Recovering Heroin Addict-Matthew (update-August, 2021)

Soft White underbelly update interview and portrait of Matthew, a recovering "functional" heroin addict originally from San Francisco now in a rehab in Orange County, California.

[@katrinascheuermann763]

Whoever the subscriber is that remains in the shadows but is secretly reaching out to people to help them… BRAVO to you! An angel sent from heaven!

[@emptypromises2962]

Indeed! Angels aren't found in heaven or what have you, they're right here, walking among us as we speak.

[@KimbradleyMasterGardener]

Yes, thanks for caring, Ms. Whoever you are!!!

[@danetspeaks8708]

Yesss 🙌🏽🙌🏽

[@Awillii]

❤️❤️

[@Megalomaniart]

I love her because she exists.... I was with my daughter yesterday and we were shopping - as we came out - I saw this young man without a shirt, shoes.... eating out of the garbage can... and I only had $20 cash and gave it to him. I felt sad because that is all I had in the moment. And as he was ravaging, and shaking.... he looked at me and said thank you... and... my heart broke. But I would have to say that since I have been following this channel, I have such a deeper understanding of addiction. Thank you Mark... for deeper education all of us. I love you too.

[@josevasquez8169]

Matt if your reading this I want you to know your the reason I'm sitting here in cold sweats trying to kick the damn pills. Thank you. You inspired me sir. Much love from Fort worth Tx

[@CLANK...]

Hope you're doing okay man. Push through!!! You got this ✊

[@PapayaFullOfFace]

You got this, buddy!

[@stanhirt]

wishing you good luck man!

[@eloybox]

Kratom really helps! Good luck

[@jesusheals3799]

Im rooting for you. God bless you! 💙

[@chadywood]

Watching this series back to back its so clear to see the difference in this guy. Ep 1) High, okay with it, but very high. Ep 2) A man at the end of his rope, struggling with keeping up with the addiction. Ep 3) A clean man who can think and see clearly for the first time in a long time. I've never felt more proud of a complete stranger. ❤

[@DCNEWS23]

He's is a warrior ❤

[@roxygreenwood1923]

have you ever shot dope intravenously chad?

[@Scott-ir5eg]

I don’t think those are the differences between the videos. He was never okay with it, he just didn’t dwell on the negative as much in the first video.

[@calatianupriser]

He just did another interview ☺

[@klassik3497]

He got another 2 interviews after the 3rd one!!

[@jacobscott2830]

Matthew’s looking fresh with the buzz cut. Looking healthy, he deserves this, what a wonderful man.

[@johndoe8891]

I didn’t even recognize him compared to the last video! He looks good

[@buzzlightyearoh]

@@johndoe8891 he looked handsome before too

[@TrevorIsCommenting]

Lol he's heavily addicted still to this day

[@MarketDaemon]

@@TrevorIsCommenting what makes you say that?

[@TrevorIsCommenting]

@@MarketDaemon as he's talked about his multiple and consistent relapsing on other channels, you can't really say he's been sober can you? In every single one it's an excuse about how this led to his relapse this time and he's going to be better, but then he's right back to relapsing just like every other addict. Yeah I guess he's recovering (over and over lol) but you can't really call yourself a recovering addict when you are still going back to drugs. Dude just likes to be on KZbin

[@cameron4464]

I can see Matthew going back to college and becoming a super chill and nice school counselor. He deserves the world with his empathy and courage.

[@cdr861532]

I agree.....we need more counselors who (unfortunately) have real world trauma and can connect with traumatized people. I think back to when I was a teenager, I would have looked at a counselor who had lived on the streets, been an addict or had mental health issues as someone who can TRULY understand what I was going through. It's hard, sometimes, to connect to or open up to someone who really has no idea what you are going through.

[@jackginster707]

I agree. He'd be a great drug & alcohol counselor at a high school.

[@mtparkourartist]

@@cdr861532 one of my principals grew up in the streets. He was emancipated at 16. Lived in an abandoned house until he was old enough to join the military. He was my favorite principal. He gave me many chances and i probably wouldn’t have graduated without his help. Unfortunately he smoked weed with some students and lost his job. Not a good move but still a good principle. I never got any pedo vibes off of him

[@nanamaja9350]

I don't think he necessarily needs to do college to be a counselor or therapist... He has most of the knowledge to do it i guess...

[@AsToldByShaie]

Lol he reminds me of one of my college professors in the first video he was in.

[@abcdaphne]

Matthew, that woman offered to help YOU because she saw your potential and believes in your recovery. We all heard how badly you wanted to escape addiction in the second video and we’re all rooting for you.

[@debj9680]

I think Matt is an empath and a very caring soul. So glad he’s been given the opportunity to get help. Rooting for you buddy x

[@AlphaCentauri260]

He’s definitely an empath. I got a good feeling he’s going to be that bridge for other addictions to get right like he did.

[@Controllerbreaker]

Nothing wrong with getting stoned.

[@msamazinggrace1918]

Everyday is a good day to hear a Matt story, stay strong! You did right, you deserve every bit of the best prayers to you!

[@kathleenbradley6383]

I agree. Well said!

[@Qu33nMary444]

He definitely is an empath, in every video he's broken down in tears at the thought of other people hurting or suffering. That's a beautiful soul 💗

[@kalynsnewloves]

I haven’t smiled so genuinely in a while. You deserve every bit of this, Matthew. ❤️

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you

[@novaheart7325]

Completely agree!

[@KimbradleyMasterGardener]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake I'm really proud of you too, Matt! And, I cried when you cried!!! Love Nashville 💘

[@ElroyBeezley]

I hope that smiles are no longer a stranger in your life!

[@Meg-bq2hy]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake congratulations! I have 3 1/2 years of recovery 100% clean from opiates and suboxone, or any mind altering substance. I recently started a job at a treatment center. Recovery IS possible and it’s better than you could’ve ever imagined!! Just do the right thing in every single situation that life throws at you, and put one foot in front of the other. Good luck on your journey.❤️

[@vvc_551]

The lady that reached out saw what we all so, YOU DO DESERVE THIS! Keep kicking this addiction ass! We are all rooting for you! YOU'VE GOT THIS, WE KNOW IT!💝

[@coweenuhm9662]

I love this man. When he started crying my heart broke. He is SUCH a sweet human it’s incredible to see

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you :)

[@coweenuhm9662]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake oh my goodness!!! Absolutely. You have an incredible soul. Don’t stop fighting! I’m 6 years clean off IV meth and Xanax. My life is so much brighter! And I want to see you interview in the future and see how you’re thriving

[@garygnu78]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake thanks 🙏

[@ellajo1209]

Matthew, you deserve this opportunity to change the course of your life. You have ALWAYS been deserving. Always. Try not to feel guilty about the others who need, want and deserve help. When they are ready they will find a way to help themselves. Your energy’s focus must be on you for now and when the time is right you can help and support others. I totally believe in you. Your tender heart…moves me and many others and we all want the best for you. You determine what that will be. Sending you peace, love and strength. One day at a time… ❤️🇬🇧

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you :)

[@asimagaranovic4648]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake ❤🌹

[@senapereira6906]

Well said. I think you speak for many of us.

[@taco2947]

Hard not to like this guy. He really has a good vibe.

[@Chahlie]

Matthew got helped so that he can help other people. :)

[@mirobin]

Matt is still in a vulnerable situation, he is searching for stability. I can hear it in his voice. Everyone is trying to caution him & scare him into staying sober. Stay strong Matt, just find the strength you know you have & hold your own. You have a purpose, whether it be helping the next generation of drug users to get clean & using your story to let them know there is hope.

[@ChristopherGray00]

think the priority first and foremost should be reducing death counts, there are various opis that are far, far safer than things like H or fent, most notably though the deaths are particularly severe when it comes to fent. Buprenorphine is a very safe opi in the sense that from a toxilogical perspective, you can't feasibly OD on it to the point of death on its own, whereas fent is easily within the margin of accidental OD, which most people don't know this, but this is actually a very rare thing, where a substance is actually not hard at all to accidentally OD on to the point of death.

[@arlowelch5608]

I really love this mini series on Matt, I really love listening to him, and if he ever started a podcast or channel dedicated to recovery and addiction I would watch that often. He just made an hour of conversation breeze by like it was 5 minutes. Hope he is doing well

[@froggy9191]

He's very engaging isn't he ☺️

[@lambertstarr1218]

he has a youtube channel, he relapsed a few times since this video, one very recently too, but he's still fighting it.

[@stephencole9321]

@@lambertstarr1218 what’s the channel called? I’d love to check it out. Thanks!

[@lambertstarr1218]

@@stephencole9321 don’t remember the name, but if you look up matthew soft white underbelly on youtube you’ll find it

[@breannacarlson2239]

@@stephencole9321 Matthew Andrew Drake is the name of the channel!

[@brittanymorrow3314]

I’m so freaking proud of someone I’ve never met. You deserve this so much congratulations ✨

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you :)

[@platinum4187]

Yes you do deserve it bc u r the one putting in the work and healing! So many daily decisions u are making to better yourself! Soo many positive steps. 💗💞

[@Summerstorm757]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake I hope you are still fighting the good fight and staying clean💜 You are such a kind soul and SO deserving of this opportunity 😊 You have such a promising future ahead and the world is yours! I wish you nothing but the best!

[@531ff]

It’s crazy attachment and interest that can form just from knowing a stranger’s story .

[@eloybox]

@@531ff I think that's one of the best things that human beings can possess and is unique to our species, empathy.

[@jaylemyers]

Even his voice had changed. It amazes me how recovery completely changes them back overtime.

[@jessapi6328]

I hope you’re still sober and doing well Matthew (: everyone is so proud of you. I’m late to this journey as I’m new to the channel but you’ve touched so many people and you deserved this chance

[@bendaves77]

If you search for Matthew soft white underbelly in KZbin these 3 videos pop up and his own channel if you are interested in seeing how he's doing

[@djefferson5669]

He's not. He was live on his channel the other night, naked, out of his mind, smoking heroin/crack whatever off of tinfoil. Sad.

[@jennifercochrane8218]

He relapsed🙁

[@bendaves77]

@@jennifercochrane8218 he's back at treatment now and has been sober for a little while

[@jennifercochrane8218]

@Ben Daves really? Cause on the paid forum I'm on Mark commented about 9 days ago and mentioned his unsuccessful stay at rehab. If he's back in rehab as of now, that's great, but as of 9 days ago, it didn't sound too good🤷🏽‍♀️🙁

[@dirtbagbooda1162]

Hardly recognized him without the beard and long hair. Looking good Matthew keep up the hard work bro it will be wit worth it in the end. You’re inspiring me and I’m sure thousands of others out there as well to take those first steps into sobriety and a better, happier life

[@kellietaylor9913]

I had no problem recognizing him wout the hair

[@cole_nz]

@@kellietaylor9913 congrats kellie

[@thomasharris7881]

The photo made me think of a young Mickey Rouke before all the boxing and surgery addiction that is lol, Rumblefish or Barfly era Mickey. Handsome chap.

[@camillamariewidholm8558]

It's impossible not to like this guy - Matthew is so charismatic! I hope he is doing well.

[@vimfuego9738]

This is absolutely fantastic. Mark you are a HERO and the work you do with this channel is outstanding. Matthew, though I am just some rando off the internet, brother I am so proud of you. ❤

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you

[@shelleysquires2741]

What he said

[@KCee-lm3jd]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake put your recovery above all else and you will not fail. Get to meetings stay humble and take it one day at a time love from England 🇬🇧

[@er1ns]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake So proud of you

[@genevieveve]

Even if no one else who has ever told their stories to Mark gets help or gets well or gets out or moves on or lives the life they deserve to live... This story makes the whole thing worth it. I hope he knows he has so many people rooting for him.

[@huyivant5190]

Damn he doesn’t look like a time traveler from the 70’s anymore.. fresh cut though, pleighboi. Wish him the best going forward

[@gdoggcasey]

Man...everytime this guy breaks down it gets to me. I am not saying I am surprised he is a good guy because I've seen all the comments and I know most addicts are still good people. But I think genuinely this guy has a ton of empathy and really cares about himself and others. I truly wish him the best and hope he is doing well.

[@johntirado-glover3574]

As someone who worked as a Detox Technician in a Detox House for years, and saw it all, I'm so proud of Matthew. The struggle of mental illness, and drug addiction is real. Wishing yku the best. You deserve it. One moment at a time.

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you

[@jeannettejandasek8104]

I watch these videos all the time. This brought me such joy seeing he changed his life. Congratulations 🎉🎉 Everyday gets easier. I promise 🙏. I was an opioid addict for 20 years. I have over 3 yrs clean now!!!!. Life gets amazing!!💯❤️👐👏🙏👍

[@adirondacktrekking1972]

AWESOME!! ✌️❤️🙏🎶

[@jeannettejandasek8104]

@@adirondacktrekking1972 Thank you ❤️

[@bungle3912]

He’s exactly the sort of person I wanted to talk to when I got off heroin. All I had were preachy people who told me I had to follow the steps or I’d fail. Well, i didn’t follow the steps and I didn’t fail, so listen to yourself sometimes. I ditched a 12 year addiction to heroin after it became utterly boring. This guy is great and I hope he goes onto great things.

[@AaronStark1993]

I’m the same way. I absolutely hated NA. Very judgmental group. Also very well said about it getting boring. What a lot of people don’t understand is that when you’re deep into heroin addiction you don’t use to get high, you use just to fight off withdrawal. Not wanting to ever experience withdrawal again is my main motivation to stay clean. As I’m sure you know full well, it fucking sucks haha.

[@joemiller2205]

@@AaronStark1993 yep, I was forced to go to NA by the court, twice a week for a year. I went and I stayed clean for nothing other than to get a felony dropped. If I stayed clean I’d end up with zero jail time and just an OVI on my record or I was facing the OVI plus felony possession and time in jail. The drive to stay out of jail was more than my drive to use. But I absolutely hated NA. I hated everyone there who treated me like I was less than them because I didn’t participate in their cult like chanting together and praying and stuff. After I got off probation and court was done I was back using for another 6-7 years. Finally got clean last year, relapsed a couple of times and now have about 6 months clean. Everyone around me including my counselor that I have to see to get my suboxone says I should be “throwing myself into the recovery community” AKA go to NA or AA. I have no interest in going back to a place that makes me honestly feel like using because I feel like everyone is looking down on me. I’m doing it my way, and it’s working, for the first time in 14 years I’ve been clean of hard drugs for a reason other than court and being on probation. Keeping my 3 year old daughter is more important to me than hard drugs, I’d rather dedicate my life to her to stay clean than dedicate it to NA.

[@AaronStark1993]

@@joemiller2205 - Well done on 6 months. Keep up the great job. Best of luck to you.

[@dgrelli]

Def not for everyone. Personally didn't work but they key thing that I learned from it is you need something to fill the void. So whatever that is find it and keep busy.

[@stephenhodges1688]

After I got out of detox I was doing the work trying to straighten out. So someone fixed me up with a psychologist for counseling. She asked if I had a 12 step program to attend and she had a list for me if I didn’t. I told her I wasn’t going to go to one because I had been decades earlier and is wasn’t for me. I can’t stand all the whining. She told me I would fail. When it was over she told me to make an appointment on my way out. I didn’t. Ten years later I’m still good. Been to a few meetings as support for a friend but that’s it. Nothing against 12 step programs but I’ve seen a lot of people become addicted to them in a way. Swore off therapist’s too.

[@PhoenixxRisingFire]

I'm SO SO PROUD of you!!!!! I just got out of rehab. I've been 94 days clean from Heroin. I had only been doing H since last summer. I'm extremely grateful to have gotten help a yr in and not 10yrs etc. They made me RA for the womens house a month into my recovery..That made me feel so good inside that they saw the potential in me to be trusted by staff. Being RA wasn't easy but I enjoyed doing it. I'm finding myself again and like you I'm so grateful to not have to go hide to take a hit. Keep up the great work my friend. To the women who helped him get help...THANK YOU for helping others. God bless you

[@Tata-iu3fy]

Congratulations. How are you doing today?

[@PhoenixxRisingFire]

@@Tata-iu3fy I am doing great!! I'm 217+ days clean. I have so much to be grateful this yr this Thanksgiving very grateful to have gotten the help and that im still clean. That was my first rehab and I pray its my ONLY rehab in life. I'm not giving up or giving in after so many days clean. Thank You for asking Tata. Have a great New Year and Merry Christmas Tata 🦋🤗💕✌

[@Tata-iu3fy]

@@PhoenixxRisingFire that's amazing. Keep it up.

[@PhoenixxRisingFire]

@@Tata-iu3fy Thank You my friend. Merry Christmas n Happy New Year

[@shanaynay333]

Proud of you 👏💛

[@hunacre]

Matthew, you made my day with your update. I'm sure so many others feel the same. You are so special and have so much to offer this world. So proud of you....keep it going!!!!

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you!

[@ktcooki276]

Hi Matthew,.how are things?🇬🇧🙂

[@mepo4460]

MATTHEW!! YOU ARE WORTHY OF THE HELP YOURE RECEIVING

[@janetberry1042]

Congratulations, Matthew. I seriously laughed out loud when you said you got a $50 Target card. Your sweet sincerity and appreciation of the gift touched me. You are deserving of the gift of recovery that you were given from the CO lady & not everyone has the courage to get clean, but you do! I know you’ll pay it forward. As someone else commented, I’m just some rando off the internet, but I’m in agreement that I too am very proud of you & wish you all the success & happiness in that you so richly deserve! ❤️

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you!

[@staceycope7364]

The lady who helped him what an angel. such a selfless act if only there were more people like her around

[@keimoon1706]

I'm so happy to see this follow-up.. I'm new to this channel, but discovered it through Matthew's first interview because it's a similar story to mine. As a "functional" user, I was on and off methadone for 5 years (smoking heroin for 8). I'd eventually be using while simultaneously increasing my daily dose up to 60-80mg for months at a time, then go to quitting the program entirely, to changing clinics and doctors, to being clean while only staying at 30mg and having a week's worth of carries for months at a time. I finally found the right doctor for me, and stopped using, so I had all my carries and began weaning down from 30mg. Over the course of about a year, I weaned down a few Mg each week, to 0.5mg for the last month or so, and one day just stopped taking my dose. I am proud to say I've been clean for just about 3 years now, but I also think about the struggle still being had by all the people I knew who were not able to commit to the program. I was told by my doctor that nobody in my town had "graduated" the program like I did. Which strangely makes me feel lonely in that battle. Your success so far helps me feel a little less lonely, and it comforts me to think it can make others feel hopeful in their journey wherever they might be.

[@cfreemful]

Look at the kindness of others who watch this channel. I'm not surprised. Just thankful of the lady who decided to help this young man to get clean and paid for his treatment. Bravo for her kindness and generosity. So very proud of this young man. Thanks Mark❤.

[@danichesney1876]

So proud of him for getting clean. It's amazing to see how much empathy he has for literally everyone. I hope he lives a long and prosperous life! YOU DESERVE THIS AND SE MUCH MORE❣

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you!

[@cjmarren86]

So proud of you, Matthew. You're a beautiful soul and deserved this chance to escape addiction.

[@lisaclarke2920]

Holy smokes, this is Mathew 😯, WOW!!!!!! You look amazing 👏 and sound amazing. One step at a time, its all good. Look how much you have accomplished already. I hope you are receiving counseling, yo help especially with the survivor guilt that you are experiencing. You truly deserves this *big hugs* It's soo good to meet you again and I hope to see more interviews in the future.

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you :)

[@collettewhosthatgirl1330]

Matthew,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU! Excepting that ladies offer, was one of the best decisions you could of made:) you sound like your very committed and serious about your sobriety. This lady and Mark have huge hearts (angles on earth)and it's success stories like yours that make it all worth it. You deserve a great life Matthew. I believe you will stay sober and live your best life! Bless you 🙏🏼♥

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you I appreciate it

[@collettewhosthatgirl1330]

Ohhhh! And you look good and seem soooo happy 😊☺❤❤❤

[@collettewhosthatgirl1330]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake you're so welcome! The skies the limit😊😊😊❤

[@sallyann985]

*could've made

[@ciaramichelle4193]

I lost both my parents to addiction, my dad to alcoholism & my mom to heroine. Despite what I went through as a child I feel so deeply for people that struggle with addiction, it is not just a choice once you’re addicted. I wish my parents could of had the chance to get the same treatment or even just watch this channel but everyone’s story is written differently and I am just beyond happy to see someone who struggled with the same problem get help & get better. I know i’m late but I pray to God this man is still sober & doing amazingly. He’s so worthy of all the help he’s received and I’m so happy that we’ve had the chance to witness his story.

[@tifKh]

You knocked it out of the park with that portrait, Mark. It captures his energy, he looks so upbeat. I am so incredibly happy for him. I wish he didn’t feel guilty, he’s just as worthwhile to get help as anyone else. Even his job noticed his value and worth right away, giving him responsibility. He’s got good things coming, for sure.

[@morganzimmerglass9925]

Yeah for sure. But suboxone gives you tons of energy and motivation. Getting on suboxone is the easy part. Getting off suboxone is the hard part.

[@legalgal]

I've been sober from opioids for 8 years and I know exactly where you are coming from Matt. I didn't think I deserved recovery either, and today is so different!! You have people who are behind you!! Keep it up one day at a time!! You staying sober will help you make amends to the people you lied to and thank the person for getting you help. One day you will be able to pass it along to someone else!! Recovery is not a one size fits all, you just keep doing what you are doing. It does not matter if you are in AA NA or agnostic. You can stay sober. Sometimes it takes what it takes to get someone sober!!

[@adirondacktrekking1972]

Keep it going strong ✌️❤️🙏🎶

[@alexstitch6523]

When people are so unjudgemental like Matthew (and Mark) ... its such a great quality in a person. He's insecure but doesn't take it out on others and seems genuinely kind. I wish I was more like that

[@gabrielspier1857]

Finally he posts a success story. I am happy to hear someone else helped him.

[@vikicarts1772]

This is AMAZING!! That lady sounds like an absolute angel. What a completely self-less thing to do. Congratulations to Mathew. I really hope he can keep his sobriety, sending all the best.

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you!

[@jennconte1187]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake How are you man? Been rooting for you from the beginning!!! I am also in recovery! Almost 5 years clean from meth & heroin/pills.. I am on methadone but it has saved my life!! I just want you to know that you have been such an inspiration to so many ppl!!🙌❤❤ Much love!!

[@RazzLerSkedaddLer]

I hope he's still doing good. He seems like one of those people you talk with for an hour but feels like 5 minutes. I watch all the videos uploaded on this channel and specifically came back to this one a few times because it makes me happy listening to him. All those ups and downs, laughing one second, emotional the next...it's absolutely uncontrollable during the beginning of sobriety. He deserves everything that was given to him even if he feels differently. That person who gave him a chance is a great human being.

[@bearsuitClan]

big pharma *cough*

[@lizellesears8934]

WOOOOW!!! You look amazing!!! You deserve everything and more, Matthew! Soo proud of how far you’ve come and very excited to see where you go. This is the beginning of a liberating future ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you!

[@brettcooper3893]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake what are your thoughts on Kratom? Any opinions?

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

@@brettcooper3893 noap

[@stephE80]

This was pretty much going to be my exact post! Matthew looks amazing, and he has a great heart and mindset. I'm so happy to see this man in recovery ❤️❤️ keep going

[@clairemcginty1166]

I never comment but wow Matthew is such an interesting, unique, inspiring person. It's so great to see him having the strength to make such a positive change and take back control of his life.

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you!

[@bamafan762]

For someone to remain anonymous and help so much is truly an Angel in this world. So touching even knowing this happened

[@THAT21]

I will be smiling all day because of her helping him. Sorry, I came to the party way late.

[@RedeyedEm]

From one recovering heroin addict to another, Matthew I am so proud of you and excited to see what you do in the future. Trust the process. much love and strength

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you

[@allisonrodriguez1624]

Matthew, you are so incredibly self-aware, humble and compassionate with a truly genuine heart for others. You are wise beyond your years. I wish you nothing but success as you move through life. You can absolutely do anything you put your mind to!

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you so much Allison

[@ner0249]

Matthew's story is incredible being addicted for so long and really having the drive to get treatment. I can't wait for another follow up.

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Coming next week buddy

[@yootoob1001001]

It made my day to see the word "recovering" in the video title. One step at a time. You've got this, Matthew. 💚

[@minigirl6379]

I've been waiting for this video, Matthew. Do not feel guilty. You definitely deserve to be sober. I appreciate the lady in Colorado helping you. You look really good and healthy. Stay strong and stay the course. You can do this, and you are going to realize that you are worth it. Again, seeing you sober, makes me so happy.

[@nickbradshaw2887]

the most coherent view on addiction ive ever heard. this dude could write books that could save humanity

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

That means a lot. Maybe I can do that one day. We’re doing a one year update this week so that’s coming soon

[@DrB360official]

I am SO happy that he's been doing well! He's an inspiration to us all!

[@jimparsons4312]

Dr B! You are amazing!!!!! I kicked Suboxone!

[@DrB360official]

@@jimparsons4312 You are amazing, Jim!

[@nickryan4619]

I'm glad he said that it's good to feel uncomfortable during recovery because you put yourself there... it took me a few months in my recovery to realize and admit that to myself. I blamed everyone else but me for the longest time for being in my situation and recovery didn't really start until I admitted it to myself it was my fault. He is a smart guy. I'm very happy for him, that woman that emailed him is a saint.

[@slanigrad]

Its strange but i enjoyed strongest waves of withdrawal. Cause even though it was pain i was feeling my body clearly without masking pain and discomfort. It didn't last for long periods of time but it was something special.

[@martinagren8784]

What a great guy this is, would love to have him as friend! Good on him for becoming sober

[@kellieannefont9656]

It’s never to late to pursue a new career, I went back to college at 35, I’m 38 next month and studying to be a social care worker after being in photography for 10 years! I hope to work in the area of addiction

[@jamesrobertburke9500]

Thats awesome kellie do you know Jesus as Lord and Saviour Check out kat kerr revealing Heaven. God bless you

[@kellieannefont9656]

@@jamesrobertburke9500 sorry I’m not religious

[@thugnastykathy]

wow amazing!👏

[@BenjiFriedman]

@@jamesrobertburke9500 11:30

[@almabelhumeur6672]

I went back to college at 55 years old.

[@tinterlight]

You're an inspiration Matthew, even to a non-addict like me just trying to live life better. You deserve a good life, and so do you, dear reader.

[@adirondacktrekking1972]

Very thoughtful ✌️❤️🙏🎶

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you I’m glad I can help

[@katrinascheuermann763]

Agree 100%

[@krazyoldlady.989]

I've seen all of his videos, and even though he seemed really happy or high in the first one, he looks really happy in this one. Addiction is an everyday, every minute battle, but even US addicts deserve to be happy. You never know why someone turns go drugs. I've been an addict for 32 years and in recovery for 10. Recovery is possible and everyone deserves it!! So good luck!

[@skehleben7699]

Amen krazy old lady! I cheer for everyone who is fighting the beast!

[@AS-Whitefeather]

Matthew... You moved me to absolute tears with your heart of compassion and deep gratitude for the opportunity that was given to you!!! You, are amazing. Your compassion for people less fortunate and your desire to perhaps look into immigration law, etc...Wow!! Follow that beautiful heart of yours and anything is possible for you!! Even how your mind is so beautiful about the topic of spirituality and respecting other people's beliefs, religion, thoughts...again, wow! To know you is to Love you and I'm "just a stranger", but yet we are all connected and I'm so happy for you. I've watched countless interviews and you are the only person I've ever commented on and I pray that you see this comment. Go get 'em and brightest of blessings to you along your journey. Thank you for your heart of compassion. To the woman who is an Earth Angel, thank you for your compassion and goodness...may all the good you do find its way back to you in infinite ways. Mark, thank you for each and every interview you've done and will do. I have much respect and speaking as an empath...may you find blessings awaiting you as this is highly emotional work you are doing. Bless each of you and again...Matthew...I'm so very proud of you! 🙏✨🕊 Brightest of Blessings, Aimeé

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you so much that means a lot 🥲

[@patricialopez6766]

Oooooo

[@dandont9705]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake is that the Jane doe album cover tattooed on your left bicep!?!?! Absolutely incredible album!

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

@@dandont9705 you know it :)

[@dandont9705]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake that's so cool! I love your story and your honesty. If you're ever in the Dallas Texas area, let me know! My door is open if you ever are in the area. My wife and I would love to host you out here. Keep up the hard work of recovery, and always remember, you only fail if you quit or give up!

[@lisanevins3605]

Thank you so much to the person who financed this recovery, you restore our faith in humanity & show us what it means to make the world a better place. Thank to Matthew for accepting the help. This cannot be possible without your determination & willingness. Best wishes in your recovery. Ya you deserve it.

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you

[@paolamoreno6022]

You go Matthew!! You got this!! We are all rooting for you!!

[@scotabot7826]

The BIG difference in you Matthew, is that you truly wanted help. That was very obvious. Most say they want help, but they truly do not want it. From one recovering addict to another, I am very, very proud of you Sir, and wish you nothing but the best. God Bless you brother!!

[@MetalRush666]

When I see recovering and a big smile as the thumbnail, it makes me happy that they have Mark in their lives. I wish you the best Matthew.

[@andybidlingmaier4466]

I just finished Matthew's 3 interviews. I hope he's doing well, he seems like a good person and deserves to have a good life. Thank you to the subscriber that hooked him up.

[@byrdie1111]

Wow I just wanted to say thank you to the lovely person who donated her own money to help Matthew with recovery. That is such a selfless act of kindness that I can't even think of the words to describe how grateful and I am for her. Great job Matthew jumping to the opportunity to get clean and no longer be a slave to opioid's. Very inspirational and we all need to do our part to help one another.

[@psychedelicate]

suboxone was a life saver for me. you're doing great Matthew. never give up, no matter what. even if mistakes happen. you can do this. stay connected to the feelings you had when you wanted to get sober. you got this.

[@IntenseBmx97]

I'm stoked for you Matt. It's amazing how much you've evolved throughout these 3 interviews. Even your voice is brighter. "Matthew's Trilogy" is awesome.

[@streakerproductions]

Hey Matt- dont write off 12 steps completely - I feel the way u do but have found a likeminded community within AA. The power of building a web of dear trusted friends in recovery is essential. There’s every kind of “flavor” out there. Sending love and positivity ur way!

[@GlennDavey]

Oh but you can see he's wrestling with emotions he hasn't dealt with for years. Wrestling with the systems, the doctors, the process. Like, he knew recovery isn't a walk in the park. But if it was, he's right in the middle of it. He'll go through many different spaces, and one day I can imagine him reaching acceptance with the steps. And being exactly the kind of sponsor SOMEONE hope to get partnered with. (Edit because I'm so not clean I actually wrote "i" instead of "someone")

[@HCC28]

Yes Matthew! You’re a stud with soul strength! You’re unstoppable. You are here for such a purpose. Thankful for you and the people you will help.

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you :)

[@Scandinavian_Pride]

I love to see people get a second chance at actually living life and not just surviving. It warms my heart to know that there are people that truly care about another. Genuine love for another soul is very rare in this fast paced society. Matt, stand strong brother. You deserve to be happy just like the next person. My whole life I've it's been drugs, alcohol & violence. So I'm saying to you now, this is your time to shine. Wishing you the best my friend.

[@CCPotato]

I watched your first two videos yesterday and was thinking about your story all day. I can't tell you how happy it makes me to wake up this morning and see you're doing so well. Being able to sit in that chair and allow yourself to be honest and vulnerable to such a large audience takes courage that I doubt I would have on my best day. Wishing you all the best dude!

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you

[@SarahTrpelivost]

Hey Matthew. Yes. Your gonna see that a lot in AA and NA. Basically you gotta just take what resonates and leave the rest. I encourage you to keep walking the path-speak with people you feel you can be open with (if possible seek therapy too as it's nice to have a wide variety of perspective in terms of how to stay sober). Your body/mins is gonna be on a roller coaster for awhile. I've been there I understand. Good to see you back again on here. 😊

[@sarahluvburkhardt5755]

Yes, yes and yes!! I just commented basically the same thing but you verbalized it so much better lol best advice I received in terms of the program.

[@mariebernier3076]

Agree! I'm an atheist, and I've gotten so much wisdom and recovery from being in the rooms, even tho the "energy that we are all part of' is my HP, I guess? It's all about our interconnectedness, helping each other.

[@mackenziecohan6073]

The way he speaks about feeling undeserving and guilt brought me to tears. He is such a genuine good person with good values.

[@brennanstubbs1942]

I felt so much for this guy. I dont even know him and I feel so proud for him. And to whomever is showing these people the wonderful act of kindness,, God bless you maam.

[@jadedring1539]

i have never felt so proud of someone that i've never met before, what a guy!!!!

[@SoothingTrash]

I’m so incredibly proud of you, Matthew, for accepting help and taking the steps to be healthy again. You DO deserve a wonderful life and I hope you achieve that!

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you but It hasn’t been easy. The last 6 months have been a rollercoaster of rehabs and relapses. But I’m almost a month clean off all substances and meds and we’re doing a one year update this week :)

[@XiThe5th]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake Amen brother

[@kobeyy6894]

@@MatthewAndrewDrake Can’t wait! You are an inspiration to many 🥰

[@robin52164]

I HOPE, I HOPE, I HOPE, Matt stays clean. They're so fragile in the beginning of recovery. My prayers are with him and hope he has a loving, patient support system. You can do this Matt!

[@bagelman10]

He already looks so much healthier, holy crap! Good shit, Matt, and thanks as always, Mark!

[@Brauers_BallHogs]

I love this. I feel him. As a recovering addict as well, this hits home. I love how he talks about how everyone is different in recovery and being told how to recover by people. I was that dude who went to AA and NA and immediately after would go use after. People can’t tell YOU how to recover. They can help guide you, but you have to find your way. I’m happy to say that I’m a year and a half sober and that’s thanks to my wife. I met her as I was trying to get sober. Everyone, I mean everyone, in the recovery community told me to avoid romantic relationships. They were wrong. Without her help, I wouldn’t be alive. You have to decide to get sober on your own, but she gave me the support and positive encouragement I needed to believe in myself again. I hope you’re still sober Matt and doing well. Your story is inspiring. I know we don’t know each other, but is in recovery have a kinship I feel and wish you well. Also thanks Mark for providing the world with this awareness and showing the world that addicts aren’t terrible people and with the right support we can overcome anything.

[@TubeYou990]

You got this Matt❤️! You have come so far and have a wonderful life ahead of you! God bless whomever this woman is who has made this opportunity possible for you!

[@liamingrouille9702]

this is one of the only conversational channels I don't skip through.

[@HDExperience]

Matthew’s first interview was the very first recommendation I had on my feed from The SWU Channel and I have watched religiously ever since. This is so awesome. What a wonderful update. We are all so proud of your progress in this journey Matthew !!! Thank you for all you are doing in this world Mark!!

[@anneaires3984]

Welcome back to life Matthew.....you got this!!! I witnessed my son join the living again & he's got 15 months....you are worth it, whatever works for you is what works for you, we are all different!!!! All the best!!!!!

[@WikiPeoples]

Who is this ANGEL subscriber that is giving her money and resources to help others? What a truly amazing person.

[@kellyrenee9066]

Matthew, you look and sound great!! You are quite deserving of this gift, you're proving it with this very interview. I may not know you personally, but I just wanted to let you know that I am so proud of you💖 Keep going strong my friend, we are all rooting for you. Xx (Also, much respect to the beautiful soul who made all of this possible) I had to edit my comment Bc I am just waking up and noticed that I didn't mention Mark. You are doing great things with this channel, and I feel that you deserve recognition and respect as well. Just had to express my appreciation, some of these interviews help me to stay on the right path. Much love to you Mark♥️

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Thank you!

[@cube435]

Matthew is such a good guy! Wow, he is sooo smart and kind. What a person.

[@Theojcmarshall]

I wish I had your connections man. Im still looking for help. You're extremely fortunate . Keep it up! 👍🏼

[@waterisgold]

Mark thank you for interviewing Matthew and a humongous THANK YOU for the lady that helped him♥️♥️♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🌻🌻🌻🌻

[@vannisworld]

This is the one update that just got so positive, and I was really hoping to see this one day. I really liked him when he was functioning, and to see that he's getting better is so awesome! We are all routing for you!!

[@libbyhyett6625]

Oh I'm so glad for this update. I've watched the three vids in order and he's speaking better now, pause for eye contact. I'm delighted. Love a happy ending

[@jenjen-NC]

Matthew-you are wise, insightful and deserve the best. Going into treatment is the first step 💜

[@katrinascheuermann763]

Also side note- LOVE the haircut! You have such a happiness and confidence about you! You’re really doing it. So proud! 😢

[@mellyswrld22]

AMAZING to see he is off of those it literally bring a fucking grin the size of the moon to my face , as someone who is currently on suboxone and in pretty much active addiction it is amazingly heart warming to see this .

[@bearpellet82]

Amazing to watch someone's journey on the channel to this level of detail. Can't help but smile for Matt and I really hope we get another check in with him in a year

[@aura3337]

Absolutely amazing! Congratulations! You broke free from the hell you were living, and now you have the world at your finger tips! You seriously are a very smart, kind and giving young man, and don’t think because your 35 that you’re too “old” to accomplish something special and spectacular! I’m 49 and I just became a Nurse. I too was a herion addicted for over 15 years, so I KNOW what wonderful changes life holds. Again, Congratulations, you got this!

[@kennethnoriega4546]

Mathew, you are such an incredible light to this world. I cried, I laughed, my heart beamed with hope, pride and happiness for you. I am a recovering alcoholic and your story really inspires me. Thank you for being your authentic self.

[@I1alick]

He relapsed and was on live the other day naked out of his mind.

[@robyrose824]

Matthew you are worthy, you deserve this beautiful soul help, to pay her back just stay the course of your recovery. we're so proud of you thank you for telling your story.

[@mariebernier3076]

Matthew you absolutely deserve this. You have the same kind of spirit as your benefactress. You're young. From your interviews and comments I've always seen you as developing into someone whose life is infused with compassionate and empathetic giving. It's already there in you, sometimes we have to clear away the crap that keeps us from focusing on it. What a sense of center and relief you'll have when you clear it.

[@katehipkin1039]

Really lovely and very wise words Marie!

[@joannebutzerin6448]

I hope there's more follow up and that it's as good as this one. Best wishes, Matthew.

[@Ohsoleslieb]

Incredible human being, I’m so fkn proud of you Matt!! Tears of joy are streaming down my face!! ♥️

[@MatthewAndrewDrake]

Aw thank you 😊

[@Alexei_topalov]

Tell Matthew the cravings get better after 6 months clean. NA didn’t help me I just had to stay away from bad parts of town for 6 months

[@adirondacktrekking1972]

People/places /things all gotta change till your stronger ….period !

[@mightymute8374]

Some of us live here... in the "bad places"

[@joelleheverin4795]

Congratulations I too have been staying away from the bad part of town.

[@adirondacktrekking1972]

@@mightymute8374 …shit man ,got “ME” …I say that because at 49 It can admit my shortcomings,which I’m thinking helps me move forward and at least “try” to be a better person .My comments did reflect my ignorance! I was blessed to have 2 parents (divorced/dysfunctional)but geography helped them out .Many are less fortunate and it does me good to remember that fact ….MIGHTY MUTE ,I’m sorry please forgive me and please be safe and happy ✌️❤️🙏🎶

[@mightymute8374]

@@adirondacktrekking1972 no worries