$UICIDEBOY$ - I NO LONGER FEAR THE RAZOR GUARDING MY HEEL (V) | THERAPIST REACTS

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In this video, Psychotherapist Tom Stevens REACTS to $UICIDEBOY$ - I NO LONGER FEAR THE RAZOR GUARDING MY HEEL (V) FOR THE FIRST TIME!
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[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

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[@corwinarmstrong4894]

I'm going to the concert and i hope you go as well. IT's gonna be such a good time. These new songs are amazing

[@TWEEMASTER2000]

betterhelp has blood on their hands , i dont think you want to support that or take money from them like please don't they're fucking garbage, i'm at my lowest and that shit just made me go down further in a bad bad bad bad way. they led one man to his death

[@zheryt2172]

Love how you always see the meaning behind the things the boys say

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Can’t get enough of them!😊

[@joshuahernandez5180]

Same here

[@NASwasTaken]

that's his job lol

[@neonredcs]

+1

[@jodyashton4627]

@@NASwasTakenyou would think, but most mental health professionals just break it down to “stop listening, find happier music”. This guys special.

[@idkwhattohaveasausername5828]

I’m addicted to sex, addicted to drugs, really whatever will make me feel loved is such an underrated line. Ruby has always had relationship issues and I think this line in particular really demonstrates that. Dude just wants to be loved above everything else. Hopefully now that he’s sober, he can maintain a relationship. Imagine seeing him and scrim have kids one day. It’s crazy to see how much they’ve grown as people. I also think this is the first time that Ruby has ever actually admitted that he has a drug problem.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Awesome words! Thank you my friend😊

[@rayroh]

I mean theres a similar line in "For The Last Time"

[@idkwhattohaveasausername5828]

@@rayroh ohhh yeah, but I mean this is the first time I’m actually aware of where he just straight up says that he’s a drug addict.

[@westurp9048]

Putrid pride “as the years go by the drugs used to be fun now they’ve become a problem” love both of these lines

[@Sybiin]

@@westurp9048 one of my favorite lines from them for sure

[@isaacsolorio7663]

“I’m just gonna rewind it so it never ends” me at work on my 45th re run of the album 👀

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Me too!!!!!!!!!😊

[@tPeazyy]

i keep thinking i cant wait to see the views in a year i know im not the only one whos soul was leveled when this dropped.

[@maxsteinbach3916]

HAHA same bro

[@joyboyyy]

@@tPeazyy imagine, that you started to finally go to gym after loong 8 years of preparing mentally for that and findind energy for this. 2 months passed, u alr got some visible results. its friday, early morning and u doing a leg day. And u hear that. I was crying TT

[@ch33kisl4v2]

im at 72th but its soo fucking fire

[@ProdByPHLUSHD]

the name "i no longer fear the razor guarding my heel" i believe is a reference to when the Boy$ decided they weren't going to step around the topic of their trauma and addiction, which leads to their mental health issues. their "heel" , like the achilles heel myth from the Illiad, resembles their weakness, such as their addictions and mental health issues, and the razor that guards the heel is their music, and its symbolic of them opening up and getting real with it. its also similar to one of their other albums/mixtapes "my liver will handle what my heart cant" which is the tape they made when Ruby and Krystal broke up, as well as around the same time Scrim either OD'd or relapsed (i forget the lore) and they also decided that they would use these painful moments to make more music because at the time, it was still either make music or dont eat the next day

[@Kranee]

Ruby finally releasing his solo album defiantly was a big help. This was the ruby we always wanted to hear. $crim on the other hand has tremendously reached a new level. (lyrically and vocally Proud of the boys fr

[@Gutter_Garden]

Whats rubys solo album called?

[@maxsteinbach3916]

yeah bro whats it called? :)

[@meatwad710]

@@maxsteinbach3916tragic love songs to study to vol 5

[@meatwad710]

@@Gutter_Gardentragic love songs to study to vol 5

[@threeinitiates8260]

I hear wetto is working on a solo album too

[@Blacksmither7]

23:00 important to mention how great it is the fact they sampled their OWN song here "All That Glitters Is Not Gold, But It's Still Damn Beautiful"

[@joyboyyy]

yesssss

[@ZikkemanYT]

i instantly lost it when i heard the sample

[@joyboyyy]

@@ZikkemanYT same TTTTTTT

[@anthonyvanatten8041]

i feel the same that this is some of their best work. it evokes a ton of emotion and still slaps.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Amen!👍

[@HarrySwampass]

The "Shark attack an album every summer like I'm Oddy Nuff" bar is talking about Ruby and his nickname Oddy Nuff the Snow Leopard, and Shark Attack is a solo song that Ruby did that was produced by Scrim before they became $uicideboy$

[@eskimojesus907]

It’s “Shark attack an album every summer like I’m oddly nuff.”

[@HarrySwampass]

fixed@@eskimojesus907

[@ronly_driver]

​@@eskimojesus907 no, it's Oddy Nuff. It's literally his alias.

[@thepowerwithin9865]

I love this man. So happy I found your channel a year ago Tom. Keep it up. It’s so enlightening to see someone who may not fit the common demographic to listen to this genre, but still understands the meaning.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

These words mean the world to me! Thank you👍😊

[@joyboyyy]

yess thats what i wanted to say too! TT

[@l9mbus969]

"now im depressed, cause its over". You are a real one

[@adriannnf]

This song meant so much to me. To hear the boys grow so much from junkies/ broke to inspiring millions/thriving financially. Thank you Tom for this reaction you did good ❤❤

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks so much 😊👍

[@Mogazilla]

This ep deserves way more attention than it's getting. Like I know it's already out there but it's so damn good that I actually feel like spreading this ep across the world for everyone to hear it😂😂😂

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Best ever for me😊

[@mchez520000]

*❤After so much struggles I now own a new house and my family is happy once again everything is finally falling into place!!*

[@mchez520000]

I earn from investing in the digital market with the guidance of Mrs Mary Margaret Schimweg Brokerage services...

[@mchez520000]

There is her line 👇👇👇

[@mchez520000]

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[@mchez520000]

She's Active on What's apps

[@pablolucsa]

Great to see you guys talking about her, This woman changed the game for me.

[@kajika574]

“A little trauma can be illuminating” is one of my favorite songs by the boys by far

[@Thiccbabyboi69]

“Let me tell you a secret, soemthing they don’t teach you in your temple, the gods envy us, they envy us cause we’re mortal, cause any moment can be our last , everything is beautiful because we die.” Been listening to this track on repeat each time I hear the intro I just live in that moment, embrace the air around me, thankful.

[@caralyncalabrese8536]

gives me goosebumps every time i hear it

[@rawr4799]

Line is from the movie - "Troy" Brad Pitt playing as the Greek hero Achilles says that line when talking to his characters love interest. It holds up extremely well considering it's age, worth a watch for those who haven't seen it or a rewatch for those who have.

[@kylelargin9528]

This is simultaneously my favorite and least favorite project they've ever done, on one hand it's beautiful and sounds amazing, but on the other it just hurts so much because it drags out emotions that I don't necessarily want to face right now

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Well said😊👍

[@jacoblouis7326]

I'm not therapist obviously lol but isn't it better instead of shutting them down you feel em and get through them healthy? Just saying my guy! I care bout you and I hope you feel better everyday of your Beautiful Existence!

[@caralyncalabrese8536]

this!! like holy shit it’s so good but wow i didn’t realize i was holding so much in

[@jeremydelaney1112]

Ruby's verse on the last song gets me crying every time. Its so insanely beautiful and vulnerable.

[@ronly_driver]

I swear I normally feel called more to Scrim's verses, but Ruby showed me a lot that I relate to on this project, and he didn't hold back an inch. It's just a very dialed in self-assessment from someone who has lost the ability to see a positive outcome from love.

[@rarejunkie]

I really really don't think people appreciate $B's enough. It's easy to write them off at face value but when you really listen to them it's simply magic. Literally everything is so carefully crafted and made with so much passion its just mind blowing, they are so incredibly talented.

[@BB-iw3ln]

12:08 “Shark attack an album every summer like I’m oddy nuff” is a throwback from $crim to ruby’s old song Shark Attack which he released under the oddy nuff name. 🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

So cool! I need to hear that😊

[@noahbender2147]

I've been listening to $B since 2016 and this is the one I relate to the most out of any artist the deeper you relate the harder it hits

[@zauuury]

great reaction. for the first track, the intro sample was brad pitt from the film troy, I recommend highly. I personally think this sounds like the early scrim days maybe thats why it threw you off. Last track def my favourite though. yeah playa yeah playa

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks for this! Appreciate you😊

[@Anicat136]

I love that $uicideboys improve both mentally and music wise lately, and I will always appreciate them for that.

[@themurderhornet180]

Dude went from hype man straight to the core message every single time. Wish I had a dude like this around growing up.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Love this😊👌

[@ChokyoDK]

Love seeing someone actually understanding the deeper meaning and breaking down the lyrics.💯

[@frederichabsalonsen]

The $uicideboy$ has really become big now, I remember when I started listening to them, they had less than 1 million listeners on Spotify, now they have 10.8 million

[@shrmpizza8660]

I remember when I started following them on SoundCloud with only around 260k and had no music on Spotify, I'm so proud of them🥹

[@gabrielhernandez7061]

The first time I listened to all three of the songs while looking at the lyrics and understanding them made me cry because there music touches my soul I love everything about them and I genuinely believe there music saved me from killing myself and making me feel like I wasn’t alone I love the boys

[@joyboyyy]

its the same for me! TT

[@post2407]

Bro your jumping made me smile and appreciate older audience feeling The Boys. Much love.

[@Krohn117]

I legit cried when I heard the part about hell and hopelessness. Been dealing with clinical depression for a long time now and while things have gotten better for me, at my lowest I was hopeless. It gets better guys just hang in there and jam to $B. It helped get me through many nights crying alone

[@DankTaco707]

Been a horrible week and this album has been my saving grace. I was so excited to see you uploaded a reaction when I got off work:)

[@sebastiansuarez4476]

hey tom you gotta understand that they change their voices all the time song to song. so whenever you're doubting which one it is always know that the deeper voice with usually a better rhythm its ruby and then the other one is of course scrim. usually scrim goes first but lately in their most recent drops its been ruby first. hope this helps!

[@skadai]

the "now Im depressed" rly got me😂

[@brinttonnorris1841]

The title in simple terms mean i no longer fear my weakness .... Speaking in achilles heel being his fown fall also i think its a double entendre as well

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

👍

[@kaelyn752]

the way he reacted to ruby's opening verse is so real

[@Blacksmither7]

You did good, Tom! I was waiting for your reaction on this masterpiece since them boy$ dropped it

[@Blacksmither7]

I'm so greatful for your videos cause I get to understand English terms in titles, lyrics, and meanings. you're awesome for doing this, gives us fans from all over the world a greater $uicideboy$ experience and helps us understand our feelings and ourselves. Just thanks @ReactionTherapyOfficial

[@uchihakurosakeichigo]

Hey Tom I love these videos! I personally think the razor guarding the heel is a reference to Achilles in Greek mythology and how infamously was unable to die except his one weakness was his heel, I think the razor is the symbol of like it's guarding his heel but it's a great discomfort and even though he's unable to die from it, it's still antagonizing him and causing so much pain and discomfort. So it's just like mental illnesses in a way where they can't outright kill you but they're very similar where they're cutting at you slowly but surely. That's at least my best guess on it or how I've always thought about the meaning for it and symbolism

[@slightweez877]

This to the day is probably the most important and relatable song I’ve ever heard in my entire life, every part of the song, all 3 parts intertwine with my personal life and the messaging and symbolism in this song is truly profound and comforting.

[@thomasmitchell136]

I love the digging into the psychology behind the lyrics‼️keep it up‼️‼️

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Me too!!! Thank you😊

[@steve-ocreep7434]

“..now I’m depressed” 😭 NO , BOY$! YOU BROKE THE THERAPIST 😭😭🤣🤣🖤

[@sebastiansuarez4476]

oddy nuff is also one of rubys old allies and he used drop a lot of music and tapes thats why he referenced "oddy nuff", as if he is also dropping lots of music every summer(which they are)

[@alberts5576]

Thanks Tom. Love your reactions

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks Albert😊

[@WWolfyyY]

Love how he went from 😁 to 😟 when ruby said addicted to sex addicted to drugs😭😭

[@tylerwaite7437]

Incase you didn’t know in the song finding shelter in my larynx. When scrim says shark attack an album every summer like I’m oddy nuff. When ruby dropped one of his first songs it was called shark attack and his name was oddy nuff at the time

[@onlyu2high]

I am free from drugs for about 1,5 years, i get subutex injection from my hospital tho. I was on heroine/fentanyl/morphine/oxys before that i quit, i have always loved suicideboys, i loved to lay down and nodd off to their music. But now when im clean i started to listen to them for real, and i really love the things they are talking about, i understand what they are saying.

[@mikademex34]

Finally a Therapist i trust

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

😊👍

[@goldyrl5172]

The part in finding shelter in my larynx where they say "always tryna touch the sun before i fall to my demise" is probably a reference to the story of Icarus fell as in that story icarus flew to close to the sun and his wings to melt causing him to fall to his death

[@frostd_sniper710]

He needs to do rubies solo stuff Oddly nuff-shark attack And the Pluto tape Both found easily on KZbin Please like this so he does them both cause it's some of rubies best work and then you will understand all the "oddy nuff references"

[@grapplegrowlithegames8747]

These boys are poets of our generation. Love them and their journey, and love these videos and sentiments so much. You’re the best Tom!!

[@chikoMade]

scrims verses were top notch on this track

[@0nlyknowmorie403]

literally!!

[@makeherclimax]

I feel the constant resurgence of the no matter how hard it gets no matter how tough is insanely poetic especially at the end with the melancholic music with the repeating verse

[@noble9759]

Yo next you should try up baker ya maker. Devlish trio. Hydra, bones, and Isaiah the wulf. Would recc. Thank you for reacting to this new album. I thought It was amazing in everyway possible

[@prod.175]

when scrim says "oddy nuff" in the second song hes referring to ruby whos name used to be oddy nuff

[@andreshernandez6147]

"Get your razors out my friends, it is time". Best mental health advice ever

[@YxngAnarchist]

hey brother, you mentioned in your Ugliest reaction video that you would love to hear Scrims story about addiction & therapy. Fun Fact: Scrim has a solo album called “A Man Rose From The Dead” he recorded & released it during & after therapy & i would love to see you react to it :)

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Very cool, thank you!😊

[@Douce92601]

YESS I've been waiting for this video

[@davidsvoboda2913]

great reaction! the title of this project I no longer fear the razor guarding my heel refers to Greek mythology, where there was a hero named Achilles and he was invulnerable, expect of his heel and he died because he was shot with an arrow to the heel

[@evansmith4383]

The instrumentals throughout this mixtape are unreal. You hear them a lot in newer rap but this is a first for the boys and it sounds amazing. Especially the guitar at the end of not even ghosts are this empty. It adds a whole new level

[@misho1614]

Never thought my therapist would tell me to get a razor.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Just for shaving and symbolism, remember that😊

[@YUNGDEATHNOLIFE]

this album is so fucking good. i relate to pretty much everything they are talking about on this project. the depth in this one is realllll

[@white5523]

Yo Tom, as a big suicideboys fan "I no longer get fear the razor guarding my heel" is another way of saying "I no longer fear death" as there's a grouping of veins in your inner heel which when cut would make you bleed out faster due to gravity and the blood being pulled down towards the injury.

[@skeputtaja9440]

Love that he’s a fan now😁❤

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

😊😊😊

[@Tristy444]

I love that reaction therapy always breaks down and appreciates music especially with $b

[@ronly_driver]

We've had quite a bit in the last 2 years between their solo projects and their various projects as a duo, but this project is top for me. All 3 songs run together perfectly while contrasting one another at the same time, the lyrics describe a lot of my own journey with depression and life in general. I could go on for a long time, but I need to be up in a few hours for work. Great takes as always Tom.

[@The.Ronin.Kuzuri]

"I know I'm meant to be alone, I can feel it in my bones" hits really hard and close to home

[@Steeberson]

I saw a 24 min video and thought I was going to skip parts turn it into a 5 min video. The way you break it down and admire the art they sing is next level. I stayed the entire time and enjoyed the way you broke it all down

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thank you so much for watching! I love these guys!😊❤️

[@yungsparrow7170]

Ya did good Tom

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thank you my friend😊

[@option_c312]

The A little trauma song has been hinted at for a while now. By posts and scrim using the song title as insta captions

[@elitevoyager4992]

“Now I’m depressed because it’s over”- me every time they drop

[@Rhylek]

i genuinely think that INLFTRGMH V is the best project the boy$ have ever released

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

I second that!!😊👍

[@imvellyy]

IVE NEVER BEEN HERE BUT IM HERE NOW AND IM NEVER LEAVING LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[@earrape]

oddy nuff is another alias for ruby btw

[@DanielElkshoulder]

I love watching your reactions to suicideboys. Watching your videos feels very therapeutic with what I’m going through. If I had a therapist I’d want it to be you

[@Awesome-f1z]

4:13 the vibe switch is CRAZY

[@okami_sp8]

That line at about 10:50 about flames and depression, it comes from a psychatrist talking about his patients after interviewing them in 1950'ish

[@bonky2023]

In the second song, "Finding Shelter in My Larynx", Scrim says "Shark attack an album every summer like im Oddy Nuff" is a reference to and old song that Ruby did and His first line in that song was "Im a shark attack b*tch you ever see one in the the summer?". Just a little info id like to share🙂.

[@user-yt7tg6is8i]

At 12:10 Scrim is referencing a song by Ruby (Oddy Nuff Da Snow Leopard) called Shark Attack.

[@grapplegrowlithegames8747]

To me this is some of the realest deepest rawest music they’ve ever made.

[@Jackboyj]

ODDY NUFF is a throw back reference to when scrim went by oddy nuff da snow leopard way before they called themselves scrim an ruby only the realest of fans even kno about stuff like shark attack

[@throwvsme1532]

I love your consistent energy, enthusiasm, insight, and perspective. I enjoy each and every reaction with all the love, positivity, and support this channel offers up. I hope someday the boys decide to use a clip to sample on a track someday. So much love and respect RT!❤

[@noahschneider9522]

also Oddy Nuff is an alias for Ruby, but also the full alia’s of that is Oddy nuff the snow leopard

[@pin3appl320]

Great EP by $B and great reaction by Tom! Shoutout from livesteam

[@zacktomlinson28]

The oddly nuff bar is a double entendre bc one of rubys other name is oddly nuff

[@Fluidist]

On genius it states when they say “no matter how hard it gets, no matter how tough, don’t disobey when I say give me the gun” ruby is saying please don’t kill yourself, please just give me the gun, no matter how hard or tough it gets, just give me the gun and keep living.”

[@justdanci876]

Love it tom! been waiting like crazy for this one

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Appreciate you😊

[@xowidow5709]

"shark attack an album every summer like im oddy nuff" before $b formed (or right around first getting together) Ruby released a solo rap album called pluto and shark attack was the second song on the album. oddy nuff was another name ruby went by.

[@ethanriley6716]

The shark attack line is about one of the first singles that Ruby put out under the name oddy nuff

[@BurgersBacon]

never realized about the "oddy nuff"

[@TheDexter231]

Shark attack is a song ruby dropped one summer long ago when he went by Oddy Nuff Da $now Leopard Edit: ma bad ma bad i know i fucked up his name the first time thats y i fixed it

[@JeridH]

im sooooo happy you reacted to this as soon as i heard it i new you would love it!

[@0xg484]

I also interpreted the part with the razor under the tongue guarding the heel as scrim saying he uses sharp words and cutting remarks to keep people at a distance from the vulnerable parts of himself

[@honda4k]

I saw you at the $uicideboy$ concert in Houston but I didn’t process it till it was too late 😢

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Next time say HI! We would LOVE to meet you😊👍

[@bubbzz1670]

"Oddy Nuff da $now Leopard" was another name Ruby used in the past and one of his old songs is titled "Shark Attack"

[@trevorhaynes2481]

Second song first verse scrim says shark attack an album like I’m oddy nuff he is referring to Ruby as oddy nuff is one of his other names but Ruby has a song called shark attack that’s pretty dope you should check it out

[@Swamp_Banana]

First thing I heard from the boys after Hot Razor. Been hooked for the past few months!

[@kovatupper]

feel the first and last song so much

[@jrdan5758]

i no longer fear my self-annihilation

[@christianmccaffrey7113]

The intro is Brad Pitt in the movie Troy when hes giving his speech.

[@joyboyyy]

i just found this channel when i watched music video of not even ghosts are this empty and just after watching this whole reaction video, im crying TT he did such a good job explaining everything he could in his own understanding, how he understood it all. it made me smile and cry at the same time, thanks so much for this TT You're the best!

[@Distant_View]

I can't believe that I like watching this dude reacting to $B videos... I don't really like reaction stuff usually, but this genuinely adds something rather than just yelling "OH SHIT"

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks so much, this means a lot 😊

[@ayy-see-ayy-BE]

"Addicted to sex, addicted to drugs, really whatever will make me feel loved" holy shit is that why I do this to myself? To feel loved? Going through rehab now, trying to stop the destructive cycle