reading FIVE SURVIVE *spoiler free reading vlog*

[@Beecm_]

I love how we all just collectively hate Oliver as a group

[@bookloverrrr]

How can you not lol

[@cristina.and.books.]

i almost threw the book several because of him

[@bxc.29303]

No because same. Honestly I never expected to cry to this book but the amount of times he kept picking on Red especially near the end and that one undressing scene made me so stressed out for her that tears started coming out.

[@bookloverrrr]

@@bxc.29303 istg I felt so bad for Red, he literally THREW her out! What on earth, Oliver?

[@Beecm_]

@@bxc.29303 made my blood boil especially when there was a whole group of people (her FRIENDS) who could’ve put a stop to that and didn’t?

[@lindalavina4182]

The way I hated the O guy, OMG. I almost quit reading because I couldn't handle the rage

[@haseenabegum4774]

Same😂

[@Shqron-sx6oo]

Real

[@Rebecca-td3mt]

This is one of those books that just NEED to be read in one day

[@maditales]

in one sitting you cannot put it down

[@Emma.Lou1]

I did read it in only one day lol.

[@insanevinesandvlogs4498]

I finished it in one sitting 💪🏻

[@justeverything5066]

WE WANT PIP AND RAVI BACK PLEASEE!! WANT to get back to those days . " Hey sarge remember me " this dialogue kill me .

[@maditales]

yess I need more happiness again

[@F.a1ima]

To anyone who read it : THE LETTER IN THE ENDDD 😭💔💔💔💔💔

[@bavithra991]

YES ■ NO ■ ahhhhhhhhhh..this end😭

[@clemcutiee]

“im sorry i never kissed you.” CRYINGGG

[@ayeshahaque]

At this point I'm gonna tick the yes box myself

[@masaf2350]

I SWEARRR

[@Ameliabooks]

@@ayeshahaquei did a cause I am delusional

[@melody_1313]

"We love the confidence, even though we don't like you." That made me laugh so hard🤣🤣

[@anreadz]

This is 300+ pages of me hating Oliver.

[@KimJisoo-qs3uu]

can we just take a moment for madita's hair!- she looks so pretty

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily

[@LucaRandom_]

This book was sooo GOOD. I hope She will make a second book Where Arthur and Red meet

[@monasevilla]

YES PLEASE I NEED THEM TOGETHER

[@toxicgoosetv]

OMG YESSS but i feel like just a novella might be better but idk

[@paigecaddy1989]

i just recently finished 5 Survived and i cried my eyes out at the end. It is an amazing book! I am really looking forward to reading the Good Girls Guide To Murder trilogy!

[@maditales]

omg I hope you love agggtm

[@miabeckstrand8621]

i’ve never cried harder to a book then I did with this one

[@maditales]

literallyyyyy

[@cassidy757]

Why

[@LucaRandom_]

Read it and You will know why

[@1y59]

Ikr!!

[@LeviAckerman-nz7cp]

Read a thousand splendid suns... The record might brea

[@Emma.Lou1]

I just finished this book and loved it. I do have a bunch of jumbled thoughts that I need to dump somewhere. There are spoilers though lol. 1. This book made me love Holly Jackson again. AGGGTM 3 was not my favorite, and then this book came around and I absolutely loved it. 2. This book was so much fun to read. Like every other Holly Jackson book (yes, even "As good as dead") I read it in one sitting once I had the time. It was so gripping and suspenseful. 3. I want to give Red a hug. Literally all the hugs. My girl deserves the world. 4. Joy and Don deserved so much better :( I was really hoping they'd pull through. 5. Catch me trying not to cry at the walkie talkie scene at the end. Like. A murder mystery had no business being that heartbreaking at the end. 6. Oliver is the worst. I'm glad he bit the dust at the end. Can you imagine if he went on to become the U.S attorney general? I'd leave the country. I went the whole book wanting to punch him in the face. What a loser. Reyna deserves better. 7. Did I mention that this book was so much fun to read. It was what a thriller should be. I mean, yeah it was convoluted at some points, which is why it's a 4.5 and not a 5 rating, but I thoroughly enjoyed this awesome book. :)

[@maditales]

Joy and don deserved soooo much better dude I am so sad for them

[@hopeslies3364]

Oliver was unbearable, to say the least! But you know what was worse? It was how the others simply went along with his plans without putting up much of a protest. Yeah, they would maybe resist a little bit every time Oliver came up with a bad plan, but they always ended up giving in! Even when he was literally torturing Red to bits, the others didn't do anything to help her. They simply stood by and watched! And no, sobbing and inaudible murmuring do NOT count. I just finished the book and I'm so mad right now. Like, yes, Oliver is the actual threat but you guys didn't stand up for Red either! You didn't hold Oliver accountable even once when Don and Joyce died! You let him continue to be "in charge"! Like, what?? Who tf put him in charge?! And whenever he was threatening them with the knife, he could have been easily disarmed by the others - they were FIVE against one! And still they didn't try? I mean, it's not like they were children, what were they so scared of Oliver for?? The power imbalance was never properly explained. If Oliver was 21, the others were at least 17. They shouldn't have been that scared. That's why they say, although villains are bad, even worse are the people who don't pick sides. I was so pissed at Oliver but after a point, I couldn't decide if it was Oliver I was pissed at for being an a**hole, or the others for being bigger a**holes by supporting and enabling him. Also, I didn't like the way Oliver was simply shot down in the end. That was too easy and didn't address his wrongdoings at all. I'd have loved a scene where he got punched, slapped, or beaten up by the others in the RV for his actions. A scene where the others actually stand up to him and make him pay for his actions, make him realize that he was NOT the leader, that he was NOT in charge. By simply having him shot in the end, Oliver died knowing that he was still in charge, that he was still something great. He died feeling like a winner and not the obnoxious loser that he was. Urrrghhhh I know I sound mad af right now. It's just that I hate how the characters were so timid and scared of him, that too for NO apparent reason. Every single character was so spineless, it made me want to gouge my eyes out!

[@khushisharma5922]

​​@@hopeslies3364 Well..... As much as I hate that the others just gave in to whatever Oliver said, Red did too..... She knew the dangers outside and still let him give that old couple that letter, she also gave into his "plan", just like everyone else, to send Maddie out even when knowing all the dangers.... So, In my opinion, No one character was better than the other..... Oliver was just the worst! And it's not that Red was the only one humiliated here, we just read the book from her pov.... (Tho, I do agree that she was the MOST humiliated one....) And I do agree, that they all should have teamed up and have tried fighting against him (like they did to bring Red back in the camper)... 5 against 1 is totally a one-way win (maybe being scared, and being at the edge of death made them weaker both emotionally and physically unable to fight him with a knife on, but that's fine...... they are just teens 😮‍💨) And yeah, he should have been humiliated and have died a way worse death than he did

[@FarzanHoque]

I agree with your opinion

[@katiemalas9966]

The fact that I know EXACTLY who’s the person you hated because I also hated them too 😂

[@deepali2784]

Everyone hated him 😢

[@cherries9554]

i read this book while camping💀 it was an experience thats for sure, rated 5 stars tho

[@elizabienko2308]

I love watching you getting excited and having all of these emotions while reading,it's sooo relatable

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily

[@just._.charlotte8787]

I'm still not over Arthur and Red tbh...

[@maditales]

same

[@majakrmer6797]

So excited to hear your thoughts because Holly Jackson never misses and it’s on my immediate TBR! I hope you love it🤍

[@jul1ix]

i‘m ALWAYS have a big grin on my face while watching your videos because your humor and attitude is THE BEST

[@maditales]

Awww thank you so much!!!

[@marieh4280]

Omg I devoured this book. I waited so desperately for this vlog. Your emotions are on point. 7:50 yep same thing I hoped for. 15:20 omg I was so that this happened. Same as with Barney. Reading this was the first time of me throwing my book threw the room. I’m the end I bawled my eyes out same as you. Your emotions were so identical to mine. Loved this vlog!

[@maditales]

the book surprised me sooo much

[@Annabeths_yankees_cap]

I read Five survive back in January, I was this close to running outside and screaming my lungs out. Loved it 5 ⭐. Ok, but watching madita read this reminds me of my confusion whilst reading this.

[@maditales]

yesssss it was soo good but so confusing

[@julesislost]

the mug of tea on the bed was giving me anxiety omg lol, on the all white bed spread 😰

[@maditales]

I was just watching it

[@elladrawzstuff]

I LITERALLY JUST FINISHED IT AND IM IN TEARS 😭

[@maditales]

we are all in pain

[@elladrawzstuff]

@@maditales yes we are 😢

[@breilamccauley8621]

Just finished this book. It was insane. Like, I just had to put it down a couple times and sob, cause I was TERRIFIED. I had a full body reaction to some of the scenes. Goosebumps everywhere, tears, gasps. THE LETTER AT THE END GAVE ME FULL ON SOBBING AND STARING BLANKLY.

[@avolynn]

I’m so happy you finally read it!!!! It’s so good 😭🫶

[@maditales]

yess it was amazing

[@nelakalista9891]

Just seeing that you posted makes my day 10x better, I hope you know how loved and appreciated you are, ilyyy❤

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily Nela

[@ly_lid]

LEGO BOUTIQUE IN THE BACKGROUND?!?!!!?!! IM OBSESSED 💐🌷

[@maditales]

priorities

[@doragalinec9985]

Literally also read this book yesterday in one sitting and now I’m not capable to pick anything else up because I can’t stop thinking about it!!! I am so happy you posted this videos today it was the perfect timing for me and your videos are sooo much fun!! ♥️♥️♥️

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily

[@carolking4124]

I love your vlogs, and I like how the same authors aren't always predictable across their different books. I am intrigued by how many unpredictable stages and a range of emotions from this book. Must put on TBR straight away

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily and yes I am so excited for you to read it

[@reydynneriendeau3553]

I already know I’m gonna love this book just by your reactions. Absolutely can’t wait to read it!

[@maditales]

ahhhh I hope you love it

[@Youcanfindmeinabookstore]

"we love the confidence even tho I don't like u" girl BAHAHAHAH love that

[@cassidy757]

Id def prefer these videos WITH spoilers. As someone that hates spoilers, I'd never watch this type of video anyways until after I've already finished the book!

[@maditales]

Oh yeah I might make some with spoiler but most of my followers watch these vids before reading to see if it’s worth it

[@skyelorspacex]

@@maditalesmaybe you could do a debrief at the end of the video with spoilers so then if people don’t want spoilers they don’t have to watch that part

[@trishabee]

Your reactions are hilarious and all the confusions you have while reading it~ 😂 but yeah, that one character was infuriating, i was crossing the name out everytime its mentioned and even want to burn the book just so i wont see the name. Lol. Your wish was granted though.

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily

[@ly_lid]

in LOVE with reading vlogs !!📖📷 I have the book so this is finally making me start reading it

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily and I hope you love it

[@heliasinani]

this was my gift after having a fever and being in my room all day (not complaining)

[@trxnitylove]

never realized how much i love reading blogs un til now

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily

[@sandraslayar]

This is literally the best book I’ve ever read and watching you read this brought back too many memories from when I read this!! (PS. I was so angry the whole book, that one character… ahhhhh)

[@maditales]

yuuuup Sandra that one character is smth else really

[@bookloverrrr]

This book was SO good. A rollercoaster ride of emotions, I cried, laughed, and my heart was literally beating so fast, I was so scared for them. Curse you Oliver 😂

[@rxmclhx2712]

i finished this book so fast and i’ve never cried harder I love Holly Jackson so much

[@heyo.its.samb0]

A Madita vídeo??? And it's 25 min tutes long???? My day has been BLESSED

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily

[@dark_scorpion9204]

READING VLOG??? YAAAAY CRYING??? SUPERYAAAY

[@maditales]

yayyyyyyyyyy

[@appuru_4902]

Honestly, I feel you. I was bawling my eyes out bc of this book too. All I gotta say is: EMOTIONAL DAMAGE😂😭

[@maditales]

I was sooooooooo hurt

[@olivia2405]

I could watch your videos 100 times and not get bored of them

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily

[@toxicgoosetv]

i read this book and everytime i finished an hour I came and watched u finishing the same hour, I only just came across this channel and I'm subscribed btw I love ur voice and ur hair

[@nightfallvn]

perfect timing !! i've finished the book today

[@maditales]

yesssss

[@KyraMeyer-nr8zx]

This is by far my favorite reading vlog. I can't wait to read Five Survive!

[@maditales]

aww thank uuu

[@Thebaremini]

I'm re watching this right after i bawlled my eyes out reading Five Survive . And the end got me ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

[@l1na20]

I got back from the bookstore and I’m reorganizing my bookshelf😌this vibe is perfect❣️🫶🏼

[@maditales]

We love organizing shelves!!!!

[@enicvjetic44]

IM SO EXCITED TO READ THIS BOOK

[@bonniebarrowparkerxx]

watching your videos >>>>>> being productive

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily

[@stellagrace620]

can you please do a Naturals reading vlog I'm currently reading book 2 and it's sooooo good!! I'd love to see what you think Jennifer Lynn Barnes is one of my fav authors!

[@maditales]

yess I will!!!

[@djonesy130]

ur videos honestly make my day and i’ve been here since 30k. I hope to see you make it big one day

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily

[@demi8262]

ive been wanting to read this book for a long time and now seeing how much you cried....i have to buy it

[@maditales]

yess do it

[@sxmmersnxw8829]

You are a MOOD and i’m living for it Edit: i love how you edit btw

[@maditales]

aww thank you so much ilyyy

[@rayraypog]

i didnt even read the book, but i cried with u, i need to read thoo, i love Holly Jackson :((

[@maditales]

I love how we cried together

[@rayraypog]

And now I read the book, and I'm sobbing😭😭

[@mia3341]

your energy girl im loving it-this book was everything 🙌🏽🙌🏽

[@maditales]

ahhh thank u so much Mia

[@enicvjetic44]

I NEED THIS BOOK RN.

[@maditales]

get it get it

[@Itsjustcourt]

Im reading this book atm im loving it Im new to the booktube community love your videos :))

[@maditales]

aww thank you so much

[@shivanshi4178]

This video made me realise how much I love reading vlogs

[@mycupoftea9328]

One of my fav... This book lives in my mind rent free 😖❤️

[@rebecca222gm]

23:29 my exact reaction when I turned the page and it was the acknowledgements 😭😭😭

[@3mma_l0u]

(Spoilers for anyone who reads this) Am I the only one who think red didn’t die? When the officer said three deceased I thought she meant Oliver and the old couple, and the two in bad shape were red and maddy? It makes sense because Aurther ran and Simon wasn’t hurt? Maybe I’m wrong, idk- 🫠🫠

[@hopeslies3364]

​@@3mma_l0uNo, no, Red didn't die!

[@inessantos46]

If you react like that at a thriller imagine if it was A Little Life ahahah love it!!

[@maditales]

no cause I am terrified

[@Sarahreads1]

I’m about to start my KZbin channel because of u

[@maditales]

omggg I am so happy for you

[@lan.21s7]

Omg now I’m scared to read it😭I don’t want to have a breakdown

[@maditales]

be terrified. no just kidding but you will have fun

[@omelette7216]

I just finished reading this book. I cried just as much and I can’t begin to describe the urge I had to reach out to you through the screen and comfort you in the last 2 sections. 5 stars though😂

[@elisevolkaert5589]

OMG! I recently bought A Good Girl's Guide To Murder by the same author and now I'm so excited to read it!! It will probably be my next read!!

[@maditales]

Yayyy I hope you love it

[@Ja5mineAdam5]

I’m so excited to read this book now, I’m buying it tomorrow!!!

[@maditales]

yessss

[@madde1710]

When I saw you liked this book I was like ahdbdjirnrkwkekw

[@maditales]

best thing ever

[@nae9931]

Madita in her active era Frfr ❤️

[@maditales]

we love it

[@ly_lid]

THE CUP IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

[@maditales]

thank uuuu

[@Lee-ee1lj]

I'm so excited to read this book, it's coming tomorrow

[@maditales]

yesss

[@skyelorspacex]

Please do a reading vlog of the reappearance of Rachel Price obviously no pressure I just love rewatching this and the agggtm series

[@appuru_4902]

The second you said "I don't like this guy" I already knew who you were talking about😂😂

[@maditales]

bahhahhaha

[@emmy_7347]

I just finished reading this book and the whole time I hated Olivier, like I kept hoping that he would die and he almost came to the point that I wanted to stop reading but I stuck with it 😂

[@jouwalotfi2242]

I’m still not over how gorgeous you look with short hair !!!!!! YOU ARE STUNNINEUH xx

[@lmudfrog2094]

me knowing youre talking ab oliver. ive never hated a character more

[@maditales]

Yuppp

[@larissah003]

i need this exact video with spoilers, I need to know the specific reactions to some scenes cause this book was a roller coaster 😲

[@maditales]

yess I wish I could put the spoilers in but the update parts can kind of help you when you are reading it

[@zellie__]

I SAW A CLIP OF THIS VLOG FROM TIKTOK and i decided to watch it (im here now lol) am currently on a reading slump but ur reactions r making me intrigued .. so i will start it sometime today hHHhhah

[@StxrdustYOUTUBE]

i want to experience crying while reading a book TOT istg im soo eager to cry while reading but for me it just does not work TTOTTT i always pretend i'm crying but no real tears ever...... how do you all do it i want to feel it too!

[@maditales]

oh noooooo its okay read books like a little life I bet you will cry

[@Alexcausewhynot]

I am watching this at 1:00am out in my balcony in the dark

[@untitledmanuscript]

I love your reading vlogs ❤❤

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily

[@user-vh9mz6dy6x]

I WATCHED THIS IN 2X SPEED AND OMG I WAS LAUGHING MOST Of THE TIME

[@isma2409]

YAYAYAYFJEOJR MADITA POSTED ( and it's a reading vlog ) ( and it's Five survive ) AND IVE NEVER HEARD OF A TOO FULL TBR .

[@maditales]

its sooooo good

[@isma2409]

@@maditales I trust you 🏌‍♀️

[@leahlaw2911]

I think I might have to break my book buying ban.

[@maditales]

do it do it do it

[@leahlaw2911]

@@maditales I’m on my way to Waterstones now.

[@sxmmersnxw8829]

What i want to know is if she met with A after the last part Petition for Holly Jackson to write a novella about that:

[@skyelorspacex]

Omg yes! I do feel holly kinda loves letting us kinda decide the ending of her books like the end of agggtm

[@Nicolex1]

I read this in the start of January, but yk something was missing, like it didn’t feel like i finshed it, and then i realized, IT’S BC YOU HAVEN’T DONE A READING VLOG OF IT YET, so now i can finally rest

[@maditales]

awww fully honored thank you

[@whoscharl]

YES YES YES YES YES WE LOVE HOLLY

[@maditales]

fan club right here

[@whoscharl]

@@maditales omg u replied your my fav youtuber

[@seochangbinsarms]

Also,I’m currently reading Jade city and absolutely fucking loving it

[@maditales]

i need to read thisss

[@aurrrrr7]

Patiently waiting for u to read the reappearance of Rachel price (U. WILL. LOVE. IT.)

[@maditales]

I’m so excited for it

[@jamesfv1]

I now have to buy this book.

[@maditales]

yesss

[@Julie_ao]

I love reading vlog ❤

[@maditales]

aww thank youuu ily

[@mxrvelvidz6058]

“Ravi 2.0” LEAVEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭

[@guadilis6640]

I love ur videos sm! I 💗💗 Madita

[@maditales]

thank uuuu

[@guadilis6640]

@@maditales ❤️❤️

[@tobislibrary]

juat finished the book and oliver made me feel what hate was like

[@emmasdeaf]

how. adita is talking to her camera is me talking to my room at midnight when reading a book 🥲

[@maditales]

i love how we are all the same person

[@avneet428]

12:43-12:47 me when i buy books in bulk, knowing that im already broke

[@maegonzalez]

I literally thought exactly the same thing you said at minute 7:48 and screamed😂

[@mrm.creates]

This is my fav book rn 🫀

[@ficasoshade]

you are so convincing I love it! cant wait to read this

[@maditales]

read itttt

[@seochangbinsarms]

IM IN CLASS RN BUT ILL B BACK LATER☝🏻☝🏻

[@fletcherhayes2089]

unrelated to the subject matter I ordered the whole caraval series im so excited because you like it lmao