now you are emulating Him. 😄 You look for opportunities to serve in any way you can. I feel that you are pleasing Him. You can now touch alot of lives. I love what you said Randy, that Christ wants all our hearts. Our will, our heart, is the only thing we can give Him, that He hasn’t already given us. Love your site Randy. I’ve been touched by several testimonies here, as well as your own. Thankyou for your time and effort! 💙🙏🌈

[@rondawohl6542]

Rebecca Speirs, when you said "Jesus is real, just as real as the devil" it hit me so hard!! because I was well acquainted with the devil way before I knew Jesus. And even now, 40 yrs later, in times of weakness or when I'm tired or going through a great battle like I am now, that I have to fight so hard to hear the Lord's voice above the screaming of the devil. I thank God that He speaks in a still small voice, for it is then that I can so easily know that it is Him!

[@lyndseyable4614]

What a precious...testimony..there is no secret what God can do..I am a believer but lacked boldness until I started listening to these testimonies of hell...Father we don't want anyone to perish and go there...Amen

[@marianhicks1311]

Those pictures shouldn’t be shown. Evil reeks from them

[@kethsisanthi4607]

Brother Randy we are really blessed by your interviews with so many different types of people who were touched by God's grace. I am a paster's wife , and I share these things in my congregation.Thank you for reminding again and again the blessed hope of our future.May God bless your ministry.

[@davidnoonan7893]

Wonderful testimony, and I can relate to your sins, and how Jesus healed you. He’s done the same for me, cocaine, porn, alcohol and weed have all been eliminated from my life. Praise Jesus Christ, and The Holy Spirit🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@joanhaselman444]

Praise God

[@DA-ib1ii]

Thank you Jesus for the awesome testimony of this sincere, kind and gentle soul❤

[@mainemandave2073]

I know Ray he’s a great person and a few months back I received a tattoo from him he’s a great tattoo artist and I must say I’m glad the heavens weren’t ready for him to cross over yet because I wouldn’t have met a great man who I consider a friend

[@childofgod269]

Jesus is our “rockstar”. And yes, we all have a Heavenly Father who’s better than we could ever imagine! 🙌🏽

[@dwayne20110521]

May you know His love more than you want.

[@bithiahamariah9139]

My son used to listen to some pretty black and dark Music. I used to complain about the pit of Hell he had underneath his bedroom floor. He went on to psychodelic drugs and ultimately suicide at 23. Unfortunately he was not returned to us, probably too fatal. I watch a lot of these sorts of shows to be encouraged and to understand why he did what he did. Maybe it really was demonic influence even more than depression. But it seems the music and the drugs open the door to demonic spirits - suicidal spirits. If God gave this guy a chance, I am hoping he also gave my son a last minute chance to repent. He'd given his life to Jesus as a late teen. He just couldn't cope with life. Never give up! That is my advice. Tomorrow is another day to sort things out.

[@rayzerwrecker70]

Bithiah, first may I offer my sincere condolences for your deep loss of your son. May God ease and heal your suffering in your lifetime till you reunite again. As you suspect, it was very likely demonic influence. Not depression alone. Depression is exacerbated by demonic forces. Regardless of being saved in the blood of Christ, I continually pray for Jesus to exterminate demonic influence from my person. As the Christians we now are, Demons find us even more a rewarding target than when we were unbelievers. We make for a greater challenge and a more enticing trophy for them to display. We are easy meat without the protection of our faith in the one true Lord. But don't lose hope in your sons redemption! Pray for him often and till your time to cross over. Your love and care can draw the Angels to his salvation and raise his spirit. As you say, your son believed in Jesus and his sacrifice to mankind. This should be enough. I pray you come to know peace and God bless you always.

[@bithiahamariah9139]

@@rayzerwrecker70 Thank you so much for your encouraging words, and taking the time to write them. It is a mother's worst nightmare to lose her son to suicide when he was walking in the world and not with the Lord. However, God had prepared me unknowingly. He had been pressuring me to give my children up to him, to pray the Prayer of Job, but I was too afraid. I finally did so and less than 4 hours later my son was dead. God knew. I pray that in releasing him to God that night, that God gave him a last minute chance to get things right with him. God was asking me was he Good, and did he love me, no matter what happened in my life. I got down on my knees as I waited for the police, and surrendered. What could I do? God is Good and he loves us, no matter what happens. But I do confess, I long for heaven to get my answers. The why's. And the Where's. God bless.

[@Mercyme57]

Demonic album covers, talk of third eye, out of body meditative practices, HP Lovecraft quotes….!!! Right wing v left wing political opinions !!! Thank God this man is delivered/being delivered and still making a journey but avoid all that like the demonic plague it is. Phillipuans 4:8 “Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.”

[@ellen5596]

What a huge point that there’s still an attachment to sin and the demons even after his NDE and baptism. Conversion can be a long process.

[@carly106]

What a testimony!! Thank you for this. 🙏🏼❤️✝️

[@Ettell]

For anyone suffering from depression, please check your vitamine D level, through a blood test. Though not by any means the only cause of depression, a vitamine D deficiency can by itself cause severe depression - as was my case. Hope this helps someone else. Curing it with vitamine D supplements and as much sun as I can get. Love and Light.

[@kellieb4898]

God bless him!!! Thank you for sharing!! Sounds like a fellow New Englander!! Absolutely agree with what he said about music. I believe my husband got brain cancer listening to demonic heavy metal!! Thankfully Jesus saved him and he is healed!!❤🙏✝️✝️✝️

[@tatepasi9519]

Renaurd your story gives me so much faith for people I see taken captive by satan in addiction, slave to dark arts etc. In my own family and up here in Vancouver where I live addiction has taken many people captive. Your heart is beautiful.

[@dwayne20110521]

Joh 10:28 And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand. Joh 10:29 My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father's hand.

[@signetulupan]

...DEATH METAL MUSIC....TOTALLY DEMONIC!

[@accentogringoTejas]

"Satan wants to divide and conquer." So true! Just look at our world today.

[@TheKimeegirl]

Great interview, God Bless you brother in Christ..I really liked when you stated it did not matter the color of other people's skin, I was raised in a huge very wealthy family, well they were wealthy, but about 30 of us were taken down to the local mortuary, all my younger cousins, it was a small town back then. The owner happened to have 3 bodies he had not prepared yet, he proceeded to make sure that we noticed that one was Mexican, one black and a white body and he made a cut in each one and said, look here all you children, on the very very outside the color of our skin may vary a bit, but God made us all the same. Underneath that very thin skin we are all excatally alike. We are all God's Children...Me and all my cousins thought that was so cool...none of us see color, we look at your heart and eyes and soul to determine if we want you in our everyday lives...God is so good❤

[@esterveldman4983]

I looked at kids removed from their parents for some time,,we didn't allow them to listen to heavy metal music, because if they did a hour or two a riot broke out,and they destroyed the whole place,it's truly a miracle the he survived the gunshot to his head,it doesn't happen often❤️

[@pamelagrace2056]

Thank you for interviewing this wonderful man's. Amazing story. Lots to think about and pray for.

[@davidgingerich2230]

WOW Randy. I watch your show alot. This guy's testimony beats all I've ever heard. He really fulfilled his mission today. Hearing him makes me want to cling to JESUS for dear life. God bless you all.thankyou.

[@carmengale3311]

Im grateful to God to lead this man to know His goodness. My sister was in a car accident and went to this peaceful blackness and didnt want to leave, but was sent back to her body.

[@robertorr7410]

Depression is real and a terrible affliction. I hope and pray for your healing brother. Jesus will deliver us from anything when it is His will. Otherwise there is something in our situation that we need to learn or experience.

[@spacelyzrocketband1181]

He is a great guy and is very honest I know him because I saw his story about 2 years ago, I have had many near death experiences and we relate to each other. He’s a great friend.

[@robertcarter6066]

I listened to this as I fell asleep and had a horrible nightmare. I won't even begin to try to tell what the dream was about other than to say that it was purely influenced by demonic activity. Okay so a little, at some point I was at this house/ pavilion that I had never been to and I saw this big poster of some type of work involving Jesus Christ that had been nailed onto the builtin board that was huge and fallen down and it was then that I realized it was my work, something I had done... as the night wore on the place began to fill up with people and we were semi camping out then it changed, morphed into others talking about what Jesus had done for them... all the while I'm walking around and it started turning into many people milling around and just talking including younger teens even children as they were going up and down this tree like structure. So at the end, I'd lost my phone and my wallet and keys and didn't have a clue how I was going to get home to my wife. I was asking people if I could use their phone to call my wife ana couldn't get anyone to help. I felt helpless, as I was trying to climb back up the tree and I crossed the path of a Spanish lady at the bottom and she something to me in Spanish, which I didn't understand so I asked or told her if I had offended her in anyway that I was sincerely sorry. She put these two objects in her hand and and they morphed into eyes that were in the middle of her palm. They were demonic and were talking in another language... so I got away from her and at the end as I tried to climb the tree which was changing into a dead tree and finally I met this guy that was trying to convince me I needed ask Jesus into my heart as if I had never invited Him before. By this time I'm so freaked out that I'm asking Jesus to forgive me and begging Him to come into my heart. The thing that scared me the most was the demonic eyes in the older woman's palm of her hand and it cursing at me. Crazy dreams, but make no mistake, there's only one way to the Father and that is through Jesus, every knee will bow and every tongue will confess that Jesus is Lord. Thank you for sharing your testimony, I pray that many are touched by it and that they too can come to know Jesus as their Savior. Lastly, thank you Randy for your channel and doing the work you have been called to do, I pray you continue to reach thousands of souls.

[@Jeri-]

Very interesting dream, I'm so pleased for you that you got saved and came to know Jesus, there is so much evil in the world the only safe place for us IN JESUS Christ,

[@horseman528]

Oh the darkness that the devil will pull you down into if you let him. Be sober, be vigilant because your adversary the devil as a roaring lion walks about seeking whom he may devour.

[@ross5307]

A lot of this sounds like he might be getting caught up in the new age

[@evanwhite5494]

I had to stop watching because something didn’t feel right in my spirit at all

[@kimk3208]

Or, it might be that people who've followed occultism or new age teachings before salvation have to go through their own cleansing over time, e.g., lucky vs blessed. He's a baby Christian. 😉

[@ross5307]

@@kimk3208 yeah I get it. I was there and I’m still a baby Christian. I got saved in 2009, but I don’t think we have much more time before Christ’s return, so I hope he is surrounding himself with other Christians to help him with his walk

[@jeshstgermain8776]

Tell him never never NEVER to give up, for he was born to live out the purposes God put inside of him- Psalm 139

[@ryanlister4722]

As Apostle Paul exhorts: "Keep on working out your salvation in fear and trembling!"

[@jayclarke777]

Hallelujah and amen.

[@tammiecanada5837]

Had a hard time following this testimony. But I praise God this man has started down the right road. God bless and help him daily.

[@Baltic_Hammer6162]

Same here. He ricochets around like a pingpong ball. Not sure what to make of his experience. If it led him to Jesus to repent and be born again, then wonderful. Just feels like somethings missing.

[@touchdaroad688]

He was shot in the head so you have to take that into account that he may be a little off ok he has a severe brain injury

[@mm77991]

Thank you, Raynard, for sharing your life. This interview was very helpful to me. Btw, I had a similar experience driving (@ about 52 minutes).

[@amomentwithanimals7429]

Bernard made me think of a time when I was an agnostic at a young age. I was going to church yet for many years struggled with faith. At one time, I remember how I was looking around the church parking lot and the church pews at the people I was familiar with and I was thinking, if God loves his people so much than why do so many of them live in a poor fashion. Now I know the answer and it wasn't financially motivated,I know,as do you Bernard, Christians come to realize through devotion that worldly things aren't what's important, it's the inner workings that bring us peace and joyfulness .

[@annebourbonnais7558]

Randy you are such a sweet soul who radiates His love to all of your guests ❤🕊🇨🇦 Truely those bright blue shirts that you wear brings out the color of your spirit ☺️

[@sandraroberts7406]

GOD HAS FORGIVEN YOU. NOW FORGIVE YOURSELF. GOD SAVED YOU. I PRAY THAT GOD KEEPS A HEDGE OF PROTECTION AROUND YOU. WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS. ACTIVATE YOUR FAITH. IN JESUS' NAME AMEN. YOU ARE ALREADY BLESSED MY BROTHER.

[@richardsoderkvist6383]

Praise God that is a wonderful testimoney story experience he shared with us.Thank and praise the Lord for his salvation to us.Amen.

[@signetulupan]

This makes me miss my Scotty, so much...he was trying so hard to quit drinking, but he blasphemed God while drunk 😵....he was all I had! I don’t think he’s in heaven, which makes the pain of it all, even worse! Thank you, Randy Kay, I’m struggling w this one! 😭😩😭😩

[@rayzerwrecker70]

So sorry for your loss. Keep praying deeply for Scotty. Prayer's help lost souls even if they find themselves in Hellish realms. Prayer can help to raise them out of there. Don't lose hope for him. He may even have called out to God from a dark place and has been heard and saved already. ❤Keep up hope ,Sister.

[@sandina2cents779]

@@rayzerwrecker70 prayers help lost souls? Prayers can help them out of hell? That is not biblical. You are not a Christian. Maybe you are Mormon? I’d say that he could have repented before he died but everyone gets to choose to accept or reject Jesus. Most of my family are not saved and that saddens me but God gave them free will and I have to respect their choice. And I ask Jesus to give me peace and I leave them up to him. I pray for the living but as for the dead, their final destination is set eternally the moment after death.

[@LetsTalkChristMinistries]

@@rayzerwrecker70 No. prayers don’t. Respectfully, what you’re saying is not scriptural.

[@AudreyLuerding]

@@LetsTalkChristMinistries shes saying if that person died and experienced hellish realms they can cry out for Jesus even if they never believed before and he hears you and shows himself. People can repent at the very last moment. That is true. God shuns no one who believes in him❤️

[@sandina2cents779]

@@AudreyLuerding No, that’s not what she’s saying. He’s already gone and she’s telling her to keep praying for him because that can get him out of hell. She’s not talking about his last moments, that time has passed.

[@truemagneticnorth]

Amen…May we give Him our TOTAL DEVOTION ❤️❤️❤️

[@jony3775]

Renard, please seek out Dr. Mike Hutchings. He has a specialized ministry that has helped thousands with just your kind of affliction break free. God bless you!!!!

[@JohnCGUNSNFREEDOM]

The Holy Spirit doesn't leave a Christian when they sin but you won't feel the presence of God with habitual sin . But a Christian is sealed with The Holy Spirit untill The Day of Redemption. Just to make sure people understand that.

[@tinagonzalez_williams_lenz6281]

I agree that Holy Spirit does not leave a Christian when they sin, because then no one would have Holy Spirit. A lot of people don't realize that when they accepted Christ as their savior, their old spirit , the one that did not believe in Christ, well it was crucified (Literally killed) with Christ, never to return!!! Then God created, brought to life a brand new spirit for you. (Born AGAIN) in order to be born again, you have to die first. But That's not even the end though, and then He united His spirit with their new spirit that now resides in their earthly house, thier Temple, thier body. That's why God says he cannot deny himself, because he is united with you, he will not deny knowing you because then he would be denying himself. What God does to a believer with their spirit, there ain't nobody that can undo it!!!! not even the person who accepted Christ as their savior. Do we really think we have the power and ability to ununite Christ with our spirit??God is too good, his grace is too marvelous, and he knew what we needed in order to be saved from this evil and perverse world! All glory be to Christ our King 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🥰🥰🥰🥰🍀👑🦁🐑🕊️🔥

[@JohnCGUNSNFREEDOM]

@@tinagonzalez_williams_lenz6281 Exactly 💯

[@barbaraarmann5698]

“Ultimate horror often paralyses memory in a merciful way.”....H.P. Lovecraft

[@martinturner2309]

this could be a rough copy of my life experience , anger, alcohol ,drug use ,severe depression, suicide , mental hospital and so on . thank God for the Rosary that was given to me that drew me back to Jesus. Praise God.

[@carolinemorrison7599]

Rosary it's not true

[@Bachconcertos]

Alice Cooper claims to be a born again Christian for over 30 years now.

[@jonpark6650]

I agree with the demonic attack mental illness as opposed to the chemical imbalance argument

[@gisellee.hughes8142]

I saw so clearly, he still has depression because he still has those demonic albums in his hands.

[@williamweaver6003]

Wow praise tha lord 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 he went thru so much now he's FREE

[@World0097]

Thank you Jesus Christ 🙏

[@hedvigjenson4902]

Whoa! Just lately had I begun to consider all the ways God had been calling me to Him…my earliest memory when I was a little girl. Bernard gives a wonderful testimony of how those instances were happening in his life before he actually shot himself. To our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, we give all the honor and glory because He does not want to lose one soul!

[@louisedetamble6873]

Beautiful story what God has done to this Brother in Christ ..God is a loving and merciful and yes jealousGod he doesn’t want anyone to Go To that awful place and yes Hell is real And so is Heaven … I experience through a vision in 2010 of hell and he let me hear through my spirit And this is what I heard ..in My spirit someone crying out from hell saying …please please tell People not to come here it’s Awful ..so the lord let me hear this person from hell telling me this and ever since hearing and seeing the vision I tell as many people this vision to let them know hell is real and so is Heaven And to find the lord while he can be found because he loves all his creations ..so now I tell everyone about my experience ..And tell them about Jesus ❤

[@myrtleesther8855]

How terrible life can become without Jesus in it.

[@World0097]

Thank you Jesus Christ 🙏

[@jeanb.5405]

It takes a lifetime to work through the bad habits and sinfulness we attached ourselves to when we did not attach ourselves to God. PRAY FOR HOLY DETACHMENT in life - Jesus was Holy and Detached from the worldliness and He said "Come Follow Me....." So Pray for that Grace.

[@MiaQuacko]

Really love your testimony- as a follower of Christ who happens to be on the left .. it’s so compelling to hear your takes in music and politics.. the latter which creates a lot of loneliness and division.. ppl might never change their political views but we can all love Jesus and find togetherness through his love - I personally have lost many dear friends because of my views and it’s a mutual exit.. but in my heart I ached many times to not be able to chat with some of those folks again, that politics aside, we had had so much in common and great memories together. Overtime I have reached out to some of them to resume our friendship BUT we dont talk politics anymore 😂😂😂

[@jessicamartinez3613]

When we turn to Jesus we let Him tell us how to think about issues. Oh boy, He changed my mind about so many things!

[@King_Conan]

Politics are important but must have their place. And I believe the left and the right need to hear each other and not be tribal. Im thankful that "my side" is so good with abortion and not compromising the Word of God. I also believe "my side" needs to be more compassionate like the left and show love to people, go out and do good social deeds. The left shouldn't have ownership of that(whether real or apparent). The entire body of Christ needs to own that.

[@MiaQuacko]

@@King_Conan well said .. God Bless you and your family

[@willhall7777]

He said a beautiful prayer at the end. Also loved his story.

[@SisterInChrist-Chrissy]

A "WOWSER" for sure!!! LOVE this Testimony❣️ So grateful for Renard!! Love the "downloads" he gets. Thank you for sharing Randy.. God Bless you, Renard, family, and team as we all do His work moving forward for the glory of our Lord's Kingdom! 🙌💜🛐✝️🙏💜

[@cmos6199]

Thank you for sharing your story. May Jehovah God bless and strengthen you on your journey immensely. Amen

[@belkislantigua8669]

I didn’t get his KZbin channel! Can someone help me? God bless 🙏♥️

[@prryblu]

I Couldn't Find It Either.

[@rayzerwrecker70]

Here I am. God bless you for hearing my testimony and trying to understand my struggle to find Christ.

[@bernadettekeane3479]

You probably need to get some deliverance to get free from depression! He Came To Set The Captive Free! I've been there!

[@lisanewton3154]

Thank you Renard, for your awesome testimony . About how many times God has saved you and all of us, to get to know Him. I too ,got disheartened, when the church would get all pomp and forget about why we were there in the first place. So I found another church to praise Jesus. God bless you abundantly. Thanks Randy for your work in being part of God's blessings to us. ✝️👑🙌🌈🙌💖🤗🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@dwayne20110521]

A dead church is where God is not saving people. I think most do not know what the faith of God is Rom 3:3 KJV

[@karenhardy7964]

Alice Cooper is now a Christian. Ozzy will be saved, if he isn’t already. ❤

[@World0097]

Thank you Jesus Christ 🙏

[@tish.rangi_John3.16]

God bless you brother wonderful testimony 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@artz1306]

I want to say that i herd him say he delt with depression; and i dealt with it to god took mines away.... and there is still parts of it i deal with to but all and all, at least the source of it is gone.

[@SalonNews]

This man unfortunately is oppressed with demonic forces. There are unclean spirits still in him. He needs deliverance or his sinning will continue. If anyone knows him let him know for full salvation he needs deliverance or he will never fully depart from sin.

[@ProphetessSatin]

Very interesting God bless him thank God for change

[@jack00017]

That dark place in between is called the Valley of the Shadow of Death.

[@lauramluceroreyes564]

WRITE CHRISTIAN'S MUSIC 🎶!!!!! USE YOUR GIFT FROM GOD !!!!

[@raedawn7991]

wow If I were Bernard I d never go back to that lifestyle or darkness Poor guy But Praise be to God Jesus in his Mercy has delivered him from all the evil Jesus is amazing thank you my Lord for saving our Brother and bringing him back to Faith amen

[@raedawn7991]

Blood of our perfect Savior

[@dwayne20110521]

@@raedawn7991 Because He loves us He must labor to make us lovable.

[@Tryagain563]

Thanks for this testimony! God bless Bernard Hanna. Psalm 1. I pray this reaches suicidal people. Jesus is the Answer to their need. And every need.

[@HP-fn4bo]

Beautiful prayer at the end there Reynard! Thank you so much for the honesty, the childlike openness and the positivity. You seem happy in this video and I hope that grows for you everyday. 🤍 All the love!

[@valerieirvin249]

I believe it is called " transported" when holy Spirit allows your Spirit to leave your physical body.... Peter was transported after baptizing someone. Peters transport was complete, incl. his body as well. Jesus did this several times. I'm not sure if it's the Lord when you're body is left behind though... Only know what I read in scriptures. Thank you for your testimony .

[@elizabethsison2090]

Praise God. Yes, Jesus really loved you so much . Thank Jesus,Yeshua

[@williamweaver6003]

God told him there's not much time

[@berthwelskaria7063]

Thanks for being so humbly open....God is so good...all glory to God...to Jesus and Holy Spirit.