Ren - For Joe (REACTION) with my wife

[@kevh953]

Two of the most decent and genuine reactors on KZbin, and people can see how real you are. Keep smiling and stay strong ✌️

[@Rob-bt3ev]

Well said!!! Agree wholeheartedly

[@patrickquinlan3056]

I understand your empathy with Ren. Nevertheless, I see this as a positive song. He sang it for Joe's parents. This is the art which heals the heart.

[@JensRandolff]

Hey, brother. I got the same feeling from this song; it had a healing effect on me and gave me a sense of closure, and I think it did the same for Ren.

[@fredwds5178]

Two beautiful souls listening to beautiful music together. Peace. Thank you both! Thank you Ren!

[@patriciaspaeth4215]

You two are so very wonderful! ❤

[@angelaphillips7970]

When Dominika cries I cry! And the way that he wants to comfort her throughout the song is absolutely heartwarming! I will say this over and over again, you two are beautiful! I truly love your reactions! ❤❤❤

[@charleffingwell8175]

This beautiful man (Ren) has enabled us to have important conversations that are hard. Yes these songs are sad and emotional but look at us! We’re talking and crying together! And this is what may actually save some who are in a dark place. He has enlightened us and is making it ok to be vulnerable and say the hard things. This was a beautiful reaction. Thank you ❤

[@dougoneill7266]

Absolutely, these spaces are so important.

[@TheBorderRyker]

I’ve watched “For Joe” over and over again and it breaks my heart every time. This was obviously a very difficult one for you both. You are beautiful people with kind souls and that’s why Ren’s words resonate deep inside. Try to see the positive message in this song but never apologise for feeling empathy. I came to this channel through Ren’s music but I keep coming back because of you both. You are lovely people and I (and many others) really appreciate you. 🙏🏻❤️‍🩹 Freckled Angels stand strong.

[@rudyb.]

I believe that after 13 years Ren is bringing closure to this part of his journey. He traveled home recently & did some very positive things, so it isn’t all doom & gloom. This song was made for Joe’s parents but he decided to share it with us. Beautiful reaction otherwise.

[@dougoneill7266]

I agree, it does have a sense of closure to it.

[@steveknutson5617]

absolutely right. in joes despair i think he saved rens life. when you think of ren;s darkest days-23 hours a day curled up in pain, unable to keep food down, with little hope. how many of us would have chosen to end it-I would have- but because ren saw the pain joes suicide caused to his family and friends he couldn;t do that to his family. but then came the proper diagnoses, the donated stem cell transplant, the therapy in canada, and blowing up You Tube and ren is allowed to save a small sectionof the world. we owe Joe hughes a debt we will never be able to repay.

[@Silkytoaster]

Your response is onto something - Joe’s despair saved REN’s life . Remember the line from HI Ren - ‘ i go by many names also - some people know me as Hope “ . Great comment .

[@timothyjohnart]

Love you two.....thank you.

[@obscurevisions91]

Thank you for being so transparent and open with us. I cried along with you as I watched, and I have seen this video I don't know how many times. This is the most powerful reaction I think I've ever seen. You guys are strong. ❤

[@hanikrummihundursvin]

I was contemplating what would hold my body weight, was at correct height, what noose I could use just two weeks ago, did not see no purpose maintaining the pain of existing more, by accident I fell on the Ren train, cried an ocean, still crying, realised I had to live out my natural life, despite ilness, despite sadness, despite depression, because I cannot justify causing this pain on those few who like me, love me, would go through similar trauma as Ren did 13 years ago, just because of my selfish decision. I´m now hooked on these reaction videos, but I only cry, as I want to face the problems, I want to live. !

[@MerchantOfAlba]

Much love from both of us! Big hug! 💚

[@mrsmith6763]

Bless you both. Seriously. To witness your open hearts,tears,and humility? You yourselves give hope in what can be a very harsh world. Of course via genius Ren🎵🎯💯.....but your reaction hits home and amplifies the best of humanity too. ♥️🙏 X thank you....

[@Levi_Amongst_the_Watchers]

I can't speak for all people in situations where death becomes an option, but one way someone gets to that point is when certain things happen that force you to take a good look at your life and you realize that you've messed up. Messed it all up. Sometimes you might find yourself in a position that you've made the wrong choices and have done so many people wrong especially when you didn't mean to and didn't realize what you were doing until the moment something opened your eyes to it all, and you can see what you've done and you can see that you can't make it right. Like when you lose someone that meant the world to you but they were one that you've wronged and now their gone and you can never make it right, never make it up to them, never say you're sorry, never make amends. Situations like that can make you feel like you've messed this life up so bad that you just want to start over and the closest thing you can think of to that is the end. . . . If it wasn't for my son there'd be nothing left for me to do. Sometimes it feels like he'd be better off without me, like I'm just a hindrance to him and his life, and while I might be precisely that, there's a tiny chance that my death will be worse for him than my life and I refuse to purposely do something that would do him harm. . . . . . . . So here I am. Just waiting.

[@MerchantOfAlba]

Sending a big hug 💚

[@Levi_Amongst_the_Watchers]

@@MerchantOfAlba Thank you.

[@jovana_r]

You are not an idiot, Dominika. You are just a beautiful, empathic person. 🖤 I was waiting for your reaction to listen to this song for the first time. And yes, this is heartbreaking and so real. That's why Ren is special for so many people. Because he is real. For me, this has a bit different effect than to a girl you mentioned or any other person who has lost someone by taking their own life. For me it is just a heavy reminder that I have to stay in this world as long as possible, because I don't want people who love me to feel the way that Ren feels. Actually, that has always been the only reason for me still being alive, but hearing something like this - those words, the pain, the despair - it makes it even more realistic... Sending you lots of love, guys. 🖤

[@MerchantOfAlba]

Much love from both of us! 💚

[@jovana_r]

@@MerchantOfAlba Seeing this comment just now. It seems that sometimes KZbin doesn't send notifications. Anyway.... millions of 🖤 for you!

[@garywillow6578]

The love and tenderness between you both was tanagable. Peace.

[@jamesh2401]

At some point you need to stop thanking us. We should be thanking you for your videos 😂 And you're absolutely right - the tragic events that Ren has experienced, however cruel and testing they may have been, have moulded him to be the beautiful, open and expressive soul that we see today. As sad as this kind of song may seem, the fact Ren can sing it and share it with the world, shows how strong he is.

[@mauriceluciano5211]

Beautiful reaction. Raw.

[@jeanwyenberg2774]

Love you two. I agree totally with those who say that this is Ren moving on, achieving closure with regards to Joe. I also believe that his last sentence "I know you're gonna be ok" is Ren talking to himself.

[@vanburger]

I think this is Ren turning a corner. Ren is doing positive things now. He's helping so many people with his art. And actively lifting others like two reactors across the Atlantic has accompanied him to England to document his new video. I think Joe has influenced rens music every breath. You guys are the sweetest people, and your reactions move me in as much measure as Rens songs themselves. Thanks for inviting me into your home. And share these moments with you.❤

[@DenTweed]

Little correction: Knox Hill is an american but he's living in the UK. He's an ex-professional football (soccer) player and played for an english team and remained in the UK when he (had to) quit

[@fracker8258]

I love you both guys and everybody else too it makes me shed a tear too every time but for my loved ones I’ve lost, but I’m thankful for Ren helping me heal

[@sammyd8860]

Everything that Ren has been through, (losing Joe, going through so much pain with his health, gaining and losing his dreams at a young age) all of that has made him the person that he is, the artist that he is, the person that so many of us love. I really think/hope he is close to coming to terms with losing Joe. Going back to Anglesey for the first time in years, seeing Joe's parents for the first time in 12 years, raising money for the RNLI, openly speaking/singing about Joe - I really hope he is coming to terms with it, that he is stopping blaming himself. It was not your fault, Ren. You have honoured your friend. Continue to honour him by living your life as fully as you can and without guilt. We love you.

[@jabbazabba23]

For two people I’ve never met, I really want to bear hug you both. You’re amazing. Heads upward!

[@scottlaurenson3390]

So much empathy and solid comments ❤. You've got to get a Ren playlist so we can suggest more Happy or social comment Ren he can't put a foot wrong regardless of the subject please keep on the Ren journey Love music parts 1,2 and 3 ❤️✌️🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@MikeyPea72]

Ren's strength carries us with him. Your tears just show that you care and if you really care it's gonna hurt sometimes, but it also means that you are beautiful. Your humanity is inspiring. Thank you both.

[@y2jace124]

I love you both so much. Your empathy is much needed in today’s world. Bless u folks❤

[@sch7194]

Ren is a different kind of dude...he is special & people who see his genius...there different...were all a family & were here for each other 🕊

[@davidperkins6752]

RENegades for life! you're absolutely correct. much love to you and yours.

[@richwwardrugby]

I totally agree with previous comments both of you have such beautiful hearts. Your reactions are honest and reveal your vulnerability and empathy. Ren went to school with my daughter so as you can imagine I am very familiar with his history. We are very proud of him, he has just donated £21,000 to the RNLI volunteer service in my home town, these men & women put their own lives at risk Daily rescuing people in difficulty on the sea. They were called out the night Joe jumped and in the darkness in spite of far from calm waters spent all night and all day for 7 days trying to find him but sadly the ocean had claimed him. In addition he gave Joe’s parents £8,000. I believe Ren is a musical genius, it’s a privilege to be living when he is with us creating these masterpieces. Please continue reacting exactly as you do now, there is no shame in crying, we all cry along with you 🤗 x

[@mikedoyle7546]

You guys wear your hearts on your sleeves, much like Ren. I personally feel that this song is a turning point in his acceptance of what happened 13 years ago. I'm sure Joe will still be in his mind day on day but it might not weigh quite so heavily on his mind. Please keep reacting🙏 You are two of the most down to earth reactors on KZbin.👌👍👍

[@BlueStaffyRagnar]

Watched a few of your reactions guys and its lovely to see two extremely genuine people with no catchphrase or gimmicks just REAL heartfelt reactions. Keep doing you ❤

[@Terrahawk_]

I wish I could give you both a hug. What I love about Ren's songs they always make you feel something, even when songs are sad there's usually a hopeful and uplifting element too.

[@whozitwhatzit4802]

Ren is actually saying some positive things about finding his strength and direction in this song and learning to be sure and tell the ones who are alive that they matter in this crazy world, along w/missing his friend and being sorrowful about that. He is honoring Joe in that way.

[@wetpanther99]

Beautiful authentic reaction, we love you two ❤️ the kindness and empathy in your hearts shines through and tells us what beautiful people you are. Much love from 🇬🇧❤️💙

[@michaelphipps8647]

Ren can get you in the feels. Beautiful tribute to Joe 😇 ❤

[@deborahhalbert3372]

Thank you so much for your reactions. Ren takes the pain and like an alchemist turns it into something beautiful. Dry those tears & let’s all enjoy the great music coming our way.

[@violindylan]

I come to this channel because of the great empathy you two have, so it is understandable that it affects you so much. I am just like that, I always cry like a baby. However, as tragic as Ren‘s loss (and every other story of people deciding to take their lives) are, I don’t think that this song is all about sadness and grief. In the end, there is a positive message. Ren knows that Joe played a big part in becoming the person he is today, and he might still do as his freckled guardian angel. This song is also very much about acceptance, and if I understand Ren right, he is not suffering anymore from this terrible loss, but he is holding Joe in loving memory.

[@johnarndt1501]

That piano part at 3:40 is soooooo beautiful, the EQ is perfect on it. I like Ren because he makes me feel,( even feeling sad is better than not feeling at all). He visited Joe's parents and showed them this performance before he released it. He also is giving most of the proceeds to them.( His speech on this is beautiful)

[@darthgardner]

Everyones tears are shared tears, Ren writes his songs with his heart on his fingertips, i firmly believe out of all youtube reactors who have listened to Ren only you two connect in a way no one else does.its both of you explaining your feelings and how each and every song has wrapped itself around your own hearts.. a positive note here is that Ren has friends in the youtube community we need his music and he gets our support without question.

[@williamkeith8740]

Your empathy, kindness & wisdom walk the road together.

[@deannatyler880]

The way Andrei put his hand on her face was the sweetest thing ever. I want that kind of love ❤️

[@Silkytoaster]

I felt the same way . This is what loves looks like . They are a special couple .

[@blablabla9485]

[@Silkytoaster]

Wasn’t that wonderful - that broke and mended my heart at the same time .

[@1tommymulligan]

Firstly thank you for your empathy in this reaction. I always look forward to your Ren reactions. As a fire officer I've seen a few suicides during my career and it's never easy. It hurts and affects my firemen although they are total strangers, and after each one we get together and ask is everyone OK or need counselling or just time off to deal with the situation. I feel that mentally the victim is not in the right mindset, otherwise they would not do it. There's no way to make sense of this act if your not suffering yourself, I just feel so sad for them.

[@kevbruce9191]

Ren is a beautiful human 💖 Just like you two are also ❤️ ❤

[@pippafinland]

You two are so beautiful inside and out. The biggest hearts, true empaths. I cry with you every time. ❤

[@donald1379]

i really appreciate you guys reactions....Ren is a genius...thank you for sharing

[@libby215]

Oh my goodness - you two are just so lovely, you touch my heart you really do. For what it's worth I see this as a process of closure: the song began with his most recent song and ends with the song he wrote just after Joe's death - symbolic I think of a sense of closure. You are empaths - you feel other people's pain - maybe cheer yourselves up with Ren and Sam busking improvising on Stevie Wonder - it's very entertaining ☮

[@theguywithabow]

Midway Ren brings in lyrics of acceptance, referencing how much his friends action forced him to become strong, and face his own challenges...its a recognition Ren hasn't revealed before....

[@markexall5446]

Thank you both we have all filled an ocean with our tears with Ren ❤❤

[@mbevan6461]

Thank you so much for your beautifully honest reaction to this, peace and love from Wales UK

[@stubyles1654]

Rens music (Art) is making a huge impact....I seen a post the other day that his song "Hi Ren" has now reached 16 million views

[@didye6311]

You two are lovely.people (we can tell ) big Hi from Ireland 🇮🇪

[@nataliehughes5902]

My absolute favourite reactors to Ren. Love your tender hearts and I’m weeping here with you. Sending so much love from England.❤xxx

[@JensRandolff]

Thank you so much for your genuine and heartfelt reaction. I really appreciate your honesty, and watching you two interact with each other during the performance was heart-warming. You two are such beautiful souls. My younger self used to avoid showing vulnerability, but at 57 y/o I have stopped caring about what others might think and will show my emotions without it making me question my toughness. This song, like many other pieces, evokes a visceral reaction in me. Ren’s song "Su!cIde" gutted me, and I was not able to watch or listen to it again until now. I have not even been able to watch a single reaction to it. It was a sad, haunting, gut-wrenching tribute. My best friend took his life 38 years ago. However, after listening to "To Joe" several times, I came to the realization that as sad and emotional as this song is, it has had a healing effect on me and has given me a sense of closure. Even the lyrics of the epilogue from "Su!cIde" that "gutted" me impacted me differently this time around. Anthony Ray (@AnthonyRay) said after reacting to this performance (I am paraphrasing) that he felt that after all these years, Ren seems to have found a measure of acceptance regarding the loss of his best friend. Anthony's comment suddenly made me aware of the song's impact on me, and I am actually able to watch or listen to "Su!cIde" again. Although I will probably not watch any reactions to it, as I consider this song to be much too personal, and watching someone else's grief would only compound my pain. Thomas Goldschmidt (@thomasgoldschmidt298) remarked, "For Joe" is a continuation of "Su!cIde," displaying the five stages of grief, adding acceptance to the end of his last song…..This song and the sobbing hug he received from Joe's mom after showing the video bring closure to all involved! I think ending "To Joe" with lines from "Freckles Angels" left me with a more optimistic outlook. It is as if Ren is trying to tell us that even though some of our loved ones are physically gone from our life, their memory continues to live in and through us. I think that is why I got a sense of closure and peace.

[@fibienn250]

You are absolutely my favourite Ren reactors. Thank you 🤗

[@davew2106]

The most heart felt reaction I have seen for this song,I am sure Ren does do a lot of good for some people as you say. Lets hope for some more happy Ren next time.❤‍🩹❤

[@Breyguhn857]

Love your reactions and the way you interact...very beautiful and real; we need that so keep going!!!😊

[@annebiebrich9155]

I just love you both ! You have beautiful hearts and gentle souls ! I was crying right along with you ! ❤😢

[@sarahsfavfan]

Ren writes a song to help him with closure and his fans hear it and hopefully find it as a beginning. Music is a wonderful thing. Just as you are two are to us.

[@britishbulldog3410]

Wonderful reaction, Thank You.

[@shonamcnally5855]

Big hugs to you both❤

[@badsabre5917]

Every time I see your channel name I think of the Magician from Riga. Anyway, truly moving reaction. Thanks guys.

[@im2yz4u17]

This was a heartfelt eulogy to his best friend Joe. So freakikng beautiful. I like that he pulled the first section from 'Suicide'. The middle played a bit against 'Dominoes'. The final part referenced 'Frckled Angels'. Very cool. I think Ren seeks closure. However, it is so difficult to find solace in the death of a loved one, even in the long term.

[@denisebulgariu964]

Ithink is a closure!

[@dunny2000]

Connecting with you and with this song has been a powerful and emotional experience. As some have mentioned, there is great positivity hidden within the sadness. Ren shows us his soul and the fact he is still giving loving tribute to Joe Hughes is a testimony to the love he feels for those close to him. He gives us the strength to face the worst of life’s challenges. Thank you for the love you express.

[@Melly01]

You guys are so sweet together! ❤🫂

[@titntin5178]

Lovely reaction, thank you for being real. Love you both...

[@donald1379]

in tears

[@flowstate7932]

Thank You I loved your reaction one of the best, nothing better than seeing 2 truly beautiful souls react with so much Love and Empathy, much Love.

[@bashab3098]

I’ve got the dog staring at me looking worried because like you I’m weeping and sighing . And licking tears from my cheeks . Knowing how close I’ve been to taking that step , but staying ultimately because the voice inside says I deserve the pain , even though I know it’s not true it’s ingrained in me , I deserve the pain those I’d leave behind don’t deserve the pain And guilt they’d feel if I jumped , but I made a phone call and my friend twi friends drove two hours to come get me .

[@amandacollins2854]

Cuddle that beautiful dog , you are lucky to have a beautiful friend like that ❤

[@MerchantOfAlba]

Big hug from both of us!

[@docdurdin]

Thank you beautiful people. Our Ren is helping heal the world.

[@peterveste6976]

thank you for reacting and supporting my favourite artist ever love you guys always speak from your hearts ❤❤❤

[@DonnaPoynton.]

And now I’m crying Again,But we are only Human,Ren is so Amazing,Thank you both ❤

[@celinel9750]

PLZZZ Dominica never apologise for being caring, human, sensitive to others greif and sadness. You are a wonderfull human and I wish their would be more ppl like you in this world. Peace... ❤‍🩹

[@J-Ernie]

I love you two, you both have kind souls.

[@TheSimJoh]

Never apologise for being a beautiful human being.

[@rayv8395]

Ren ft bibi cruch is amazing

[@charleenk71]

You are beautifully showing your soul!! You are not and idiot!!! Thanks for the wonderful reaction! ❤❤❤

[@elenaorujev3494]

This is very raw and such an important topic. Always enjoy your reactions!❤

[@jamescurrie7678]

Your words, your personalities and your expression is truly beautiful. My favourite people to watch thank you 🙏

[@TheMkamix]

I was there with you both, going through the same emotion as I watched.

[@maddalenacherchi]

😢 Vi amo. Grazie per le vostre lacrime sincere.❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@murtaghj]

Love your reactions xx Thanks for sharing yourselves with us xx

[@jamesbarr2362]

You have to do Precious it just suits you both so well. And it will put the smile back on your faces.

[@amandacollins2854]

I think Ren is working towards a resolution of his feelings ,this is a compilation of 3 songs . Begining at the newest from Su*side ,the middle part is from Dominoes and the end is from Freckled Angels . This makes me think his bringing it all into a whole, is symbolic of him starting to heal and understand what he carries with him . He has written , that he showed this song to Joe's parents and that they all cried together and that he felt a little lighter after that . He was also able to give them some money towards a caravan ,they said that they will name it Joe so they will have him close on all their adventures . As well as that Ren was able to give $21000 to the volunteer rescue service that searched for his friend. I think he also met up with some old mates who he shaired this tragedy with .So i think some healing and some positive has come of this ,for him . I certainly hope so and I know you do to. Never apologise for feeling things deeply or for expressing your empathy and pain . The fact that people feel ashamed of their sadness is one of the things Ren is working against . Because those emotions left bottled up in the dark grow and become toxic to us .Ren shines a spotlight on them so we can heal . I always look foward to your reactions , the next Ren release is Money Game 3 so relax for a while ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤.

[@Rackelhane]

Hugs from sweden.❤️❤️❤️

[@Tokiofritz]

Heartfelt and genuine reaction from such a lovely couple.

[@KevinRichardson444]

I love watching your reactions.. your empathy and authenticity is so pure and refreshing. ❤

[@TofferJ-UK]

You two melt my heart ! You made me move from tears to laughter at the end with the “bloody hell” ❤️🇬🇧👍xx

[@craigmitchell604]

I come back to you again and again…because you are both so very lovely. I feel we could hug if I could just reach thru this damn phone screen! Ren has allowed me to discover so many kindred spirits. I am 60 year old and single: does the lovely lady have any women in her family looking for a husband? ❤️ Edited: I reread this afterwards…just so none feels this is a bit sketchy like I did after rereading it…I was absolutely kidding. It was meant only as a compliment to the heart and soul of this lady. Sorry for my inner dumb dumb if I offended. :(

[@MerchantOfAlba]

Hahaha, absolutely not offended. It takes more than that. We do like a good joke and always appreciate compliments and kind words 😊 All the best and thank you for watching 💚

[@patrickm6539]

Beautiful reaction, the humanity of your empathy shines through - we all feel the same as you do and you communicate it so intelligently and tenderly, watching you both is uplifting for us all 🙏

[@stevebrown9955]

This song has a special meaning for me from back when I was 14 a bunch of older boys told us we could get high from sniffing Pam from a bag most of my friends didn’t believe them but one did everyone loved this kid with out saying anything to us he went home and tried it he never made it to school the next day when we went to visit him his mom told us we cursed those older boys for years I still don’t forgive them

[@jameslowther9792]

Thank You both for your beautiful souls, I love listening to your compassionate thoughts

[@mylesfarmer7982]

i've watched alot of ren reactions over the past year and this one genuinely hits me more than any others thank you for this and im glad i stopped by.!!

[@shakysenior]

A lovely, honest reaction. I adore you two ❤️

[@seana2646]

Not sure this is the happy Ren you wanted but this is the cathartic release Ren & others needed. I see the end of this song as a something like closure & acceptance. While Ren will never be over what happened. I don't think he is trapped by the pain of it anymore. I took hope from the words that he believes his angel will be ok ^& thats a strong message for anyone who lives with the guilt of what could have beens.

[@Silkytoaster]

I never thought of that till you mentioned it - there is hope in Ren and meant for us - he knows his angel Joe and our angels are gonna be ok . Let the guilt go .

[@andrewwest8334]

Love you guys. Ok, here’s a ‘cheer you up’ suggestion… Ren’s super fun ‘Love Music’ parts 1, 2 & 3. 👍

[@kevbruce9191]

I love how you two are so close, and true love oozes out of u for one another ❤️

[@kimmicakes]

Aww I love you guys so so much and how loving you both are with him wiping your tears away and the love i feel from you both exudes thru my screen. I love Ren and pray he finds peace and happiness too. Thank you for your reactions! You guys make my heart smile cause I understand how you feel about Ren almost like a mother and our heart hurts for him and for Joes mom and dad. May God bless each and everyone of you. RIP Joe Hughes aka Freckled Angel!

[@richardlyons7582]

People talk about the "What If", this is a passed event, What you must think about is the times "You Did" and did not know it, how many times if only once, with a chat, a night out. going somewhere with someone, that stopped the "what If". Think about this please everyone.

[@stevoug]

You two are beautiful souls, thank you for expressing your emotions, I wish you both many blessings your channel is special because of how you both understand the human condition and show so much empathy for another human being ❤xx

[@craigmitchell604]

I just want to reach thru my phone, hold your heads between my palms, and touch my forehead to yours! And just hold it there for a moment. You two are just too special.