Recovered Crystal Meth Addict interview-Lindsay

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Good morning everyone. Good morning Mark!! Hi, my name is Lindsay and I'm a grearful recoving addict. I just want to thank everyone for there thought comments this was the scariest part of doing all this, was this section right here! Soft White Underbelly thankyou for giving me a safe place to tell me story, an to make me comfortable enough to do it, that takes alot. Mark your amazing thankyou for everything hopefully we can do some more down the road have even got started if you know what I'm saying!!! But thankyou everyone for your kind words an thankyou Mark for everything ❤️

[@cindyfitzgerald4500]

Thank you Lindsay 😊

[@natureisallpowerful]

Good luck on your journey Lindsay, respect from England ❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

@@natureisallpowerful thankyou very much

[@ddz1375]

Thank you for sharing your journey, the low road, the high road and the ditches in-between. You've got a good mind and a knack for survival and that give you an advantage in this game of Life. Utilize that gift and keep on movin'on. I do hope that your kids and Mother are able to see the you of today and let the memory of the old you fade. Just don't you let the necessary transgressions of your past drag you down. It's okay to have regrets but don't get into a competition and measure the virtues of today,that's a foot race that's rigged in guilt and shame that you can't win. All the best to you. ☮️

[@natureisallpowerful]

​@@lindsaycargill2032we do recover 🤜🙏

[@Brave_SJ]

She's spot on about the drug industry. Only difference between pharma and a cartel is the number of college degrees.

[@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet]

THIS IS A MAJOR FACT!!

[@angelafranklin1994]

Her laughter has so many layers…humor, hurt, pain and most of all gratitude

[@Bossylady2752]

Yeah it does

[@lindsaycargill2032]

This made me smile 😊

[@ashnicb93]

“I loved it. That’s why I had to quit.” Wow. Being a recovering meth addict myself, this is the realest interview I have seen. Thank you.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Your welcome

[@Mishie153]

Same

[@lindsaycargill2032]

@@Mishie153 thankyou so very much

[@pvtppsmols69]

hope everyone on this comment (and OP) are doing well in life 🙏

[@lindsaycargill2032]

​@@pvtppsmols69 ❤❤❤

[@sunshinebutterflygirl]

She’s amazing! So much of being in recovery is taking ACCOUNTABILITY and stopping the excuses. She’s nailed it! Thank you for sharing your story Lindsay!

[@stevee.7419]

Yeah, that was a good one. She’s a good story teller. I like her intensity.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou for listening

[@bepre5ent]

​@lindsaycargill2032 Happy for you and your recovery, Lindsay!!

[@janmacvicar4981]

love to you❤ wishing you all the best on your continued recovery and health. Xx

[@TeaRose9]

I appreciate her sharing her story but I don’t understand how she doesn’t regret anything and she didn’t raise her children or have a relationship with them, yet she says it was so much fun and she loved it. Then she contradicts everything she says. Really a sad life.

[@leanneadams2549]

I shared this awesome girls story with my daughter that still uses and I mean man, I’ve tried everything to get her to stop - but she heard this girl and agreed to go to treatment !!!!! So I wanna thank you from the bottom of my heart for telling like it REALLY is. Yes, we loved it but in the end we don’t love anything including ourselves. And I do believe I have another high but I don’t have another recovery. I will NEVER forget your words !! Please stay as cool and awesome as you are right now !!!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Has tears running down my eyes! This is amazing... would love to hear about her progress or hey maybe even help her if she would be willing to do some FaceTime things together let me know would love to help her on her journey

[@leanneadams2549]

@@lindsaycargill2032 I’ll ask but as you know we’ve got a hard road in front of us but thanks to you we are at least on it !!!!!! I’m sure she will. I’lll let you know how we are doing. She’s pretty crabby today. lol. It’s the day. She can be as crabby to me as she needs to !

[@lindsaycargill2032]

@leanneadams2549 this she can do it... an you keep being her best hero she needs you on the good bad an ugly keep fighting 💪

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Any updates? I haven't forgot

[@leanneadams2549]

@@lindsaycargill2032 I’m at work- but long story short I couldn’t get ahold of her for like three days.. wtf. Binge ? Anyways then she’s really not telling me why she’s not at work and doesn’t like and not staying when she just got an apartment that goes off your income ! Wow. I forget how badly we throw everything away but to watch your own child do it is terrible !! Pls sent me your email. Don’t want to tell the whole world ya know. So f ing sad

[@trailerparkfarm9198]

I FEEL this story! ❤ I grew up in an average middle class life, became a Probation Officer. Fast Forward 6 years I quit my job, moved states away & started doing Meth. One day you really do realize you’re at the bottom of the barrel, doing things you would have never done. It’s a very hard drug to get off of. Very hard but it’s worth it to not live every day completely hating yourself. ❤ If you’re struggling today & the best you can do is stay alive until tomorrow, keep doing that!One day you’ll be happy you did!

[@magvs_mæstro216]

Congratulations 💐. How long have you been clean?

[@vaultboy101bailey3]

Good for you- I wish you continued health and peace ✌🏽😊

[@FknNefFy]

💕 could you explain why's it hard to get off of (I just don't know what it's like to go thru and I'm curious-but not enough to try it! Lol) and how did you manage to do it?? The worst thing to have to try to get off of I think is heroin but I won't try that either... And I seen what that's like in a lot of movies.... Oh yeah and I guess fentanyl it's hard to but nobody tries they just die 😕

[@Seajunkie]

It sounds like you would be a great interview on here.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

​@@magvs_mæstro2164 years

[@lucid_dreams420]

This was a GREAT interview. She's real to the bone.

[@JesusChrist-Gives-Eternal-Life]

Yes✌️🌟🌲✝️

[@lucid_dreams420]

@@dreamlarking ABSOLUTELY! 👏💯

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou

[@laurencampbell5064]

"I got another high in me, but I don't have another recovery" gave me chills. I'm 10 years into mine and I feel the exact same way. I have using nightmares where I think, fuck- I cannot go back there.

[@izzydeadyet7336]

When I got clean I had a ton of dreams I was trying to get a fix and hiding trying to do it, and everytime something was preventing it, once I had fashioned a syringe out of a ziplock bag and a tip and the tip of the needle was hooked .. those dreams bothered me so much, no matter what you do that memory wont leave

[@laurencampbell5064]

@@izzydeadyet7336 I understand. Mine always involves someone slipping heroin into something and I get hooked again even though I desperately don't want to. Survivors guilt is tough.

[@izzydeadyet7336]

Geeze that is a weird one, like you're worried you'll be influenced by others back into addiction! I remember one where I was smoking oxy contin cigarettes! I knew the cigarette stood for injection

[@peanutbutterdijonnaise]

Right? Never heard it articulated that way before

[@nadyrei8913]

If the only thing you do today is breath that’s perfectly fine. WoW that’s powerful

[@6percentbattery]

19:19 I’m at work listening to this and it stopped me in my tracks. Tears in my eyes. Literal tears. “If the only thing you do for the day is breathe, that’s perfectly fine”

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Gave me goosebumps ❤

[@terrytownsend5583]

Drama queen

[@devonbrianspencerlewis]

@@terrytownsend5583😂

[@blackcatprincess]

“If the only thing you did today was breathe, that’s perfectly fine” I really loved that. Thank you Lindsey.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Your very welcome an so very true

[@tayzonday]

Wow. These personal testimonies add so much dimension. Thanks so much for sharing!

[@Gram72534]

Did you do an interview on this channel? A lot of popular YT's do...

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Your very welcome

[@vaultboy101bailey3]

They really do don’t they? I feel like I learn so much about my fellow humans and society every single interview, I think resilience is the most common attribute on display no matter the situation

[@magvs_mæstro216]

@tayzonday: are you still writing music?

[@Mrs.Arado1980]

I completely agree! I love all of his documentaries.

[@AnaFernandez-jp5uh]

Lindsay and Mark, thank you so much for this interview. Raw, real and inspiring.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Your very welcome 🙏

[@PAPDOG1973]

You are the 1% of individuals who have the strength to accept themselves and circumstances for what they are. Congratulations, please spread your story and help others.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

I'm part of that 2% have that tattoo now to!!! We're a different bread

[@PAPDOG1973]

@@lindsaycargill2032tats are noting compared to drug dependency. Take a needle one way, take it another. God bless you.

[@izzydeadyet7336]

​@@PAPDOG1973I think she meant she was a recovered addict as well and got the 2 percent tattoo .. dont imagine she was comparing a tattoo to addiction

[@lindsaycargill2032]

@@izzydeadyet7336 exactly

[@mamapretz]

She’s got a great personality. This was an interesting interview. I’d love to hear more from her!

[@cindyfitzgerald4500]

I so relate with Lindsay when she named off all the things you lose when you’re a addict. Been there done that. Thank you so much for sharing your story Lindsay

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Your so welcome my story isn't over yet

[@crys2classy]

Them lil ol recovery sayings be tha truth “I got another high in me, not another recovery” if you’ve every struggled with drugs this will hit home❤️

[@Hisdudeness101]

💯💯

[@SomecallmeSlick]

I absolutely adore her genuine and raw spirit! Her personal testimony is so powerful… you’re a real badass Lindsay. Congrats on your sobriety!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

It's still a battel everyday 1 day at a time that's my motto

[@missbutter76]

I love Lindsay and wish her a million more 24 hours. God Bless you Mark and the space you offer for hearts and souls.

[@Seegie16]

So you wish her to live another 2700 years lol

[@TheMrdhyde]

I can promise you this chick did not tell a lie. Never met her in my life but I can tell she is a real as they come. Not fake at all.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤

[@itsjust_deanna]

Amazing raw and honest interview!! So happy for how far you have come and wishing you continued sobriety and success ❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

There's my girl ❤❤❤

[@GenevaK-sw8hn]

I knew Lindsay in the madness I couldn't be more proud of the strong woman she is today her story gives me lots of hope just hearing her experience so many people can relate

[@lindsaycargill2032]

You sure did you seen me at my worst man my lowest point ❤ I came out the mud but I'm standing! Love you

[@clairegillies7919]

Appreciating her honesty in admitting she loved taking what she was taking as this appears to be what many addicts swerve and don't divulge. Wishing her absolute joy, continued sobriety and health. Lindsay would make an excellent recovery therapist! Best regards from the UK xx

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou it all makes sense now I was ment to have an addiction to help pull ones out the fire that can't themselves

[@clairegillies7919]

@@lindsaycargill2032 You have a special job to do Lindsay - You possess a skill-set those of us on the outside do not. Ways, means etc you'll find it! xCx

[@lindsaycargill2032]

​@@clairegillies7919I appreciate your words

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou reading that I kinda needed pumped me up 🎉❤❤❤

[@sprattikus]

Lindsay reminds me a lot of my father when he talks about his past drug use. He got clean before I was born, but prior to that, he'd done everything AND drank like a sailor. He shares his stories and laughs and smiles like it was the time of his life, but you can tell they're only good memories because it's all in hindsight. He went through hell, and now he's a fat happy old retired dude with no police record, never even been arrested. I can tell he misses the "fun" of it all, the excitement, but he'd never do it again. Not for anything. "A boring life is a good life." Damn right.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

This made me smile! ❤

[@BonnChnd]

Lindsay, I wish you the best as you go forward. We all have times when we are weak and strong whether drugs influence us or not. Struggle is a human condition. Thank you for sharing your story. Much love ❤️

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Your very welcome we all have a vice just depends on what that is these days. Just to scary anymore an my children need there mother

[@pixiedouglas8605]

What a cool little lady! I’m in early recovery (after a relapse) and I love to see other women clean and their strength and stories. Thank you Lindsey ❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Good luck you can do it

[@EllieBechard-nr1th]

I've been clean a week and she did my DOC and she's right, it's not the same, and it's not worth it. She's a cool lady, reminds me of Janis Joplin. Thank you for being an inspiration to stay clean.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

You ever need to talk here I am an what doc were you in I did Rockville an madison then voa

[@seachelschneiders]

Fuck yeah I LOVE THIS WOMAN. So real. You are so worth it. I related so much to this story & not because I went through the same things but because of the HONESTY & the feelings you shared. Thank you endlessly

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤ your comment gave me goosebumps

[@seachelschneiders]

@@lindsaycargill2032 I love how you didn’t glamorize addiction but you didn’t discount the fact that sometimes it was fun as hell. I wouldn’t have stayed out there doing what I was doing for so long if it wasn’t fun. Thank you for reminding me & showing somebody else out there that a boring life is so much better than your best day rippin & runnin. I truly appreciate you girl. Keep fighting the good fight & I wish you all the happiness in the world!! 🫶

[@lindsaycargill2032]

@@seachelschneiders thankyou so much 💓

[@rubynjohn]

I went to high school with Lindsay and shes always been a sweet girl. I'm so glad she is is doing better cause she is an amazing woman! I lost my big brother to an od from shooting meth and that shit hurts man. It really does hurt the families even if family cuts you off in active addiction it doesn't mean we don't care it it just means it hurts too bad to watch and you not listen to us. I love you Lindsay and I'm so happy we are reconnecting cause the only way up is to soar with eagles not roost with chickens.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

I love you ruby!! ❤❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Just reread this ruby u love you

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Makes me smile everytime I see this ruby

[@truthdeception4818]

"If the only thing that you do today, is breathe, that is perfectly fine." - sharing that is suicide prevention. Thank you Lindsay

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤very welcome❤

[@manifestationnation]

"I don't have another recovery in me" is some real shit

[@wesleyAlan9179]

Yeah,when I heard her say that, I thought..."Yep, me too" I've been clean and sober for a little over 10 years now and I'm not looking back, only forward from here..just like she said, "I just ain't gotta 'nother one in me"❤

[@marleymatthews7633]

​@@wesleyAlan9179was boredom a really hard part of your recovery dude ?

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤

[@wesleyAlan9179]

@@marleymatthews7633 Oh god yeah,lol...although, I had plenty to keep me busy, it just wasnt the kind of "busy" that's fun, ya know?

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Borings a good life ❤

[@caroleluchtefeld3832]

Lindsay is a very strong woman, and her strength shines through in this interview. She is not afraid to tell the truth about how she got there, but also willingly shares with others how to get up out of it. She is a powerful force in this world and I am very proud to call her friend!! Thank you Mark for amplifying her voice for the nations to hear! And Lindsay... I love you and am sooooooo proud of you!!!

[@Deafmamaof3]

Lindsay is amazing I take it you know her!!! I would love to hear more from her

[@lindsaycargill2032]

You saw me at my worst an got that pen back to the paper an made me see how much talent an how much I could help the next. Tha kyiu Carole an thabkyou RARE!

[@HarpyMom]

I have the joy of working with her now. What an amazing lady with a laugh that I love to hear! Sending prayers for continued success in your journey ❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

This just made my whole night!!! Thankyou so much got me crying, it's a pleasure to work with such amazing ppl like all of you are! Love being there with all of you!!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

My becky

[@lorenenewsome228]

Lindsay is, hands DOWN, my favorite of all your videos. She should be touring schools, talking about why kids should stay off drugs. She is totally honest, down to earth, what you see is what you get and kids could relate to her. She is amazing, raw, and genuine. Lindsay, you keep doing YOU! You are fucking amazing!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou very much😊

[@krishenderson9597]

Lindsey! You are awesome!!!. Congratulations on your recovery ❤ You're beautiful! I will 100% watch this one over and over. Your positivity is undiscribable. Stay positive.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Makes me smile bigger everytime I read this ❤

[@NotWatchingTV]

You are wonderful Lindsay, please stay sober for your kids and the others you inspire. Much love from Saint Petersburg, Florida.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou that was my Dad's favorite place to vacation

[@ShawnJohnson-dd3pq]

I just watched your video this morning and I got to tell you thanks for sharing your story…this is the closest and most accurate depiction of your addiction experience I can relate to…

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Just facts real an honest 💯 thankyou

[@damagecontrol2424]

I like her. It took a minute, but she won me over. Smart and spirited.

[@emilypashak9834]

👏👏👏 Ate this interview up Mark! She was great, she reminds me of the people my mom used to hang with. Very cool

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤

[@aremnant3937]

Lindsay very happy to hear that you have been sober for 4years now. I see that you are a humble person in a very good way. Gratitude and humility have proven to be key things for me to staying sober. Thank you for being very honest in this interview. Be well dear. God bless you Lindsay.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Continue on tje road your on its so worth it

[@psurreal8164]

I hope she knows she is beautiful, I'm glad she's clean. Lindsey reminds me of my mom the few months I met her sober. I don't know where she is since her last relapse.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤

[@JustRaine97]

Lindsay is a real one! Enjoyed this interview immensely. I was especially moved when she spoke about her dad. Lindsay I wish you all the best. You're brave, strong & determined. Congrats on your sobriety and I pray that you can continue to move forward with your son. You can do it!❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou so much for your kind words glad you felt this I did my part then!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

I know now 4 years later my dad was the only person who ever loved me unconditionally. My dad was left handed an the joke they said at the funeral when I was walking out which I didn't take as a joke was, well Linds what you gonna do now that your left hand is in tje ground an Freddie's right hand is walking out the door. He was my left hand man an inwas his right hand man. I feel so lost alot of days without him an I cry I cry a whole whole lot. Not because I miss him but because he isn't here to be able to share all my accomplishments since I have gotten sober. Do you know how many times I want to pick up the phone to call him because of how proud I am but I can't I missed those days I missed being able to make my dad proud when he was alive an thats the worst feeling. That's why I strive everyday to be better than the next I'm doing this all for Freddie man... I love you daddy

[@cynthiakluth7748]

She is so right about the drugs available today being like playing Russian Roulette. Fentanyl or worse potentially added to anything. This world really has gone to hell. And the Tranq epidemic makes me think of Crocodile in Ukraine and Siberia 15 years ago...just a hellscape!

[@MaynardsSpaceship]

When I saw effects of Tranq, I thought it was Krocodile.

[@debbiebasche5337]

Shes also right about the difference in the meth of 20 yrs ago and what's around today...my tweaker neighbors used to duct tape flashlights to their mower and do the yard work at 1:00 in the morning...now they are just zombies that walk around and talk to the grass....

[@ginnyjoyner4790]

​@@debbiebasche5337I know I shouldn't laugh but the image of them mowing lawns at 1 am is funny

[@lindsaycargill2032]

​@@debbiebasche5337I swear

[@bok3785]

I cannot say Thank you enough to Lindsey and this interview. There was nothing but truth behind every word..good bad and indifferent..."No matter how far down the scale we have gone, we can see how this experience can benefit another" Thank you for being so authentic and an inspiration for anyone still on this path!!!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

This gave me goosebumps thankyou this is what I was attending to do

[@lindsaycargill2032]

I read this comment everyday when I wake up! Thankyou ❤

[@peanutbutterdijonnaise]

I love these interviews and Lindsay is from very close to where I grew up. I know of the rehab she is referring to and it has helped so many people I know get their lives together. I’m glad to see her share her story.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤

[@leanneadams2549]

I love this girl. And she’s 100 percent correct !! On everything!! My sober from that drug since June 5, 2018 !!!! And I can relate to every word she said ! Best video yet !

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@KatJouett-p6k]

We appreciate you for sharing your story ..and having someone to understand things better

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Appreciate you for taking the time to watch an listen. #doingthedamnthingforfred

[@kd_boymamaX3]

Congrats on your sobriety! Prayers and good vibes sent to you for your relationship with your son! I appreciate your authenticity and I hope so much my brother can someday have your determination and strength!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Your brother will gain it 💪 when he is strong enough an tired enough if that makes since. My body was tired but my mind wasn't I knew there was something greater out there for me I just didn't know what an I'm still searching for it just not High an wondering around this time

[@charmianb11220]

Sis you're absolutely amazing. Your dad 'Old Freddy' continues to walk along side you. You're a true lightworker in this 🌎 here to do so much good. Your story, your journey, your truth is needed. I wish you so much love & continue being phenomenal. ❤ RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE FOR US ALL 🙏🏽

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Love that you called me my nickname an didn't even know! SIS! just had to speak straight truth everyone scared to do that. Not me someone has to be willing to say what others won't that's what will save ppl

[@charmianb11220]

@lindsaycargill2032 💯 no I certainly didn't know that's your nickname 😆 I address most as my sis or bro a term of endearment and just my way of showing that I see us all as part of a family and one race 'human' 🌎❤️

[@lindsaycargill2032]

@@charmianb11220 love this 😀

[@FFamatta]

I need a part two. She was awesome

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Would love to do a part 2 ❤

[@bluejeans1773]

Yes part 2 she got more stories

[@Mrs.Arado1980]

My father was a meth addict. He was and is an asshole. He’s clean but I don’t care for him. I personally have never done hard drugs. I give you so much credit girl for sharing your story!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤

[@RadRedhead222]

The word "recovered" bothers me a little bit. Addicts are in recovery, but addiction isn't a disease that just goes away. We have to work at it to stay clean!

[@JesusChrist-Gives-Eternal-Life]

This has got to be one of the best interviews you've had on here. Dead serious. There is something different about her.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤

[@JesusChrist-Gives-Eternal-Life]

​@@lindsaycargill2032God bless you! Jesus loves you and we love the shades! John 6:47. 🧡✌️🌟✝️🫂🙏💞

[@tambourine36]

Janis Joplin vibe

[@kalamccauley5349]

She is 100% raw and uncut and I love it. She spoke truth there.

[@Stjerneklang528]

Best wishes to straightforward & unpretentious Lindsay. I hope you keep sober and may you find an abundance of good things in your life.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@Mom-ii5jn]

Beautifully authentic person

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Ty ty ty very much

[@elainefranco725]

CONGRATULATIONS on your sobriety. My man and I are 7 weeks sober today. We all have to have a start date. July 14th is the start of our sober journey. Xoxox Peace

[@jackandlill]

Keep going! It's hard to do together - so be careful - at the end of the day - do it for yourself & nobody else!

[@elainefranco725]

@@jackandlill I agree 💯. Thank you for your support and truthful comment.

[@jackandlill]

@@elainefranco725 I'm glad you understand the risk. Unfortunately, I know from experience. He's dead now. We tried to get clean together but it was too easy to fall off if one of us was not feeling strong. The last time we were using was when he died in my arms. I got sober about 2 weeks later. That was in the Spring of 2018. Please take care my friend ❣

[@elainefranco725]

@@jackandlill I am very sorry for the lost of your love. I am so proud of you for staying strong and keeping with your sobriety. I appreciate your honesty.

[@jackandlill]

@@elainefranco725 Thank you!

[@nikkiwalls922]

I know this lady personally. We were in rehab together. She has amazing story. This was an amazing opportunity. U only keep what u have by giving it away. I’m 8 years clean on nov 1st of this year. I know for me having the sponsor we both did I wouldn’t be where I am today if it weren’t for her.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤ yes yes yes this my stupid sister!!! I love you rip momma

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Got me crying damit

[@Amar1338]

I’m Recovered coming up on 4 years as well from opiates & meth … I lived like a rockstar in LA . Now I live like a total square in Sylvania Oh … The hardest part was “ now what do I do that the drugs , people , hustle is over”? I was 188 now 225 all muscle ( patting myself on the back ) .😊

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Me too proud of you friend

[@jackbailey7037]

I like this woman and I like the folks who live in that area, they seem down to earth and honest and expressive. I always lived in a big city and people are very different.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤

[@AlejandroZamudio-c1w]

I wish I could meet Lindsay. She’s the only person I have ever come close to in my whole life that makes me feel like I’m not crazy and not alone. Lindsay, thank you for sharing your story.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

You ever close to Indiana let me know!!! ❤❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤

[@louisavalentin5885]

Such a powerful story. Thank you for sharing. I know it is stories like this that help people know they can turn their life around. Congratulations 💛

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@reynainiguez680]

"a boring life is a good life" This is true

[@lindsaycargill2032]

So very true

[@davecaldwell445]

She was very good -- descriptive and so brutally honest. No platitudes. And she liked what she did in some ways. These interviews are always better when the person has come all the way back from the dark side -- and has the kind of self-awareness that it could happen again.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

It can always happen once an addict always an addict can't loose sight of that or then there will be a major problem

[@johnviera3884]

The honesty is so refreshing. These days, honesty is a rare commodity

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤❤

[@Brandon-xq6wz]

“I loved it; that’s why I had to quit”-is so disturbingly true it hurts. I didn’t even know Lindsay had done an interview with Mark until after Jamie Tall mentioned something about Lindsay and Soft White in the same breath, and then I was like “WTF?!?! 😳😳😳🤯🤯🤯” lol. So I had just to watch it. Liked, Favorited, and fascinated. She’s a fucken legend, man. Keep on keeping on, Lindsay. You’re one of the real ones.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤ still standing 💪

[@lindsaycargill2032]

You saw my interviews with Jamie tall! That makes me smile 😃

[@Deafmamaof3]

Amazing hands down the best interview on here yet we need more from LINDSAY MARK

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤

[@_lexuskeeper]

I’m Lindsay’s current manager at her current work place and I tell you, I LOVE LINDSAY! She makes my ever dying days at work BETTER. She has came SUCH a long way and continues ❤ So grateful to know her 😊

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😊😊😊😊

[@lindsaycargill2032]

I love you more nerd

[@manifestationnation]

adderall says "amphetamine salt" not "methamphetamine salt" seems like a small detail but the "meth" represents a huge jump in potency and bioavailability

[@lindsaycargill2032]

It Says amphetamine salts to be correct looking at a bottle of mine now

[@mikkieisemann9713]

So adderall is nothing like meth ?

[@blackphoenixfamily8477]

It IS a small detail.....you want to know why? Just look at @mikkieisemann9713 comment, this is exactly why this is a small detail. The point she was making still holds water, even when this SMALL detail is pointed out.

[@ddz1375]

That's your takeaway? Complaint about a mispronounced word? Nice.

[@la3800]

It's a different chemical composition and it matters @@ddz1375

[@MikkoBrown-p3d]

I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT IM A FRIEND OF LINDSEY AND I CAN HONESTLY SAY I AM SO PROUD OF HER!! SHE HAS TRULY COME A LONG WAY..💕🙏🏽VERY NICE INTERVIEW LOVED IT!! 😊

[@lindsaycargill2032]

I love you mikko😊

[@InternetUser386]

I don’t think many people understand what an amazing feat this is. Meth is excruciating hard to quit. With long enough use, crystal meth will eventually destroy the brain’s dopamine receptors, making it impossible for someone to feel pleasure. I read a study that said The average meth using person finds crystal meth use to be 12x more pleasurable than having sex.and only after 12 months of sobriety can the dopamine receptors in the brain begin to heal and start to repair Lindsey’s story reminds me of a Japanese proverb: “Fall down 7 times, get up 8” .While we are all sure to face failures along the way to our goals, we must continue to get up and keep trying. choosing to never give up hope. Stay the course Lindsey. Your life and recovery are a gift and miracle. Thank you for sharing it with us. ☮️

[@Deafmamaof3]

This

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤

[@stevee.7419]

I benefited from this interview. Thanks Mark. Thank you Lindsay.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

May I ask how

[@ninz5250]

“If the only thing you do in a day is breathe, that’s perfectly fine.” Thank you, Lindsay

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Welcome

[@traciway5729]

Enjoyed this interview, thank yall.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤

[@ellp152]

“You want to quit or you don’t!” No truer words!!!!!!!! ❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Just facts

[@Lynn-dp8sc]

Congratulations on your recovery. My husband is currently in rehab and he doesn't admit to all the hurt he caused our family. Especially our children. All his family has come together for his recovery. He keeps complaining about how long he has been in the facility and misses his freedom. He has been in there for 4 months. We are doing family therapy with him. Feels like a waste of time, he avoids certain conversations or gets irritated when things are brought up to his attention.

[@oddly5598]

Sounds like you already know this but he’s very likely to relapse when he comes home. Maybe you need to consider some time apart

[@dankadesign7462]

You need to let him lnow firmly he relapse he is out of family -for the sake of your kids.Most drug addicts is not themself and selfishly stick to own habits.I dont blame them its devil play.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Make him make a list. That's how I started 3 main goals I wanted to accomplish 😊

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Never never a waste of time where qould I be if it was a waste of time

[@Linda-in9ns]

Stay away he may never change and the concern of your children. You deserve a better life for yourself life is so short. Good luck 🍀

[@1George2]

"if you only thing you do for the day is breath, that's perfectly fine".... what a great statement ... worth writing down...!! ... just did

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤❤

[@laurajaramillo8650]

Lindsay you’re so real and I pray you continue with your resilience. No one need to be more proud of you than you!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤❤😊😊😊😊 thankyou

[@zachthegunguy]

Indiana native also a recovering addict,,, love you girl stay in the word, and fight hard everyday

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

I'm definitely a fighter ain't going down without a FIGHT

[@johnathanreigard512]

Best interviewee I’ve seen for a while! Lindsey’s straight up! I agree with her 100 percent I relapsed after I got outa prison years ago and it was straight paranoia it’s not the same drug and absolutely not worth doing anymore and I’m glad I experienced that! Never again!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Glad I did to made me get sober. Best of luck to you. Thanks for understanding me ❤

[@kaylaaranda1029]

As a sober alcoholic I love these interviews!!

[@Sharon-t7o]

Me too!

[@kaylaaranda1029]

@@snicker576 id love to say I’m not an alcoholic anymore but unfortunately it doesn’t just go away, im just as close to my next drink as anyone else, it’s a constant choice to stay sober because I will always be an alcoholic. Not sure if that helps answer your question but that’s the best way I can word it.

[@snicker576]

@@kaylaaranda1029 I understand now, thanks! Best of luck, alcoholism is horrible for the body and mind, you would deeply regret drinking again

[@marleymatthews7633]

​@@snicker576your always going to be alcoholic or an addict you can never forget that.

[@marleymatthews7633]

​@@kaylaaranda1029we'll always be an alcoholic or an addict you can't ever forgot that once you forgot that's when it goes down till.

[@rhammond2152]

Interesting interview. She lays out the whole landscape....good talk.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤

[@KoalaBeer.]

Lindsay reminds me of an interventionist that brutal honesty.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Wish I could get that kind of job

[@vlrissolo]

I'm 63. When I was in high school Crystal was everywhere then. The bikers sold it. It WAS "good", strong, etc. I do not recall one friend however, getting strung out. It was cheap too. I hears a few stories in my 20s of some bikers being strung out but not in high school. I can't help but wonder if it's not today's scociety. We're we more self discipline the back then? It seemed it was done on special occasions and every now and then they would be around but I never saw anybody with rotten teeth who did it day and night. The fact that it was very available just makes me wonder. I've heard so many people say you just try it once and that's it. I don't believe that. It does not have a physical addiction like opiates. It's a mental addiction that can be overcome or avoided without mass consumption. I love to hear from some people back in the 70s what they think. Good luck to Lindsay stay straight girl

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou

[@NoOne-sn2si]

Meth made with pseudo is a different beast than "biker speed". Pseudo speed is 100% psychoactive whereas 50% of biker speed is not really that active in the body. The difference between d-meth and l-meth, d-meth is the active version which is the product made using pseudo. Biker speed makes a 50-50 mix of both types. Meth has been around for years but it really started destroying lives big time when it started being made from pseudo....

[@vonderloo3184]

Amphetamines are addictive. 😅 didn't you learn that in 10th grade biology class??!!

[@juliemackenzie1978]

Great interview...she is honest. Thank you for sharing this video with us. 👍🇨🇦😊

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤

[@travisk3686]

I actually love that she can talk about parts of her experience in addiction in a humorous or nostalgic way. I think it’s a really interesting way to honor the person she was during that time by acknowledging she was having fun on SOME level. Obviously it was destructive but I think this attitude might help alleviate some of the shame associated with remembering the past. ❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

You get it, thankyou

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤

[@GnosticCushite]

Mark asked her, "Were you injecting it, smoking it or "turkey basting" it. Lmao😂

[@gracehall9199]

Congratulations to you for making it out that dark ungrounded hole. That takes a very strong powerful person to get out that place. You are an amazing person. You got this now, keep on loving yourself, because you deserve a good life, you just have to keep your strength to keep up that good fight to stay ahead. Nothing is easy, but you proved to yourself that you can do good for you and your son. At the same sense, you loose yourself mentally on that crap. It isn’t worth loosing everything again. So much time has been lost.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Felt your so right an you can't get back wasted time.... starting my life over is a new experience kinda like getting to live 2 lives at one time

[@lindsaycargill2032]

An thankyou very much for such kind words

[@LisaMarie-xp4ym]

Part two please!! 👍🏻

[@lindsaycargill2032]

😊

[@lindsaycargill2032]

😊

[@jenniferthomason3431]

I love this chick! She just has a certain energy about her. She’s real! I’m glad she got clean.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤

[@auroralondon4281]

First parent I’ve ever heard acknowledge how hurtful it can be to their kids when they raise one but not the other! Most only look at the one they didn’t raise as a mistake they don’t think they should be punished for forever and the younger child as their redeeming do over and it’s really selfish. One of the best interviews!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

You just let me know the decision I made was the right one thankyou

[@auroralondon4281]

@@lindsaycargill2032 Thanks for sharing your story! Very inspiring! ❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

​@auroralondon4281 thankyou for understanding me an not judging me I battle that decision everyday bit in tje end everyone is happy an loved an we all still see each other call each other family an really I like having this big blended family. We give them something to talk about lol😊

[@bkind1144]

40 yrs ago I knew speed/crystal was the drug of my choice/weakness. Not lsd, cocaine, downers, Soma's, mescaline etc. Did them but my favorite was speed. Purposely stayed away from connections. Always desired & wanted it . Wanted the energy, the faster I could go the better. Congratulations for getting & staying clean. Know it's not always easy. Maybe genetics is involved? (adopted) Much love to you darling ❤️✌️

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤❤❤❤

[@whowhatwhenwherewhynow]

Congrats for changing your life 🎉. I love to hear these stories

[@athenaatwar475]

LOVE hearing these stories. “I loved it, that’s why I had to quit.” “I have another high in me, but I don’t have another recovery.” People in recovery are some of my favorite people ❤

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Thankyou

[@robertm9490]

I love these personal interviews that you do. Thanks for these!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤

[@l.a.gothro3999]

Lindsay, I hope you check in once in a while to read comments. I could've turned into a speed freak as a teen (this was when pills were easily available), but I chose alcohol as my drug-of-choice. I've not had a drink of it in almost thirty-six years. It hasn't always been great, but it's better than it was when I was a drunk. It's always heartening to me to hear of the success of others in staying clean, no matter how much time they've got. Also, you come across as a person that I'd like to hang out with. Lots of love and luck from me to you!

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Hey thanks lmk if ever in Indiana ❤

[@Ldub0302]

Lindsay a real one. I want to see more! I enjoyed her candor.

[@lindsaycargill2032]

❤

[@amber76OH]

Thanks Mark, and Lindsay. Great interview 🖤🖤🤍🤍

[@lindsaycargill2032]

Your very welcome❤

[@whocares4464]

So proud of you!!! You know what she is saying rings true! The drugs now days are all laced and deadly! The danger of tainted drugs and inferior drugs have been a factor in me staying clean

[@lindsaycargill2032]

So glad you could make this choice as I did ❤ your family will appreciate your choice as did mine!

[@snuff-lh1zt]

I love your videos mark. Thanks for giving ppl a voice who normally wouldnt have one.