Reflections on Failure: My Tour Divide Experience

In this video, I talk about my experience during the 2024 Tour Divide. In short, it did not go as planned.
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[@duzer]

Can anyone recommend a prostate friendly bike seat?

[@ericpmoss]

Have you tried the Selle SMP saddles? Massive selection for levels of width, cushion, cutouts, etc. Weird looking in some cases, but if it works for you, it works.

[@chaahmongcyclist1066]

Try a 3D printed saddle. I have the fizik argon and Antares and they are ok. I wanted a specialize mirror, but it was double the price. Coming from over hundred of 💰 spent on saddles from Fabric to Selle to PRO, brooks even resorting to the heavy stock saddles I would still suffer saddle sores with or without bib shorts. At one point, I liked these saddles but with age I think 3D is the way for me now. And I hope you find a new saddle soon

[@thwood40]

Brooks cambium! Ass hammock. I did the CT 4 years in a row on it w no discomfort. And no chamois! BTW at age 55-58 so don’t despair yet. You can write a book and go on the motivational speaker tour with your many stories when you are older. What I’d give to have my 45 year old body back!

[@ha5mth]

Leather / brooks saddle… cant go wrong with

[@mlake07]

I've used Spongy Wonder for long long tours (with prostatitis). Works for me. For first week or so it feels really unstable without the nose between your thighs, but you'll get used to it . Really zero touch in the perineum area. I use a Selle SMP (more traditional saddle with huge cutout) for shorter road rides.

[@dangyang6672]

Ryan, I don’t think you understand. I watch your videos for YOU…not just for all the amazing adventures and experiences, but for the real, honest, and challenging moments-even those that end early. There is no need to curate a persona of solely success and there is no need to pretend everything is easy. It is more than ok to be done early. Thank you for being so real with all of us.

[@outlawi132]

I couldn't have said it better myself

[@fishing_fam_wa]

Perfect. What a great comment!!

[@goldenstardust]

That ⬆️💕

[@Gary-do8zf]

Totally agree.

[@aliciavalentyn5889]

Ryan, thank you for being Real!!! 🏔️🏃‍♀️☀️

[@JeffRevell]

Having turned 60 this past year I find it difficult to deal with the fact that I'm still young in spirit but my body is getting old. The two don't really match up like they used to. I think that part of the solution to reconciling this is to redefine exactly what "adventure" means to me. Adventure doesn't have to mean physically challenging. I think that my future will become more about the exploration of mind and spirit and maybe a bit less of the physical. I'll still go bike packing and touring but tempering those trips to ensure that the enjoyment is coming from the joy of exploration and not just testing the boundaries of my physical capabilities. Having followed you for years I know that you will ultimately navigate this grief and disappointment and find new and exciting avenues to push yourself in other ways and continue to inspire this community.

[@23skido]

Interesting to read this since I’m 56 and as I’ve only just started bike packing a bit in the past year or two, it’s starting to occur to me that I may not potentially be able to do the trips that go on beyond four or five days. Definitely has zero interest in racing, although I appreciate those that do.the exploration and adventure, the place, the people, and especially the magic and beauty of the moment is really all that matters. Enjoy and much love

[@patrickgallagher6333]

Had to cancel a tour to North Cape this summer on account of a kidney stone, then Covid. Gonna finally finish reading Joyce's Ulysses instead. For me, that's equal to any accomplishment I've ever had on tour.

[@Mike-vd2qt]

@JeffRevell Yep, 70 year old here. Rode half of the Divide at 68, and at 50 miles per day. Was going to start the route again this week until a hernia surgery stopped me. Slow and easy, touring pace, have fun with the route if you ever try it. It is a beautiful, challenging route, and every day is different. ☮

[@scottb5662]

Ditto, I’m 62. Let’s roll with it!

[@vernthomas207]

Me too man! 64...where did it go? We still have some future to explore though.

[@ericramosmd]

Ryan, I think I speak for many. I don’t care about your completing a race, I care about you and your health. I watch your videos to experience your journey. You didn’t fail anyone. Life is about the journey not the destination. Hearing you sing Ole and say no crashies, no flaties, no whammies. Sending you love, hugs and support.

[@hooben...5211]

I'm not a bike packer but I am a roadie. At 58 years old now, I don't ride the 75 and 100 mile rides that I used to. I lost a friend to cardiac arrest who was racing in his mid fifties. My rides are more laid back and enjoyable now. I stop and smell the roses. Honestly, your posts where you stop and meet people and see places are my favorites. I also love the video where you go for groceries and shop at that zero waste grocery store. Racing is hard and riding shouldn't be hard. Thanks for being such a great representative of someone who enjoys life! In no way have you let us down. Thanks

[@LVQ-so5th]

Similar here. For me, my body is just less tolerant of long distances than when I was younger. I've come to realize that to be successful at endurance riding is more about being able to maintain comfort than it is about fitness or persistence. Once the back, butt, knee or whatever starts to hurt, it's game-over.

[@bradsanders6954]

@@LVQ-so5th The people who do nothing but live for ultra hard endurance races, are great people Im sure! But they are characters to put it mildly. The more they suffer, I think the better they feel. Im talking hard, hard, painful long term suffering. Maybe damaging bodies permanently. A very small % of people want their life to be about ultimate suffering. But some do.

[@Chrisb8s]

I too used to do the century rides, but I had a heart attack, now with 3 stents and laminectomy for spine issues, my bike rides are just for relaxation. I ride my bike to physical therapy :) my races are with myself now.

[@neilsenior4975]

@@bradsanders6954 This is actually true. Clara Hughes in her book Open Heart, Open Mind actually wrote about how the pain from training actually fueled her to push as hard as she could.

[@bradsanders6954]

@@neilsenior4975 Its in some people's make-up. To go beyond, well beyond what makes sense. The endorphin high is a thing, some just need to push limits a long ways.......it can leave permanent issues for some.

[@stephenkohler3472]

The first guy to take me backcountry skiing gave me some pretty sage advice: "Don't ever be afraid to bail. No matter how hard you worked to get to the top, if it looks sketchy or if something isn't right, you've got to turn around." He was talking about gambling with avalanches, but that's a great mindset to bring into most of life's adventures.

[@chrisblinzinger5629]

Just hit my 2 year anniversary since my stroke at 53 years old. My brain wants to continue the bike adventures I’ve been doing the past 10 years but my body is not ready yet. I ride everyday (to work) and I want to do the multi-day bike trips in the American West where I live. I had to re-learn to walk, ride a bike and swallow. Making slow progress and have a multi-day family trip planned for August ~30 miles a day. My wife is encouraging and reminds me to be patient. I’m working on it.

[@bencole4272]

Best of luck with your recovery

[@stephenmarotti5309]

No more beating yourself up. Your butt took enough beating. Thanks for being genuine with us. Most men are trained to hide their emotions, especially in a public format. You are the exception. It’s very healthy. Sounds like you will get to feel the love as you pied piper 200+ people at Ragbrai this year. Wish I could be there.

[@BieKenobi]

Ryan, you are an inspiration for us, and when you decide to quit a challenge that turns up impossible to finish, you're actually showing us that it is a pretty normal situation. We all have saddle sores, we have bike problems, camping problems, and nervous situations. You're not "selling" a perfect bikepacking experience where nothing goes wrong, it doesn't exist, you're "selling" us experiences and emotions, and that's why we love Duzer TV and you. Don't change a thing about it, and never feel bad, you're disappointing no one!

[@tjxpeditionoverland5506]

We bikepackers are built differently than those who are built to race. The nervousness comes when you ride with others. It is a different kind of anxious feeling. There’s no failure in my book; the experience is what matters most. You’re 100% right about everything. It is the experience. I always go by ‘it’s the journey, not the destination.’

[@bohemia74]

On May 6th, 2024, two days before my 50th birthday I had a really bad accident while riding my mountain bike. Two broken bones (ulna and radius). I have not been able to ride since then. I went into kind of depression for a while after the accident; watching this video today brought me lots of peace and serenity. "everything will be ok"... I do believe in that. Thank you Ryan for ALL of your videos; believe when I say that You make a difference in so many people lives. Keep going! You are not alone. Thank you!!!

[@resurgem]

You will be back on your bike before you know it! In 2018 aged 62 I had an mtb accident and smashed my wrist into splinters of bone ( comminuted fracture) 10 weeks in a cast, nerve damage, 2 months of physiotherapy and I returned to work, and biking. Keep yourself active, walking, lift weights with your good arm. Ryan is so inspirational.

[@bohemia74]

@@resurgem thank you! Hope you still riding!

[@jeffdible8171]

There is life after an upright bike. Getting bent (recumBENT) will get you back faster. If you are worried about falls there are some great trikes.

[@duzer]

First, thank you for all the supportive comments. You are all AMAZING! Second, I’m raising funds to get kids on bikes. Chip in some $ and get entered to win a Priority 600adx ($3500 value). go.rallyup.com/kidsonbikes2024/Campaign/Details

[@scootmandoo]

Love all your videos, been watching for years but as a prostate cancer survivor, to hear you say you don't recommend a prostate check is very sad. I know you were talking about the uncomfortable feeling but that check can save lives, it did mine. You have older men watching your every move and some of them need to be checked. Love you dude but this time you screwed up. Heal up and I'll keep watching, you are important to all of us but every man is important, and we can't lose a life because they heard someone doesn't recommend a check up. Safe travels my friend.

[@scottpetrie1607]

@@scootmandooI think you took that comment a little too seriously. It sounded like it was made in jest, as in folks generally don’t look forward to prostate exams (I work in urology) Ryan, it was really good meeting you and chatting a bit on day one out on one of those sunny gravel stretches in Canada (I had the little fox figurine on my front bag). I also had some saddle sore issues that I was able to get through with some careful maintenance, and ended up finishing a couple days ago (July 5th). But I also came quite close to pulling the plug outside of Butte, MT because of them Really enjoyed catching the end of the Off Road Runner series while sitting in a hotel recuperating. You and Jabba are a riot. I think my next bikepack adventure will probably be at a more relaxed pace as well Much love!

[@Gary-do8zf]

@@scottpetrie1607I gotta say it… outside of Butte… I presume Butte is a place… rather ironic considering the conversation… no offence meant… just lightening the mood 😂

[@marcodeijmann5064]

As a 3 year follower of your channel I think it’s not about how big of an athlete your are or a ‘winner’. It’s just about you; my favorite positive and inspiring cyclist riding his bike somewhere in the world. Keep on keeping on no matter how old or what shape you’re in. Nothing but love ❤ 🚴

[@thrivingnow7843]

It's not failure if your body hurts and you aren't feeling the love. I think racing in any format makes one feel anxious and very self-centered. Ryan, that definitely is not you. I like your self paced rides. Take it easy.

[@jcjc7783]

I met you when I was 18, and cycling across the US. Before my trip I went to a pro bike shop, and they measured my butt bones, and they sold me the “best” saddle for me. My absolute biggest pain for my 69 day ride, was the fact that I had endless saddle sores. No one understands the pain and misery that they can bring to you. At the end of the day, you gave it your shot, and you lived and learned. Much love my friend 🤟

[@patrickgallagher6333]

Since 2019, after watching Love Cycles, I've done three 3000+ mile tours in 7 countries. Since January this year I'd been in the hardest training of my 62 year old life, preparing for a bikepacking tour from Stockholm to North Cape and back home again along the Norwegian coast. One week before departure I got a kidney stone. Delayed for 3, now 4 weeks. Then I caught Covid for the first time. So now I've missed my window. So what! Every time I feel some self-pity I think what it wouldnhave been like getting a kidney stone alone in a tent in the wilderness of Lappland. It's interesting hearing your process for making the only correct decision you had left. Had you not made it and that prostate infection gotten worse, anything could've happened, including death. So far I've been lucky on tour, never had to break. But it's gonna happen. We're human. All our experience provides the wisdom to make that hard decision. Be well Ryan. Missed you in here in Sweden last summer but maybe I'll hit you up when I come to do the GDMBR.

[@ianbarr4716]

nothing but love, bro.

[@garrygraham6637]

At 64 i planned and dreamed up a bike tour for a year and blew my achilles on day 2. Spent another year planning and went back and rode the route. We all take what comes at us and go from there. Don,t look back,look forward. Love your attitude Duzer. You inspire many.

[@williamonate3172]

Dear Mr Ryan Van Duzer, your choice to end this adventure is NOT a failure, but as I see it simply a great example of GOOD decision making! 💪 I wish you a speedy recovery try your best to be kind yourself as you seem so kind to the world around you.

[@Pinerat]

As a fellow rpcv, traveler, nature lover, and a 58 year old, I share with you the idea that this life is many lives, in its different segmentations. Transitions are marked with emotional turbulence, but new vistas arise. The inner life looms larger. The explorations redefine their horizons. Age brings into focus the brevity of our existence. All pressure is for speed, but slow is its own journey with its own rewards.

[@buckeyered80]

Thanks for this. Quite profound! I am 44, and noticing the segmentations in life too. It’s like a roller coaster.

[@bencole4272]

Honesty like this, in a world of fake social media personalities is very refreshing.

[@erekriccobuano6141]

You did the right thing. You don’t know how much you actually influence people. By doing what you did, you show others that may experience similar situations in life that there is no shame in not completing a task to take care of your body. You could have very well saved someone’s life. You gotta realize you can’t only be an influencer for winning. You also need to be an influencer in doing the right thing.

[@Buy_YT_Views.86]

I'm in awe of how you've blended creativity and emotion. It's a testament to the power of storytelling in its purest form.

[@MatthewBrigham-1]

Being a man and open with your feelings and how you deal with what you perceive as a disappointing outcome is all the inspiration we need. In some ways, better than finishing the CDT. We already know you can physically do it. We’re proud of you.

[@sw8234]

Ryan, you know how you factor love into every decision you make? Please accept the immense love we are mirroring back to you. Disappointment is hard. Very hard. It's the human experience that usually redirects our focus. Virtual hug to you. Huge love and respect!

[@johnvanderhulst4778]

No one escapes from the lessons of life, do the thing you love Ryan.

[@JaysonBryant]

A really big hug from all of the NZ riders you touch the heart of. Thank you. Your decision was the correct one. No race is worth permanent injury or dying for.

[@ldsmaf]

Ryan, we all love you so much. You are a great inspiration. I am riding RAGBRAI this year at 66 years old because I started biking and following you. What you showed here is strength and wisdom. I am proud of you for making a great and necessary decision. We are all with you. Get back to RIDING, NO RACING bikes. It is where you excel. Mark Fowler

[@sisyphus2565]

Well done, Ryan! For making the right decision at the time and telling so openly about it. To me, this is high quality content, and it increases the value of the other "success" stories. Life and bike packing consist of highs and lows, peaks and valleys, and we simply do not get one without the other - even though social media wants us to believe otherwise.

[@markc2080]

Duzer you are going not going to let anyone down. You do so many things most of us are only able to dream! Hope you are recovering quickly and planning your next adventure. All the best.

[@matthewbayley2102]

Not completing this ride is not failure, it just shows you are human and also brings you closer to the audience you broadcast to. I am currently suffering from saddle sores after a week of riding and understand your pain. Onwards to the next adventure. Love your videos!

[@ck4797]

Ryan, been watching for a couple years and this is my first time I am compelled to make a comment. Your spirit and attitude is always inspiring not because you do everything perfectly but because you do it with the right attitude. I'm sure the decision to stop and to even film this video must have taken an extraordinary amount of soul searching reflection and vulnerability. You always show up as a courageous person to your audience because you are always an authentic person😊❤

[@nmjazz09]

Like others have said, we don't care about a race. We watch you because you make us feel good about ourselves and life, and encourage us to get out and move! Keep it up, Ryan! You are a life changer. More than you'll ever know.

[@a1gnarlydude]

Feel your pain! Go back, pick up where you left off and just do you, your way. That’s what we, your audience, want and need! We get to live your adventures but you don’t need to push, remember we’re all aging with you. I’m not the cyclist I used to be, but I’m still a dreamer and we get to share your dreams. Just do you, your way, just be you! ❤

[@berniedevine88]

This is part of your amazing story. Don’t ever doubt that you are the being the best version of Ryan Van Duzer there is. You rock. Just be you don’t worry what we think unless it’s good. Because it’s always good.

[@nathancereska8215]

Buddy I’ve been watching you since your discovery channel show. You are not a “quitter” it’s an injury, that’s all. Recover and get back out there. Love your adventures and how you video them. Stick with what you love my man. Life is very short

[@victrolaman2007]

The best advice I ever received from a fellow cyclist was this: "No matter how good or bad you feel, don't worry, it will change." Most adventures never go as planned, that is why they are called adventures. You are doing great. Never give up, never surrender! Hang in there buddy.

[@mikestaniszewski3173]

You’ve been a big inspiration for my wife and I to start bikepacking now that our kids are older. We love you and your channel! Most important is getting healthy again and being able to get back out there.

[@victorrtjahjadi]

Brothaman, knowing when to stop for not only your body but also your mind -- and heart -- is a courageous act and NOT a failure. Keep the faith and speedy and full recovery 🙏🏽

[@cargobikelife]

From my perspective you're just showing that sometimes it doesn't work out, which has real value. "Failure" is part of the game, and knowing when to quit is important. In Norway we have a saying "ingen skam å snu". Keep at it buddy. Maybe I'll see you out there one day.

[@moritz-rissel]

Everyone falls down sometimes. But then you have to make a conscious decision to stay lying down or get up again. In each of your videos you give us something. You are so insightful and honest and always present. You have your heart in the right place. You are making a difference! We love you!!!

[@skallosentinel5791]

Don't be sad Ryan, you did sooo much for the people who follow you from around the world. I accidentally stumbled on your old great divide videos while i was stuck at home during pandemic and i said to myself "OMG what the hell is this guy doing? Is he really travelling by bike?" It's been 3 years since then and I'm hitting the road on bikepacking adventures every time I can. That's litterally what your work is about, being out there and be grateful for everything. Thank you!

[@karenmasters9837]

Ryan love your authenticity and your videos. Don’t stress we watch for you not for crazy events. I live in Colorado and would love a Colorado only series highlighting all the gravel trails. Take care of you. You inspire us in strength and what you see as weakness but we see as reinforcing why we watch you. Thank you for this amazing video

[@hemaccabe4292]

Here’s a different strategy, in case competing isn’t working for you, do a tour of the race route. It’s a beautiful route and many of us would like to see it. Also, it can be a scouting trip for the many who might be considering a stab at the race. Show us what the racers go through. You don’t have to win. Jut go at your own pace, take rest days in hotels, and enjoy.

[@Chrizzlym]

Ryan, You can keep on adventuring. Just take more time at the cafe, bring a cooler to the swimmin’ hole etc… Your positivity is your superpower!

[@darlafitzpatrick8770]

Hi from here in the capital of Honduras! 😁 I saw you roll into Helena while on a break from my office. Hoped you'd stop the tour here because (a) NOBODY would think that continuing with terrible sores was the right thing to do, and (b) the fact that you got that far at all was damned impressive. Stopping actually sets a good example for others who might embark on such crazy adventures. Glad to hear this update. Way to go!!

[@lizxiong5942]

I love how real you are and you have to show all sides of these adventures. Sometimes things don’t go as planned but you always seem to make the best of it! ❤

[@23skido]

Much love to you, dear friend! I am also a fellow Bike packer from Northern New Mexico and totally understand how you’re feeling around the not following through with the goal to finish the tour of us. I love bike packing, but not racing at all! Racing is deeply intriguing as humans, we love the high bar in the goal to challenge ourselves and that’s great. But for me, it seems completely contradictory to most backpacking adventures. The most amazing gift that we experienced in backpacking is the grace and subtle moments of quiet, beauty, sunrises and Sunset, resting when exhausted but relishing in where we are. When you’re racing, it’s hard to appreciate deeply, these things because your goal is always the clock and the distance. No thanks! You’re an amazing person, an amazing Rider, and you bring the giftof your exuberance to everyone. Love to meet up with you on the trail sometime. Much love.

[@Veera-family]

Ryan, remember that bike packing is a journey, not a race! It's about exploring, finding enlightenment, and enjoying the ride with happiness, not hardship and pain. We can't stress enough how important it is to prioritize your health and well-being. We've been inspired by your incredible bike packing adventures and the joy they bring you - and us! We're looking forward to seeing more of the same, not a race against time, but a journey of self-discovery and happiness. Remember, biking is about freedom and joy, not competition!. Ryan, we're incredibly proud of you! Prioritizing your health is a sign of strength, not weakness. Quitting isn't losing - it's actually a huge gain for your well-being. We've been amazed by your incredible bike tours and adventures, and we're excited to see what the future holds for you. Keep shining and taking care of yourself! . TC Ryan.

[@mahditavazoei7611]

You are not sad, nor disappointed; you are always the best in your territory and we followers believe in you flawlessly. I am almost 60 and you gave me the hope and passion to start and continue long distance cycling in spite of the cancer I have had.! No matter if you race or not again, you are the champion and we love you as our mentor .. 👍

[@briannajohnson4239]

Ryan, this ride was not a failure, because it taught you what brings you joy. It’s okay to not like racing- I don’t either! Your KZbin fam is here for all the ups and downs, without judgement. I think showing your struggles makes you more relatable, and probably removes mental barriers for your viewers to JUST GET OUT THERE! Thank you for sharing. Here’s to more joyful rides ahead! 🚴🏻‍♂️

[@christopherking2999]

You normally do not define yourself by individual successes or failures. You own both and move on. I hope you understand what you represent to your fans. It is the experience of being part of your adventures. You have done a great service for all of us.

[@MRVere64]

Ryan, from the moment you completed that very first pedal stroke in Canada, there was no way that this could be a failure. You showed us the raw, gritty, painful, and beautiful truths about life. Things will not always go as we plan for them to. We try... We learn... We grow... That is what you did, and I thank you for letting us have an up-close and personal view of your life, what you do, and who you are. Thank you for being you and inspiring us to GET OUT THERE. I am looking forward to your next adventure. Ole'

[@chiparooo]

We have all been there…Glad you listened to your body. There is something special about getting back on a bike after being off it for a little bit! Looking forward to your next adventure, whatever that may be. Thanks for sharing!

[@danavanvoorhees3958]

I’ve always felt that bikepack racing is a young persons game. Racing on a fully loaded bike is so hard on the body and spirit. God bless those riders age 40 and older who do it, but think of the sights, people and places you miss out on just because you want to race a heavy-ass bike. I’ve been bikepacking for over 10 years now and know better than to try and prove something to myself that would only bring me misery and pain rather than joy and peace.,

[@P.Ttrying]

Thankyou an update, been worried along with everyone else. With love and gratitude Ryan ☮️🦘🚴

[@ralfhedin]

Of all the capacities you have, the number one is to articulate the challenges and worries that comes with being a human being. Whenever your body tells you it's time to stop going on adventures, you can have a very succesful, rewarding and important new career in that field, helping other people to get through their challenges. Tnx a million for a great video!

[@jr5218]

Ryan, remember, your spirit man that drives you will live forever, but our physical bodies won’t. We all have to recognize our physical limitations and stay within those. I am 72 and you are a constant inspiration to me, to do what I can do at my age. We all love your joy and influence, stay on that path. We need you.

[@Colleenann61]

You still have many years of adventuring ahead of you! I didn’t even start bike touring until I was the age you are now. I’m 62 now, and still getting out there! I do feel the pressure to do the epic adventures sooner rather than later, but I’m still planning on doing them.

[@dean_ov_az]

Ryan, you haven’t let me or any of us down! You’re a superhero to many of us, yet, you’re also human! You got out there and thank you for sharing the reality and realness of it all! Much love to you brother!

[@VentureOutside]

When a passion stops being fun, it's not worth it. I'm glad you know the limits of your body, I'm 45 and nowhere near the shape you are in. You are an inspiration to so many, the reason I watch is because you make being on a bike fun and enjoyable. Heal up and continue sharing your adventures, jump in streams and eat more bean burritos buddy. Cheers!

[@hordboy]

Dude, you have NEVER disappointed your viewers! I know you’ve heard it a lot but you really do inspire people. Just yesterday I did an 86 mile ride, and 2x 100’s before that. I never would have imagined that without seeing it done on channels like this. As far as age, you still have some great years ahead. I peaked around 50. Now 56, I’m slowing down a bit. And yeah, prostatitis SUCKS. Welcome to the club. 😂

[@markerickson2146]

Ryan, this is Mark Erickson, your health insurance agent, long time fan and friend!! I wanted to send you some love and to tell you that I believe in you and support your decision 100%. Life is all about making as many good decisions as we can. Given your situation, leaving the race was absolutely the right decision. Sometimes our bodies are warning us of a bigger concern and in your case, that's exactly what happened. This is just a temporary set back and I look forward to sharing your next adventures with you on KZbin. Peace and love!!

[@myseniorbrain]

Great to hear you are accepting change. I am 64 and I feel all the things you do when I want to ride and run like I did 40 years ago, but know this, there is a great deal of satisfaction in doing your best, at whatever age, but also that the competitive nature never truly goes away. Wishing you all the best going forward. P.S. I am taking great satisfaction in doing shorter mtb and trail running races but just going faster vs. longer. Good luck.

[@chrisbailey2861]

Ryan...we watch you for who you are and the inspiration you bring....(and a bit for the crazy circumstances you end up in. 😊) Any true fan would never feel 'let down' if you didn't finish an adventure. At least you tried....(and got way further than most any human would ever be able to do). Thanks for putting yourself out there....and for bringing us along. You're a true inspiration!!!!

[@fishing_fam_wa]

You're an inspiration to so many people. You inspired me to get a bike and start riding. I'm also 45 and seem to be going through similar mental struggles as you. Being so honest and vulnerable publicly must be hard but it has been a huge help to me to know I am not alone. Thanks Ryan. Keep spreading love and positivity.

[@Davis2001r6]

Ryan, we love you bud. All this proves is that you’re actually human. We look forward to your future adventures man. No crashes, No flatties, No whammies, No saddle sores!!!

[@mariocouture1596]

Ryan, I will never say enough how much of a great human being you are and how inspiring you have been for me and so many others. With all you have done and accomplished in your life, you do not need to prove anything to anyone. We love you and your adventures the way you are. SIMPLE. Performance is not why people stick with you and your channel ... We stick with you because you are a loving, caring, ethical, moral human being who is so considerate for all other life forms around you. The world needs more Ryan Van Duzer right now. You are an amazing life ambassador, a model to emulate. So please stop being so hard on yourself. You make people smile, you make them move and jump on their bicycles and you influence all your audience in so many positive ways that shows your true power as an influencer and as a simple man. You are a loving, caring and human being that we love to follow wherever you take us. Life is not a race. It is an amazing journey we are all too happy to share with you whenever you grace us with another adventure of yours. Greatness can be found in simplicity and this is precisely what you are and project. You are the real deal Ryan Van Duzer, so many are phony in this day and age of social media. You exude honesty and command trust and respect.🙏 be proud of who you are. Your audience is right behind you.

[@wiebrenwolthuis6925]

While typing wishes for a speedy recovery, you are already riding your bike again! Showing that it is okay to not succeed is just as important. Not everything can be a succes. On to the next adventure 😊

[@DennisKazimer]

Ryan, you are always such an inspiration to all of us! You listen to your body and heart so you can continue to do what you do for all of us! I see this as not quitting but listening to your body. You only have one body and need to know when rest. Well done Ryan! Keep smiling, the world keeps smiling back at you! Hugs from Canada.

[@milesdavenport2859]

I admire you so much for giving the tour divide race a go. Listening to and respecting your body is the way to go. You made the right decision to end things when you did. You're a legend, and the reason why I love bikepacking and long distance cycling. Live to fight another day.

[@VictorMartinez-vw3gj]

Thank you for sharing your story. The way you handle a tough decision to retreat is inspiring others with how to handle their own failures. Anyone can handle victories. But very few can lose with grace. God bless.

[@sadie63]

Great to see you are doing Ok Duzer you are inspiration for lots of people. I turned 60 last year and my lungs aint what they used to be. but my legs are in good shape. Hills are a challenge so I stop a few times to catch my breath but I eventually make it to the top and look back and say, oh yeah. Biking gives you lots of time to think and helps me mentally dealing with issues but it releases a lot of stress and in the mountains I feal like a different person, more relaxed and easy going. Take care Duzer.

[@jeroendevries5450]

Ryan, prostatitis is more common under age 50 so don't worry, you just had a spell of bad luck. Your content grows with your age, maybe your speed goes down but the depth of your insights keeps growing. Your mindful and holistic approach of dealing with the challenges that your adventures, and life, throw at you is inspiring and uplifting. You not finishing this race and documenting it is what makes you an extraordinary content creator and human being and I thank and applaud you for it!

[@marciooki5820]

I my head,if I'm with someone, Wife,kids,friends, coworkers I'll be with them no matter what In good situations we celebrate together In the bad ones ,we keep supporting. We're here, supporting you no matter what. Big hugs from JAPAN

[@samcampbell850]

It’s always hard to quit a race. But you did the right thing my friend. I’m 57 now and still find it hard that I can’t do what I once could. But the saving grace is I’m still out there doing it. Just a little slower. Every pedal stroke is one more than sitting on the couch! Congratulations on your effort out there and I’m looking forward to seeing you get back in the saddle to create some epic content! Cheers. 👍🏻👊🏻

[@jimdolen225]

Don't be silly, it's your humanity that is the inspiration. Life isn't all instagram photos. You are an amazing story teller and part of anybodies story is great successes and also sometimes falling short. It is falling short sometimes that makes succeeding feel so good. Nobody knows more than you that it's all about the journey, it ain't the destination!

[@jimindc1851]

It's never failure when you make the effort to 'get out there', thanks for taking us along with you!

[@frbrable]

It looks like I'll be off my bike for basically the entire summer due to an injury. I had a bunch of adventures planned. Sigh. We just gotta take care of ourselves and live to fight another day! You didn't disappoint anyone, Ryan, not at all. If anything, you showed us how to accept reality!

[@krokatoamonster7365]

It’s good to reflect. Failing is part of learning to adapt and overcome other life challenges. 2.7 or 2700 miles, just get out there and ride! Thanks for inspiring us all!

[@soledadterri3113]

I’m glad that you have limits and you’re not just doing things for show you show the enjoyment that you have and you did not enjoy that trip and I respect that you said no I’m not doing this one. You know your battles and this was not one of them love your show, Ryan you’re a good person, peace

[@ashurany]

Don't beat yourself up. Even in "failure" (emphasis on quotation marks), you're an inspiration. I doubt any of of your viewers/fans think of it as a a failure anyway. They, like me, are probably disappointed for you, not with you. You keep it real and have allowed many to vicariously experience these adventures

[@scottb5662]

Remember, Ryan got 50th in the Leadville 100 run. His vids are more important than finishing this race.

[@bikerob1231]

We so appreciate you and your inspiration. No failures for you just learning what is important. And it is you my friend.

[@j.k.6148]

So so glad to see you alive and well and as always, inspirational Ryan. You can’t pedal if you don’t have pulse. Open sores , prostatitis, hypothermia can lead to sepsis. One of my colleagues who worked in medicine had flesh eating bacterial infection in the same body area. Sadly, he passed away within a week of getting infected. You made the right choice to pedal another day. Olé !

[@Rlaplante73]

Great video providing us with a peek into all you've gone through: the good, the bad, and the ugly. As I said before, you made the right decision though it was really hard to come to terms with. You've not let any of us down. We are with you. Things always have a way of working out. With your positive attitude, you will continue strong in this journey we call life. Blessings!

[@kayamclaren6727]

The reason I watch you is not to see you accomplish athletic goals. I watch because your videos are instructive on the finer points of being human. This moment that feels like failure to you is perhaps your most valuable video to date. Everyone has this moment in some way. I hear you expressing some normal midlife stuff that my friends and I are also knee-deep in. We’re all wondering what’s going on and what our next best step is. You are so beautifully human and your honesty is beautifully instructive. You are on point, Ryan. You are serving the Great Spirit just by being your loving self.

[@casparwhittey]

You're a legend Ryan. Love that you bring the highs and the lows to 'adventure life' content. See a lot of folks highlighting the glorious moments, but it's the full spectrum that makes it so rewarding for me. Lots of love brother, keep at it.

[@BryanHansel]

It sucked that you had to quit, and I don't have any advice to give you, but I can relate. In my 30s, I planned a sea kayak expedition for over a year, trained, had sponsors, people were following the trip, and the day before I left I was teaching kayak rolling and hurt my shoulder. Twenty days into a six month trip, I couldn't hold a rudder on my left side in following waves. I had to redo my paddle stroke to avoid hurting my shoulder and that gave me tendonitis in my elbows. These injuries still bother me if I don't train to avoid inflaming them. The day I quit was when I realized that I couldn't safely paddle anymore without putting myself at risk. It sucked. I was depressed for months and months. I did a shorter trip on a bike that helped to keep my mind off the failure, but it only helped when I was out on the trip. I went through physical therapy for a year and decided to go to the start of the sea kayak trip and start again and see what happened. I didn't make it public. Only my family knew. I made it so that I'd have an easy bailout point if I decided to bail. Everything was going great, but I got to a point where it just didn't feel that important to me anymore to do that 6-month trip. At the bailout point for the trip, I bailed and completed a shorter trip instead. Doing that changed my perspective, and the perspective change gave me an entirely new view on failure. It turned the failure into an important lesson for me - that lesson sticks with me on every trip I take. I hope that you find your way out of this, learn what you need to learn if you need to learn anything, and that everything is okay with your health and that you can get back on a bike and enjoy adventures in the future.

[@MyRealEstateDOJO]

Thank you, brother! Keep your head up, champ. I wanted to know you change my life. Because of you, I’m car free. The setbacks are the plans of the creator, for the come back

[@BorneoAgent]

Ryan! You’ve been and still are a huge inspiration. You’re the reason I did my own GDMBR ITT. Saddle sores are no joke - it turns out you need your booty to ride bikes! Gets the best of us when the conditions are wet for days and days on end. You’ll be back out there!

[@Mark8v29]

Most of all it's good to see you back on your bike so quickly Ryan! Regarding your other health problem I hope that fully resolves itself also. I have experience with health problems in that area as well as being off my bike for months at a time due to crashes and concussions. When I have a big setback or interruption to my plans I make every effort to find something completely different to do so that even if I'm feeling down about it I can say 'If such and such had not happened then I would never have done this!' I hope you get to do many more things that fully utilise the health and fitness you have. You rode to the limits of your health and pain endurance and more, which is all anyone can do! Well done. Wise to stop and even more so very fortunate you stopped given the other health problem so that even a major set back was a silver lining! I experienced some saddle sores on my 2200+ mile trip, but fortunately I was able to quickly purchase some tea-tree cream and used that every night which kept the sores very mild. So tea-tree cream is an item on my pack list.

[@guyrichard2030]

My father in the 1960's in rural Quebec province on the St- Laurence seaway was given his first job on a ship has a diesel mecanic. His first job that his father had arranged for him. But within the 2nd day he wanted to get off the ship in the next port...seasick🤢. And he had to ask his father for a ride home🥴. He tells, me to this day, that that was the best lesson he ever learned. So Duzer long distance bike racin' is probably not your Thing. But Man, your Bikadventures ❤🥳 I can not get enough of.♥️🤗🇨🇦 Longue vie a Duzer 🚲❤✌️

[@rrouhayem]

All the love to you man Don’t be ashamed or feel you let down yourself or anyone I think you figured this out by the end of the video I live by the following saying: “Celebrate every win, no matter how small” and you have some pretty big wins to celebrate, the tour divide race is also one to celebrate Happy to see you back on your bike Can’t wait for your next video Now get out there 😊

[@KM56648]

Honestly you inspire us so much! I think you are teaching people to listen to their intuition. This is something that everyone has to do and can save your life. No dream is worth your health or life. You listened to your intuition and what your body was telling you and you avoided getting really sick not just physically but also mentally. So many people don't do this in life and end up hurting their health in the long run. You can go back and do the route again on your own time with a good friend. I know it's hard because we put so much pressure on ourselves from society. But none of that matters! What matters is you have your health, and you can keep doing the work that truly makes you happy and alive! You inspire so many people to get outside and go on adventures. I know because you have inspired me! ThanK you for the work that you do and please keep the adventures coming!

[@rocknroling6869]

I am glad you shared this. I know you try and keep your videos upbeat and positive. But showing vulnerability and defeat and the grace you handled it with is just as inspiring. Even on the lovecycle videos, there were a lot of tough things that were not included. It is a part of life and seeing the struggle and how you mentally turn yourself around is super important and is great content. We love you and are always super proud of you!

[@OneEyeHikes]

I’m late to this party, but want to commend you on this video!!! You have no idea how much this transparency and honesty means to people you’ve never met. People put expectations on themselves… cycling, running, thru-hiking, heck on how they “should” look. Your decision to stop the race is not quitting, just redirecting! Thanks and God bless

[@lindenmoore]

Ryan, I am not let down. Can't wait to see your next adventure! Thanks for the inspiration throughout the years.

[@kevrev607]

Ryan, you're not too old. I ran first marathon at 51 and Qualified for Boston at 56 and am 62 now. Ask yourself what seat/clothes you might change in future to adapt to wet/cold conditions. Maybe a Brooks saddle w/Merino shorts that Tristan(UK) KZbinr uses on all his adventures. Ill be doing most of the same route next year with my Priority 600X you inspired me to get. Go Team Duzer! Love Kevrev!

[@michaelbroyer3918]

One of your best videos. Please don't beat yourself up. Remember the content of adventure creation is an open palate; savor your intellect and zest for adventure. Age is a number. All adventures have tough moments and even failure. You are a winner and do not forget that. I love the bikepacking videos. Your perspective on life is very healthy. Ride your bike and make videos and be gentle to your spirit.