READING a letter from my dramatic 10 y/o self

GOOD EVENING AXOLOTS I hope you guys can read
if not then L but I shall help you along by reading this very well-written letter to you all. It seems that my younger self would not let my present self forget about it's existence, it is constantly leaving behind clues and questions, constantly refusing to remain in its timeline.
and to that I say PLEASE GOD TAKE ME BACK being a teenager/adult SUCKS anyways I love growing up and paying taxes that is so fun
yours sincerely, legal name

[@Faline_San]

Leave a like or else I’ll consume the dog (with rizz)

[@Fantifsyy]

ok (edit: please do consume the dog.)

[@starry_mates]

Amongus

[@po.da.taytoe]

with rizzz

[@hyslei]

Oh 😨

[@chicbitch]

Ok

[@jj9268]

Faline’s childhood is most definitely interesting

[@gackoedgetto]

Agreed

[@cherri_a.a]

Definitely

[@Yumino_7435]

totally

[@Hyunjinstillhatestiktok]

Most definitely

[@nikostxrs]

yep

[@FaysLife]

Has anyone else noticed Faline has worn the same yellow shirt since she began her channel. It’s honestly iconic, you should sell merch of it I’ll definitely buy.

[@kimbapkidding2634]

He does it on purpose lol

[@Mila-nr4lw]

Imagine the yellow shirted cult we would create lmao

[@axolotdraws9946]

Hold on I just realized I have a similar yellow shirt YELLOW SHIRT GANG

[@ugotmefeelinglikeapsycho3463]

@@Mila-nr4lw 🥳 lmao that would be fun

[@Ruthie.333]

​@@dear_uzuri they use all pronouns I believe,and just because someone has long hair doesn't make them a girl.

[@nRo0724]

faline probably had one of the weirdest childhoods also the genshin achievement caught me off guard-

[@norakory5172]

ikr

[@axolotdraws9946]

same

[@Tealxer]

And like the red and blue thing is like Diluc and keaya

[@Kyelico]

Where is it?

[@emory.__.]

@@Kyelico 9:51 :)

[@elucidate5477]

10-year-old faline san is the spitting image of adult faline

[@birdbirdbirdbirdbrid]

Perhaps because they’re the same person 🤔

[@Cloudkirb]

@@birdbirdbirdbirdbridhm.. maybe

[@LivelovePalestine]

@Senpai Shrek oppar it’s she- And she’s 18 or 17

[@marie-ellita333]

@@LivelovePalestine Faline prefers he/him pronouns, in case you didn’t know

[@LeoWasntHere]

@Senpai Shrek oppar he's 18

[@redmikasenya6848]

ok but Abbie clinging to faline’s arm is the most wholesome shit I’ve seen today, this is so cute

[@ieatdust8666]

bebe doggo

[@myrightnut]

frfr

[@CrossedNostalgia]

She is the cutest fluffy white chicken

[@aakashdeepdhall6012]

@@CrossedNostalgia eat it

[@paqws]

frfr❤❤

[@purejoy146]

I died when she said “and then we never talked again 😭”

[@abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz9097]

6:09 That's a pretty common thing for people of all ages. Comforting items that you keep on you a lot tend to smell like you and thats comforting for a lot of people.

[@actuallymrbee]

faline’s sense of humor is concerning but never fails

[@sugarydeath_.]

yes

[@livy2017]

Real

[@M4GG1323]

Real

[@Kyelico]

Yes

[@Chrissant.croissant]

Real

[@Gray_moony]

Faline is literally making money off of his childhood and I'm here for it- honestly would do too but the DEDICATION I COULD NEVER

[@TheFakePlayerGame]

His?

[@rubysbiggestfan]

@@TheFakePlayerGame yes.. and? :D

[@Gray_moony]

@@TheFakePlayerGame yea.

[@ARMY_Stay_Starmy]

@@rubysbiggestfan don't gotta be salty. They could just not know that he prefers he/him pronouns

[@rurue-hf6nu]

@@ARMY_Stay_Starmy emphasis on this, because i'm just now learning faline prefers he/him pronouns

[@funky.monkey.chachacha]

9:13 STOP I WOULD CRY TO THOSE TOO EVERYTIME

[@applefrog]

6:40 abbie so cute

[@Itsjust_meka]

ITS THE BLINDBAG MAKEF

[@Legitcheeto]

I see you have a ✔️ but idk who you are

[@Rumaitha-tg2sm]

​@@Legitcheetosammmeeee

[@honeyswann]

Bro I deadass did this as I wrote a letter for myself for when I turn 20. I turned 20 two days ago and opened the letter my 11 year old self wrote and GOD. I said I was going to be rich , President, and have a PHD by the age of 20 haha. Luckily I gave myself a goal of being optimistic and I’m glad I’ve kept it up to this day .

[@zixianchen9901]

Those are awesome goals haha - ambition goes a long way

[@tensnakesandacat2108]

if youre american its even funnier. you have to be 35 to be president

[@LilyRosetheDreamer]

I would die for Abbie, she’s so precious. 🥺

[@applepie8308]

He*

[@zoey398]

@@applepie8308 they're talking about the dog

[@anameig9332]

@@zoey398 I'm dying help

[@frontallobechomper83]

@@applepie8308 HELP ME

[@myrightnut]

@@applepie8308 LMFAOO

[@luzuriaga83]

6:53 I love the way he blinked he look like he was gonna fall asleep😭

[@silly_diabetic]

✨w a t c h✨ 7:34

[@nerd26373]

Seems like Faline never fails in giving us the best content we could ever ask for. She's certainly consistent and hardworking all the way through.

[@vinegardoppio417]

I see you everywhere

[@oogaboogass]

@@vinegardoppio417 fr I'm scared honestly

[@vinegardoppio417]

@@oogaboogass lmao

[@catdango6079]

@@vinegardoppio417 HI DOPPIO

[@vinegardoppio417]

@@catdango6079 moshi moshiiii, hai Doppio-desu

[@rainbowgirl918_5]

Faline ending the letter talking about drama with this one "manipulative" and "controlling" girl is the most ten year old thing ever

[@mygod2529]

When I was 1 years old I make tons of video about me unboxing toys.... So I use papers, cut it glue it write on it and opened it by myself

[@TamWam_]

help i used to hate my now best friend, i thought she was so ‘controlling’ and ‘manipulative’ bc she shared a secret with her worst enemy (it was just a boy she didn’t like) just to spite me, and she didn’t tell it to me 💀💀 however now she’s my closest friend i have, i spend my school day w her and i play games w her after school so yay me i guess 🤷‍♀️

[@joannaaa11]

5:41 I literally snorted out my coffee I don’t understand 💀

[@stardragon7568]

In Brazil we have something similar, when you want to end your friendship (and you're under 10 years old) you do like that anime thing of touching fingers yk, like this 👉🏻👈🏻 and u say "cut it", then the person cuts it like this 👉🏻☝🏼👈🏻 and now your friendship is over until the next day when you forget you fought with your friend

[@ignatiustang3009]

The way she ended the friendships was too superior

[@applepie8308]

He*

[@applepie8308]

Pls with all due respect he prefers he/him pronounces

[@kimcchan7289]

@@applepie8308 Faline uses all pronouns tho, so even tho using he/him is better I think he doesn't really mind she/her

[@kitakyooshu]

@@applepie8308 emphasis on prefers.. he still uses all pronouns

[@AnimeArtest1]

@@applepie8308 he uses all pronouns he prefers he/him more, but in the end, it doesn't really matter

[@SwanSongsDiary]

Faline is so consistently funny it's insane, I've never had a video of his go by where I didn't laugh

[@No3sy]

0:04 I think you wrote class properly but c and l touched so it looks like dass and u din't notice it is happens its fine

[@blossom_kitty7688]

Abie hugging to Feline's arm is so frickin cute

[@rachnanigam3328]

I swear at this point,Faline is MY spirit animal.PERIODT.

[@BIGBUCKS_moneh]

Ooof, my half asleep brain read "periodt" as "peridot"

[@loveinstars]

not sure if its my place but isnt spirit animal not the best term to use? (correct me if im wrong)

[@rachnanigam3328]

@@loveinstars Oh I am sorry if I offended you or Faline in some way,I just meant it as a joke..about how she embodies my icon in a way.

[@elmago2808]

Peridot steven universe

[@kimbapkidding2634]

@@rachnanigam3328 I think they meant that spirit animals are something that matter a lot to indigenous peoples so we shouldn't use the term lightly

[@Hanschans74]

10 y/o Faline: *intense and over-complicated instructions to confess* His friend:.... His friend: No.

[@omori3554]

**her**

[@Hanschans74]

@@omori3554 Oop I'm really sorry do you mind reminding me of what their pronouns are?

[@rubysbiggestfan]

@@Hanschans74 he goes by all pronouns, but prefer he/him

[@Hanschans74]

@@rubysbiggestfan Thank youuuuuu

[@omori3554]

@@Hanschans74 actually, i think Faline uses all pronouns but mostly He/Him..i think

[@NosinRafa]

BRO YOU ARE TOOO FUNNY!!! I could watch your videos all day (i am actually) you are my comfort channel

[@raphaelrahuulnair3651]

OMG YR SENSE OF HUMOR REALLY CRAKS ME UP EVERY TIME

[@justjames4]

It's nice that the nickname "Faline" didn't fade away as you got older, since it suits you well. Maybe I'm only writing that because I've only ever called you that, but still, it's a nice nickname.

[@inluvwithjimin]

If child faline continued to be a child as time evolved she would have conquered the world

[@neraslight4997]

Yeah lol

[@stellfortunate]

The ‘what’s on your mind’ answer caught me off guard

[@Aj-xw9nm]

I literally love your videos, You are super funny and you have a great personality, I love how you are always yourself and I really love your channel🥹

[@camila_chan.]

Abbie hugging your arm is literally me hugging a pillow after watching something sad 🥲 6:46

[@iquityoutube]

LMAO THE BOT FALONESAN

[@___..539]

the way she just like hugs her arm is somehow cute?

[@phantomboba]

Both my dogs did that as puppies but they grew out of it 😔 I honestly miss it

[@Yourdailydoseofsarcasm]

I can't imagine faline being named matilda. 💀

[@zoetequiere]

matilda san

[@jessy.kins.]

@@zoetequierelmao-

[@blackhoodie1132]

Ngl that last paragraph threw me in for a loop. I simultaneously expected and didn’t expect that.

[@zxra1124]

I absolutely adore the way Abie clings onto your arm like that

[@smugbowkid9919]

Faline has changed so much, and yet so little. It’s impressive how I can imagine a 5 year old Faline writing to 10 year old Faline and having the same exact vibe.

[@smdgdsounds]

Child Faline having the chaotic energy of evolved Faline is giving me LIFE

[@ArlethDaGoat]

This made me remember when I watched “ Barbie princess and the pop star” like 4 times a day 😭❤️❤️👁️🫦👁️

[@AsherisPink]

9:46 I felt that cuz I shipped the blue and the pink guys from team umizoomi also going through tho TMNT phase( again) rn wish me luck

[@Zangolikesart]

Uhh the blue and pink kids from umizoomi are siblings hahah

[@AsherisPink]

@@Zangolikesart I KNOW THAT Q=WAS THE WORSE PART OML

[@kidaekimm]

Faline never fails to make me feel less mentally odd.

[@victorpendragon3071]

i’ve written so many letters to my future self when i was a kid but i’ve lost all of them lmaoo

[@eiswife5524]

Lmfaooo

[@user-yd5ow4bk1g]

It’s my first time watching you and I already love youuuuuuu♥︎♥︎

[@jeongins_real_wifeu]

i was casually watching ur vid but UR SLEEVE WAS FOLDED WEIDLY AND MADE ME WANT TO CRY THE WHOLE GOD DAMN VIDEO

[@esstariii]

The genshin achievement got me 9:52

[@xPARAD0x]

I was thinking, the way he shipped the red and blue ones together without knowing they were brothers sounded familiar… and then I remembered.

[@m3ltd0wn10]

I thought I was the only one who noticed tbh

[@-chirpchirp-]

@@xPARAD0x uh oh..... NOT KAEYA AND DILUC 🤮🤮🤮😭😭😭

[@oweninkling5889]

same

[@NotAkriti]

Minori pfp?

[@thisishomee]

11:40 THIS IS LIKE SUCH A ARTIST THING, IM SURE WEVE ALL GONE THROUGH IT

[@scarlyt1017]

so true lol😭

[@althea7181]

REAL😭😭😭

[@That_one_ice_cube]

This is true though-

[@silentcry0325]

Abbie holding your arm the entire time you sat down was unintentionally too adorable😭❤️

[@user-kn2to4nr5z]

I love your videos Faline. They make me happy ❤

[@phoenix_13]

2:14 Honestly I really do feel personally attacked, they really hit us deep with this one ngl

[@chi1049]

As a Chinese my self I understand how hard english is, the only word I knew at a young age was MSG

[@friedfishh]

LMAOOO msg xd

[@autumn_quantumelectrodynamics]

Monosodium glutamate?

[@chi1049]

@@autumn_quantumelectrodynamics ofc

[@juliaqviller3278]

I love the way your dog holds onto your arm ❤

[@Nyxs.h34rt.]

I love faline because most of the time people show their dogs then put them outside their room or smth and she was just cuddling her dog is was that most wholesome shit I’ve seen all week,

[@gackoedgetto]

Faline definitely is a main character by this point

[@mari12052]

Faline-san saying sorry to us by talking how happy we were and I just went "No, it's okay, *it is true, I was happy before* "

[@_theslytherclawfrog_9376]

When you're only 2 minutes in and you are personally attacked and called out But youre childhood, I must say, is interesting and suprisingly very much like my own. 😂 ALSO ABBIE GRABBING YOUR ARM FILLED MY EMPTY VOID OF A HEART UP!

[@_theslytherclawfrog_9376]

(Oop bad grammar, change youre in the second sentence to your-)

[@kiwuuspurr1927]

bit late but you can edit comments yknow@@_theslytherclawfrog_9376

[@goodvibes4817]

It was sure touching at the end and emotional!

[@prithyachan333]

Abbie looks so fluffy. She looks like a plushie. It's unreal man.

[@janevim11]

"just look at you. you used to be so happy. where have the times gone" excuse me ma'am, I just got back from watching the theatrical re-release of Kiki's Delivery Service. I specifically wore a Kiki-inspired outfit that was all clothes that I bought when I entered junior high and started developing some personal sense of style. sitting in this 8 years old black blouse made me realize how far I've gone and how much healthier and happier I am at 21 than I was at 13. y'all, your self deprecation might be funny and fitting today, but just know, in some years, it will not fit at all and you will be in such a happier era of your life. cheers

[@BIGBUCKS_moneh]

Damn, nice life for you. Thanks for the optimism that i fail to provide myself with

[@asH_0.11]

You just motivated me to write a letter too-

[@danaadnan]

I can’t the dog hugging your arm is so cute 😭😭😭

[@hey_faye]

10-year-old Faline is my spirit animal ngl 💀💀

[@q_pk]

I see the trend with the letters of past to future self from little you and it is indeed wholesome.

[@sand1919]

7:09 is that the same shirt 😭

[@INFINITELY_INVISABLE]

I love how she remmembers these stuff in soo mush detail

[@bazzauwu9677]

in india, to end friendships we put a thumbs up right below our chin and say "cutty" which means we're cutting off our friendship. i used to do it every other day after a fight with my besties and then we'd end up talking legit one hour later.

[@himadrisharma6877]

Did you just exposed me??😭

[@priyankakapoor2619]

We just used to put our pinky finger up and say cutty 😭

[@blueyjibanyan9648]

I KNEW your nickname was from "Bambi"!! I literally don't know any other widely popular character called Faline, so I guessed you had to take that nickname from her😂 Pretty smart

[@rahilaahmedi7920]

When we were in primary school, that was we did too to end our friendship with someone 😂😂 we call it 'Katti' and making up was the pinky thing called 'Pandu' man it's really nostalgic 🤭🤭❤️

[@WhiteAndBlack82]

This was hilarious and just so you know; you are adorable fr

[@musilovesbooks]

12:17 we had a similar thing like that in Indian schools. To end a friendship, we would show the pinky finger and say "katti" and if we wanted to be friends again we would show the index and middle finger and say "batti"

[@bushral.tasneem5464]

I’m Indian too! In my school, we did the same thing for katti but if we wanted to be friends, we’d show our thumb and say dosti:)

[@tdawggrayson]

My dad did that too!

[@anoosha1209]

Same……

[@Glittered_nights]

@@bushral.tasneem5464I ALSO DO THAT TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[@kiwuuspurr1927]

same here in pakistan, except i've never heard of the "batti" part though

[@cottonclouds760]

I just love the way your childhood self considered the diary as your bestie by sharing each and every thing ✨❤️❤️ and this letter is a proof of faline's childhood was interesting and productive ✨

[@applepie8308]

He*

[@olivertheolivee]

@@applepie8308 faline uses he/they/she pronouns :)

[@cottonclouds760]

@@applepie8308 oh I understood it thanks ✨

[@AvaLuteria]

i like how u always remember everything

[@guizhong_yay]

5:07 "I Told My Friend- *Ad comes* Ad: Eat HAaLthy!

[@dvmas]

haalthy

[@sirthisisamcdonalds250]

I got a *WhItE cHoCoLaTe MaCaDaMiA cOlD bReW*

[@blisseygabrelleorbita3862]

Ad: EAT MY PEANUTS!!!

[@canyounotlookhere]

11:55 in where I live, we used to do that gesture when we actually wanted to reconcile, we did smth else for "im severing our friendship" which i dont remember now but yeah 😭😭

[@jungbaram8737]

12:06 In India kids do that too😂😂 Here its katti batti Katti means end of friendship and batti means everything is solved

[@crombo9399]

help in my brain i read it as “our friendship is over. thank god, all my life problems are solved now”

[@maryrector8084]

The diary video was the first video of hers that I watched and I must say it was exquisite

[@kikiikik5835]

I just watched this and now I subscribed😂 gosh I loved watching this... You're so FUNNY

[@Elletheaxolotl]

faline’s childhood self was perfect for content tbh.

[@Emma_The_H0ppin_H00ligan]

10:37 can confirm, i remember watching it on netflix a few years ago with absolutely no thoughts in my brain, straight up vibing on the living room couch watching a movie about a woman falling in love with a bee on my shitty lil tablet like a toddler with an ipad in the middle of walmart

[@bronyathequeen3333]

I was hospitalized when I watched Cloudy, and the chance of meatballs 2 insomnia was really getting to me

[@Reioloshi]

i love the doggo sm 😭😭

[@ombra711]

I have no idea how and why I found this channel, but I'm enjoying your randomness and wisdom, I'm expecting great things from you in 23.

[@portable.adorable]

i can relate to the story of just picking someone to like because i felt pressure. “because it was Friday” sounds about right.

[@goofyahh3987]

Omg abbie looks so precioussss

[@Kim_dokdok44]

6:44 IM MELTING FROM CUTENESS + I was watching Abie in the rest of the video-

[@isha-A]

i lowkey teared up a bit when fal decided to personally attack her audience 😭

[@Garden_of_Edin]

Oh my god, when I was little me and my siblings used to roleplay, and my sisters name was Faline for most of the time, we never knew where we got that name, but now I understand. Unlocked a memory there.

[@-Nezuko-0]

I feel sttacked😭 btw you were very dramatic, good vid btw👍 (I hope this isn't creepy-)

[@starei]

if the bee movie isnt your comfort movie, then we cant be friends 😔✋ netflix sent a message asking if i was alright bc ive been nonstop watching for a long time. it was the bee movie.

[@Mid_November]

I've made a letter too in the past Its so cringy I start questioning life whenever I see it

[@meowdeline5000]

seeing abie clinging on to faline is so cute >.

[@CatLoverSuki]

6:49 AWWW THAT IS SO CUTEEEE💖✨✨

[@yukie-Banana]

No but your dog is actually so cute😍

[@vi-xr9nh]

I rewatched Frozen 24 times after it was released (with rizz with the intention of explaining that I love these videos) sorry I HAD TO EDIT THIS I DID NOT KNOW THAT THE FRIENDSHIP SEVERING THING WAS A THING IN OTHER PLACES TOO AAH 😭😭

[@locketsammy]

I feel inspired so I'm gonna go and write a letter to my future self. I've actually tried this thing but I'd always end up ranting about the schoolwork that I have, the very same schoolwork I ignored while writing the letters (i tried more than once but i guess i stopped after the 17th attempt, it was physically damaging to fail at something as simple as writing a letter-)

[@ScaramochiComeHome]

Frozen was life changing to me I remember being sooooo obessed with it

[@herlocksholmes-uv5qw]

Wow, the finger things have a variation here in Brazil too! We unite our pointing fingers together and the other person is supposed to sever it. If we make up, the person "unsevers" it and we put the fingers back together. It's nice knowing middle schoolers hate each other worldwide!

[@dsmpismylifee]

I ALREADY KNOW THIS WILL BE AMAZINGGG

[@Crying_cat2]

The queen finally posted another masterpiece

[@SpottyCong]

It’s so intriguing how Qristina became Kristina

[@Unicornlala13]

2:50 i once stole a squishy from a store when i was little cause it lost its package and i told my parents i put it back but i put it in my pants😂