Relient K | Who I Am Hates Who I've Been (Official Audio Stream)

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[@googlereviewer1878]

2024 anyone?

[@user-Claudiastumps]

YEP Here!!! 😁

[@hectornajera7272]

Here were are, years later!!!!

[@cassieherholdt2403]

AYEEE

[@maitterdz]

Here baby

[@LegalJargon6820]

Ayeeee, just over here weeping hysterically in my car 😂

[@hlf3vil245]

I listened to this as a teenager. Now I'm 27 and this song couldn't be more relatable.

[@loganaustin1006]

Currently.

[@TheChadPad]

28. Yep

[@anaflores6734]

Literally same

[@neobahumut707]

You learned faster than I did.. I'm 33 now.

[@Lycanthrope98]

Agreed!! 29 now.

[@hugomonster21]

This song was not for the young. But for the young that grew old, and to reflect on that.

[@joselynnelson9006]

True true

[@DefenderofTruth.]

Facts.

[@miss_daaé]

by order of the peaky fucking blinders !

[@G3NOM3]

you could say that but not really.

[@jamescopeland6802]

And i am far to old in far to many ways to care who its for.

[@georgiegan]

This song is more relatable than ever as a guy in his mid 20s going nowhere in life.

[@abelj5145]

You have a purpose, and you know it's never too late. Anyways you're loved more than you could ever know thanks for existing. Jesus loves you unconditionally. Isaiah 43:2 When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.

[@MrShowbags]

True

[@christinab9808]

Enycma Pie “For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” ‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭29:11‬ ‭ “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your paths.” Proverbs‬ ‭3:5-6‬ ‭ God has big plans for you. You’re just getting started! ❤️

[@luke9747]

I’ve been there, God can do all things. Trust in him!

[@kasandramullins9890]

I'm turning 26, finally have a plan for my life. I was angry for so long.. trying to let it go

[@ThisIsHuge19]

Christian or not, I think we can all agree on one thing: Relient K = 👏👏

[@biacorrea398]

that’s on periodddddd

[@SavitTheGoalie]

This was one of my door ways into the loving arms the lord

[@leposs2534]

Believe in fairytales or not *

[@Jenny-pp1gz]

they fkn rule

[@Hidden_Sage]

Haven't been to a church in 12 years. This is still my favorite band. Their music is just good fun, no matter what (if any) deity you follow.

[@toldaso6092]

2020 and still a banger.

[@kip5150]

Oh for sure.

[@joshhannah412]

agreed'

[@yahstino]

Always

[@ubagail4607]

Oh heck yeah

[@apooyosucks]

Pop punk needs to make a comeback in this modern music-deprived age

[@blueandblacknija]

After making a lot of mistakes and basically mastering self sabotage, wasting a ton of time on the wrong things. This song is therapy. 🎶

[@lookaroundyou8108]

Stay strong, you got this 🙏

[@brittanywalko3866]

❤❤❤

[@adayinthelifewithspensie]

True😊

[@lordurham1076]

Loved this song when I was 15. Now that I'm 31 and recovering from a miscarriage this song makes more sense to me than it ever has. Struggling, but these words has made it easier🖤

[@ThoinFrostaxe]

I can’t imagine the pain you’re going through. I’ll be praying for you!

[@ericawillis.]

Same with the time line if ages! I had a miscarriage in 2007. I hope you are doing ok.

[@kyliaROX]

❤❤❤

[@tucarreanusea5464]

My wife and I lost our only chance at parenthood. My father said : THIS TOO SHALL PASS. TO THIS DAY THOSE WORDS COMFORTS ME.

[@RaeBehrs]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm praying that you've found peace in Christ and that He's blessed you with another little one.

[@bill358]

I bought this album at age 15. I'm 33 now and its still musical magic.

[@sexybimbonumber5]

Same ❤

[@larsulrich2300]

36, and same.

[@LucasRivera2000]

For me, this song hits really hard because of my struggles with anxiety and depression.

[@johnboymcgrath7153]

I got you Brother. And so does God. I am here for you and he will listen. No matter what the world does or says. Keep going!

[@MrToa510]

I know your struggle, if you ever wanna talk feel free to reach out

[@thatdumbass9856]

You still doing good, bud?

[@josslynchavez5243]

I remember being in the psych ward at the age of fifteen. We were asked in group therapy what song best described us, and I named this song. To this day, I still would’ve responded the same

[@wborradaile9303]

❤

[@josephpanozzo4815]

I wish they still played Relient K songs on Christian radio stations.

[@rjfoxhovenschannel9303]

This song is about repentance and being born again I love you all God loves you so much more than you'll ever imagine He will never leave you nor forsake you Christianity is not a religion but its the best relationship ✝️💙💯

[@HM-tr1fv]

For sure

[@cjharding6785]

The original Christian pop punk band.

[@garylaboucan9267]

Really? Sweeet

[@rockerdude8289]

Is it just me or does their music sound similar to All Time Low's?

[@hoshiprima09]

@@rockerdude8289 ohh that melanchony kaleidoscope?

[@rockerdude8289]

@@hoshiprima09 Yes. I mean Relient K's musical style reminds me of ATL. A mix of punk-pop and emo-pop.

[@christinab9808]

Otniel Romeo Relient K has been around longer just sayin

[@WhatThePartyNeeds]

This is the opening to Christianity: The Anime

[@fireemblem2770]

You're not the only one who thinks that

[@rockerdude8289]

I imagine an emo-themed Christian anime series. This song and Krystal Meyers' "Anticonformity" must be in the soundtrack.

[@kirbythekrib7777]

Facts 😂😂 the next big thing after Naruto . Dbz and all that

[@withhernosestuckinabook2507]

Rocker Dude and David from the Bible would be the main emo character.

[@mightywelsh2787]

This is a perfect comment

[@camodeano3003]

Damn, here I am at 28 years old finally understanding this song

[@meaganwilliams3068]

4/15/20. 31 years old now. Feeling so young again and just needed to remember her. Before the world got ahold.

[@LawrenceBoramK]

Who's listening to this in 2019!? THANK YOU FOR THE AMAZING MEMORIES THIS SONG REMINDS ME OF!!!

[@themaelstrom2962]

I'm listening

[@pcpolice2518]

Yutaka Joshua have a cookie 🍊

[@jonathanharris5469]

2020 😎

[@christinab9808]

PC POLICE 😂😂😂 Perfect 👌🏻

[@trexthebeast1]

Relient K never got the proper credit they deserved! They’re so amazing!

[@MoarJellyThanYou]

22 and just found this song and I’m confused why they aren’t more popular. Love this song

[@johnslayton20]

They are very underrated, glad the younger generation is hearing them now

[@ashleyeaton7331]

Listened as a teenager and now now almost 20 years later, I still have their songs memorized! Please tour again!!

[@kyledeancadaverous1123]

I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind, But I will shy away from the specifics 'Cause I don't want you to know, where I am 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it. See that line, well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there, well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up. I heard the reverberating footsteps Sinking up to the beating of my heart, And I was positive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart. And I can't let that happen again 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it. See that line, well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there, well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it. See that line, well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there, well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been And who I am won't take the second chance you gave me. Who I am hates who I've been 'Cause who I've been only ever made me So sorry for the person I became. So sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been.

[@abelj5145]

Thank you. You're loved, more than you could ever know. Thanks for existing. Jesus never leaves you Isaiah 49:15 Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you!

[@AwesomeDude799]

Thank You.

[@prometheuslightbearer2493]

Thank you for your service. I always look for lyrics in the comments.

[@darthsolus117]

Syncing. Sorry.

[@madisonellen6545]

I haven’t heard this song in YEARS. I’m so happy I found it, this song has always touched my heart. 22 years old and finally trying to change my ways. ❤️

[@caliphyazid6875]

20 Years old here! Have heard of these guys since primary school.. Its only now then I realise the lyrics based on what it means clearly , that it is so relatable to my current situation . Love it !

[@austinsw15]

🙏

[@god563616]

MTV use to play this song every single summer from 2005 to 2009. Had no idea this was a Christian song until later!!

[@tiggert4002]

As an adult this song hits harder. I'm going through depression and feel stuck in life. I wonder if in the years to come, I'll always feel like I was too hard on myself at any given moment. It took me years to understand that it's ok to not be ok.

[@007avatarofvishnu]

It sounds like a start of an anime OP.

[@brodybower3738]

Pure Nostalgia.

[@kjj6944]

I love Jesus Who I am hates who I been

[@miketyson8848]

This song sounds like it should be in the Gospel category. AMEN .

[@sea3644]

I remember listening to this song over and over again for three days in a row so I would remember the lyrics.

[@Fireflyorange]

lol

[@iicy_Hott_x3]

When i was in high-school this came out and I immediately fell in love because it was like a song talking about my life atm. I'm 35 and It's way more relatable now.

[@TheElizabethcamp]

Hey 😊 I don't know if you actually read these but your acoustic song who I am hates who I've been helped me heal my relationship with my family. They hated me they were even talking about throwing me out on the streets and this song changed me and helped me not give up. And it would mean so much if you played that song in Denver in September.Thank you.

[@Bradal4ck]

+Libby Camp I'm glad things are going a lot better for you now. I hope someday this will happen for me as well. Take care friend!

[@TheElizabethcamp]

+Bradal4ck Thanks!! Never give up!! That is a mistake you will regret for the rest of your life When my relationship with my family was broken, I thought there was no hope. I just decided I was going to meet someone, get married, and start a life without them. But I still lived with my family, and it just hurt to face all the hatred my family gave me, well except my mom my mom loved me, but my siblings, they showed me a lot of unkindness and bitterness towards me, and I was so hurt I cried every day, and I was listening to this song and I realized I wasn't crying because I hated being treated that way, I was crying because I longed for a relationship with them again. And i told myself, I was NEVER EVER going to give up on my family. and i didn't, and they came around. IT took a long time, but it happened, I don't know what exactly your personal situation with your family is, but I believe showing them love and kindness (you can find it in 1 Corinthians 13, I strongly recommend reading it) will help tremendously. Lots of times people hold grudges because they have an opinion of who that person is because of something they did, and you need to change that opinion. Show them that that is not who you are, that you are not that person anymore, ro that you are sincerely sorry, that you love them and would do anything to have that relationship with them, you need to show them by persistence through love. They will see that. And above all, trust in God. It'll be so much harder without God maybe even impossible. Family is so important and I believe with Christ, everything is possible. And I'll be praying for you that your relationship with your family heals. Look to Jesus, he is the healer and does miracles. :) God bless!!

[@TheElizabethcamp]

+Bradal4ck Here is the Bible passage iTalked about, (1 Corinthians 13, NCV) 4 Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud. 5 Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not get upset with others. Love does not count up wrongs that have been done. 6 Love takes no pleasure in evil but rejoices over the truth. 7 Love patiently accepts all things. It always trusts, always hopes, and always endures. 8 Love never ends.

[@Bradal4ck]

+Libby Camp thank you so much Libby. you are wise beyond your years, and what you say has so much truth in it that it hurt. you are truly a beautiful person, and I consider your comments a blessing. thank you once again, take care and God bless you my friend. we will make it through this life in the end no matter what.

[@IronyAmI]

Libby regardless whether Relient K reads this or not, I did and I was touched. So thanks.

[@SerialDesignationN_Edits]

As someone who has many regrets in life, this song hit me like a bullet train on full speed

[@alleyesopen7776]

Does anyone remember that this is a Christian band, and that the one hes speaking to is God? I believe the message in that is more relevant now than ever in all of our recorded history. Its always been more relevant than anything else.

[@tianasophiaaa]

Thanks for answering my thoughts abt this one

[@Monsterpanda6969]

Back in the day, Relient K was on all of our mp3 devices and flip phones. Still so good

[@justinjenkins3064]

As a fellow rock musician (we are called Broken Dreams”) I’ve always admired these guys. I’ve always listened to these kinds of bands and they really inspired me to wanna keep making music. I’ve been told that I can’t make music because Certain people hate my group. Certain people love my group, it’s a mixed crowd. But at the end of the day, I will never stop making music. Thanks Relient K, for always inspiring me to make it as a musician.

[@HM-tr1fv]

Do you have any music released?

[@ferdieliem1733]

I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind But I will shy away from the specifics 'Cause I don't want you to know, where I am 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it See that line, well I never should have crossed it Stop right there, well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back I'm sorry for the person I became I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been I talk to absolutely no one Couldn't keep to myself enough And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up and I heard the reverberating footsteps Sinking up to the beating of my heart And I was positive that unless I got myself together I would watch me fall apart And I can't let that happen again 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it See that line, well I never should have crossed it Stop right there, well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back I'm sorry for the person I became I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been And who I am will take the second chance you gave me Who I am hates who I've been 'Cause who I've been only ever made me So sorry for the person I became So sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to be sure to become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been

[@Seeyatellite]

Teenage angst songs never grow old. This song is forever an evolutionary story of every growing life... hmm... let's go chasing cars, millienials... shall we?

[@josiah_vik9661]

"I talk to absolutely no one" is the most relatable thing I've ever heard

[@innerchildcrafty34]

Yeah. . . needed this one again. I first heard it back in 2006 on a mission trip to Brazil. Now, in my thirties I need it more than ever. 😫😭💜🙏🏻 The words just come as natural as a honey coming out from a jar upside down!

[@ZeranZeran]

This is the best Bleach Opening song by far

[@BriannaBreaw]

Bleach was my first concert ever

[@iken_aspland3573]

“I can’t let that happen again.”

[@ditulliodj]

BRAZIL IS HERE, LONG LIVE POSTIVE ORLANDO ALTERNATIVE! GREETINGS FROM RIO DE JANEIRO BRAZIL. MAY GOD BLESS YOU!!!

[@filthyyvalentinee497]

It’s just turned 2020 and I’m drunk listening to this💕

[@abelj5145]

You're loved dude, thanks for being alive. Jesus loves you

[@s1nister9999]

Drunk here too. Sad, because I used to aspire to so much back then. This brings back all the years I wanted to make the world a better place. Oh well.... I haven't given up yet but, the world is baring down... you know?

[@filthyyvalentinee497]

Jacob Johnson that was beautiful Jacob

[@TheRealAwesomePossum]

I'm drunk right now listening to this🍻

[@estevanalameda2799]

Just found this song is really good. Man drinking is a bad habit to get into I remember my 20s went by so quick drinking now in my 30s having liver issues be careful

[@sportsygirl8]

Gosh! Still to this day, this song is my most favorite from Relient K!!!

[@Conspirotruth]

2023. Still listening 🎶

[@InnocentSweetie123]

I’ve listened to this song throughout highschool, and I’ve done a lot of things I regret throughout my life; yet I also have improved myself. Especially recently, I’ve been self-reflecting and healing. I struggle with a lot of things and have my own personal issues, but, then again, who doesn’t? That’s not to say anyone is invalid; no no no, you’re all worth it. Please, take time to reflect and heal if you need to. Take time to get better, if you possibly can. I know things are rough sometimes; I know firsthand what living in psychological hell is like, but, I’ve been improving myself, and I still am. So... Please just keep fighting and please try to be strong.

[@logandean8040]

Needed this right now, thank you

[@jgon321]

Song of my youth 🥹🫶🏼💕 still listening at 32✨🫡

[@just_a_person-z1m]

2:09 love this quiet spot

[@TyranAmiros]

Warped Tour '04 memories

[@70K1D0K1]

Someone mentioned Relient K in a comment on a random video I saw recently and it just unlocked a flood of middle school memories! Looked for this song and wow, I still remember all the words! lol

[@brianalexander4372]

This is my favorite song of all the songs on Earth. I'm considering getting it as a tattoo.

[@SuperHuscarl]

I swear, as I get older, my life becomes more like the title of this song.

[@abelj5145]

You're loved, thanks for existing. You're precious. Jesus loves you

[@fridgehorror4502]

Abel James shut up

[@SayaBeast]

@@fridgehorror4502 This song is Christian, that's why they commented that.

[@abelj5145]

@@fridgehorror4502 Sorry if i offended you.

[@DavidRRR946]

@John Coffey Amen to that!!!!

[@titomartins1142]

Glory to our God for ever and ever, amen!

[@ejayangeles1599]

I just discovered the band few days ago and the first time I heard this song made me say, "This is my kind of music."

[@cThreep]

Welcome aboard. Never to late to be a Relient K fan.

[@dylan5683]

This album man, I aint there anymore and its okay. I have moved on but this album to me is gold

[@SuckyArtByRoxy]

When ur a kid who’s made mistakes that hurt, this song hits hard.

[@Transformer7]

I have 4 of your albums, and I just wanted to say you guys are great. Keep it up and stay strong.

[@IDontReadRepliesToComments]

2019 and this song still makes me feel the same way. Like a kid who knew everything about love.

[@kolaida]

Damn, this takes me back like ten years--no, closer to like fifteen years now. Still just as good! :)

[@elchikoriko592]

I will never stop loving this song....

[@HD-rj4cb]

praise god!!! i LOVE relient k.

[@BaconFaceMcGee]

This is the song that introduced me to the band all those years back when Air1 played them.

[@CorynthianLeather]

This song is just incredible

[@coreysoberanis5194]

@ 1:51 "And I can't let that haaaaappen again.." literal CHILLS

[@BoogieBeamz]

I'll always love this song. Always finds its way back to me in my darkest times. Thank the lord for yall

[@learnlovelife420]

Wow Relient K coming in hot with some of the most creative tracks ever! They compliment eachother so effin well!!

[@johnslayton20]

One of my favorite albums during high school. 2005. Then I got to see them live in salt lake for the mmhmm tour around 2013? Amazing live performance in small venue. Great band

[@streetwarriorracing]

2020, blast from the past. My 30s are coming, and they coming fast! On a binge of old songs! MEMORIES

[@joshhale9355]

I loved this song back in when I was a kid. Now, on the other side of my alcoholism, I really understand how impactful this song and the lyrics really are.

[@Q3N.]

Best song on KZbin

[@kyleplayz834]

Just discovered this band, and this song, it’s like a story of my life. What an amazing band.

[@jazz3911]

Reminds me of the Autumns of my youth, for me Autumn seemed to be the only time where anything good or exciting happened and music like this is what became the theme of those good times.

[@lolnadroj]

Man, they never played this much on the radio way back when, but when they did, it was amazing.

[@abycure9882]

I feel very nostalgic everytime i listen to this song, remember all the childhood moments that will remain in my 12 years old me. Thank you Reliant K. ❤

[@embrymilo5316]

My youth group’s worship team plays this. It’s my favorite song and makes me so happy to hear ♥️

[@mstkhe]

411vm volume 13で聴いてからずっと好きな曲です。やっと見つけた

[@man-ib6nt]

beautifulll songg....followed you guys since 2016 and great to listen to you guys. thank God for this song

[@deloreanman14]

This song came out right as I was about to graduate high school in 2005. I never liked music of that era when I was living it but it's been long enough now that the nostalgia is strong. Somebody left a Relient K CD in one of the vehicles I drive for work and when this came on, it felt like a time warp back to 2005. Maybe those times were okay...the music seems to have aged better than I have.

[@kakkorams9668]

I haven't listened to this song in over 5 years but I'm here singing every line word for word! If only I could remember important things as well as this😅

[@healingflower717]

This song came up on my Spotify recommended just an hour ago and I'm crying over the lyrics. A lot of people can really relate to the meaning of this masterpiece.

[@sarahill7470]

Holy crap! I haven’t heard this in like 12 years and I had no idea just how much more I would love this song now cuz of just how relatable it’s become. Gahhhh. Lol

[@eeeyooohoh]

wow i havent heard this song in years. but i just remember it for some reason and the lyrics rly have been such a big theme lately

[@j-3823]

I’m glad this song popped up in my head when I saw my friend listening to Relient

[@jaygarcia6079]

This band will always have my back, these lyrics will always comfort me. We are not our mistakes

[@spud13y]

I remembered when I saw the music video of this song on TVU over a decade ago. Wow, time flew by!

[@abelj5145]

Thanks for being alive, you're loved way more than you'll ever know. Jesus loves you unconditionally. Isaiah 43:2 When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.

[@sydnamon5986]

This song still makes brings nostalgic tears to my eyes

[@edenalvesb]

Such a fun song with such a deep lyrics. May we be better each day for our God.

[@S1lentIntensity]

The nostalgia is real. I went to a concert in Grand Rapids Michigan many years ago when you guys opened for Switchfoot at the Van Andel arena.

[@mizzoupatriot8814]

Saw these guys front row when I was 17 in late summer 2005 I believe, they did a three band tour and opened for Simple Plan and Good Charlotte, one of the best rock shows I've seen.

[@thephenomenalalphaspider1451]

2020 and it still speaks. So many of us have lived this song at some point in our lives. Wheather your religious or not shouldn't affect how this touches us on our journey as human individuals who have many mistakes and are trying to be better.

[@katiemonroe1687]

I know this is one of "Those Comments" but this song makes me think of Luke Fon Fabre from Tales of the Abyss. He's my favorite Tales of character and got me through some tough times. Love this song and I love Luke! I know one day I'll have the strength to change like he was able to do!✊

[@ForWhatItsWorth_]

Heard this on one of those NOW commercials way back in the day and was hooked ever since.

[@asphyxiafeeling]

I'm so glad I had music like this around back then.

[@50yachts97]

This is exactly how ive been living. When he says 'i talked to absolutely no one and bottled it up' I just heard this today.

[@shrimpanzy7627]

After my dad died in 2019 I went through a lot of changes mentally, looking back on the life I lived prior to that crushing moment and I cant believe I was the way I was

[@Savantloup]

Absolute banger, Christian rock highkey slept on

[@giselleynfante3429]

I've always loved this song and striven to live a life without regrets especially in my marriage. Never thought I'd end up on the otherwise of this song

[@toothpicyo]

Love this song so much at 16 and 30

[@ScottsHonestReviews]

this some really takes me back